Qott what's your favorite carbonated drink? For me it's flavored sparkling water
Blobbers won and such
>>38492649that shit ain't sparkling water with that much sugarthat's just soda
>>38492747How much sugar does it have per bottle? Those things are pretty good, but pretty sugary like you said. The peach and cherry flavors were my fave but it's been a few years
how do i deal with the lows of self doubt and imposter syndrome? like what if im just doing this cause im an AGP loser even though i would gladly choose to be a woman anyways given the chance idfk i hate it here
>>38492649>Qottenergy drank
>>38492833Do you like a specific brand and flavor?
>>38492855the og monster is my favbut i dont tend to be picky
what happened to the other thread?
>>38493036too much discussion of the film the substance
>>38493305yea it's nbd tho, guys seem to like it
the constant yelling hurts my soul :(
jarrito mandarin
>>38492649Pink or White monster energy drinks 100%
>>38491404I feel called out this is gang stalking this is harassment im moving to brazil
>>38493482BRAZIL!
>>38492649uhhh not a fan of barbonated but uhhhhhhh fentimans ig
why live if iwnbaw
>>38493573have you seen yourself paige?
nothing beats a nice cold alcohol-free beer. i should probably stop drinking a can of this every night though, every day i finish work and go buy one before i head home.
>>38493573where did you get a picture of me
>>38492649for me it's soda water
>>38493573Pot calling the kettle black
>>38492649ramune, peach and strawberry
where did everyone go?
drinking sugary beverages or energy drinks is incredibly cringecoffee addiction is also a little suspect. tea is acceptablequality beer and wine is permitted when paired well with a nice mealotherwise drink water
>>38494371Sneeding much?
>>38494356ive been real busy taking care of lil dennis the menace over here sorry :(
>>38494472in your heart you know i'm speaking the truth
>>38493573>you look easy to draw
>>38494371but I'm sleepy>>38494693sounds exhausting
>>38494777realat least i have something to take pride in now thofeels alot less bad when my dad implies im a no good ne'erdowell
>>38494777do you not get proper sleep
manager might be leaving and u might “oh the black coworker is going away what’s the issue?” but issue is most likely replacement is the MAN HATER from other store! D:
>>38495344Why are you such a racist
>>38495457am not racist
>>38492649so im not trans or into men but i was just thinking the other day “damn if im attractive and girls have liked me before why do i never give any effort and start a real relationship with them” and jokingly thought “well maybe you wanna be them not be with them” but then it made too much sense to be a joke then i thought about sleeping with a guy as a girl and i liked it even though im not into guys at all and now i cant stop thinking about it all. whats going on and how do i stop it?
>>38495471So why do you keep saying stupid racist shit
>>38495457why are you so ugly
whatever happened to hrtgen? i havent been to this board in a while. or is it just dead for now because noone bothers to keep it alive?
>>38495582in hopes to reveal the REAL racist among us
>>38495184I slept all day yesterday, so not really
>>38495933hmm do you do anything that might inhibit your core or REM sleep cycles? it's not good to be tired all day, or oversleep regularly
>>38492649Clearly Canadian is good, but too expensive these days.
okay , i’ll be honest: rouge the bat is pretty freakin smoking actually
how come sometimes im so happy to be transitioning and other times im like why have i done this to myself
How do I tell whether my chaser is skinwalking or just really into foreplay?
mood swings r killing me
MY MOOD LIVES ON THAT SWING
pls help, I'm spiralling all day... ;-;I have a really long face / big oblong head, yes I have bangs and it still looks long af in every picture with friends etc. Right now I'm looking at a septum piercing to try widen my face? (I don't even know if this will work but chatgpt says it might) but what kind of septum piercing do I even go for? A big thick one, thin one close to my nose, one of those crescent moon looking ones, the ball ones, something else?I have another problem I'm spiralling about too but at least getting this one resolved might help a little.
MOOD WEED LMAO
>>38496774septum piercing elongatesfrom what i’ve headd
Post tranny names you actually like that aren't your own
>>38496816what is defined as a tranny name?
>>38496798even if it's like a wide looking one like picrel or something?is there anything at all I can do with piercings that will help?
>>38496816willow aside from diaper willow, but it also males me think they’re trying to skinwalk willow from buffy the vampire hunter who slays vampires, a character who is also a lesbian but a real one because she’s a woman
>>38496754im too fragile too handle itvery delicate :<inside and out
>>38496208it's just been raining alot so I've been stuck indoors and my sleep schedule shifted 180 then I got depressed and started sleeping 12 hours a day. I'll get better now that I'm back to wage slaving.
>>38496960>sleeping 12 hours a dayi know its bad but i miss this
>>38496859maybe. idk try a resource that isn’t chatgpt sorry
>>38495344what do u mean man hater?
>>38497044she hate the men folk everyone say so
>>38497032I literally tried everywhere else, that’s why I’m here, my last bastion of hope.
all my bf does is play violent ass games like h3vr, ready or not, and half sword, and it reached a breaking point where i just didnt want to be in his room when he was doing it so i went home. and now we are taking a week break because i am "criticizing his hobbies" as if it isnt valid when all his hobbies are just about militarism and guns, things which honestly target trannies in 2025, and it brings down my mood when he plays those games, so im fine that we're taking a break even though its been 5 months. he refuses to see, acknowledge or discuss the political dimension of the type games he plays or his military obsession, yet he insists on sharing details with me (i dont share shit about my hobbies (music production) bcuz i know thats annoying as FUCK) even though that topic always brings down my mood. what do... i like cuddling with him, but not after he games in VR for hours on end. does that make me a bitch? does it??>>38492649tropical coke>>38496774>>38496859a cis woman coworker of mine had one of those :) wide just like that
>>38492649monter
>>38496978it's nice for a while but with the days as short as they are it just gets depressing. I guess you're not getting much sun rn huh?
i am the duke nukem of drinking cummmmmm
apathy risingwithout a dream behind it life feels so mediocre no aim goal or direction
>>38492649I honestly don't like carbonated stuff it feels weird on my tongue, but if I had to choose I would go for monster but like base flavour, the one that tastes like cough syrup it's pretty good honestly
>>38497408Holy fuck I forgot about duke nukem T-T
>>38497408kek
what’s that classical string song that sort of sounds like hallughluhia and really pulls at the heart strings?
>>38497757only if you tell me the song
>>38497383nopesometimes i go out in the daylight but yeah it's getting dark at like 4 pm here
>>38497408my name is cum drinkemim here to chew bubblegum and drinking cumand im all out of gum
>>38497799damnthat doodle is crazy
love my best friend again hope he tells me he loves me and rails me one day
>>38497880wish it was mine its someone elses (yookagaka on twitter) i cant doodle like thati like ones that are shaped like that
>>38497903>>38497917>>38497919unfortunately none of these are the song i was looking for, however you remain loved despite. remarkable.
all i do at my new job is just sit on the computer its amazing.
>>38497968You singing chorus in the middle. I like your hair the way naturally as it is now though, instead of bleach blondehttps://youtu.be/YrLk4vdY28Q?si=Q1DYuAFyEXCYve_A
>>38497961this shape is desirable?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=izQsgE0L450&pp=ygUWU2FtdWVsIEJhcmJlcidzIEFkYWdpbw%3D%3Dthis might be it, found by chatgpt, but requires a thorough listen. i’m going to bed>>38498044neber b4 bin died
>>38498072Gn Meffy :)
>>38498059yes thats doodle is good ty well donejorts go hard on that shape fr super desirable
>>38498112mad desireable n shit
>>38498072fuckin platoon?i feel like this was used in heat too?
i just got new glasses and my mum put them away somewhere cus "its good for your eyes to keep wearing your old perscription makes the iris elastic"mums going senile stg
>>38498033what do u do on the computer?
>>38498350my homework. i help ppl with tech stuff. but troubleshooting only takes like 5 mins and usually ppl don't need any help.
i got too much costco sloppa..
>>38498745take pic of haul
>>38498753i should've taken a pic of our little car cart loaded up, but it's all put away now
bleeugh i ate too much costco sloppa
>>38499391what happened to itsorry for your loss burgerfren
pemis kissing
>>38499548=o~c=
Those deleted posts are hilarious. Also it should be 30 days not 3.
i keep forgetting to do my injection how do i fix this i dont know how its been like 5 years since i started but i sometimes just miss my injection and get reminded of it 3 days later :(idk if its some adhd thing or what im really scared of them too but i dont think it would make me forgot doing it
got past regret for not transitioning sooner and got comfy in my body now i have to face down the "why didnt i admit i was fucking gay when i was male" regret which unexpectedly is actually even worse
>>38500720you were probably just trying to survive
I hate my pyschiatrist, she gives me a bunch of advice to help me sleep instead of meds and the advice actively makes it more difficult to sleep. I have been actually sleeping better the past few days by doing the exact opposite of what she told me to do. Stupid bitch >>38500720iktf. I was so in denial my longest relationship was with a cis girl and I couldn't figure out why I was so unhappy
>>38501110she should prescribe him anthrax
>>38500972what's helping you sleep?>t. awake after 3 hours of sleep
>>38501110She's not tho I am loaded up on meds, just not the sleeping pills>>38501122Scheduling my sleep to sleep the same time as my gf and also just forcing myself to lay there until I pass out. She says if I don't pass out after 20 minutes to get up but if I do that I never sleep, meanwhile if I just try to relax and lay down eventually it happens
>>38501110paige you literally dont consider yourself or anyone else itt to be a woman so why dont you stop calling other people med hounds and get a job
>>38501232have you seen yourself paige?literally look in a mirror
>>38501243u havent even seen me nigger
>mfw i see a shota nazi
what do u think of picrel hairstyle?
I just spent like two hours talking on the phone and holding getting shuffled between different call centers because this fucking insurance company was slightly vague about a very minor obscure legal requirement regarding insurance plans, I hate being autistic so muchapparently it's legally required for insurance companies to offer pediatric dental coverage as part of family or individual plansbut this insurance company's form where they let me know my application was approved implied that it's required for you to HAVE pediatric dental insurance, even if you don't have kidsand when I asked Claude, Caude hallucinated and told me that yea its a law you have to have pediatric dental insurance even if you dont have kidsAI HATE, BEAURACRACY HATE
if i tell my bff i love him and would be with him if he wanted but he doesnt want to will it ruin our relationship
ayy lmao its been 3 years wtf i dont even remember my arfgang trip do i even have any frens here anymore....
bad joke man
>>38502743u make it difficult sometimes
>mfw i dont recognize a single name here
>>38503036not even anon?
>>38503042even anon is unrecognizable...
>>38503118idk who that is but ok i will
is katja still around? someone tell her i miss her pls. kat for proof its me remember when i streamed csgo to u n got banned kek
>>38503374she's in chasergen or something. she and two others killed the thread with levels of retarded drama that were previously thought impossible.
>>38503406sounds about right. i looked at posts about me in the archive and LMAO
>>38503444when were you posting? ive been here a while and I don't think i know you
>>385034632021-mar 2022. i was v& for 3 yrs lmao
>>38503017cause I luv u 2 much
>>38503489ok must've been right before I found this hellhole. who v& you?
emo love
i love myself
>tits are growing substantially>boymode at work>have to wear t shirts in the summer because it's a little bit of outside workwhelp guess im on a clock to find a new job
peach papayayayayaya triple geometrical water physics aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa wish i cud read tho like man being an actual person instead of a game player dude with hairy tits wud b way more chill and important also go buy marval rivels its free btw ok
>>38505093farm laborers wear sweaters outside in the summer for sun protection and to prevent dehydration.
>>38505093are you required to wear special clothes? I have a couple of T-shirts that are really...stiff idk how to explain it. anyway they are stiff/thick enough that they manage to conceal my chest. There's also the option to wear both a tshirt and like a hawaii shirt or something on top.
>>38505722not required but it's gonna be hot and id prefer not to die wearing a dysphoria hoodie
>>38492747>>38492765>>38492649regardless clearly canadian is a goated soda tho
>>38505934eat meat faggot
>>38504843Me too~Isnt it so great once you finally are the place in life you want to be?
>>38502452hey!!! BUMPING!!! if i tell my bff i love him and would be with him if he wanted but he doesnt want to will it ruin our relationship
>>38506713You're dating some one you havent had sex with yet?
>>38506720noo. we're just best friends right now but i dont know if asking him out will make him hate me, if he doesnt like me that way.
why do gay people feel like they get to have political opinions about the relationship choices of TRANS women like stfu its not weird that i didnt date men until i transitioned society is opposed to both of our groups
>>38506924cherry on top is i have been fucking them just been dating women because my family would care and find out easily
If I knew how to play any instrument it would be so over for everyone
I always believed I wont make it to 26. My birthday is in 2 days. Im feeling very suicidal. I really want to end it all. I think it's time to leave this life. Its time
>>38506713Possibly. Just tell him anyway
>>38507278can I please sell your organs to fund my bbl?
>>38507436No
>>38506942ukulele is fun to learn and easy to get cheapI'd highly recommend despite the stereotype
took the misso 2da nudie |beach was v fun but now we're burnt as fuck ong dont fuck with the sun>>38497348yep, not wife material at all boys like different things to grills dipshit let him have his stupid little fun games shooting and driving heavy machinery>>38501329still mogs me sosu>>38504314didgeridoo solo remix still huge
>>38507799did u hear the christmas mix?its v bad :)https://youtu.be/WF7-031wWuU
>>38507983>gifis that a sim?i miss playing the sims
>>385079839:13 phatness starts n goes hardyooooo AINT NOTHIN GONNA BREAK ME STRIDE wild mixins baskin and robbin it26:33 love that overlay so FUNKY into JUMP JUMP JUMP mad real JSRF vibeswas pretty mad desu approved
>>38506729Ohhhhhhh.Girls dont ask out boys, silly.>>38507490Ive never been able to learn how to play music, had many very good musicians try to teach me too. Just cant do it, cant differentiate notes by ear even when I could read the music.
>>38508822unfortunatecan kinda relate tho im definitely pretty musically challengedmy younger sibling can write tunes on his guitar and lyrics to bootmy grandfather has the ability to play by earanything guitar he hears he can play back somehowand then there's me playing random chords until i find some that sounds niceand then just try to keep that up
do u guys like my outfit. i should've ironed the shirt.
>>38492649is the libido increase that comes with progesterone worth it?I am so fucking horny now, only 100mg a day and I can barely do anything at all.I masturbate 3-4 times a day now when usually it was like, once every few days, I hate this. But I also don't wanna be flat chested.is there any way i can lower my libido without going off it? my bf kind of wants me to stay on it and not lower it, but idk what to do
>>38503374weren't you a catfish lol
>>38509062very cool outfit
>>38493447my favorite is the strawberry but its hard to find
>>38509415Strawberry is great but actually their (secret) Sangria soda is the goat.
>>38509434Actually im not sure jarritos makes this
I love my girlfirend :)
>>38509464i dont think they do but i like the fruitty flavored sodas so id probably like it anyway
How do I not have a panic attack and freak out thinking he hates me every time my boyfriend takes a little longer texting back than usual?
>>38502743>>38504401Marie, you and your puppy ok with the smoke from the fires?
>>38509635IM FUCKING EVIL AND SHIT YEAH
>>38509158Yes he was using some cute tranny from twitters pics and isn't even trans
>>38492649my goat
dads… penises… kissing….
>>38509062I would trust you to do important math for me
When i dont clean my bong a lot i have a problem where my coughs will make mucus come up with visible bits of resin inside of it.Yesterday and today, when I cough, it has started to not come out immediately, but slightly after i coughed, kind of like a very thick vomit. There is something sexual to it.Am I dying? You are my only friends so i am asking here.
>>38511987I have never breathed as clearly in my life as immediately after this happened by the way. Pretty sure my brains capacity to function has double. I keep growing more powerful.
Normies don't see us as human, it's really bizarre the amount of people struggling with the empathy they have for Hyunju in squid game
>>38512940just pass, it's ez
found out after transitioning that everyone at my workplace thought i was ftm already. go me
i cannot wait to go find a 1000$ ford ranger with a 2.3l lima engine in the middle of nowhere in idaho or montana and a psycho tech wet suit and a funboard and a piece of shit jetski with blown head gaskets and tons of rust that i can fix up and a trailer
beech volybuarrr
i want to girlmode while i go to get prescription today but dont have enough energy to deal with people looking at me weird can someone give me the blessing to boymode and then drink to feel better
>>38513993seadoo
where have all my beautiful trans feminine ladies gone why is this thread so dead lately
>been on hrt for 6 months now and all I have to show for it are nipples that are just slightly more sensitive
>>38492649>qott:these are the best ones i've found so far.in america i liked liquid death a lot but those fuckers are way too expensive>>38515750i cant wear a lot of my favorite t shirts anymore because they make my nips hurt ;_;
>>38515816>forgets to post the image good job retard this is why the japanese all hate you
>>38492649chinotto is goated, i love my countryalso the balkans cooked with cockta.anyway today has truly been spectacular for me, ive been on this board for quite a while so im pretty immersed in the brainrot. I decided to look at myself in the mirror today holding myself up to those standards. i feel like a goddess, none of the schizo shit that "prevents" people from passing applies to me. my worst trait is being 178cm tall but that's within reason for my ethnicity. im starting hrt soon. biggest concern is my right-wing circlejerk father kicking me out of the house. i wish you all the best on this blessed day.
:(
i miss ufufu. kindof out of nowhere, and in a less mentally ill and alarming way than before mostly. for unrelated reasons, am in hospital being treated for mental illness again and also have a wonderful girlf in la (also trans) im hopefully marrying before trump inaug. ufufu just important in my head as positive memories of her make me feel less brainworms/detrans'y and that i should go back to taking care of myself asap no matter whatdon't know why i needed to pass along this update, but i came by and things seemed calm and maybe ok/not insane anymore, which makes me happy cos i want xy trans to make it and live well somehow despite the ridiculous world. Wish we had superpowers, like another world or something, and robots--a giant self-sustaining International Space Cat Sanctuary able to thwart any attack or physical insult
>>38516500there's a lot of old trips i miss desu. this general used to be wild.
>>38515959>fathermy dad simultaneously supports me and slobbers trump cock
>>38516838seems excessive
>>38516838all those moids seem rife for some kind of infection but gl
>>38516902thats a reddit post. idk if im gonna date men anymore i don't want to date gay men and idk if i will ever have the chance to date a bicurious men again like i did when i was a teenager. im probably going to get ffs in the near future but i've kind of given up on my transition, male skeleton etc. im happy manmoding. i also don't think i could bring myself to sleep with men again i kind of have a lot of trauma surrounding it. i'm hoping to date a cis girl asexually. i doubt that'll ever happen. though if i meet a nice girl i might detransition. i really want kids but it seems like a pipe dream.
>>38516965oh dang sorry I didnt mean to to upset you, sorryI mean yeah thats fair desu most guys are pigs anyway, idk if I should give u advice tho I'm not exactly in the same boat experience wiseI hope you meet someone nice thoI hope the ffs goes well tho
idk though i say male skeleton but men have seen me and tried to flirt with me and they say i thought you were a girl as soon as i start speaking this has happened at least a dozen times. maybe i should talk to a therapist.
>>38516838the pool date with the indian dude seems chill
>>38517067Yea, you probably should.
>Charlotteis this name too tranny coded? I've been using it for 10 years now but haven't legally changed my name yet. It's not too late.
Is my side profile bad? Post-ffs. Should I seek revision?
>>38517526not at all, very cis. just a little dated but if you've been using it 10 years i assume you're in or near 30s so pretty normal
>>38517664no! you are very pretty, nobody would ever clock you. if its happening irl its probably your voice
>>38517664looks like a cis woman (but i know it's not! teehee)
>>38511560Lmao, the catfish had her hooks in you that deep eh?
>>38517919is that why they call her cat? if i were a fish id be that one that nibbles on the shark all day.
>>38517928I was talking about chloe, he's a cis man pedophile that posted here and e dated/cheated on 6 posters at the same time including kat, then he went to jail for 3 years for rape. Kat was extremely obsessed with "chloe" to the point she planned to leave her gf at the time ans secretly dated/cheated with the catfish behind her back as chloe was also dating several others at the same time and they all didn't know about each other. It's hilarious that 3 years later kat would still add this person, mono is pretty screwed.
>>38518047kat exhibits symptoms of bipolar disorder
>>38517162until he shits in it
>>38518193heh, indians sure have a bizarre level of comfort with fecal matter
>>38518176Lmao don't I know it
>>38518405o shit u spotted an orb
>>38518409das the moonand also a ufo i guess? im not sure what im seeing here
>>38518440hello naz how is naz
>>38518555hiya anoni am not wellcovered in bruises both literally and emotionally
>>38518618wha happened? could've sworn i saw you posting happier things a few days ago ..
>>38518643>a few days ago ..if you mean while i was on ecstasy... that's why :|>wha happened?spent the whole day being attacked and screamed at againive become the scapegoat and punching bagand then im expected to just keep playing housekeeperi think i get barbiturate abuse now, like truly
>>38518800well, at least you got high? you gotta get out of there friend :(
>>38518864>at least you got high?cheers to thatgonna be doing lsd again eventually hopefully helps take the mind off all this
smoked the last of the weed sadlyit is over
>>38519406you'll get more mark my words
>>38519431i think that’s likely but ill try to avoid it for at least a few days
Paige
bro like
>>38519005Hey naz
>>38518800kids fucking suck i hate them
>>38520159You suck and you don't swallow
stfu naz you deadbeat dad life failure
>>38520188Nou
one day no one is even going to post these threads anymore
bro imma jack my fucking dick off rn like idgaf straight yo it is what it is
>>38495344Send nudes
that's legit
im studying C++, and my assignment was to calculate weekly gross pay, weekly net pay based on federal withholding taxes, and the amount of taxes withheld for the week, we also were told to develop a algorithmic design document.I spent about two hours developing a program that asks whether you're single/filing separately, married filing jointly, or the head of household. I also built a method to calculate federal taxes withheld based on the 2025 tax brackets. i annualized the weekly gross pay since tax brackets are determined by projected annual income. i was about to account for leap years and federal holidays.at the last minute i reread the assignment and realized the user is supposed to input their federal tax withholding rate directly. i don’t need to account for any of these factors, now i have to rewrite everything and the assignment is going to be a day late and i won't have a 4.0 gpa i want to die.
>>38520700Rekt
oh gosh apparently if i submit it by friday i won't use any points i think and the rubric doesn't mention anything about late submissions its still annoying though
>>38520700just have chat gpt build it for you in a few minutes you retard
>>38520758thats cheating they have the ai detectors now and ill get expelled
>>38520700>>38520736You will make it you're based sis
my rice will be done at 2:20
>>38520836Rice nigger
zzzzzzzzzzz
>>38520926Cute
can you stop spamming hon
>>38520940https://voca.ro/160zAkuTuZSv
>>38520954I wanna kill myself thanks
>>38520950Can you commit suicide nigger rapehon
>>38520983https://voca.ro/15tviudmwFeh
>>38521054CHASER
>>38521071https://voca.ro/1gLGcK0qEIGi
>>38521088Please kill ys
>>38521100https://voca.ro/1dwUIlZFA77i
>>38521071fucking chasers i swearimagine being one
Bro there’s hundreds of pedophile chasers spamming gaygen right nowCan’t you troons stay in your threads?
>>38521415That’s not us, we only love young girls here
>>38521439Yes, many chasers posted themselves in the gaygen threads and we don’t want to do nothing with you guys
ew
>>38521563Honestly at this point I think I'd take being ew if I was going to the beach with friends and if I was happy.
holy shit it is so hard going without weed
god i love being a girl with a penis as a girl
>rekindled a friendship with a much older guy I knew as a teenager>he keeps doing subtle flirts like "every time I see you, you get hotter">he revealed to me in casual conversation that he's really mean to girls in bed>he's supposed to teach me how to ride his motorcycle in the spring>I think he's too careful of the fact that he knew me as a teen and doesn't want to make the first move>even set him up with a cis girl friend of mine at one point but it didnt go anywhereI need him to fuck me so bad, idk how to be smooth about it.
>>38522795Just let him do the first move, T makes is easier
>>38522940that's not terrible actually, you have a vague sense for what shapes a body should look likeI struggle with that aspect of anatomy a lot and SUCK ASS at drawing people.Which sucks because like all I wanna draw is people.
>>38522963i cheated by looking at an image dwand yeah people are really really hard to draw bc our brains are so wired for the right shapes for survival reasonsit’s why drawing a boat or whatever is easier, because our brains don’t have as rigid an idea of what they could look like
it's like if why is it my fault that i'm racist ya know? like fuck me what am i just suppose to IGNORE the way they conduct themselves and take part in society? give me a break
>>38493447peak i always get these or the pineapple flavor when i get a torta at local spot
>>38522940neat, gonna try that position later
>>38521563seeing this reminds me i used to have this kind of honfidence :/
>>38522940>Spends months copying drawings>Still draws like a toddlerPeak comedy
Dooming. FFS & a few months with messed up hormones destroyed my hair volume. Almost none of my clothes fit. By the time I got to passing I was too old and tired for men to give me any attention anymore, except chasers and eggs.Did BBL with 360 lipo but the hip fat atrophied away and my ribcage is too big to really have an hourglass. I miss my tummy fat too.Found a surgeon who can reduce the ribcage (somewhat, 5-12), but only two inches, when I need ~3. It's a reconstruction with a shitload of bars and plates too, so probably more taxing on my body, leading to more fatigue & hair loss...and it costs almost $100k in my home currency, so a lot of difficult conversations to get funding for something with a tough recovery that might not even help much.Did reassignment (tilapia), not much regret, but he did my clitoris weirdly and I didn't remove enough hair. Finding time for dilation is impossible.I'm close to the end of my transition now, but I can't help feel just vaguely dissapointed. I'm invisible the way middle aged women are, but every trans woman my age says I'm hot and unapproachable, so I never know what to think. I haven't really felt joy about my journey in years.I don't feel like I've really achieved much overall; part of me feels like this whole thing was hopeless from the start, it's hopeless in general unless you transition as a teenager (I started ~25).I wish I could move on. I wish I could be just another woman. I wish I didn't have this cursed skeleton. I wish the mirror gave me something besides grief and regret. I miss my hair so much. I miss the cute, thin, friendly, popular woman I could have been.
desu I really need another round of FFS but I feel like getting a second time is going to be even more impossible than the firstI barely know how I managed to get the first round desu
>>38524680What would you change? I was optimistic about DB but I think he overtreated my brow/orbitals and didn't quite reduce my nose enough to match.
>>38524745Im happy with everything my surgeon did except for my nose job, he dropped the ball there. It looks slightly broken and is honestly hard to notice unless pointed out, especially since I wear glasses, but I'm real self conscious about it. I gotta find a new surgeon to do it because when I went back to a follow up he just carelessly went "we can shave it down more" without really even looking at it.Idk how to even start looking for surgeons that'll do rhino revisions let alone deal with trying to get insurance to cover it.On the first round I had him leave my chin alone because honestly its fine and doesn't bother me, but I could maybe get it reduced slightly. Not sure.
I want to play with cis women's feelings who I know who would be disgusted and horrified to find out that I am a former attempted tranny and all they see is a pretty cute guy, but I would never be confident enough to do it and in reality it would probably just feel bad and I would feel bad for them
theory true :(
shutup jonathon
>>38525095jonahon
>keep trying to make hit tweet>say some of the funniest shit I have ever said>only person who likes n retweets is my gf who has p much turned into my reply girlWhat the fuck do I gotta do to get some appreciation for my comedic genius on Twitter. Fuck
>>38524680same, i could use some revision like nose and lip lift. my grandmother paid for mine. she's dead now :(
>>38525164post your account, we can like each others posts
>>38525215Peak of comedy right here get ready to guffaw and hehe
>>38525245yuck
>>38525258Yea I'm foul
>>38525205sorry about your grandma, anonthat rules that she was supportive enough to pay for that
they sed i look weird in hat
>>38525579Bring the hat down your forehead a little bit more and I think it’d actually look great on you
im mörkö
>>38525775Nuh uh
>>38525245skaters r cute uwu
>>38526090I don't actually skate much anymore, it's an inside joke with my gf about the way my voice soundsI still have my long board tho, when it is less cold I will ride....maybe
I finally built up the courage to get rid of the last of my leg hair and omgggggg I’m so HAPPYYYYYYYOkay so for the longest time I wouldn’t shave the hair on my calves or arms because I’d be scared of other people finding out and getting all pissy about it (muslim mindrot, “you shaved your body hair? Imitating femininity as a ‘man’??? Haram!!!!!”, shit like that). But I finally decided to get rid of it and IT’S SO SMOOTH AND NICE OMGIt’s a really stupid and comparatively small thing to get so excited about but I’m really happy :) I’m dreading having to shave all the extra hair when it grows back though. Just my legs, abdomen, pits, bum, and back already took forever, now I’m adding my calves to the mix :c
CODE RED¡ i matched with two females on tinder what do??
>>38526426Bask in the glory of winning, maybe?
anypony here know anything about vietnamese cooking
what's up mtfg>>38526539yeah i know it's good
>>38526524i habben’t won anything yet
>>38526426i thot u were hussy
>>38526574>what's up mtfgchainsmoking and wasting my time like usual :|
>>38526713well they say they’re looking for friends anyways… but i can fix that mehehe
no bf. i sob. etc.
>>38526090wish that the japanese believed this
>>38527123never seen a Japanese skater.
>>38527151i haven't either yet just foxes and homeless people
WHY CANT I HAVE TITTIES?
>>38527316u can, just ask your doctor
Monday to Friday general
>>38527426Nobody wants to see ur shoddy boltons bread
>>38527698I know someone who does
going to obsessively message my BFF until he decides the only reasonable way to have a life lasting, long term relationship, is to date me
What Disney movie should I watch next? Tangled or zootopia
>>38527942i lik tangled
>>38527942cars
>>38527950Ok I will watch tangled. I don't know anything about it, but I've heard good things.>>38527964Not a fan of the general theme and aesthetic. I've tried to watch it, but I lose interest fast.Wonder if cruella is any good.
>>38527942zootopia is good I have objectively good taste desu
>>38527934gl. seriously hope 4 dreem etc.
>>38528064I'm gonna watch it eventually. My aunt gave me a huge box full of blurays and most of them are disney movies
matched with another transbian
and that's the only reason mists of pandaria is gross and gay
>>38528115yeee is good, idk im not a didney person but I liked it but i have no idea how it ranks against other movies or anything
this thread was created three days ago, incredible.
>>38528349mtfg is truly in a dire state
>>38528349it's all my fault, I haven't been posting over the holybobs
Dead cope thread and such
where did Chloe go
idk but i dreamt about juliaits been a while now i wanna know whats shes doing, or how shes doing, to be more accurate
>>38528126who won
>>38529016marina obviously
>>38528748Hopefully back to prison, but more likely into kats dms
>>38529073negative
>>38528971julia who
Fill in lasses>>38529664
