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Sir Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing edition
old >>38460224

QOTT: What are your long-term transition goals?
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>>>/lgbt/bmg is now a thing again for the fakemoders
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>QOTT
the tittyboy from cowboy bebop
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>>38477739
>qott
turning into ashes
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>>38477739
I just want to live and I have to figure out all this fucking gay retarded gender bullshit before I can even start addressing my relationships with others and my sexuality

I'm probably manmoding forever but I refuse to hide what I am too
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fuuuu
i thought i'd be living close(r) to stockholm now but of course things fucks up if they can...
instead i am in a beautiful apartment with a great view and lots of light and shit... in bumfuck nowhere with like zero lgbt people around
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dead general
everyone is in bmg is my best bet
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>>38477739
>probably move to a nicer hon-friendly area (potentially leave the entire country to do so)
>social transition completely
>get a couple surgeries when i get the money but nothing overboard just stuff on my chin and jaw to reduce dysphoria even if i still don’t pass
>hopefully if i move to a bigger hon-friendly city i might even find a hon-loving bf
>pay for my friends surgeries too
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>>38477739
>manmode until I finish university
>save up for FFS/take out a loan
>continue manmoding because manmoding has become a part of me that I can't shed
>get SRS at some point
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you guys have plans for the future?
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I was just planing to kill myself when I was 18 but i didn't do it so now I'm just kinda aimless :3
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>>38480208
Shit bro stop procrastinating
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>>38480270
procrastinating what. i have a shitty job and im probably going to socially transition this year and whatever I just think my life is empty
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I want a cock up my ass or my imaginary pussy
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>>38480285
Just kys lmao, all this effort ur gonna put in is a waste
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nvm it's just larry. i dont like talking to men
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>>38480208
many troons plan to killing themselves before 30 so maybe that's a plan?
>>38480370
larry is june
and larping as himself too
case in point: zero verification they are who they say, but still posting "new" pics
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it is not me lmao, i am feeling just depressed now
>>38479944
as it should be
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>>38480424
ps post proof you're not larping
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>>38480457
haha nice meme, i don t want my face here anymore, especially with timestamp
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>>38480472
you don't need a face pic a hole is fine too :3
jk just take a pic of your room with a timestamp
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I look like a tranny
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i look like a grue
that's after ffs too
i think i gonna sue
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getting outted sucks so much the same coworker who called me genderfluid some time ago yesterday laughed and said "why is a woman in the mans changing room" when i entered. so fucking embarrassing. death to all cis people
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>>38481139
kys
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i just told my boss im going to start HRT and manmoding and she was like "what? I thought you were a cis female ftm repper!"
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>>38481188
dude fuck off
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lol
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forecast: heavy baiting
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>>38481171
>emm youare bragging
shut the fuck up I'm suffering
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it's kinda funny how I come here saying "wow I look like a man and people gendering me female makes me feel like shit because I do not look female" and half of the replies are "fakemoder", "youre bragging" "kill yourself". none of you would bear a day being me
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pls stop making this gen, you have bmg go there, and the real moders just go to repgen, plenty of mfs there are on hrt..
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who am i suppose to post on bmg if I'm 28
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Detransitioning to date women? Yes or no.
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that's not a reason
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Good morning, man moder general!!!
>>38481430
>none of you could bear a day being me
Hahahahahahahaha
Nigga i am the og pitypasser, please do not get cocky… also there are (supposedly) men itt who dont even look cute or twinky, so count ur blessings or something that you are non-offensive looking enough to get hugboxed by strangers!
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>>38482019
i have short hair. it's not pity passing theyre making fun of me
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>>38481478
kill yourself, child
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>>38482112
Only making fun of you if you are in womens clothes. dress like a guy and nobody will know
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>>38482132
but men's pants make me dysphoric
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>>38482159
Thats stupid, its just fabric.
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>>38481879
never, I might finally consider trying to date women again now that I'm on hrt and stabilizing a bit
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>>38482171
but i doesn't show my feminine curves
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>>38482244
WHY ARE YOU TROLLING ME
Fuck off ugly
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>>38482250
I'm not trolling i just have kinda of a weird relationship with my gender. sorry
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>>38482263
You will never be white
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>>38482250
if it bothers you then stop engaging with it, it knows what it's doing

reminder >>38477836
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>>38482267
thank god
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>>38482269
i go by it pronouns too btw. and i really wish youd stop downplaying my venting as bragging
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>>38482295
retarded bitch
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>>38482305
if I posted face you guy would immediately understand why I should be posting here but I guess having complicated feeling about gender is forbidden
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>>38482330
oh that's fascinating and I really feel for you and will consider more deeply in the future the complexities of our gendered presentation and fashion reflecting our anatomy as it is or as we wish it to be seen but have you considered >>38482305
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>>38482373
not funny + didnt laugh. really wish people here stopped being so bitter i have nowhere to go
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I laughed and that's all that matters
you aren't clever or original, and I've watched a million things like you pull the same schtick to varying success
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Manmoders come in all shapes and sizes<3 everyone is valid, everyone is welcome:)
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>>38482501
what about manmoders wearing exclusively women's clothing and using she/her pronouns and a feminine name and come here exclusively to discuss how they get gendered female? teehee so silly and valid
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fakemoder raids
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I'm not even saying anyone isn't welcome or valid I'm just calling the malefailing idiot "complaining" about their feminine curves and said malefails a retarded bitch and reminding it that bmg exists
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bmg is just full of giga passers
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bring back cmg
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>>38482576
do you not see the problem with that statement? it's recursive
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I've literally never ever malefailed haha
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>yea bro youre a fake moder
>please go back to bmg retarded bitch
>youre bragging and pulling the same thing other did
meanwhile i look like picrel
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>>38482521
Literally nobody who hangs here is like that...
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>>38482631
Ok, I was defending you. But no you don't. Shit like that doesn't help lmao, cause nobody who posts pics like that ever legitimately looks like that.
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>>38482631
me irl

>>38482652
it was gross hyperbole, scroll up to see someone "complaining" about malefailing and wanting to show off their feminine curves
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>>38482668
i unironically look like that thoughbeit
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>>38482668
ok I was exaggerating but I look like a ugly man and it just upsets me how people here keep saying I "pass" actually and that im bragging
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>>38482670
The curves thing can get me sometimes, but I have literally zero curves so I might just be a hater.
>>38482696
Stfu bitch lol
>>38482701
I guess it's just always such a funny back and forth. People saying they are significantly uglier than they are, other saying no they actually pass way better than they do. It's all so pointless sometimes.
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no one who is a manmoder malefails
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>>38482758
true, 7 years hrt post ffs never malefailed btw
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>>38482772
you're not that guy
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ew
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>>38482726
>It's all so pointless sometimes.
now you're getting it
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>>38482772
>7 years
are you lying right? i look way worse than you and I malefail
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>>38482802
he's just a miserable little pile of lies
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>>38482802
You new here? Junes trolling.
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I've been on HRT for 14 months or so and I have never ever malefailed
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>>38482791
i look like that and say that
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all malefailers should kill themselves slowly
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You can only complain about never malefailing if you have hair that goes past shoulders.
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I malefailed a few years ago in a target, the aftermath was so bad they had to close the store
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>>38482833
not new I just can never really tell
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>>38482860
I had longer hair for a while and it didn't matter at all lmao
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im a ugly man with cones tits how i have a gf is beyond me
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>>38482802
5 years + hair transplant + chin surgery
close enough....
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lol, ew
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>>38482874
Having longer hair the first couple months hrt doesn't mean anything jynxi:)
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>>38482922
I wouldn't malefail with long hair now either
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>>38482901
Being ugly doesn't preclude you from having relationships or hookups. What some of yall incels need to understand..
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>>38482950
It doesn't effect me at all if you believe me or not sweetie. But I think it would help if you grew it out:)
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>>38482962
yes but have you stop to think my body ia fucking disgusting and these cones dont even look like real boobs
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>>38482576
Nobody in bmg passes. manmoder is seen as a slur for “ugly” so cuties dont like using it
Doesnt mean they pass haha
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>>38482962
doesn't it? how do i ever get a bf as an ugly neverpasser then?
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>>38482975
your trolling is frustrating
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>>38482911
Who did ur ffs?
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>>38483023
leave vampy alone youre a loser
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>>38482962
this is true! my being kind of conventionally unattractive and an uncanny genderfuck nightmare is honestly among the least of my problems and fairly well-handled at this point, and while it isn't doing me any favors it is not at all what stands in the way of my finding intimacy
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prog is honscience
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>>38483034
oh that's vampy? I didn't want to be rude, I just can't tell if I'm being trolled sometimes
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(You)'re always being trolled
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>>38483030
Dr. Onzin
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I wish I was a clothing designer
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>>38483002
But there are a whole shit load of people who think your body is attractive. That's just the truth. Your gf obviously thinks so.
>>38483020
Might need to lower standards.. or work on self confidence issues
>>38483023
I have literally never been dishonest with you.
>>38483035
Yeah i think people forget that mental issues can keep potential partners away just as much if not more than looks can.
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>>38483137
I wish i was the creative director for chanel, the nigga they hired to replace virginie is not it imo
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>>38483149
>mental issues can keep potential partners away
true, but not what I meant in my case, the problem is more preclusive
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>>38483171
I'm not going to lie, the clothing that I want to design is crazy malebrained, like mostly militaristic clothing
my parents won't give me their sewing machine, otherwise I would have already tried making clothing
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>>38483194
Based, google “junya watanabe” he makes really interesting mens clothing
Try hand stitching to start, you will understand how fabric and threads work easier this way
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>>38483219
his clothing seems like scrappunk, I like more subtle futuristic clothing
it's hard to find examples, but something like this
I wanted to draft patterns from military surplus clothing, there are a few I'm interested in copying
hand sewing is pretty hard for me, but I haven't had much practice
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>>38483289
Cool. you could try drafting the patterns from the military clothes but making them out of tech fabrics
Another cool project would be to try and make your own bomber jacket, i’d love to try one day
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too many fembrained FAGGOTS itt
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>>38483467
what tech fabrics would you recommend? I thought synthetic leather might work, not sure
I'd love a sheepskin bomber jacket
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>>38483479
faggots are men too
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>>38477739
I will never be anything but a cis straight man, inside and outside. To others and to me
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>>38483503
The common manmoder
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>>38483467
>make your own bomber jacket
same
of course using "tech" fabric but might need a better kind of sewing machine for that?
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men arent people
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>>38483481
>>38483677
>tech fabric
Idk wool nylon blends are cool because you keep the properties and look of wool but its durable and more waterproof
Idk there is a lot that i am not knowledgeable about in textiles, i like things to look good and feel high quality or else i get angry
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>>38483741
so true radfeminestie
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>>38483743
I like wool, maybe it could work
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>>38483757
oh maybe cotton can work too? some tactical clothing is made with cotton
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>>38483654
no
Im special
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I'm in my 30s and I wear tattered shirts from when I was a high school boy with new jeans that come with rips in them since my old guy jeans don't fit right anymore
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I bought a new parka yesterday :) military kind of style but pretty subtle and I think I can make it look cool
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>>38483030
surgery, not ffs
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ew
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>>38484000
its crazy how rent free i am in ur head considering i dont even know who is posting this lol
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>>38484018
its crazy how ew u r
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now kiss
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>>38484159
im saving my first kiss for someone special;..
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I'm never kissing anyone again
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coffee makes life worth living
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self harming with a needle rn
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>>38484429
Add some ink and give urself a sick tat
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day 17 no hrt
I do nothing but go to work and play one video game
I usually work extra but its a national holiday tmr so we are closed
I have nothing to do with my lifebut waste it on the computer
my best friend keeps me sane by talking to me
I avoid talking to eveyone else, I have nothing to say to them and im a pos so I get bored easily unless its my special interest(this game)
I hate the way that I am but legit I dont care
I am an addict and a fraud
And never ever a woman
CIS MALE SOUL BODY AND MIND
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>>38484558
what game? I can kind of relate but I have no friends and I try to at least take breaks to play other games sometimes

also why no hrt? that's pretty dumb
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>>38484582
Its a 4x game I wont say which
I have "friends" but I use and abuse them as it pleases my mood and desire to interact. One of those is the closest to me and thus I subject to my autism more
hrt is worthless for cis males. I honestly think I am losing my mind and gonan die soon. I never became feminine or even did all the dumb things I wanted to do. Nothng but pure cis straight mentality energy and fundementals. Like if you saw me irl you wouldnt even guess I was taking hormones or was part of anything but your dads grill cookout. fat unwanted and pure CISoid
Why bother with hrt, or anything?
idk attention posts
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>>38484429
does it feel nice?
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>>38483743
i really dislike wool except merino wool for some reason
>>38484018
come on you absolutely do
>>38484227
not even me? i honestly to god have never ever kissed anyone and kinda wanna try :/
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>>38484617
enjoy your game
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>>38485048
Try cashmere
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>>38485055
For some reason I can’t enjoy it anymore today. Will try being productive tmr then maybe I’ll enjoy it fully. My brain hurts.
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mmg who wanna sex? new room new drip
>t.emo twink btw
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>>38485180
I envy you and yet I know I will never allow myself to be anything like you
Pathetic I know
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>>38485180
extremely cringe and based
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I am playing Tera Online and can’t stop gooning to my Elin
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>>38485645
me in 2009 except gooning to imagining being my elin
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>>38485689
wait no, that was like 2012, I was playing some other garbage coomerbait mmo in 2009
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wait wait wait AION that was it, wow what an era of trash games
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>>38485689
I got bullied in school for having an elin with the succubus costume
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>>38485180
looks comfy
would sleep in :3
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looking at my old accounts (made around 2012-14) and always put female in the gender field without thinking much about it. grim
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>>38486333
checked
too real
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>>38486333
I never did that
I almost never played female characters in games
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im something in between manmoder and boymoder
just a guymoder
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life is easy when you accept being a man on hrt and just slip back into the repbro mindset of wistfully staring at women’s clothing or a family or a mother or a happy couple
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yea
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at least i have comfy clothes and free movies
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yea
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slavic dungeon trap living rent-free in my head
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feel like crying right now but it's rather late and I'm sleepy
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>>38485180
Is this a meme or real
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why am i doing this to myself
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why didn't I do this to myself sooner
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>finding out my bideltoid and biacromial measurements are both male
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>>38485723
based
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hold me
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It's so fucking over actually.. like I seriously should probably just kill myself.
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nah
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i have no ass butt i must cream
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gay and retarded? wow that’s special
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I’m not ugly I’m just male. Shame I have beautiful breasts
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What happened to agp-gorilla-abomination moder gen?
This board is getting too hugboxy and I fucking hate it.
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kys
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>>38490101
there would only be me posting in abominationmoder general... :(
just tell me to leave if that's what you want
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>>38490244
And me, let's just invent a new buzzword and general.
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RIP my septum, you will be sorely missed.
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>>38490358
what happen?
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>>38490373
slowly sandpapered away with all sorts of abrasive substances
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>>38490406
not corrosive? i mean like cocaine...
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>>38490411
same shit innit
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>>38490451
dunno i'm a retard
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my honest thoughts about my body is that it's human but extremely ugly fat and grotesque

for me it is so disgusting like if it was rotten flesh and stale stinking blood with acid leaking out of where the stomach once were... while being eaten by vicious rats

i never were interested in gore and all that it made me sick, but it is sure is better than looking in my mirror lmao!
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reading reddit and eating pocky
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I wish I was a guy's girlfriend
that sort of shit just tickles my AGP
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the misery is back
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for me it never left
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what is the damn point of manmoding though seriously. make myself a leper?
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taking estrogen is alienating
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i think i'm just injecting water ngl
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>>38491082
there is not point to it, kys lmao
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imagine if all of us transitioned at 12
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i would still not pass desu
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I look like an 80s Russian pop star
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>>38489695
Literally me lol
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>a woman taking a selfie in front of a bookshelf, strong masculine features, , looking tired, antialiased, wearing black, dressed in a beautiful, some long, 2 0, backfacing, natural light outside, beautiful jewish woman, ape, ponytail, andro, looking threatening, uwu hi-fructose, photoweb
>ape
Kmsing omg
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>a young man sitting in front of a bathroom mirror, 3rd-person camera!, 21:9, a very tall, 1 6 : 9, wet hair, eastern european, more and more composision, low angle camera, with glasses, please do your best, from of thrones, looking tired, uk, with short hair, unkown year
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Looks like my detransition is settling in
Mmg was a nice place but I’m moving on
Something like cannot even be a woman. It sounds silly to even think about. Goodnight
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>>38491142
lol I feel okay now. jokes on you
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>>38491860
ok tranny
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>>38491860
Nigga even hunter schaefer is clocky as hell, none of us can be women...
You fell for the meme etc, just enjoy the hrt effects and dont think too much about it lol
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>>38491867
ok tranny
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>>38491897
I will always be a tranny but never a woman. how can a think like me be one? behavior ethics, voice, body, mind, soul. All cis male.
>>38491899
2 weeks no hrt. I will be ok. It doesnt matter. It never did.
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>>38491920
>It doesnt matter. It never did.
Lol bro why are u so dramatic. you are emo asf!
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>>38491925
I either believe in that or cry myself to sleep. yeah fucking retarded ik
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>>38491920
please shut the fuck up oh my god your fucking ETHICS aren't feminine enough now? GET HELP
BLOCK 4CHAN
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>>38491956
idk nothing is
Name a thing
its male
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im balding
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same
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it's ogre 9000 baldesties
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>>38492390
you got really pretty eyes
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>>38492390
even if you weren t bald you would still look ugly and male as shit so really you shouldn t be sad bc it doesn t matter, with hair or not, it is over anyway
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>>38492390
subaru lesbian phenotype
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going to shave or buzz my head again
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crazy that chudette thrives much more than larry
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>>38492390
CUTE 9000
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>>38491956
>tfw ethicshon
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>>38492390
time for wigs or hair implant
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Most people here are fembrained and socialized male but i am the opposite, i get more malebrained as i age. feels good to be logical and stuff i think…. a lot of lesbians are malebrained too and autistic girls lol
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>>38492530
>wigs
?
He is almost 40 and cute, kys weirdo
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>>38492530
coming up on 9 months of finasteride... the recovery has been noticeable especially in the front where it was thinning out even on E but I'm planning on upgrading to dutasteride since it seems to be plateauing a bit, and if that still doesn't cut it then finally minoxidil
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what's the most masculine haircut I could get?
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>>38492549
35
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My long term transition goals are to give up and accept iwnbaw. For as long as I’ve been transitioning I’ve had boymoder and passoids tell me I’m not trying enough. But I am. I think my effort is just for nothing.
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>>38492579
36 in june…. time to buy a cane or something
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>>38492549
she*
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>>38492583
you don't know
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>>38492588
faggot*
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Guys do you think chudette is a cancer or gemini ? i am betting on cancer but gemini would make sense too
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>>38492610
Gemini because she’s literally me
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>>38492610
virgo
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>>38492610
astrology is reddit atheism for women
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>>38492610
cancer, gemini rising

>>38492622
my other horoscope signs are INTJ and AGP upbotes to the left
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will no one recommend a haircut?
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>>38492622
Astrology is a system of observations that’s been studied for 2000 years.
Horoscopes are bs but the planets and their effects on life on earth is possibly very real!
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i wonder what vidya chudette plays
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>>38492634
>possibly very real
I like that you phrased it this way, I agree - it would be foolish to dismiss out of hand the possible influence of these things when we're still piecing together the observable quanta of our reality and the forces they represent and exert on each other and ourselves
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>>38492630
>>38492571
>>38492452
wolf cut
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>>38492630
>>38492571
tonsure
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>>38492644
Agreed. just the fact that the lunar cycles impact the tides makes me wonder what other effects the planets could have on earth + humans
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>>38492656
hiiiiiiiii
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>>38492656
0 good games
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>>38492715
-1000 points for you!
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>>38492638
I grew up playing zelda and sonic, and these days I just play a lot of warframe lol
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>>38492654
Curtain bangs
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>>38492654
>>38492659
I'm going to get a buzz cut again
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>>38492659
winrar
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>>38492743
you will never reach the kingdom of heaven like that
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wish i could figure my dysphoria out. im too damn okay with my body it's my face that bothers me
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lmg... twink?
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i look like this
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I'm more masculine than I think I'm
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I'm as masculine as I think i am. Which is super masc.
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>>38492866
I'm just sometimes completely out of touch with myself
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>>38492878
Nah I get it. I either think I'm more masc or more fem than I am depending on mental. I just wish I could tell exactly what I look like on the regular.
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I'm clearly amab but also have obviously feminized or androgynous traits
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>>38492878
>>38492889
bdd
it can be treated

sadly i don't suffer from that :/ i'm just so disgusting...
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>>38492889
the fact that I've never malefailed and the only change that people noticed was my skincare being very good, makes me think I'm very masculine
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wish facial estrogen existed
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>>38492902
Nah I'm not bdd
>>38492891
I am super androgynous though and it fucks with me.
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fakemoder
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>>38492927
kys
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How long do you guys plan on manmoding for? How long has it been so far?
>>38492390
I'm turning into this
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>>38492955
if i do manmode it would be perma
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>>38492955
14 months
until I kill myself
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>>38492955
dunno probably until i either die from not taking care of myself or sui
i can't remember how long i been on it tho... 4, 5, 6, ? years
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>>38492966
>14 months
Same for me. Not really off to a great start with trooning
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>>38492955
doing a flip at the 10 year mark
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i look like that but don't say that
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>>38492955
coming up on 5 years, and I think this might be for the rest of my life - at most I'm probably doing some kind of he/him enby thing
>I'm turning into this
could be worse, I used to have a completely bare shiny bald spot instead of the sparse covering that's grown in and a receded hairline, and it's changed my face and body noticeably over time

I like what HRT and fin have done for me and wish I'd taken the whole thing seriously sooner
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>>38493038
how does the quality of life compare to pre hrt
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>>38492934
You first and I will
>>38492955
Till ffs. And then maybe even forever after.
>>38493038
It looks so much better holy shit
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>chudette
>larry
>durian
>june
>vampy
>shanon
>jynxzi
>john 27
imagine a sitcom with this bunch
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the ai-generated sitcom from a few months back was kind of funny.
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>>38492955
Manmoding for 9 months, on estrogen for 3 years, 13 months on injections, plan to he/him forever no matter how feminine or passing i may become in the future
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>>38493100
are you cis male on hrt? or mtf
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>>38493110
Mtftm
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>>38493078
my gimmick can be that there's always a black box over my face
will i be able to bang chudette and june? asking for my (only)fans
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>>38493078
yuou forgot me anon
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>>38493120
what's your reason
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>>38493060
I had a whole new Anxieties skill tree forcibly unlocked after starting E and losing out on the protective layers of dissociation/derealization I had built up as a repressor, and being visibly trans can invite some unwanted attention, but just the moment-to-moment of actually existing in my own head and body is incomparably better

>>38493067
>It looks so much better holy shit
it's not perfect but it really is a lot nicer and still WIP, going through weird shedding cycles still on fin so I'm gonna give it time
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>>38493138
>visibly trans
kys
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>>38493145
?
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>>38493138
>being visibly trans can invite some unwanted attention
yeah this is why I'm a bit stuck. being visibly trans would probably fuck me over more than before a dissociated repper
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>>38493158
if you're visibly trans you're basically a fakemoder
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>>38493132
I found that socially transitioning did nothing for the dysphoria, hrt and accepting reality are the only things that have helped me feel good in body, working out casually too helps
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>>38493078
as if id interact with you fucking losers
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I'd*
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>>38493216
elaborate
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>>38493187
I don't know what your situation is exactly but I don't live on TERF island so yeah that's a bit tougher, depending on what kind of access to safe or supportive environments you have, but this thing doesn't go away ever or get better on its own so you're kind of forced to act one way or another
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>>38493298
learn to read you fucking faggot
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>>38493308
I read real good mister
>if you're visibly trans you're basically a fakemoder
how? or why? this requires elaboration, or at least some kind of further context

what makes someone a fakemoder? and what about my body and face having changed on hormones, or something you are asserting about my presentation, makes me that?
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>>38493237
ew'd*
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>>38493307
for my work im in front of people all day. maybe just mild hrt would do i dunno
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i am so fat and i ate so much today but i am so depressed..
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>>38493356
Get dutasteride and laser, unless you are planning on having babies or something crazy then there is literally no drawback…
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>>38493412
Maybe you are depressed because you don’t eat healthy..
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>>38493427
i am depressed bc i am fat ugly lonely unemployed and dysphoric and i have a bunch of trauma on top of that too
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>>38493438
then take your FUCKING tranny pills, TRANNY
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>>38493356
binder or sports bra can do a lot of work especially in the first couple years
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>>38493438
Eating healthier and working out will solve the fat problem and possibly make you less depressed.
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>>38493445
i am from romania, i don t trust doctors, i only take estrogen herbal like emily, not so many results yet, but it has been only two years!
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>>38493478
now that's honscience, goatfucker
can't you DIY with real HRT?
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>>38493485
i already hate my gyno, hell no
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>>38493445
t. groomer
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am i retarded if i stop hrt at 6 months?
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>>38493556
no, that is the best decision you could ever do! rope is even better!
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>>38493568
oh wait okay so that is who i think it is lmao
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>>38493556
Yes, extremely
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larry is more fembrained than almost all of us here (bar chudette) because he spams in gaygen a lot, he's HSTS
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>>38493478
stop shitting up the thread larper
>>38493574
a larper trying to master-bait? yeah
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>>38493574
You on hrt now?
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>>38493589
thats a cis man
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>>38493416
im getting on dutasteride 100%

not sure if that will be enough to fight the tide against the depersonalised brainrot though

>>38493458
even then my work is physical. fuck I look down at my body and I'm fine with it why am I in this scenario reeee

anyway I'm gonna begin indulging in my favourite part of the day, relaxed escapism. the only time I feel at peace
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>>38493596
i wish i was a cis man, i am just more traditional strong woman, fuck off sister
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>>38493590
pretending to be larold? coconuts behaviour, says this tripfag
>>38493592
im not, hbu
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>>38493589
fuck you how am I fembrained I'll kill you
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>>38493667
how can you kill me if you can't even kill yourself
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>>38493674
rude but fair point, just saying I'm an extremely manly malebrained man
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>>38493674
you look like a side character from like a gta game, that you would interact with for like the first missions and then return to him later near the end of the game to see him be a mega crossdressing fag on estrogen with tits and be like "wtf mike, sup?", that would be a funny mission
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>>38493641
>not on hrt
cis man
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can someone call me a woman I wanna test something
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stfu woman
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>>38493815
hello ms 27
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i'm the only real manmoder here with these fakemoder bitches
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>>38493664
Yeah ofc this is mmg:p just wondering cause I hanged in femgen for a bit, thought maybe you went the route many femboys do eventually.
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i manmog all of (You)
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sure okay fag
*shoulder checks you*
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>>38493879
true :|
now breed me? :3
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>>38493078
why put me in the list? i literally havent posted in mmg in months



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