i feel like this image. i don’t think u really understand this image unless you’re fighting demons every waking second of your life, you feel me? i’ve resorted to sleeping through every day i don’t have to do anything, it’s getting bad. i’ve already accepted that no one’s coming to save me anymore.
>>38583912ganbare ganbare
>>38584000
>>38583912dead inside is the right term
>>38583912yep
>>38583912Guts Berserk
>>38583912I remember being 14 yo
>>38584036literally me
https://youtu.be/XFkzRNyygfk?si=jW2BipQYoY2WboCD
https://youtu.be/NfMegACVJQw?si=c3Pl9mgUcsYEdPhf
https://youtu.be/7lw1MrMHQ9o?si=X_favMrJv_VmkbPJ
>>38583912I feel like playing black ops
>>38583912incredbily based only real reppers know. I watch blackhawk down taxi driver and apocalypse now every day
>>38584187https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGpXACz8Wpo
>>38583912Heh,, the kouhai has become the senpai now.. time for me to go eliminate my local school district like cod mw3!!!
>>38584508killing people other than yourself is for pussies. when the time comes i’ll go out without a note and i won’t bring in anyone who would not have inevitably been affected by the death .
you guys are just larping as edgy 14 year olds, the only actual people with any edge are reppers and megrow up
>>38584662Honestly 10000% agree. thread aside i think all mass shooters are big pussies who couldn't settle with their own unimportance and needed to have a big tantrum before lights out
i am a repper THO
>>38583912how does someone identify with that image
>>38584679it’s cold as fuck
>>38584679It is a cool image as a nonrepper
This is how it feels to be single for 20 years
>>38584728i just dated u for 30 seconds so u don't get to go to chudtopia anymore sorry :<
>>38584745Thanks babe Am I a red flag for never having a formal dating relationship in my 20s tho
>>38584793I've had 2 and I'm 20 as well and no I don't think so :/ i think it's really a personal thing and you shouldn't feel pressured to date or find someone!!! It either comes or it doesn't, you can't force love!
>>38583912i hope you feel better though:(
>>38584835I for one will feel better when you finally kill yourselfplease just do it
>>38584839don’t be mean
>>38584857I'll be mean to that schizo cultist cunt as long as she's alive
>>38584877you really do love me <3
>>38584697>>38584684i guess im too far removed from the cod crowd to get it>>38584839no sorry>>38584857thanks <3i think you should find more positive and uplifting and beautiful things to align with, if you cani get the feelings though just not the expression
>>38584928love to see you suffer through life yesand yet the world will be a brighter place when you finally stop spewing your insane ramblings
>>38584991don't worry i won't stop suffering and i also won't stop being my wonderful self for you or anyone else :)
>>38584944i'll summon my 11 year old self to explain. the character is sitting very casually with multiple firearms already giving off an air of danger, and is also cast in very dim lighting. This casual stance not only displays the weaponry clearly but also shows his lack of interests in his surroundings, he is self assured, whatever comes his way, he is prepared for. He is also looking down, despite his immense ability he is also sullen, likely due to either his actions or the cost of war. Very cool image
>>38585052nta but i wish i could be friend with you irl. my depression has gotten really bad and i admire your ability to find joy. i wish i were as strong as you
>>38585158leave your disco and ill be glad to chat some when i have the time; im sorry you're having a difficult time :( i would be glad to try to offer some help and advice for you <3 the goddess would wish for me to try to help you find some brighter daysas for irl i don't get out much due to my crippled state and very poor health; also my agoraphobia still gets to me and i normally go weeks without seeing daylight; even inside the windows are all covered up because im so light sensitive, and only the bathroom is bright but i certainly would be willing to offer some friendship if you want it :) you sound like a diversion to something new might do you some good- i cant help but recommend pso2ngs- the series social nature has helped me through loneliness and depression all of my life and ive made lifelong friends there; not to mention living with a pso2 bf briefly and then pso2 gf until late last year; though the social scene isn't what it used to be as the playerbase has declined and there are a few troublemakers at the town social spot that have driven me away with their behavior my wife and ex and some friends have been hanging out at my Temple of Ellaphae on there lately fairly regularly it's been a lovely time anyway just an idea; its a great way to chat and be in a little worldmy wife and i have also been playing infinity nikki which sadly has no multiplayer but atleast we can take some pictures together anyways add kassie.nun (and send a msg) or leave yours here and i'll be glad to howdee someone new:) i hope you can find some things to lightening your load; distract you from some of the misery you've endured- all the things you admire in my come from Ellaphae; and she got me to this beautiful life i am blessed with nowplease take care and find your joys wherever you can; live for those feelings that are not solely about sadness, and seek out peace and kindness in othersbless you )*>>38585074ty for the colorful desc ~
>>38585296i'm a bit too nervous to share my discord but i'll think about it. i admire your strength in continuing on despite your condition. i have been in a lot of pain lately and my blood work is normal so they suspect a musculoskeletal issue but gave me no other answers. i'm scared to call the doc again but i just want to know why i'm hurting so bad, i'm very active and at a healthy weight but whenever i lay down to sleep i just ache so bad my whole body feels inflamed and throbs. i'm sorry for infodumping.
>>38585337thats no infodump its ok <3you might try a massager or lidocaine on your limbs; my legs hurt alot all the time if it is really causing you huge life altering suffering you might consider going to a pain management specialist they can do more serious things like i needif i didnt have my pain medication keeping my levels bearable and giving me some function it would be much harder to keep my positivity; chronic physical pain will weigh down on everything else in your life 10 times hardergood luck <3 time to sleep (2h late><)
