Crossdressing from age 10 gave me dysphoria in my late 20s as someone with 0 predisposition for tranninessI would jerk off in front of the mirror with my sisters clothes At 15 my bears made me look awfulAfter that I began overly fixating on masculinization and my increasingly poorer ability to crossdress This reached its apogee with the complete destruction of any femininity and cuteness at around 29 years oldThen my mind could barely tolerate how my sexual expectations had made fixate on these traits with my new appearance of an ugly old maleSo now I am one of you even though I don’t resonate in any way with the trans experience and see myself as a man I have to brainwash myself to be trans and accept a female identity now all because I liked to jerk off in front of the mirrorI don’t think I have much of a choice besides some titanic Andrew tatian effort to become hyper successful in some meaningful career path which is unlikely give how old I am and how the process of doing so while my looks continue to degenerate will send me off into too much stress and evil thoughts to bearA life of failure laziness and sexual obsession crowned with the final act of becoming a n artificial woman against my will as a desperate way to cling to youth and a semblance of beautyI am trans now
>>37803173No ones fault but your own. It all ends when you decide.
>>37803173>I am trans now
>>37803173you could always just kysyou did all that to yourself the resources were out there to helpand no you arent one of anything except yourself
