men (including trans women) can't be raped

>>37819881
yes
no talking to the police is a bad idea
no talking to the police is a bad idea

>>37819881
My dad stuck his finger up my ass to deliver medication I was supposed to deliver myself in the middle of the night. I told people and no one cared.

>>37819944
um sounds like he was trying to help

>>37819955
Yeah that’s what my sister said. “Oh wow no reason sticking your hand up your son’s ass is wrong, you had medication” The same logic could be used to justify anyone sodomizing anyone who’s been prescribed a suppository.

>>37819985
sounds like you want an excuse to ruin him and there was other tension between you

>>37819997
I remember that instant perfectly after 15 years. It fucked my life up.

>>37820009
Like it doesn't sound fun but there's probably more to the story and again there was probably tension from other things before and after.

>>37820018
Why?

>>37820022
You end goal is to have him seen as a bad person and have harm come to him - you want revenge and the story you tell is very simple, there's no context just unwanted penetration and you expect people to be on your side

>>37819944
>>37819985
You want to ruin your dad's life cause he shoved a repository up your ass when you were a kid??

>>37820009
how

>>37819881
i was too young to report anything
but he got what he deserved
he's dead now
i would say it's a shame my sister never met her father but really i'm just glad he never got a chance to do to her what he did to me. she's better without him

>>37820032
I was raped

“BUT WHATS YOUR LIFE STORY SMART GUY???”

Get fucked by a tiger

>>37820042
because its not in a vacuum
your goal is to emotionally manipulate others into siding with you and wanting to harm your dad, whose motives are unexplained

>>37820042
rape is a sexual act
you were mistreated, that's a pretty fucked up way to deal with "the kid didn't take the suppository" but it's not rape just a violation
unless you were like 5 or younger then that kinda is just how a parent has to deal with that situation if the meds need taken

>>37820046
I’m on an anonymous Bulgarian lightbulb manufacturing forum why the fuck would you think I’m trying to manipulate anyone into caring about me personally?

>>37819881
Yes
No
No

>>37820050
I didnt not take it I was prescribed it a day before. I was 14. My entire life fell apart after that and no one gives a shit. I feel deeply betrayed by this society on a level so profound that nothing can fix it. In a way that’s worse.

>>37820050
especially considering anon is an autistic tranny who probably was prone to loud violent tantrums and outbursts anyways, there's more to the story than is being told

>>37820069
Again, based on what?

>>37819944
Did you resist him? Both verbally and non verbally? What did he say? Is he your real dad?

>>37819881
>yes
>no
>no

>>37819881
>no
>no
>no
Ciao, fucked losers

>>37820101
How thin the story was explained with zero context or his side and how the end result is just we are supposed to hate him with no other info about your relationship.

>>37820115
?¿

You’re just a bad person

>>37820128
you probably deserved it and did other malicious things to him you won't share

>>37820163
Wtf is wrong with you?

>>37820163
Jesus man, you are a piece of shit

Yeah I've been raped. Multiple times. No, I'm still with him.

>>37820180
:( I’m sorry, why are you still with him?

>>37819932
>>37820055
Why didn't you report him to relevant authorities?

>>37820197
Two wrongs don’t make a right

>>37820170
I hate people who try to ruin others with one sided allegations. There's always more to the story.

>>37820213
Your great idea is to let the rapist walk free in public and make other people his victims?

>>37820226
So you’re just against anyone coming forward with accounts of rape?

>>37820244
I don’t think severely injuring a person in a broad spectrum way is worth anything or will make anything better.

>>37820226
I think you watch too much internet drama, retard

>>37820264
No, I think you deliberately are leaving out details that would paint a more accurate picture of what happened.
All we are given is:

anon is sick
anon's dad (no reason given) stuffs medicine up his butt
we are supposed to then identify anon as victimized hero and anon's dad as evil oppressor

>>37820285
I fail to see what’s missing here that would justify this

>>37820288
anon is having screaming autistic tantrum is feverishly ill
medication to help, anon wont take it
dad offers to help
anon keeps screaming
dad realizes only one way to keep his son out of the hospital
puts meds up anons butt
anon realizes he has something he can use against his dad, whom he already hates, tells everyone, to his surprise people don't try to ruin his dad's life

>>37820271
It's just locking him up so that he won't harm other people.

>>37820358
anons who accuse others of rape should be locked up so they can't destroy the reputations of others

>>37820363
You don't even have a reputation, what are you so worried about

>>37820374
>omg something went up my ass for 2 minutes put him in a cage for 20 years
im against abuses of state violence

>>37820380
Anon you are so ugly accusing you of raping me would ruin MY reputation, chill out

>>37820388
And we get to the real matter, rape just means someone you found ugly tried to have sex with you, so you want the state to violently lock them in a cage for years for DARING to not be hot enough to meet your aesthetic standards.

>>37820398
I wish this was true desu, gorgeous people (like me) shouldn't have to see ugly people (like you)

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i got diddled repeatedly as a kid from boys a couple years older than me, an old lady that i think was just trying to do sex ed with me, by like pressing on my cock and balls.
and that was it for childhood weirdness.
by 18 i got tied up in a hotel room and was electrocuted and fucked in my ass but he wore a condom. and left me there tied up on the floor.
a couple times while being a faggot in my 20's i would show up to a guys house and it would be chill, but then like 2-3+ more guys would show up and want to fuck me and make me suck them. and i am very picky with guys so it was really gross/not fun.
a girl tied to stab me one night after rolling on e for a few days.
another girl had some spic ms13 guy hiding in her house and she came on to me very hard, and i was like "it sounds like someone is in the house." and she tried even harder, so i pushed her off me, and juan aint around anymore.
also she had a serial killer fetish.
her fiance was dead.
and she said her fiance and her killed a couple guys one night, just cause.
i didnt know to believe her or not.
but then i did some research for murders in that area and remains were found in her area that matched the timeleine.
she was the hottest girl i ever fucked.
but also the most evil imo also.
i think she tried to kill me for my $
or cause guys fighting over her is hot to her.
so when i was young, i would say i got "raped" like 2-3x so far.
and i was almost killed by a sex partner once.
and i have been physically harmed by sex partners a handful of times.
and mentally, like 50:50 i would say.
the lady that likes to play with me recently is being deranged to me but she is messing with her ssri's but its obvious to me now, that she is being a cunt and trying to shit test me.
she was always obsessed with me.
and i just saw her as a good friend..
and i think that bothers her.
we havent talked in about 2 weeks now.
so idc.
also she is 20+ years older than me.
and i am literally not into her.

oh also i have been shot at a few times irl also.
alot of crazy shit has happened to me.
but i just dont think its a big deal.

i learned quickly in life, cops don't care.
i'm not a girl, so they dont care if i get shot at or stabbed, or have my face broken.. etc.
its w/e.

like its 100% legal to do crimes to me.
100%


that is how i see my life.
like you want someone to kick/punch/stab/shoot at/ maim bleed? etc.
i am 100% legal to do that to.
like you could kill me and nothing will happen.

>>37819881
yes
no it's not like anyone would care anyway
no and I want to go back to him. It's probably my self-harm tendencies

>>37820304
Yeah that’s not what happened

>>37820388
Again, I think you’re just an asshole

>>37820450
>>37820500
Anon I don’t want to victim blame but pls change your lifestyle

>>37820659
since being on hrt and chemically castrated i dont care about hooking up or going out of my way (which is how i usually get in trouble)
but now i do my own thing and people come on to me on their own.
like when i was driven by test, i would seek out people.
now people come after me.

like i knew the lady that is obsessed with me right now was pyscho like 1st time i saw her.
but i like the attention and that she was obsessed with me.

the 1st time we slept together my entire neck was bruised and another wholesome lady that sees me like her son, was horrified. and thought she attacked me and called her to make sure she was okay.
and i was like "nah, she is just wild in bed."

but now she is being harmful to me.
like she told me she would help me with a bunch of shit, and then sharply disappeared recently. and she did that knowing i cant do this stuff on my own and needed her help.
so she was doing it maliciously.

i am like mentally broken person also.
but i dont get help and cant access normal things.

like i dont even know how to go to doctors.
but i can go to a gender clinic and theyre nice to me but i can tell i already know more than they do.

like i was talking to the doctor girl yesterday,
and she asked what i take and she said "i am unfamiliar with what estradiol valerate is"
and i was like "wth?"

i just wanted to try the official route and get free hrt/level checks etc.
but now i am wondering if this is not going to work out if they dont know what cypro and valerate is. also she didnt know what bica was either.

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>>37820718
lol ur just collecting moms, some of which are living and others physically abusive. There’s a lot of Freudian shit going on here. Honestly the idea of having one mom hurt you and another say how awful she was makes sense as a way to get relief from mom trom (maternal trauma)

>>37819881
when i was 14
i dont even know his last name or how to find him, i hope he didnt abuse other kids though. i really hate that i sort of loved him

>>37820729
*some of which are loving

also a good thing about the gender clinic is i got tested for all stds today also.
which is nice to know.

so it is good for having levels and all that checked.

but i am concerned that they didnt know about
estradiol valerate.
cyprotone acetate
bicalutamide.

like that is scary to me that they dont know.
also she wanted me to try patches?
and i take like 8mg e.v. subling daily
and 200mg spiro.

but i told her, i dont want to be stuck on spiro cause it dehydrates me, and makes me pee all the time, like i wake up 2-3x a night to piss.
i would rather get an orchi.
but i want my health insurance to help.
i live in 1 of the best states for gender affirming care, but i am so autisticly retarded i cant navigate it on my own.
and finding people to help me is insanely difficult.

i am at risk of getting hurt.

>>37820729
yeah. i know.
i also have daddy trauma.
my good mom is really good at keeping hard boundaries in our relationship so it stays healthy. but now i want to go away from her also because she also has not been supportive with me during this time. and i do ALOT for her. i am like her son. like i manage her property/groundskeeping etc.
she used to be very warm to me and cook me food every day. and lately she doesnt, knowing i dont even have $ for food right now.
also my birthday was a few days ago and neither of them said happy birthday to me.
and i got her a special birthday cake for hers, and sung happy birthday to her in her native language.

so i think something is up, like i am being used.
and i am close to telling them all to fuck off.
i am also close to just suiciding.
i have access to fent, and sodium nitrite.
cause i like knowing i do have a way out.

>>37819881
I'm a cis guy, I've been sexually assaulted 3 times
Raped once
Twice if you count the kid tricking me to have him kiss my penis in kindergarten

It hasent effected me one bit. Women are brainwashed into thinking rape is worse than death Hahaha it's so fucking laughable.

>>37820771
This is one of the issues w/ splitting the persona of your mother into a light and shadow mom then projecting these things onto random ladies. Arguably better than projecting the whole mess negativity included on one nice lady tho

>>37820744
this is definitely the worst part of doing it "the right way," doctors just don't know as much about hrt as we do
i hate taking spiro as well and i think i'm going to see if i can get on cypro or bica next time i see my doctor
i hope everything works out for you anon

>>37820771
Also you should talk to them, have self respect and not kill yourself to death

>>37820789
idk, i have spent like over $20k+ of my own money helping them/horses in the last year.
it is like a sunk cost phalacy i havent really got anything out of it.
i keep telling them my life is getting into trouble and i dont have much $ left.
and i need help or i cant do this anymore.
and they seem to just be cutting me loose.

so fuck em.
never helping anyone again.

>>37820852
You need a community. I wish anarchism was still big, it’s literally for people like you.

>>37819881
no or not applicable to all. sexually harassed a lot, but never physical assault

I was raped. No the girl who did it was a 5'1" BPD super manipulator and I'm a 6'2" autistic retard I can't imagine convincing anyone on earth that it actually happened. Frankly I'm terrified that if I ever spoke up about it I'd get put in jail myself.

>>37820880
:( I’m sorry

>>37820880
it okay, anon.
girls are crazy.
and i think you are valid to feel however you do.

stats are skewed cause cops dont listen to dudes,

i have been physically attacked in front of cops before by women and nothing happens.

like i am blackpilled on "law" or "rights"
i know its fake.

>>37820880
At least she's probably having a shittier time than you.

>>37819881
my gf came home really drunk, beat me and sort of raped me, I wasn't clear enough about not wanting it and didn't stop her
it only happened once and I have since forgiven her
obv I didn't press charges

>>37819881
Yeah, at 19
No, it wouldnt have resulted in anything. I had no proof, it wast too violent, it would have just been a he said she said situation.

Idk how I feel about it. It ruined my life desu. Not because the event itself was bad, but bc it made so many of my other issues worse. Its been a year, and now im just some mentally ill mess with like 5 different disorders.

I kinda want it to happen again. I thought I deserved it the first time, I was being a burden and couldnt deal with my issues so I was kinda fine with it happening.
Now im even worse, cant function without meds, and lost all my friends. Feels like I deserve it again. idk.