I just started college and I'm living outside of my shitty conservative town for the first time ever. Like any gay boy lacking self esteem, I went to a bar with some female friends and kissed guys after confirming they were autistic about at least one of the things I also like.The thing is, I was informed that I only looked for the attention of either feminine twinks, or guys bigger than me (either chubby and cute or muscular and handsome). I just realized that I have whatever the opposite of a type is. When I see normal men, inside a gay bar, I assume they are straight and will call me slurs. Did the years of bullying fuck up my taste on men?
>>38587284Maybe. I wasn't bullied for being gay, teased at best, and my type is still leaning towards what you call "normal men"
>>38588383Average would be slightly better than normal, but it does carry the point that most men make me feel like I should keep my guard up. I don't hate them though, obviously most of the guys that I'm friends with look like that, but the idea of being more than friends with those dudes is honestly a bit scary.
if you're also a twink you should be my cute twink bf.>living outside my shitty conservative townoh sorry i live in a conservative industrial wasteland i'll just die alone and my corpse will get buried under asphalt.
that's such a stupid thing to worry about, you're overthinkinggo after whoever you feel attracted, who gives a damna lot of the time shrinks are just making shit up to justify you paying them, they have a need to pathologize everything to not lose their clientelejust live your life
>>38587284No way. The only men I'm afraid of are the ones with bogan girlfriends because she might try and get her boyfriend to beat up a tranny for fun.
