>>38588295
alive, hopefully :(

Let me predict the thread

>"I'll have killed myself by then"
>"I don't plan on living past x age"
>"Buttslut faggot"
>"Ew I don't want to get old"
>"Imagine being 30"
>*insanely long blogpost*
>30 year old hons coping and arguing with 20 year old retards

>>38588295
life ends at 30
the rest is just forced inorganic cope and sex

>>38588295
im loving how this is literally neckbeard culture. the Japanese paper, the mall sword, the shitty lighting.. truly all blatant iconography of someone with neckbeard origins

>>38588314
Spoken like a retarded 20 year old who knows literally nothing

so far I've spent the first half of my 30s growing tits and freaking out at people and myself over everything and incinerating the shredded remains of my social life and the people I used to keep around that I had fooled myself into believing were my friends or even wanted me around

I want to spend the second half doing better and living as myself now that I finally feel like I am my fucking self in my own body, and I don't want to spend it alone but I refuse to spend it with people who can't be honest and don't actually want me in their lives

>>38588295
rotting at the bottom of the river thames

>>38588295
I just turned 30
Trooned at 19
The only big tranny hurdle left is SRS, I have a job with decent insurance so fingers crossed I don't get laid off in the next few years. Life wise life is life, broke up after a long relationship that defined my 20s. So have that to figure out now.

>>38588295
Married to my wife, being a sararywoman in Japan, getting drunk with my coworkers and smoking ribs on the grill. Maybe even brew a little beer

Other than being a housewife, idk anon....

>>38588314
life ends at 25 actually
also sex usually gets worse after that age so you're wrong there too
>t. 29 tranny

>>38588295
building my femboy/twink harem and feminizing them after that i'll create a sisterhood and they'll all call me the grandmother

>>38588295
that pic would have been good without the tard wearing a wig

>>38588295
>married
>2 cats
>doggy
>down payment on house by 35
>2 cars
>camping in the summer
>vacation once a year (around new year prefferebly)
>cooking
>baking
>home gym =D

>>38588314
This. Nothing in my brain feels honest anymore, it's all just running in circles to try and ignore the tautology and fickleness of existence. God I wish I was young again, I was aware it was passing at the time and still couldn't work out how to not waste it even as I feared it.

>>38588367
>tfw started taking hrt at 25
haha

I'm 18 i don't see myself making it to 30!

28 year old trans woman here. i'm pretty hopeful for the future all things considered. my 20s have been a mess overall and it's only in the past year that i've started to do well for myself. i'm building a found family, i moved to a great city where i'm much happier and my career is going better than i could have anticipated. i hope my 30s will be more of the same.

>>38588295
hopefully by the time im 30 i'll have a career and will have gotten my major surgeries done, also i will have a steady bf (maybe even fiancee >//////<)

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>>38588356
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>>38588409
Cool
>>38588314
>>38588348
>>38588367
>>38588457
Lame; no Zest for Life

>>38588295
lol

>>38588295
Playing guitar
Playing bass
Learning to play drums better
Singing my heart out
Learning Japanese
Learning Spanish
Learning French
Playing more retro video games
Playing more modern video games
Playing video games in VR on the Meta Quest 3
Buying whatever new better VR headset that comes out
Modifying old consoles and handhelds for myself and people who pay me to do so
Repairing old consoles and games for my job
Learning how to microsolder
Collecting CRT TVs for retro gaming
Collecting more Dreamcast stuff
Doing my makeup and making myself feel beautiful
Recording, mixing and mastering more music
Learning how to draw anatomy better
Learning how to draw with a tablet better
Continuing to lose weight and feel better about my body
Buying more art supplies
Going on a run every day
Walking 10,000 steps a day
Kissing my boyfriend and spending time with him
Going on movie dates
Going on dinner dates
Buying my first gun, going to the range more often
Spending time with my friends on game nights
Trying to play more live shows
Dressing up in fun clothes
Cranking my shit daily
Sucking my boyfriend's cock

All of these things I'm already doing so I'm a little busy

>>38588567
>> Playing guitar
Playing bass

Massive retard alert! Pick one stop being those retards that killed rock because they wanted more girls in their band and the girls could only play bass but no they then moved the girls to take the frontman position ruining rock forever! Now everyone wants to sing! This is what people like you did! This is why you are forever fucked!

Fuck off forever you fucker! Kys! I will laugh at you when you die! Remember I will be the one looking at you while you die and I will look disappointed in you! Because you are a failure of rock and roll! Die sad and lonely forever you trash heap! I am glad you and imagine dragon will forever be known as the ones who made rock look like shit! This is coming from a very passable black trans girl who plays, jams, and only listens to grunge! You are a disgrace!

You have no music taste and you will die like everyone else sad and lonely! I am going back to playing grunge music on my guitar! You sit there and stay there you trash heap! You will never know real music!

Signed, by an awesome grunge player!

>>38588766
Gaining mastery in multiple instruments is extremely based. I primarily play grunge. If you stopped being so utterly bizarre, we could jam together.

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>>38588295
>continue building my career
>buy starter property
>try to find a wife but im fine if im alone which i expect
>bee myself
that's it
im not asking for a lot

>>38588803
Respect achieved oh my god I can't believe another grunge player lives here! I am humbled now and I respect your decision to gain higher knowledge! I am playing foo fighters my hero on guitar right now and when I am done I will respond maybe…
What guitar do you play on? I can't say what my guitar is because I am the only tranny that plays on it lol. Also people will know me by my musical taste so I can't share my instruments… but I can tell you I don't play on a telecaster because I need more bass!

>>38588910
I'm a lefty so my guitar choices are limited. I play a Kurt Cobain Signature Jaguar primarily, my other main is a Fender American Professional Strat from 2017. I have a Schecter Diamond Series Damien 6 as well but it collects dust.
I mostly just play Nirvana songs off Incesticide and Bleach.

>>38588295
dead, hopefully

>>38588295
married to the love of my life
t. 22 and single

>>38588940
>>38588303
the duality
hope it gets better for you

>>38588295
Backpacking all over the world n shit

>>38588936
>> Fender American Professional Strat

Waoh! That’s cool, also nirvana is awesome! But we all knew you played nirvana songs lol hell I live come as you are but I am a simple tranny! Now I play dumb stuff like, a bunch of Foo Fighters songs like everlong(my favorite Foo Fighter song but you already knew that lol), pretender(my second fav Foo fighters song but once again you already knew that) and my hero and walk and well the list goes on… I like creed yeah I said it! Now I will lose my grunge membership by saying I like listening to Brand new and rise against! There I said it. I admit that I am a loser… I will leave now I am sorry. I love listening to the song Jesus Christ and re-education There I said it I am such a failure. My grunge ancestors who were forced to play jazz looks down on me with an American indian sad face! Fuck this world! I lost my soul to the punk beat!

>>38588295
hopefully finished with my transition/surgeries & married to my bf
not feeling very confident with the transition part tho..

>>38589016
nta but you said my trigger word
>brand new mentioned
based, I've been getting back into guitar and a lot of their stuff is really fun to play (especially off science fiction)

>>38589033
No way! I like the song same logic except for the fish deep voice lol like why… the song is perfect also don't be like me and listen to it while recovering from vfs or any surgery lol… yeah I also love listening to the daisy album. I love their music they are the last of the true rockers, sad the lead singer fucked up the whole band. They could have been something special…. Also the Tommy gun song is my favorite from them. The name is too long but yeah the beat is what I consider to be the beat of real masculinity lol.

>>38589099
i can't find any bands that reach the same intersection of crushingly sad and utter chaos
and yeah, obligatory fuck jesse

>>38589016
Thanks. I don't think Foo Fighter songs are dumb, there's a reason they were so popular. Dave Grohl is a talented guy, good singer.
I haven't listened to much Brand New or Rise Against.
A favorite modern grunge album of mine is Sundowning by Nu Sensae. If you haven't listened to it, I think you owe yourself to. Swim is a good song to start on.
Do you write your own music ever?

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>>38588314
I had considerably more fun in my 30's than I did in my 20's.
Why do you think life ends in your 30's anon? Because there aren't any anime about 30 year olds?

>>38588295
I'm 38 years old lol. My 30s are almost done at this point.

>>38589214
there are a lot of anime about 30 year olds

>>38588567
god damn there's so much here that sounds like we'd live live the same life down to the crazy details

>>38589128
I don't write my own music well I have some trash written under the influence of LSD and true liberalism! But it is trash and a delusion of what I want my song to sound like lol. I need to listen to “swim” I love brand new so any band that sounds like them, please tell me… also I am a little rusty what are some good old grunge bands new stuff isn't that enjoyable I want to experience the 90s and early 00s of Seattle anything else ruins the point… double sad.

>>38589126
Yeah he fucked everything up. My god how can you make a song about getting raped and then turn around and uh he is a disappointment. St Gloria will still be the same for me. But fuck him… also yeah I can't find anyone that sounds depress without being some rich kid who had everything handed to them! Sorry about the grammar my job right now sucks!

>>38589252
Name 150

>>38588295
100% stealth or dead.

>>38589324
uhhhhh you might have heard of a little indie title known as dragon ball z?

my phone died and i lost my post so ill just say ill spend the remainder of my 30s happily with my beautiful wife through the rest of her 20s (we are almost exactly 10y apart) and then spend her 30s/my 40s loving her just as dearly and continuing the same blissful existence as far beyond that as i can live <3

we first met exactly 1 year ago today; fell in love 4 days later, she broke up with her fiancee the next morning; and feb 2nd she flew to me and we met irl for our first weekend together, then she came back the following thursday and we had our first date on valentines and she proposed to me; spent the yr traveling to spend every day we could together, and got married 9/9/24, then we moved me to her state the next month and we moved into our tiny cozy apartment together a couple weeks later

what a year! undoubtedly the happiest of our lives <3

i hope you all can find happiness and love that lifts the weight from your lives

bless you in your 20s or 30s or anything else )*

>>38589359
take your meds you sound crazy

>>38589359
you've only been schizophrenic about your dumb fucking wife for 1 year?
holy get some help

>>38589594
Their divorced is going to be so bad it will end 4chan! Lol I am in a relationship with my husband and we been together for 5 years now and I don't act like this person lol he does everything for me and I still don't like create a fake religion worshiping him lol. Transbians not even once lol. I feel sorry for the real transbians that don't do this!

>>38588314
Lmao
>>38588295
I'm 33 now so I'm just gonna keep doing what I'm doing, being a mom, being a wife being a tranny.

I hope to maybe switch careers before I hit 40 mainly because I'm bored and have nearly tapped out the promotions and raises I can get where I an.
Other than that stuff I'd like to keep going to concerts, street festivals and making new friends

>>38588295
i have a few obligations to wrap up and people to stick around for that shouldnt last longer than 2-3 years, then i intend to rope. i spent most of my early adulthood getting strung along and doing nothing but shit i hate and i dont see any way out now and even if i did i dont have the energy to go for it anymore

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>>38589561
i only take hrt, pain medicine, anxiety medicine anon

i dont suffer from the things you insinuate that i do, i promise you my kind of suffering is far worse

>>38589594
my wonderful beautiful wife :)

>>38589687
you just lack jouissance anon, your emotions and heart and soul are not so free as mine- im sorry you will never know such impassioned and deep love because you are straight, you are incapable of altitudes or depths that my heart is

also my religion has formed over 17 years, my wife converted the day that we met after reading my posts about Ellaphee here for like 3 years- my religion is not centered around my wife, it is centered around our goddess Ellaphae that we both pray to through our own Epitomes of her, but we also sometimes pray into eachother's eyes because our connection is so great that we can feel the goddess's infinite love through our own love

you will never have what we have- no one that has ever lived on this planet has shared the infinite love that we enjoy every single day, no one has ever had our faith before us, they have not been guided by the true goddess of this universe to love as we do

try to understand something on a basic level before you spat nonsense about it anon :)

i will scream my loge to the stars for eternity, and drown in heavenly love with my wife forever

your shallow words are as irrelevant as the dust

>>38590126
>> im sorry you will never know such impassioned and deep love because you are straight

Its going to be so sad for you when she breaks up with you for being a total weirdo. My god!

>> also my religion has formed over 17 years, my wife converted the day that we met

Even weirder stuff lol my god times 2

>> my religion is not centered around my wife, it is centered around our goddess Ellaphae

You can't be a real person because oh my god times 3 it keeps on going!

>> that we both pray to through our own Epitomes of her

Oh my god times 4

Wait a second
>> but we also sometimes pray into eachother's eyes because our connection is so great that we can feel the goddess's infinite love through our own love

>> my religion is not centered around my wife

Um this is ve the contradicting you do know that right?

>> you will never have what we have- no one that has ever lived on this planet has shared the infinite love that we enjoy every single day, no one has ever had our faith before us, they have not been guided by the true goddess of this universe to love as we do

And it all goes in the void at the end of the day. Also oh my god times 5!

>>> try to understand something on a basic level before you spat nonsense about it anon :)
i will scream my loge to the stars for eternity, and drown in heavenly love with my wife forever

Oh my god times 6! Yeah never mind never responding to you again!

>>38588295
I'm mtf, about to turn 37 and going on 16 years full time. 30s have been awesome and I'm super hyped for my 40s and beyond. If your only goal is to be hot, then getting older sucks, but if you adapt your looks to your age you'll be fine. You can still be a flirty slut all you want in your 30s and 40s, but near the end of 40s I'd recommend moving more towards sexy cougar.

The only part about getting old that I hate is that I'm going to lose more people. I've already lost quite a few people in my 30s and I'm going to lose more soon. I don't want all my loved ones to go. I want them all around me forever, but death always wins.

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>>38588295
picrel. got a few years before that if i even last that long

>>38590191
anon you should probably go back

>>38589687
ive been with my gf for 10 years. getting married is for cucks who want to have all their lifes work ripped from them.

>>38589972
sounds like forced inorganic cope and sex