I am so angry at trans activists. Y'all trannies fucking ruined my life when I was a kid and continue to ruin it to this dayI coped with brutal bullying by dissociating and when I found twitter and discord the fucking tranny rabbit hole was waiting for me. It's been messing me up and confusing me for nearly a decade. I'm on and off thinking about starting HRT but everytime I lapse into authoritarian views and forget it and realize it's a trauma response and I like being a manHowever I'm brainwormed and fucking tranny rhetoric, including egg gaslighting, gets to me every single time. I genuinely don't know how to get my tranny attachment to stop. I'm so envious of trannies I mass hoard selfies from their twitters and then get off to them utterly ashamed and disgusted but also fascinatedI can never be a happy man. I can never get validation as a tranny either because it's a cult that punishes people for wrongthink like being right-libertarian. At one point trannies started doxxing me for being socially conservative and I said screw it and desisted for the nth time and told them I hate their stupid movement and I'll bring it to ruinI look in the mirror and see an insecure mentally ill low-T shut-in. I want to affirm my masculinity but the learned helplessness kills me inside. I look at trans girls living happy lives post-transition and I don't mind that but I'm so so jealous of them seeing how they're the ones that robbed me of that relationship with my gender. Fucking trannies mate, y'all ruined my life and y'all piss me off
>>38494872this is such a skill issue if you want to affirm your masculinity so bad get on testosterone replacement therapy and stfu it's not our fault you can't figure out whether you're one of us
>>38494872just be a hrt femboy lmao
>>38494872okay.. uuhhhmm cool? im sorry tho haha
>>38494872womp womp
>>38494872nope, transition now
>>38494872seethe and cope detrooner
taking hormones does not make you a tranny
>>38494872we need a femboy holocaust
LMAOOO
>>38494872>literal hylic slave blames his woes on random strangers he's never even met irl for the fact that he's an agp loser npc who's entire sense of self fluctuates based on what internet "movement" he currently wants to feel like a part ofPathetic. A lot of those xitter hons you hate so much are very similar to you though, you both just wanted to be part of an erotic social club.Personally I transitioned because I actually had GD, not because of any desire to ever join the "community." I was literally a 16yo going through a larpy esoteric wignat faze when I first started hormones, and the lack of support/"validation" never stopped me because I'm a real person possessing an individual mind and soul capable of taking responsibility for my own self.You are a grown adult, maybe try taking accountability for your own (in)actions if you want to start attempting to fix your life instead of just whining about how it's everybody else's fault.>>38495005Not even, "desisted" implies that all this person ever did in the first place was put the stupid flag next to his xitter username
>>38494872Reee my poor life everything is every body elses fault You just need someone to guide you and nurture you anon ill do it for you
>>38494872if you hate trannies so much why are you venting to trannies on the tranny board of the tranny website?
>>38494872You're angry at yourself for being unable to take control of your life. Whether you're a man or a woman or a tranny or an HRT femboy it won't matter. If you want to take hormones for their effects then take them. If you want to try and live as a woman then do it. Just don't turn your anger at yourself and project it as suffering onto people not all that different from you, because all that will cause you to do is suffer in the future in a way you won't be able to predict. Who gives a shit whether its a trauma response or not? Seriously. What is the inherent problem with getting molested or whatever, and developing gender dysphoria? In comparison to compartmentalizing, suppressing, and repressing until your psyche shatters isn't transition, no matter the social stigma, a better choice? Personally my money is that dysphoria is caused by a hormone imbalance which has psycho-somatic symptoms. But it doesn't really matter. Youve got the dysphoria. You can either repress and be miserable, coping by turning your misery onto others, or you can accept it and take the scary leap of changing your mind and living a balanced life. Alot of people are just gonna shit on you for all of your post. Just understand it's probably because they are suffering, or know they will soon suffer, because of people like you and others who think like you. It's a vicious cycle, one which you can choose to remove yourself from
>>38494872You are correct, and all these insane degenerates getting pissed at you are evidence that you are correct. Transgenderism is an evil cult. Please escape it for your own good. t. cis gay man who wants more real men in the world
>>38494872In case this isn’t a troll, dude just unplug from the Internet. I’m serous and I mean it. Online lgbt spaces rot your brain and make you bitter and angry. You will feel a lot better just being you and not engaging with or looking at any of it. I promise
>>38494928I want to be masculine tyty bestie
>>38494872im sorry you're so miserablemaybe make peace with your mistakes and stop seething at people for being happyour existence does not constitute a cult anymore than my religion does
>>38499238Tysm bestie, I'll try
Just be a man and a tranny at the same time. DuhObviously you want both so do both
>>38500371I don't want to be a tranny, the constant thinking about gender and hyperfixating on it and listening to girl affirmation ASMR is just a trauma response. I'm a man and I want more T in my system
>>38501694i just take my pills and dont think about it at all
>>38494872> i have zero principles or intellectual autonomy and it's everyone else's faultwell, anon, you sure do sound like a woman. a dumb one at that.
>>38494872ok, tranny
>>38502632Fuck off joe chudI would've said I'm enby if I still believed in gender. But it's too much trouble for me to believe in gender at all tbhon
>>38504298ok, tranny
>>38504298enby is only four letters long
>>38494872
>>38494872Are you the rainbow hair kid from that one documentary
>>38504385“Stop grooming me”
>>38501694Then you need a good diet and to hit the gym. It will increase your T and give you something to look forward to.I could write paragraphs on this but idk if you even want to read it so..
>>38494872>everytime I lapse into authoritarian views and forget it and realize it's a trauma response and I like being a man>I can never be a happy man. I can never get validation as a tranny either because it's a cult that punishes people for wrongthink like being right-libertarian.mate, i'm happy for you if you're not trans and so on, but come on, you don't have to include signs that you're repressing and extremely retarded in your 4chan vengeance pledge before shooting up a walmart. your obsession with trans people and relationship with gender honestly says more about you than any 'trans activist'. please don't post things like that again it's like asking people to point and laugh at you
>>38496239the trans activists he's referring to are part of his mental dialogue more than any sort of real group of people
>>38504385Kill egg culture with extreme prejudice, it's grxxming by any other name
>>38502627I literally desisted because I stood my ground against an imposed doxa belief systemI may get impulsive and swayed by aesthetics but I have unshakable core values
>>38494872why are you hoarding selfies nigga that's fucked up and weird
>>38494872I got no advice for you, just like yeah, trans communities suck. Queer communities suck. Got some great friends who are queer. But community? Fuck that. Those people are cooked. If you're gonna be some kind of queer, you are best off integrating with straights and having a few friends who happen to be queer and just stay away from the communities.
>>38494872This bit is hard. But now you're recognizing what's going on with you, what's been going on with you for a long time, you can deal with it.
>>38508778Thanks bestie, this means so much to me xx
>>38494872Not beating the tranner allegations, anonette"Men" don't envy trannies nor do they find themselves irresistibly thinking about HRTWe go on and on about how conversion therapy doesn't work. That cuts both ways : can't untroon a real troon. Can't troon a non-troon. Just stop. Embrace it. You'll be happier.
>>38510681Anyone can envy anyone shut up
>>38494872take some personal responsibility
>>38494872>random discord trannies are activists>>38494872
>>38512138"I envy the man eating shit""Maybe you want to eat shit too?""NO I DON'T I JUST WISH I COULD EAT SHIT BUT I DON'T WANT TO EAT SHIT"
>>38512138>envying people who are considered the scums of societyok
>>38512844I envy them having a stable relationship with their gender despite all the dysphoria issues, and I lack that for myself as a man>>38512893Trannies are literally hyped up by the media as beautiful flowers of self-expression contrasted to boring c!ssies, get out of your bubble
>>38514838If you can envy anyone why do you not envy...you know. Cis men ? Isn't that what you say you're supposed to be ? >Trannies are literally hyped up by the media as beautiful flowers of self-expression contrasted to boring c!ssies, get out of your bubbleGod I wish. Where are those media, I'd love to see them. All I see is oceans of bile
>>38514885Feminist society teaches us to hate men and we have to unlearn thatI do find trans girlies interesting, there's something alluring and cute about them that's imprinted in my subconscious. And yes I do find cis girls way, way more sexy but I can't stop my trans girl curiosity for some reasonI guess I envy them and am fascinated by them because they're traumatized, mentally ill, and autistic just like me and yet they cope with it somehow
>>38515124>Feminist society teaches us to hate men and we have to unlearn thatThat's neither here nor there. If we start discussing patriarchal systems (calm down now, I didn't say men, I said systems) we'll be here all fucking day. Spare me.>I guess I envy them and am fascinated by them because they're traumatized, mentally ill, and autistic just like me and yet they cope with it somehowPlenty of people have shit to deal with. Say, I dunno, I'm sure there's plenty of traumatized neurodivergent manly miner men out there. And guess what, if their pain is invisible it's because patriarchal society has forcefully taught them to hide it. >yet they cope with it somehowSadly...sadly, sadly, a lot of us don't make it >.>The ones that remain, obviously, by definition, are the ones that managed to cope. Because they have no choice. They have to find a way to cope or they're dead.Anyway.
>>38515178Doesn't prove I'm a tranny tho
>>38515184True. Your feeble cries of not being trans are not very convincing, though...I worry for you a little bit, I guess. You do sound very confused. But your vibes are very eggy, I'm sorry to say.
>>38515200I dread not having a dick and being penetrated, I have doubts about tits, soft skin is fine but not worth it for me and I'm fine with body hairSounds pretty man to me. Besides, my health is poor, I'm eepy, and if I were to add a blood clot risk to that I might die
>>38494872You seem like a very impressionable person. You should ignore outside voices and try to think for yourself without any influences in any direction.Then again I think you’ll be impressioned by whatever so I suggest not doing trans stuff in your case as it’s harder to switch in or out of. Go do something productive like joining an organization or Buddhism or sometbing
>>38515259I'll admit current western societal expectations of what men are supposed to be are MISERABLE and deeply alienating, so I don't blame anyone for being tempted to run away from that. Both men and women have to comply with different sets of soul-crushing conditions and oppressive gender norms. In any case I can't figure this out for you, I really can't.
>>38515178>there's plenty of traumatized neurodivergent manly miner men out thereI'm still way more exposed to trannies in the media I consume
>>38515312You answer your own question. Consume different media if you're sick of tran trans. Unplug from mainstream news, don't watch TV, stay off fucking social media, just go dark and cultivate your own little garden and find hobbies. Maybe you'll find yourself better then.
>>38515325I admin a chaser group on Telegram where I post pics of trannies I find interesting daily and ask people to rate them or comment on their cuteness. I guess it's my job to hoard tranny pics now
>>38515372You do that and complain about being flooded in trannies ? Just stop ? xDEither stop, or shoulder the burden you placed on your own back, little sister <3
>>38515390I can't, it's an addiction and a way to cope with hyperfixation and desire for attention
>>38515400I can't force your hand and make you stop. You know what you need to do and, personally, I have no training in helping people kick addictions. It's on you to fix this someway, somehow.
>>38515390>little sisterY'all hate being misgendered and then misgender cis people baka
>>38516239If he's really cis he can take it, sis. But yeah fiiiiiiiiiiine I shouldn't, okay
>>38516287People have been traumatized by masculinity denial, not everyone can take it without being extremely hurt and/or relapsing into AGP
>>38494872Weeewoooweeewoooo schizoposting alert!!!!!!
>>38515307Thanks. I'm Catholic and I want to go on pilgrimages and right-wing rallies more often
>>38515310Thanks for being considerate, I'm not dysphoric, even if I do get fantasies of being a woman from time to time they're fetishistic, actually materially having a female body would be a nightmare
>>38512624Stop saying that. Detransitioners all have, they still have a right to be angry at influencers and doctors
>>38507408What the fuck is "egg culture"? Pointing out you wish you were female??
>>38521065Look I know I have fantasies of an undiscovered intersex condition and I sometimes think what it'd be like to be a girl and I giggle out of joy when I imagine myself as one after a femhypno session, but that's a trauma response, I'd actually be disgusted and would want to hang myself if I had a vagina and PMS and were forced by HRT to like men. That's 'not male enough' dysphoria, not 'wanting to be female'. I'm not a girl
>>38508416I am morbidly curious about trans girls so I keep a collection of the ones I want to observe carefully. I am not a girl myself
>>38494872hit the gym, get big and buff and ripped, do trt and creatinefuck it, take steroids if you must
>>38522905NOOOOOO I LOOKED AT TRANSTIMELINES and all the trans girls there are so beautiful... I love them so much and I'm extremely envious that they can just be girlsAlso apparently 88% trannies are stealth according to stats. Jealous...
>>38523039How do I get TRT? I want to prove to everyone I'm not a girl...
>>38525680I just took an am I trans quiz and it showed I'm firmly NOT TRANS, I also took cogiati and it's a -40
>>38494872Jeffree Star may be pissing off a lot of people but he’s a glaring example that feminine men are a fact of life
>>38525680idk probably go to the doctor and ask for it
>>38530605How do I if I'm too insecure about itWhat if they troon me out instead
>>38531512literally just tell them "i feel like my t is too low, please prescribe me some trt", the doctor will ask are you sure? just say yes and boom you have ityou dont have to tell them anything about troon shit, literally just say you need it, the fuck are they gonna do about it? ask what you need it for? just say youre going to the gym
