How do you cope with seeing someone who started HRT at the same time as you passing, while you still have to manmode?
you dont. you steethe and mald until you become a bitter shell of a person or you try to ignore it and better yourself but the jealousy never goes away fully
>>38487695she had a cute and girly face under that hideous viking beard wtf
>>38487850It's fat distribution. The same thing is happening to me. The cheeks rise, the jowels shrink, and the lips plump. I swear I'm aging backwards. HRT is magic.
>>38487875Literal hon science
>>38487695Things like this make me wonder how many potential passoids are hiding behind beards or got fucked by baldness
>>38487695hrt did literally nothing to my face. its been a bit over a year now and i look the same. so i just honmode, beats being a manmoder any day
>>38488613actual retard
>>38487695You don't actually have to manmode, you've just constructed a prison inside your own mind. Even if you don't pass, your safety is not in danger just because you start presenting feminine. If you are on HRT for more than a year, everyone else can already tell that you're a tranny, so you have nothing to lose.
>>38489381>If you are on HRT for more than a year, everyone else can already tell that you're a trannyidk about this. i got asked if id started transitioning yet the other day and it just destroyed me. no gains made. i was wearing a dress ffs
>>38489396Wow. How long you been on hrt for?
>>38487875Its true, I just looked at a picture of me from 2020. I was a 1/10 man. Mathematically and objectively ugly. And now my skin is smoother, tighter, softer.I looked 40 before now I look 27. No wonder those in charge hate estrogen so much lol.
>>38489517rn about 15 months, i got asked maybe a month ago. idk what to do with my life any more
>>38489547You keep going. I know it's hard, but you don't know if the other person is a hater, and wanted to ruin your day.I've been on hrt 14 years now, my psychiatrist said "so... you think you're a woman". I've had ffs, laser hair removal, ba, orchi. You know why she said it? To fuck with me because she's a hag and jealous. Don't take other peoples negativity to heart, every day that passes is another day closer to your goal.
>>38488613>fat distribution is honsciencelol. lmao even
>>38489575lmao it was a psychologist at the hospital too, something about psychs of both kinds. thank you, i will persevere
>>38489601That explains it. I have zero respect for these people, I have schizophrenia and they have never helped me, only hurt me.God bless anon, you're gonna make it
>>38489590>>38488902>muh jowls shrinked even though women store more fat in the jawline hence the softer jawlol. lmao even
>>38489381lmao it's been a year, no one has yet noticed
>>38489535I get mid-20s too and I actually am 40. HRT is magic.
>>38489815>I get mid-20s too and I actually am 40.I get this too as a eunuch. It's not that HRT is magic, it's that testosterone is anti-magic. I'm visualizing Sam Hyde while thinking about this.
>>38489843Its both. If you take an average man who works on an oil rig, or a gym rat, and castrate them, yeah they'd age better, be less aggressive and generally just be better people.But they'd still look like men. Give them high levels of estrogen, then the magic happens. Testosterone is poison, estrogen is magic
>>38489912I had a dream i murdered 12 people just 3 minutes ago. My gf says shes never had a dream like that. Test is based.
>>38487875While true, if you had an actually masc face fat redistribution won't help much. >>38488613Nah, you do get a nice amount of facial fat thanks to HRT, but you weren't a cispooner like OP picrel it's basically whatever.
>>38489381>If you are on HRT for more than a year, everyone else can already tell that you're a tranny, so you have nothing to lose.Lol, lmao even. I've been on HRT for 4+ years and despite what people say online people irl always gender me male even when I used to honmode, at least in manmode I'm treated as a person, in honmode I was treated as a gay fuck meat by old and I mean really old guy, I unironically was called a sissy boy and a fruit. Yes, people can tell that I'm not a straight guy, but that's as far as it goes.
>>38487695Holy shit bringus studios transitioned???
>>38487845Literally me>>38487695>8 mo hrtLol I'm killing myself bye>t. 4 1/2 yr hrt
>>38487845I hate that I'm slowly becoming bitter I hate that my reaction to seeing a pretty trans girl on twitter is to look away because it hurts me I hate what I'm becoming I dont want to be like this I want to be a nice positive person but Lord
>>38487695Stop complaining and start girlmoding... I bet you even have a bf whose supporting you
>>38487695I started at 19 so I get that feeling a lot
>>38487695I used to get really bitter and feel awful but not as much now. I’ve accepted im a slow transitioner and will likely be manmoding and then honmoding for a lot lot longer but if I’m treating my dysphoria ig that’s all that matters to me. I still do get jealous over people like picrel just for having lucky genetics but it’s not their fault I got a bad hand so why take it out on them??
>>38490900hi eqrare here
>>38487695I WISH I WAS A WOMAN
>>38487695Nick Mullen finally did it?
>>38487875>jowels shrinkWomen show wrinkling and signs of aging prior to men. Men have thicker skin, so they end up having more youthful faces longer. Women show the same facial signs of aging in their late 20s as men in their early 30s.
Meanwhile I'm 16 months HRT and I can't gain weight worth a fuck in order to try and fix my neanderthal skull Sucks being a skeleton
>>38487850it's a nice thinking beard
>>38487695I don't copethere is no coping with it