happy halloween>>37814974
>>37822304Add a question or smth dayumU kno what I'll do it meselfQOTT: What would be your ideal halloween costume / couple costume
>>37822315>when the autism is so strong you need guided questions to function
>>37822315I always wanted to do Morticia and Gomez with my ex but he wasn't into the idea for some reasonwhich is a shame as I think Gomez is like the perfect man desu
>>37822328My nigga I'm just saying the thread is low effort and trying to do smth about it when tf did I ever even answer a qott?>>37822329The wah
>>37822348you get what you deserve
>>37822356As much of a baboon as you are I will give you one good game recommendation I foundPicrel has the same artist as the one in black butler, is braindead easy w only men and you don't need to pull for anything to get through the very long and well written story it has, also fully voiced plus there's constant story events too>>37822360Ur gonna get my dick
>>37822328it's tradition
>>37822315I would love to do a mulder and scully couple costume
>>37822329I love how much they love each other, they're the best
how do i get hrt in europe?
cope thread status: dead
I like the uorple
>mono whining last thread that kat already has a new partnerloli dunno mono what did you expect from a mentally ill person who lies, backstabs, posts screencaps of literally every person who told her private stuff, said you're a rapist and abuser who never makes her cum and posts her faggot tits online so men can jerk off to it while she's in a relationshipbut guess what lil mongo you deserve all of it
>>37822891LAGUNA WONNAVY WON
also boobs hurt btw
meffy is a dumb namei don’t have 2 outfits!what is my ideal shoot?
>>37822315>qottdunno about halloween but always wanted to do cosplay so that would probably be fun together. i knew a guy who was into picrel game and it seemed like a fun one to make outfits for.>>37822722depends on the country but you can order it online and most countries got completely wack dosing for mtf officially. check hrt cafe.
>>37822985tell steven anon says hi
Trans rights are human rights ^~^
this autistic tranny keeps following me around and saying "truke nvke" after everything i sayhelp
>>37823550Put it down
I am really angry about passing and things relating to it. can I please vent post about it
>>37823625sure
>>37823644I am realising that although passing is not inherently a mask, during the course of a transition I have learned to mask in order to pass. Now I feel ashamed of myself when I'm not masking in that way. An example is voice. I have different voices I swap between unconsciously. for example I have a passing voice I use with strangers and a less passing voice I use when I'm talking with people I'm close to. I find myself apologising to those people for using my less passing voice. I am ashamed of it but I was taught to feel that shame from experiencing violence from people when, for example, being clocked for my voice I'm now thinking of my more passing voice and feeling some resentment because although that voice is as much my own as any other, it's also something I adapted to survive and get by. it is no wonder I've figured out how to make my voice pass, because it was in response to the pressure of transmisogynistic violence and so now I'm feeling quite angry at that voice and at the fact I was made to learn itit's not just voice though, that was just an example. I feel in general that I am on many ways a creature cobbled together from different parts, all of which I constructed in response to pressures I am under. and I don't know who I am when I'm not wearing that mask
>>37822985you have a college degree why are you doing this? you’re just making it harder for yourself to find a professional job.theres no coming back if you do this. they’ll come up on every background check that’s done.
Do you girlie like chasers who write shitty poems?
>>37822985Are you in Montreal or Toronto? Why not just find a rich bf instead of doing porn ?
Happy halloweenpic related my favorite monster
>>37823804I can't believe I wanted to sex kat at one time ew
>>37823804it was supposed to be a meme! you weren't supposed to fall for feet!
>>37823804AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
>>37823804>terry twitter
>>37823730looking for jobs is hard. how will it come up on background check my name isn’t really meffy maples>>37823769becoz i wanna b FAMOUS!
>>37823854lol terry is more retarded than kat is
>>37823856I like how your nun costume keeps getting sluttier and sluttier. Are you going to the rave tonight?
>>37823856Zoomers and their desire for fame, I’ll never understand it Why not make friends and a small community of homies?
I miss my Philly wife, I just wanted to hold her it hurts so bad I wasn’t good enough to help her
>>37823900because monkey see, monkey do. they see people online on tiktok and idolize and emulate those people. some of them want to be the person that sets the trend until they realize how hard it is to create original content.
>>37823856>becoz i wanna b FAMOUS!Ah yes, you totally won't be discarded after they suck out the blood of your veins and you lost novelty like 99% of performers. And ruined your future to ever have a fulfilling monogamous relationship with a good quality man who loves you. Epic decision making skills!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNdw2uY9oHY
pics like this are what made a million agp boys want to wear a dress
>>37823951>try to drink mef’s blood>die bc of SN from mef microdosing to slowly commit suicide>instead just built up a tolerance
>>37823856background investigators and companies generally have access to more records. they will know if you lie about your employment history. grooby will sell your info to dataminers.
mef are you a grooby girl yet
>>37824112Mef's never gonna groob it up because grooby girls have sex with men and mef is a horny little guy chasing cis girls
>>37824135yeh.... ur right
>>37823880yes something is happening tonight we just don’t know what>>37823900intimacy scary>>37823951it will be different for me becoz i am quirky and likeable
i miss when i liked halloween. it used to be my favorite holiday. i had a halloween breakup and it started some kind of curse and ruined everything.today morning i woke up stretched my arms knocked over a candle and now there's broken glass all over my floorbumped into my dad and also found out he's pissed at me for something i didn't even know about too except he thinks i did know and was fucking with him but i wasnti want to kill myself
>>37824460not funny and i hate you
>900 seconds no way chat, this is literally fascism
>>37824694>fun dreamsdreaming about romantic college boy weiners mayhaps?
>>37824740Mi negro can you stop bypassing for one minute
>>37824780Nigga ur banned u stay banned and u be quiet mkay?
>>37824151Youre gonna be immortalized as a boring twinkhon jerking off in a solo vid. Have fun looking awkward while naked with a filming crew in front of you
>>37824843Ban :)
>tfw parents might start suspecting something because I bought a hoodie - not something I usually wear. Never had one in my life. I can hide my breasts in the future. People with normal families would never understand what it's like to hide and repress every bit of soul from an abusive family
does anybody have K's obituary? is it even real
>>37824981>what el creatura de nickoda langvocado looks like without smoothing filters and angle abuse
Pearl chaser at it again
>>37825077Monos penis touched that face.. a countless... times.. mono bros...
rainy gloomy halloween with nothing going on but a headache.>>37823730if you aren't hired outta college it seems like there's no coming back desu. having a degree is worth noting without relevant work experience.
>>37825171Lil bro how about you go back to chasergen instead of breaching containment for some pearls
>>37825110there are no mono bros, we literally don't care. just be normal you frek
holidays are so shit for sad lonely people i feel. any holiday is just a daylong reminder of a shit life and nothing fun to do. or days of disappointing family
I got up at 8 am feeling spry and virulent. Maybe fake lawyer guy should stop taking poppers and being on grindr all night just a thought.
>>37825171oof yeah. i rolled around in cold sweat all night last night dunno why. hope it's not hormones being wrong.nothing going on was a given for me but it's still disappointing. at least tomorrow i can drink again.>>37825214real. i hate birthdays and xmas most of all.
>>37825268Put that down on the list boy you never know when it may come in handy
>>37825255birthdays are okay because i spend so much of my day to day life thinking about my wasted time and failed everything that birthday milestones blur past in the mix. xmas has gotten very sad tho. valentines also annoys me i hate seeing the happy people and then i hate myself for being bitter at other people being happy together
>>37825288Set the alarm up bro you gotta check up on them trannies put it on 48 hour reminder you never know when you might get some pearls
>>37825268nah it's been going on and off for the past month or two.>>37825287birthday especially milestones just crush me for some reason it's like a culmination of another wasted year. involves more crying and drinking than usual.xmas is stressful due to all the family obligations i try desperately to dodge because people complain even more when i do participate. valentines is like you said yeah. i hate being bitter in general.
>>37825330oh dear Maiq got a bit carried away there
oh baby you will never understand how my heart aches for you I would lock eyes with you while covering every quivering inch of sweet flesh between your legs with kisses, lickes, and bites, all while panting I love you I love you I love you
>>37825391Does he ERP while at his super fancy ultra real lawyer job I wonder
what did he mean by this?specifically, what did he mean by "we can do this and still both be straight"
r u gonna tricker treat
>>37825443What do you mean by that then smartass nigger
wish i was brave enough to kms
the problem with Maiq is he's just a faggot chaser. but he wants to pretend like he's not. oh no, i'm just here for friendship with trannies because.... welll, anyways moving on. yeh just friendship, i'm not gay and i'm not a chaser.Why can't you just come out of the closet and bee urself? Your song and dance is tiresome, and super pathetic
>>37825450unironically probably
>>37825443hi maiq! happy halloween :3
>>37825541spidermanapparently the kid wants me around as extra muscle to hold candy since my mom is so smolthe kid is legit almost as big as her
>>37825541naz has a kid?
>>37825555I do, but this kid is not my kidit's someone elses kid I take care of
>>37825362i don't change them often enough desu but it's not like anyone else is around to suffer from it but me. airing everything out is the best i can be fked with most days sure people are warm, cheerful and kind around xmas but immediately flip over to hostility if you're not performing the mood correctly so it sucks for chronically depressed ppl.
>>37825577are you sure you didnt want to avoid people wearing costumes in the office :p are you a costume person at all?I do hope you feel better soon though I know being sick sucks.My days okayy mostly just sitting around because I don't have any work to do. but I went to the deli and got a hamburger chips and grapes and dr. pepper for lunch which was nice
>>37825594i didn't mind doing laundry when i had a dryer but there isn't one available here so it's a massive hassle especially with big stuff that don't fit on an indoor line neatly like sheets.
i want to die
>>37825577kekthey'd eat me alive tho not a very passive person :|
everday is halloween for hons when you think about it
burning and cutting rn
>>37825818put ur diaper on and crinkle it to calm down
Anyone have a link to the half life tool, and the timeline for how when you should expect various changes.
maiq maybe take the day off trying to find a vulnerable tranny to exploit and groom off 4chan today ok bud?
>>37825854Real
>>37825717>fav halloween candy ?mine?I dunnofavorite candy in general is just coffee crisp, used to get those when I'd trick or treat for myself before I gave up trick or treating as a kiddobut I only trick or treated for like 3 or so years until I was like 7 or 8 until I started volunteering at the community center haunted house run by my dad insteadi like candy corn alot in small amount but it wears on me quickly
I had trouble seeing myself as a girl until I went on a date with a hot guy where he treated me exactly like a girl and now I can't see myself as a guy anymore
Naz is still alive?! Hoooooly that's crazy.
>>37825925im sorry :(
>>37825874i miss coffee crisp, hard to find in the states
>>37825957>coffee crispmoght be a canada or commonwealth thing, I can never tellbut it's like a kitkat if they stacked it higher than wider and tastes like a capachino and is like very brittle it's real good, been awhile since I've had one
i hate today so much... it's the anniversary i was raped as a kid
really worried about balding :( what will i dooo
>>37826047thats like the premise to a straight to dvd halloween slasher movie
>>37826062fuck off asshole
i was supposed to be happy today
>>37826114sorry
>>37826062maiq really goes hard when he untrips huh
>>37826140:(
>>37826046it's a canada thingi have family up north who would give me coffee crisp at christmas as a kid
>>37826140what happened? grooby exec denied you for being too hon or what?
maiq can i like ask a favour
>>37826047what costume where u wearing that made u so rapeable tho
>>37826146im not maiq
>>37826184indubitably earthling
>>37826219maiq really goes hard when he untrips huh
lsd trip
why can't anything be special anymore? what happened to little moments of peace and joy and magic? why do i ruin everything i touch, why does every joy in my horizon crumble to ash as i approach it? why is everything that used to be good and beautiful dismaying and bad?am i a bad person? :(
maiq is going to be really busy tonight running his Halloween Glory Hole. it's a time honored tradition where I give trick or treat to some sweet meat... NO WOMEN ALLOWED
>>37826227uhh well i've posted vocas and u heard them alot n stuff, and recently like i've been super worried about balding, do you have like disc or something or can I post mine just to compare? idk i get taht this is alot but also DAMN i need a steady mind to do the thing
>>37826219FUCK OFF MAIQ
how do i secure gauze?
>>37826289shit...
>>37826163ah thought sothank u>who would give me coffee crisp at christmas as a kidawwI remember when I was little my grandma would always bring smarties when she came over
>>37826289discord doesn't encrypt any of there messages. when they get hacked, everything can be leaked. maiq knows better than this, this isn't his first grooming rodeo. encrypted channels only.
>>37826277I'm wilding out on bad apple that's true
>>37826294Why do you need gauze?
i'm worked upyeh i'm upseti'm mad at the internet
>Halloween Glory Holei wud
>>37826402B for Boy
>>37826511no
>>37826477for these cuts
>>37826338gay men are also more likely to have been sexually abused as kids. i think the working theory is that pedophiles are more attracted to queer kids for some reason, maybe a mix of appearance and behavior.it doesnt get discussed much
>>37826511You'd let maiq suck your tootsie roll?
>>37826518A for get that Ass banned
>>37826564nonononononot on that side of the hole no thanks
>>37826544Damnit meffy maples
>>37826575lol you and maiq can play checkers together while you wait for hot guys to show up at the HGH
>>37826586now that sounds like a good time
>>37826575naz pls dont do this
>>37826579it has been proven once again that having hopes ambitions and friends is always a bad idea
>>37826603wut i do?im sorry
>>37826626ah sorry no bad joke terrible joke for me to make sorry I forgot
a close up of a person holding a cell phone, beautiful androgynous girl, long messy hair, wearing a t-shirt, heavily upvoted, happily tired, pierced, plays videogames, by Nōami, some pink, unnatural lighting, disheveled, cute girl, uncropped, no nose, sfw, eve, 20yo, facing sideways
>>37826605yeah it's super fucked up. i dont like thinking about the fact that my rapist probably thought i was pretty. like i reminded him of my mom or something. but it is sort of interesting in the way any strange knowledge is
>>37826680What is this
>>37826710https://huggingface.co/spaces/pharmapsychotic/CLIP-Interrogator
>>37826715The image retard
>>37826736my facei cant post that here!there's people with weird folders and fetishes for seeing trannies!
>>37826573Pedro relax my guy
convenience stores do not sell bandages apparently. 0/2
I'm still not convinved that naz and mef aren't the same person schizo posting.
>>37826740I know where you live
>>37826764D:
i don't act my age browsing page after page page don't work for a wage and life is a haze
>>37826768Doxxed :)
>a woman standing on top of a bed in a room, >young beautiful amouranth, demonic symbols, >tinyest midriff ever, julia hill, scary horrifying >satanic rituals, perfect proportions, queen of >darkness, fishnets, a pilgrim, inspired by Andries >Stock, pagan goddess, adorable outfit
my penis smells really good like i'm diggin into my foreskin and swirling around with my fingers for a whiff and it smells really good
>>37826815>a woman taking a picture of herself in a mirror, young beautiful amouranth, tinyest midriff ever, inspired by Elias Goldberg, xqcow, baggy jeans, cropped shirt with jacket, here is one olive, uk, snapchat story screenshot, f 2 0, uncropped, poggers, beautiful curvy female, pale round faceoh this is very fun
BLACK HEARTED EVIL BRAVE HEARTED HERO I AM ALL I AM ALL I AM
What do the numbers mean Mason
>>37826870pedophilia isn't a gay or straight thing, it's just a child thing, pedophiles usually just go after whoever is the most vulnerable, gender doesnt matter
i spent 400$ on a fishtank lol.(the water is murky because i am using aquarium soil layered with volcanic sand as the substrate so i can do hydroponics/aquatic plants it will eventually settle.)
wish i was dead hahahaha im so fucking ugly
Laffy Lalloween
my costume is dressing up as a normal cis woman
think i should do sn tonight
>>37826989huh>>37827003Yeh I was worried it wouldn't but it got here like 20 minutes ago. It's a lil small but that's ok
>>37826936Can I live there. I think I could fit
>>37826861edgey the hedgey! :>
>>37826870i don't think there's a cultural element. it's something to do with subtle physical differences. any social factor is by the ways gay/trans kids act a little weird, get outcast, become easier targets. but it's not that they flag us as queers it's that they flag a lone wolf with a feminine face>stuff on halloween to feel betteridk i dont like cling and dwell on it, my life is a constant parade of traumas to which i have become numb. slowly adopting an "it doesn't matter" approach to everythingi might go out with family and help chapherone the trick or treaters but that depends on if i get the energy up to do my costume makeup and i dont know if its that kind of day sadly
im angry and alone and sad and ugly and everyone hates me and thinks im uglyi please everyone who doesnt even think about me in difficlt momentsi hate my life normies have no idea what its like tosuffer
>>37827030200$ a month 1000$ security deposit
>>37827032I should've got a toy gun to go with the costume but I forgot
im going as basil from omori for halloween( forgot to put the flower in for the picture )
>>37827053who the heck are you? you're cute af
Shame it's halloween already. Never been invited to so many parties before and have literally zero time or money to get a costume. Im such a bore>>37827044How many fishies will I have to share it with?>>37827096>would it be rude to ask him what you could do to be more attractive to men, or like if you have a nice butt or something?Sounds kinda weird?
>>37827050kekjust don't do the voice lines>disgusting black creatures, get out of my sight
happy hallween frens
>>37827185happy halloween emo :3
Uh oh
>>37827144THIS IS THE ULTIMATE HMPPH I'M THE COOLEST
>maiq tripon posts got banned>disturbing mean anon posts also got bannedJust a coincidence right retards?
Just a coinquidink
this world grinds down my standards and expectations and kindness every single year
>>37827093my name is monika i dont rly post here often
someone gave me candy :))))
https://voca.ro/1fzuOgGqkNHa
>>37827120abt 25 tetras mby some shrimp
>>37827330another thing I don't think americans have as I understand you guys have what are labeled as "rockets" here as "smarties" down southbut they're like chocolate skittles very nostalgic
sup ya'll it's me ya it's ya boy sup
>>37827344hmm shrimp....
yearly girlmode canceled
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Wn-fsbRqHmU
>>37827011dont be gay
>>37827417are those lights above your head? or just on the ceiling?
>>37827417heyyyy
>>37827356we don't have those chocolate ones but we have those chalk ones and ones shiny like them but minus the chocolate and just fruit flavored.
>>37827270he immediately posted again so probs ban evasion RIP kat leaving a blood trail of permabans behind hersaltinemaiqvalpaigemonowho else?
>>37827327ma'am can i just say you're cute as a button
>>37827483are you a girl
Maiq banned? Must have slipped up and forgot to change his VPN when he started his unhinge anon posts
>>37827488i'm a cis guy, I just lurk here sometimes because i like women.
>>37827498Maiq not the 3rd ban man
>>37827498https://voca.ro/1axBxFMo9Xpu
>>37827476They're all retards.
>be me>mtf>get a cute trans girl's number at a bar>texting later that week>lots of flirting>make a joke about being trans>"wait what I didn't realize you were trans...">bruhNEW STAGE OF PASSING UNLOCKED
>>37827520>get a cute trans girl's number at a barpls explain to me how to do this, not trans in specific just any girl
>>37827476i got ban for a lil bit due 2 replying 2 kat issue. why did this happen
>>37827508I am not a furry.>>37827516cute.
dead shit thread
>>37827534be cute and forward and compliment them a lot and smell good and don't act weird. it's easy and fun
>>37827557I am though>>37827552How about you get another
>>37827572compliment what though
i don’t know what to do
>>37827581whatever you think is cute about them? like why did you approach her in the first place? hair/outfit/vibes/makeup are all good options
>>37827615maybe i'm too well adjusted for this board
>>37827615https://voca.ro/15NGT8qoJMyOtough .. this seems very tough
>>37827604whats wrong princess
i love the feeling of release after a big poop
>>37827638see now this I would call being weird
>>37827676yeah well HELP ME OUT HERE THEN, dont hog all the... social skills to yourself ;-; im still a virgin
>>37827645now i want to kill myself more thanks
i wish i had social skillsno amount of socialization has made me non awkward isolation makes it way worse tho
Took a shower and lost alot of hair. Really need to get my daily nutrition in check soon. Feels like I'm falling apart
>>37827792getting off 4chan would help a lot I bet
>>37827797probably not as much as you'd thinkim kinda hopeless
>>37827574def shud. only cuz u say so tho. just 4 u my special fren
this might actually be the nicest halloween I've had in awhile :)
weird mix of emotions I'm really happy and excited but also I feel so scared I might throw upheart is like pounding in my chest already thinking about going so far outside
is agoraphobia just permanent? is there no cure?going out doesn't help, meeting with people outside my family doesn't helpforcing myself into semi large gatherings hasn't helpedlike I've gotten a bit better since I was literally hiding from everyone and throwing a panic attack if someone so as knocked on the doorbut it's hit diminishing returns and I can't push myself that much harder or I'll have more public episodes...
>>37827889:)>>37827895MF DOOM mecha>>37827901What's going on naz?
ugh have to wait a few weeks for the tank to cycle before i can put any fish so annoying
>>37827668https://youtu.be/LV6OSGKkQAY?t=487>>37827895reminds me of samurai jack 3hundo ep
anyhow not gonna let this ruin my good moodreal chance I get to see my daughter tonitegenuinely nothing could make this a better day than that
>>37827941>What's going on naz?going outto walk around with all the trick or treaters as a "chaperone" I guess is probably the wordwant to, but leaving my home sends me into flight or flight immediately just thinking about leaving tends to send me into conniptionsit's real bad
>>37827963why do you want to put fish in a tank?
>>37827928permanent. exposure is good but sometimes brain is just fucked. try to forgive urself >>37827981hope it goes well!
>>37828034so i can look at them swim around
>>37828041>hope it goes well!thanksI'm sure it will despite the nerves >sometimes brain is just fuckedmaybe an actual support system will help if I can ever actual manage to aquire friends
>>37828044how much time will you spend doing that?is it worth the cost and taking away the autonomy of the fish?
>>37828148well im taking them from petco and putting them in a different tank so they never really had autonomy to begin with if i just put them in their natural habitat they would probably die.
someone (You) me but pretend like you give a damn too
i got like half broken up with. which means she’s gonna call me for hookups sometimes and i’m just gonna give up on any fantasies of this meaning anything.
we can only hope paige. it's completely overdue and neccessary
>>37828485oh petah
This place is more of a dead stinkhole than a post-srs tranny dead stinkhole if ya know what I mean
>>37828555janny bans all the good posters
there’s no way this doesn’t end in suicide
>>37828641you will never be a grooby girl. rope it up already
>>37822304Tfw was supposed to go to a certain areaSome dude throws mysterious powder that gave people overdose symptomsMfwGlad I didn't go today
>spending hallowe'en alone in my trailer getting high and drinking twisted teacould be worse ig, but I was *supposed* to be with my bf tonight (he had to work late)...
>>37828664Meff would be the best grooby girlJelly ahh
every year holidays get harder? even the pointless ones?? why do i even care that im not doing smth for halloween. sofa king we todd did
>>37828743it's a kids holiday
scared to do sn becoz no anti vomit medication but i know i have to
>>37828799they stole it from sluts
>>37828879tell it to janny working for free on halloween
>>37828803flush that stuff already idiot
>>37828921that wouldn’t do any good
>>37828803DO TI ALREADY JESUS CHRIST JUST SWALLOW THEM ALL
>>37828909jan banned maiq and pruned his posts. LMAO
>>37828985Damn XD
frens....
>>37829162what’s up nazbol
i moved the fishtank to my kitchen countertop i worried it might break the desk it weighs about 250 pounds huge hassle but it's better to be safe than sorry
>>37828950i look like this and do this
>>37829379dont do it retard
>>37829379please don't do this :(
i’m scared, it’s gonna taste so nasty
>>37829439if you’re scared please don’t do it
>>37829439mef pls pls dont do it
>>37829439that fear is trying to tell you something. it's trying to remind you this isn't the only way>>37829462what the fuck is your problem freak
>>37829480pls think about how the other people in your life will feel. ik i'm just an anon but i seriously wish to see you succeed in life and i care about your well being, you're so young
>>37829480that's a funny concept but seriously please just dump it down the sink and go to bed or something. you don't want to wait until its inside your body for the regret to kick in
>>37829508fuck off retard get a fucking life
>>37829508what she should ignore is pathetic suipushing demonic entities like yourselfand you should get a fucking job hateful loser
>>37829525You're so based how do you do it
>>37829525ok but you are alive rn!!! please mef it's more than "they will feel bad" they will have to deal with grief for the rest of their lives, it doesn't matter that they will die eventually when they still have to experience the emotions. there's so much to live for that you haven't experienced yet, i'm saying this as someone who almost killed themselves
>>37829525this isn't even the first attempt??girl please please seek helpyou have so much life to live and a better shake than most of the people here, you can feel better if you give it a chance and stop looking at the exit
>>37829541stop :( her life can still improve, if we all die anyway why not live as much as we can before then?
mef its going to leave you with brain damageand then youll force detrans and remasc. while in a vegetative statedont do it
mef pls respond
>>37829249found out from my 6 year old daughter that there's some pretty nasty things about me going around behind my back to like everyone I knowand my ex is legitimately trying to keep me from seeing themand also transphobic now and teaching it to the kiddo this is legitimately the same person that gave me the confidence to socially transition how does this happenI guess basically everyone I know besides my brother and mom hate mehad a really good night besides but i dunno how im supposed to move forward from thisevery nightmare I have will come true eventually
Why is the janny going crazy and deleting everything today? WHY
>>37829673on what basis is your ex trying to keep you seeing your kid? i know you don't have any custody due to no residence but i thought there was some kind of stable arrangement
>>37829673Naz you deserve better
>>37829610hopefully she just got overwhelmed by all the people writing things telling her not to do it and just went to bed
>>37829673jfc u cannot catch a break im so sorry. what kinda stuff is going around?>ex is transphobic nowhappens. my ex went on a spree of suipushing trannies after we broke up. probably not ur fault? maybe mine. hope it doesn’t influence ur kid :(anyway gonna allow myself to smoke tn wishing the same for u fren
>>37829929crazy how you will say this shit about other people to make yourself feel better about your own pathetic existence instead of looking inward and fixing the problems you clearly have going on in your life. "these are just objective straight up facts" you don't have a fucking brain
Is she really killing herself on Halloween? What a retard.
>>37829999it's not true you don't have any understanding of determinism + ur pathetic
SN stands for sneed nerd. Meffy sneeded herself to death.
>>37829754>>37829771no ideanot even sure what their saying just know it's pretty fucked because my lil kiddo had some choice things to say that I'm not going to repeatwhich really hurtit even shook my mum she was like whiplashedthey're too young to like straight up hate me just prone to repeating what little they understand of the things they've been toldI'm basically the only one in the dark about it tho it seemsi gather from what I hear them say behind my back that they know more than they let on but I can't really fathom what's going on gets all the paranoid thoughts going but I do know now that it's not even true probably which has happened a few times before when we were together I'd eventually manage to figure out people were gossiping about me and it wind up being some awful things that didn't happen
mef legit is dead. check the news. RIP
>>37830072i hope your life improves eventually and you stop putting down others for things outside of their control. you are blinded by your ego.
>>37830106where?
>>37830106please tell me this is a mean joke :(
Mef died the way he lived, always trying to ge a groober, but just didn't had what it takes.
>>37830106i'm looking and i can't find anything. pls be trolling
shud just be grateful I saw them at allshe went as a unicornquite adorable, we all had a blastborrowed transport from other family so we could cover alot of areahalloween was a success
wish id gone and done halloween things with family. i was invited and was thinking of going to make myself feel better.then accidentally fell asleep in the afternoon and missed the whole day and didn't get to wear my costume and didn't even eat dinner.bad one this year
rip mef ig ;( this sux
I hope mef is alright know how unpleasant it is to vomit from poisoning wouldn't wish that on even someone who actually deserved it
>>37830245ngl this is basically my life story. got invited to things, oh ya that sounds fun.... then it get's closer, then anxiety hits then i self destruct and don't go and ignore phone calls or texts or give lame excuses and now i don't have any friends anymore
>>37830276this for me tooand then i wonder why everyone grows to resent me
>>37830276one time in high school i planned a big group spring break trips for all of my friends and even some of our friends from out of town, i organized it and invited everybody and did the logisticsthen i got worried no one wanted me there and i was the only person who didn't go
>>37830245damn I'm sorry anonhere's hoping next year will make up for it
Wow Mef really is dead guys check discord
>>37830330what discord pls be trolling
>>37830330calm down blobby
>>37830293>then i wonder why everyone grows to resent menobody really deserves that i wish people could be more understanding
>>37830330Mef blocked me.
noooooooooo not mef ;-;
i was upset at uidrank and I cried and the up and continue to cry and will fall asleep soon not u think
>>37830403Seriously why couldn't it be someone like Paige? Fuck this gay earth fr fr
>>37830413mef is just as bad as paige, he just has pretty privilege so you all 50iq retards simp for him bc neuron activates in monkey brain and you are nothing more than your instincts, you are literally like an ape
mef is a rripfag and therefore shit and who cares
>>37830448shutup laguna and go brush your uggo fucked up teeth
>>37830448Hey we get it, you're ugly
>>37830448hey dummy i know you feel good about your little 100 IQ but none of us are anything more than our instincts, you just like to tell yourself otherwise
>>37830458>>37830460>>37830466i am just calling the hypocrisy out, nothing more nothing less
>>37830458I like licking her teeth when we make out
>>37830472yeah and i'm just saying shut the hell up when I want some terrible opinon from a 5 foot spanish manlet fatty with fucked up teeth and a receeding hairline, i'll reach out to you
>>37830481i am not brown, you fucking cretin ape, learn to think with anything else besides your dick or kysyou are low iq shitskin and it is so fucking obvious thinking you are so important browsing 4chin from your cold hutt
>>37830500hi larry
>>37830506hey fren
it's crazy how you can look this fucking ugly and retarded at the same time and not kill yourself. absolutely wild
you just proved my pointpretty person = pls ik that you are a horrible human being but you are pretty so pls don t kysugly person = kys subhuman, idc if you are mean nice or neutraul, you are ugly and you should die
>>37830529idk you tell mewhy are you still alive when you are so ugly dumb retarded?
such a punchable face like you want to beat it with a hammer
>>37830536ok but it’s also how you act. like we know you dude you’re a piece of shit
>>37830306thanks, i hope so too. halloween is my favorite holiday, i would enjoy it a lot if i could just stop taking everything away from myselfi was excited about my costume this year too :(
>>37830553it would not have matter how i acted if i were pretty, laguna acts like an asshole 24/7 and people don t hate her nowhere as much as other uglier postersand i am an asshole bc i am ugly and everyone treats me like shit bc of that, if i were prety i would have been chill nice since people would have treated me betterWHO WAS FIRST?? THE CHICKEN OR THE EGG??
>>37830529imagine looking like this and spending your time bullying suicidal tranons on a mongolian basket weaving forum and thinking you're high iq and morally superiorit's almost sad
larry i don't want you to kys because you're physically ugly.i want you to kys because you're ugly on the inside. you're a nasty, vile piece of shit. you have no soul and when you get called out for it you try to pretend it never happened or you've changed. you haven't, you're just a gypsys rat. you either rope it up, or you don't and live a life of suffering, either way we all win.
>>37830573why do you feel the need to attack my looks?maybe bc people are mean to ugly people just for fucking existing
>>37830564if you pay attention people interact with laguna and paige about the same amount. they're both normal and conversational sometimes. people interact normally with you too when you're being nice and not a schizorepperbully, but you don't do that as often as they do
>>37830582SOCIETY MADE ME THIS WAY BY TREATING ME LIKE A SUBHUMANI WAS VERY NICE AND KIND MOST OF MY FUCKING LIFE BUT AFTER A POINT YOU JUST CANNOT TAKE THE ABUSE ANYMORE YOU FUCKING UNEMPATHETIC DIPSHIT
>>37830587bc i am in way more pain than they are and i cannot properly feel empathy to be nice to you so me being nice would be a lie from which i gain nothing
>>37830584normally i would agree that it's low to be mean about someone's looks but in your case it's literally actively your fault.if you were kempt you could be a decent looking guy. if you were on hrt you could be a passer aside from maybe some trouble getting your tight curly fro to look fem. you're not that ugly, with effort you might even look better than me.but for what ugly you are you've done it to yourself all while bullying others for their looks. so it's just giving you what you ordered
>>37830591>NOTHING IS MY FAULT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG AND IF I DID DO SOMETHING WRONG IT'S BECAUSE SOCIETY MADE ME DO IT FOR THE WAY I'VE BEEN TREATEDRope. Seriously, just rope.
>>37830597i am in so much pain all the time. the inside of my mind is a firestorm of death and negativity and scarring. i have been through things you probably can't fathom before i was old enough to read. i have the motive and drive to be a ball of hate and evil. but i simply make a choice not to do harm and to when possible do good. sometimes it's hard and sometimes i fail, but i try and most of the time when you're trying it's easy to be good.your pain does not excuse your behavior
>>37830600I CANNOT FIX MY LOOKS, MY MAIN ISSUE IS THAT I HAVE NO CHIN, I CANNOT FIX THAT SHIT AND IT DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE ANYWAY SINCE MY YOUTH IS GONE AND I WAS MISERABLE DEPRESSED ALL OF IT AND BASICALLY MY LIFE IS OVERFROM NOW ON I WILL JUST BE A UGLY HATED WAGEKEK AND EXPECTED TO BE MATURE AND NO LONGER HAVE TIME FOR FUN AND FUCK AROUND
>>37830622you could fix your life you just don't want to. but go ahead and cry here to no one who cares some more see if anything changes
>>37830619i am just built different, if people abuse me, i feel the need to abuse them back even morealso you would have killed yourself by now if you actually ever felt as much pain as i did, stop lying
>>37830622you have no friends. that has nothing to do with how you look, and everything to do with how you act. you are total loser inside and out.
found a piece of unwrapped candy on the sidewalk during my walk. picked it up
>>37830628ik it does not improve anything and that i am a pos so no one cares but what do you want me to do if i am so mad angry, go kill someone? if i shit up threads here i actually save lives>>37830635i don t need or want friends, i don t care abt anyone, i just want to be pretty and loved by everyone and i want my youth back, that is all
>>37830632>i am just built differentwe can change how we're built. you make a choice every day not to. get over yourself i am not going to pity your dumb ass>you would have killed yourself by now if you actually ever felt as much pain as i didlmao walk a mile in my shoes and see if you can say that again you have no idea what pain isif you felt as bad as you say you'd have guilt too. you're a sheltered normie throwing temper tantrums
Mef is dead oh my god
>>37830650hoping mef is making these posts while laughing about it on discordshe didnt actually take the sn right sisters??
>>37830647>you're a sheltered normielol, i lived a sub5 blackpilled sexless lonely ugly incel life, there are very few lives as badi bet you always had sex, friend and partners and support and people caring abt you and your existence, otherwise you would be fucking dead rn, stop fucking lying, you are the sheltered pussy here>>37830655i hope mef took it and my suipush was a success, i take that kill if it happened even though he would have done it anyway
>>37830661why do you hate mef wtf she SHE ever do to you? stop misgendering u piece of shit go back to repgen
>>37830667mef has pretty priviledge and i don ti feel actively good when attractive people suffer
>>37830675seething with jealousy. so pathetic!
too bad that you cannot get brain damage from failed snit whould have really cool if he became a vegetable and lived a long life like that haha
>>37830684it is what it isit would have never happened if you were actually kind and not a superficial shallow ape and offered me empathy
i am all alone, unemployed and sad :(this is what being ugly does to a mf
>bee me>skim through thread>it's almost all shit>reach the bottom>mef dead>nonstop larry postingyep time to leave
mef is not dead lmaothat pussy will come back to attentionwhore again for the millionth time
>>37830769Wait................r u hawt
>>37830695You sound so Elliot roger
>>37830808More like smelliot jogger tho.
>>37830661>wah wah my life was so hard i was unattractive and women wouldn't let me fuck themholy fucking shit dying rn lmaooi at least was giving the benefit of the doubt and assuming you'd had some real pain in pocket.but you're literally a completely self-demolished incel sitting here rn telling a cptsd survivor how she hasn't experienced real traumafucking keklove this sitethey should've banned you instead of mef though, she's funny on purpose
>>37830769if it's any consolation she's probably not dead but we won't know for awhile cause she is 100% definitely banned for awhile for the sn posting.if she's not back in 30 days then we worry i think
>>37830821you would have roped by now if you had my hard life, don t lie, being sexless and lonely is one of the worst thing, it is literally basic needs and you eventually kys if you don t get it, incel have rope rates as high as troons, so maybe it is actually very fucking hard>cptsdyou have none of that, you are a jokeif your trauma was real and bad, you would have just roped and not have time to develop cptsd bitch, you sheltered buffon>>37830808not really, my situation is a lot different but he was right probably idk anything abt him, society just sees ugly men as subhuman and offer no empathy to them and if they suffer from it they are actively mocked and pushed to sui bc no one cares abt them since they are seen as worthless subhumans
>>37830852>if your trauma was real and bad, you would have just roped and not have time to develop cptsd bitch, you sheltered buffonincredible take, which one of your parents do you like most your dad or his sister?
>>37830869it is a true take, when i was extremely suicidal, i would have 100% kms and not have time to develop anything like cptsd, and even if i did, i would have still rope, i am talking from experience here>do you like most your dad or his sister?what does this even meanalso i bet if you were sexless like me for so long you would understand but you weren t so you are wrong by default since you don t get it and have it fucking good actually
BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP
SPOOKED YA
the autistic misreable hons of mtfg clinging onto hopewe all know how this story ends, just rope already, you have been putting it off for way too long and we both know that it will happen anyway haha
>>37830852>you would have roped by now if you had my hard lifei did several times starting in childhood but it never took. ended up comatose once>being sexless and lonely is one of the worst thing, it is literally basic needsbruh im volcelsome people live as desert hermits talking to godit's not that big of a dealand it's mostly your personality>if your trauma was real and bad, you would have just roped and not have time to develop cptsd bitchskill issue lmao>>37830869kek>>37830898>it is a true take, when i was extremely suicidal, i would have 100% kms and not have time to develop anything like cptsdthis here really proves my point that we are existing on completely different spectra of pain. i experience the world from the other side of a fog most of the time. on one side of the fog is reality and light and existence. on the other side is me inside my mind with all the subroutines it has. and one of those is just a black box that takes everything happening and tells me why it's a reason to kill myself and how exactly to painfully enact that command.i have been thinking about suicide thousands of times a day for as long as i can remember my dude. my inner world contains a constant screaming unthinkably violent rage.and yet, (returning to the original point), i do find it in myself to contain that and not attempt anymore, not self harm anymore, not suipush others flat out.you have a skill issue. maybe you needed more real trauma to make you tougher
>>37829673jesus christ that sounds horrible, im sorry thats happened naz
>>37831041i experienced the maximum amount of pain that my brain is capable of experiencing, that is why i am still here, believe me i am tough
>>37830079fucking kill yourself>>37830121SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU USELESS PEICE OF SHIT
>>37831058if "can't get sex" is enough to make you socially retreat onto an anonymous forum and spend your time harassing and bullying and suipushing people there, then you need to fix your brain.what's your plan right now, rot here dragging other people down just for the sake of getting hated on, until you finally crack and go on a shooting spree? you can't seriously think that's the best you can do come on
does anybody actually have mef on discord who's here currentlycan we get confirmation that she's alive
>>37831094she's dead......i reached out to her couison
>>37831085what can i even do i am too mentally ill depressed to even brush my teeth, i did not vacuum my floor in like a year, i don t even remember last time i did it, i am pathetic what can i even do if i don t feel good mentally at all and the time is ticking and passing doing nuthing and everything gets worse and my trauma is valid since it is not abt sex but feeling worthless subhuman unlovable for so long, who tf even cares abt sex
>>37831109what type of people do you hate the most? maybe try to get a new high score against then before an heroing?
>>37831109find willpower. just order yourself to do things. need to get out of bed, can't? just think "get up, get up, do it, just get up." generate a running voice in your inner monologue that just tells you to do the things you need to do. and do what it says>i cantyes you can nothing is stopping you but that thought
>>37831121(You) jk, i love (You)i doubt that i will ever rope so it is not worth for me since i will have to keep being alive, i will never do anything illegal like thatthans for empathy btw jackass
who the hell is paying larry's rent and why haven't they stopped yet
>>37831134i literally feel like dogshit and i have to force myself very hard to do basic stuff, believe me, when you feel really bad, it is almost impossible to do anything but thanks for being nice to me at least
>>37831144i don t pay rent, i live alone in my parents apartment and they support me
stop pretending you're the only person in the world who knows what mental illness is like you indolent waterbrained pigbaby
>>37830640i ate it and it did not have a razor in it or free drugs but it was good so that’s good
>>37831157can i come over and live with you for free?
>>37831173i understand that other people suffer as bad if not even worse than me but i don t care abt them and it does not bring me comfort, i only care abt my life and ik that i am entitle to a blessed amazing life just bc i deserve them, other mentally ill people just don t deserve it as much as me so it is ok for them to be that way and to suffer in a way but it is not ok for me to be that way and suffer, this is my only life that i ever will get and i deserved and deserve a great one, i am entitled to it, and more lucky privileged people don t actually deserve to have that, they don t deserve to get what i actually deserve so they should sufferthis is my thought process in all honesty>>37831189sure, you will have to pay your expense but not rent
>>37831152zero sympathy rat
>>37831202the person you are right now deserves nothing except to stop existing, or barring that, to have his face pushed down into mud foreverbut you do deserve to be a better person. try that. >no i wontthen perish. i am one of the few people who will say it so nicely but if you keep being who and what you are everyone you ever meet will be disgusted and wish death on youso, stop it
can't we pay some chud in romania to handle larry for us? they gotta be dirtcheap living int hat terrible country. fuck where's blobby to handle something when you need him fr fr
>>37831204you are looking at this too emotionally, you should be objective and understand that i am just mentally ill thus i think and behave in this bad manner bc of that, it is all bc of the condition that i have and you should have sympathy for me bc all my life was miserable horrible and still is hence why i developed mental illness like this, you are hating a mental condition more or less
>cockboy: i am the saddest most broken mentally ill deprived miserable person ever>also cockboy: i know better than all of you, do what i say you should dolol
>>37831221>>37831041skill issue faggot
>>37831217dw, i pretend to be nice irl and usually people are fine with me even maybe like me sometimesi cannot become a better person, it is impossible bc of how i am wired, and good and evil are relative and not real anyway, if you by becoming a better person you mean lying and making it seem like that to others then yes i can>then perish.you are completely right and i totally agree, if i am too weak to survive i will just perish and natural selection will take its course, objectively this is correct and i am totally ok with it, it is what it is, i just hope i can actually feel better soon and bounce back though since it is abt my existence>>37831218i am the chud desu>>37831235you can be very intelligent and miserable at the same time, they are not mutually exclusive and i am in fact very smart and i am tired abt being humble abt iti believe that you should still offer me empathy and support bc my life is more important than yours in my eyes so it should happen, i am basically like a god and everything is mine, i own you essentially in a way, this is my matrix, my game, my simulation, not yours, you are just npcs and should cater to my needs and since you don t it makes me very angery and mad, this is how i truly think in my thought process, maybe you can understand me better now
>>37822304friends canceled plans again, should I east something before I get violently high or should I keep dropping weight?
>larry developing main character syndromethis is gonna be very funny when laguna wakes up>>37831255you're stupid and you deserve to get kicked into the dirt until you learn your lesson
>>37831262Marie?
>>37831272laguna annoys me and i hate how disgusting her main character syndrome is, she should do better and touch grass, she is so narcissistic arrogant that she is completely repulsive to me, she hates my guts bc if i come here i steal attention and yous from her, she wants anyone that steals attention from her banned, that is why she hates paige so much too
larry can we speed up your cycle already? like let's just get to the finale where you drop your cock pic on us, pretend like it's some big own, janny sweeps it up and you take a break for 3 days. no one wants to read any of your posts so just get to it already retard
>>37831291who the fuck is buying marie calenders
>>37831317Stop trying to get him to drop cock you guys actually want to see it you dirty hooooers
larry is an illusion sent by god to test my commitment to not tell awful people to kill themselvesi am trying so hard o lord please
>>37831320are you the same person who was posting about hotdog on a stick the other dayyour state has too many restaurant chains
not autistic enough to know the larry lore or even read their posts so I imagine all of you arguing with Larry the cucumber
Larry's life would make a lot more sense if he was black. Like A LOT more sense.
>>37831320lol no, Marie is a pretty trip with nice butt. thought you were her
>>37831345short version is he's a supposed repper who comes here to hatepost at mtfs about how they're ugly and should kill themselves, and for some reason he also occasionally posts pictures of his gross chode and once of his cum
>>37831346he has almost exactly the same type of victim complex as a poorly raised fatherless black american from the hood, it's uncanny
>>37831347I'm just your average neet that uses generals to talk to people without much commitment to being social
>>37831346>>37831369racist idiots he's a bog standard incel that's as white man as it gets
>>37831370meee tooooo we should be internet friends
>>37831374black men are as likely as white men to be ugly, each race is in fact as likely to be ugly in average as any other race, if anything blacks are even more likely to be incels since being white already makes you more desirable, indians have it even worse, a chad indian is less attractive than a white one bc of his skin tone
>>37831377>sociopathy, blacks from poor ghettos neglected by single mothers are more likely to develop this and do crimes and join gangs etc. since their life always sucked ass and they had great traumaSociopathy is an inherited trait. Niggers from Africa also have higher rates of sociopathy, especially violent psychopathy, than other races. You need to decolonize your mind.
>>37831380I'm going to ghost you within a week and vaguely give replies if you ask about me or just not respond at all
I injected earlier and it looks like a decent amount of clear liquid came out of the site, it dripped for about an inch. I inserted the needle all the way and depressed the plunger as far as it would go. The injection wasn't painful at all (it usually is even a little bit), but it did bleed a bit. How cooked am I? I've never had this happen before.
>>37831388I have severe avpd, so this sounds like the ideal relationship to me. Zero commitment, and we won't talk to each other past one week. I'm hype
>>37831387this is made up racist nonsense.you're thinking of psychopathy, which has been thought to be an inborn brain defect, but recently that's come under scrutiny and seems not to be true, and most of psychiatry is against even classifying people as psychopaths anymore.sociopathy is also generally a deprecated term but the equivalent disorder, aspd, is not thought to be innate, but is more to do with disordered childhood experiences that teach shutting off empathy.as far as we know nobody who isn't literally brain damaged is born with some kind of empathy deficit
>>37831393>How cooked am I?not (if subq). leakage is normal try keeping the needle in for 30~ sec after finishing the injection to cut down
>>37831431It was intramuscular (right thigh between the top and side of the thigh) but glad to hear it's normal. Just hasn't happened to me before.
thinking about poppin a boner pill and mackin on my pp for a bit
questionwhat does it mean if I used a dildo and there was nothing on it except a speck at the tipdoes it mean i have good colon health...
>>37831410>disordered childhood experiences that teach shutting off empathy.
bro like
Buenos dias : )
fuck off pedro
>>37831625B u enos dias : )