happy halloween>>37814974
>>37822304Add a question or smth dayumU kno what I'll do it meselfQOTT: What would be your ideal halloween costume / couple costume
>>37822315>when the autism is so strong you need guided questions to function
>>37822315I always wanted to do Morticia and Gomez with my ex but he wasn't into the idea for some reasonwhich is a shame as I think Gomez is like the perfect man desu
>>37822328My nigga I'm just saying the thread is low effort and trying to do smth about it when tf did I ever even answer a qott?>>37822329The wah
>>37822348you get what you deserve
>>37822356As much of a baboon as you are I will give you one good game recommendation I foundPicrel has the same artist as the one in black butler, is braindead easy w only men and you don't need to pull for anything to get through the very long and well written story it has, also fully voiced plus there's constant story events too>>37822360Ur gonna get my dick
>>37822328it's tradition
>>37822315I would love to do a mulder and scully couple costume
>>37822329I love how much they love each other, they're the best
how do i get hrt in europe?
cope thread status: dead
I like the uorple
>mono whining last thread that kat already has a new partnerloli dunno mono what did you expect from a mentally ill person who lies, backstabs, posts screencaps of literally every person who told her private stuff, said you're a rapist and abuser who never makes her cum and posts her faggot tits online so men can jerk off to it while she's in a relationshipbut guess what lil mongo you deserve all of it
>>37822891LAGUNA WONNAVY WON
also boobs hurt btw
meffy is a dumb namei don’t have 2 outfits!what is my ideal shoot?
>>37822315>qottdunno about halloween but always wanted to do cosplay so that would probably be fun together. i knew a guy who was into picrel game and it seemed like a fun one to make outfits for.>>37822722depends on the country but you can order it online and most countries got completely wack dosing for mtf officially. check hrt cafe.
>>37822985tell steven anon says hi
Trans rights are human rights ^~^
this autistic tranny keeps following me around and saying "truke nvke" after everything i sayhelp
>>37823550Put it down
I am really angry about passing and things relating to it. can I please vent post about it
>>37823625sure
>>37823644I am realising that although passing is not inherently a mask, during the course of a transition I have learned to mask in order to pass. Now I feel ashamed of myself when I'm not masking in that way. An example is voice. I have different voices I swap between unconsciously. for example I have a passing voice I use with strangers and a less passing voice I use when I'm talking with people I'm close to. I find myself apologising to those people for using my less passing voice. I am ashamed of it but I was taught to feel that shame from experiencing violence from people when, for example, being clocked for my voice I'm now thinking of my more passing voice and feeling some resentment because although that voice is as much my own as any other, it's also something I adapted to survive and get by. it is no wonder I've figured out how to make my voice pass, because it was in response to the pressure of transmisogynistic violence and so now I'm feeling quite angry at that voice and at the fact I was made to learn itit's not just voice though, that was just an example. I feel in general that I am on many ways a creature cobbled together from different parts, all of which I constructed in response to pressures I am under. and I don't know who I am when I'm not wearing that mask
>>37822985you have a college degree why are you doing this? you’re just making it harder for yourself to find a professional job.theres no coming back if you do this. they’ll come up on every background check that’s done.
Do you girlie like chasers who write shitty poems?
>>37822985Are you in Montreal or Toronto? Why not just find a rich bf instead of doing porn ?
Happy halloweenpic related my favorite monster
>>37823804I can't believe I wanted to sex kat at one time ew
>>37823804it was supposed to be a meme! you weren't supposed to fall for feet!
>>37823804AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
>>37823804>terry twitter
>>37823730looking for jobs is hard. how will it come up on background check my name isn’t really meffy maples>>37823769becoz i wanna b FAMOUS!
>>37823854lol terry is more retarded than kat is
>>37823856I like how your nun costume keeps getting sluttier and sluttier. Are you going to the rave tonight?
>>37823856Zoomers and their desire for fame, I’ll never understand it Why not make friends and a small community of homies?
I miss my Philly wife, I just wanted to hold her it hurts so bad I wasn’t good enough to help her
>>37823900because monkey see, monkey do. they see people online on tiktok and idolize and emulate those people. some of them want to be the person that sets the trend until they realize how hard it is to create original content.
>>37823856>becoz i wanna b FAMOUS!Ah yes, you totally won't be discarded after they suck out the blood of your veins and you lost novelty like 99% of performers. And ruined your future to ever have a fulfilling monogamous relationship with a good quality man who loves you. Epic decision making skills!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNdw2uY9oHY
pics like this are what made a million agp boys want to wear a dress
>>37823951>try to drink mef’s blood>die bc of SN from mef microdosing to slowly commit suicide>instead just built up a tolerance
>>37823856background investigators and companies generally have access to more records. they will know if you lie about your employment history. grooby will sell your info to dataminers.
mef are you a grooby girl yet
>>37824112Mef's never gonna groob it up because grooby girls have sex with men and mef is a horny little guy chasing cis girls
>>37824135yeh.... ur right
>>37823880yes something is happening tonight we just don’t know what>>37823900intimacy scary>>37823951it will be different for me becoz i am quirky and likeable
i miss when i liked halloween. it used to be my favorite holiday. i had a halloween breakup and it started some kind of curse and ruined everything.today morning i woke up stretched my arms knocked over a candle and now there's broken glass all over my floorbumped into my dad and also found out he's pissed at me for something i didn't even know about too except he thinks i did know and was fucking with him but i wasnti want to kill myself
>>37824460not funny and i hate you
>900 seconds no way chat, this is literally fascism
>>37824694>fun dreamsdreaming about romantic college boy weiners mayhaps?
>>37824740Mi negro can you stop bypassing for one minute
>>37824780Nigga ur banned u stay banned and u be quiet mkay?
>>37824151Youre gonna be immortalized as a boring twinkhon jerking off in a solo vid. Have fun looking awkward while naked with a filming crew in front of you
>>37824843Ban :)
>tfw parents might start suspecting something because I bought a hoodie - not something I usually wear. Never had one in my life. I can hide my breasts in the future. People with normal families would never understand what it's like to hide and repress every bit of soul from an abusive family
does anybody have K's obituary? is it even real
>>37824981>what el creatura de nickoda langvocado looks like without smoothing filters and angle abuse
Pearl chaser at it again
>>37825077Monos penis touched that face.. a countless... times.. mono bros...
rainy gloomy halloween with nothing going on but a headache.>>37823730if you aren't hired outta college it seems like there's no coming back desu. having a degree is worth noting without relevant work experience.
>>37825171Lil bro how about you go back to chasergen instead of breaching containment for some pearls
>>37825110there are no mono bros, we literally don't care. just be normal you frek
holidays are so shit for sad lonely people i feel. any holiday is just a daylong reminder of a shit life and nothing fun to do. or days of disappointing family
I got up at 8 am feeling spry and virulent. Maybe fake lawyer guy should stop taking poppers and being on grindr all night just a thought.
>>37825171oof yeah. i rolled around in cold sweat all night last night dunno why. hope it's not hormones being wrong.nothing going on was a given for me but it's still disappointing. at least tomorrow i can drink again.>>37825214real. i hate birthdays and xmas most of all.
>>37825268Put that down on the list boy you never know when it may come in handy
>>37825255birthdays are okay because i spend so much of my day to day life thinking about my wasted time and failed everything that birthday milestones blur past in the mix. xmas has gotten very sad tho. valentines also annoys me i hate seeing the happy people and then i hate myself for being bitter at other people being happy together
>>37825288Set the alarm up bro you gotta check up on them trannies put it on 48 hour reminder you never know when you might get some pearls
>>37825268nah it's been going on and off for the past month or two.>>37825287birthday especially milestones just crush me for some reason it's like a culmination of another wasted year. involves more crying and drinking than usual.xmas is stressful due to all the family obligations i try desperately to dodge because people complain even more when i do participate. valentines is like you said yeah. i hate being bitter in general.
>>37825330oh dear Maiq got a bit carried away there
oh baby you will never understand how my heart aches for you I would lock eyes with you while covering every quivering inch of sweet flesh between your legs with kisses, lickes, and bites, all while panting I love you I love you I love you
>>37825391Does he ERP while at his super fancy ultra real lawyer job I wonder
what did he mean by this?specifically, what did he mean by "we can do this and still both be straight"
r u gonna tricker treat
>>37825443What do you mean by that then smartass nigger
wish i was brave enough to kms
the problem with Maiq is he's just a faggot chaser. but he wants to pretend like he's not. oh no, i'm just here for friendship with trannies because.... welll, anyways moving on. yeh just friendship, i'm not gay and i'm not a chaser.Why can't you just come out of the closet and bee urself? Your song and dance is tiresome, and super pathetic
>>37825450unironically probably
>>37825443hi maiq! happy halloween :3
>>37825541spidermanapparently the kid wants me around as extra muscle to hold candy since my mom is so smolthe kid is legit almost as big as her
>>37825541naz has a kid?
>>37825555I do, but this kid is not my kidit's someone elses kid I take care of
>>37825362i don't change them often enough desu but it's not like anyone else is around to suffer from it but me. airing everything out is the best i can be fked with most days sure people are warm, cheerful and kind around xmas but immediately flip over to hostility if you're not performing the mood correctly so it sucks for chronically depressed ppl.
>>37825577are you sure you didnt want to avoid people wearing costumes in the office :p are you a costume person at all?I do hope you feel better soon though I know being sick sucks.My days okayy mostly just sitting around because I don't have any work to do. but I went to the deli and got a hamburger chips and grapes and dr. pepper for lunch which was nice
>>37825594i didn't mind doing laundry when i had a dryer but there isn't one available here so it's a massive hassle especially with big stuff that don't fit on an indoor line neatly like sheets.
i want to die
>>37825577kekthey'd eat me alive tho not a very passive person :|
everday is halloween for hons when you think about it
burning and cutting rn
>>37825818put ur diaper on and crinkle it to calm down
Anyone have a link to the half life tool, and the timeline for how when you should expect various changes.
maiq maybe take the day off trying to find a vulnerable tranny to exploit and groom off 4chan today ok bud?
>>37825854Real
>>37825717>fav halloween candy ?mine?I dunnofavorite candy in general is just coffee crisp, used to get those when I'd trick or treat for myself before I gave up trick or treating as a kiddobut I only trick or treated for like 3 or so years until I was like 7 or 8 until I started volunteering at the community center haunted house run by my dad insteadi like candy corn alot in small amount but it wears on me quickly
I had trouble seeing myself as a girl until I went on a date with a hot guy where he treated me exactly like a girl and now I can't see myself as a guy anymore
Naz is still alive?! Hoooooly that's crazy.
>>37825925im sorry :(
>>37825874i miss coffee crisp, hard to find in the states
>>37825957>coffee crispmoght be a canada or commonwealth thing, I can never tellbut it's like a kitkat if they stacked it higher than wider and tastes like a capachino and is like very brittle it's real good, been awhile since I've had one
i hate today so much... it's the anniversary i was raped as a kid
really worried about balding :( what will i dooo
>>37826047thats like the premise to a straight to dvd halloween slasher movie
>>37826062fuck off asshole
i was supposed to be happy today
>>37826114sorry
>>37826062maiq really goes hard when he untrips huh
>>37826140:(
>>37826046it's a canada thingi have family up north who would give me coffee crisp at christmas as a kid
>>37826140what happened? grooby exec denied you for being too hon or what?
maiq can i like ask a favour
>>37826047what costume where u wearing that made u so rapeable tho
>>37826146im not maiq
>>37826184indubitably earthling
>>37826219maiq really goes hard when he untrips huh
lsd trip
why can't anything be special anymore? what happened to little moments of peace and joy and magic? why do i ruin everything i touch, why does every joy in my horizon crumble to ash as i approach it? why is everything that used to be good and beautiful dismaying and bad?am i a bad person? :(
maiq is going to be really busy tonight running his Halloween Glory Hole. it's a time honored tradition where I give trick or treat to some sweet meat... NO WOMEN ALLOWED
>>37826227uhh well i've posted vocas and u heard them alot n stuff, and recently like i've been super worried about balding, do you have like disc or something or can I post mine just to compare? idk i get taht this is alot but also DAMN i need a steady mind to do the thing
>>37826219FUCK OFF MAIQ
how do i secure gauze?
>>37826289shit...
>>37826163ah thought sothank u>who would give me coffee crisp at christmas as a kidawwI remember when I was little my grandma would always bring smarties when she came over
>>37826289discord doesn't encrypt any of there messages. when they get hacked, everything can be leaked. maiq knows better than this, this isn't his first grooming rodeo. encrypted channels only.
>>37826277I'm wilding out on bad apple that's true
>>37826294Why do you need gauze?
i'm worked upyeh i'm upseti'm mad at the internet
>Halloween Glory Holei wud
>>37826402B for Boy
>>37826511no
>>37826477for these cuts
>>37826338gay men are also more likely to have been sexually abused as kids. i think the working theory is that pedophiles are more attracted to queer kids for some reason, maybe a mix of appearance and behavior.it doesnt get discussed much
>>37826511You'd let maiq suck your tootsie roll?
>>37826518A for get that Ass banned
>>37826564nonononononot on that side of the hole no thanks
>>37826544Damnit meffy maples
>>37826575lol you and maiq can play checkers together while you wait for hot guys to show up at the HGH
>>37826586now that sounds like a good time
>>37826575naz pls dont do this
>>37826579it has been proven once again that having hopes ambitions and friends is always a bad idea
>>37826603wut i do?im sorry
>>37826626ah sorry no bad joke terrible joke for me to make sorry I forgot
a close up of a person holding a cell phone, beautiful androgynous girl, long messy hair, wearing a t-shirt, heavily upvoted, happily tired, pierced, plays videogames, by Nōami, some pink, unnatural lighting, disheveled, cute girl, uncropped, no nose, sfw, eve, 20yo, facing sideways
>>37826605yeah it's super fucked up. i dont like thinking about the fact that my rapist probably thought i was pretty. like i reminded him of my mom or something. but it is sort of interesting in the way any strange knowledge is
>>37826680What is this
>>37826710https://huggingface.co/spaces/pharmapsychotic/CLIP-Interrogator
>>37826715The image retard
>>37826736my facei cant post that here!there's people with weird folders and fetishes for seeing trannies!
>>37826573Pedro relax my guy
convenience stores do not sell bandages apparently. 0/2
I'm still not convinved that naz and mef aren't the same person schizo posting.
>>37826740I know where you live
>>37826764D:
i don't act my age browsing page after page page don't work for a wage and life is a haze
>>37826768Doxxed :)
>a woman standing on top of a bed in a room, >young beautiful amouranth, demonic symbols, >tinyest midriff ever, julia hill, scary horrifying >satanic rituals, perfect proportions, queen of >darkness, fishnets, a pilgrim, inspired by Andries >Stock, pagan goddess, adorable outfit
my penis smells really good like i'm diggin into my foreskin and swirling around with my fingers for a whiff and it smells really good
>>37826815>a woman taking a picture of herself in a mirror, young beautiful amouranth, tinyest midriff ever, inspired by Elias Goldberg, xqcow, baggy jeans, cropped shirt with jacket, here is one olive, uk, snapchat story screenshot, f 2 0, uncropped, poggers, beautiful curvy female, pale round faceoh this is very fun
BLACK HEARTED EVIL BRAVE HEARTED HERO I AM ALL I AM ALL I AM
What do the numbers mean Mason
>>37826870pedophilia isn't a gay or straight thing, it's just a child thing, pedophiles usually just go after whoever is the most vulnerable, gender doesnt matter
i spent 400$ on a fishtank lol.(the water is murky because i am using aquarium soil layered with volcanic sand as the substrate so i can do hydroponics/aquatic plants it will eventually settle.)
wish i was dead hahahaha im so fucking ugly
Laffy Lalloween
my costume is dressing up as a normal cis woman
think i should do sn tonight
>>37826989huh>>37827003Yeh I was worried it wouldn't but it got here like 20 minutes ago. It's a lil small but that's ok
>>37826936Can I live there. I think I could fit
>>37826861edgey the hedgey! :>
>>37826870i don't think there's a cultural element. it's something to do with subtle physical differences. any social factor is by the ways gay/trans kids act a little weird, get outcast, become easier targets. but it's not that they flag us as queers it's that they flag a lone wolf with a feminine face>stuff on halloween to feel betteridk i dont like cling and dwell on it, my life is a constant parade of traumas to which i have become numb. slowly adopting an "it doesn't matter" approach to everythingi might go out with family and help chapherone the trick or treaters but that depends on if i get the energy up to do my costume makeup and i dont know if its that kind of day sadly
im angry and alone and sad and ugly and everyone hates me and thinks im uglyi please everyone who doesnt even think about me in difficlt momentsi hate my life normies have no idea what its like tosuffer
>>37827030200$ a month 1000$ security deposit
>>37827032I should've got a toy gun to go with the costume but I forgot
im going as basil from omori for halloween( forgot to put the flower in for the picture )
>>37827053who the heck are you? you're cute af
Shame it's halloween already. Never been invited to so many parties before and have literally zero time or money to get a costume. Im such a bore>>37827044How many fishies will I have to share it with?>>37827096>would it be rude to ask him what you could do to be more attractive to men, or like if you have a nice butt or something?Sounds kinda weird?
>>37827050kekjust don't do the voice lines>disgusting black creatures, get out of my sight
happy hallween frens
>>37827185happy halloween emo :3
Uh oh
>>37827144THIS IS THE ULTIMATE HMPPH I'M THE COOLEST
>maiq tripon posts got banned>disturbing mean anon posts also got bannedJust a coincidence right retards?
Just a coinquidink
this world grinds down my standards and expectations and kindness every single year
>>37827093my name is monika i dont rly post here often
someone gave me candy :))))
https://voca.ro/1fzuOgGqkNHa
>>37827120abt 25 tetras mby some shrimp
>>37827330another thing I don't think americans have as I understand you guys have what are labeled as "rockets" here as "smarties" down southbut they're like chocolate skittles very nostalgic
sup ya'll it's me ya it's ya boy sup
>>37827344hmm shrimp....
yearly girlmode canceled
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Wn-fsbRqHmU
>>37827011dont be gay
>>37827417are those lights above your head? or just on the ceiling?
>>37827417heyyyy
>>37827356we don't have those chocolate ones but we have those chalk ones and ones shiny like them but minus the chocolate and just fruit flavored.
>>37827270he immediately posted again so probs ban evasion RIP kat leaving a blood trail of permabans behind hersaltinemaiqvalpaigemonowho else?
>>37827327ma'am can i just say you're cute as a button
>>37827483are you a girl
Maiq banned? Must have slipped up and forgot to change his VPN when he started his unhinge anon posts
>>37827488i'm a cis guy, I just lurk here sometimes because i like women.
>>37827498Maiq not the 3rd ban man
>>37827498https://voca.ro/1axBxFMo9Xpu
>>37827476They're all retards.
>be me>mtf>get a cute trans girl's number at a bar>texting later that week>lots of flirting>make a joke about being trans>"wait what I didn't realize you were trans...">bruhNEW STAGE OF PASSING UNLOCKED
>>37827520>get a cute trans girl's number at a barpls explain to me how to do this, not trans in specific just any girl
>>37827476i got ban for a lil bit due 2 replying 2 kat issue. why did this happen
>>37827508I am not a furry.>>37827516cute.
dead shit thread
>>37827534be cute and forward and compliment them a lot and smell good and don't act weird. it's easy and fun
>>37827557I am though>>37827552How about you get another
>>37827572compliment what though
i don’t know what to do
>>37827581whatever you think is cute about them? like why did you approach her in the first place? hair/outfit/vibes/makeup are all good options
>>37827615maybe i'm too well adjusted for this board
>>37827615https://voca.ro/15NGT8qoJMyOtough .. this seems very tough
>>37827604whats wrong princess
i love the feeling of release after a big poop
>>37827638see now this I would call being weird
>>37827676yeah well HELP ME OUT HERE THEN, dont hog all the... social skills to yourself ;-; im still a virgin
>>37827645now i want to kill myself more thanks
i wish i had social skillsno amount of socialization has made me non awkward isolation makes it way worse tho
Took a shower and lost alot of hair. Really need to get my daily nutrition in check soon. Feels like I'm falling apart
>>37827792getting off 4chan would help a lot I bet
>>37827797probably not as much as you'd thinkim kinda hopeless
>>37827574def shud. only cuz u say so tho. just 4 u my special fren
this might actually be the nicest halloween I've had in awhile :)
weird mix of emotions I'm really happy and excited but also I feel so scared I might throw upheart is like pounding in my chest already thinking about going so far outside
is agoraphobia just permanent? is there no cure?going out doesn't help, meeting with people outside my family doesn't helpforcing myself into semi large gatherings hasn't helpedlike I've gotten a bit better since I was literally hiding from everyone and throwing a panic attack if someone so as knocked on the doorbut it's hit diminishing returns and I can't push myself that much harder or I'll have more public episodes...
>>37827889:)>>37827895MF DOOM mecha>>37827901What's going on naz?
ugh have to wait a few weeks for the tank to cycle before i can put any fish so annoying
>>37827668https://youtu.be/LV6OSGKkQAY?t=487>>37827895reminds me of samurai jack 3hundo ep
anyhow not gonna let this ruin my good moodreal chance I get to see my daughter tonitegenuinely nothing could make this a better day than that
>>37827941>What's going on naz?going outto walk around with all the trick or treaters as a "chaperone" I guess is probably the wordwant to, but leaving my home sends me into flight or flight immediately just thinking about leaving tends to send me into conniptionsit's real bad
>>37827963why do you want to put fish in a tank?
>>37827928permanent. exposure is good but sometimes brain is just fucked. try to forgive urself >>37827981hope it goes well!
>>37828034so i can look at them swim around
>>37828041>hope it goes well!thanksI'm sure it will despite the nerves >sometimes brain is just fuckedmaybe an actual support system will help if I can ever actual manage to aquire friends
>>37828044how much time will you spend doing that?is it worth the cost and taking away the autonomy of the fish?
>>37828148well im taking them from petco and putting them in a different tank so they never really had autonomy to begin with if i just put them in their natural habitat they would probably die.
someone (You) me but pretend like you give a damn too
i got like half broken up with. which means she’s gonna call me for hookups sometimes and i’m just gonna give up on any fantasies of this meaning anything.
we can only hope paige. it's completely overdue and neccessary
>>37828485oh petah
This place is more of a dead stinkhole than a post-srs tranny dead stinkhole if ya know what I mean
>>37828555janny bans all the good posters
there’s no way this doesn’t end in suicide
>>37828641you will never be a grooby girl. rope it up already
>>37822304Tfw was supposed to go to a certain areaSome dude throws mysterious powder that gave people overdose symptomsMfwGlad I didn't go today
>spending hallowe'en alone in my trailer getting high and drinking twisted teacould be worse ig, but I was *supposed* to be with my bf tonight (he had to work late)...
>>37828664Meff would be the best grooby girlJelly ahh
every year holidays get harder? even the pointless ones?? why do i even care that im not doing smth for halloween. sofa king we todd did
>>37828743it's a kids holiday
scared to do sn becoz no anti vomit medication but i know i have to
>>37828799they stole it from sluts
>>37828879tell it to janny working for free on halloween
>>37828803flush that stuff already idiot
>>37828921that wouldn’t do any good
>>37828803DO TI ALREADY JESUS CHRIST JUST SWALLOW THEM ALL