>>38572152
old >>38568478

why did you make another one?

>>38572232
i actually like these threads if you can believe it

>>38572152
To fong woo

>>38572152
>qott:
fucking Åmål

>>38572152
farewell my concubine

being honest with yourself is dangerous

A woman can have a male body, but still be a woman, because her soul is female. My body is male, but so too is my soul. I look at the world with male eyes and think male thoughts to myself. If I woke up tomorrow and my body was female, I would still be a man, because my soul is male.

>>38572459
100

>>38572459
sneed

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>>38572459
souls aren't real

larry types like I did back in 5th grade

>>38572930
Not metaphysically, no.

>I was born male, and went through the full extent of male puberty.
>Confidence: 100%, I started at age 26
>Despite my best efforts to transition, I will never "pass" well enough to avoid being seen as male by everyone I interact with
>Confidence: 99.99%, I've already had ffs and ba, I'm almost 30, it's been years and it's not getting better
>It's okay if you don't pass perfectly as long as you're cute/ attractive / confident / fashionable / small
>confidence: 100%, I know plenty of clocky girls with good lives and good self esteem, they just have to live in safe regions of the world
>I, personally, will never be sufficiently cute, attractive, small, or feminine enough to be "presentable" or "clocky but hot" or "androgynous and sexy" or whatever unpassable girls are supposed to try and become
>Confidence: 100%, I am 6' tall with massive shoulders, an uncanny genderless-but-still-male ffs face, no hips whatsoever, massive hands, giant ribcage. it is factually impossible to find women's clothes that flatter my figure because my figure is beyond redemption. I'm not even fat, BMI is a very healthy 22-23 and I exercise regularly.
>As an ugly manmoder, my options are very limited, and I am unlikely to ever feel relief from my dysphoria
>Confidence: 100%, pretty much a given from all of the above
>If I can't tolerate life either manmoding or honmoding, amd passing isn't on the table, the only remaining choices are suicide, or detransitioning (followed shortly by suicide)
>confidence: 100%, there are no options left

this is the thought loop I'm stuck in and it keeps getting louder I can't go outside anymore I can barely leave my bed I want it to stop I'm so tired

i go cozy mode

12 year old me would hate me for being a troon today

im going to get 5150d if i keep feeling like this

>>38573044
12 year old me would think i am so cool and brave lol, would probably wonder why my gyno got so big. though... i remember puberty started and i started crying because i thought i had breast cancer! haha\

24-year-old me hates me for being a troon today

>>38573160
I disliked gyno

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a faggot so far in the closet for 20 years that he TROONED to not feel shame when having sex with guys

>>38573205
Same it made me really self conscious for a long time

i dislike gyno; boobas still sufferin' every day man, i swear

>a straggot so far in the closet for 20 years that xe TROONED to not feel shame when having sex with women
highkey

>>38573215
Arent you more of a faggot for being a fag on girl hormones ?

Need to kill myself without making innocent puppygirl sad

Actually you know what fuck her and fuck all of them for gaslighting me. I will just do it this time so there's no chance they'll be able to stop me

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>>38573215
>rim assholes
Listen, I ain't gon' play no more
Beat a faggot till he ain’t fucking gay no more

I knew about hormones but why didn't I want to transition at 12?

>>38572956
Would you be willing to post a picture? To begin solving this problem it’s necessary to diagnose whether you’re actually a hon or just a BDD passoid. The two problems require way different approaches.

>>38573267
Let me know if you figure out a way to sui without making the sweet girl sad.

>>38573254
they don't see it that way

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>>38572459
>A woman can have a male body
oh, okay.

>>38573279

Lol you're just gonna say "put in effort!! Grow your hair out!!" as though I'm just magically gonna get out of bed and watch 10,000 hours of hair and makeup tutorials lol. Everyone loves to say grow your hair out, like I can just close my eyes and concentrate really hard and make it longer, or just go back in time and tell myself not to cut it even though the reason I cut it in the first place was never being able to pass

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>just put in effort bro
>anyone can pass with enough effort bro
>I'm sure you'll pass after ffs
>oh you already got ffs? oh.. I'm sure you'll pass after second ffs haha

There is no girl or woman buried under that hideous face. Just a man who's running out of time

just give me cancer fucking kill me i can't do this anymore desu. let my parents die so I can jump off a skyscraper yolo without any ragrats. i can't take this. i'm getting FFS this year but I'm gonna be 27 and can't stand not having that high school / college / early to mid 20s young professional city girl experience plus even db won't make me pass most likely. fuck just put me down

>>38573492
you look like you're 29

congratulations you have won
watch this video to claim your free iphone: https://youtu.be/CGL7_CO3YDg
>>38573492
who is this cute twinkbian and how tight is sir's bussy?

>>38573593

I'll be 29 in less than 6 months, yeah. Very funny that nobody can even pretend there's a chance for me to make it lol, I appreciate that. So many ppl try to gaslight me or tell me to be patient or that I'm cute or whatever and it's just like... No.. I have a mirror and I am not an 80 iq reddithon. I know I'm fucked and I know suicide is probably my only move here

i would smoke meth and cumblast handsfree while staring at your face what an innocent little boy can't wait to defile him in the most unspeakable ways i can imagine
>>38573676
>5 years older than me and 5x as hot
fuck off to boymoder general
or make a twinkhon general
no one gives a shit about your fake problems
i hate you so much right now
you'll never understand the pain of a real manmoder like me

the sound of guilt is so loud... i cant escape it
the sound of guilt is so loud... i cant escape it
the sound of guilt is so loud... i cant escape it
the sound of guilt is so loud... i cant escape it

you're doing the right thing

>>38573676
not gonna lie

>>38573831

you agree, it's perfectly reasonable to kill myself yeah

ffyghhghhh
my stupid fucking car is a 2017 hybrid, it's had regular maintenance, I can't really use it to kms because the CO in the exhaust won't be high enough to reach lethal concentration

>>38573975
you could always ram it into a guardrail at 100+ mph

>>38573992
Airbags tho
I don't wanna survive I wanna be sure
Sn is so expensive

>>38573492
You look a lot like rzrbladewyl on twitter.

>>38574030
can't be that hard to take the airbags out

>>38574062
grim

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>you're doing the right thing

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i'm doing the right thing

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we're doing the right thing

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he's doing the right thing

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it's doing the right thing

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heaven is real
heaven is here

i like fool moons

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everybody is doing the right thing
what is happening is the right thing
it's what god wants
the right thing
everything gets better
everything in its proper place

>>38574108
She’s very pretty. If she’s not an acceptable transition goal for you then I think your goals are unrealistic.

Do The Right Thing (1989)

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fuck everything

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i hate this dumbass movie

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evil is real and it is inserting thoughts into my head and forcing me to have thoughts i don't want to have

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devil is a lie

satan is real he makes me cumblood out my earholes

pls empathy

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ok

fck you, don t post my house like that

i fucking hate you god, so fucking much

managing anger and aggression is not easy

drinkin n smoking to forget what happene this morning

can I please just kill myself already I'm tired of moaning and bitching just FUCKING DO IT ALREADY YOU COWARD FUCK

>>38575756
i believe in you! you can do it!

i wanna get chuddie pissed
it's pretty easy

i want my other hate object dead, simple as

>>38575819
chuddy has a piss kink?

>>38575840
mostly into mental masturbation afaik

>>38575834
like who the fuck sees 20yo as kids that need protection?

should i post hole

sure why not

shoo shoo geezer, it is noon, it is time for bingo and pudding!

2am cuddles

>>38576049
kys yourself

>>38576053
would need cuddles :/
and people to talk to

>>38576056
ew

>>38576056
come on, we both know that you really really love your pudding! it is vanialla pudding this time! your favorite, grandpa!

>>38576062
...
what it the most ew thing about me?
a ranked list would be fine too
>>38576284
i fucking hate pudding texture
also didn't we conclude that i'm the same age as your parents?
as you didn't have a high quality mom i can be your replacement mom :P

My wrist, colorful. Your bitch, gullible.

I'm not a transgender I'm a transsexual

i could go for a big bowl of vanilla or chocolate pudding right now but i am obese and on a diet.
but god damn... yes please chocolate pudding.
i want to eat a big bowl of pudding and take a nap and just be a slampig but i'm afraid i will get too obese if i eat too much sweets.

i really miss when i was trying to get fat and eating so much food without guilt.

im just a fat faggot.
i will never be anything more
it over

>>38577161
Same, i am mentally a woman but physically a tranny

>>38577161
pick me type shit

>>38577270
truth nuke
>>38577280
what? I have a medical condition that I'm treating, I'm not queer, gay or a crossdresser

a close up of a person wearing a hat and glasses, cold winter, around 20 yo, noseless, 16:9, monk, twitch streamer / gamer ludwig, round bulbous nose, soviet, dark cloaked necromancer, hard predatory look, gru from despicable me, symmetrical facial feature, 18 years old, qwek dom

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmYi5u9BhtI

I’m worse than meth schizo

Bly death will absolve me

bly?

>>38577580
i'm better
at least i don't spam shit

>>38577601
When did I spam shit

idk when did you?
i meant i'm better than meth schizo at least in that aspect

Mb I misunderstood

no my fault i'm sorry :/

I’m a fucking male pos
Males are rapists
I’m a fucking creepy pretator
All the casual misogyny and hate and shitiness with women made me this way
Trooning out was just the transphobic stereotypes all aligning
Fuck me
I hope this is just my mental illness acting up
I need to fucking DIE
Regret abd guilt doesn’t even describe it

>>38577871
You are ok

>>38577280
How is it pick me ? nta but i have never changed genders, just my bodies chemistry and hormonal make up….. i have always been this way mentally…..
Lol i never had to learn how to be ‘fembrained’ or had to try to be feminine its just how i am; how is that “pick me”


Smh i hate the term pick me, anything that you idiots dont agree with is pick me and i am sick of it grrrrrr ahhhhh !!!!

pls just help me
i feel so hopeless and scared, i am so depressed i can barely get out of bed..

>>38578122
idk how serious you are?

>>38578180
100% serious, i can t even brush my teeth

>>38578273
Yuck just go and do it nasty…

>>38578293
i am too depressed to..

>>38578316
Just…. go and do it ? do your legs not work ?

>>38578273
been there, done that
you call me a loser and still going for losermaxxing, pathetic

you have to piss and shit, just grab the toothbrush and insert it while shitting (in your mouth) brush a little then take it out after washing your hands
no extra time, like zero extra effort
not as good as doing it properly but sure beats not brushing them at all

>>38578370
what would that even achieve? if i do or not i will feel like shit anyway and the same, the reason i don t do it is bc i have done it as a way to feel better in the past and it didn t work at all, and this is not really an active choice, brush my teeth for what exactly?

>>38578443
avoiding losing your teeth?

>>38578481
why does that even matter? i am like dead anyway, i have nothing to look forward to or any hopes for a better future and that is a sad reality, the best i can hope for is to find some job where they treat me ok, but i wont, all i have to look forward to is some shitty low paying job where they pay you peanuts and treat you like a subhuman slave, and that is not even the worst part, the worst part is that i won t get any pleasure from it or sense of achievement, death is preferrable and since i can t kms, what can i do besides rot until smth happens, i really don t care that much if i end up homeless and i starve freeze to death, i wasn t living that much in the first place.. and the job situation is just the tip of the iceberg, there are other pains too and past pains that still haunt me too.. even a cis person will be very depressed, let alone trans on top of that.. seems like being depressed makes sense in my case, doesn t it?

I just had mcdonalds it was so good =D

>>38578074
Lol. pick me.

>>38578532
you're a good bit on the way of turning into your worst nightmare :)
now go on hrt, if everything's shit why not do the only real shit you can do? might help

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>>38578599

>>38578611
it won t help and i don t want it, it is just simple

>>38578673
Youre so fucking stupid lari..

why are people still replying to larry after over a year of him posting the same shit

the real question is why do you even care abt it

we're bored ig?
also for me wanting to get into his pants...
jk nohomo

i can t smoke, drink or eat
what can i even do, no addiction allowed it seems

why can't you?

i am too fat and smoking is really bad

go smoke some dicks, might cheer you up?
cum is pretty low cal too

>>38578706
I despise him. But still every once in a while I feel bad cause reppers are so stupid and ignorant.

i hate you and i hate seeing how fat i am even more

Dw Larry I'm skinny enough for the both of us. You keep eating.

Lol

i was talking abt the old geezer but i hate you too now

>>38578958
wtf is wrong with you bitch?
how do you know how fat i am btw?

>>38579188
They think that ogre you always post is actually you lmao

think i need to agp it out tonight the dysphoria is hitting

>>38579188
>>38579218
when did i even say anything abt him being fat, kys retards, learn to read

>>38579226
just transition or kys already but stfu, literally no one cares, this is your life nigga

>>38579235
J…. durian mogs you

>>38579247
pot kettle

>>38579325
if you haven't noticed yet Larry projects all the time lol

I'm definitely taking dutasteride at least.
if I lived somewhere accepting id probably take hrt but I need to play with the cards I'm dealt

>>38579325
there is a big difference

god just shut the fuck up you annoying fucking pest

>>38579343
explain how exactly cause i'm not seeing it.

larry types like how I did when I was in fifth grade

>>38579341
dude I live in eastern Europe and I take estrogen

>>38579396
it is a curse, i am cursed and only true genuine empathy from you can break this curse and free me, please break the curse
>>38579414
i am cursed as i said above so my behaviour is understandable

>>38579465
not talking to you this time larissa ^^

>>38579474
don t call me that, you are brown

>>38579509
nigga you are brown!! the truth hurts

>>38579465
stay cursed faggot, don't ever get better.

>>38579517
stop calling obvious white people brown, it is not even funny
>>38579518
why though?

>>38579542
>obvious
show curl pattern yea?

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i can only do one thing and that'd be getting high again

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it's such a long way down (scrolling through the directory of images i use to flood this thread)

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if you really wanna suck my balls i can swing that way, too

>>38579449
you don't get it......,.,.
well A im a pussy
but B im not like full dysphoric i wanna be a girl yet
i just wanna be andro

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i want to eat some pussy
but i don't have any rizz

reppers are so fucking annoying

>>38579600
Omg pretty where is this

>>38579658
Right like damn as soon as i realized i wanted hrt i went and got it like wtf how can you know you need it and not do anything about it.....

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i, too, want to be a 5'5" beautiful androgynous tomgirl
instead, i am an ugly Arab terrorist who smells sweaty and rides public transport
my love (alcohol, meth) is a life-taker

>>38579642
>>38579642
no one cares faggot nigga
boring

>>38579675
pro level AGP for me. I was happy being a bisexual guy in my self-id until i got mindbroken by shrooms

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my drug is a heartbreaker
>>38579663
Zionist occupied Palestine, i assume

>>38579683
Lol shrooms made me realize i am agamp and bisexual haha.. also made me realize that manmode was a better idea that honmode...
Cmon john 27 what is there to lose?!?

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one coworker asked whats the scars on my arms and the other said "oh yea she used to cut herself –him, sorry" do you think they are making fun of me

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>>38579675
lose hope
would you rather be a normal man or a tranny manmoder freak showing up to the pharmacy like "where's my estrogen" in full manvoice with your irreversibly damaged Adam's apple sticking out googleplex lightyears poking the pharmacist in the phase

maple

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fact: you will never be a real woman and will never be loved. your brain is male. your thoughts are male. your lust is male. your rage is male

i love being an autistic bisexual non-binary computer science major in Seattle, Potland, or San Francisco!! i love being a cringe stereotype!!1

>>38579702
god, being a 6 feet tall man asking for e at the pharmacy here in eastern europe was shameful as hell, that is why i also stopped, i ran out and i didn t want to go buy it again for no reason at all.. i am happier now somehow..

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da dee da dee pleez i don wanna go 2 skoo pleez ahh hah hah da dee pleez

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>>38579740
get it delivered

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every time
do a crime
all night
break the law
yeah bitch
get geeked up
raise the crime rate

>>38579698
dumbass

>>38579766
nah, only retards manmode

>>38579787
what?

>>38579697
im just gonna femmish male mode for now

>>38579218
i've posted pics before and they were grotesque
it was a while ago tho so i look older and uglier but not quite that heavy
...
i'm losing weight slowly while microneedling arms legs tummy etc in the hope i'll minimize lose skin
T__T

>>38579893
be so fr fatty

>>38579893
alright i am not eating anymore

I should enjoy nothing
I should express nothing
I should become nothing
Thats what I deserve
For all the garbage I inflicted on the world with my existence

>>38579908
fr one look at the ogre thing and purging looks so attractive

nobody fucking cares when i reply to something
i stopped interacting with those that sperged "but you're like 90" instead of understanding they have a solution or at least valid suggestion,
but so many just finds me irritating and just fucking ignores everything i post

>>38579908
y?
besides i thought you already stopped eating

>>38579929
based, then i have some use in this world

>>38579948
hoi june

just fucking shoot me in the head pls

>>38579998
want some backshots?
because... backshots!

>>38580047
haha alles goed?

>>38580005
sorry backshots only, no headshots :/

starting at 19 was too late

>>38580102
it is what it is big soph

>>38580102
Duh

I need to die

i need to indulge in some real AGP shit

>>38580129
I'm not big soph

>>38579893
Yeah right that is you, dont believe it

i am a gigantic fucking faggot i got a 2 inch dildo up my ass
fuhhhh u diggin in me

>fuhhh
lol zoomertard speak

who the fuck are you? i have intense dysphoria but i dont
i am always edging the line between trooning and not please listen to me i am so interesting

Guys i introduced my gf to my mom and now my mom is using he him pronouns on accident should i kill myself
She embarrassed me a lot too because i have apparently been spelling her name wrong for months and she never told me until the meeting..... like wtf nigga
Gonna drink until i forget i am not furious and sad wish me luck

>>38580340
what do you expect if your gf looks like a man and is a male as you said? do you want your mom to pretend that your gf is female btw? didn t you say it was wrong to do so?

>>38580459
fuck
you buddy don't you know estrogen works? if it didn't for you then you just didn't try hard enough

>>38580459
Trans women arent female, doesnt mean they should only be gendered correctly if they pass.....
I am more pissed about her embarassing me because i didnt know how to spell her fucking name... would you be mad lari or am i a bpdemon?!?

>>38580495
sounds like first world "problems" to me, basically non issues, you are just looking for issues where there are none, just so you have a reason to be angry

>>38580522
True.. thanks for the perspective sis i will stop being upset now i think

>>38580495
i'd be pissed

>>38580547
Right and she is a boymoder so i am already the only person who calls her by her tranny name, she makes me deadname her everywhere we go...... makes it even worse to me idk

>>38580459
>>38580495
>one is not dysphoric and not even on hrt
>the other is a terf pick me
maybe you two should try drinking cesium 137

I AM DYSPHORIC

>>38580583
I am too feminine to know wtf a cesium is but thank you for the suggestion anon

Caesium... dumb americans learn to spell jfc
I finished chemistry course with 96 by the way you guys =D

woman = dumb and uneducated
good thinking murph

>>38580621
Lol isnt that why chudette always calls bee a woman

I finished chem with 96 because i am manmoding btw ;D if i was honmoding i probably would have got a low mark

>>38580618
im not even american idgaf

I hope dying is cathartic for all who knew me

you are just jealous of everybody lari
jealously is a disease bitch!!! get well soon....

>>38580705
<3

kid called me "tall lady" at the grocery store.. im only 5'8'' :(

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Imagine being so sexist that larry calls you on it.

>>38580589
Milk my penis like one of your Romanian goats; it will help you feel like a cute girl, you worthless loser.

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>… Fuck everything...

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So ain't nobody cuddlin' with me...

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>>38577957
Oh...
xe just
like me...
Wow, xe is literally me ong no cap fr fr!!1

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she's back in the neighborhood!
you know what that means?
i might start smoking meth with her again!
unless, she's clean now?

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ain't no escapin'

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>make phone call using man (male) voice
>get addressed using cringe tranny name twice in one phone call by bank representative
i regret legally changing my name and sex
also i know for a fact she must know my dead name because i never updated it with the social security administration and she asked for my social security number
>>38581924
nice porn. being a straight cisgender man that secualizes and fetishizes real female women, it makes my cock hard. my male penis is getting engorged and starting to throb. my flesh rod is ready to implale the pussy. especially if it's all slimy and slippery and wet. my blood balloon is fixing to pop

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I smell the pussy from a mile away;
no, am not gay.

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I am the cringiest motherfucker that's alive.

>>38582210
lol kys honmoder

it all works out in the end if you purposefully redefine what "works out" and "in the end" mean

i hate my existence so much

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so i took four times my prescribed dose of estrogen maybe a day or three ago now im feeling headache + energy + violent fantasies of killing people and drinking their blood
i feel like so fucking good right now. clearly i am high on estrogen, a powerful stimulant which causes you to become demonic. can't wait to drink the blood of the innocent using my newfound powers

omfg stfu

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estrogen = the evil hormone that fills you with HATE and VIOLENCE and LUST and POWER!!1
>be straight A student
>be a kind woke leftist
>start estrogen
>drop out of school to smoke meth
>repeatedly assault women
>mastubate in public
>stop smoking meth (but stay on estrogenocide)
>continue committing arson
>fantasize about killing people
>new, cannibalistic fantasies start to emerge
hail EstroSatan
hail our estro-demons
hail estro-victory

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>>38584404
you could never understand me. your estrogen isn't on my level. you could never comprehend my dark perversions and twisted desires. that this devilish hormone drives me to

>>38584371
>>38584404
please make it stop larry-sama

>>38584438
i am tired of his ass, i don t even know what he achieves with this, at least when i complain it makes sense way, i guess this is how xe complains abt life..

>>38584450
wants us to suffer more than we do
...
did you brush your teeth?

>>38584467
yes, i actually did earlier and washed my face with cold water this morning too, i also woke up at 7 am instead of afternoon..

>>38584483
>woke up at 7 am instead of afternoon
i'm sorry ;__;

I'm a fucking tranny

>>38585135
post hole

men dont deserve anything. go out and kill a man right now

All men are creepy disgusting creatures, especially those who later transition in life.
I will be kms dw
I deserve no more or less
I had the first happy suicidal thought yday
Its getting closer.

>>38585205
hi durian

>>38586080
eh worrying...
you deserve a lot
but drop the self hatred turned to misandry pls

>>38586122
you dont understand
my self hatred is justofied
im a terrible human being. less than human

>>38582210
> nice porn. being a straight cisgender man that secualizes and fetishizes real female women, it makes my cock hard. my male penis is getting engorged and starting to throb
Same buddy
The photographer is good, do an image reverse search and check him out

>>38586203
i hope you'll forgive me if i doubt you?
but even if it were true it's never too late to change course and try to improve oneself... i heard :/

>>38586415
My guilt is driving me insane
I hope I have truly changed
I hope I’m capable of forgiving myself for the innocuous yet disgusting incel male behavior of my past
But it still eludes me. Peace of mind seems only possible in the unconscious realm

>>38586582
:/
being unconscious is kinda nice...
but if you have caused no harm there's no real need to keep feeling guilty... it's all in your head, all in the past

>>38587000
I try to learn that lesson but I will ne et know if I even caused harm. It’s so long ago buried somewhere in memory. I hope only I remember
I will try to be good from now on always, but I still can’t help but feel awful. Stupid idiot.

>>38585135
same worstie

pls help pls empathy

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>38587431
I feel bad for you <3 here u go lari xxx

daddy, i want money
money, money, give me daddy
daddy, give money
money, money, daddy

>>38587442
thanks, i still feel horrible

got the urge to download grindr

>>38587508
if you have good sex remember to tell me so i can feel jealous and bitter
if you only meet gross creepy old dudes (me) and it sucks remember to tell me so i can say grindr be that way + i told u so

>>38587508
do it sis maybe you can drink some 60 year old pedo's spit, piss and cum and then let him fuck your earhole live ur best life yk

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DOOM!

>>38587508
Would you take bbc or bwc ? lwc ? are you looking for pussy or to bottom ?

*fucks ftshota to multiple orgasms right in his slimy wet pussy*
today was a good day for this 60-year-old pedophile

Giwtwm

>>38587414
i've offered it before and you spit in my face, pissed on my shirt and trampled on my flag
>>38587449
$1 deposited

>>38587545
ik that what everyone expects me to want and do
i really should exit no reason to go on

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>>38587697

can someone give my a 20$ amazon giftcard i want to buy a book :/

sorry i only give money for drugs or dildos

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i hate my life. pls kill me.

>>38587651
I live in white country and I'm only into dudes, pussy is gross af

I wish i had a pussy i would squirt everywhere i think

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please blow my brains out

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i hate my existence

i hate living too
i have reasons for that
you at least have some hope

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>>38587946
i have no hope

I'm a guy! I'm straight! But why is his dick soooo attractive me to me? I guess I'll give it a try
sucking it is so hot! I feel so feminine and unmasculine right now... wait, what's that feeling in my vagina? I think I'm cuming!!!

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durian

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kill me
ugly = bad

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i want to die

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suicide

>>38579663
שער אשמדאי
Ashmadai Gate. Slightly south and west of the Dead Sea, in the Negev Desert.

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I HATE BEING SO MISERABLE

>>38588153
Damn are u in israel rn

how do i come to terms with wasting my youth being miserable with being marred by testosterone as the only thing to show for it

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>>38588194
idk, tell me when you find out, i want to know also

>>38588026
it's fitting
>>38588054
indeed
>>38588093
you should
>>38588125
is painless

i think i'll get off 4chan
get of the internet
stop taking meds and food
start drinking all day
isolate even more

there's no reason to care about anything

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i am scared of dying
pls kill me

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>>38588276
>there's no reason to care about anything
true, you have no reason to care when nothing matters at all anymore

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https://www.ucl.ac.uk/news/headlines/2019/jun/murderous-thoughts-are-normal-and-beneficial
cummy cunt cummy cunt i just wanna see the cumming of the cummy on the cummy cunt cummy cunt

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i wish i was never born and never existed and i hope i never reincarnate or repeat my existence somehow or repeat any other existence for that matter

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fuck this shit
there is nothing good or interesting abt it

i don't fucking want to be nice anymore
everything and everyone hates me and i should return the favor

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>>38588421
true, start being mean and kill me

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KILL ME

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COME ON DON T BE LAZY ABT IT
WORK AS HARD AS A JAP, KILL ME NOW!

when's the last time you committed a crime? maybe you can get raped then murdered in prison like the yolker

i have never committed a crime

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pls god, let me be happy, i beg you, i can t suffer anymore

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i hope my suffering will end soon

what can i do to be happy?

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I am face blind, I am tired of fucking up, I can’t tell why I can’t even do this shit right. Does anyone punish themselves with self harm for stupid decisions? My back hurts because I fucked up so many times this week and the bruises are starting to build up.

>>38588846
pretty eyes

>>38589325
Thanks

>>38588441
can i have your apartment?
>>38588626
same

>>38588846
i wish i could/would punish myself

>>38588562
you being born was a crime against humanity

>>38588846
I spoke too soon, you're actually ugly as shit

this is the last mmg so goodby everyone

i despise you