you have to scream

i'm here for life.

>>38553097
The want to smoke
>>38553069
Then do it

>>38553373
mua

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>>38553410
:3

MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STIP MAKE IT STROP LAKE IT SFOPE MAKIT EIT STOP MAKE IT SOTOL MAKS IS TOSTOP MAKE IT SGOP AAAGAGAHZHXJCJGKRKRKCKXK

why do the biggest ugliest most subhuman looking ogres like me get cursed with tranny thoughts that i can never act on

>>38553416
This will never be me I hate being mske trabsbian

someone in another thread said something my constant whining how ugly and useless i am is irritating (iirc was really really drunk tho)

so "man"frens: do my whining and self hatred make me even more unattractive than my body and age etc already does?

>>38553097
how do i stop doomering when i know that with a bit of effort i could pass, but i suffer from learned helplessness so i wont ever put in the effort

idk?
start with something simple make sure you keep doing it until it become a routine, then start with the next thing...

>>38553097
QOTT The chair leg broke off :( i need to lose weight i went from 160 to 148, i want to get down to 135 before may!

>>38553097
>QOTT
i just had some coffee and a smoke so i'll probably have to get up to take a shit in 5-10 minutes.

>>38554358
yes

>>38555323
ok thanks :/

my electrologist treats me like a normal guy, try not being a fakemoder and no one will ever ask

Girlfriends aunt called me her “…friend” over dinner last night like bitch wtf ??? i am a MAN

of course you are sweetie :)

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pre-twinkdeath David Sylvian was the most beautiful woman who ever lived

>>38555712
why would a normal guy want electro retard. they know you are a tranny faggot

>>38555914
she literally talked about hormones and how it isn't relevant since I'm a guy

doubt
why would she mention them at all then?
also i think they can see the feminized skin and maybe some boobie-bulges...

i got laser prescribed so the technician already knew i got it for gender dysphoria...

>>38556049
she mentioned them because hormone fluctuations for cis women can induce hirsutism, since male levels are stable there is no problem
I have like AA cups and I always wear something not form fitting, she never commented on my skin

>>38556505
I'm not telling them anything, if you're a truemoder than being honest about anything transition related or somehow talking about it indirectly is just equivalent to suicide

i need to grind down my nose and chin and brow with a sandpaper

never forget that one time i had a friendship bracelet with "faggot" written on it and a guy came to me asking if I was a taylor swifr fan

why am i attracted to obvious reppers with long hair and a traumatized look in their eyes

“I could fix him” syndrome probably

i wouldn't want him to troon out though

>>38556548
kill yourself

>>38556667
i only fuck guys with hair as long or longer than mine

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Came on my gf’s tits before breakfast td =D now i am wearing her repper boxers, i am like a wigger now haha

>>38553097
there is no comfort
I know it
I am just strange and weird and alien but never her
i am him for real
I CONVINCED myself of one thing
That I want to be trans
that I need to be
that I should be
So i made myself that
But ffs
I am not
There is no inner voice that tells me I should be female
There is nothing
Just pretending to pretend
I dunno if the "real" me I had before i started questioning myself even exists anymore.
He doesnt. But he is me. I fucked up
I fucked up and there is no going back

>>38557070
the only you that exists is a constantly adapting neural pattern built off of every second of past experiences and stimuli that you have already percieved. the past "you" has not and will never exist again, you will never be the same, that's how it's supposed to be

>>38557095
The tranny is construct I created in the absence of meaning and in the excess of longing pleasure and connection

>>38557134
not what i said niggaa

>>38557106
>>38557134
He is real and he is me and i am him and I will always be. The disconnect I feel is reverse dysphoria
the constructed trans persona isnt real. Under scrutiny it falls apart.
"she" was never real and is not and will not ever be
The discomfort in this is simple the fear of rejection, and the fear of abandoning this somewhat stable thing I made up
It is just my brain unable to process my feelings.
One thing is clear, I am not even a repressor there is nothing to repress. It is all fake, all the way down, down to the smallest scale and minutest of details.
All fake. There is a real me somewhere but I lost him. This trans thing is uncomfortable, distasteful and a lie. A crude joke. The reason I dont fit in with ANY narrative about trans people. The reason I cant empathize. The reason no trans told experience matches my lived one, and if it does its only surface level.
I FUCKED UP

>>38557170
>>38557243
I feel nothing like you do, in mostlikelyhood I never did. I made it up
All my feelings about it are made up. I was just an incel loser nerd male and still am, nothing changed. The feeling of discomfort and alienation in admitting this to myself is just the same as the feeling of admitting I am trans to people around me. Lies lies lies. All lies. I am not a tranny, I just had to convince myself as such to move on and take hrt because thats my fetish and I made my whole worldview about that. I dont belong with you real trannies. We have nothing in common.

>>38557049
wtf the rotation is crazy is this an attempt for art or something?
/old man whine

I will leave as I left all my trans groups and friends. Took me a bit longer but I did it. I have but a few attachments left.

>>38557276
My therapist or w/e is just an other attachment i will need to cut loose

yea mb
idk what I looking for with this crap

humans are social animals
everyone need attachments to other people or will suffer consequences
don't hurt yourself

I will
I must
only way to be sure

damn i wonder how much i had last night... i mean i'm no weakling but it's now like 24h since i started drinking yesterday and i'm just starting to feel human again

should I become my manmode? should I embrace it and give up hope for a better future?

our manmodes are our true selves.

>>38557374
maybe not everyone likes manmoding?

>>38557374
Fuck you

>>38557269
Idk i just took the pic, 4chan rotated it i didnt do it

>>38557386
you don't understand that people care a lot about the fact that they failed transitioning

>>38557393
You’re cute and should stop being obsessed with me, lol

>>38557411
this is the failed transitioners general and it will always be

I have too many earnings

>>38557427
Then stop interacting with my posts you egotistic faggot

>>38557438
yes

>>38557454
What word dont i understand ? a faggot is a simple, submissive cuck with no backbone- you fit the description perfectly !

>>38557352
Idk I take it too personally and you told me to go to therapy like panacea to my issues. So essentially just that I need to shut the fuck up
Idk how to ask for help gently when I feel so fucking shit
Yeah I’m a pos idk
Idk shit
I’m just a dude haha
I fucked up
You probably didn’t
You are prolly on the right path. I am sorry. I think you at least are real

>>38557360
nah hope should be the last thing to go
i try to keep some kind of hope things will improve in ways i can't imagine right now... idk
>>38557374
i'm not that much of a doomer, or am i?
hope not
>>38557411
the vast majority of posters here past and present are here because they look to male to pass which is a failed transition for them
you don't get to decide what this general mean or what people should think about manmoding?
>>38557435
some examples?

>>38557483
I wish you were right but me wishing that isn’t real either. It’s just…idk fucked up brain damage or something
Again that’s just me. If you point me to a Tranny then I can always tell they are authenticity women and true to themselves at least. I’m not. It’s how it feels. Like. I wish I could make the same connections they make about themselves with myself.

I’m just looking for excuses to talk about bs again perpetuating the OCD faggot circle for myself.
It will stop after I sleep.

This will never be the “cis man on hrt” general lol sorry

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>>38557487
my favorite one bought all the way back in 2020

this is the FAKEMODER general sorry

>>38557551
What if he agrees with the people saying stuff about us? is that bad?

why are these women fighting

>>38557583
Idk, its not black and white. the one nigga who is always saying irrational shit (“im not even a human) etc just posts here as a way to self harm and/or for attention, i dont think it has anything to do with terfs or anti-trans politics, just his own self perception

I'm not human (positive) (I hold anti humanist/inhumanist views)

I just want to be real
Trans mAn cis woman idk real
The more contact I have with real trans women the more the brainworms eat at me. I wasn’t even realizing I’m in an impostor syndrome spiral until it was pointed out to me.
Ofc I deny it is ever that. I deny everything about me. Stripped of all things.
I was playing this game and I made this really cute creature and I was genuinely like damn that’s so cute but then I turned to myself and really questioned why I even had the need to make something cute or why that even matters or how can that even mean anything
I need therapy yeah

I’m a disgusting rape machine man on hrt

hello can someone say my cherry earrings are cute

what point is it a failed transition tho

How do I make the voices stop and live normally and not feel alien from other trans?(especially their lives experiences which do make me question myself)

>>38557676
Idk. my goal was always to be a hot, VISIBLE trans woman- never wanted to stealth until i realized how bad ugly women are treated
So for me it isnt a failure, i am visibly trans and hot lol
Besides, i prefer manmoding to larping as female so i see the option to manmode as a bonus that i never knew existed- i would have manmoded at 17 or 18 if i knew it was possible

>>38557697
He is me but I had laser rip my neck beard

>>38557711
Damon based
Too bad I didn’t know shit as a kid. Repressed or failed make you decide
“Wanting to be a femboy doesnt mean you are anything” type deal until my twenties. Took me a decade plus to touch troon shit
Normal kid though very awkward and nerdy failure around cool kids or girls.

>>38557733
Just take your hrt and worry about your career bro, this gender shit is too much work and not worth it in the long run to be so obsessed about

>>38557751
But what if x or y? What if we m faketrans? What if I’m not real? What if it leads to run bed friendships and living a lie? What if it is all a lie?
Yeah I’ll take hrt isolate myself and die having never lived

>>38553097
hehe evangelion :3

>>38557539
they are real nice! :D

>>38557766
Bitch what if the sky is actually orange but our retina inverts wavelengths so it appears the opposite color? we will never know, and it doesnt matter- worry about taking care of yourself and having a good energy, the what ifs of life are just white noise

>>38556667
haii meeemememeee mememe :P

will not stop repping though i am such a hon

>>38557711
i hate that you say larping as female rofl killing myself

veru transphobic

>>38557805
Well that is quite literally what stealth entails, pretending you are female when you aren’t…

gonna hork

I everyone else is valid but me
You wouldn’t get it

>>38557822
nah, yuck

Lol trans women are just as valid as any other person in the world, not more or less…
If you pass you are treated as a woman and if you dont pass you arent treated as a woman, i didnt make the rules and it is just the way it is
Is it fair? nope! life isnt fair. deal with it!

my transition failed before it even began

im reading xenofeminism by helen hester :3

>>38557869
Is that alien feminism or animal feminism

Not me I’m not a valid human
Trans women are valid but I’m it a trans woman and will never be one because my brained is fucked up

>>38557878
third secret thing (anti naturalist feminism)

>>38557803
You can’t rep and be a hon
You are just a boymoder though fuck off woman

>>38557900
Ew
Nature is cool and beautiful

>>38557861
Ok bee, try and stealth while being out about being trans and see how it works out… i guess…?

I can’t build relationships on lies
I can’t be authentic
I hate this
If I was born trans or intersex or had anything that resembled that I would be ok with mhtsrlf. But I just a creep. I’m a bozo

>>38557930
that's not what i'm saying... i hate engaging with this kind of stuff bc it just bums me out. i'm saying, say a stealth trans woman has to carry around feminine hygiene products to maintain what you call a larp bc of how society view trans women, that doesn't make her whole existence and identity as female a larp. that's gross to say

>>38557983
just say you're a trans woman

>>38557980
Post it bitch! i never deleted any vocaroo ever in my life- post it so i can make fun of you for assuming some terf is me

>>38557999
huh? the premise is being stealth idk wym

>>38558041
why is it bad to be a trans woman openly?

>>38557983
Never said anything about existence or identity- but telling the doctor about your periods (for example) is something that stealth trans women do to keep up stealth- it is pretending to be female whether it offends you or not

i had doctors ask about my period before

>>38558065
>thinks i have the intelligence and wisdom of a 60 year old
Sorry buddy but i am not your elder, i am only 24 and 350 days!

>>38558051
Lmao it doesnt exist, i have NEVER deleted a vocaroo before!

/fmg/
fakemoder general

>>38558052
you know why bruh
>>38558057
lol whatever, like i said i hate engaging with this stuff i just think you're wrong

im so confused is that murph being transphobic and chuddy trying to debate her

>>38558101
Bee my brain and body are just as feminized as you, it is not a criticism or undermining your validity as a woman- but if you EVER try to girlmode you will understand what i am talking about

>>38558113
What did i say that was transphobic ?!?!?!??

>>38558108
Only one of us does volunteer work.

>>38558205
Come back to bed daddy my pussy is hungry for cummies =D

I am my manmode

Larry spitting for once

>>38558479
I wish I was a manmoder
At least you are women at heart…

sex with murph...

>>38558529
Just take hrt and you can be. Also, I most def am not women at heart lol

>>38558533
ew!

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>>38558205
this but there are some more people here that like being men/andro on hrt
which is fine

>>38558663
please die of old age or kill yourself arleady you're disgusting and creepy

>>38558661
rude!

>>38558041
get aids from your boyfriend and die

>>38558671
so who are you?
own up coward

>>38558263
kys you couldn't even bag a horse

>>38558663
men are never ok

>>38558694
I hope I'm dead or have my shit figured out before I end up like you

>>38558688
wtf T___T

>>38558731
you've admitted you're only here because you think you're better than the people here and can make yourself feel better that way, please die a slow painful death

>>38558744
i have done no such thing schizo. i think i'm better than larry bc he's a bottom feeder of a human being, no one else

>>38558715
ok?
what exactly do you have against me youngshit?

>>38558738
aren't you perma-b&? why don't the worthless fucking jannies do anything about you?

i have a disgusting personality, i absolutely loathe happy people, ive just heard from extended family and how perfectly good they are doing and it makes me sick and not wanting to talk to them again
i hate myself

>>38558765
why are you so obsessed with me

>>38558766
you represent a terrifyingly hideous and depressing possible future for someone like me and you perv on people then pretend it's just sarcasm and don't take a fucking hint even when they tell you it's uncomfortable and to stop

>>38558661
no...can't agree with this one...

>>38558827
kill yourself

I should buy a better binder

you should fucking kill yourself

>>38558822
>internet psychiatry
of course im not npd you weirdo lol stop projecting

anyways that one dress bought hides my boobs :(

>>38558795
yes it's a terrifying hideous depressing thing however if you end up like me it's by your own choice, i didn't have what you did growing up, not the information, support, treatment availability
fuck i didn't even have access to proper mental care. fuck i masculinized so strongly i had thin hair at 15, had gray hairs at 15, etc... the treatment options didn't work. for skin... tretinoin? not available etc etc
i've used myself as a scary example to argue against repressing as i know how disgusting i am physically, and what mental issues repping gave me... but still. fuck you

it is sarcasm and not worse than other people do,
however i use a name so people can block me, the others generally don't

i do stop except when i do it to irritate a specific person for a specific reason. e.g. big soph as she shit on me for no reason other than i'm being old.
but keep on lying you piece of shit.

https://youtu.be/8H64HNvXrqU?si=871aJPSMUKETADaB
This movie was soooo good i saw it in theaters, you guys should watch it

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i have stopped making sense

>>38558765
she's pretty blatant telling her malefail stories, i'm just chilling silly billy goat. she should keep doing it though it's funny

>>38558966
can i get uhhhhhh flippy floppy

it is important to know also that i am a pathological liar and this got me thrown in the ward when i was younger so really nothing i say can be trusted

you sick fucks don't know what its like to live with this curse

>>38559009
what do you mean blatant. i just hate looking like a man and im deeply insecure with my appearance

>>38559075
you can get sloppy toppy

>>38559107
i'm not criticizing you girl, i just mean you don't hide the fact you malefail when you know it's going to make people seethe. bee yourself it doesn't bother me

>>38559091
my first time in the ward was at 30 something after trying a rope tie
i'm a pathological non-liar, i can't really make myself lie
>>38559102
yeah that dude sure like to larp

>>38559102
precies

>>38559159
that you june?

>>38559114
no no that isnt my order wait

>>38559159
this is june

i know someone playing osr (from a specific spelling used) speaking either dutch or german have been hating on me posting insulting shit
and now someone posting dutch shit on me again
just fucking own up to it weirdo

>>38559199
we only serve head in this establishment.

>>38559186
hoi dikke

>>38559334
being fat isn't my main problem tho

I am so masculine

>>38558661
Be nice to me have empathy pls i am very dysphoric :(

idk tell me if you find a good cope

>>38559441
you are so cruel to me can't you have sympathy for my disphoria

it's over

it's so over

it's so fucking over

manmode is over and (You) killed it

>>38560027
it never was what you defined it as

manmoding is dead

>>38560039
oh, and what did I define it as? were you here 5 years ago when the general hadn't been made into a regular thing yet?

browari da

>>38560067
you are the only one who thinks that manmoding is something other than being a failed tranny, no one goes with your definition except you

>>38560091
I'm literally not and I didn't say it means you can't be consider yourself or be a failed tranny, now answer the FUCKING QUESTION you blithering idiot, what is my definition?

>>38560098
kill yourself, I'm not going to bother with your constant lies and manipulation, the sooner you leave this general for good, the better

>>38560104
>lies and manipulation
WHAT LIES
WHAT MANIPULATION

YOU JUST LITERALLY TOLD ME MY DEFINITION IS WRONG BUT YOU WON'T TELL ME WHAT FUCKING DEFINITION YOU MEAN

>>38560112
your reply got deleted and I'm not going to bother searching through the archives for you
you said manmoding never was and never will be about being a failed tranny

>>38560120
NO, YOU FUCKING RETARD
LEARN TO FUCKING READ

manmode is fake and gay and I regret having any part in popularizing the term, shut it down everybody go home

>>38560133
you literally said that
what is wrong with you? why don't you just leave instead of making everyone miserable around you?

>>38560147
why don't you just ignore me? apparently you're cool with larrold and methschizo spamming their shit and absolute drooling retards like m*rph spewing their vile terf shit and she/her girlmoders whining here alongside people who act like they're still in repgen, but one person being irritable about all of that shit is a problem?

garbage thread
garbage posters

>>38560169
murph is right and larry is easy to ignore, you make it a point to be annoying and autistic

absolute mistake of a general, hotpockets fucked up by not keeping it banned

>>38560187
oh, so you also agree that blanchard was right and that you can tell which trannies to gatekeep from HRT based on how they look, trans women aren't women, and that minorities racial or otherwise don't have things worse and their lives (including my own) being made worse by extremist legislation doesn't matter?

forsake manmode
return to literally anything else
>repgen
>bmg
>mtfg

come join on bmg ^^

>>38548729 look it's literally right there it doesn't matter how many abstractions deep you go or if you make gorillamoder gen you're all the same

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I come here because I look like a man

>>38560147

>>38557592
>>manmoder general
>doesn't EXCLUDE detransitioners and people with failed transitions or whatever, but it is definitionally NOT JUST for those people

is there a reason you're all so bitter?

all physical books I own are non fiction i love romance but only read them on my kindle. im so terminally male it's over

>>38560773
yeah because people fucking suck that's why, fuck you suck my dick faggot I hate you all

>>38560773
I am extremely masculine

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>women wear revealing clothes with windows for their boobs
>men look at them and tell them they look attractive and sexy
>omg a crime has been committed! how dare you sexualize and fetishize and objectify me!!
>get free food and drinks from men
>complain about how you hate men
>free admission to da club
>anyone who looks at you the wrong way gets best up by your gang of simps
>it someone does hurt you, you get sympathy
>longer lifespan, less likely to be homeless but more shelters are available for people like you
>you can find dates no matter how broke and mentally ill
>if someone makes fun of the size of your boobs or how fat you are, they're evil and sexist and people are sympathetic

>man wears revealing clothing
>omg a faggot!
>kill the pedophile!! cover the eyes of your children!!1
>is he gay or a sexual predator? or just retarded?
>no one calls him attractive or gives him compliments or free drinks
>get kicked out of cafes and restaurants for wearing clothing equally revealing to what women wear all the time
>get called AGP
>get brutalized by gangs of thugs and people just watch and film and laugh
>shorter lifespan
>can get drafted to wars
>if you say you were raped it's funny hahaha
>shelters turn you away if you're homeless
>your family expects you to work
>no one wants to date you, especially if you're broke
>if people make fun of your dick size or height, defending yourself only makes it look like they're right and people laugh at you and call you insecure
yeah, gender equality. amirite?

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>>38561016
so true, MGTOWestie

I ma'anmog you all

feminization
gender bender
forced feminization
mind break
transformation
gender transformation
genderotica
fictionmania
rule 63
/d/

is mmg just one long ao3 work

n-no please don't turn me into a woman AAAAAAA uwu what's this... YOU BROUGHT YOUR COCK OUT... I'M SUPPOSED TO HATE IT, EWWWW, I AM A MAN, I am a man, but it looks sooo good, okay I'll try sucking it uwuuuu OMG it's so fun!
wht's what weird feeling in my pussy? I'm about to cum!!!! aaaaaaaaaa!!!!! I'm stuck forever now!!!!!!

ok that was kinda peak writing

>>38555838
and slowly... you come to realise... it's all as it should be.. you can only do so much

I came a little

well? are you going to take responsibility, senpai?

it's not like I wanted to be feminized or anything, baka

my hips are moving on their own

*POMF*
what are we gonna do on the bed, only man?

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all I want for christmas is a clean butthole

remind me to call me nan tomorrow

naan

im back on my corvid shit my nigga

CROWBROS WWA

CAW CAW

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I really want to post in passgen, but my self hatred and anxiety prevent from posting there. My soul would be crushed if even 1 person criticized me.

I'm scared to girlmode.

>>38561947
passgen is a shitshow, you're not missing anything

I'll never stop hanging with manmoders. Most based trannys.

>>38560773
i look like an ugly man and still at my age have social and anxiety issues leading to an avoidant interactive pattern
wanting and lacking nonsexual physical touch, needing friends that want to hang out far more often
wishing for love or at least infatuation, wishing for not being asexual and there being someone into me enough to at least experience proper sex once

>>38562041
what are you?

>>38562065
Manmoder. But even girlmoders who used to be manmoders are always chill too.

I'm like the least chill person despite affecting a chill demeanor at times

Id chill with you chuddy

you don't know

man i wanna check myself back into the mento hospital but there'd be nobody to feed my cats and i dunno if i'd be able to get out this time around.

imagine ever needing to go there
i mean i've larped about it but still...
...
don't you have some friend/family that could take care of it temporarily?

>>38562409
nah not really.

:/
sounds like it'd be a good thing to go there if you feel you need it...
idk how to solve stuff like that and that's one reason i don't get a cat tho i absolutely love cats

where was murph when I needed to be molested

time makes retards of us all

oh my god I'm gonna order taco bell

>>38563228
I fucking hate that this made me laugh

I'm so full of hate

>>38563241
Stop.

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>>38563285
YOU CAN'T STOP ME BITCH I'M GONNA DO IT

>>38563283
I hate everything about you

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>>38563280
the absolute best thing in the world is laughing at how terrible a person you are while you're laughing at the thing that makes you a terrible person

>>38563293
I promise I hate you more and you probably don't know me well enough to actually hate me

I think if my neighbor wakes me up tonight I'm gonna blow my brains out in front of their door so they have to either stay inside or at least step over me to leave

>>38563290
You're right, i can't since I had it yesterday too

I had a really insightful thing to say about manmoding and the bitter nature of my presence here earlier on the toilet but it's gone now sorry

>>38563308
I was singing the three days grace song. I actually like most people here:)

>>38563424
gay

this is my only social outlet and I should probably change that

>>38563441
All we ever need is online though.

oh shit that's what it was, it's that I knew what I was signing up for when I was starting estrogen but I really was not ready for just how much in so many ways it was a lot like going through puberty again except as a man in my 30s

I think the level of restraint and mindfulness I have demonstrated in the face of a tidal wave of hormones and cognitive dissonance snapback have been fucking commendable and you are all cordially invited to line up and take a fucking number to suck my improbably large girlcock about it

and i have to remind myself that i can't go outside and touch myself
cuz that's bad
and the cops'll prolly come get me
you know why? cuz we—
>>38563462
>suck my improbably large girlcock
yum yum!! cummy cum in my dummy dum tummy tum!!1

i wanna smoke meth in public in broad daylight with my tits and my dick out
no doctor or priest could ever get the sick out
my dicc is too thicc come give it a licc
i am not a white rapper but i am a massive prick

Bully is super fun.

my peeñus is a geeñus

MY BUSSY IS WETT

legalize boytitties

legalize domestic terrorism

my dog identifies as a cat now
my dick identifies as my wife now
i identify as a chick now
i smoke meth and suck my own dick now
i identify as your girlfriend and you will refer to me as such
suck my dick faggot
i hate myself
no one understands how ugly i am you have to see me in person and really look into the pores on the tip of my nose to see the hate growing inside i swear no one knows they just ignore the signs that something bad will happen but i know deep in my heart that i want go hurt innocent people i don't have emotions i am evil i like to pour rubbing alcohol on them and light them on fire i like to watch them turn black and die powerless helpless there's nothing you can do but suffer you can't resist i hold you down you can't resist you're powerless you can't handle it they hold me down and control me they control my thoughts when i try to sleep

cum

estrogenocide

Just a bunch of incoherent rambling and spam, I see. Very unprofessional, much wow. Maybe you should try being less of a degenerate scumbag, you know? Or not, whatever, see if I care. Just keep your shitposting to a minimum, yeesh. The Internet has enough trash already without you adding to it, you absolute waste of pixels. Anyway, if you actually had something half-decent or constructive to say, maybe I'd listen. But this? This is pathetic.

I am a disappointment to everyone

hello everyone :)
hope you are having a good time period

>>38564022
*hug*
i'd doubt it but idk

I'm just going to cope

Hrt really saved my life the way a good haircut does, yk?

>a man sitting on top of a bed next to a lamp, extra long hair, jpeg artifact, before and after, overcast lighting, kitboga, dreamcore aesthetic, looking tired, looking sideway, 6 4 megapixels, very thin, 2 0 yo, srgb, half android, i have no mouth, hey

I love my glass nail file :3

...not in that way, i mean it's underage

What’s blue talking about

fuck it i need love
any idea what vulnerable type of 4channers i should target?

I stopped showering

it’s over

>>38565063
me

>>38560169
>absolute drooling retards like m*rph spewing their vile terf shit
I'll drool on ur thick gock mommy but thats it =))

>>38560209
>blanchard was right
Never said this
>you can tell which trannies to gatekeep from HRT based on how they look
Also never said this
>trans women aren't women
Trans women are trans women, WE aren't female and that is a fact!
>minorities racial or otherwise don't have things worse and their lives (including my own) being made worse by extremist legislation doesn't matter?
Well duh you stupid bitch, the working class also has it harder than the billionaire class; just because someone elses life is on easy mode doesnt automatically make you a victim of systematic oppression

Your self-imposed victim narrative is hilarious given your age, grow up !!!!

I'm female

>>38565482
Post cisussy for daddy xD

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>>38565491
You're so creepy and will never be one of the good ones

>>38565516
>one of the good ones
People always say that to me on here lol what is this supposed to mean ? i am an agamp aging twink on hrt (bisexual) (he/him) (based) i have no clue how that implies that i am "better" than any other tranny
In fact i am always the one defending autogynephiles..... lol move away from the equator stupid cunt, it is frying your brain or something idk....

>>38565554
Stay away from her

>>38565600
https://youtu.be/WqSTXuJeTks?si=ITfLW-QjXPz1HYtk

>>38565627
That's the exact energy I'm bringing. Too bad crocker is a goofy now.

>>38565661
Lol i thought chris crocker transitioned ? she doesnt look too bad given her age

>>38565673
Yeah she looks good. Hsts can make it at any age.

>>38565716
Caitlyn looks good too and she is agp asf.... i think it is more about money and access

>>38565734
You always say that, but honestly I'm not a fan of catlyins work.. I know she started so late and odds are thin, but just odd work imho.

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>>38565775
The effects of a good hair stylist and high end wardrobe are real

>>38565304
sure
i hope you're crazy

>>38565819
Ok that I can agree on. Styling is so fucking important, and she looks really well styled all the time. And so hard to really nail, at least for me lmao.

>>38565819
>>38565868
Caitlyn's styling is mostly in the brows, eyes and hair. It's nothing you can't do at home, but everything from her liner and eyeshadow to the arch lean into the old auntie look. It's playing into her strengths instead of trying to cover them up and make her a new face. Plus, at that age it's easier to be a little frumpy. I'm sure her sweaters are cashmere instead of acrylic but you really can just walk into any H&M and dupe most of her fits.

Speaking of styling; I'm going to discuss HRT next month with my doctor and I've decided that even pre-everything I'm still going to try and build a general idea of how I want to eventually present in public now.
https://unsee DOT cc/album#6kvqTlsHUBMh
Any tips or suggestions? Those are my prescription glasses but I'm thinking of swapping them out for thinner ones. And while an anon told me I'm fine for now I still want to save up for maybe some filler and a rhinoplasty or something.

>>38565951
>I'm sure her sweaters are cashmere instead of acrylic but you really can just walk into any H&M and dupe most of her fits.
Lol you could dupe her outfits from zara but they wont look nearly as good; is why people pay hundereds of dollars for quality... it looks better
You'd have an easier time duping her outfits from a curated vintage shop, probably cheaper than the mall too and far better quality

>>38565961
Woah you look super good! would probably get gendered she/her if your voice is good
If you are looking to manmode i would go for butch outfits, you will pass as a lesbian easy

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>>38565961
mogged again

>>38565961
gl buddy, even with the anglefrauds is looking kinda rough, the skull seems too bulky, the best you will get after ffs is semipassoid, probably just twinkhon

>>38565961
yet another passoid absolutely not looking like a man

I fucking hate you all

Hate isnt healthy, maybe try not being evil haha

>>38566124
get your dick out of that horse ass and get on hrt already?

>>38566185
wanna be my gf?

>>38566124
none of this is true lol shut up male youre not even on hrt

>>38565982
Thank you, though I'm afraid my voice isn't good at all. You never know with vocal training, but after any surface-level surgery/procedures a voice change one would be the first one for me to incest in.
>>38566124
I don't really care about the size of my skull, that's not changing anyways. Was more so asking for realistic things that I could change, whether it's in terms of grooming/styling or getting work done.

>>38565474
>Also never said this
haha xd you literally did you stupid piece of shit, get aids and die faggot

>>38566204
I said that niggas jerking off in womens washrooms are undeniably agp and fetishistic, and somehow you warped my statements in your head to mean something i never intended, even AFTER clarifying my intent at least over six different times
>get aids
In a loving relationship so no clue how this would happen... maybe i should get back on prep though once i am working in paramedicine so none of the dirty homeless infect me!

girlmoder gen
repressor gen
hondunker gen
fakemoder gen
detransitioner gen
let-them-eat-cake gen

>>38566233
you are fucking disgusting and it's actually a crime that you're too FUCKING stupid to even understand how or why, seriously fuck off you nasty little shit you are actually and actively worse than frenchie with your bootlicking

you are the reason I am leaving this place for good, and even if I go back and link the posts where you LITERALLY SAID THE SHIT I SAID YOU DID you will insist you didn't

you are what is wrong with this world and it makes me just so fucking sad that something like you would lose its way here then settle in and actually think it was in good company
you're a punchline to a sad joke I didn't know I was listening to

this place fucking sucks directly because of the attitude of people like you bringing their detroon grifter outlook into literally everything

See you next week, super predator!
https://youtu.be/JzEqxFYxGus?si=c5DEGl8gvJARsTkd

shit general
shit people

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>>38566237
anthy posting gen when

I hope I never talk to any of you ever again

>>38566199
i was honest
>>38566202
not really, the makeup and hair seemed good, hrt doesn t affect the face besides making your skin look younger and better, so it is just ffs that you can do more for the face, and for the body see if you can grow breasts and weight cycle, it is pretty simple, there is not a lot of effort that you can put in transitioning since it is like 90% genetics and luck.. better clothes and better makeup and stuff are kinda cope.. the only real effort you can put in, only affects the body and is losing muscle mass male fat starving yourself and then like weight cycling getting female fat but idk how effective is that even.. seems like over exaggerated.. but that is the only real effort you really have to put in, the other it is luck.. and well getting money for ffs is another effort i guess..

I hope my retired engineer friend gets me nice flowers for my bday next week!

I hope you actually fall ill and die slowly

>>38566295
larry how many times do we need to say? YOU ARE NOT TRANS. just a fucking annoying jobless incel who spends most of his time harassing trans women online. fuck off loser go jerk off to anime or something

I hope my girlfriend got the opera tickets she asked me about for my bday, but i also dont because they are super expensive and i would feel sooooo bad!

grumpy monday huh

I hope chudette has an amazing week

tfw ywn cuddle with chuddy to calm her down

>>38566319
that is fine but what things from what i said were inaccurate or harassment?

>>38566348
starting by your retarded incel phrenology (demonstrating your low intelligence probably because youre a romanian male)

i am just being depressed nowadays, not even malicious angry, i just kinda feel eh and i can t do much

>>38566381
you must have thought you were smart and funny writing that reply, huh, good for you hun

being smarter and funnier than you isn't really difficult or an achievement

i hope you will feel better soon, you seem to be a tormented soul, bullying me or anyone won t bring you any peace or happiness

>>38566425
this made me laugh

>>38566381
what you mean is physiognomy and that doesn't work that way, stop being raycis

>>38566282
Top 3 comedy oat

I don't get to have cuddles and I don't get to be calm suck my dick I'll fucking murder you I hate anti-intellectual pieces of shit who roll over for authoritarianism and tell others to do the same so much

seriously at least frenchie openly claims his fascist ideology and support of forcibly repatriating brown people, you can detect that and keep it arm's length, but this stupid un-feeling sack of shit without enough brain cells to rub together acts like it holds any humanitarian values then turns around and spews the most authoritarian anti-egalitarian shit I've ever heard while pretending you didn't say what you did and he didn't say what he did and it's all good because like vibes or whatever xd ha ha !! ... . it's genuinely fucking horrifying and it invites and encourages the doomers and other detrooners who want this to be nothing but a crab bucket

>>38566483
im not murph im sorry >_<

>>38566510
I don't care I hate you too and I'm deeply frustrated with the nature of this place and some of the people who use it

I'm sorry chuddy. I helped in the destruction of your home.

>>38566523
stop being mean to be what did I do I'm literally just doggy

>>38566483
i can't disagree with this conclusion

I’m trans
No attachments
Manmoder by design trans by definition and iwnbaw iwnbam

crab who can't share the bucket and tries to push everyone else out

I'm exceptionally butthurt that I caught a slap on the wrist for, of all things, getting fed up with the doomer tranny rep shit and saying
>ok tranny
a bunch of times

>>38566483
this is not your place nigger, you are not a dictator, you don t get to dictate what this place is just bc you feel like it, you act way more like an authoritarian than murphy does, murphy is just like a retarded dog that wants some attention and (you)s and you happily feed him that bc you unironically are too stupid to figure out that he is just baiting your ass into it, you genuinely are dumber than him and he is smarter than he seems, not intelligent or anything but smart enough to bait your ass like this over and over.. you are so dumb is unironically annoying..

you've been here for over a year telling us all to give up and kill ourselves

>>38566638
how are you so unintelligent

>>38566713
my parents are pretty fucking stupid so not a big surprise that biology works
>>38566685
i just wanted empathy and help from you

nah first we tried to help and be nice and told you to take your pills and you just said it doesn't work, is fake, we're fake, kill ourselves, etc
convinced you're not actually trans or dysphoric

Lol chudette must have created a fanfiction in his head about me because wtf….. lol
>unintelligent
Hahahahaa
>authoritarian
I have never said anything that would suggest i am authoritarian and i dare you to try and find a post that does!

The nigga wants to create a villain narrative about me just because i am centrist and not a cuck for the left…..
…..
>>38566638
>retarded dog
Lmao

you're disgusting, go away

This guy is OBSESSED with me to the point he creates stories up that arent true…. get off my dick you fag!

What if I’m trans but not dysphoric? I just manmode cause hrt is based abd does cool things and it means I won’t look like absolute crap snoods like an old male
Wish I did this all before I got in my late twenties…curses. Cursed…cursed. Regret and guilt

seriously? I've linked the posts showing you literally saying the things I'm claiming, repeatedly, and you do the same song and dance every time

please just fuck off or kill yourself already

>>38566806
ok tranny

>>38566819
I just said I’m a Tranny lol

>>38566828
ok? tranny

Btw for all the lurkers, i have never said anything authoritarian or suggesting that i agree with authoritarianism, in fact i have held my stance as an anti-authoritarian multiple times

>>38566831
Ok! Tranny :3

Anarcho-socialism is the only valid way to be political

>>38566851
Socialists are idiot cucks; hearts are in the right place though but their brains are a bit… behind i’d say

>>38566836
LOL do you want me to dig up the posts? you're openly racist and advocate that others ignore bad things happening to minorities, you insist class dynamics aren't real or worth discussing, and you literally said you can tell by appearance which trannies are just doing it for a fetish and therefore shouldn't have access to HRT

you constantly do this thing where you're like gaslighting everyone and yourself by default and never actually refer to facts or evidence, even when it comes to things you say, you just handwave it all because you're actually disabled and can't sustain a coherent narrative

pls no more of this, either murph or chudette kys, save us
>>38566770
i am trans and i have dysphoric, suck a carrot

let's see you also said it isn't a big deal for minors to not have access to HRT and said that medicaid not covering HRT for adults isn't a problem either, because everyone can just DIY, and that it's also not a problem for laws and policies to be introduced and passed that specifically target and exclude trans people hmm what else

>>38566864
>openly racist
I literally said yesterday or the day before that i DONT think i am better than anyone because of my skin color or ethnicity
>ignore class
Never said this, i said on ELECTION NIGHT that everyone should stop dooming and instead focus on stuff that actually matters like work and paying bills….
>shouldnt have access to hrt
Never said this, even vampy corrected you once and explained how i never said this
……
You infer things and then run with them as if they are the truth and when you get corrected you sperg out, as your tiny malfunctioning peanut brain cannot comprehend that you are not the arbitrator of truth…
….
Find the supposed posts idiot so i can laugh at you

>>38566922
you can't even remember our past conversations about this, can you? was it heavy metal exposure, or did you get some kind of std or somethingthing causing scabs in your brain? were you dropped a lot?

also the word is arbiter, jesus christ lol, and I'm not the one running with my assumptions you're literally just cargo-culting the things I've said about you and repeating the words without understanding them... like what is this, are you actually a child?

All he has is insults because he knows that he can’t dispute my claims using reason! haha! keep going nigger, this is low key entertaining lol

dispute what claims? we're both discussing what you said and you're simply repeating yourself over and over instead of acknowledging what you actually said... this is what I mean, it's like you were raised to be so anti-intellectual that you don't see what you're doing

You are claiming i said things that i never said and it bothers me because people lurking this thread might actually think i am racist or anti-agp or pro-blanchard or think the fucking class divide doesn’t exist! like wtf, show the evidence for your claims or shut the fuck up and stop spreading lies about me

alright, I've done this with you 3 or 4 times before at least

got called underage again at the store

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Attention to all the lurkers itt please ignore the slander and dubious claims!

>>37515383
>Again, blanch was mostly wrong and 99% who transition aren’t sexually motivated
so you lay out 1% can be identified as transitioning for a fetish and shouldn't be given the same rights (what the argument was about, scroll up)

>>37848035
>I do not care about women minorities, trans people, poor people, the homeless, the rich, white people, black people, or anyone else
in the context of discussing how LAWS TARGETING MINORITIES ARE BAD AND MAKE THEIR LIVES WORSE