>>37804587
real but i only experienced this with my discord owners who would roleplay with me :(

>intentionally avoided making friends & pursuing love pretransition cause i didn't wanna get close to anybody just to have them turn on me later
who else

>>37804587
yeah.

love of my life realized shes only into girls. now shes in a transbian polycule. i still talk to her because im insane but she clearly has lost all feelings for me. watching her develop feelings for other people instead and express herself in the passionate way she used to express about me is a unique kind of hell.

>>37804605
Real but I get this with my family

>>37804782
mine let me transition in relationship only to realise he kinda doesnt like who and what it made me, but he cares too much to let himself hurt me unless he finally cracks under the stress. i want to believe we can make it work as a hetero couple but i just dont think his hearts in it anymore. even when i tell him positive things and make plans with him it still crumbles under the weight of that unhappiness and bitter lack of meeting his needs, only he doesnt quite realise whats going on. he still tries to hug me to make up but the hugging feels like its made out of cold and sadness.

>>37804899
why are you doing this to yourself. just fucking pull the plug like holy shit

>>37804942
weve both eaten shit together in life and weve very few other people we can count on. even if all i have of him now is memories and bitter loss i dont wanna leave him alone.

>>37804987
you know you can be FWB or something other than whatever that nightmare scenario you described, right? sit down, say you want to remain close but date other people

>>37805023
he raised the idea before. it felt like a knife in my stomach and i cried all night.