do you ever miss your ex?
>>38075934Yes. I miss everyone who was once in my life but isn’t any longer. Some more than others.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=C8ObuTETiQ8
>>38075934all the time god it kills me sometimes I fantasize about what she would think about how I've changed and how it would feel and be different to be with her now in a body that feels like my own
>>38075956this. one hundred percenti said goodbye to my soulmate one time. i never said goodbye to my family or dog or horses or people i would never see again.i know it is the last time and sometimes they do also and i dont say goodbye.it is interesting in life the moments where it is the last time whether you are aware or not it is the last.sometimes when i know it is the last time i will only say "i love you" near the end of last words. and swallow that down.cowboy life. bring the next ones.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXqNwcrVq_Q
>>38075956This
>>38075934pretty much every day. he moved to florida and i never got to say goodbye. it haunts mei always wonder, what would he think if he saw me now? and the answer that comes to mind is "disappointment"
>>38075934Not really, I just feel guilty mostlyWe made it two more years after I came out but I was really miserable and felt like I couldn't really transitionI broke up with her last month
>>38075934All the time. We've stayed friends, but even after all this time I still have feelings for her. She's moved on with her life and is even more successful than when we were together. On the other hand, my life has only gone downhill. It hurts, and it feels so embarassing that I'm still holding on to this.
>>38075934not really? i miss the nice memories i guess but not really the person themselves.not that thats much of a surprise when the relationship didnt end on a good note, she cheated on me a week before 5th anniversary so no big surprise i feel nothing for them now
>>38075934it has been like 4 months and still yes a lot
>>38075934I do and I miss them everyday even though its my fault for driving them away in the first placejose imy im sorry
not really. i used to and i still think of her every now and then but i've seen her a couple of weeks ago and she's just so different from who i knew, like a shell of herself. but what kills me is sometimes i see cute girls on my phone and they all look like her
>>38075934i miss every single bit of hershe made me feel happy, safe, and i dreamt of a future with hernow she's goneim trying to move on and its really hardshe said i did nothing wrong and that i am one of the most wonderful people in the world, but i feel like she made the best decision possible because she deserved way better
>>38075934i've moved on in the sense that i wouldn't want to get back with them, but we had been friends for a decade and we had a beautiful beginning of the relationship. but dysporia was eating me alive, it destroyed us. made me absolutely miserable to be around when i could be bothered, i treated our bed like it was only meant for sex and sleep instead of a place we could be together, and sex made me feel angry & judged & isolated. they ended up cheating on me with a guy that made them feel wanted for the first time in years. then in my post breakup rage i burned every last bridge we had connecting us and i can't ever repair that friendship.at this point i wish i could just talk about it and genuinely apologize. tell them that i learned how to be happy, that i take care of myself, that i learned how to read a room, that i learned how to give a shit about the people around me. i wish it hadn't taken losing them to figure it out, but i did actually learn and change.i hope you and your bf are doing good Sky, i mean it genuinely.
>>38075934I used to. But as we remained very good friends (we see each other every week basically and do holy days together with our friends) and as we changed further I now realize we are much closer now as friends than the last months we were together, which kinda hurts and it's kinda good.She's a good person and we enjoy each other's company, but I wouldn't get back into a relationship with her, what we have now is much better and healthier for the both of us.
>>38075934like you wouldn't fucking believe. i planned to marry her then one day she realized she was a lesbian and dropped me stone cold to join a trans polycule. i alternate between being happy she found out before we tied the knot and fantasizing about killing her partners with my bare hands. legitimately i doubt i will ever get over her or fully heal from this.
>>38076909i hope and pray this is the outcome for me and my ex. they moved to my state for us to be together after being friends for a decade. we dated for awhile, they tried being poly and it ended up badly as i got mistreated and they chose their other partner. the breakup was earlier this year, and the worst thing is losing my best friend. i realize that they weren't truly the best for me, but fuck do i miss them. not even romantically anymore. i miss being close to each other and i miss showing different acts of kindness of love for each other. we're apart of the same super small internet friend circle, but i never see them in person anymore. and they have their own group of friends revolving mostly around their partner. i feel like ill be excluded forever.
>>38076973I hope it turns out well for you. My ex has a partner, but she doesn't forget her friends and spends a lot of time with us.Helps that we live in the same city.
>>38076917i'm in a similar situation, we were engaged and then she got poached by a polycule out of nowhere and moved in with themi couldn't eat or sleep for months and honestly i feel so retarded thinking she was the one while it was so easy for her to just vanish
>>38075934All the time, but my aim is improving.
yeah she died roughly a decade ago and she still haunts my dreams from time to time
>>38075934i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her its painful to only be friends
Yes and no. I miss my best friend (before we dated) than I do my ex more than anything
>>38075934pair bonded with my ex, loved every part of her especially how her mind worked, even when her mind tortured her a myriad of ways wish i could make it better. i’ll miss what we had forever
>>38075934I dont even know what heartbreak is like.kill me.
>>38075934No I guarantee my exes miss me far more than I miss them
>>38076909Dang, wish that was what happened with me and my ex.
>>38077056thank you. sadly as much as id like it, i find it hard imagining my ex would ever go out of their way like that for me. not that theyre a bad person, just that...they are extremely passive. the type to not make plans, not think about inviting others, the type not even think about compromising to make plan work. just overall a wet towel on that front. maybe that's a bit to mean. maybe they only ever did that to me. but for a long time now i would suggest something, they'd say something was going on that day, and it would be up to me to figure it out without any help from them. i don't know, im just sorta venting at this point. i think all the time how they're just a 30min drive away and i could go see them anytime, despite knowing itll never happen.the reason we broke up was they asked their partner to move in with them without first telling me they were even considering that. but the truth is i think they are just an extremely weak person at relationship with others, contradicted by an extremely charismatic personality that seems to draw people like fish to water. despite once being as close as we were, now that the bond we had was severed they don't know how to even begin rebuilding it. leaving it to me. again.
>>38075934every day, its been 3 and a half years since we saw each other
>>38075934i wish a million times i wouldve been better to her. I think she was the only decent person i have ever met. She's kinda like a role model for me now
>>38077083im so sorry anon its bizarre that this happened to both of us. i feel you though. the pain is so acute it overwhelms everything. we're gonna make it, somehow.
>>38078605Youre better off for it. Stay single king
>>38076917>>38077083Was she babytrans?
>>38081280>that...they are extremely passive. the type to not make plans, not think about inviting others, the type not even think about compromising to make plan work. just overall a wet towel on that front. maybe that's a bit to mean. maybe they only ever did that to me.if they're adhd that's how they are with everyone
>>38076917This is just a weirdly common phenomena. It happened with my ex but it was a hellhole where I accidentally joined a poly. She learned she was lesbian because of me then dumped me and her original partner for a new girl
>>38082943fuck, this may end up being the case for me
>>38075934I used to, but I loathe what he has become since we broke up.I just wish one day I'll find someone like who he used to be.
>>38075934yes tbhon.I miss sucking her girldick
>>38075934I wish she never left me. It was so sudden and everything we had seemed perfect until then, but she said she just didn't love me like that anymore. Now I'm going nowhere in life and watching her succeed, wondering why I'm so unloveable.
>>38075934I havent had to deal with ANYthing of my ex's in over 10 years, so no.
>>38075934Yeah my most recent breakup is the only one that made me understanding writing songs about exes, all the little moments and inside jokes are just going to die without something like that to keep it safe
>>38075934genuinely not at all
>>38075934yes and no. my last relationship i got beat and raped by him but that was 5 years ago and i havent had a relationship since
YeahWe still talkMaybe we'll be together againIf not, I'll be okay if shes okay
>>38075934imagine having an ex lol
>>38086887>Maybe we'll be together againare you going to ask her?
>>38075934yeah, but i doubt xe miss me, so fuck 'em
I'm 26 and i've never had a bf or gf, so I can't "miss my ex", checkmate
>>38086953We've dabbled in that idea but the distance is too great between us and she has plans and other thingsI wont hold her to return and neither she does for meI'm being dumb in thinking its possible,
>>38087032:(damn
I loved her and hoped to marry her until she became verbally abusive after moving in with me and was lazy and basically hated acting like an adult.
>>38075934He's not my ex, as he's never even been a partner for me, but I'm a trans girl and there's this trans guy who I'm really good friends with, but we're just that, friends. He doesn't want anything more, and it breaks my heart. I wish I had him in my life as my own every single day. We talk just about every day, and he means so much to me, but I value our friendship and don't want to risk breaking it. I don't know what to do.
I'm a BPDemon parasite and miss NONE of my exes.I hope from one host to another and drain their energy, then leave when they can't handle the love bombing. I'm basically the opposite of >>38075956 I haven't experienced a death in my life that makes me think "well fuck, I'm sad, I miss X". I've only ever celebrated my freedom, and focusing on the next target.
>>38075934I don't know. I feel like I do but that might be because i'm a tranny now and don't think i'll ever be with someone again and she would have been accepting if I hadn't repressed like a moron until it blew up our relationship
>>38082367in my case no. shed been out for ages. passed socially and everything. i introduced her to my mom even.
>>38082943They are not :{
>>38082367i'm curious why you ask
>>38075956god samee, i hope god can make me less broken in the next lifet.bpdemon
