>>38486592
Makeup is for faggots. Skincare rules.

women are inherently evil, it's too bad you aren't that enlightened
my only experiences with women is them socially betraying me to pull rank in the social hierarchy

Do you wish to be the little boy?

>>38486944
no

MTF reppers SEETHING at FTM reppers who SEEHTE at MTF reppers

why do some femrepgens get 200 replies and some get 5

Hello femreppoons. Curious what you think of mtf trannies. I'm a tall pale redhead, like makeup, fashion sense is pretty girly. I'm slightly clocky. I'm post orchi but haven't had srs yet. I'm submissive and socile but have an upbeat personality.

would you verbally abuse me to my face and tell me I will never be a woman or would you whisper about me behind my back and misgender me while making cruel jokes?

Moreover, if you could do anything to me with zero fear of getting caught and arrested, what would you do?

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No one will ever love me

>>38488529
i do not have an opinion on mtfs. some of y'all are cool, some aren't like in any other group off people. i definitely wouldn't abuse you. i have no reason to.

>>38488499
Reppers are all connected on spiritual level, so we're all grumpy at the same time.

yaaas nonnas

>She has boobs and a vagina and NO cock and NO balls

are fem reppers as miserable as male reppers

>>38491334
absolutely

>>38487429
>MTF reppers SEETHING at FTM reppers
i want to cuddle with fem reppers instead

>>38487429
>MTF reppers SEETHING
Not really, I just want to get along with them

>>38491367
doubt it you big MAN
I'm suicidal as SHIT and EMBARRASSED by my MOID FETISHISM

>>38491334
how would I know?

>>38486592
are femreppers on testosterone a thing?

t. male repper who just took his first estrogen shot but might go back to repping

>>38492731
Some people microdose but it's not sustainable in the long run because even as a neverpasser you'd have visible stubble and the voice of a Romanian grandma who's been smoking since elementary.

>>38492844
>the voice of a Romanian grandma who's been smoking since elementary
I've heard a varbie in a vid that ive seen recently and she had that funny frog voice

>>38486592
take your shots, retards

Femreppers, I wish I could help you somehow...

>>38493495
im 5'1, narrow ass ribcage, long neck, shoulders smaller than 75% of cis women, short midface and overall fucked genetics
if i can choose between being a 5.5/10 miserable female and a gigapoon, im choosing the former

>>38494800
be my gigapoon

>>38494822
why on earth would you want a gigapoon

>>38494848
gender issues

My philosophy is, if you can repress, you should. Works for me, but I have to mention I am used to disregarding personal comfort since early childhood. I don't know where the repression threshold would be for a normal person.

>>38486592
I don't like it. Women have to consoom products to be beautiful, while men mostly don't
>inb4 someone says hair gel or something
That's nothing in comparison to the amount of shit women have to buy to not be told that they look sick or disheveled.

>>38496100
>Women have to consoom products to be beautiful, while men mostly don't
men aren't seen as beautiful. and the ones that are do use products lol

>>38496112
Maybe not beautiful, but "ruggedly handsome" is the standard for men. In fact, high effort into looks aside from the gym and a haircut is detrimental to men in society, as the ones who use products are called "gay".

>>38496100
who the fuck cares. as for the disheveled part, maintaining a normal hairstyle isn't that hard and it makes 80% of the impression.
i only wear minimal makeup when hooking up because it gives me weird agp. rest of the time it makes no sense.

>>38496159
You probably have natural beautiful features. I'm mid at best, so I need makeup to not be subhuman (but I still refuse to wear it out of spite).

>>38496207
nah i'm ugly as fuck and it's other people's problem.

>>38496228
Then why do you hook up? Being ugly yourself, you can likely only pull ugly guys. Seems miserable.

>>38496311
>why
because i enjoy the feeling and it's not like i do it regularly.
>guys
i pull girls. again, if she doesn't like my ugly mug that means we were never compatible so there is no point in crying.

do I have a shot with femreppers if I'm a weak femboy

>>38496432
I will have to see your ass to determine whether or not you fit the criteria. Dura lex sed lex, I don't make the rules.

>>38496504
I have a bubble butt but I've been getting pretty anorexic recently so it may change soon

be warned

>>38496043
Normal people possess no ability to withstand suffering.

I don't wear makeup, I don't like the way it feels on my skin

>>38491334
I'm not miserable personally, can't speak for everyone though.

>>38496043
I don't think there's any "should" here, people do what they gotta, but yeah that's the route I went. I've been through a lot of shit and it's made it easy for me to just get on with things and accept discomfort etc. I can handle suffering, and I view pain as a teacher and vehicle for growth. I don't necessarily think avoiding it is a good option, experiencing it can be for the best. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Have you ever had a dream that triggered your dysphoria?
>be me
>dream I'm in bed with some guy and we are lying pressed chest to chest
>for 0.5 seconds I feel my entire body (male)
>all tension leaves my muscles
>hug him closer
>we are the same
>nice
>wake up and go straight into the deepest darkest spell of dyphoria

>>38497087
Oh to be the guy in that dream

>>38496100
I have people who tell me I'm pretty and gorgeous and cute etc (I don't really see myself any type of way bodies are just shells, and I'm not everyone's type or some shit, no one is)all that shit without wearing makeup ever... I look feminine at this point in my life dress it etc, it doesn't matter. People don't actually care (except for women who wear makeup because they feel some psychological pressure to), and a lot of guys prefer/appreciate no make up. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I never understood why people say this kind of shit and believe it wholeheartedly when nothing I've seen of life reflects that.

>>38497087
As a kid a few times, but now I just occasionally have flashback stress dreams that make me feel kind of shit when I wake up. Way less often than I used to, every night to once every few months so I suspect totally gone eventually. When I'm make in dreams now I dont feel any attachment just like I dont really feel any attachment to being a woman.

>>38497167
>>38497087

male* Wish we could edit these

>>38496525
Post it

>>38496432
yes

>>38497122
>a lot of guys prefer/appreciate no make up
That's only if you're genetically gifted. If you're average or below, they don't.

Also, men don't really know what "no makeup" is. They'll see a girl with makeup on and think she's not wearing makeup as long as she isn't wearing bright red lipstick or glittery eyeshadow.

>>38497203
dms only

>>38498068
Plenty of guys know what "natural makeup" looks like, and are being genuine when they say they don't like it or don't care. Guys don't really give a shit about a lot of things like that, can literally roll out of a car in pajamas on no sleep and some guy will still think "Yeah I want that." and ask you out.

I've gone my entire life with the only people who have talked shit to me about me not wearing makeup have been women who feel pressured to wear it themselves. No one else cares like they do.

>>38498180
Well you literally said that people percieve you as naturally conventionally attractive in your previous post, so your perception is going to be skewed. Of course people don't care if you wear makeup, you're already attractive without it.

I'm average (I think), and I've noticed that guys don't treat me "like a woman". Not in the "one of the guys" way, but in the way they'd treat another man they find annoying. For example, I get told things like "hey buddy speed the fuck up" if I'm in their way or something.

>>38498265
Idk I just always figured people go hard on compliments to be polite or something desu. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I get told those things but eh... I don't really see myself like that so I just assume that's how people are. I don't trust people to be sincere when they just want to fuck or whatever.

Guys who get to know me don't generally treat me like a woman usually, I've been told I don't count as a "real woman" by guys, even ones who tell me they think I'm pretty. Not sure what to make of that, but happens nonetheless.

I can't really imagine getting treated like what you describe though. People are generally really polite to me and I've had guys offer me rides or ask if I need help or anything if I've been standing around waiting for someone or if I'm doing shit like grocery shopping and trying to reach something. I've always felt like I could be absolutely retarded and be ok because of the way people treat me. I have ADHD and I wouldn't be shocked if I was autistic, people outright openly tell me I'm weird but they always treat it like it's endearing and fine. What you're describing sounds like a strange alternate reality I can't fully wrap my head around.

>>38498334
People interpret your behaviors that would otherwise be frustrating or off-putting in other people as being endearing. That's how you tell that you're actually pretty, rather than the compliments just being meant as a way to be nice.

>>38496616
Are normies seriously that weak

>>38498391
Hmmm... I'm going to sound stupid right now, but it's fine, I never thought about that like that. I guess that makes sense. I just default to not taking anything seriously.

>>38498401
It's pretty understandable to want to avoid suffering and to crack when suffering is extreme and prolonged. Not really a matter of people being weak, just... when you don't have to endure then why choose to unless there's a benefit from your perspective? When pushed with zero choice people can endure plenty. More than they think even, often.

I say this as someone who is personally comfortable with suffering when necessary and who can appreciate pain (and sometimes when it's physical even enjoy it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )

There's a flipside to endurance at any rate, and that can become stagnancy in misery. Telling yourself shit's ok and becoming numb instead of actually getting to a good headspace.

>>38497971
where do I find such things

>>38498880
it's the easiest on here
discord maybe? although i haven't seen any repper focused servers so far

>>38498916
>easiest on here
That seems lime a daunting task to me.

Maybe this is the right place to vent about this. Again.
I hooked up with someone a few months back. This wasn't a sex hookup, just makin out with a pretty girl - which was really enjoyable. This isn't something I have done before.
She grabbed my chest at one point. I think almost immediately removed her hand and she asked if I was cis. I don't know how I responded when she touched me there but I do remember a lot of apologies/what did I do wrong's from my ex from back in the day which were said in the same way as the question. Her asking in that way really helped a lot of dots to connect in my brain, been a long time but still sparking revelations about myself, because I'm so deeply repressed it's all under layers of lies that I've been trying to unpack. Reason I have actively avoided dating or anything that looks like physical romance stuff for so long - can't handle how it makes me feel. Like she also tried to choke me with 0 forewarning, which was unpleasant, but nothing compared to the physical and mental anguish of just having blob touched.

Unpleasant time. Very self conscious. I actively want to be a woman and be pretty so it's irritating that my dress up game has been interrupted by my reality. This isn't new shit, it just hasn't been this bad in a long time as I'm good at packing it away and not thinking about it. Like now I actively want to get out there and mess around with women but I haven't really been able to because I am too fearful of what it will do to my psyche. It really shouldn't be about her, but my stupid brain also made it about her so that I wouldn't have to think about myself so much.

I get pissy because multiple trans men/transmascs I know run around having sex (probably piv but idk) and their chests fondled tf outta and I am stuck being a woman-identifying-afab with dysphoria who can't do anything because I am not a male?

sorry that happened or happy for you

>>38499240
Mind over matter. If it feels good, focus on that and stop thinking. Get out of your head and be present, there's no need to think at a time like that. Practice not thinking and being present in other moments too to make it easier in those. Fill in the gaps with drugs or whatever.

Choking someone without talking about it first seems like a bad idea. I've only choked people who said they were open to it personally. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ That being said this one guy the first time we made out did that to me and I was just like "Nice." in the moment though I did think he was lucky I was into it and didn't get freaked out.

>>38497087
Yeah like 5 times a night wtf?
>living as girl with girlfriend
>caught crosdressing etc

The other night I had one about being taken as a sex slave to a warlord dirikg some weird natural disaster or some shit, that was actually scary though

>>38498180
> Plenty of guys know what "natural makeup" looks like, and are being genuine when they say they don't like it or don't care
from the guy in repgen on the gay board..?

No this is not common knowledge at all among straight cis men lmao

are you all gay?

>>38499355
Why would I be talking about gay guys when I'm a woman talking about getting hit on? I've known and met plenty of guys who know what natural makeup is because most guys have had girlfriends or sisters or moms who wear makeup etc. That reality matters even less than the fact that never wearing makeup is find with plenty of guys because they don't actually give a shit and appreciate it, and I mean not wearing it at all. I know that from being alive.

>>38499384
I prefer cis guys, but I like women too and would be fine with someone who was trans either direction.

>>38499346
I wasn't thinking at the time, I was drunk. It was one of the first times in my life I have truly felt in myself and maybe thats why it was so jarring to be ripped from that. The dysphoria didn't kick back up again for a few weeks cos I was on an adhd dopamine chasing high kinda thing.

Yeah the choking was a red flag, there were a lot of them desu. I'd still do it again bc she seemed really in tune to how I was responding to things, I kinda liked that I didn't have to think about if I wanted/didn't want to do something first. Trust her completely. If only for round 2... think I blew that one by coming on over eager tho. At first she seemed kinda into it.

Gotta get over this one but its hard because whenever I try to sort out my own shit my brain just goes back to her stupid face.

>>38499384
I don't feel gay when I like women.

1 femrepper gf please
>t. wink

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>>38499780
t. femrepper

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do you ever wonder if you're actually dysphoric
i just look in the mirror and i see an ugly manly horsefaced homely female with a crooked nose, but it doesn't embolden me to transition or make me "euphoric" because i'm so ugly i have 0 femininity
if i traveled to turkey and got all the plastic surgeries possible, would my dysphoria vanish because it manifsted out of my inadequacy to be a feminine female? will it also turn me into a heterosexual normie woman?
or will i wake up after all that, still wishing i had a penis and was 6 feet tall

>>38500175
Just take t and work out

>>38499240
>I get pissy because multiple trans men/transmascs I know run around having sex (probably piv but idk) and their chests fondled tf outta and I am stuck being a woman-identifying-afab with dysphoria who can't do anything because I am not a male?
I have this pet theory that most of us reppers are more dysphoric than the average gayden. It could be we are dysphoric in a different way but then it's hard to imagine how one could be desperate enough to transition and then hop in bed with someone for fun to get fucked like a regular woman.

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i have been going to the gym more often and its making me have more elgeebeetee thoughts screw this

>>38499384
who knows. in all honesty i find men to be kind of sexually repulsive but i want a straight relationship so i just have to mope & cope

>>38499506
you get it. something about my attraction to women just feels masculine

If you theoretically had a child who expressed trans feelings, would you support them transitioning, or want them to repress?

I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately and I don’t know the answer. I don’t even know if I would have wanted my parents to support me transitioning.

>>38497097
why the hell would you want that?

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I've realized I can't have a relationship unless it satisfies my AAP. How can I ever be sure I'm really interested in someone and it's not my cursed condition acting up? Fuck this shit.

I am an mtf rapper and want one of you niggas to be my bf. We can trans each other.

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>>38502062
>I am an mtf rapper

>>38502073
wwwwwwwwww oops

>>38500159
us

>>38501155
Because I’m mentally ill and want a femrepper

>>38499506
Idk surprise choking isn't a dealbreaker for me desu, but I'm into it. To me it's more just like "Oh you might be fun" ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

But on the other end of it as someone who can enjoy choking someone else I'd ask.

I can't really grasp feeling like I needed to get over someone I made out with once desu, I don't really feel stuff quickly at all. Even when I do in relationships I check out emotionally pre-break up so by the time it's over I already stopped caring. When my ex of 15 years and I broke up the thing that bothered me most was my guilt for not giving a shit and not missing them.

why do you need another gen for yourselves
stop acting like women and join the open /repgen/

>>38503524
this has been discussed to death. we can't share a gen peacefully.

>>38503531
yes you can retard
i've seen plenty of ftm reppers in repgen over the years, and they have no trouble posting there
it's not like they're dogpiled on either, they are indeed heard out

>>38503554
it's not about dogpiling. people want a specific kind of attention from similarly affected retards without having to listen to mtf reppers complain about their """manly features""".

>>38503714
>people want a specific kind of attention
i accept your concession

>>38503730
just making observations

Is anyone here really into weightlifting?

>>38503811
>laughs in eds

>>38503971
God I've been wanting to get into weightlifting but I might actually have this shit. Fml. Doomed to weakness beyond being born a foid.

>>38503971
>>38503990
Both of you too? Damn. I'm pretty sure I have it, either that or some other hypermobile issue. Considering I've had joint pain and stomach issues since childhood and my joints pop in and out of place all the time, along with me developing POTS and MCAS after getting lyme disease it seems likely though. Have ADHD too which makes it more likely. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Other shit too, but whatever.

>>38503811
My right shoulder came out of place when I put a blanket over my birds' cage at night a couple weeks ago and it's been in and out since. While strengthening the muscles does help to a degree, getting into weightlifting is never gonna happen.

>>38504229
This bitch look like Nifty I guarantee it.

>>38504238
Who is that

>>38504238
Who?

>>38504229
autism, trannyhood, and eds are often comorbid. there's a study but i lost it somewhere.

>>38504331
Yeah I'm not shocked. I've noticed it anecdotally enough to think it without a study. It's interesting how pretty much every issue I've had is comorbid. I can at least appreciate how neatly it all fits into place at least.

>>38504238
>>38504327
+ I've posted myself before. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>38504375
Simply post yourself again

>>38504307
>>38504327
>they don't know

>>38504365
yeah i have all three as well. it's strangely stabilizing, knowing i didn't just decide i had dysphoria one day but rather was meant for it.

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based or cringe?

>>38504384
What for?

>>38504400
Yeah, so tell.

>>38504404
Never thought if it like that, the meant for it bit. I have a weird perspective on it because of past life shit etc and I questioned the role of abuse in it and so on. Had no chance I guess lol. It's alright though, there's been value in the pain.

>>38504470
Rip Ellen Page. Would've banged out of 10, but now being Elliott having to rely on personality instead of being cute? Nope.

>>38504509
>What for?
Idk I want to see what you look like

>>38504589
And I want to know who Nifty is.

>>38505086
I have no idea who that is, I’m just some anon

>>38505347
Oh. :(

femreppers belong to hung twinks

>>38506015
Other way around anon

>>38506025
Either way works for me :3

>>38506015
based

>>38500679
A difficult question. If the kid acted like a trender, I would nip that shit in the bud. But if I recognized myself in him/her, I would do everything in my power to provide access to the best healthcare and HRT imaginable.

>>38504470
Grim

>>38503101
I feel a lot. The emotions I felt during that few hours were the most I have ever felt. I had only ever done that with one other person before and it was nice because we were in 'love' but there was no intensity, and I recall often wanted it to be over with so I could do something else. This one, I want to live in that moment forever and see what other shit we could do. It's probably because of the alcohol to be honest as that always heightens my good time having and sociability.

In my head I know it's unreasonable how I am responding to it but I can't actually control my feelings. If it were so simple as just making out with a few more people to get over this I'd do that. I have opportunities and people who would like do that with me - almost made out with one but then she started telling people I don't know that I am a gay (bc I don't really feel like I am) and I got upset.
I worry about it going too far, overthink things, anxious about being perceived too female-y. When people touch my body it's suddenly real. I don't know how to turn that off. The alcohol made me enjoy things more but didn't mask those inhibitions.
Not sure how much of me obsessing over it is because of her or because of myself. It's way easier to think about her being pretty than about me being either a theyfab or a man.. not sure which would be worse.
>>38503811
I enjoy going to the gym but I struggle to find the time as am a busy guygal. It has been a goal of mine since I was a preteen to obtain a 6 pack so I could look like Jacob in Twilight because my best friend said he was hot.

>>38508939
>so I could look like Jacob in Twilight
i-

>>38486592
YAY THIS GEN IS BACK
WE'RE SO BACK SISTERS

>>38496432
>do I have a shot with femreppers if I'm a weak femboy
Obviously yes don't ask stupid questions
Need femboy bussy...

>>38486611
>Makeup is for faggots. Skincare rules
BASED
A
S
D

Make up literally just ruins your skin and trun you into roastie faster than it naturally comes. They put literal shit in make up, just so you can look good for one day and look 50 in your 30s.
I'm glad I didn't fell for make up psyop. I used make up only for two years of my life (15-17) and I'm glad I stopped. I'm glad I'm spending money on something that will actually help me in next few decades. I want to look like I'm 30s in 50s not reverse.
Only make up products that are acceptable are eyeliner, mascara and maybe some natural lip balm. Everything else literally kills your skin and make up industries don't care as long as you give them money.
Start using skin care products as soon as you can, if you're in your 20s it's still not late. Hell even if you start in your 40s you will look good in your 60s.

>>38487429
>MTF reppers SEETHING at FTM reppers who SEEHTE at MTF reppers

Reality
1) MTFs SEETHING at FTM reppers who SEEHTE at MTFs
2)FTMs SEETHING at FTM reppers who SEEHTE at FTMs

I don't know why, but it seems like mtf reppers might be most mentally stable group here, which is actually fucking hilarious. Lack of estrogen literally makes you normal.

>>38488529
>Curious what you think of mtf trannies.
As long as they're transbians I can get along with them. I don't like HSTS mtfs. Mostly because they are usually sexists and try to act like Regina George. They don't understand how much annoying that shit is. I literally never in my life saw an HSTS who didn't act like pick me gay man meanwhile I have seen transbians who act like cis lesbians.
I will literally never understood transbian slander, this society is retarded and fucked.
>would you verbally abuse me to my face and tell me I will never be a woman or would you whisper about me behind my back and misgender me while making cruel jokes?
>mtf with misgendering fetish
I think you accidentally said you're mtf, dood.

>>38491334
>are fem reppers as miserable as male reppers
We are more miserable. Male reppers will jut transition one day and become only fans whore meanwhile we will be forced to give birth and sui later.
Having a poon brain as woman is worse than having a woman brain as some feminine pooner.
Ftm reppers suffer the most. We literally aren't human.

>>38499384
>are you all gay?
No.
I'm bi, mostly straight. But I have women/mtf fetish it's my favourite porn.

>>38510615
>Lack of estrogen literally makes you normal
it gives you the ability to not care most of the time and then 1-2 times a week you burst out crying

>>38499780
>1 femrepper gf please
>t. wink
I need to have a twink bf again please, twinks are most attractive type of men. Literally peak male body.

>>38503524
>why do you need another gen for yourselves
Because this is literally a form of respect to mtf reppers. It's a place where dysphoric amabs talk about their (unique) experience with dysphoria and how they want to be afabs. Now if we, afabs, come to their place and tell them we actually want to be amabs that would be kinda disgusting. I don't want to trigger someone's dysphoria.
People should go to hell because of that.
>stop acting like women and join the open /repgen
But we are women...

>>38503524
They just want attention and it's easier to farm if they have their own gen.

>>38504470
Based but also cringe. Idk.
I don't want older men when I can get younger ones.

>>38506015
>femreppers belong to hung twinks
YES. YES. YES.
I dated a twink with 25cm before and I would do it again

>>38510729
>it gives you the ability to not care most of the time and then 1-2 times a week you burst out crying
Sounds based. Better than being a hysterical emotional bitch all the time.

>>38503714
>>38503531
you can come over if you bring your strap ons

>>38510739
i cannot be near cisgender men or poonchads or I'll start going crazy, almost suicidal.
i could never date a man, the jealousy would kill me

Is this the place where you can find a domme gf with weird kinks?

>>38513002
This is where you find heavily autistic and mentally ill women who want to kill you for having a male body
So I guess kind of yeah

>>38510684

I am MtF not sure how you thought otherwise.

One bit of inside lore is that the HSTS/Transbian divide is entirely stylistic and artificial. Transbians repress the fact that they like cock and straight trannies repress the fact that they still lust for other women. Gather a group of trans together in a more intimate setting where they arent focused on maintaining an online persona and they'll usually admit this. Essentially we will usually hook up up with anyone who gives us affirmation and affection without being possessive or demeaning. Trans women collectively are imposing different sets of gendered assumptions on themselves; transbians tend to be working with a liberal feminist set of assumptions. Rest assured they are STILL misogynistic. They don't wear girly clothes because they think it is humiliating, they don't date men because they think it is objectifying, but they feel intense shame and dysphoria about wanting to act feminine and being unable to. The reason transbians usually don't voice train is not because they're secure in their voices but because they feel like doing so means they are imitating real women.

Basically, all trannies are more alike than you think and all have some internalized misogyny (just like cis women) you either love them or hate all of them.

>>38510761
>form of respect
what kind of mental gymnastics is this
a repper that's triggered by someone saying "omg i want to be you" is a repper only in name
>>38510769
ding ding ding

>>38510739
hi

>>38510783
25cm is crazy. I'm only 18cm lol sorry

>>38512206
>i cannot be near cisgender men or poonchads or I'll start going crazy, almost suicidal
>i could never date a man, the jealousy would kill me
I'm exactly like that but at the same time I'm fucking retard and I love cock
>>38513441
Hii
>>38513462
>25cm is crazy.
Yeah, honestly it wasn't fucking normal when I think about it.
>I'm only 18cm lol sorry
Wdym ONLY? 18cm is still big as fuck, don't compare yourself to abnormalities lmfao

>>38513722
I wish I was more of a twink I want to date this anon so bad

>>38513722
ASL? I am the hung twink anon lol

>>38513765
what are u?
>>38513806
20/yurope

>>38513975
I'm 19 in murica, disc?

>>38513975
I’m a sorta lean muscle build, but I’m also a masc guy so I lose points

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speaking of twinks, what do you nonas think of their closest cousins femboys? i need a bf like miquella.

>>38514006
Damn that's a fucking shame. Do you ever come here?

>>38514134
I got no opposition to moving.

Another masc guy L, I can’t stop losing

>>38514199
Why are all twinks always in burger world :(

>>38508939
You need to figure out how to get out of your head yeah. Going to be honest I find this all unrelatable to the point where I can't really give advice. It takes me years of knowing someone as a close friend to have feelings and stuff like kissing etc makes me feel nothing really otherwise on any level. Based on what I know of other people this seems to be abnormal. However it does make me inclined to think she's little more than a prop you're outsourcing emotions to and that your real feelings are all about you.

>>38510582
I've never been into make-up, and while I do get told I look a lot younger than I am and always have I'm more inclined to think that was way more to do with the fact that I likely have some form of EDS rather than not wearing makeup. While I'm sure it has some effect, I think you're overstating it here most likely.

>>38513023
Seems like a bit much... other people's bodies don't even matter like that.

>>38514276
>Another masc guy L, I can’t stop losing
If you can't be twink or femboy just become FEMMAN

>>38514557
You mean a flamer? That sounds like the worst possible avenue anon, I’d rather just accept defeat

>>38514575
>He doesn't know a difference between femman and flamer
Ngmi.

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>>38486592
I think we can all agree they both look like shit.

>>38514731
You could teach me the difference :(

>>38514760
NTA but I think "flamer" is more of a personality than anything. Any man who is gay and little bit annoying can act like flamer.

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This is literally me.

>>38514823
I want you

Please give me movie recommendations
Need to kill time
Preferably horror (I'm fembrained, I know, and I don't care)

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>>38486592
Why does every ftm who isn't white pass so fucking good? There is no reason to reppress if you're not white.

>>38491375
same :(

>>38514823
Sad.
(Same)

>>38515036
I want you as well

>>38515045
U-u want me?

What gave you gender dysphoria??

>>38515060
I want you, femrepper anon

Why is crystal cafe not working wtf

>>38515081
NTA but why would you date reppers lmfao
You want to be murdered in your sleep while she chop off your junk, glue to herself and dance around??!

need femrepper bf
where to get femrepper bf

>>38515106
Because I want to treat her like a boy and dress her in my clothes
It’s like why a cis woman would want a closeted mtf

still no femrepper 4 twink gf I'm gonna cry

>>38515224
Hate to break it to you, but they’re probably gonna be too flaky for you to snag one

>>38515243
big sad

>>38515224
Do you like to get pegged

how come no cis men want to get pegged :(

>>38516556
because only reppers are into pegging, for the most part

>>38516002
I'm a switch

>>38514861
Martyrs (2008), Speak No Evil (2020 not the remake), Midsommar, The Sadness, Soft and Quiet (this one was unintentionally funny as hell), Rammbock: Berlin Undead, Braindead (Dead Alive), The Reanimator, Shutter (original Thai version), A Tale of Two Sisters, Hereditary, Cube, The Devil's Backbone, The Cabinet of Dr Caligari, Terrifier... could always revisit classics too (original versions only): Psycho, Night of the Living Dead, Hellraiser.

Non-horror recs: Stalker, Master of the Flying Guillotine, All Quiet On the Western Front (1930's, 1970's, or 2020's version all were worth watching I prefer 1930s), Sympathy For Mr Vengeance, The Phantom Carriage, Pan's Labyrinth, Tummbad, Visitor Q, 1917, House of Flying Daggers, Full Metal Jacket, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Apocalypse Now, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Ip Man, Total Recall (original Arnold one)

>>38515070
being an easily impressionable kid on the internet
>>38516791
nta but you have great taste in movies

>>38516915
Thanks.

>>38514823
Same except I'm a MTF rep and would do this for an abusive femrepper

>>38515106
>You want to be murdered in your sleep
Please stop talking about dead bodies....please....

>>38517516
Nta but why?

>>38514861
>>38516791
+ Freaks (1932)

>>38497087
yes those ruin my day

>>38499240
For years I was able to repress HARD and almost completely banish pooner thoughts from my brain until I started having sex. I had a similar experience to you. It has been over 3 years since that time and I still haven't been able to repress as well as before, and now sexual attraction to anyone makes me feel disgusting.

>>38500484
It's possible the testosterone makes them so horny they don't care. But I think a lot of gaydens (specifically the nonpassing fembrained ones) are just retarded fujoshis desu. The idea they will never be or even appear male probably doesn't occur to them.

I don't understand how women are content living like this. Being female is humiliating. You could say I'm suffering from internalised misogyny and I often wonder if this is the case. But I'm 5'0 with teensy tiny little shoulders and I'm weak af. Living like this IS humiliating no matter how society is structured.

>>38519018
I'm the same height as you, and honestly aside from the experience of dysphoria I don't really understand all the bitching about being a woman. The only bad thing is sexual assault but if you're not wandering around alone or you're out of the city and dont live in a shithole that goes way down. Am I physically strong? No. Do I need to be for any reason? Also no.

Feeling like your body is wrong and detached from it can suck, though even that can become tolerable then improve with the right perspective. But otherwise most of the shitty things in life are fucked up regardless of gender, and a good deal of those things dont even matter 99% of the time. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Pretty much anything you can think of that bothers you, if you just took a second and were present right now in the moment you'd realize all of it is pretty much meaningless other than how much you build it up in your head. You'll insist it's all important and I just don't understand I'm sure, but that's just because you're stuck in a cycle of giving way too many fucks about shit you can't change.

>>38519216
Maybe you're right and I'm overthinking this.
>Am I physically strong? No. Do I need to be for any reason? Also no.
I've been in situation where I need to ask other people to open jars or reach things for me. It's embarrassing, especially around men. I don't want to be viewed as incompetent and in need of help like that.

>>38519398
situations*

>>38519398
Yeah I've needed help too, and there's shit I can't do... but there's shit I can do that other people can't and they come to me for too, men included. Doing some specific thing isn't necessary to have value or be capable of equivalent exchange even if you personally also need help. Everyone's got their good sides of them that they can contribute, you do your shit someone else opens jars sometimes for you. There's balance it's ok. There's also a bunch of jar opening tricks like denting the edges to get a better grip or smacking the bottom etc most of the time those work. You're valuing the things you need help with over the things you're capable of like that makes you less than, but everyone is in the same position just with a different set of traits.

i'm mtf and even i think female bodies are _mostly_ a downgrade lol. i mean i'd give anything to have a real one and i plan to get as close as i possibly can but objectively speaking i think it's mostly worse
also free advice: even if you don't want to take t, do low-med doses of less aggressive steroids like anavar or nandrolone. helps with strength (even if you don't work out but esp if you do), especially upper body strength (bulk ur shoulders...), and at least if you do anavar at a not too high dose it probably won't do anything to your voice

>>38519453
What sort of requests do people come to you for? I have my own skills sure but I never get asked for help with anything.

>>38519398
>>38519453
+ Being viewed as competent and intelligent is all about your attitude to a large degree. Like if I don't know something for sure but I'm sure enough I'm going to say it with absolute confidence because me saying it is enough for it to be "right" (even if it's not really) You know why? Because it doesn't actually matter to people if you're always correct it's how you present yourself. Being confidently wrong will earn you more respect than being uncertain of yourself but correct. Just how people work. It's better to be right obviously, but respect and being seen as competent is only partially about actual ability. Honestly.

Also being competent is partially about what you put into yourself moreso than other people, if someone is unable to recognize where you're obviously doing well then that's a them problem and they don't need to matter to you at all. Lot of people get way too caught up giving a shit about the thoughts and feelings of people who they wouldn't actually like or respect if they really thought about it.

>>38519489
I'm usually who people come to when they're sad, depressed, going through hard shit etc. When they need someone who will be present, listen, talk etc. Believe it or not I'm good at that. I'm good at making really shitty situations easier to get through for other people. I've gotten jobs because of it even with hospice patients and shit.

Not getting asked for anything can mean a lot of things and not all of them are personal. People can feel uncomfortable asking, they can not want to burden you or not know how to open up or how to accept help. You may just do the things they want or need without them needing yo ask you specifically that. Not to be cynical but you wouldn't have people in your life if they didn't benefit in some way from having you there unless there was some extreme level of obligation and even then you'd feel the weight of that. It sounds bad, but it isn't, what a person can gain can be something as simple as a sense of peace or their life is a bit better for having interacted with you. That shit can matter too. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also how approachable are you? Are you the type to make yourself open and available? That affects shit too.

>>38519622
to*

>>38519018
Why u no buy gun
Gun let you be any size

>>38519680
It's not about self defence because I don't live in a third world shithole. It's about respect.

>>38514482
>she's little more than a prop you're outsourcing emotions to and that your real feelings are all about you.
100% but it still all comes back to her in my brain and I'm trying to get over that. It's not right or fair to her. And I can't focus on myself because I'm thinking about her too much (this might be coping mechanism cos I get real upset when I have to acknowledge my own shit tho).

>>38518989
I have been so good all of this year and donated the binder I was holding on to a few months ago because I thought I was over it all. I have kinda trained myself to be asexual to the point where I really didn't feel much towards anyone, or want anything. Now I'm like.. probably can't repress that side of things any longer. And I can't do anything with men even tho I'm bi and kind of want to. When I was kissing her I just remember how soft and small and cute she was, especially it felt like compared to me. A man will make me feel like shit in the same way she didn't.
Other weird thing that has happened since is I have been mostly uninterested in masturbating. This is something I used to do probably 5 to 9 times a week, I think I have done less than once a week since. Not sure what's up with that.
Weird that sexuality and gender feel so linked for me.

>>38519478
I want to take steroids but I don't know where to find these OTC or not prescribed by doctor. I remember trying to find t gel few years ago, very difficult.

are there any 30+ fem reppers here
probably not since its just an attention seeking phase for young roasties

>>38520900
>When I was kissing her I just remember how soft and small and cute she was, especially it felt like compared to me. A man will make me feel like shit in the same way she didn't.
And retards will call this meta attraction.

>>38521051
>keeping a secret
>attention seeking

>>38521822
you vill not make a big deal about being a repper
you vill marry a man
you vill get pregnant and have multiple kids
you vill dedicate your life to your husband and kids

>>38486618
you're confusing enlightenment and being ugly

>>38522038
there's a fine line between repping and actively self-harming

>>38522145
you vill get back in the kitchen

>>38520900
You don't know how to clear your head and stop thinking or let thoughts go? Not judging, it's a skill that can be built not everyone can just manage it, but... seems like you ought to work on learning it. Thoughts that have no value or are obsessive you let them happen but don't latch on just let them go and focus on other things.

>>38521051
I'm 38.

if femreppers were bullied would they man up or cower around like little bitches that they are

>>38522145
Transition can be an act of self harm and make your life worse, what's your point? There's no one size fits all way to deal with dysphoria, and there's no guarantee transition will help because it doesn't help everyone. There's only knowing yourself and doing what you feel is best, if that turns out to be a mistake further down the line (and transition can be a mistake for people btw, not like it's unheard of for people to regret it and wish they could take it back) that sucks but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sometimes that's life. Repping doesn't have to have a bad result. You can rep and eventually get to a better place in your head and with yourself. Will there be bad moments? Sure but so what? That'd be true with anything. Ultimately working on your internal world, perspective, and how you move through life and experience things is more beneficial than just changing your outsides and thinking that's going to fix how fucked up you are otherwise. Lot of people who do transition are still dysphoric, still struggling etc because their outsides were the least of their issues.

>>38522203
Now in your scenario is "man up" equivalent to: "Live their lives the way I think they should instead of based on their desires and standards"?

Is "cowering like a bitch" someone continuing to live their life the way they choose in spite of external pressure?

If it is your priorities are fucked and you don't understand anything. Doing shit for other people that's potentially detrimental and is undesirable because you're getting bullied is weak willed shit. Doing something that you want for yourself, even if it's at the cost of some pain or risk regardless of what other people try to push on you isn't weak. It's infinitely more pathetic to do shit you don't want to your body because of other people than it is to carry on.

this is fucked up but I'm a gynephilic tranny and find myself drawn to ftm reppers. it's awful and makes me feel really bad but I just have such an attraction to these people.

>>38522270
what the fuck are you yapping about it's a simple question of weather you have the balls or no
clearly you don't

>>38522361
The balls to live my life on your terms? Again, it's weak to live your life the way other people think you should when it goes against your personal desires. You seem stupid, but I'm going to hope you're disingenuous instead.

>>38522332
why reppers specifically? what makes us stand out?

>>38522542
I dont know. you're just so real. and raw. you're just incredibly attractive and I hate it. you wouldn't be attracted to you if you transitioned. makes me feel like a peice of shit for treating you like women in my head.

>>38522802
>you're just so real. and raw.
that's just the autism, darling

>>38522961
I love autists, but its different.

anyone here interested in kys with another repper?*
*for legal purposes this is purely satirical and not a genuine offer

>>38522453
yeah but how will you respond to physical bullying
you do know men have an innate need to brawl

>>38522802
We are women.

>>38522961
Lol. Probably true.

>>38523024
https://youtu.be/fQsVJizNhqs?si=Fc1kcuVYwfv9PtBH

I knew 2 people who had a suicide pact together, one decided she didnt want the other to die so she stole the drugs they ordered online to do it and she ran off across the country with them. called the other chick daily for a bit, then stopped. she was found on a roadside dead not long after, other chick had massive survivor's guilt and died of a heroin overdose years later. Was all pretty fucked up.

That all being said I don't have any interest in that personally. I'm pretty alright with letting life takes its course and seeing where that ends up. If I change my mind ever I'd rather be alone in it.

>>38523110
Physical bullying? Potentially arousal anon... why you want to hurt me?

>>38523156
i wanna see how you deal with it consider it a litmus test

>>38523179
I can take a punch anon, and I enjoy a good whipping so... do with that what you will. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Why would getting hit make me decide altering my body was a good idea anyway? lol This is a kinky larp but it's stupid.

>>38523179
>>38523204
+ No one here is a man, "female to male repper" just means "woman"

>>38523221
>>38523204
lol what a bunch of losers i'd happily try to one up a woman in anything feminine

>>38523326
That's nice anon.

>>38523221
yeah but what are you repressing
you should want to indulge in it sometimes

>>38523361

https://youtu.be/W99n083E0IA?si=TYBjFi9J7bI-X__7

Me personally? Nothing at this point, in the past dysphoria. I don't have feelings like that anymore, I just don't care about it because it was a pointless thing to care about and I don't need to burden myself with it. Feelings and thoughts don't have to mean anything and they come and go so acting solely on those in a way that isn't ultimately beneficial is stupid. Relieving negative feelings can come in many forms, and it's ok to suffer with good cause.

My body is what it is, it's just a vehicle to experience the world through, and in my case people react in ways to it that make my life easier. People will outright let me know they think I'm weird, but it's ok, they find it cute it's endearing; this is helpful. Would it be beneficial to me if instead they saw me in some negative light? Not at all. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Who in their right mind would choose to be a 5' uncanny valley dickless manlet sideshow freak when they can just have people treat them like a cute woman and not broadcast their mental illness and insecurities to every passerby? No one, and having dysphoria doesn't mean someone has to be so far gone with it that they pick the worse option hoping to find relief.

>>38523565
>>38523361

manet looking* Would be an actual bearded lady.

>>38518369
>Nta but why?
They excite me hard, to the point my clit hurts. I feel bad after..

>>38515153
>cis woman would want a closeted mtf
bahahahhaha

>>38523720
Oh ok. Hopefully just human ones then...

>>38523859
yeah, just humah ones...not into animals of any kind, im not that much sick..

>>38524123
Never know, had to ask. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Not my thing, but could've been worse had you said animals did it for you too. Though that being said from a completely nonsexual standpoint I like taking pictures of roadkill and animal corpses while they're decaying and I have some bones, skulls, and taxidermy mice around.

>>38524159
I actually dont like seeing hurted animals, but humans on the other hand.. I cant even talk about it, they excite me so much i can feel my ovaries shaking.
I feel pretty bad after..

>>38524283
I would let this anon beat me up

>>38524283
Well if an animal is hurt I'll help it, something dead isn't exactly hurting though. Really don't get the corpse thing though years ago when I was a kid I was into looking at gore and I saw this one black and white picture of this woman who committed suicide jumping off a roof or some shit. She landed on a car, on her back and her face was still intact and her body to a fair degree too, she was kinda hot still because it must've been right after, but I'd need a pulse.

>>38524283
an interesting approach for sure

>>38516556
Too gay.

https://voca.ro/1em40LDUXFSR

Anyone else avoid transitioning out of fear of it fucking up singing for them? When I was at my worst with dysphoria and actually considering it that was one of the things that made me double think it. Lot of things did, but tranny voice ruining a hobby was pretty high up there.

>>38528431
My ex avoided t for a while because of that fear

>>38528476
It was a top 10 issue before I decided I was never going to transition. I don't even do anything with it I just would be bothered to lose that.

>>38528431
Nice song

>>38528711
That’s fair honestly, I would probably have that same fear if I was in your shoes

>>38528732
Thanks, it's a cover of an old country song. https://youtu.be/50k18gL76AU?si=bHxiWjPYVSvAfFHu

>>38528777
Yeah I just can't imagine self inflicting a loss of something I really enjoy doing, though honestly even the potential for getting the weird speaking voice was pretty off putting even if I didn't like singing.

>>38528927
Yeah vocal training is a mixed bag from what I’ve seen. You have a very pretty voice by the way anon

>>38516556
literally 100s of posts everyday atleast on this site about wanting to get pegged
>>38516576
do reppers not count as cis men

>>38529014
reppers are cis men/women with some retardation sprinkled in

>>38524317
Sounds hot, but I would eventually get bored of it. I just know it.
>>38524552
>>38526108
Honestly I have no idea how I developed that. And I have no idea why it attracts me so much. Every other fetish seems to have a explanation. This one just don't.
Fuck everything, I'm horny now. God I hate myself so much it's unreal..

>>38522181
are you still single without kids

>>38527940
it's gay to get pegged by CIS WOMAN? Anon what?

>>38529081
It could be a lot of fun while it lasts though, maybe we think of new things to keep it interesting?

>>38529090
while it's not gay it's pretty AGP and thats why many guys won't do it or try it out

>>38521051
>are there any 30+ fem reppers here
Idk, I'm 20.
>probably not since its just an attention seeking phase
Wow, so keeping it as secret is attention seeking now? Lmfao.
>for young roasties
I thought roasties are supposed to be 35+ single women who have high body count who got run through when they were younger.

Words have meaning, tard.

>>38529146
How the fuck is getting fucked by cis woman agp? i thought that only works when you want a bigger male to dick you down.

>>38529155
>20
Are you single and possibly willing to be dressed up in a boyfriend’s clothes

>>38529146
it's just submissive agp could cause it though
hard to believe there is nothing fem about a guy who takes it
>>38529172
that's meta attraction a possible side effect of agp

>>38529199
can you explain what meta attraction is? i never understood how that works.

>>38529209
it's when agps are not attracted to males but attracted to the idea of being attractive to males because it affirms their femininity

>>38529172
>How the fuck is getting fucked by cis woman agp
Well a guy takes the receptive role during seggs and gets railed by a phallus shaped object into his pooper (because he doesn't have a vag) that's pretty agp to me
>>38529199
>it's just submissive agp could cause it though
i mean that's what i wrote

>>38529230
nta but this literally happened to me with women, holy shit.

>>38529120
are u into sick shit?

>>38486592
Wow I really miss /femrepgen/
I hope we will continue to have threads

>>38528969
Thank you.

>>38529090
It's gay to want to get fucked in the ass as a guy and it being by a woman seems like a cope.

>>38529266
I mean… maybe a little yeah… or more than a little

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Femreppers, do any of you wanna platonically play minecraft or something with a twinkish mascrepper and have it slowly evolve into a doomed lavender-marriage style relationship where we put up a front of heteronormativity for social acceptance but in reality are both slowly dying to our dysphoria but find comfort in eachother's shared pain?

>>38529320
love when women are brutally honest with straggots

>>38529361
one heck of a pickup line dude

>>38529465
kekked

>>38528696

Well?

>>38529361
I hate Minecraft, could use someone to finish Outlast Trials with though. Also not interested in the romance bit at all.

>>38529380
I'm just not sure I could look at a guy the same if I fucked him. I'm fine with switching it up with women but guys? Just no.

>>38529465
:]
>>38529487
>I hate Minecraft, could use someone to finish Outlast Trials with though
Goooood I loved the first Outlast game and I wanna play trials so bad but I'm too miserable to work so I can't afford it. Unfortunate. What else do you play?

>>38520900
Just google roids+ your countrys name

>>38522231
Hoooly cope batman

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My pinterest, amazing. My tumblr, perfection. My hoarding of clothes, makeup and activity pics that I'll never ever ever get to actually live with beyond this borderline obsessive fantasy in my own head: