>>38020178
The fuck is "female rage"? Is it like normal rage except you don't actually do anything because the big strong men can easily put you in your place if you do?

>>38020206
>Doesn't know what female rage is in 2024
Ngmi

>>38020178
take your shots, retards

>>38020178
Should I just become transmasc?
Transmasc is basically not non binary, but it's not a T ftm either? Right?
Or did I get it wrong?

>>38020206
kek, this
I do have anger issues if that's what OP means though. My strats are
>go play a boomer shooter
>listen to metal music
>work out
For that. I'm also interested in joining an underground fighting org. Something similar to Fight Club.

>>38020230
No. I have seen how ftms can end up looking.

need a ftm repper to take her rage out on me

>>38020284
I'd take T if it could turn me into what I'd be like if I had been born male. Considering what my dad looks like, I'd have probably been a massive D1 athlete if I was born male. But due to estrogen poisoning all I am is a slightly taller than average foid. At this point, taking T would just make me an ugly balding basedboy.

>>38020226
No seriously what is it

>>38020178
I'm repping until I can actually prove that I am disciplined enough to dedicate myself to working out. Taking T while still having zero muscle and all this foid fat would end in disaster. But considering my lack of mental fortitude, I will probably never get to that point.

>>38020319
Where are you from? We should become sparring partners. Don't hold back. Let's kick the shit out of each other until you're too tired to move. And if you're a cute girl or a cute bottom, I'll cuddle up with you after and tell you me punching you in the gut till you throw up and kicking you in the jaw till your mouth bleeds all over the pavement is for your own good. Its because I love you and want to make you stronger. And when we fuck, I'll make sure to leave scratches and bruises all over your body so everyone knows who you belong to.

>>38020342
>At this point, taking T would just make me an ugly balding basedboy.
Yea this I'm 20 it's basically too late unless I want to be fugly basedboy
Better to just stay as woman and try to be androgynous at least

>>38020376
Drop down and give me twenty. If you don't, you're a sissy. And all the hot girls around you are gonna call you a sissy too and they won't wanna go out with you.

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>>38020178
I hate my retarded female life.

>>38020178
I don't know which group I hate more ftm or mtf

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>>38020230
I'm nine months on testosterone and I'm just as pathetic and womanly as I was before, hrt has done nothing to improve my mood or make me motivated to put effort into my transition or life in general. Conversion therapy would be a better use of my time than this shit.

>>38020392
>We should become sparring partners
i'm probably too much of a pussy for that. but punching each other and then having rage fueled sex sounds kinda hot

why did you just copy the current ftmg theme
women are retarded

>>38020731
We didn't?
Ftms are also women btw.

>>38020614
Work out, go out, talk to people. Get a job or something. Ya fucking tard.
>>38020643
I agree. Its getting my pussy kinda wet thinking about it. If you like taking it up the ass its definitely something you should consider. You can scratch and claw at me too while we do it. It'll only make me go harder.

>>38020490
Im kind of into that tbdesu. I wish I was a pathetic male and women would humiliate me for it.

>>38020178
how have none of you killed yourselves out of misery yet
just inject the testosterone and stop being vain idiots

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>>38020206

>>38020178
What the fuck is female rage. I hope whoever makes these threads with these retarded ass editions goes to hell and dies you stupid foid what the fuck are you repressing you could fit in with any group of mentally ill women

>>38020806
Personally, I'm a workaholic who plays vidya by night. Running on 6 hours of sleep for years when you know your brain needs 8 or 9 reduces emotions to a blur.

>>38020178
What's the bottommost on the left from? I swear I've seen it before

>>38020827
i guess i just think about how miserable and confused i was when i repped for 10+ years and how happy i am now i'm on T
but i was a cishon lesbian so ymmv

>>38020825
She's hot. I want to eat her ass.

>>38020806
I dissociate all day and pretend my body is my girlfriend

>>38020206
>The fuck is "female rage"?
if you have a mom or sister you've probably seen it
>t. guy

>>38020349
It is what it is, dweeb. You totally wouldn’t get it

>>38020768
>If you like taking it up the ass
never tried more than a few fingers
>its definitely something you should consider
like i said if that actually happend irl i don't think i would manage to endure it and would just start crying like a retard lol

>>38020806
>just inject the testosterone and stop being vain idiots
I'm 20 and I would rather be a hot bitch than soi boi no thanks!
Better to die from rope than to poon out after 18.

>>38020826
Ok hon

>>38021487
genuinely how did you (a 20 year old foid) end up on the bald man with glasses website

>>38021530
One of my male friends show me this site two years ago when we were in HG. But I started using it in late 2023 when I was 19. Basically got addicted, I'm not regular here anymore. 40 mins a day max.

>>38021530
For me it was the video games.

>>38020178
I fucking hate ftms BUT especially when they have one of those ruined transition and they basically just look so retarded and like foid waste do those people seriously think they look like men LOL they don't even look like women they look like fucking scum I fucking hate them they haunt me in my dreams because they're so fucking ugly all fat hairy pooners with green hair and gigantic chest hair in combination with colourful piercing and stretched ear lines deserve to be killed and tortured because having people this much ugly on earth should be considered sin. I hate ftms bene when they're attractive but holy shit I can't with pooner phenotypes, they seriously deserve to be erased from earth. They unironically think they look like a biomale chads or 2D femboys, mean in real life average muscle woman is closer to chad and fucking theyfab is closer to 2D femboy.
Ugly pooners simply should be eliminated. NOW.

>>38021500
>Everyone I don't like is a tranny
Ok retard

>>38022213
my mommy says i'm very handsome you bitch

>>38020206
>The fuck is "female rage"? Is it like normal rage except you don't actually do anything because the big strong men can easily put you in your place if you do?
It's pretending you're suicidal for the 39th time so you can post "I almost killed myself waaaaaah" and then your friendzoned simp will send you $200

>>38020614
>I'm nine months on testosterone and I'm just as pathetic and womanly as I was before, hrt has done nothing to improve my mood or make me motivated to put effort into my transition or life in general. Conversion therapy would be a better use of my time than this shit.
At least has your manclit gotten bigger?

I haven't done abs in months. Today I finally decided to start again. And I trained abs for three hours.
Now they hurt a lot, but somehow I like that weird feeling of pain in my muscles and abdomen.
After workout I decided to eat something after 9 hours of starving. I ended up throwing up everything.
It was disgusting.
I feel weird but so fucking alive. I can't sleep. It's like I drinked few cans of monster and mix it with coke.
Waht is this?

>>38020226
I don't know what it is either. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>38020806
Cultivating a more balanced and happier internal state, I'm not miserable.

>>38023005
Coke always just made me feel extra sober, uppers don't work on me properly, it sucks.

>>38020768
I'm employed and (currently) in college, though my social life is pretty lacking. Working out is what I have the hardest time with since I can't motivate myself to do it at all.
>>38022498
Barely, my growth seems to be stunted.

I'm cool with most mtfs but I can't stand pinkpillers. They say they transition for social reasons and are happier with their lives as a result. I repress for social reasons and I'm miserable and hate myself. Fuck my stupid foid life.

>>38023406
What's your dosage? At least 60 mg right? Cause to me you sound like you're on a giga mega poondose.

>>38024099
50 mg the entire time, I do have some bottom growth but it isn't nearly as large as I would like and it barely can get hard.

Bump

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>QOTT: how does female rage manifest for you
Bro just repress it lmao
>>38020178
How many of us are chasers and/or lesbians?
>>38020544
Boring! I love not being a male ugh. Being a female man is awesome.

>>38025735
You're not real. Kill yourself

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>>38025740
Lil bro jealous frfr

>>38025752
Of what?

>>38025764
You are probably a gayden

>>38025777
You will never have a trans girlfriend

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>>38025790
AHAHA I hit the target wow.
Why are you repper gaydens like this?

>>38025802
I'm not the one thirsting over the most masculine trans women imaginable

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>>38025818
Masculine? Tf...
I think you are confused lol. I like skinny, hairless, small bobbies, big eyes, long hair and tall... Not masc???
I also like femminizing them so getting them pre hrt and turning them more and more in a woman.

>>38024074
>I'm cool with most mtfs but I can't stand pinkpillers. They say they transition for social reasons and are happier with their lives as a result.
Wow almost like 99% of "mtfs" aren't even trans but just transmaxxing incels who continue to have their male personality years after transitioning.

>>38025735
>How many of us are chasers
Only you.

>>38025849
>Wide shoulders
>Large ribcage
>Narrow hips
>fucking bulge
>"feminine"
Be for real.

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>>38025866
You girls are so boring. Liking men is trash.

>>38025880
Most of us are lesbians

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>>38025875
twinkhons are more femminine then bighip butches prove me wrong.
>>38025895
Are you exclusive to cis girls then? Why?
I have only dated cis girls for now and honestly I want to take a break...

>>38025912
I'm attracted to some trans women but I don't consider myself a chaser. You're lucky to date so much you need a break, I'm too masculine and autistic for most women kek

>>38025931
adding to this, *too masculine for most lesbians

>>38025931
All my exes loved me being hyper masculine. Maybe it's just the autism. Or if you are on T or something?

>>38025802
To be a gayden is to be subhuman

>get transbian to take out my ftmrep rage on as cope
>she brutally mogs my entire existence
it's over

>>38025963
not on T yet. Really considering it if I'm not even gonna be able to have a cute yuri relationship as a repper

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>>38025972
Finally some sense!
>>38025981
Go to the gym man tf, getting moged by a girl is fucked up...
>>38025986
Are you fem4fem?

>permagirlmoder
>only sexually attracted to ftms
How the fuck do I make this work

>>38026001
are you a ftm repper

>>38025998
>Are you fem4fem?
naw I'm butch4fem
>>38025972
go back to bed terfanon

>>38026009
I'm on testosterone but I'm never socially transitioning

>>38026001
I think a lot of straight ftms would be proud to have a "cis" girlfriend. Or are you worried you might get jealous of him?

>>38024074
Both misery and self hate can be worked on without other things in your life improving you know. Sounds like a load of shit but it's true nonetheless.

>>38025735
I'm not a chaser or a lesbian, I'm bi and prefer men. Though I have terrible taste in/luck with women so I'm put off of them for life potentially, at least for anything serious. I'd mess around with a friend maybe and that's where that ends now, but I've dated women in the past (which is why I have zero desire + physically more attracted to men anyway so there's no reason to bother)

>>38025912
Neither is particularly feminine in that case.

>>38026035
Straight ftms are largely insufferable and don't want someone who's ever been on testosterone, I'd only date one if had never gotten on testosterone in the first place.

>>38025880
>Liking men is trash.
You like men who wear dresses I like men who wear pants we are different.

>>38026097
This lol
Every trans person I hate is HSTS
HSTS mtfs and ftms should be erased from earth so we can save bit of air.

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>>38026062
Why men? Personally I' put off by their personality, looks and everything lol...
>>38026034
Yeah I get that. If I were to get on t I'd do it exacly like that...
>>38026015
Personally I hate the term butch.
Anyways... it's weird that you aren't that successful as a masculine female. Are you not pursuing and just waiting for them to come to you or smth??'

>>38026108
>>38026118
Agp and gaydens are the shame of the community

>>38026126
HSTS mtfs are literally just bitter fags who hate every single afab they hate u too btw XD

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>>38020178
And they call ftms mentally ill
We should ban trans porn or sissy hypno, then shit like this won't happen.

>>38026140
I don't base my opinion on other's. Yk being independent in your thinking? Stop caring about other people and man up.

>>38020178
>femrepgen
>female rage
this thread HAS to be bait
just hang out in normal repgen or normal ftmg unless you love emphasizing your own femininity and female-ness every other fucking sentence. you're all sick fucks who enjoy being bitches and just won't admit it. fuck all of you fakeass afabs. just kill yourselves or start testosterone already. kill your shitty parents. kill your stupid kids. and start testosterone or stop posting or fucking throw yourself in front of a train or off of a tall building

>>38026120
I tend to just click better with them and while I'm physically attracted to both I'm more sexually attracted to men. Can't really logically breakdown preferences like that too much, some things just are. Guys can have pretty varied personalities same as anyone else, though that being said I tend to specifically like nerdy guys with a good sense of humor who are intelligent (obviously I prefer when they're cute too.) Neurodivergence is a bonus just because in general male or female I connect to them easier.

I also have a thing for voices and men tend to hit that for me more than women ever do. If I hate your voice you could be a 10 visually and it'd make you a 0 for me, and someone who isn't attractive but has a really good voice is more attractive to me as a result.

No matter how attractive I find a woman or how well we connect etc there's just a something missing underlying all of that.

>>38026118
>>38026140
Okay let's be honest. You never see an hsts in a cringe compilation, it's never straight trannies being made fun of or used as examples to take rights for everyone else. I don't even hate you guys but those are the facts.

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>>38026180
I do not get it but you seem happy.

>>38026202
>muh optics

>>38026174
Repgen is a miserable place and occasionally the men who wish they were women get triggered by actual women being there, there's more of them than us so a separate place is easier. Ftmg is better but they are or want to transition and the different priorities can affect the way things go when it's brought up.

I'm content to stay alive thanks, dying will happen anyway so I may as well see where this goes and I have loved ones and things I enjoy doing and would like to do etc. Not to mention it doesn't work with my spiritual views to do either of those things. Testosterone would never be helpful, I'd just be an effeminate and uncanny looking 5' tall sideshow. It's preferable to be a woman than a weird little faggot (I'm bi but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ still... realistically this is how it'd be)

>>38026120
I love the term butch, I relate to the experiences of butches more than any other demographic. I've pursued the one and only lesbian I know of and she rejected me. Everytime I go out I try to be kind to women but I'm an agoraphobic shut in so I don't go out much.

>>38026202
I don't want tranny cringe complications so I wouldn't know. But in my experience HSTS are either transmaxxers or just bitter fags who want to bang hetero men and see every single afab as some competition. This obviously cause them to show their misogynistic side.
NEVER saw this amongst transbians, and I have been in trans spaces (both mtf and ftm) for years now.
HSTS ftms also suck yes.

>>38026213
Yall are so into acting like children. I need to know why...

>>38026211
I don't think it's really possible to completely "get" another person's preferences without sharing them. Lot of attraction is unconscious stuff that can't even be fully grasped by the person experiencing it.

>>38026238
I like transbians, they are fine and fun
I have good friendships with both them and straight trannies. I just find gaydens weird and annoying.

>>38026174
>just hang out in normal repgen or normal ftmg
>Come to "normal" repgen
WAAAAAA GET OUT OF HEREEEE FOIDDDD YOU CANT SUFFER YOU CAN'T BE TRANS FUCK YOU HOLE GET RAPED GET PREGNANT YWNBAM
>Come to "normal" ftmgen
WAAAAAA GET OUT OF HEREEEE FOIDDDD YOU CANT SUFFER YOU CAN'T BE TRANS FUCK YOU HOLE GET RAPED GET PREGNANT YWNBAM

lmfao.

>>38026238
>HSTS are either transmaxxers or just bitter fags
Is this irl or just 4chan lol? A lot of the trannies I met were like cishet women. Into the whole cishetsexism thing as a fantasy but overall normal...
>NEVER saw this amongst transbians
I don't hate transbians either but to balance it a bit I have had a negative experience with a couple poly transbian ftm chasers. Love the transbians as a whole but I don't think they are as perfect as you think they are...
>HSTS ftms also suck yes.
Lmao. I don't get this honestly...

>>38026263
Schizo. Maybe ftmg is like that but I can't imagine anyone on repgen saying that

>>38026286
Becon of truth

>>38026335
*bacon
Ftfy.

>>38026251
>I like transbians, they are fine and fun
One of my best friends is transbian, unironically she's most intelligent person I know.
>I have good friendships with both them and straight trannies.
Meh, straight mtfs aren't fun to talk with they just give that flamer faggot energy that is like james charles but 10000x more annoying. Or it's transmaxxers who shit on theyfab (unironically) I simply fucking can't deal with that.
>I just find gaydens weird and annoying
Hm. I would say I'm 50/50 on gaydens. They are either annoying and childish, or just geeky. I would rather deal with gaydens than straight ftms.

ftm reppers and mtf reppers are natural allies. Don't let them divide us!!!

>>38026341
>They are either annoying and childish, or just geeky.
Ok I fuck with the geeky ones even though it's a rare breed
>I would rather deal with gaydens than straight ftms.
Why? what have straight ftms done to you anon?

>>38026345
AMEN!!!!!!

>>38026307
Repgen is full of men who assume everyone there is also a man who wants to be a little girl, when they find out this isn't the case a fair few of them will reee and sperg about it because it triggers them to interact with a woman. Most of them genuinely seem to want their safespace to wallow in misery and take comfort in the idea that everyone there is miserable in the same exact way as them so they can't feel anyone might be better off.

>>38026118
All hsts ftms are inherently better than me but I still wish they would be wiped from existence so I can rep in peace.
>>38026213
Optics are in fact incredibly important, and hsts trannies deserve a better reputation than what we've given them.

>>38026307
> but I can't imagine anyone on repgen saying that
Repgen is full of depressed men who want to be women. And they can get triggered if biological women are around.
I'm not saying all of them are like that but there absolutely are few posters who don't want afabs there.
Which is desu, original repgen is supposed to be amab space for repressing mtfs. Afabs coming there and screaming how much we want to be men is disrespectful, so I can see why they get hostile sometimes.

>>38026356
Yes, they freak out at AFAB presence, and rightly so. We face different problems so it's better if they have their own space.

>>38026354
>what have straight ftms done to you anon?
Same as hsts mtfs they're simply annoying and it's giving "i hate being a dyke so I MUST transition".

>>38026381
I have not seen an instance of what you are saying but sure...
Personally I liked being a dyke but I prefer being myself.

>>38026369
I've honestly had decent conversations with a couple of people in there before, but the ones who get triggered get very triggered when that's in their face. They're adjacent issues, but some can have trouble seeing that due to the "grass is greener" mentality that people can have.

It just doesn't work to share a space ultimately, and it's not about a "need to be special" like that OP was implying, but just what the rest of us seem to know which is our presence can be upsetting and unwelcome so it's better (for everyone) to have a separate space.

>>38026369
>Yes, they freak out at AFAB presence, and rightly so.
>We face different problems so it's better if they have their own space
This. If we come to an mostly repressing amab space and scream how much we want to be men it would be simply retarded. We are similar, but still, it's two completely different worlds with different issues.
It's better to separate us and let them have their space where they can discuss about their (unique) issues.

This is the same as saying that we don't need ftmgen and mtfgen when we could just have transgen.
Yeah see it doesn't make sense.

how do I find a ftm repper friend?

t. mtf repper

>>38026445
EU?

>>38026451
nope. merika

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>>38026457
Come to Italy and let's eat pizza mozzarella together and cry

>>38026416
+ In my case I tend to leave out specifics unless they're relevant and not talk about what I am and what my dysphoria was. This is best for conversation, but it's unrealistic to have every single woman always do that to keep things from devolving in a space where talking freely is desirable.

The point of group generals is people with common experiences coming together, while outsiders are ok being one means you have to tread lightly sometimes.

Like I'm not going to graphically describe some of my reasons for not transitioning in FTMG because it'd be shitty and potentially insulting/triggering for people there.

>>38026483
I've been to italy before, well i've been to Sicily the armpit of italy.

Maybe I'll be over there in the next year, very real possibility.

>>38026499
Not that anon, but my Italian great grandmother used to call Sicilians niggers and would've definitely told you you've never been to Italy.

>>38026499
Again in Sicily or?
>>38026519
She's right you know...

>>38026461
You want to be femoid THOUGH...

>>38026519
Sicily is kind of a shithole I agree.

>>38026528
>Again in Sicily or?

I could go anywhere in italy *probably*.

>>38020178
My boyfriend was a femboy in HG, this is a repper right?

>>38026546
>Sicily is kind of a shithole I agree
It was fine 30yrs ago now it's ruined

>>38026528
Yeah I know, just can hear her voice whenever someone mentions Sicily or being Sicilian. My internal monologue spergs and just thinks "Nigger" ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>38026546
She was from Naples so not a great place either.

>>38026556
Milazzo has a spectacular beach, and I really mean that it's the nicest beach I've ever been to. But then they built an oil refinery near by and the last time I was there there was garbage in the water. Such a pity.

>>38026567
I mean, Sicily is full of blacks now so...
>>38026572
Yeah, Europe will be ruined by the end of 2030s

>>38020178
Global warming kinda scares me. Anyone else?

>>38026567
My Sicilian grandmother said "We invented stealing". She disliked the place and was happy when she came to america.

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>>38020178
Femboy astolfo or tomboy astolfo, gen?

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>>38020178
Anyone else get sad when they see things like picrel? I don't think being a man is that bad. Alot of cis men around me say that they would rather be a man than hole.

>>38026593
She left Italy a long time ago. She died in her 70's when I was like 4 and I'm 38 now.

>>38026605
Not sure how she felt about Naples she'd only talk about it in the context of getting cheated out of an inheritance. I've only been to Rome myself. My godfather has been living outside of Florence for about 20 years now and likes it there, but has said negative things about Southern Italy.

>>38026601
I feel completely indifferent desu, life gonna go where it goes.

>>38026682
Do you live in Italy now?

>>38026691
Nah. I'm in Pennsylvania and I grew up in NYC.

>>38026712
Traitor

>>38026733
How so? I'm part spic ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Typical Brooklyn Catholic mutt. Last time I lived back there (was back and forth between there and here for a while) I left to get away from heroin so done with that shit.

How do FTM reppers cope into their 40s and 50s?

>>38026679
Why do you get sad? Because a manchild or a man giving up his manhood for foidness?

>>38026920
I'm 38 now and my dysphoria is gone and has been for years at this point. It was severe and it started <5 and was at its worst in my mid-late 20's. I was actually considering transitioning or top surgery at that point and even tried to kill myself partially because I was worried about ending up in the position I'm in now.

I had no idea back then that I could be happy now. I had it in my head that life had to go some specific way for me to be comfortable and happy and all that other shit that turned out to not be true.

I used to be really resistant to the idea that changing my internal state and perspective could provide peace and contentment without external things changing (though many of those things are different now as well) because how could I feel better in a bad situation when the situation was the problem and not me? The thing is... even if something is a problem how you see it, your baseline state etc all affect your experience of said problem. So by going within you can find things worth holding onto that help with the baseline state you're in and then the problems start to feel different, some are not as pressing, others dissolve and fade away, and the person you've grown into who's dealing with all of that is different than who you were before.

That shit a lot of people don't want to hear aside, in my experience it's more painful to deal when it feels like there's options you haven't explored. Transitioning very late in life and having it work out are unlikely, so when that idea is just totally gone there's no "what if"s to focus on or daydream about and all you've got is what's in front of you then you're forced to accept it and move on. Lack of choice makes dealing with things easier than multiple unappealing options do.

>>38027045
Do you think dysphoria is a mental illness?

>>38026920
>How do FTM reppers cope into their 40s and 50s?
some have a son, become soccer moms/tiger moms and have a midlife crisis when the kids move out

>>38027051
I think it's a symptom that can have many underlying causes that can be hard to pin down, but all seem to involve some kind of mental/emotional state. I have spiritual views on this as well that I won't be sharing, but they play a large part in my own views. However, to ground things a bit for conversation's sake I think declaring it as a mental illness in and of itself would be a bit blind.

For example if someone is experiencing fatigue there's no single thing to point at it could be stress or something like CFS or cancer or a million other issues. Hearing other people who have dealt with dysphoria and how they view it, themselves. the world etc have made me relatively sure there's likely not a single cause and this is partially why treatment is tricky and has mixed results.

>>38027130
has* my bad I'm high and tired.

>>38020178
iwnbaw

>>38020226
what is it just hormonally induced bpd

>>38027130
>I have spiritual views on this as well that I won't be sharing

Based. I'm a theist and I can understand.

>>38027256
Nice. The spiritual side of things is honestly the largest component in my view, and also a big part of what helped me through it personally. As a result though I can feel a bit detached when it comes to discussions. For as much as I do share I keep a lot more to myself because it's easier and will fall on deaf ears for the most part usually anyway.

In my experience though the spiritual component is the most helpful to focus on when it comes to dealing with and understanding it. Though thinking of it as punishment isn't helpful.

>>38020178
>female rage
Isn't female rage just a film/entertainment media term? How does it relate to real people, or are you all
pretending that you're just characters someone wrote to cope or something? Genuinely curious about the interpretation of that term other than the fiction thing.

>>38026616
I prefer how the femboy one looks like.

Those of you that have partners: how? Do you just ask out random people? Or through dating apps?

>>38028630
We were friends first but also random people just ask me out. I don't use dating apps but anywhere online where you talk to people it's possible + just going outside. I've never made the first move before, so I don't know how that works.

>>38029202
What the fuck. Are you just naturally pretty or what?

>>38029229
I'm not everyone's type but a lot of people tell me things ranging from cute-gorgeous so idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I just look like me to me and I spent most of my life incredibly dysphoric so idk how to make that judgement call. Just been my experience that people who want to date or fuck are everywhere, friendships with men and women can easily lead to more. I'm oblivious sometimes too, an ex from my longest relationship spent 4 years trying before I realized anything.

I'm approachable I suppose even like little kids and wild animals will come over to me so other adults are no different and people who are interested aren't either.

>>38029202
>anywhere online where you talk to people it's possible
I guess I should try to participate in local social media places.
>just going outside
Do you mean this literally or as in "join 50 interest clubs, go to theater, festivals, events"?

>>38029322
I meant it literally I don't like going to events or stores or bars. I've met people just going for walks and stuff. Been asked out just running the the store to get a notebook or walking into a gas station etc just being outside doing day to day stuff. I've never been to a club.

>>38029368
or stores when I can avoid it*

I don't like being inside of buildings filled with people much at all is the thing.

>>38029312
>wild animals will come over to me
This is some disney princess shit, lol. What kind of animals? Ducks?

>>38029391
I have deer friends, and I used to have a chipmunk friend and I've had shrew and wren friends. Also one summer I used to smoke weed in my garden and talk to this baby raccoon out there.

>>38029414
Oh, that's cool. I wonder what makes animals see you as a safe human. Wait, are you the person with Elizabeth the deer?

>>38029438
Yeah lol I was just about to look for pics of her.

>>38029368
I guess it's a cultural thing, here I've only had people shout random shit at me or have questionable circumstances of meeting someone (when I was younger, had an older guy follow me on his electrical scooter and ask me where I live lol. Should have offered to suck his dick back then, now that I think of it, maybe it would had lead somewhere?). Usually normal people only come up to ask for directions and then go away.

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>>38020206
>The fuck is "female rage"?

>>38029543
I've had stuff like that too, been followed and all that, but also just really normal interactions. Like one time I had to wait around in a store and I ended up talking to one of the guys who worked there and it just turned into learning about his life and stuff naturally or I had this guy come up to me while I was having a cigarette and walking a roommate's dog and he told me I passed by his job all the time and he really wanted to say hi. He was really nervous, it was adorable, but I ended up having to move so nothing came of it. Creeps though too yeah, have had people just touch or try to pull me down empty side streets etc. But online even like 4chan I've met people. Meeting people is easy, meeting people I like and feel connection with is different/rare

>>38029567
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>38029567
Care to explain what does this story have to do with this?

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>>38028630
>Those of you that have partners: how? Do you just ask out random people? Or through dating apps?

>Be me, first year uni two years ago
>School is having a trip and we are staying at hotel
>Older boys are in same hotel as us
>One day boys decided to throw a party and invite all girls
>Didn't know anyone, shy af but still come
>One of my friends introduced me to one guy who have similar personality as me
>We started talking about anime and shit
>We got drunk and went for a walk away from everyone
>We got drunk again after walk
>Go to girls room while everyone is at boys room
>After 15 minutes we started making out
>I sucked his dick after
>Sleep together in boys room later
>Next day we bought LSD and weed from some local guy my friend know
>have anal sex while drugged
>Teacher almost caught us
>Come back home after 4 weeks
>"Maybe we should date?"

Now he is sleeping in my bed LOL

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i want to die because i'll never be a 6'3 250lb muscle bear

>>38032797
I want to die because iwnb twunk chad

>>38020178
I fucking hate hsts mtfs and ftms. Fuck you.

should i do the same thing as my dad and date/marry a ftm repper?

>>38020178
reminder that even the highest tier of women, can get physically destroyed by an average man. take your T and hit the gym

>>38033942
We know that.
And real man can also destroy a ftm in seconds.

>>38033939
If you're fine with me roping after few decades sure

>>38034000
but my mom isn't ded

>>38034019
Uh ah

>>38034019
Oh damn, you still haven't checked on her. I didn't even need to rush.

>>38032797
>tfw 6'0" 220lb
>remember guys trying to recruit me for the rugby or powerlifting team
>just wanted to be a skinny little girl
I try to understand FtMs but I just can't sorry.

>>38034560
>Oh damn, you still haven't checked on her. I didn't even need to rush
huh?

>>38034626
When was the last time you spoke to her anon?

>>38034774
yesterday, she's doing well :)

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>>38029795
First example:
>Whenever Erika realizes something is missing, she instantly knows whom to blame: the only possible culprit. You bitch, you bitch ! Erika furiously yells at the superior authority. She grabs her mother's dark-blond hair with its gray roots.
Second example:
>She pretends to tie her shoelaces in order to prepare a noose for the next passenger. Almost casually, she viciously pinches the female calf to her left or her right (these women all look alike).
Third example:
Picrel.

I just started the book, but I've seen some yt video essays on how she even hates herself.
This is an all encompassing rage: against the dear ones, against strangers, against herself.
The world is hatred, for her.
When was the last time a man was able to express this? Satan is a whiny bitch in Paradise Lost, compared to her, just like Holden Caulfield.
Satan should represent all-encompassing rage against God, who is literally "All in All" (1 Corinthians 15:28)!

Female rage is everything, but most importantly, it doesn't stop at the emotional, irrational one: it is also cold-blooded, calculated. This is what Hollywood tries to show in OP's picrel.
Hollywood somewhat fails to understand that rage doesn't need a reason to exist; Hollywood uses revenge to justify female rage.

>>38034607
fuck off apathetic jerk

>>38034607
Maybe you should rope ;D <3

I fucking love gooning.
I fucking love porn.
I fucking love squirting.
I fucking love jumping on dick.
I fucking love anal abuse.
I fucking love cum.
I fucking love dick.
I fucking love sucking.

>>38026368
maybe you want to go there to help you repress
all these men who you appreciate enough that you want to be them want to be what you are instead which could make you appreciate what you are

>>38036918
Huh, okay, I think I got it. Thanks.

>>38037046
>tfw no ftm repper gf who squirts on your face
why even live

>>38037357
I'm not that anon, but this is illogical. Someone else wanting what you have doesn't make you want it more if it's some cause for distress in your life. Dysphoria is a symptom of a larger issue, it can be treated, but someone being jealous isn't helpful. Most people don't base their whole life around who might be envious of them outside looking in, I'm sure some people do but... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ that's not typical. You're talking about something that needs to come from within as if it can have some external source, and it doesn't.

>>38037801
it does help at least temporarily and who knows what dysphoria
maybe it only works one way because men have more things to be proud of and a change towards masculine qualities is positive

>>38038136
Guess it helps you to feel people are jealous of you, personally jealousy makes me uncomfortable. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It also has no effect on my internal world because I don't care about other people's thoughts and feelings in that way.

I care a good deal about other people and their experience of life etc and so on, but not over shit like that. Jealous people are bad vibes, I prefer they turn their gaze elsewhere and what other people want for themselves and what I want for myself are different. If someone wants something I'm not going to want it more just because I could have it and they can't. You must be a very different kind of person if this makes you feel good, because to me it's completely foreign concept.

Men have their upsides and downsides the same as women, equivalent in my view, and mainly people are just people anyway. You have to be heavily biased towards men to think that last bit, and I'm not so... also not a thing.

There's no nice way for me to say how retarded I think it is, so I guess I'll just say I think this is a retarded way of looking at things and stop reaching for something out of my grasp.

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Girls, what would you do if you would get raped, impregnated, and forced to give a birth?

>>38038195
your long reddit posts and stupid emojis is why you're disliked on repgen

>>38038209
Give you child and leave.

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I try not to be judgemental of mtfs because I know theory of mind and I can understand dysphoria going both ways. But I can't help the fact that shit like this makes me seethe a little.
Imagine being chad thundercock and going "hmm, I don't like embodying peak human performance. I want to look like a pudgy breeding cow with mounds of fat on my chest instead."

>>38038213
I don't care if people dislike me, chances are I dislike them too so their thoughts and feelings don't matter. Besides lol they could never hate me as much as they do themselves and don't like much of anything at all so... why would this be important at all?

>>38038246
you're so above it all huh then why do you need repression

>>38038255
I don't anymore, my dysphoria is gone, however it's something that had a big impact on my life and so it's of interest to me to see how these things go for other people and occasionally I can help someone out.

Not about being above anything though, I don't think like that about myself or other people. Everyone has virtues and flaws and so on, no sense in putting myself or anyone else on a pedestal. However it's not really a concern to me if someone I probably wouldn't like (due to having clashing views and personalities) hates me when they hate themselves more, why would it? If anything it's kind of funny because whatever vicious feelings they have towards me will always pale in comparison to what they feel when they look in the mirror so really by that measure they don't even think I'm all that bad and in fact they probably prefer me to themselves. What's not amusing about that?

>>38020178
>repressor
>"female" rage
?

>>38038255
>>38038320
+ I guess it's not really shocking that someone who bases their feelings about themselves on whether or not people feel envious of them thinks that there's gotta be some "holier than thou" thinking on my part when I say the things I do. That's just you putting your perspectives on other on me though, take a step back and think about how you're talking to another person not a reflection of you and you wouldn't jump to such idiotic conclusions.

>>38038339
others*

>>38038331
This is female repressors general we are all women moron

>>38038414
You people are men. Get over it.

>FTM
>Being men

Oh my sweet summer nigger

>>38038233
>Imagine being chad thundercock and going "hmm, I don't like embodying peak human performance. I want to look like a pudgy breeding cow with mounds of fat on my chest instead."

If they gave up on being an attractive man, at least I know they're actually dypshoric. Literally, imagine being born as 10/10 6'5 chad thundercock that transitions to 5/10 average, unspecial pudgy white hole.
You only have to be either mentally ill or simply have dysphoria problem.

Most of mtfs here were ugly men pre trans this is why they believe women live on easy mode thus they transitioned because of that.
They're not trans basically they're just non dypshoric transmaxxers.
Which would be fine if they didn't cry about theyfabs being fake trans or whatever. Even after they transition they're still playing their "AMAB good AFAB bad" card.
I mean, they're transmaxxers, maybe I'm excepting too much from such people.

>>38038504
We have wombs
How are we men

rule 30

>>38038601
rule 34

>>38038504
What makes any of us men?

>>38038642
wheres the porn that includes ftm reppers?

>>38038590
Because they need to cope and by viewing anyone dysphoric's gender based on the dysphoria rather than their physical being they validate themselves. Need to believe the mind (or soul which is honestly a more valid approach to this) isn't aligned with the body and is the core of a person's being. So that would make us "men." I asked them to explain but I would bet on what I've said being the case.

>>38038692
I guess reverse trap or tomboy?
Maybe dom mommy?

>>38038719
Man = AMAB
Female reppers = AFABs
Being male is not a haircut, or personality, or suit, or watching sports and playing video games.
Male= someone who is born as biological male.

Nothing more nothing less. We will never be men.

>>38038755
Yes, but I don't understand telling me that when I'm betting on why someone else called us men. Reality has no place here, no need to inject it.

>>38038734
cute

how are you trans and transphobic

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>>38038755
You will never be a man, but you can be a cute breedable AFAB boi.

>>38038812
Repressors aren't trans.
We are just women with gender dysphoria.
Obviously we are going to be transphobic.

>>38038846
Based. What's your discord cutie?

Do FTM reppers hate seeing men complain about anything because to them it's like "You get to be a man, what are you complaining about?"

>>38037757
Come here and I will squirt on your face everyday

>>38038845
>You will never be a man, but you can be a cute breedable AFAB boi
Is that a with short haircut who bind her tits? Or?

>>38038924
Woman with*

>>38038233
I understand but from the male perspective it's the same as seeing gigastacy decide "hmm I would rather be a balding manlet"

>>38038584
>Literally, imagine being born as 10/10 6'5 chad thundercock that transitions to 5/10 average, unspecial pudgy white hole.
Chad is going to have a hard time being a 5/10 passoid. At 6'5 the only way that's happening transition is if he was built like a twink beforehand

>Which would be fine if they didn't cry about theyfabs being fake trans or whatever.
Depends if they're on T or not

>Even after they transition they're still playing their "AMAB good AFAB bad" card.
I'm an AGP AMAB repper who's kinda misogynistic and just wants to be a gay dude in a woman's body lol

>>38038924
When will you newfags learn not to respond to the polish pedophile. He is severely mentally handicapped and not worth giving (you)s to.

It's a mental illness. There's nothing "logical" about wanting to transition. People with body identity integrity disorder think it's more "logical" to want to be handicapped.

We're all fucked up nutcases. Simple as that

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>>38038924
He identifies as a boi. And he's breedable, so I wouldn't call him a woman.

>>38038970
Fuck off you fat creature

>>38038910
>Come here
would if i could

>>38038812
I'm not trans, I experienced dysphoria for a lot of my life and chose to not transition. I'm not transphobic either I support people making their own choices and if it helps them that's cool. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>38038902
No, that's dumb. Everyone has problems and experiences pain throughout their life, gender has nothing to do with that. Personal views on someone's life don't change how it feels for them to live it anyway. Gotta have virtually no empathy to think this way.

>>38038986
You can have an illogical feeling and still do rational things about it. I'm incredibly claustrophobic, but no one who gets in an elevator with me is going to know that without me saying it because I know that what I feel is due to a phobia and that my anxiety is probably unfounded and letting it control me is needless. Do I prefer to take the stairs? Absolutely but not always possible. Dysphoria is no different, you feel stuff, understand it's stupid and carry on, if it gets really bad then that's difficult of course but the simplicity of what needs to be done never changed.

>>38039064
>You can have an illogical feeling and still do rational things about it.

Repression is rational.

>>38039177
I agree, though I'd argue it's not entirely irrational for someone to listen to and trust a doctor. I guess I think of the word "nutcase" as implying too insane to do things like that and try to function etc which is where I must've misunderstood the sentiment in your words.

What other board to (You) frequent besides /tttt/?

>>38039325
dumb typo, meant boards

>>38039325
/diy/, /fit/, and /d/

>>38039563
>/d/
I'm convinced there are more females on /d/ than you'd think but they are just into completely different shit
T. male who just self inserts as women and futa

>>38039325
>What other board to (You) frequent besides /tttt/?

>r9k
>gif
>d
>Int

>>38038991
>He identifies as a boi. And he's breedable, so I wouldn't call him a woman
I didn't call that person woman I just asked what is breedable boi

>>38038969
>I'm an AGP AMAB repper who's kinda misogynistic and just wants to be a gay dude in a woman's body lol
Nta but why do you want to be a gayden if you can just be real gay lol

>>38038986
>It's a mental illness. There's nothing "logical" about wanting to transition. People with body identity integrity disorder think it's more "logical" to want to be handicapped.
>We're all fucked up nutcases. Simple as that
Took you long to understand?
No matter are you afab or amab if you're trans you're either
>Gooner / fetishist / AAP / AGP
>Sexist (this manifest in many ways btw)
>Victim of traumatic events

>>38039615
Maybe. I like to self insert as giant insects/monsters

>>38039769
>why do you want to be a gayden
I don't? I just want to be a malebrained AGP in a female body
Being a gigafembrained FTM is like the literal opposite of that
Female socialization sounds like hell tbhon, I'm a shut in as a male and I want to be a shut in as a female

>if you can just be real gay lol
I'm mentally way more okay with having sex with men as a woman than as a man

>>38040385
>I'm mentally way more okay with having sex with men as a woman than as a man
This is life story of every HSTS.

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>>38020178
>Anorexia relapsed after year
>Gender dysphoria came back after two months
>I'm addicted to porn again
>I will probs start smoking soon
>I'm ghosting only three friends I have
>I'm arguing with parents all the time
>I'm not going outside
>I'm in my room whole time
>Days are completely wasted, it's basically just 4chan anime and video games
>I'm turning 20 soon and I'm still unemployed

There is simply no escape. I realised my life is just a hell circle that never ends. It just stops and come back. But it never truly ends.
I hate everything.

>>38040818
I'm AGP lol

>>38041193
You still want to fuck men
You're HSTS
HSTS can have agp

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>>38040897
Winter holidays are coming to fix everything.

>>38039325
/d/, /u/, /vg/, and occasionally /g/

>>38039325
/pol/
/x/
/b/
/lit/
/an/
/ck/
/fit/

>>38041683
>/pol/
Seek help.

>>38041708
I love /pol/ though.

>>38041760
That's even worse.

>>38041826
Why?

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Post em if you got em.

>>38042570
>BTS
wtf anon.

>>38040897
Anorexia is retarded. Take the /fit/ pill and work out. I love groping my biceps, instant +10 to mental health.

Anyone else have male humiliation kink? Nothing turns me on as much as men inflicting humiliation on themselves(trannies, sissies, diaper trannies, autopedophiles, and basically any pathetic, gross and humiliating fetishes)

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>>38042570
I almost forgot that YouTube has that function.
Fuck, seeing how girly my recap is kinda making me hard now, lol

>>38039325
/pol/, /d/, /gif/, /aco/, /trash/

>>38043034
Mine surprised me, top one was a song I play to distract my birds from nesting because the female loves it. Top band surprised me too because I definitely put on other stuff more and I'm assuming it's because it's 10 minute songs and shit.

How do I find a dnd group that consists entirely of hot cis women? Trannies make me feel existential dread because I don't want to end up as one of them, and men are boring (sexually). If I could pull this off, I would consider repping 100% worth it.

>>38044123
Lol. That doesn't exist.

>>38044287
Sad.

>>38044379
True though.

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>>38044123
>men are boring (sexually)
Elaborate pls
>>38042703
What? I use soundcloud and soulseeker for non-normie music.

>>38044567
>Elaborate pls
I mean I'm not attracted to them.

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>>38044614
Ah pff, lol, my bad.
Either convince your hot "friends" to have a one shot campaign, or go on the discord server of critical role (and similar yt channels) and find the women there.

>>38038991
in order to be 'bred' or 'breedable', you need to be a female, woman, afab, ovaries. a 'boi' is a degradation of the word 'boy', which, when aimed at an adult, is borderline an insult, especially when that adult isn't MALE or a MAN in any way, shape, or form. 'he identifies as a boi' makes zero sense. hang yourself. kill yourself. anything. please. all your 'breedable afab bois' will go back to what they are meant to be, blonde, christian, breeding holes (WOMEN, YOU RETARD), for alphas such as myself. the slavic mind can't even comprehend this. no wonder your country is a commie shithole. hitler was right

>>38040897
they need to make more people like you

>>38045462
stop getting so worked up girl you dont have to respond to him

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https://on.soundcloud.com/hXqex

>>38047810
Hate your taste in music so much.