hrt wont fix your problems, fixing your problems will fix your problems.

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>>37798497
i have a suggestion

i told you, you gotta stay on it bc fluctuations like this are going to make you feel 10x worse

>>37798513
Yeah I've had to be on and off a million times over 2 years and it feels like shit physically and mentally. It doesn't mean hrt is wrong for you it just means you're giving your body mad whiplash. Off T for safety reasons right now and I feel physically horrible

>>37798500
i know. whether or not i want to stay on it is a whole different problem for me though.
>>37798506
i stopped doing drugs a while ago lol

>>37798497
just stay on it

>>37798497
it's you again
at least you're on hrt instead of just staring at an unopened vial like me

>>37800151
why are you doing that

>>37800179
because i'm a coward and i'm afraid of taking estrogen

>>37798497
eat healthy, work out, take showers, hrt doesn't magically fix ur life

>>37800254
you can tell very quickly if it was the right choice so just do it bro

>>37800263
>eat healthy, work out, take showers
i do all that and i still feel like shit

>>37800270
idk people say you gotta give it time as well
i just have to take it for years and not ruin my life on it iwnbaw

>>37800321
>i still feel like shit
why?

>>37800254
just do it. It will be easier every time after that. What do you think will happen if you do it? Not much will happen for a while

Do you want a more feminine body? What's making you hesitate?

>>37800342
idk there's more to life than basic hygiene

>>37800348
>What do you think will happen if you do it?
assuming the hrt itself is good to inject i'd grow tits and have to get my blood tested by a doc
maybe i'm just giving into a mental illness

>What's making you hesitate?
fear

>>37800361
>idk there's more to life than basic hygiene
i know but if u still feel like shit there's something wrong, are u a neet? or maybe dysphoria is that bad?

>>37800379
>i know but if u still feel like shit there's something wrong, are u a neet?
no i'm like a complete normie on the outside besides spending too much time on imageboards

>or maybe dysphoria is that bad?
idk if it's dysphoria i just want to be a cis man on hrt i think

>>37800151
damn if people recognize me maybe it's time to stop posting on this site
>>37800263
i already do all of that shit.
>hrt doesn't magically fix ur life
i was never expecting it to. i feel bad on it and a different kind of bad off it.
>>37801149
>i just want to be a cis man on hrt i think
?

>>37798497
hrt fixes exactly one problem
if you're here on this board you probably have a huge pile of other problems

>>37801645
>if you're here on this board you probably have a huge pile of other problems
lmao true. it's been over a year since i actively browsed / posted here though.

>>37801631
>damn if people recognize me maybe it's time to stop posting on this site
idk we post about the same shit and use the same pics all the time
at least you're on hrt

>i already do all of that shit.
whats your workout routine

>>37801717
>idk we post about the same shit and use the same pics all the time
yeah i should probably get new ones.
>at least you're on hrt
i guess. i feel like i'm more nervous and stuff on it than off. but if i stop i just start to feel fucking exhausted lmao. and i have to deal with the added paranoia of losing hair and stuff. oh well.
>whats your workout routine
i kind of lied there honestly. i used to do the basic shit like squats and hip thrusts but i stopped bc that shit's gay.

>>37801832
>i guess. i feel like i'm more nervous and stuff on it than off.
i'd say get your levels checked and shit but i think estrogen increases anxiety in general, which mine is already through the roof so like who knows how bad it would be if i started
>but if i stop i just start to feel fucking exhausted lmao.
that's what happens to you when your hormone levels drop
>and i have to deal with the added paranoia of losing hair and stuff. oh well.
yeah that gets to you. at least you're doing something about your fear of aging
>i used to do the basic shit like squats and hip thrusts but i stopped bc that shit's gay.
???
by your logic what exercise isn't gay

>>37801917
>i'd say get your levels checked and shit but i think estrogen increases anxiety in general
honestly maybe i should because it's been over a year since i last checked but it's too bad i hate the thought of those people thinking i'm a tranny.
>which mine is already through the roof
lol same.
>that's what happens to you when your hormone levels drop
yeah that's what everyone tells me. i mean either way i tend to not stay off it for long.
>at least you're doing something about your fear of aging
yeah tbf despite me being fine with being a man now it's still hard to imagine i'll ever get over that lol.

>>37801917
>by your logic what exercise isn't gay
lmfao oh also i didn't mean that literally. i just got tired of it that's all.

>>37802025
>honestly maybe i should because it's been over a year since i last checked
idk how it works but if you're taking the same dosage it should be roughly the same but it's still good to get it checked
>i hate the thought of those people thinking i'm a tranny.
literally why i haven't started taking e
>lol same.
i mean i literally have been too afraid to inject estrogen for how long now
>yeah that's what everyone tells me. i mean either way i tend to not stay off it for long.
yeah you gotta pick a sex hormone. even old men and women when their levels decline go on trt or hrt
and since you've been running on e so long there's like a lot of stuff going back on test might do that you're just not thinking of
how long do you normally last before you get back on
>yeah tbf despite me being fine with being a man now it's still hard to imagine i'll ever get over that lol.
idk i just dissociate when i think about being a man now. like looking at myself in the mirror just makes me feel neutral and numb

>>37802051
yeah it's like really boring and i'm not playing like a sport or anything so i don't feel like i'm training for anything

>>37802170
>idk how it works but if you're taking the same dosage it should be roughly the same
yeah that's what i thought but i did change ester so maybe not.
>literally why i haven't started
yeah i've probably said this before but it happened to me once and it sucked lol
>i mean i literally have been too afraid to inject estrogen for how long now
a while lol
>yeah you gotta pick a sex hormone
yeah roiding seems like a shit idea to me so if i stopped for good i'd just have to wait and even then i'd probably stay on dutasteride.
>how long do you normally last before you get back on
a couple of weeks at best lmao
>idk i just dissociate
i probably felt the same before i started ngl but even now i'm just a weird looking manlet. doesn't bother me that much though i guess like it's not that bad.

>>37798497
If you stopped out of your own accord then you are cis and probably a zoomer

>>37802472
>If you stopped out of your own accord
i only ever thought to stop after almost 2 years on it but yeah
>you are cis and probably a zoomer
yes to both

>>37798497
you're literally giving yourself mood swings dummy
stop going on and off

>>37802526
So stop taking hrt and go to a non-woke psychiatrist who can diagnose your actual problem.

>>37802588
>psychiatrist
nah that shit's a scam
>>37802558
i mean idk what to do

>>37802448
>yeah that's what i thought but i did change ester so maybe not.
from what to what. the esters would give you different levels over time
>yeah i've probably said this before but it happened to me once and it sucked lol
doing better than me since i'm too scared to inject what i have
>a couple of weeks at best lmao
yeah your body has like no sex hormones then i think. if your balls still work and you stay off it your levels might change and you might have higher t again (not that you want that)
>i probably felt the same before i started ngl but even now i'm just a weird looking manlet.
mogs me

>>37802755
>from what to what. the esters would give you different levels over time
ev to een
>doing better than me since i'm too scared to inject what i have
tbf i doubt it's that big of a deal until the effects become apparent
>yeah your body has like no sex hormones then i think.
yeah that probably is the case whenever i stop but oh well
>if your balls still work and you stay off it your levels might change and you might have higher t again (not that you want that)
yeah idk lol

>>37802916
>ev to een
yeah you're getting different levels now and you're supposed to inject een less often i think
>tbf i doubt it's that big of a deal until the effects become apparent
you're avoiding docs and i kinda am afraid of that too
also idk maybe i just have a bad batch of estrogen and it fucks me up kinda scary
>yeah that probably is the case whenever i stop but oh well
at least you're on estrogen mogs me

>>37802936
>yeah you're getting different levels now and you're supposed to inject een less often i think
yeah i wait 2 extra days now but it feels too long sometimes idk
>also idk maybe i just have a bad batch of estrogen
of all the things estrogen probably won't kill you lol
>at least you're on estrogen
i guess

>>37803179
>yeah i wait 2 extra days now but it feels too long sometimes idk
how many mg are you injecting and what were your levels like before
>of all the things estrogen probably won't kill you lol
i mean compared to hard drugs like coke and heroin obviously not
but random diy hrt is riskier than basically anything normalfags do in their daily lives
>i guess
i mean it's better than wanting to and not right?

>>37803256
>how many mg are you injecting and what were your levels like before
like 0.18ml at 40mg/ml. on ev i was doing a little less than that every 5 days because my levels were too high when i checked (like 700 pgml).
>normalfags do in their daily lives
people do drugs all the time. but me personally i mostly stopped after trooning out at least so there's that. i guess i just don't care as much because i've done shit that's more "high risk" or whatever lol
>i mean it's better than wanting to and not right?
well i don't really know what i'm doing if you couldn't tell lmao

>>37803402
>like 0.18ml at 40mg/ml. on ev i was doing a little less than that every 5 days because my levels were too high when i checked (like 700 pgml).
that seems really high
>but me personally i mostly stopped after trooning out at least so there's that.
i did dumb shit when i was younger
>i guess i just don't care as much because i've done shit that's more "high risk" or whatever lol
idk what have you been doing lol? coke and heroin lol?
>well i don't really know what i'm doing if you couldn't tell lmao
eh you're still alive and are doing ok

>>37803443
>that seems really high
yeah i'm pretty sure 700 is way too high but whatever
>i did dumb shit when i was younger
well i mean most people did
>idk what have you been doing lol? coke and heroin lol?
no lol i didn't go that far. just used to abuse otc / prescription stuff like a retard. there's that and cutting which arguably both might be worse than being a troon lmao.
>eh you're still alive and are doing ok
lol yeah true i guess. thanks

>>37803602
>yeah i'm pretty sure 700 is way too high but whatever
yeah idk what the effects of that are, but maybe it would seriously fuck with your anxiety idk
>well i mean most people did
some less dumb than others
>just used to abuse otc / prescription stuff like a retard. t
i don't even know what otc/prescription shit is abused
but diy estrogen is higher risk than that stuff probably. less social stigma from doing that and better quality control from prescription drugs
>cutting
yeah i used to do that for a bit but that was dumb and i stopped pretty early
>lol yeah true i guess. thanks
mogs me

>>37803662
>yeah idk what the effects of that are, but maybe it would seriously fuck with your anxiety idk
yeah honestly maybe i should try lowering it lmao see what happens
>but diy estrogen is higher risk than that stuff probably
it's really not trust me lol
>yeah i used to do that for a bit but that was dumb and i stopped pretty early
yeah happy for you bc it is dumb as fuck. i still do it sometimes though honestly
>mogs
meh you seem pretty functional aside from the tranny thoughts

>>37803751
>yeah honestly maybe i should try lowering it lmao see what happens
yeah like i'd say you should get your levels tested then adjust from there
but if you're not gonna do that go ask hrtgen what you should bring it down to
>it's really not trust me lol
i mean it depends on what you're taking and where you're getting it
the risk of abuse or overdose is probably way higher for most drugs
but besides that i don't see how it's less risky than estrogen and socially it's way more acceptable to be a druggie than a tranny
>yeah happy for you bc it is dumb as fuck. i still do it sometimes though honestly
idk i stopped in my 20s
>meh you seem pretty functional aside from the tranny thoughts
lol no i'm a barely functional loser that kinda just sits around and waste my life away instead of doing things lol

>>37803906
well hopefully you'll do the things you want to do someday bro

>>37803968
maybe when i stop being a coward
but imagine being too afraid to take a bit of estrogen and having that be half of my thoughts for the past several years

>>37804064
yeah sorry anon. i'm an impulsive retard though so yeah i usually don't think about shit for that long.

>>37804125
i'm an impulsive retard that is also afraid of things

>>37804259
well it's up to you to change that so gl bro

>>37804352
idk maybe but given how long i've been waiting

>>37798500
the brainworm sufferers here dont wanna hear the facts

>iwn be a cis man on hrt

>>37806866
>cis man on hrt
this is not possible
if you are on hrt you are, by definitions, transitioning your sex (transexual)

>>37808909
what if you don't want to be the opposite sex

>>37808916
doesn't matter. if you paint your skin blue you are blue. if you take cross-sex hormones you are transsexual.

>>37808922
yeah but don't you have to want to be a woman to be trans