Would that align to your experiences?
>>38585702i guess so i just like being trans
yea a closer word imo would be understanding rather than learning. like the pieces were always there kinda just needed to put them together. understanding that you're a woman carries more weight with it
>>38585707Gincel, could you explain why you feel inclined to reply to every single thread? You know we know it's you. And you know we know what your life is like. Stop spending all your time on here. It's pathetic.
>>38585722What a fag:> I've never had friends> Ok I do but hanging out with them is boring> I've never been with anyone > Ok I have but it was whatever> I'm overweight because my stomach isn't flat and working out is ugh> I have AIDS> Ok no I don't but still> I have OCD and Panic Attacks > Well I don't but I like to think of myself as someone who COULD have those things> My parents are control freaks they tell me to clean my room and come downstairs to visit with them for awhile sometimes.> I'm still an adolescent my life is hopeless I should just die> I'll wait though if you want to talk with me uWu
>>38585702Yeah this is so real
I simply imagine left uninfluenced I would likely be some sort of guy. Even if I knew I was AFAB, I still side eyed people who called me a "girl".t. Gayden
>>38585702too many people don't address the semantic problems and then end up arguing about that instead of anything material
>>38585702>>38585702>all of the words available in the English language completely fail to accurate capture or convey my personal understanding >proceeds to regurgitate the three most cliched trans narratives possible and fails to explore any alternative articulation of their experienceswow, a real genius
>>38586907because people (idiots) fixate on the roots of their desires rather than realising that the desire itself must be addressed as a phenomenon above and beyond its causality. if you have dysphoria, you have dysphoria. what that looks like or where it came from is immaterial.
>>38585702No not really. it's more accurate to say I have a delusional desire to be a woman. Like some people with OCD have delusional desires to wash their hands 12 times after touching the doorknob.I am in no way female. I don't feel female. I have intrusive desires to be female.
>>38585702No I'm not a tranny.
>>38585702i guess i just like the idea of being female
>>38586959this reads like you wanna convince yourself more then anyone else lol like those self affirmations people tell themselves lol "inbaw inbaw inbaw @_@"
>>38586974Convince myself of what? I don't understand your post at all.
>>38586979Your self-hatred. The post was clear to me
>>38586983>Your self-hatredwhy wouldn't I hate having a mental illness
>>38585702>All the words available in the English languageis it that hard to say girl in a boy's body? that seems like what this is getting at
>>38586987There's a difference between hating your mental illness and hating yourself for being mentally ill. Idc this much tho, do whatever
