Quaker editionQOTT: Casual sex - yay or nay?QOTT2: Would you consider becoming a quaker? SOTT: https://youtu.be/_AKvX0mBznY▶Info:HRT Information: https://diyhrt.wiki/transmascHRT Roadmap: https://transcare.ucsf.edu/article/information-testosterone-hormone-therapyStyle Help: https://ftmguide.rassaku.net/guide/index.htmFitness Help: https://ftmguide.rassaku.net/guide/fitness1.htmHair Loss Help: https://rhrli.com/blog/trans-men-hrt-hair-loss/Previous: >>37966682
I am a top.
Hey guys. Just to clarify: I posted the new thread before the old one reached page 6 (which is the standard proceeding) because there are a bunch of chasers online today and I didn't want to have another PIV gayden chasing themed general.
can one of you guys get me (mtf) a gf pls... i bet you know lots of cute women from before your transition.....
>>37985110>1Sure, tests permitting. Nobody want me tho>2No
i saw the old server got deleted and i thought why not make a new one https://discord.gg/kXqgFCj8MK
>>37985110>QOTT: Casual sex - yay or nay?Only time I tried I got raped so I'm good on it for life>QOTT2: Would you consider becoming a quaker?I went to the psych ward in Quakertown twice so I'm an honorary quaker
>>37985110>QOTTNo, I'm not a whore. >QOTT2No.
>>37985148I don't even speak to women who aren't my mom
>>37985110QOTT: I only have sex with people I have established a romantic or platonic relationship with firstQOTT2: No.
>>37985148Country age hobby interests, go
>>37985411how cute is your mom... i'm willing to be flexible, here>>37985458USA / 26 / reading webnovels / fantasy
>>37985463If you tell me your favorite webnovels I may know somebody
>>37985480a small fraction of my favorites, in no particular order:https://www.royalroad.com/fiction/59967/necroepilogoshttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/81002/the-years-of-apocalypse-a-time-loop-progressionhttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/58180/death-after-death-roguelike-isekaihttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/40920/the-path-of-ascensionhttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/68513/lets-not-obliterate-an-op-mc-romancehttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/71469/keeper-of-totality-time-travel-litrpghttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/28023/katalepsishttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/32615/rendhttps://www.royalroad.com/fiction/21220/mother-of-learninghttps://www.novelupdates.com/series/just-because-i-have-narrow-eyes-doesnt-make-me-a-villain/https://www.novelupdates.com/series/a-sweet-girl-wont-be-fooled-by-the-villainess/https://www.novelupdates.com/series/the-outer-god-needs-warmth/https://www.novelupdates.com/series/story-about-buying-my-classmate-once-a-week/https://www.novelupdates.com/series/the-magic-academys-physicist/
How the fuck do you find a guy to date who is willing to wait until you get meta to have (naked) sex? In fact how do you find someone to date without auctioning yourself on a dating app like cattle?
>>37986215Asexual bf. Or PTSD bf but its a coin toss between trauma hypersexual and trauma sex repulsed
>>37986215>meta?
>>37986417srs
>>37986224need hypersexual ptsd bf...
>>37986224I actually want to have sex every day, though. I just want to get SRS first and can't be seen naked before then. >>37986417Metoidioplasty. Micropp surgery.
I'm scared of having current srs and then in 15 years time we get perfect srs
Our theyfab coworker is quitting her job because we use "the r-word" too much. You can't make this up
>>37987113I used to think that before T but I actually like having a micropenis now so I don't care.
How do you guys feel when you see a Cis Man with a good jawline and beard?
>>37987120It's cringe to say retarded outside of 4chan desu
>>37987409I don't think I ever took note of this happening
I’m so sick I have the flu i just napped from 10pm to 4pm now i’m dehydrated
>>37987435>fag
i love taking girlcock in my boypussy
>>37987409I don't really particularly care.
>>37987409not really into beards desu, if you have good jawline you're better off shaved
>>37987435Everyone's always said retarded until it recently became "offensive"
>>37987409awful and then i remember my parents didn't love me enough and that's why i turned out trans
>>37987460Same with faggot>>37987513>recentlyI grew up with lets get retarded in here as lyrics, it's gradeschooler shit now. If you're above the age of 20, it's cringe
>>37987577In a white collar setting sure, but this isn't a cushy office job. Quitting your own job because you're a liberal and got offended is... retarded
>>37985110>QOTT: Casual sex - yay or nay?i don't really care.>QOTT2: Would you consider becoming a quaker?yeah, they make good oats and i like fashion that covers me up.eurobros if any of you are balding i found a website that sells 6 months worth of minox for £30https://www.minoxidilworld.co.uk/
>>37987120I left a job because they were antisemitic because I stand on business
>>37987795I’m curious as to what type of job is was
>>37987513Lol Yeah. Threw me off the first time I saw someone say "r-slur" ran through every slur I could think of for about a minute before I realized they were bitching about "retarded." >>37987120They sound retarded. >>37987435Nah, it's cringe to get worked up over words like that.
>first 1-3 months of T>pain and sensitivity on clit from growth>2.5 years of T>growth has plateaued and pain is gone>disappointed that there's no more growth, but it's over an inch so i'm grateful enough>week ago sensitivity and pain comes back>can barely receive head without having to pull away eventuallydoes this mean i'm growing again? have i been good and god is rewarding me?
>>37987795>>37988522Didn't say it was offensive, just cringe. She is equally cringe tho on top of being actually retarded for quitting over it
>>37988679I was talking about her being offended, didn't assume you were, figured you were just like "There's a time and a place" about it, which I agree. That time and place can be work though depending on environment and coworkers. I know well enough to watch where and how I speak depending on who's around. It's funny actually I've had coworkers apologize to me for saying "shit" or whatever like I'm gonna give a fuck or think anything of it. I don't at all but... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ in person if someone doesn't know me they have a very different impression of me I've noticed. Like they get it in their head I don't drink or smoke or do drugs etc and so on, and I don't drink I guess but they've all usually seen me very fucking high. So I get it good behavior in front of people who can't take it and so on, but... there's way more places than 4chan where you don't have to worry about someone else being uptight or some shit.
>>37988890"Outside of 4chan" was more or less short for time and place. Of course there are other situations where you can, even work. That said, if it is thrown in every other sentence a person is saying, cringe no matter the time or place.
>ovarit terfs talking about bottom growth >they say it's extremely painful and makes sexual pleasure impossible Why do they think that? I've never seen a single ftm who didn't enjoy jerking off post bottom growth.
FtFUB general
>>37989376Ah got'cha I thought you found work to be "off limits" in all circumstances maybe. Agreed though if it's a constant stream then whoever could probably stand to learn a few more words.
Spotted in Fishtank live chat
>>37989800Poon just means vagina to normal people.
>>37989542They’re coping clitlets who are mad their rice grain sized clit can’t get them off
stupid fucking uterus still giving me period cramps 5+ years on hormones
>>37985110is there any way to get a thicker/more noticable happy trail? mine shows up well to the naked eye but not on camera.>inb4 be on T for longeri know that.
>>37990403lucky
>>37990438Yes there's a way
>>37990451...and that way is?
>>37990403I've never had cramps in my whole life.
>>37990460Da wae
>>37989830I forgot about that
>>37989800>>37989830>>37990566lol
What the fuck am I doing with my life
>>37990741wish i knew
>>37990741Jerk off
>>37990741What would you rather be doing that's possible?
>>37990860Living in a van as a vagabond
Last night I dreamt I woke up in a hospital bed and they were circumcising my tdick
>>37990880And what are you doing instead?
>>37990886Did they bring in a mohel for you?
>>37990954living in a basement
>>37991090So what's stopping you if the first thing is obtainable and you want it? What else is in your life? What are other obtainable things you wang?
>>37990886Do Jewish pooners have to circumcise their tdicks?
When do you stop feeling disabled for being female. Realizing that even in the best environment, people sincerely believe that women are incapable of making any rational decisions, let alone any of real consequences. It feels like being female just means you're a perpetual child who happens to be able to shit out babies, 50% of which might actually have value. Men's emotions are more valuable, they're based in "reason" (facts and logic etc), women are perpetually overreacting and again have no base in reality.Misandry never even comes close, it's about being "Evil" but it's never utter uselessness, being subhuman.I don't think I'll stop feeling ashamed. It's a humiliation ritual to pretend to be a person.
https://youtu.be/IVzukRQorws?feature=shared&t=233how did you feel when you realized that Card was right all this time?
>>37985110>QOTTup until recently i considered myself entirely asexual and have only had any sexual attraction to my current bf so nay for myself but idc what others do>qott2no probably not
sometimes i consider just not taking my meds anymore. i think it'd be kinda funny to bear witness to.
How do you express platonic affection with male cishet friends? I've gotten pretty close with a dude over like, the last year and I realized I don't really know how to express friendly affection with another dude. All my previous friends have been women. I don't wanna do anything that might come off as too feminine or be potentially misread.
>>37991926depends on the guy honestly, a good portion of my friend group is down for entirely platonic cuddles, both guys and girls. it also depends on what your personal affection style is. i personally am a playlist maker, if i am close enough with someone i make them a playlist of music i think they'd like. my best friend is an infodumper, he'll just share info about anything he's interested in with anyone he's comfortable around. another friend of mine is a gifter, usually of little crafts of some sort. you can also tell when i'm close with someone by when i start bantering with them. these things don't necessarily apply to just guy friendships but they can
>>37991669I don't really give a shit about the perspectives other people have on subjects like this, they agree with me or I think they're wrong and then it doesn't matter ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ The stuff you're saying isn't universal, it exists to a degree but it also isn't some objective truth or even affects people dailyRealistically being seen as a child who does nothing of consequence is being free, and being in a woman body can mean that freedom comes with being helped if you do dumb shit with that freedom it's an advantageBeing "useless" is better than being evil in ways too. Sure someone evil who is useful can make up for the evil to a degree if you seek to use them, but someone who's "useless" but kind isn't actually useless. Life is more than just the material, some people's worth comes from the sense of home they can create and the ways they can nurture others etc and kindness is essential for thatI dont view what you're saying as true, instead it's like a twisted idea with enough truth thrown in that someone could swallow it down There's no alignment between it and my views of what's important in lifeWhen dysphoria was an issue the shame I felt about being perceived as a woman came from me feeling like I was lying to people, like my body was wrong and I needed to make it match the rest of me or nothing else was authentic. I felt uncomfortable living what felt like a façade. What other people thought never crossed my mind, because I have very little respect for ideas I find to be worthlessPretending to be a person is tiresome sometimes sure, but I've found the way to do it is to treat most people the same way I treat animals and children and keep everything light. Make them laugh and everything is easier. It's tiresome because there's no genuine connection even if they feel like there is. I have to play clown regardless of how I actually feel because trying to connect with actual feeling or depth to most people would be pointless
>>37985110>QOTT: Casual sex - yay or nay?Only if you consider jerking off with friends (in a friendly way) "sex", otherwise nah>QOTT2: Would you consider becoming a quaker?I would if the servers weren't empty, i'd much rather play cs2 dm than wait 20minutes in matchmaking to not find a single soul/FTMG/, what haircut would you recommend?
>>37992020I don't want to care, but it's just so common. I didn't even think it was true, and I ignore random sexist jokes or comments because who actually cares, but it permeates around every conversation about women until someone inevitably says something over the top, and no one cares.>or even affects people dailyIt does, it's just not a big deal. Social contract that people are very happy with 90% of the time, men and women. It just makes me sad when I remember that the vast majority of people will think whatever you say has less merit because you have a vagina.Freedom to be helped is real, of course it's advantageous, but again it just sucks that you always feel shame for being disabled. Being a woman just feels fucking retarded and embarrassing, I can only imagine not feeling that way if you're proud of being very attractive I guess.>some people's worth comes from the sense of home they can create and the ways they can nurture others etc Being feminine thus trusting, especially if you're kind, always feels shadowed by being viewed as an inferior human being. Very sweet, fun to talk to, makes you feel better and makes you food when you're sick, but who's thoughts are meaningless if it is not a form of immediate comfort/effort to soothe.None of this is about dysphoria either. It's not related, even though I'd like to think it's just a social contagion and I just hate being a wombyn, it's just not true. But the shame for being Female doesn't leave anyway. Always knowing that if anyone found out I was female, it would go "Ah, that's why you're a pansy. Everything you say is now going to have the subtext that you're a woman and it's kind of funny that you think anything you say isn't hysteria to a degree, and everything you do isn't wasting time because you're not doing it Right"
why all pooners cannot look like this vagina boi instead of being fat hairy women?
>>37992178kys chaser
>>37992204that's 'tranny hater.' he's been here since at least 2020, and since he's a polish, esl thirdie, his opinions can be discarded. as if him being a ftm chaser isn't bad enough
>>37992178kys pedo
>>37992210You're morbidly obese disgusting unemployed mutilated woman, that leeches on her parents and causes instant vomit reaction and eye sore. You cannot get any attention irl or anywhere else (because not even the most desperate people would touch you with a stick), so you come here spamming this board. Seriously, you should kys. You are worthless, you relatives are ashamed of you, you waste resources that could be used on people who aren't disgusting useless obese creatures.
>>37992210>>37992258stop! i love gloves so much... he's so big. so round. oh how i love his big blueberry bod! imagine how much fatter he'd get if he ate a person (ideally alive) whole. imagine how much fatter he'd get if he ate me...oh al! I will teleport to california ASAP and get in your belly! I NEED YOU
>>37992345I'd love to fatten up a bit myself of course. maybe i could just eat elliot's mama's beans and rice and lard for a few weeks. maybe i could get a hot chad to knock me up! oh, how i'd love to carry your babies al, but alas, i have cum to you at the wrong time in your life. you still have so far to go. i must lay down my life for you at this moment. i must die so that the sins of the world can be forgiven. you will become unstoppable once you devour me. you will command nations.
>>37992258i read all your posts in an indian accent for a laugh>>37992345>>37992363kek
>>37992345>>37992363stop giving her attention dood
>>37992462Gloves is easily baited and then thinks he's doing the baiting
>>37992178You keep posting cute pooners but where are the brown ones? I really like the brown ones anon
>>37992178Why can't you find someone who would be capable of loving you?
>>37991654They should, why do they get a free pass because they were born with a poon?
You are granted a 6 inch dick capable of impregnation, but the catch is you can only ever use it with one person. Who would you want to use it on if it could be anyone?
>>37993204I'd just get a boyfriend and have sex with him. I'm monogamous so it's no different from what I plan on doing anyway.
How do I get over the fact that i have higher verbal iq as opposed to high spatial iq, which men tend to have, and as a consequence i have a stronger interest in subjects such art and music whilst i've never in my entire life expressed interest in things like engineering, math, or any other STEM subject? Also my index finger is longer than my ring finger ... if truetrans is real, then i'm definitely not one
>>37993539You can study things like that
>>37993554But i have zero interest in them. I don't care for them, that's the problem. Most people who study stem acquired an interest in their preferred subject as a child, meanwhile I had to brute force my brain into memorizing those subjects in order to not fail my classes, then forgot everything i learned the next day. In fact, i can't easily do anything above 6th grade math
>really fucking tiny ribcage after surgery and lipo Do I anamaxx or gym it up and be honest but the former sounds easier
>>37993631That'll just make it more rewarding once you do manage to learn it
>>37993646I can learn it, i've done it before. The problem is my lack of passion. For example i can't wrap my head around people who get excited about programming or complex math or robotics or anything like that. It's beyond me
>>37993656>i can't wrap my head around people who get excited about programming or complex math or robotics or anything like thatNgmi
>>37993656You don't have to be excited about something to be good at it. If you want a higher spatial iq earn it
>>37993674You literally can't do that...you have to be born with it. No one who has never took an interest in rocket science suddenly develops an obsession with it at 30. It starts in childhood. Why would it be any different now if i've done it before for the past 12 years? I have attempted to teach myself these things btw, but I gave up very early on because of my complete lack of interest>>37993667I know.
>>37992157Even if something is common if you know it to be stupid I can't see how it's upsetting outside of "Damn I don't like people I guess." This could just be a personality difference between us, but like I said if I find something to be stupid I don't respect it and if it's common that just means there's a lot of people I think are stupid, and the desire to have them respect me isn't there. I don't respect them so it's at least fair if they feel the same is how I see it. Respect is earned anyway. You treat them with civility by default, whether or not there's respect, but respect is something a person needs to be worthy of. So I don't feel slighted if someone doesn't respect me or has low expectations immediately because on an individual level I can just prove them wrong and earn it + I don't feel it's something that's just inherently mine to have for just existing anyway so it's cool. People don't tend to do that to me, my friends come to me for advice and to talk, so have random strangers etc. I've changed people's views drastically on things in my interactions. That comes to individual shit whatever bias someone has. Some of it is just saying shit like it's a fact even if it's just an opinion and you know you might be wrong, the possibility doesn't matter if you're wrong you can just learn and go "This new information changes things" so you may as well just talk like you're right. Things like that make people listen, if you sound sure and are calm. I've had a lot of people tell me I'm the calmest person they know (the irony there is internally I'm a lot of anxiety and nervous energy etc) which seems to help with people listeningI don't feel any shame about it, I know myself and I know I'm not what people might project onto me and I simultaneously know that those projections provide me with some level of advantage. No need for shame over shit I find dumb, and I think I'm incapable of feeling it unless it lines up with my own thoughts as shameful
>>37985110How many of you have a bimbofication kink?
>>37993799as in making a girl into a bimbo? yeah it's hot.
>>37993734>>37992157+ I just don't really see what's embarrassing about not default receiving respect for just existing (when anyone with sense who's worth respect will not just respect people without good reason) because basically no one does. The default state of a man in society is "canon fodder" and anything a man does beyond that role of being expendable if shit went down is them earning respect. Men start from 0 too with most of the world, that's not a woman thing. Needing the respect of people who aren't worth yours is just overconcern and you shouldn't respect people with stupid rigid views that are incapable of seeing individuals due to them anyway. Like idk I get that this is an issue for you, but I can't really wrap my head around it because to me it's just harping on and internalizing things that are meaningless and apply to no one.The ways being a kind person provides for others are ultimately invaluable and most people with sense don't take it for granted. Idk what I get from a lot of guys I've known well when woman stuff is discussed and I give my view is "Yeah but you don't count like a woman woman does" or some other shit like that. People I don't know well it varies, but again... there's that indifference that I have naturally. I think you should start considering the source when someone else's views or behavior make you feel shame about yourself. You feel bad because you've accepted this shit as something correct afterall right? But like... how fucking worthwhile are these people and their thoughts anyway? Probably not very, do you trust them on everything else? Or is it that you need to be accepted by them? That's a pretty normal thing to want, acceptance, but I can't really grasp craving it from people who aren't worthwhile other than at a level where it makes life easier.
>>37993539Is every man inclined to be a STEM major or are some of them artfags too? Are the handful of women in STEM not women?
>>37993701Which one is more important to you? Your desire to know more about stem things or your disinterest in it? You get nothing by doing nothing
>>37993828Obviously there are outliers and that doesn't make them any less of a man/woman. This is just based on incidence in the general public. A man is more likely to be an engineer than a woman, a man is more likely to be an interior designer and so on, and these things dictate how the world perceives us; so i'd have liked to have a natural inclination toward stem in order to seem more masculine. Women in stem also appear more masculine to outsiders and they receive more respect than women in other professions
>>37993846A wo*man is more likely to be an interior designer.>>37993840I've already decided my career plan and i'm not going to change it just because of my mental illness. I'm just saying i wish it were the case in an ideal world. And even if I did it, i'd crash and burn because again: you can't brute force your way through stem. You must have an interest in it in order to survive it
>>37993861How do you expect this to work out if you aren't willing to do anything about it? You have a problem, a solution exists, and you are actively choosing to ignore it. Don't complain about your problems if you aren't willing to put effort into solving them
>>37993701Are you interested in larping as someone you're not or something? What exactly makes this important? You're not a specific sort of person, but you're something else that people of both genders can be. Most men aren't in STEM careers either anyway. Your average person mostly just cares about what directly is going on in their lives and the people in it and doesn't give a fuck beyond like "Oh hey I saw a cool robot video on youtube the other day look https://youtube.com/shorts/6-DcH3UPhj8?si=XR5N-j3JkxE___AI " and done. Being you as you are is better than being an idea of who you ought to be to fit a caricature built on traits that are perceived as masculine that aren't you.
>>37993846Sounds like you give too much of a fuck about fitting an idea honestly... no offense just don't see what the value is in this. Living life according to your own values regardless of what other people think of you is more worthwhile than wishing you were someone else to fit some specific idea. Most men and women have shit miserable jobs where they're just low paid cogs in a machine and it's the same fucking jobs.
>>37985110>QOTTAbsolutely not. i am horny so I try talking to guys on tinder sometimes but they are all retarded so I think I need to try to get a real boyfriend. Sometimes I think about getting a girlfriend, but I am scared of the evil bisexual fat girls who tend to be attracted to me, I don't know if I would be emotionally fulfilled in a relationship with a woman>QOTT2No but I would adopt the aesthetic. My religion is called projective animism
Good morning FtMG.
>>37985110Will I pass if I sag like this or is it too poonercore?
https://youtu.be/sNH0Fx7MZ0E?si=U3S97F-QAkuBYLHe
>>37994128
>>37993656You don't get excited from programming. It's just easy. I suppose women think it's easy to remember fucking clothes brands. That kind of easy. Easy job is fun job. Almost relaxing. I know women don't have real passion, but it's this feeling of time well spent. I hope you can picture it.>>37993828Those are two different types of mental work.t. both an artfag (1 short stories collection and 3 poetry books) and I studied programming. Top of my class with my pakistani friend.American women ain't shit. Soviet women were the only ones to make good competition.I watched human behavioural biology on yt while I was studying for the last exam of law school.Get on my level, crazy cunts.>B-but...Yeah, no shit, Sherlock. You have no dick, no adams apple and no male brain. Better suck it up and man up instead of whining like a little bitch that God didn't give you the aesthetics that your retarded brain reeeeally wants. Maybe focus on having a personality, instead of a body, no?
>>37994259Who said they were the same? No one. Don't know what the rest of your rant is for, and it's not relevant, so I don't give a fuck about it.
>>37994128Maybe sag a little less. U don’t need ur whole ass out. When i see men do it it’s about halfway on/off their ass.
Hey guys, I wasn't gonna invade your thread but I didn't get any answers when I made my own so I have a question for all of you. For any of you guys who are attracted to women, where do straight trans men hang out or look for dates? I'm really not interested in cis men just because I can't see myself ever being able to be comfortable with them.
I envy fat poons. More men are fat than women are fat. They can go gym and look yuge. Or stay fat and hairy like a man. Whereas I instantly shit out all my food. Though I’ve found a gym partner. We are doing extensive planning (nerds why don’t u just go) But I think this might be my chance to get yuge
>>37995309I wish I knew. Everyone is a gay bottom. Usually skinny butch lesbians end up cracking If u wanna surround urself with skinny butch lesbians. Not the fat ones… they’re just butch lesbians.
>>37995401I think it would be kinda unfair to everyone involved to hang out with a bunch of lesbians as a straight woman and expect them to transition. That seems like a really shitty view on both lesbians and trans men.
>>37993701I grew an interest in programming while in my mid 20s and now I do it for a career while working from homeYou're just never gonna make it bro
>>37995459
Anyone have experience with travelling (within the US) for top surgery?
>>37991926>How do you express platonic affection with male cishet friends?A good deal of friendly cis-het male socialization is a mix of friendly banter, self-deprecating jokes, and friendly competition. It can take a bit practice to get it down well, but the good thing is with men, especially if they know you new to it, so tot speak, if you feel like your friendly banter went too far or missed the mark, you can be direct and say, "I meant that as friendly banter if I messed that up, sorry, but I'm a bit of a retard.">depends on the guy honestly, a good portion of my friend group is down for entirely platonic cuddles,Don't do this. Cis-Het guys don't cuddle with each other, ever. If they want to cuddle with you it is because they see you as a woman and want to fuck you.
>>37985122would placing the grenade into *** be better or not?>>37995506wish i could program from home...web? if so frontend or backend?
>>37995313>More men are fat than women are fatThat's not even true.
Fuck women, amirite fellas?
i have cured my addiction to weird internet porn
>>37995309i rot in my room.
thought id post it again for ppl who missed it new ftmgen discord server: https://discord.gg/kXqgFCj8MK
I need to stop hanging around my straight crush...He emphatically said "I like you!" because we were arguing about how I think everyone dislikes me. I had to fight so hard to hide how much it hurt to hear those words knowing that they'll always be 100% platonic.Why do I keep putting myself through this pain?
>>37998504The fact that most men who are actually fun to be around are straight is soul crushing.
I'm never telling people if I find out a friend is a terf again. Friend group hardly talks anymore since I told them about one of our friend's being a terf. Starting to wonder if they simply made a separate group without me. I thought I was doing the right thing since a few of us are trans but I think everyone just hates me now instead. It wasn't like I even told them to ditch the person. Just explained why they were kicked from the group but idk I should've just pretended I didn't see anything
t-dick report pleasehttps://strawpoll.com/wAg3Qw3roy8
my desire to impregnate grows ever stronger
Ftmg was so dead today. What was everyone up to today
Felt motivated so did a fair bit of deep cleaning, vacuuming, moving furniture and stuff. And yesterday I was motivated to do some mopping. It is really is incredible how much hair a long hair cut sheds. Don't get a long hair cat. Whatever cuteness is added by the long hair isn't worth how much hair I cleaned up. It really just works it's way into the carpet fibers.
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>>38001346zigger
Knowing how to twerk as a dude is weird but my (cis) boyfriend likes when I do it...
>The carpenter>carved into the dying souls>of mankinddddddddd>on the tomb of this unknown soldier>lays the tools of the one who for us has dieddd>tools of the carpenterrrrrhe died for us, wake up
>>38001434FTMs should twerk for cis men
>>38001814She used to be a hot tomboy, now she's a mutilated freak
>>38001939she wanna be ronnie radke
>>38001998why breedable tomboys do it to themselves
>>38002020glove is the only passer here desu
>>38002024thanks anon
>>38001434Why would you know how to twerk?
>>38002961Everyone does it's a very easy basic dance move
>>38000599No friend, anon?
>>38002961dont most ftm people know how?
>>38003294I don't
>>38003289Are you a nigger? Nobody considers twerking as a normal dance move.>>38003294I don't even know how to dance normally.
>>38003317>>38003391Ready to learn?
>>38003402No, thank you.
>>38003402Never
>>38003445>>38003451Why the heck not?
>>38003459Why the heck yes dood
>>38003467Twerking's the best way for an FTM to show how cool and manly he is.
>>38003477wow you'd lie to my face like that?
>>38003483I'm not lying. I'm dead serious.
>>38003459Because it's a waste of time. I don't like to dance and I don't even think twerking is hot.
>>38003494Pretty sure lying is a sin. I hope you will be punished adequately
>>38003513>>38003550It seriously is the dance of the FTM people.
>>38003559I don't care about what other ftms do.
>>38003595Not like the other guys?
>>38003606Do you think people should all just behave exactly like everyone else?
>>38003391>Are you a nigger?Weird racism but no I am white. It's a very basic dance move, you're just overcomplicating it.
i just tried to twerk and my pants ripped FUUUUUCKmy roomie saw my fucking ass
>>38003619A dance move that only nigresses and white women who wish to partake in sexual relationships with niggers do. It's a black thing.
>>38003642Why are you so obsessed with that anon? Are you from an area where people don't do this ever?
>>38003650I don't go to parties nor to any places where people dance, so I wouldn't know. But shaking your ass like a bitch in heat isn't a "normal dance move." The only reason to dance like that is to attract monkeybrained men.
>>38003676Sooo, would you dance like that to tempt a man into breeding you?
>>38003680No. I don't dance.
>>38003676>I don't go to parties nor to any places where people dance, so I wouldn't know.Why are you talking about things you don't know about anon
>>37985110is it possible to meditate T-induced horniness awayi'm sick of not having an outlet. why was my useless body castrated in the womb.
>>38003689I know that twerking was invented by blacks. I also know that it isn't normal to behave like a whore.
>>38003692Hi flux unrelated questionIs your mom hot?
>>38003872that is a strange question and i won't answer. why?
>>38004097I’ve been thinking a lot about getting dommed by a terf mommy lately. Just wanted to know if I could take inspo from your mom.
>>38004125my mum isn't a terf.
>>38004132Bummer. I thought most middle aged british women would be adult human female pilled.
>>38004146no. my aunt is a total terf thoughever.i love my mum very much :)
>>37994107evil femboy thing
Good morning FtMG.>>38005048Yes.
DO YOU EVER STFU FOIDS? Less talking, more cute vagina bois posting. Nobody cares what AFABs have to say.
>>38006253>Nobody cares what AFABs have to sayThen shut up.
>>38006282I'm a biological man, my little breedable vagina boi
>>38006293Then why do you look biologically female? Also I'm a girl.
>>38006364that ain't him, this is him.
>>38006375I know. That person looks biologically female.
>>38006380the pube beard and eerily soft skin gives it away.
>>38006401Also the eyes and fat cheeks.
>>38001395Fuck you.
Have any of you ever recreationally and consensually beat someone or had like a sparring fight? Or fantasized about it? Trying to figure out how normal this is
>>38006729When I was a kid/teen yes. I used to beat other kids up all the time.
>>38006364"girl" or a girl? If second:1. How old are you?2. How much do you weight?3. Are you white?
>>38006767Sorry, I'm not into ftms.
>>38006809Are you AFAB or AMAB?
>>38006913I'm a girl.
>>38006729Me and my boss get drunk at work and will sometimes start fighting for fun. We also have 3 person mosh pits on occasion too, but no one who works here is normal
>>38003293None at all
just swooping by to check in if any of yalls mayhaps be down for a cheeky piv sesh
ethereal cis twunk x ethereal trans twink is the GOAT pairing.
3/4 of this gen is chasers and/or cis m larping as ftm or vice versa Ftmg has fallen bros
>>38007279Why do you talk like a sperg? Are you mtf?
>>38007323I prefer older muscular cis men sorry.
>>38006729Only like choking, biting, whipping, cutting, burning etc consensually during sex. I enjoy being on either side of that. I like seeing and feeling bruises after, and drinking each other's blood is nice too.
>>38006729In middle school once i got into a fight at lunch. That was the only time I actually fought someone. When I’m mad at someone I do think of scenarios where we could end up fighting though.
>>38007445>Why do you talk like a sperg?i may or may not have spergers, but i do not have gender dysphoria
>>38006729>>38007572+ A friend and I used to throw rocks at each other for fun, hard enough to hurt that was part of the fun. Also most people play fight no?
>>38007344we should annex all the gaydens and chasers and larpers in a seperate genthe downside is that there would be no activity in here anymore
>>38007681The way you talk is extremely unattractive to anyone who is attracted to men. Just letting you know.
>>38007739I'm a gayden and I don't like chasers.
>>38007739We can keep some gaydens. No bottoms who only take cis cock. That could help a little. Not a lot though. We need to start putting posters in the streets. Everyone else gets annexed. We can induce schizophrenia onto ourselves to replace the larpers and chasers activity.Save ftmglandia
>>38008033>only take cis cockAs opposed to what cock?
>>37985110How autistic is it to have made up personal/local god-like figures? Is it over?
>>38007981you dont have to look at me during, and i can be quick
>>38008071You are getting sent to the chamber
>>38007999They like you
>>38008132As long as he can identify and resist he may be okay
>>38008132They like you too.
>>38008111No, genuinely. What kind of cock do you expect a gayden to take if not a cis man's?
>>38008101I don't do PIV.
>>38008250a dildo attached to a 19 year old theyfab with dyed pink armpit hair
>>38008266i respect your choice
>be post t-shot horny, jack off>smell fingers as usual>girlsmell is diminishing, smelling more like balls by the day>disappointed, loved my girlsmell and the smell of pussy in general>as time passes the man musk gets stronger and stronger>start finding this new smell appealing>maybe even intoxicating>fantasies go from being submissive to more dominant>getting aroused by just the idea of masculinization now>thinking about holding girls down and breeding them as a hairy, sweaty and animalistic force>all while getting more addicted to my own new smell>even the stink of my fellow trans men goes from gross to strangely arousing>All this in the span of just a few monthsHow much worse can it get? I am not even sexually active or interested in people in real life, or have ever been. Will that be the next stage
>>38008250There are several options. So much strap/PnP hate in this gen. You’re all hypnotized by sweaty chaser cock and obsessed with cum. >>38008267Or a passing ftm. Why did you mention theyfabs with pink armpit hair. What is wrong with U. Both of U to the chamber Save FTMGlandia
>>38008267I might as well just buy a dildo and fuck my own ass with it.
>>38008325>Or a passing ftmthat too, but i think a fat theyfab with gauges and neon dyed armpit hair is a vibe
>>38008325Strap-ons are for lesbians. I like metoidio dicks but I'm one of the only ftms who actually wants SRS so where do you expect me to find one? Cis cocks are everywhere.
>>38008281Good luck on your quest.
>>38008349Well whatever stds you want to contract is up to you.>>38008356I prefer my pnp. They are expensive though. Esp the ones with clit pockets. So i mention strap for the broke poons who want to experience the joy of topping and dominating. I also want SRS but U r right there is a drought. Every cis cock that goes inside you is just chaser cock. Has a cis gay top ever been inside u. Sorry for assuming but gaydens can help save us if they resist chaser cock. I believe with enough hard work u can find a loving boyfriend w a big enough metoidio poonis.
>>38008459I don't like any sort of plastic dicks, not even dildos. >Has a cis gay top ever been inside uI'm a virgin and only interested in getting fucked in the ass. I'm going to get a metoidioplasty before I ever have sex so chasers actually despise me. >u can find a loving boyfriend I will. He will be cis, though.
>>38008506Yea good luck. I just checked my orb and U r projected to get hit by a car within the next 3 years. Good luck on ur metoidio
https://youtu.be/OxgVmpAk538?si=OzrTIfDpAX_mgZJwhttps://youtu.be/vfBmYfnjLho?si=tpPEOuNCndJpie-S
ftms that only like cis penis are traitors to the party and revolution
>>38008577How rude.Anon, not only are post-op ftms extremely rare unicorns but even if I did find one penetrative sex would be pretty much impossible when we both have micros. On top of that, dating a trans person would be a constant reminder to me that I am trans and I don't want that. Cis men are not the enemy.
>>37985110I LUV L1DDL3 P00N3R$!!!!!
>>38008631im gonna get taken away then. i didnt choose this life
>>38008638You along with cis men are the enemy.>>38008631Yes sir. We need to take drastic measure to take them down. Then ftmglandia will be free.
>>38008851>you are my enemy because you won't let me fuck youQuite malebrained actually.
>>38008936Ok I lold. U can be spared and put in a cage and be a jester.
>>38008999I think I'd be a great jester.
>>38009274Looking into my orb it says the same.
>>38008638>dating a trans person would be a constant reminder to me that I am trans and I don't want thatNigha what
>>38008638>a constant reminder to me that I am trans and I don't want that.You aren't going to have any fulfilling sex or relationships if you can't even come to terms with yourself first
>>38009792Nice. Then I shall be your jester, anon.
>>38009795>>38009883You wouldn't get it.
>>38009946How is a cis man not going to constantly remind you that he has what you don't? Idgi
>>38009961i (mtf) would be happy to date a cis woman. just don't overthink it
>>38009961Well, I did warn you that you wouldn't get it. When I see trans people I can clearly see what makes them clockable due to years of looking at repfuel material online back when I was a teen. When I do that I also end up comparing myself to them and it makes me feel inadequate, it's like we're reflecting each other's flaws. Even if I wouldn't say it to their face, it wouldn't be right to feel this way about someone you're dating. Cis men are also less likely to bring up trans shit in conversations and I have no interest in discussing this sort of thing outside of 4chan now, I definitely won't want to discuss it after I have SRS.And weirdly enough I don't compare myself to cis men or see myself as inferior to cis men because I'm short or because my future pp will be 3 inches at the very best, and it's precisely because when I'm around cis people I don't tend to think about trans shit. It doesn't even cross my mind, I just see myself as an unfortunately short male. Essentially I just don't want to be surrounded by trans shit all the time and most normie trans people care deeply about trans shit. I want some normality in my life and I do believe a trans person can only get normality with a cis person. We'll balance each other out. >>38010009This is true. Dating a cis man just feels right. I can't explain it properly. I think it's weird for a tranny to push cis people away entirely like some t4t people do. I'm an assimilationist, not a separatist.
>>38010281Yeah that is entirely a you issue
>>38010009Ur opinion doesn’t matter in ftmglandia. U r Exlied>>38009938U have no choice it’s good u accept it.
>>38010281Yea this is why ur going in a cage
>>38010317Well, yes. But I'm completely ok with it. >>38010538Noooooo please, I'll be a good jester, I swear.
i want flux to rape me
>>38010715I want to rape flux
>>38010715i'm flattered but i just ate butter and sugar mixed together and now i feel really sick. are you sure this is the kind of man you want.
>>38009946https://youtu.be/e9fFNCm9Ic4?si=19Q1obPS3Tpcew7C
time to masturbate to fill the void
>>38012019Have e sex with twinks on discord
>>38010649>Noooooo please, I'll be a good jester, I swear.Remember when I said ur getting hit by a car soon?
>>38012265Have mercy, please. I beg of you.
>>38003294I don't, guess I twerkpass
>>38012367That twerk anon is a larp. He gets off on pretending to be ftm and knowing how to twerk. Very strange>>38012276I cant control whatother drivers do. Maybe the cage will be the safest place for u
>>38012469Oh lame, what a loser
What's up ftmg, how do I stop being a pussy? My partner is playing Five Nights at Freddy's Security Breach and it scares the fuck outta me. Especially the jumpscares. This is pathetic, wtf do i do
>>38012762>wtf do i domake sure you're screaming like a man.
>>38012797I want to not scream at all tho
>>38012762I remember Five Nights at Freddy's being really boring. That being said: No clue I've never had this issue. My mother was obsessed with horror movies so I grew up with them always being on, and she loves Halloween so from early September- late November I was basically living in a Haunted House attraction. Got used to that early on, it's like a default genre for me. I've played horror games since I was a kid too (they're my preferred medium for horror) so it's all just normal shit for me. It's like the default genre to me, if I don't know what else to watch and I'm watching stuff with other people I'll go with horror (on my own I watch war and silent movies usually) and occasionally action or something fucked up. I seek stuff out to see fucked up things and I appreciate that in a game.You could always try playing Outlast 'til you get over it. That one's nice and tense.
>>38012876exposure therapy, then. take the reigns and show freddy who's ready.
>>38012897Part of my issue is an active imagination that influences my dreams but with fnaf in particular it seems I've somehow gotten less immune to jumpscares? I used to not get scared by them, it's weird
>>38012906Got it, gonna draw him pregnant and begging for t-dick—I mean play the game
>>38012876Are you really screaming over a game? lol damn. I'm almost jealous the most that ever happens to me is I'll jump a little which makes me laugh, and it's no different than when my phone rings unexpectedly while I'm falling asleep or something. Being able to get scared easy seems fun, especially since after being scared or tense you get that rush. I've had a couple of bear encounters irl that gave that kind of rush and like I used to ride the train between cars on the outside and play chicken with cars to feel it, but if a game could do it that'd be pretty cool. I feel more fear and anxiety when someone says "We need to talk" and then waits a bit say whatever than I do with any of that and there's no pleasant rush after just mild relief, same with like standing in an elevator. I've known cis guys who get more worked up over horror than plenty of women, it's more of an even divide than you think, but screaming seems like a lot for a game.
>>38012915Oh I have a lot of nightmares and sleep paralysis regardless of what I watch/play so I get wanting to avoid that shit and doing so if you have triggers. I have a natural defense against jumpscares which is just that I can't concentrate on what's going on deeply enough to be affected properly. I'll be focused on something else and then the jumpscare will draw my full attention back but it's too late by then. That's why I like Outlast though, it's more just constant tension and pressure over jump scares, and I prefer that.
>>38012969Yea i scream. It's embarrassing and only started happening about a year ago. I don't know why, it's like i somehow became more sensitive
>>38010281> I want some normality in my life and I do believe a trans person can only get normality with a cis person. Bitch you ain't never in a million years gonna be "normal" even with a cis person. You're messing up the "normalcy"
It is rude to compliment someone's cock and balls?
>>38013204No, are you stupid
>>38006253cAN YOU READ? being without power for over 24 hours is third world level shit. maybe your polack ass is used to it. so primed to hate women that you cant even say women, instead 'afab'. how dry is your cock buddy?
>>38013212What if they get offended by it?
>>38013233Then they're dumb ass hell, unless they have bottom dysphoria
Paranoid that I gave myself rhabdomyolysis by trying out the ab crunch machine
>>38012897My sister likes fnaf but she likes it on a technical level and plays dozens of fangames. She can't talk to any of her friends about fnaf because they are just in it for the lore not for the grind
Any work from home job recommendations for someone Inexperienced? Need one badly ftmgIm in California if that matters
>>38008086so fucking cool, reminds me of disco elysium. got any more art to share?
>>38013036Might be that your nervous system is shot desu. Shit like that doesn't get me, but over the summer I've noticed my hands shaking when dealing with stressful people. I can hide it well enough and it doesn't keep me from reacting and standing my ground when I need to, but it's pretty shit to have my body betray me because I generally stay calm otherwise and I don't appreciate the additional stress + being able to stay calm is helpful in terms of making the other person uncomfortable when they're being difficult. When stressful people aren't getting enough of a reaction while also not getting their way it tends to make them burn themselves out quicker. Being stressed and on edge or dealing with a lot can lead to some weird reactions and sensitivities unfortunately, anything else going on can come out in weird ways. Though that being said I mentioned the necessity of focus for a jumpscare because if you've found that improving that could also be why. Shit like that is often just something unrelated manifesting in some irritating way. However I've known cis guys who can't handle horror at all so don't get too in your head about it that way. >>38013214Isn't really, happens in the US during extreme weather situations and in more rural places. I lost power for 9 days in a bad blizzard years ago, it was unusual, but shit happens. >>38013806I just remember trying it because people were so into it + it's a horror game and being disappointed by it. Checking security cams and such wasn't immersive for me and it didn't take very long at all for me to just give up on the whole game.
>>38013789If you're not peeing brown then you're fine
>>37985110how does one go about getting tested for being intersex
>>38016250I dunno but why do you think that might be? I've had similar thoughts
>>38016283>naturally low estrogen levels>inherited pretty much all of my dad's features and none of my mother's (i saw a photo of him in his mid 20s and we were 1:1 in stance/build except for tits)>narrow hips for someone born female as well as a lack of curves>broad shoulders>long midface>thin hair>cleft chin>big skullthis is all stuff i noticed even before i transitioned. i guess it could just be that i simply inherited my dad's genetics because i wasn't a late/early bloomer or anything.
What do you think bros? Can a dlc win game of the year? And if a dlc can count as a game and won, why Elden Ring and no others?
>>38017000I think that you should get pregnant
>>38017000what game are we referring to here?also has anyone else downloaded half life 2 it's free on steam atm
>>38017124Thanks for the reminder, forgot to have a couple friends download half lifeWe talking Elden Ring projected to win game of the year on it's dlc. Never been done for other games that have released major dlc.They also have a community support category so if your dlc is free you go there. But paid dlc has never been considered "a game" on its own enough to win game of the year
>>38010281>Dating a cis man just feels right.Ok breeder. Go get pregnant
>>38014833Shot nervous system makes sense, damn. Come to think about it in general I've been way overly reactive physically when that wasn't such an issue before.
I'm on a roll destroying my friendships this past month wow. Should I be lonewolfmaxxing til I rope?
>>38013036I think Testosterone is linked to heightened Fight or Flight response.
>>38017393What's wrong with FtM getting pregnant? It's in your AFAB nature
>>38017124Yeah I got it over the weekend, but I haven't played it yet. I haven't played anything in about a week. >>38017510What happened? When friendships end I just figure there's room to meet new people and don't worry too much about it since if they're ending they're probably not good to be in right in that moment. They're also a chance to look at my own behavior and how I relate to other people. Things that are solid can be mended in the future if not immediately anyway.
>>38008086foidcoded artI swear nobody in here ever draws like a man lmao, i've been trolling you deluded women for years and shit just never changes
>>38018119Well that's the F in FtM anon it's female to male generalYou're gonna be talking to afab individuals
>>38018356the problem is nobody ever becomes a ''M''Please someone prove me wrong
GOOD AFTERNOON FTMG
>>38018119>for yearsyou ever considered a hobby like woodwork or perhaps blacksmithing
NEW THREAD>>38018726
>>38018598I'm a freelancing handyman, I visit this clown factory board once in a while to gauge if society is almost done catering to you people
>>38018447I don't think you're ever gonna be proven wrong tbhon
>>38017513Im not on T, im pre-t like a loser
>>38019182>woman on estrogen>act like a woman>''why does this happen, I'm a man?''
>Mogs you