>>38581056
>i wish i could just be a regular cis guy and lately i wonder if it would be possible to go back and be happy
youll never not be trans, detransitioning changes nothing. you could present as a male again but that will never be who you are, if your reasons for transitioning in the first place were legit.

>>38581090
i think they were and it's been years now but sometimes i wonder if all the social contagion chuds are right

>>38581154
>but sometimes i wonder if all the social contagion chuds are right
bish listen up
im 26 and i started having these thoughts at 14, and then at 18 i started liking psychedelics but had to stop taking them bc it made me have to be too real w myself, and made dysphoria very bad. i waited 8 whole years, and did all sorts of things that youd read as super masculine, i ghosted all my female friends and started hanging w ONLY neurotypical rowdy type of dudes, hoping it would "fix" me.

What happened, was that all of them started making references about how im probly a tranny and sometimes joking about who will be my bf when i crack, and i ghosted them too for that.

then i went to 3 years of pure hikineetdom and escapism, in the beginning trying to hold onto my supposed masculinity by becoming a notorious /pol/ chud and screaming and yelling to acquaintances and friends about the le trans agenda and the kikes.

I slowly started healing eventually, and then all at once realized, i still feel exactly the same as i did about my gender identity now as what i did 8 years ago, except now the dysphoria is much worse.

consider that. i promise its not a larp

>>38581219
i believe you anon. you're probably right, i mean even before i knew what trans was there were "signs" so it can't be completely fake

>>38581056
It isn't.
I checked.
Conversion therapy has a 90% mortality rate within 5 years.

>>38581056
>posting obscure sonic characters
no

>>38583216
source: my ass

>>38584634
>maria and rouge
>niche
kill yourself

>>38584713
maria was in 1 game

>>38584634
these are not obscure
I could've posted some obscure characters like idk mina mongoose or monkey khan but most of the actually obscure sonic characters are obscure because they're shitty and forgettable

>>38581056
>pic
rouge mentioned

>>38581056
if i were you i would wish to be a regular cis woman