>>37799523
QOTT Crying alone watching scary movies ^*=*^
Last night i watched Christine, it was really good. i jumped at one point and i don’t usually get scared during movies

>>37799523
Going for walks with the pretty trees and leaves falling.

>>37799523
>corn mazes at night
but i havent been to one since high school. i still think about how it made me feel, being lost in the corn maze

>>37799755
this, something about a crisp autumn breeze with the bright colors of the leaves fills me with energy

>>37799523
come to the conclusion that injecting lorezapam AIN'T no joke. with a little bit a weet I was TURNT. did throw up in the morning 8/10 would shoot benxos in my veins again. this ruins popping them forever.

>>37800138
Idiot, if you get any air into the vein you can die
Shoot it into the muscle

>>37800218
you need a lot of air in the vein to create an embolism. i think it mostly just gets diffused

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>>37800258

i look weird
people think i am underage

>>37800269
sorry, i googled it once and it’s true i swear

too many fakemoding shotas itt

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>>37800274
I don't know what people think I am anymore

>>37800294
You look like a person I need to wife

>>37800282
Shooting benzos is similar to heroin, really dumb and you can die if you quit cold turkey
I have watched benzo addiction get really bad, is not something cool or interesting

>>37800294
who cares as long as you're cool

>>37800317
https://pubs.asahq.org/anesthesiology/article/94/2/360/38886/Volume-of-Air-in-a-Lethal-Venous-Air-Embolism
What does that have to do with embolisms? I’m not here to judge anon

got benzo last time i visited the ward and it wasn't something cool? wasn't too effective either

otoh i've had people that should know better refer to z-drugs as benzo and that's... yeah...

>>37800341
What does it have to do with it……… well injecting DRUGS into your VEINS is unsafe and i dont want the anon to DIE
Is that hard to understand or am i confused

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nobody knows how to communicate or step outside themselves; humanity is lost

>>37800588
i mean you arent going to convince her to stop injecting benzos by lying about embolisms

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>>37800639
If i have to stretch the truth to keep her alive so be it

>>37800650
that is an extremely gross principle

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>>37800666
Not a principle of mine. desu i didn’t know about the embolisms, i just remember when i used to shoot i was taught how to get the air bubbles out so i didnt die
Shooting drugs like benzos into your veins is very very easy to die from;

>>37800650
>stretches truth to ‘help’
>drug addict obviously doesn’t believe you
>ruin all your credibility with the addict

>>37800703
wdym it's not a principle of yours
you just said it

>>37800714
Yeah but the truth is i didn’t know that you needed a lot of air in the syringe to die, i was taught that a few bubbles can kill you

>>37800721
oh it's you lol no wonder even watching you try to communicate with someone makes me want to close the tab

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me and the fakeshit reading this

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>>37800738
Then close it bitch

how do you people recognize each other

>>37800764
you quite literally invoked a principle of harm reduction and cited it as why you outright lied to someone and then said >nyoooo that's not one of MYYY principles!!!111one
learn to communicate

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>>37800775
Didn’t outright lie, already admit i was uninformed
Why are you guys so autistic
>omg pls stop anon you will die
>pulls up literal medical journal to prove they wont
>i have watched people overdose on my floor
>ahhhhhhhhh

>>37800765
Theres a solid group of regulars. Some of them type in pretty consistent ways, or do certain things that give themselves away.

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Nobody will recognize me...

>>37800794
all I was saying was it's gross on principle to casually dismiss "stretching the truth" for the sake of harm reduction, and I stand by that - you completely derailed that and missed the point of what I was saying by IMMEDIATELY getting defensive over the specific language I used and fixating on that with such a narrow scope that you shut down the previous exchange

you've done this to me directly in this thread at least like five or six times and it's really frustrating and why I promised to ignore you when I see it's you going forward

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>>37800828
Sex with Anonymous

>>37800804
>type in pretty consistent ways, or do certain things that give themselves away
this but the fun or "fun" is in people who play with those things since we're all "Anonymous" mostly anyway

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>>37800852
Ignore me nigga i do not care. post tits sexy slut, at least contribute something decent to the thread.

>>37800879
my autism is my contribution fuck you suck my dick and tits

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>>37800884
Ew

>>37800897
faggot

>>37800828
they didnt care who i was until i put on the trip

I guess it really too much to ask that people not be completely dishonest and self-inconsistent in their posts in such a way as to facilitate the communication of consistent and defined positions and statements instead of simply pretending you didn't say the things in your post that is right there in plain language and going off of vibes and assumptions that cannot possibly be shared

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>>37800908
=D

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>>37800924

I don't like it when Murphy(mommy) and Chuddy(Daddy) are fighting:(

>>37800978
>Mommy
I’m a man, and he is more fembrained than me (emotional, bitchy, annoying, over sensitive, fights a lot like he has a period, etc)

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go to your room

>>37801001
YOU SHUT YOUR WHORE MOUTH I AM A MILLION TIMES MORE MASCULINE THAN YOU I AM NOT FEMBRAINED OR BITCHY

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Trying to dry my hair and this nigga will NOT stop giving me (You)’s….. leave me alone!

>>37801060 (You)

>>37801060
I'd that your natural color rn? What color are you going for?

>>37801094
wat

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>>37801094
Yes is my natural color, have been growing virgin hair for 3 years after i spent my late teens damaging it with dye

sex with estrogenized aging twinks

>>37801145
Oh sweet, I was the same way with my hair. Except did the damaging in my 20s. Been a long road to recovery, and now never again will I bleach. I only sometimes add the blackest dye.

>>37801276
The guy who cuts my hair works owns the salon and his mother has been doing dye for like 50 years. i want her to darken it a bit and give it some dimension with cool toned highlights and lowlights
In the new year haha

trying so hard to not hyperventilate rn but not over something bad for a change

>>37801394
https://youtu.be/oXS8DxRYvbU?si=LdahErtY3zf2qMBD

>>37801446
this went unexpectedly full circle for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0vZZfDvC70

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my parents bought halloween candy and ive been eating it

>>37801591
What kind

Susan's Standard English

>>37801591
i fw peanut eminems

>>37801591
for me, it's butterfinger and candy corn!

>>37801963
gen x or boomer?

I am at the age where too much candy makes me sick :(

I don't really eat candy or snacks like chips and stuff anymore, I just have sweet drinks of some kind all throughout the day...

why can't i just be happy being a male

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>>37802259
gender dysphoria is an infohazard

I think elon musk is copying my style

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>>37802378

>>37802345
tru

>>37802392
elon was born to be a lolcow

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I am skinny fat giwtwm

>>37802503
Look at the side profile though. Looks bad. Get it legit through hard work. The short cuts don't look as good and make it so fat goes other places like arms and stuff.

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>>37802503
that seems excessive to me but I'd certainly like to keep losing weight and get a bit more real definition if I can motivate myself, having this gut as a dude is kind of disappointing...

>>37802580
Quit punching down

>>37802557
I refuse to be anorexic again, don't know how to lose visceral fat without starving myself
Fat loss is calories in calories out, so annoying

>>37802597
I'm clearly too fat to punch in any direction

>>37802677
no you are perfect

does estrogen work /b/ros? why does it look like it works /b/ros im worried

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>>37802859
yeah /b/ro it works, it just takes time and might not do everything you want because it's different for everyone

>>37802865
so cash

>>37802859
Yes, estrogen is amazing. I love it. Would kms before going back to test.

>>37802580
hmu if you ever need some tummy massage
...
yes chuddie, i'm creepy ik ik

>>37802914
Imagine her guts disemboweled and spread all over marble tiling :D

>>37802882
nah being gay isnt that bad and it’s a nice backup if transing totally fails

>>37802934
at least it sounds pretty...

>>37802947
Already detrooned once. You do you though. That'll never be me again.

>>37802947
>if transing totally fails
>mmg
>lol

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>>37802968
nta but manmoding is success for me

>>37802963
fair desu
>>37802968
manmoding is based if done right

>>37802989
Congratulations
>>37802996
Agreed. but idk why the anon said "if" transing fails- implies that there is a chance it will work out

>>37803043
manmoding isnt a fail

>>37803051
I would say that's subjective

>>37803051
What does "if transing fails" even mean.. if manmoding is your goal how can it fail
I am so confused, disregard me haha

>>37803068
failure is ending up uglier

It's both a success and fail. I wanted to pass and be out girlmoding. Fail. But I'm also way more attractive and feminine now. Success.

>>37803116
Same. i thought i had to girlmode to take hrt but once i found out about manmoding it became my goal since i knew i couldnt pass

manmoding >
repping >
honmoding >
suicide

my as stink's

>>37803160
mine smells kind of nice

nasty asf realmoders are all volcel asexual angels

>>37803159
for me it was
>suicide?
>>sweet sweet release
or
>HRT
>>manmode indefinitely
>>evaluate presentation and life
>>redefine goals
>>make indulgences or accomodations for dysphoria
>>adjust HRT regimen as needed
>>repeat

there have been some hiccups and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing but I think my approach is both working out well enough and also relatively faithful to a rough plan I had laid out when first considering everything around when I started

it's not enough for me
i don't want to change my goals
i want to pass

>>37803245
Impossible
Even nicole kidman is clocky, there is no hope

i don't bother putting any effort into my transition anymore
the last laser session i had was months ago
depression has made a lazy retard out of my fat neetcel dumpy

>>37803284
i need ffs

>>37803295
laser is the best thing i ever did for my self esteem

idk if i care about passing anymore, i just want to be happy

>>37803300
Plastic surgery can do a lot but it won't make you passable in MY opinion
Everyones idea of what "passing" means is different
I have a lot of admiration for honmoders, i am not strong enough to do it (and don't really want to anymore if i am being honest)

>>37803245
Oh forsure. I'm still putting in hard effort to pass. Doing the work everyday. But I try to be realistic and content in the progress I've made and can make. Ffs is a goal too.

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I am a patient boy
I wait, I wait, I wait, I wait
My time's like water down a drain
Everybody's moving, everybody's moving
Everybody's moving, moving, moving, moving
Please don't leave me to remain
In the waiting room

I don't want the news (I cannot use it)
I don't read the news (I won't live by it)
Sitting outside of town
Everybody's always down (tell me why)
Because they can't get up

(Ahh, come on and get up)
(Come on and get up)

But I don't sit idly by (ahh)
I'm planning a big surprise
I'm gonna fight for what I wanna be
And I won't make the same mistakes ('cause I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes (and function)
Function is the key
To the the waiting room

I don't want the news (I cannot use it)
I don't read the news (I won't live by it)
Sitting outside of town
Everybody's always down (tell me why)
Because they can't get up

(Ahh, come on and get up)
Up for the waiting room

Sitting in the waiting room (ahh)
Sitting in the waiting room (ahh)
Sitting in the waiting room (ahh)
Sitting in the waiting room (tell me why?)
Because they can't get up

>>37803331
go away

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I'm a Barbie girl, in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on, Barbie, let's go party
I'm a Barbie girl, in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
I'm a blonde bimbo girl in a fantasy world
Dress me up, make it tight, I'm your dolly
You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour in pink
Kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky
You can touch
You can play
If you say, "I'm always yours" (ooh, oh)
I'm a Barbie girl, in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ah ah ah yeah)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ooh oh, ooh oh)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ah ah ah yeah)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ooh oh, ooh oh)
Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again
Hit the town, fool around, let's go party
You can touch
You can play
If you say, "I'm always yours"
You can touch
You can play
If you say, "I'm always yours"
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ah ah ah yeah)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ooh oh, ooh oh)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ah ah ah yeah)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ooh oh, ooh oh)
I'm a Barbie girl, in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
I'm a Barbie girl, in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ah ah ah yeah)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ooh oh, ooh oh)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ah ah ah yeah)
Come on, Barbie, let's go party (ooh oh, ooh oh)

BIG HUGE COPE GENERAL

>>37803363
Nigga if ava doesnt pass then none of us will, i am just an observer

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Walking down a darkened hallway
Everybody turns to look at you
It's not because you're different
It's just because you're so scary cool

A sinister style, mystery with a smile
You're drop dead gorgeous, drop dead gorgeous
This school gives me the creeps, but when I'm with my peeps
You can't ignore us
This is where the ghoul kids rule!

Monster, monster high
Monster high
Monster, monster high
Come on, don't be shy
Monster high
The party never dies

Monster, monster high
Monster high
Monster, monster high
Freaky chic,and fly
Monster high
Where student bodies lie

Hey, Frankie's got me fallin' apart
Oh, Draculaura's stealin' my heart
Clawdeen Wolf, you make me howl at the moon
Lagoona, you're the finest fish in this lagoon
Cleo De Nile, you so beguile
Even though you act so vile (uh huh)
And Deuce has stone-cold style
These are my boos, my skeleton crew
A little strange, but so are you
Don't you wanna be a monster, too?

Oh, freaky just got fabulous
Everbody wants a piece of you
The stars all smile, let's be realistic
Most characteristic, most hippin' horrific

A sinister style, mystery with a smile
You're drop dead gorgeous, drop dead gorgeous
This school gives me the creeps, but when I'm with my peeps
You can't ignore us
This is where the ghoul kids rule!

Monster, monster high
Monster high
Monster, monster high
Come on, don't be shy
Monster high
The party never dies

Monster, monster high
Monster high
Monster, monster high
Freaky chic,and fly
Monster high
Where student bodies lie

M-O-N-S-T-E-R
Monsters, monsters, so bizarre
M-O-N-S-T-E-R
Monsters, monsters, yes we are
(x2)

(Monster, monster high
Monster high
Monster, monster high
Come on, don't be shy
Monster high
The party never dies)

Monster, monster high
Monster high
Monster, monster high
Freaky chic,and fly
Monster high
Where student bodies lie

We've got spirits, yes we do
We've got spirits, how 'bout you?
(x2)

Knock em dead!

no one is reading all of that
stop spamming you cretin

>>37803395
not gonna get involved in some stupid mtfg drama

99% OF YOU WILL NEVER PASS
COPE AND SEETHE

bambi sleep bambi sleep bye bye bambi going deep

>>37803468
If any of you guys listen to sissy hypno please leave the thread and never interact with me ever again HAHAAH

>>37803466
Youre ugly:)

who up eating they ass

i keep seeing one of you niggas walking around downtown pdx

>>37803530
you are right :(

https://strawpoll.com/xVg71X4NOyr

>>37803665
>i have the same bone structure
haha larry you should totally start hrt…

>>37803754
>recessed chin
>jewish nose
>overbite
pfdahahahaha
you're one ugly faggot

>>37803796
thank you, i feel better now, i am going to rope

how many yall like sex??

only 6 basedboys in the whole gen

>>37803796
ngl i have all of those things but less dramatic

>>37803321
this, I still lean hard into being a dude but having facial hair was killing me and I'm still coping with upper lip shadow/stubble

>>37803563
I haven't been downtown in so long, really want to go to washington park and the japanese gardens again

i hate being so ugly. fuck. i think i will just hobomaxx. who care how i look anyway.

>>37803890
show us

>>37803366
come on barbie, let's go party... why did she do that to herself...

fuck all of you, i hope that you all rope

>>37803955
I post her all the time but she is actually really smart
https://www.ideacity.ca/video/nina-arsenault-body-art/

>>37803981
unironically is nikocado her disciple or at least in the same art genre

>>37804006
Isn't niko cado the guy suffering from obesity

i hate that i am chad only, fuck, literally incel, i just can t find dudes that look like me attractive..

>>37804029
yeah but he lost it all and claimed it was a social experiment

>>37804072
start washing your hair nigga, maybe that will fix your shitty fucking jewfro

>>37803949
as much as i'd like some manmode street cred it makes me want to rope so maybe on a day i'm feeling better

>>37803754
start hrt now you dumb fuck
>>37803884
am i a based boy? :/
>>37804072
bet i'm chad enough for you

>>37804074
Oh
Similar i guess
Nina arsenault is a canadian performance artist and academic. she transitioned in 2000 and documented the entire process
Lived a really hard life and ultimately ended up homeless sadly

>>37804091
i just washed it in that pic, also it does not matter cause i can't get hot dudes anyway, i just have the female sexuality, fucking hell

>>37804180
Would you rather be a hot guy or hot girl

>>37804180
stop whining and do anything, whatever it is
going on grinder and sucking some dick seems like a good idea

>>37804247
that is not a good guide to use if neither are possible

>>37804252
is is a good metric for which kind of dysphoria they experience

>>37804247
hot girl, i am trans mtf but dysphoria matters less than attractiveness
>>37804251
who tf would want me to suck their dick

>>37804264
you look like you can throat

>>37804264
>hot girl, i am trans mtf
I agree
You should get on hrt for the mental relief alone; order the pills to prevent breast growth if you don't want the full effects

>>37804275
haha, idk, i have gag reflex so i don t think so but i have been told that i suck dick well
>>37804276
i have dysphoria but i can live with it if i look more attractive, a jaw surgery is 20k-40k and it might not even be possible for me or even do much at all, the only way to look ok it would be to grow my shitty patchy bead and use minoxidil and hope it works idk and then get smth so make my teeth a bit better.. idk.. it sucks looking like that..

>patchy ugly beard
look ugly as shit hobo but masc and a bit scarier and normal..
>hrt and fem
look like an extremely ugly weird looking feminine faggot that not even ugly chasers want..

>>37804400
LITERALLY ME

>>37804407
at least if i repp i look and i am normal, i can t get good dick either ways, i am not even thinking abt relationship, incel for life

>>37804440
LITERALLY ME

>>37804443
life is a big ass string of disappointments and broken dreams

literally
me

damn I only meant to take a little bit of lorazepam but I came to having taken the whole 50mg bottle and my family is mad at me. WHOOPS!

>>37804459
the romanian male is fundamentally cursed

>i can only get chad for sex but not for a relationship, ohhhhhhhhhhh, life sucksssssssss, i have to settle for an average dudeeeeeee ewwwwww
fuck you niggers, i wish i could get chad for sex, i would have sex with an ugly guy but at the moment i don't find them attractive, i cannot change biology, maybe if some of my dysphoria goes away more, idk

i want to have sex with women but i gaslit myself into being gay when i was in middle school. i recently experienced dominant urges again and i feel the need to explore them as a male instead of this faggot creature ive become

i guess that i can never have kids right?
desu, it doesn not really matter what i do, i look ugly anyway

youre so real for that

i hate you god
imagine looking cute or normal at least

I don't need to imagine. Bitch, I am cute. You could be too. Put in the effort.

what effort
i can't do shit abt my chin

>>37804657
honestly just fix your posture and teeth

i hate that i threw my wig into the trash

i wish i could find a wife and have kids but no way in hell

hey larry
you know what would be funny?
if you uploaded a video of you twerking

you can blackmail me with that shit

bro
you've posted yourself being in drag already
you know you wanna be a slut

I think anything I have posted here would completely fall in line with expectations from anyone who knows or has known me

i mean desu i am a goofy clown, like no matter what i do people perceive me as that, i just look like that
i just can't find my sissy panties
i don t have friends anyway, this is more for future work or idk

im the youngest manmoder posted up with a furry in san jose rn

i am so fat and disgusting, omg

my mom and sister stole my makeup
how dare they

>>37804711
get a new one
>>37805015
lose weight
>>37805034
get more makeup
get new family

see? this is how you solve shit :P

>>37805273
just hit me
you were normal at some point in your life

>>37805273
they need u on the frontlines go serve ur country in ukrania

>>37805293
i was normal before i knew i was trans, it went weird downhill from there, desperation hopelessness make you go crazy, i am still normal the same desu
>>37805296
i am not dying for no one, my life is valuable precious fr fr

i had the deepest pits in my mental state the last few weeks before trooning out, it was so terrible, this is why i inject every week, so i don't go back to that state
still cry from time to time but it hasn't gotten as bad as it did then, i could feel it in my bones

why does the universe want to keep me alive?
is not like my life is any good or valuable or fun, it is probably one of the shittiest ones you can get

>>37805377
very relatable, my most insane and despairing moments since HRT have felt way more intense and overwhelming than what I was used to feeling in general but don't come close at all to that old dull numbed ache

if I've done more good than harm i can eat otherwise skip meals, idk if its an ED or OCD but saintmaxxing personally keeps me skinny

>>37804555
Hi are you me wtf

desu i feel much much better now off hrt than i felt months ago on hrt, i never felt as bad as then, i used to have horrible nightmares daily after which i would wake up extremely dysphoric

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I want lasagna

the fact that you're still here means you probably want to get back on hrt

>>37805446
you too? my punishments become rewards as well
>>37804555
>>37805458
why are there more than one of us

>>37805516
i am still dysphoric asf but i am way more dysphoric on hrt, that is why i hate it

>>37805584
why? i genuinely don't understand
some changes do happen, less than you expect i guess

>>37805625
bc he isn't trans and likes testosterone

wish i weren't asexual ugly old beast
being mistreated by disgusting dirty men is the only way i'll ever get some physical contact :(
(no, that's absolutely not a fetish of mine)

>>37805584
You were on it for 4 months. You're levels weren't even to the proper points. You genuinely have no idea what it's like to be on hrt. You're view point honestly means nothing, and you messed up by stopping so soon.
>>37805654
Or could easily be this.

>>37805625
>>37805671
if i try to be feminine i feel worse bc i look way more masc by contrast than if i just look normal and that contrast makes me more dysphoric, the nice skin from hrt pops out at makes the other masc features look even more masc, the thing is, if you try too look as feminine as possible you will automatically be more dysphoric and also disappointed since you focus on that, the gyno looks weird on a male body and i also don t like being a weird freak

i like my gyno desu
>t. man moder recently got gyno

i had gyno since puberty, now i have boobs. they look different...

would you bee kind and illustrate the differences?

well i have gyno and looks nasty
if i was small and cute, i would go on hrt but i am a big tall dinosaur, i just look weird on that.. i am taller than most dudes..

how tall are you?

>>37805776
>>37805702
If i showed you what I looked like just 19 months ago, and the changes from hrt and effort I've put into now. You wouldn't be giving me these stupid excuses. You didn't even fucking try.

>>37805802
6feet
if you are 5 10 tall and up and troon out, you are stupid
in the worst case scenario you can be at most 6 feet, but at that height you must have extremely good proportions and face, voice, basically everything else perfect besides height and even then it will suck and haunt you your entire life, even tall cis women hate themselves
>>37805814
if i can t be a tasty little faggot from passgen and i can't it makes no sense

>>37805889
oh my god, some of us will never pass but you know whats better just trying. Seeing the little changes the improvements knowing that im not becoming a man and wont go back even if im a freak now.

>>37805889
cope
i'm also 6' but it's not the height that stops me from passing :)
seen two women taller than me in this tiny shithole, the difference is of course they're women :(

how do you realistically deal with dorito torso, is it all eye lines and illusions

>>37805925
for you is a must, for me is a choice, if i kms or not, the outcome will be the same even if i go on hrt or not, so better be normal since it makes the most sense, being on hrt wont reduce my dysphoria or make me happier
>>37805926
desu, you lived so far, you probably can take another two decades

when i went on hrt it was a must not a choice since i felt horrible then and i was desperate so i get it but now is not that bad anymore

>>37805889
Lmao god you're so annoying. So ignorant. In 10 years when you've masculinized significantly more while all of us have gotten that much more time on hrt feminizing. The difference will be so much more than it is now. We might not pass, but at least we'll be cute and way less masc than we would have been.
>>37805951
Clothes, fem fat. So realistically, clothes.

lmao, the effects from hrt kinda stop after one year, at most two, after than you might get an extremely unnoticeable change, 0.001% whatever, not significant at all..

>>37806041
That's not even remotely true. This is what I mean by you're incredibly ignorant. Like legitimately stupid when it comes to this topic.

>>37805523
I never got a chance to be straight or bisexual because everyone told me i was gay and all my friends were girls
Realized that women are hot when i was on shrooms in 2021, absolutely shocking moment in my life...

>>37806041
you are so stupid it hurts, why do you even post?

>>37806021
> So realistically, clothes
fuck my stupid tranny life

>>37806041
Nigga i didn't get most changes until year 3

>>37806060
>>37806084
>>37806111
the most 'changes' are the better skin, gyno and female fat distribution and dead pp which you will get in less than two years of good levels..

>>37806151
HOW WOULD YOU KNOW
Wtf you are either a hilarious troll or genuinely have a low iq
Not even fighting about something this dumb

>>37806151
lmao retar

>>37806080
my friend groups were all girls too and i've always been told that i look gay when i meet someone new
oh well i can never actually be a chad so i'll take what i can get

how long until i cum more pathetically

>>37806169
>>37806179
WHAT DO YOU GET AFTER TWO YEARS?? TELL ME AND THE NIGGER THAT SAID HE GOT THE MOST CHANGES IN YEAR 3, HE WAS PROBABLY HONDOSED AT THE BEGINNING FOR A GOOD WHILE

>>37806151
I use cialis when needed and fuck just fine. How good has your sex been?

Fucking kys Larry you dumb fuck. We just spent all day trying to help you again, even though you don't deserve it. Well fuck that. You're an ugly cis man and you'll never make it. Drink yourself to death you retard.

I am literally 6'2

>>37806190
The same changes continue over years
Why do you think women turn ugly in menopause and go on hrt?

truth hurts
>>37806198
fake trans, i am too dysphoric to have sex, let alone penetrate, and this reply is irrelevant to the discussion you just said it to piss me off bc you are a prick
>>37806219
you dodged the question
>>37806221
it is over

>>37806151
stop being stupid
i have better skin, sure, not that it's great as i've always had shit skin
i have boobs not "gyno"
male fat distrubution tho

but i can get hard and could penetrate if i wanted to, only change is that i can't produce cum...

>>37806219
this

>>37806186
Same, i am trying to be more butch lately. it is fun flirting with girls using a deep voice haha. and they take better to it now that i am "prettier" and not a monkey with short hair

>>37806235
they go on it to prevent osteoporosis you dipshit
>>37806243
so basically no extra changes than the ones you get first year or two, desu the skin change i got in three months.. and it seems besides the skin and man boobs you did not get anything else while being for so many years on it..

>>37806280
Yup and i take dutasteride for my prostate cancer.

>>37806280
again i have boobs not moobs?
my boobs grew over several years and have starting aching again so who knows...
got skin changes starting year 2 iirc, i mean that's when shit really changed but sure got some year 1 too

and what the fuck do you expect? growing a vagina or bones to shrink? lol

so basically how am i wrong cause i can t see it
you basically get better skin and moobs if lucky but probably just small shitty gyno and maybe a bit of female fat, and in less than two years, it does not prevent balding since some bald on hrt anyway
>>37806327
you were hondosed like crazy then

>>37805769
hmm maybe but my upper body is pretty grotesque so it's just for science still wanna see? i think they're quite big for 6.5months

>>37806327
you are a fat man
go back to flipping burgers

>>37806340
actually nvm larry is just going to call them moobs this thread sux sorry

Filter time haha

starting with (You)

back to anon haha
filter this nigga
if you look like a man they are called moobs, they are only boobs if you look like a woman, if you call your moobs boobs then you are fake moder little slut

yeah come and fuck me you nasty fuck oh yeah oh yeaaahhhhh

>>37806190
more than you, sorry it works for everyone else :)

i am sorry for being so annoying to you guys but i am a defender of truth and also sexually frustrated too btw

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>>37806394
Every 7 years the bodies cells fully change. So if you've been on hrt that long, you'll have entirely estroginized cells.
>>37806239
Than why did you bring up dick use if you don't care? Fucking virgin loser. Nobody will ever want to fuck your disgusting body and face.

We all mog you. Every single person itt. More fem, more attractive. You're ugly and stupid.

>>37806444
>Every 7 years the bodies cells fully change. So if you've been on hrt that long, you'll have entirely estroginized cells.
This is really cool and partly what motivated me to start hrt, kate bornstein talks about this in her book

>>37806356
yes that retard should get back to repgen and leave us be

>>37806444
>believing random internet images made by hons to cope
ngmi

>>37806336
dude you can't even lift a finger to google it you don't know anything, shut the fuck up

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>>37806475
Omg Larry said I'm not gonna make it. Should I pull the trigger Larry? Should I fucking do it? Get back on hrt now, shut up and start making progress, or go to repgen.

mogging in progress, stand by...

I hate being 6'2, I hate it so much

pleasee pleasee can i lose my virginity to any of you, i am a pathetic ugly loser and i never had a girlfriend or touched a girl ever, can i use your ass and get done with it? pleaseeeee pleaseeee pleaseee, i don t want to become a grand grey wizard like durian..
>>37806496
pleasee can i use your ass, please i want to lose my virginity, i always wanted to fuck PocaHONtas

Goatfucker

stfu the goats don t count, you know that already, i am still a pristine innocent virgin

I'd sooner let a goat hit than l*rrold

>>37806525
Sex with dakota

>>37806525
you deserve it, you are luckshit otherwise kys

>>37806570
I'm not Dakota

>>37806578
Post ass chocolate goddess

are there not multiple 6'2 manmoders/"manmoders"

>>37806570
you think it's grippy?

>>37806584
im a 6'2 manmoder, my mother and grandmother are both 6 feet tall and my brother is 6'9 so i think it bothers me less than it should

I like my manmoder ass drippy bruh
>>37806526
I'd rather saw off my own dick

>>37806589
No i think it is loose, should be easy for me to stick it in haha

>>37806604
that's cool, I'm 6'0 actually wish I was a little taller sometimes but it's definitely in line with my family's height

hey friends i am sorry for trolling you, i actually love you, you are so dumb to take obvious bait thus real women <3

>>37806604
I look at it kinda that way too. I'm 5'11, but my 3 younger brother are all taller. 6'2, 6'3, 6'4

>>37806581
I'm not black

i hate being sexless and ugly :(

>>37806660
What is your race

THIS IS MY GENERAL AND YOU MUST OFFER ME EMOTIONAL SUPPORT, ANYWAY, I SHOULD GO TO BED

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THE EYE OF LEBRON SEES ALL
THIS NIGGA GOT GOOD SIGHT

>>37806684
White

wtf am i even attracted to sexually, i don t even know, i hate being confused and i hate dysphoria and my body, idk bro, i wish i had a normal sexuality

>>37806790
How white? i love pale girls with nice asses

>>37806760
Why is there a qr code? Lol

>>37806863
because larrold ripped it from unsee

>>37806839
Are you a cis straight male?

gookmootgod please rangeban larrold always and forever amen

>>37806899
Nope i am bisexual, why does it matter?

my ball is imtch

>>37806954
I only want straight guys, not on HRT or any bullshit

>passoids, twinkhons and hons rejected me
>time to move to manmoders next
yes, this will work, i will go to reppers next, if they reject my ugly ass here too

>>37806973
>only wants straight guys
>6’2
Good luck sister.

>>37806973
>6'2 ogre
>wants ONLY STRAIGHT guys
KEK LOL LMAO EVEN

>>37806973
I’m straight, can I suck on your candy stick princess?

>>37806993
>>37807001
>>37807024
Strange raid

>>37807046
?

a lot of you and people on this board deserve to be alone and i am glad that you are alone actually

>>37806992
What's your disc?

>>37807093
Agreed

>>37807096
my disc is drinkmyp155

>>37807121
Oh fuck you Murphy lmao

>>37807121
YOU ARENT ME

>>37806760
stop posting me you faggot

>>37805523
is being trans just advanced prison gay? are we all retarded? /b/ros? im scared

>>37806496
youre so pretty :)

>>37807197
>prison gay
I am an incel i guess although i’ve had tons of sex with men since it’s so easy and lots of chad type guys are in the closet
I think there has to be a neurological element to sex dysphoria however because my brain works better with high estrogen levels and lower t

>>37807250
same. i just cant shake the idea that i actually AM gay because i used to turn down girls who were interested in me by proudly proclaiming i was gay, even telling them on or after dates. sometimes i think i was just jealous of them and trying to get one up so i made myself gay or maybe i exploited my gayness and dissociated from it as a result? idk, my first crush and only loves were male. idk. i think im an incel, im incredibly traumatized and dont have sex anymore though

>>37807185
that is not how a slave talks to his master, you have been really bad Lebron

>goat fucker trying to push his raceplay fetish
kill yourself with a cattle gun larry

>>37807185
Hey, you wanted to talk before a while ago, but I was too nervous to post disc at the time. Should add me now.
Disc- tinybigfoot
>>37807209
Hell, add me too

>>37807319
>used to turn down girls who were interested in me by proudly proclaiming i was gay, even telling them on or after dates.
Evil

>imagine being hot and attractive enough to turn down foids after they took the step to flirt and ask you out
my unlucky unfortunate ugly goatfucker ass could never imagine

>>37807394
>Hell, add me too
who are you? where? i think i already am added to you anyways
>>37807398
yeah, i regret it now. she was really pretty and i kind of wanted a high school romance. i turned down guys really viciously also though

I've turned down a few people and been an asshole and ghosted potential dates because I'm not over girls from my past

>>37807394
sure but im about to sleep :3

good, romantic niggas keep losing and being depressed, love is not real you dumb fagget and if it is, it is based only on shallow superficial shit like looks, so it is not worth anything really

if i wasnt a tranny i would be living life on easy mode. and to think when i failed with the last girl in high school i literally mentally consigned myself to trooning and inceldom. i went on grindr and ruined myself and didnt even get any enjoyment out of it. anyways then i repped and wanted to be straight again (lol) and wasted another two years anyways now im in mmg

I’ve never ghosted a date because i am not a piece of garbage person

>>37807470
good tell me more Chad, it will be even more satisfying when you inevitably rope hehe
i am glad that you suffer deeply and i hope that suffering never ends bc it is so juicy and nice to me

>>37807474
I mean I would cancel or not commit to plans first and then vanish at least but I only did it a couple times before I gave up, I know I'm an awful person and I feel bad about it

>>37807474
neither have i
>>37807483
yeahno real. youre literally correct. either way

>>37807494
how it feels life being unfair to you and being doomed? is it a good feeling?

>>37807509
honestly? i revel in it. i love it. i was always attracted to garbage and ruins and broken things. this is literally my fate and i always knew it. im a narcissist (lowkey) and i love feeling sorry for myself, i love being dramatic. i love to play the victim, i love to pass the blame

>>37807492
Not an awful person probably just brain damage or something

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would you smooch a manmoder

>>37807559
yes devile emoji

>>37807520
that kinda sounds like cope desu, don t you want to be a girl? how does it feel never being able to be yourself? isn't that sad?

>>37807566
yes i post in mmg and go on rants ofc it sucks

>>37807559
I would smooch 90% of manmoders itt. Not even joking.

*takes a sip from your cum jar*

never was attracted to women
could have been a youngshit but i was hoping i would just outgrow my faggotry

>>37807583
It never works, does it?

i just detransitioned for the 5nd time
2 days off HRT
wish me luck

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>5nd
sorry i meant 52nd

lol gross

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im almost White

>>37807589
i knew that back then but still had hope

>>37807644
Same

>>37807637
>oprahs book club
Screaming

I think my new manager who's married has taken a liking to me... and she has bad breath and bo.. kill me.

https://m.imdb.com/news/ni12259781/
>Ladies thought it was great.
Why do women love drinking horse cum so much?
>>37807656
what's so funny?

>>37807673
>and she has bad breath and bo
me too

>>37807606
just kys at this point, why are you prolonging your suffering so much for no reason?

>>37807674
It is hilarious that out of all the books the oprah winfrey show could have chosen for the book of the month, they picked this book lol
Considering her demographic that is funny af

are you suicidal?

ARE YOU SUICIDAL HUH ARE YOU HUH

i would go to my therapist but it is so worthless, just a waste of money that i don t even have :'(

>>37807732
kys