>>38539982
Being a hon would bring me no joy. It would be more miserable than being a repper.
Failing in the worst possible way.

>>38540770
it's better to be a normal looking failure then a hon failure

Why not just be effeminately gay instead of taking pills to justify your inner femininity?

>>38541339
why not be a man instead of not being a man?

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Just fuck my shit up

best part of repping is how i feel guilty over feeling like shit

>>38541339
cause im not gay im pseudo-bi

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Would it be an insane idea to confess to my family that I’m 90% sure my psychological profile matches up with the transgender people but I choose not to act on it?

>>38539973
i am 28 and i am still thinking about transitioning, when the fuck does it stop, these thoughts havent stopped since i was 19

It's gonna be okay bros
https://youtu.be/896Zx_ZAiVA

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With literally every corporation, government body, and probably soon medical community preparing to flush troons down the drain in 2025 (to save their own asses)…who else here feels vindicated that not transitioning or even touching hormones was 100% the right choice? As paranoid and scared as I am as a “normal” man, I can’t even imagine how freaked out I would be as a tranny.
>but no I’m not unlocking my inner true happiness self woman soul or whatever the fuck
lol fuck off in advance to any pinkpilling cunts still ITT. I made the right play and you can seethe about it

>>38543277
Reppers won.

>>38542823
lol

>>38543277
it was very clearly a fad
feel bad for the people who fell for it desu
they're left holding the bag unlike ugg boots or man buns

>>38543849
so here's what happened:
one trans kid showed up. all the other kids got jealous of the attention the trans kid got. didn't understand any of the psychology. proclaimed they were trans, too. except, trans was never the identity. male or female is. trans becomes the new emo for alternative types. legit trannies get upset that people are wearing their lifestyle as a costume. calls out the trenders. threatens to burn it all down if nevessary. cuts off the nose to spite the face. now the trenders are upset because they didn't understand the harm they caused the community and lack the integrity to take responsibility for their actions. wonders why we say both sides are the same.

you guys tried to hop on trans like the right hopped on maga and the legit trannies are pissed that you forcibly outted us from our safe spaces (closets) by spreading /trans visibility/ and now you want sympathy from us? no.

A yuge number of people are going to detransition soon. Right now people have the sunk cost fallacy.

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>>38341309
and i meant it too

>>38542823
same

ya always want what ya can't have. you're not meant to catch the carrot

>>38543952
>you forcibly outted us from our safe spaces (closets) by spreading /trans visibility/
pretty sure reppers dont want trans visibility lol

i hate everything so much

>>38544608
T__T
t. included in everything

larry do you like sushi?

>>38544780
idk if i ever ate sushi, it is probably ok, not bad or not good either, not smth i would eat with pleasure..

>>38544809
if you haven't had it how would you know?

>>38544835
bc i think i ate a bit and i remember that it just kinda tastes bland and a bit raw, i just hate rice, i am more of a potatoes especially bread person for filler cheap food..

>>38544874
ah well rice is kinda bland in itself
fried potatoes are tasty... mashed potatoes...
hmm...

I don't want to work
I just wanna goon in my room all day
I don't want play
I just wanna be a tall AGP

>>38544962
having to do stuff is torture, usually because doing stuff / work involves seeing other human beings

>>38545034
Ideal life is living alone in a cabin on top of a big rock in the middle of the ocean. Far away from all people forever.

Bliss

>>38545056
very true, i wish for that but i would probably find something to complain about anyways

do i inject estrogen again

>see attractive woman
>get a feeling of despair in my stomach
>want to die
I LOVE HAVING AGP
ITS SO GOOD

>>38545373
Same but with anime women instead of real women.

>>38539973
>picrel
what kind of cursed AI is this??

>>38545276
yes
if you ask that's an alternative, and i don't think because doing so hurts you
>>38545373
as described it just indicates gd?

Bros ive actually cured my AGP, the special technique is so simple. You only need one simple thing that they just WONT tell you about

>>38541339
>be effeminately gay

Why it's so hard to be skinny/ small/feminine male? Just asking. Implying dysphoria don't exist it's completely just brain fantasy.

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Why transition if it doesn't make you the opposite sex?
>b-but alleviated dysphoria
But what do you actually get? A body that's neither male nor female. A ton of health risks. All the transpobia, yours to handle. Don't stealth, become a pariah and "diversity person". Do stealth, have to hide until the day you die. No way to have a normal family.
If trooning could make me a real boy, I'd be the first in line. But this is not enough. This is a stupid thing to do. I'm going to avoid relationships and do whatever brings me joy. The world is an evil circus anyway, might as well live in my head.

>>38547015
>ton of health risks
lol for amabs/xy individuals it reduces health risk, for afabs/xx there might be some but surgery would remove those

but for xy there's (for instance) STRONG reduction of prostate cancer risk, a minor increase in breast cancer however far less than for cis women

So I am mentally stuck on this. I definitely fantasised about being a woman, but I didn’t consider myself one. I do have AGP but I am very prudish and avoid pornography so it’s very embarrassing. My life has been dominated by a strong aversion to sex, there’s just also some weird trans-like baggage for some reason that I’ve hidden from everyone. I never connected the two but is there is a connection? What is the culprit? I don’t know if these thoughts can legitimately be called trans thoughts.

>>38547015
>Why transition if it doesn't make you the opposite sex?

Sexual fantasy. Only reason really.

>>38547584
So transition makes me complete?

>>38547280
The real answer is we don't know. There isn't a lot of research.

Fuck I hate my mtf repper life

>>38547015
Biochemical dysphoria

>>38547598
what?

>>38547621
You wouldn't get it

REINCARNATION HOPE ONLY

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Everyday I wake up and remember I am a 6'3 balding man that has always wanted to be a girl and that this feeling will never go away, and that I will never have the body I want.

I live like a hermit because I cannot be my true self, am I even living at this point? I'm too afraid to die and yet I'm also afraid to live.

Every year that passes the pain gets worse, I see men and women that are comfortable in their bodies and get so fucking jealous it is literally killing me.

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>>38542739
mtf or ftm? US? It really depends on where you perceive your parents stand on gender issues but usually not a good idea. What do you really think the best case scenario is?

>>38547015
I'm sorry you feel this way anon, I wish I could give you what you really want. Is there anything you do that makes you feel

anyone want to eat my ass?
dw i might be ugly, disgusting even, but i am clean and capable of douching

offer not open to larry btw, him i'd jush cuddle with in a frendly way

>>38547807
>What do you really think the best case scenario is?
they’d help me snap out of it and rid me of these thoughts

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>>38547780
I wish I could give you a hug anon, really. I'm sorry you feel the way you do, is there anything you do to express your true self? It doesn't have to be all or nothing you know, there's lots of hobbies that might make you feel better. (Plus if you're not already on duta or fin please do so)
>>38547926
If a cisoid has ever "cured" tranny thoughts with words I have not heard of it. The best you can get with GD is management and making compromises. There's a fundamental part of your soul that wants to express itself in a certain way and if you've decided transition is not the best option for you then you have to find alternative means of expressing it, otherwise you will diminish into a husk of a person.

>>38547998
The real reason I want to tell them is because they keep asking what’s wrong and I keep having to make excuses it just really sucks.

I JUST ANOTHER SUFFER FUEL FOR MIGHTY MACHINE GOD? JUST ANOTHER BATTERY

Anime Dysphoria Disorder (ADD) ruins your life.

>>38549245
I don't watch anime.

>>38549245

Yeah if I just don't watch thet TV show 15 year's ago I wouldn't have dysphoria and being just regular skinny looser boy.
How do I get rid of thoughts that I wanna be OF slut in burning California
Physically im here but my mind always somewhere there

>>38549262
>>38549344

Anime Dysphoria Disorder is specifically about wanting to be an anime girl. Not a 3DPD

>>38540770
im a hon according to everyone here but like 2 people- makes me wanna kms

>>38549375
Yeah but I still feel like I need to fase the same wall
It's it? 41

i hate what the internet has done to my brain, its really scrambled it completely. at least in the past you would just be a christian and even if its all nonsense at least you'd feel the same as everybody else and fit in and not be in constant distress over what you are supposed to be all the time

>>38549245
I just started watching Medalist I wanna be a cute ice skating girl why the fuck was I born a man

i fucking hate myself so much i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die

>>38550540
same desu

>>38550540
This

i really want someone to kill me! someone please kill me!~ i want to die! someone please torture me horribly and kill me ~

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I am grateful that I experienced the peak of my AGP in my teens and not in old age like boomers and gen x.

Repressing gets easier every day.

Always remember: John 50 has nothing to do with us who are from a new generation. He freaked out because he experienced the phenomenon of transsexuality at the same time as us. There is no evidence that we will suffer the same when we get old. We will be stronger and better human beings than we are today.

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I turn 30 next year and the fact that my AGP hasn't gone away is fucking terrifying. I remember sitting in the therapists office at 21 brushing these feelings off. This can't actually be my life, can it?

I'm sorry you guys are hurting:(

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i feel like femininity represents all that is pure and innocent and good by nature and masculinity is all that is tragic and flawed and good through willpower and this whole illness is being torn between the two. the desire to transition is for me just the desire to escape imperfection, my decay and my inevitable death. when i see passoids i see people who dont suffer, who are frozen in time as perfect and deserve good things just because they exist, its impossible to imagine them suffering and its impossible to imagine myself not suffering. im so tired of numbing myself to this stupid impossible choice

i wish i was still repressed instead of totally defeated

kind of over the whole repping thing

like honestly who gives a fuck. i just do other things now instead of wallowing on the subject

>>38551139
>Repressing gets easier every day.
True, all I have to do is drink more.
>>38552613
Am I the only repper that doesn't believe nonsense like this and just reps out of practical reasons (neverpass + cowardice).

>>38553211
im repping for practical reasons as well but that has nothing to do with the reasons i need to rep to begin with or id just be a normal man

>>38553223
There's no deeper reason I want to be a woman, there is nothing special about women. I just have a broken brain.

>>38553211
>neverpass + cowardice

Based

>>38553290
Seriously, I'd troon in a heartbeat if I either had any sort of chance at passing or didn't have to suffer any negative social consequences from doing so.

>>38553270
youre probably actually trans then, because it has no rational reason behind it and you just prefer it without justifying it. whereas mine is just a series of complex self delusions that i cant get away from despite knowing that its all delusional fantasy and coping mechanisms

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>>38551139
Interesting cope, hope it's true lol

>>38551139
he trooned either in the 90s or the early 2000s, because the paper he's mentioned in is from the early 2000s.

would taking test make me feel like a god and snap out of it or would it make me kms

i was not suppose to live this long
in a sane society i should've been drafted at 15 to trench warfare and gotten blown up by a land mine

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Screw not feeling like a man, I’ve never felt like a human. I love wallowing in self pity.

cure to repping: move on lol

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>>38539973
I want to girlmode but I'm too much of a pussy.

I've been on hrt for 1 year and 7 months, and I'm STILL scared to be my authentic self. I atleast want to get skinnier first.

>>38557166
wrong general buddy

>>38557166
Getting skinny is easy just eat less
t. just ate less

I'm so HORNY and AGP

>>38557202
She is repping, just doing a very shit job at it.

i'm crying and because i'm a moid i have nobody to cry to

>>38558481
the best part of being a girl is people pretend to care when you cry

>>38558604
well i don't want to like cry in public or anything

i wish i could actually have sex and enjoy it

"dysphoria" so bad i didn't even fap today

watching Houseki no Kuni rn, wish I am one of the gem lmao

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the ultimate weight loss trick is to stress the fuck out from an identity crisis, I don't know how dietitians miss this

>>38558481
i can make myself almost cry on command super easily but i can never full on cry it's kinda horrible