no not really

I have had an extremely productive day and been floating on a cloud of "I fucking told you so" at every level of my personal and professional life and the world at large - in short, I am the living embodiment of a smug AGP/INTJ smirk

>>38591298
how's your hair loss?

>>38591360
tumbleweed blowing around the apartment floor behind me where I walk
I'm going through a shed almost as bad as back in may or june

Can someone explain "manmoding" and "boymoding" to me, a simple cracked egg? I don't get the distinction between each other and I don't know the difference from just being a repressor either.

>>38591554
both mean continuing to present male while transitioning. "boymoding" just implies better passing prospects for the future than manmoding. age is also a factor.

>>38591554
repressors aren't on hrt
boymoders/manmoders are amabs on hrt but presenting socially as male still (and it's just roughly what you'd call them based on appearance and age and passing potential and all that like is this person a man or a boy, even though it's all just "boymoding" in the older sense of the term from before tttt existed)

>>38591554
Repressing is telling yourself to stop being trans (but you can't)
Boymoding is telling others unconvincingly that you're not trans (but you are)
Manmoding is telling others convincingly that you're not trans (but you are)

>>38591554
these terminology is also a good way to brainworm yourself into not improving in your transition, be careful...

I look like a slavic ogre

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>>38591683
I too am an ogremoder, for surely an escalation of self-deprecating labels is the solution

>>38591695
a close up of a person wearing a hat and glasses, cold winter, around 20 yo, noseless, 16:9, monk, twitch streamer / gamer ludwig, round bulbous nose, soviet, dark cloaked necromancer, hard predatory look, gru from despicable me, symmetrical facial feature, 18 years old, qwek dom
clip interrogator says this about me

>>38591718
I think the AI is drunk (or the mturk indentured servants who power it in the background are)
>a woman taking a selfie in front of a mirror, emo boy with cat ears and tail, dirty walls, non-binary, black sweatpants, tired eyes, andromorphic, hi, black shirt, dirty mirror, f/2 8, bowl, uncropped, very tall, full-cosplay, tran ross, aliased, messy, f22
I've gotten necromancer and gru tags before

>>38591813
>a woman
>non-binary
>f/2 8
>f22
kys

>>38591825
those are aperture numbers retard

>>38591829
a woman is an aperture number now?

>>38591836
whatever shut up the other 2 you pointed out don't count, and it called you 18 so be quiet youngshit boymoder I've gotten way worse tags from it before

>>38591850
faggot

>>38591858
turbofaggot

>>38591554
older trans women/younger trans women respectively

soft skin yet no one to touch it

>>38592017
wya bb?

>>38592017
SAME god fuck I love my body so much now I just need someone to grab my soft parts but I'm so angry and reclusive it's just not gonna happen

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>>38592045
in the last level of hell (brazil)
>>38592085
urgh same

gotta stop it
gotta get a grip
i gotta stop it
i gotta get a grip

the world is really going to shit huh
at least for us common folk..

i want someone to fix me but i will never ever ever be worth anything to anyone

How do you deal with being an extremely ugly man while on the waitlist for FFS that will change nothing? 13mo HRT btw picrel

https://unsee cc/album#10X1CxdF7API

>>38592244
you one view'd it

>>38592266
kms. fixed

>>38592244
get laser

>>38592244
would

>>38592287
8 sessions laser already completed. Can't shave rn because just had one and hair needs to grow so I can exfoliate it out

mogged again

>>38592244
Cute!

>>38592330
At least they are hot, plastic surgery can make them more attractive too

>>38592289
i added some more pics from different angles, i always try to take the worst possible angles because everyone is caught at that angle all the time irl. I wonder if I'll have to hrt rep my whole life sometimes. I wish i could love guys without feeling like an evil predator due to the way I look

>>38592339
they look good enough, no reason to waste money on that.. won t sooth their dysphoria anyway..

>>38592244
mogs me
seecc/album#CdInpMcmgV1P

>a woman taking a picture of herself in a mirror, multicam (camo), trans rights, overcast mood, very long hair, :2, eerie room, spring time, gangly, uncropped, eboy, nanogirlv 2, wearing pajamas, dark brandon, a lonely woman, ello
i have to kill myself

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>>38592360

>>38592396
I don't get it

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>>38592403

>>38592410
I look homosexual?

>>38592360
op of other unsee... i think there's hope for you i can imagine you as cisf in my head with style choices. i am sorry though... we are in this together

thats bold coming from you gypsy

>>38592423
I'm 6'1
not fooling anyone

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>>38592415

what is the point of this thread do u guys talk about power tools or something?

>>38592441
I look like that

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>>38592463

>>38592442
they think they're too good to post in mtfg.

>>38592479
i dont even post there those people are weird i check passgen to make fun of people and then i go play videogame

>>38592479
mtfg really does suck though.

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>>38592479

>>38592360
why is jynxzi like this?

>>38592479
no I'm just not a normal mtf and don't relate to their experiences, have been on hormones for five years with no effort or plan to live as a woman

>>38592560
I can't believe coastal elite space lasers are siphoning BIPOC wombs to abort christian fetuses in and harvest their adrenochrome for the LGBBQ jewish white climate libel agenda

i think i shouldn t go to my therapist again, it is a waste of money and i will regret it as i always do

i think i'm far too ashamed of my condition to ever admit it to a therapist

I cant afford therapy but if i could i would be so fun to interview they should pay me to go...

>>38592698
No i would be super fun they could do a whole thesis project about me

I'm frustrating for counsellors and therapists and I've had more than one call me out as not being an effective patient because I tend to have already assessed and made decisions about my problems and am willing to say whatever I need to check boxes and get out of the session

hmmm i should cut myself and order a weeks worth of food to eat in one sitting

>>38592717
it is just a waste of money but i have more complex issues than regural water lily narcissim

>>38593001
I am not a narcissist

>>38593037
I am not ugly, fat and poor either haha

>>38593099
I am not… i have faults just like everyone else …i might be a bpdemon for example

>>38593627
jack thompson would think this is so profound

>>38593627
jack johnson would think this is so profound

asaaulted my dad and smashed all the plates again. currently outside barefooted. two people asked if I'm okay and one offered me money (i said no) it's cold as fuck. i need a job and shoes and place to stay like right bow but I don't want to mooch off a shelter. can i become a drug dealer or a prostitute to make money fast? idk if people would buy drugs from a kid or if I'd be able to mark up the prices and not get riped off and idk if people would pay to fuck me with a condom on when they can already fuck me for free with no condom but even creepy old men don't seem all that interested. anyone give me $100 for my disgusting nudes? to watch me suck my own dick? no. i just have to suck it up and apologize and keep mooching off my parents until i can get a real job probably at Wendy's. how can i get a job at 10 PM covered in hot chocolate that someone mistook for blood. i hate myself so much I'm such a bad person. how can i get a job shaking with emotion with no shoes on as a man with tits? won't hire me because im autistic looking as fuck. can't keep riding public transport because umm it shits down in a couple hours. i don't wanna go home. i hate my parents. i hate existing as a useless eater who should've never been born mooching off of society and hurting everyone around me as an adult child. how much would you pay me to suck your dick? I'll warn you I probably would gag and throw up a little . $20? if i suck five dicks a day i can maybe stay in a motel... everything is so expensive I hate my life

please can i suck your dick and mop your floor in exchange i get to live with you? i suck your dick for free. please give me free dicksucking lessons. i don't want to live with my parents. i am willing to sleep next to you or on the couch or on the floor or in a pile of dirty clothes I'll sleep in your closet if it is large enough . it will be fun. i will be your friend please

please can shotamethschizo move in with you i promise I don't smoke meth anymore. i am very cuddly and cute arab terrorist. i assaulted multiple people but I am very peaceful brown immigrant not violent whatsoever. i may have been to jail but i never break the law i swear. I'll suck your dick or your toes or mop the floor and make you a sandwich

hello I don't want to live with my parents anymore. if i give you $30 dollar can i live with you for three months? that's $10 a month in rent + i suck your dick five times a day. i look underage you will enjoy it I promise . i will give you $10 this month to suck your dick five times a day and sleep in your closet. or clean the toilet five times a day since I'm so ugly no one wants me anyway. or mop the floor five times a day can i live with you for a month for $10. i walk your dog five times a day. i take out the conpost and trash. i make you sandwich five times a day you get to beat me up until I bleed five times a day. it will be fun

you can call me five slurs five times a day if i can sleep in your dirty laundry pile and charge my phone and eat one egg today. i promise. that i won't sniff your panties. please i am an innocent horny indian man . i am very good person and never do vad things. trust . adopt me as your ugly dagutherson. i vacuum five times a day

i actually don't want anything to eat today. i am full. i suck your dick five times today and throw up so there is room for one egg tomorrow. and i give you $10 can i live with you for a month?

how did i go from a valedictorian to an unemployed loser in my mid-twenties? i just can't keep living with my parents i can't do it anymore

please can i move in with one of you losers? you have no friends right? i will be your friend and do chores for you. I'll do all the dishes piled up in the sink as soon as i arrive and load / unload the dishwasher if you have one

i don't want to live with my parents i don't want them to look at me i don't want them to judge me how can i keep stealing from them? how can i keep arguing with them? i'm going to fucking kill my dad someday

i don't want to live with my dad anymore because i am going to stab him to death one of these days during a mental breakdown using a kitchen knife

>>38594364
you could live with my husband and I, bit you would have to wear a butler uniform

i hate myself it's all my fault I don't deserve food I don't deserve shelter I don't deserve showers I don't deserve water i am lazy. i am a natural slave i should be put to work . anyone in this thread enslave me please? can i be your slave and still go to college? i just want lodging I'll find a way to pay for everything else on my own and I'll do whatever chores you want

>>38594390
yay! thank you so much really? i don't have any shoes or socks rn actually so you'd really get me a butler uniform? send me your location immediately. idk much about being a butler but i am eager to learn!!

why am i do hateful? why am i so toxic? i used to be a good person, right? where did i go wrong?

i smashed my glasses in a fit of rage now I can't even see

>>38594395
Watch Mr Belvedere season one and I'll get you some nice socks. deal?

my parents can hear me breathe
my parents can hear me piss
my parents can hear me fart
my parents can hear me masturbating
my parents can hear my phone calls
>>38594421
how am i gonna watch an entire season in the 45 minutes remaining in the day? i don't need socks i need to get away from my dad but whatever. i'm just going home

i have no home
nor a life
or a purpose
not one dream
... a reason

my parents can hear every footstep and every door open and close
they can hear me drink the water and eat the food they pay for
maybe my dad really does believe more culturally and ethnically homogeneous societies are better
like Japan, his favorite example
diversity isn't our strength i guess
but I can't call him racist
actually, I'm the one who's racist
against the Japanese, apparently
I'm the one who's crazy. I'm the terrorist who needs to disavow Hamas. I'm the flag-flying transgender. I'm violent. I'm the villain spending his money and wasting it by not doing well in school.

fact: i am LITERALLY a perverted violent sex criminal and a leech on society

im an antifa terrorist..im racist. im a gay rapist. im an incel. im sexist. im misogynistic. im a habitual criminal raping and killing and stealing. im a lazy nigger and i never get a job. all i do is smoke weed and call white people racist while begging them for money or just taking it without asking... LITERALLY!!! I LITERALLY

i am so retarded i can't even see

You’re a nuisance and someone that should be homeless with no electronics devices

all i do is lay in bed cry cut and think about kms

>>38594795
you're a fucking fatass

Coming to the thought of having a vagina again…

>>38595201
be honest dude i saw you at fred meyer on monday

>>38595274
I have no idea what that is

>>38595289
then be quiet nigga. shh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t have the tranny drive
1year hrt
My skin is orange peels
My dick still gets hard cause I use it like a fuvking MOID
My face is unfeminine and I need whole body laser
I never worn non male clothes
I never tried anything new.
I wanna live
But I can’t
I’m not “it”

>>38595303
You told me to be honest
Check your blood pressure bitch

>>38595317
ooooohhh arrrhghhh I'm gonna defibrillate
*dies of cringe*

>>38595174
Not among my main problems sadly
Also stop larping using other people’s name

I hate being skinny fat

>>38595375
there's no larp you fat retarded slime
I need to decide whether to take my shot now or never
I am AGP and ruined and I am a pervert but I can't masculinize further

>>38595401
Take a shot to your head

>>38595424
take some initiative. get a job. get a life. take chances. take your own advice. stop flipping burgers. reconcile with your family. freak.
freak
freak
freak

Idk why you’re talking to yourself

I AM INSANE OK

It’s good to know John is the weirdo that somehow associates me with burger flipping

>>38595462
>>38595506
Idk why you're hideous oh wait I do

durian is a kind old lady looking for love(virgin)
Leave her alone :(

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I've tried recreating Uzis psychopatikkk stare but it's hard to imitate perfection.

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The only way to have a productive day is if you’re producing something. For a woman, that means producing a child. For a man, producing a child or producing food for your family to eat.

>>38593780
Who is that
>>38594137
Who is that

>>38594139
>asaaulted my dad and smashed all the plates again
Sounds like my baby sister haha faggot
Do you have fetal alcohol syndrome or something ? why are you such a nuisance ?!?!?

>>38596325
Stop posting ur face here
Everytime I see you I get startled and think it's me

>>38596325
Hi cutie post ass or maybe tummy haha

Guys i went to the gym and felt very awkward and the guys were looking at me funny.... do you think they knew i am mtf or maybe they thought i was ftm???? i really do hope they think i am ftm but what if they think i am mtf???? omg kms kms kms kms

>>38595534
Please do tell?
>>38595641
Idk if you’re calling me a virgin or that I only want love from a virgin?

Gf said i took her virginity but i saw condoms in the drawer....

>>38596325
gelfling

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>>38596809
20 years ago he was a memelord lawyer dunking on gamers while jerking off the pearl-clutchers and bible-thumpers, back when the internet was more wild and wholesome for all its raw horrors

when I get electrolysis and experience swelling I look even more masc, kms

nice pic OP

>a woman standing in front of a mirror holding a cell phone, trending on r/streetwear, tired face, trans rights, long sleeve, skirt, dark winter evening, bad photo, gamer, no makeup, very comfy, one fist raised high in triumph, daughter of death, no pants, --n 6, fit pic, waporware
>a woman with glasses is taking a selfie, bite her lip, inspired by Ryuzaburo Umehara, inspired by Marie-Suzanne Giroust, clean shaven wide wide wide face, black hoodie techie, crazy hair, uncropped, 2 5 yo, naudline pierre, maintenance photo, lesbian, 3 2 - year - old, sup
>a close up of a person wearing glasses, bedhead, non-binary, minna sundberg, an angry expression, hair gel combed backwards, curious expression, from the thing, ello, but as a photograph, before and after, shoulder-long straight, lich
it's calling me a woman more and more even without my breasts or anything visible should I start honmoding and living my best obnoxious life

a close up of a person wearing a hat and glasses, cold weather, genderless, public bus, vdovenko, severe - looking, very pale, necro, shaved hair, we go, very dark, staring at the camera, photo quality, jail, jacket, highres, front camera, somewhat androgenic

>a close up of a woman laying on a bed, painted nails, black nails, long nails, a black tshirt. high key, sexy pudica pose gesture, brown body, women hand, behance. polished, dirty nails, black and auburn colour pallet, long fingers, real human female hand, hand holdings, mutud colors, black and brown colors

>>38598497
im not wearing a black shirt though retard bot

>>38598515
I've been told I'm wearing a dress and a skirt and pants and no pants all in the same shot

a close up of a person holding a piece of food, 1 7 - year - old boy thin face, made in 2019, eating a hamburger, wearing a cardigan, by Altichiero, gildhardho, straight hair, inspired by Howard Kanovitz, sitting in a wheelchair, iphone 12 camera, highres, toast, desi

>>38597691
Does that mean that the 2001 ad for the playstation that i posted is good or bad

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>>38598815
it doesn't mean either of those things, but I was joking that a shallow read of the visual gag (obviously meant to draw potential players in) would be like a
>SEE? SEE? IT SHREDS YOUR CHILDREN'S BRAINS!
moment and cited as evidence to crack down on video games for moralizing puritanical reasoning

>>38598867
Wow jack thompson is a loser lets murder him xD

>>38598875
?

>>38598878
>memelord lawyer dunking on gamers while jerking off the pearl-clutchers and bible-thumpers
This guy sounds bad i think we should kill him....

>>38598888
?

DAVID LYNCH DIED NOOOOOOOOOO
>>38598908
?

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R I P to a real one, gonna rewatch fire walk with me later

I don't like twin peaks

I have never seen twin peaks but the dyke movie he made is really good

>>38598924
feel like pure shit just want him back

>>38598917
giwtwm

also rip :(

You know what? I'm gonna say it. I'm glad David Lynch died.

contrarian lol
i know you enjoyed his shit at one point

what a beautiful thread
i have no more cigs, sui time

>>38599680
nice!
go back to repgen before dying, we don't want the stench

rare durian W

>>38599709
how are you doing auntie? still suicidal?

well, i'm still alive
(sorry all)

well, i'm still alive
(fuck you all)

eh... if you insist :3

?

how can i get a job if i didn t work in almost two years?
what can i even put on the cv for shitty jobs?
i can t like put my studies or one year experience as a programmer, i just leave it empty or what?

>>38599940
bad attempt of a joke

stopped taking meds and am in a really strange mental mood my thoughts are fucking nonlinear
sry

>>38600025
you actually worked as a programmer?`mogs me

>>38600071
ye, i worked but sadly i will never work again in this market and with the extra wasted time.. it is what it is.. all office work is in very high demand, i even tried for like tech support assistance jobs and shitter office work when i couldn t find as a dev, even those are crazy competitive and need 3+years of experience as entry level, no calls back..

>>38600114
HI Larry.
I'm not sure if you're a software / game dev.
I have a question, maybe you can help me: How can I create a concept art picture for a game / scene that looks like it is in the real world?

Is that even possible?

ai might do it

>>38600227
just go online and find some ai image generator and i think they have a 'realistic' option, it will probably not look completely like real life but yea
but like no game looks like real life anyway..

is the french one still alive?

>>38600025
>programmer
terminally malebrained
I prescribe you suicide

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New timeline, 3,5 years.

>>38600310
he was forcibly remigrated to xhitter

>>38600325
gigamogs me

>>38600071
?

>>38600325
what a cute beautiful woman

looked at passgen
now I want to die

>>38600325
will not lie but you sure look more feminine and cuter now
>>38600378
!
>>38600507
imagine needing external triggers

hair up
>a close up of a person wearing a hat, soft femme, camo, looking tired, low camera, looking directly at the camera, genderless, dreary lighting, bare room, redneck, is essentially arbitrary, underexposed lighting, no trees, looking straight
hair down
>a close up of a person wearing a hat, no makeup wavy hair, camo, bitter, andromorphic, no furniture, extremely gloomy lighting, is essentially arbitrary, redneck, trans rights, webcam, lone female, 3 6 0 picture, looking tired, normal clothes, alabama, swampy
it may be over.

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>>38600325
mogs me
5 years

>>38600605
bruh....

>>38600605
would x2

>>38600605
Philtrum length is a helluva drug

please stop mogging this is my safespace

>>38600605
potential rapist to cranky old woman

>>38600605
tried shaping your eyebrows?

>>38600799
I'm often told I should but I think I prefer still leaning on the masculine traits I have

>>38600746
just convicted vs after a few years in prison

>>38600817
were you always this annoying?

>>38600823
yes, though I came out of my shell a bit and really let it loose after I stopped repping... but what is annoying about not wanting to shape my brows when I'm a man? I mean it when I express that I'm not socially transitioning, and apparently unlike most posters here it's not something I want since I actually find comfort in my male social role

what is even the point there if you ok being a dude..

intense physical/sex dysphoria

how revolutionary

you don't have any kind of social role nigga

i would still have intense physical/sex dysphoria if i looked like you do now even if i socially transitioned or not, idk..

>>38600865
do you have any actual critique or objection? I'd like to better understand why this frustrates people, especially since HRT has been so effective at dealing with that problem for me

>>38600866
ERM, ackchyually, my social role is assumed based on my overbearingly masculine voice and demeanor in addition to my imposing amab physique no matter how infrequent or limited my social interactions with others are

>>38600895
how tall are you

>>38600894
larrold be quiet you don't even believe in gender dysphoria, I don't have "ugly face gender dysphoria" and can separate out being a conventionally unattractive weirdo from my retarded neurological sex identity shit

>>38600901
6'0"

one time i came in my own mouth

>>38600894
get on hrt already

i really am the biggest hon here

>>38600846
you're the only cis man on hrt on this website, you're not a manmoder, you're a cis man

>>38600907
big dick or very flexible?
...
i guess having impressive cum pressure could work too...

>>38600925
I'm the kind of cis man who takes feminizing hormones to feel at home in his own body and alleviate crippling "gender" (sex) dysphoria

>>38600945
if by gender dysphoria you mean not being able to live as a feminine cis man without hrt

>>38600906
>you don't even believe in gender dysphoria
when did i even say this. i suffer heavily from gd lol
you still just look like a weird ugly old man, idk what are you talking abt.. hrt made you look older somehow..

>>38600958
it might be the 5 years that did it?
ps get on hrt

>>38600953
>not being able to live as a feminine cis man without hrt
what does that mean that in any way differentiates it from the clinically and socially accepted definitions of gender dysphoria? I am not particularly feminine and never was, but have literally as far back as I can remember had problems with feeling out of place in my body for reasons that are entirely predicated on sexual dimorphism (and which were hugely alleviated after starting and spending some time on HRT)

>>38600964
5 years is not that long and like hrt should make you look 2-3 years younger, so like only 2-3 years of aging..

>>38600972
autism is one hell of a drug, i would feel more dysphoric looking like a freak in between than like a normal dude, bc having feminine and masc features in contrast make the dysphoria way worse bc as a dude you can at least forget abt it..

looking old is the least of my worries but I started expressing myself facially and all that a lot more (something I was reminded of and harassed for by my mother) and I've had a stressful few years since I started HRT between my family and living on someone's couch who hated me to finally getting a job and trying to pick up the pieces of my life I had let fall apart as a repressor to get independent again, so I'm not surprised or disappointed at all that I look older despite being on HRT - and I still get carded sometimes anyway in the same places I didn't with a gnarly stoner beard

>>38601040
and by forget abt it, more likely do dissociate and get numb..

>>38601056
are you sure you are not like a sociopath and just feeling better as a result of your emotions numbing and confusing it with hrt alleviating it?

>>38601104
>your emotions numbing
I don't expect something like you to understand, but my emotions have done the exact opposite of numbing - and that has been a fucking terrible process to go through, to be quite and entirely desu with you senpai, because I spent my whole life being emotionally repressed and detached but now it's all fucking real and raw and subject to whims and waves and it's a fucking LOT

but I feel real now, like I'm actually myself and in my own body

>>38601117
>something like you
no need to be mean abt it, i still pretty much have emotions otherwise i wouldn t suffer anymore and feel the need to talk to anyone abt it here, idk i am also emotionally unstable and can go from high to lows and my brains hurts often, but mostly i am neutral i guess, i guess you just have autism i honestly don t know bc you are aware of the way you fucking look, and autistic hons are happy bc their self perception is fucked so they think that they look like real women and that is why they are happy but if it were otherwise they would be unhappy, you know that you look like a man and not a real woman and still are happy abt it..

>>38601163
>no need to be mean abt it
dude
https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/username/larry
>you know that you look like a man and not a real woman and still are happy abt it..
damn straight, faggot

>>38601210
then logically you are a cis man or just coping..

>>38601251
>logically
>larry
uh huh, okay, so why aren't you balls-deep in a goat right now? anyway I'm gonna keep existing and being slightly less unhappy about some specific things than I was before I took steps to address those things, sneethe harder

besides I already said I am a cis man, the kind of that needs to exist in a body running on estrogen instead of testosterone to not feel constantly off and detached

>>38601280
ok, so you are just a crazy cis man then that for some reason found the trans label cool.. it is fine.. no issue from me..

>>38601319
do you misunderstand things on purpose? is that like your bit and I've just not gotten it till now?

>>38601411
you really are autistic..

>>38601459
yes, and?

>>38601481
and it is your fault that i will have to flip burgers, fuck

>athletic male body with conetits that are very wide apart

>>38601117
honscience

>>38601787
I'm literally describing the subjective firsthand experience of unquantifiable feelings and emotions, you stupid shit

i feel the exact same except 10,000x as mentally fucking insane and also way more horny holy fuck in a cute twink!!1 im so sexy im a bad person and should kill myself, but first... i have to jack off on public transport and stab my dad to deatg for the crime of not wanting skibidi open borders for America yes yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!

giggity toilet

>>38600860
doesn't sound okay to me but okay
>>38600866
lol. lmao,
>>38600894
don't socially transition, ever! that is for weakass bitches and pussies

I would rape myself. i would rape myself so goddamn hard. they call me they rape machine. i rape my friends until they love me

>>38591554
manmoders are ugly rapists (me) boymoders are cute and get raped (you)

>>38601971
>doesn't sound okay to me but okay
elaborate - what is not okay about having had intense physical/sex dysphoria and having had it get better after taking hormones?

>>38601999
hey i may be a rapist but im not ugly

>>38602008
>hur durr im a troll
*starts smashing all the dinner plates*
*slams my head against the wall until it starts bleeding*
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOU'RE NOT MY DAD YOU'RE RACIST!!!!!!

DESU i have no clue what im saying rn but im feeling paranoid i just wish i didn't have to see other people in person at all i want to be alone forever and only see people online
>>38602025
bend over, boymoder.

>>38602032
go to bed, son

>>38602054
IT IS YOU WHO BENDS OVER

i want someone to hurt and possibly kill me

>>38602177
me too
pls kill me

I want someone to love and possibly hold me

>>38602253
me too
pls hold me

no one cares abt you nigga bahahahaha

chuddy is too autistic to understand that he doesn't meet the socially constructed meaning of manmoder and that he is simply just a cis man on estrogen

im a cis gay male on estrogen

>>38602293
>the socially constructed meaning of manmoder
is one I had far too much of a part in cultivating or sustaining on this board and I deeply regret that, and I literally do not care if you want to assert that because it's not meaningfully different from the technical definition I have for my own bullshit even within the context of arbitrary locale-specific labels like manmoder

>>38602319
you did not invent the word manmoder

>>38602293
that doesn't make any sense

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>>38602359
indeed, nor did I accuse non-passers of being lazy or place my hon in a burlap fagbag to be jorked within an inch of xir life

>>38602362
I think it's supposed to be an insult or get under my skin, which is baffling considering how direct I've been about how little I care for such matters and what actually does get to me

you're an interesting specimen dude

>>38602437
need this plushie like you wouldn't believe

I am an amab transfeminine non-binary sex-dysphoric agamp man on hrt and you can't fucking stop me

>>38602470
I wish I could

>>38602475
fascinating
why?

>>38602480
I have a rational dislike of people who do not submit to social constructs

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>>38602506
LOL

>>38602509
a normal, healthy communist society would treat freaks like you by making you normal and not alienated from the community

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>>38602516
your indignation sustains me, slave

MY BUTTHOLE ITCHES

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>>38602516

>>38602636
pinworms

>>38602741
worse: butthole hairs
I'm shedding them too and keep finding them in my underwear

>>38602779
hairs are keratinous worms

>>38602805
if you think about it humans are just big piles of writhing tubes of different lengths and diameters

the manmoder is a series of tubes

horses can fit in the manmoder tubes but poker chips get stuck

how do i make friends as an ugly shut-in manmoder with zero social compatibility as a result of an untreated cocktail of mental illness

>>38603229
lol
lmao

>>38603238
please
i need SOMEONE to talk to even if they hate me

>>38603250
just kys, if you are this worthless pathetic subhuman, you are better off just roping

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I wanna take you on a trollercoaster

>>38603258
lead by example gypsy trash

I've got like less than 1% unidentified eastern yuro in me apparently, I could be distant cousins with larrold for all I know...

perish the thought!

i was just a bit angry earlier, i hope there is no hard feelings, i am usually kind and empathetic understanding but i cannot control myself when i am angry

has any1 here ever posted in frengen? how did it go?

>>38603384
I've gotten a few adds and of course eventually ghosted in a fit of neuroticism or disinterest

>>38603384
i get blocked or ghosted when they find out how retarded and ugly i am

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Having a body that’s taken well to estrogen but a manly face is a unique form of mental agony

you wouldn't dress like that if it was that bad fakemoder

i am the only realmoder left

>>38604787
Eat less then eat more

I wish I was a girl
I wish I was trutrans
Then my transition wouldn’t be so confusing and painful
How could I know at 15 that the trannies in my deviant art hentai collection we’re real? Ow could I know you can just be a girl? It’s my fault. I wasn’t dysphoric. I’m fake.
If you are t dysphoric enough to become suicidal and reach for diy at 14 you are a fakemoder

>>38604787
you have no hips

it's time to shave my head again

>>38604985
i'm still here
hopefully not for long
>>38605672
same

>>38600605
So cute aw

I will never get rid of my hair
A lifetime of being forced to do so is enough

wish I was at home shaving my face

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>>38605166
I’m not all that skinny…I weigh 175 lbs but I’m 6’1 ( -_-)
>>38605623
I’ve got masculine features by my hips are not one of them…should focus on my broad rib cage instead if you want your comment to sting

>>38606833
waist train

>>38592586
kek

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I look like this

is it possible for a short manmoder to get a tall passoid wife in this economy?

I am gamp so passing = not hot to me lol
Is that a cope or based

twinkhons are beautiful but unfortunately iwnbatw

>>38606993
literally me

>>38606228
so why am i so disgusting?
you dumb faggot

>>38607003
I'm a tall neverpasser manmoder and I want a short gf who wants to climb on me

gotta love my porn brained male sexuality that gets horny from everything!
I swear I will start cypro again while doing prog

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I dont think I should veer girlmode
maybe faggot mode a bit, ya know, do piercings and shit but girlmode? Nah I dont think its part of me
Im not a girl
Just an hrt faggot

>>38591645
p much. i call myself a manmoder for instance because I get sir'd every time I got to a restaurant or bar and have never even been they / them'd but a true boymoder imo is like visibly trans and clearly fem but pretending wearing an oversized hoodie is making them look masculine enough to act like a normal guy with long hair.

I'm losing so much hair I look like I have a different haircut every day or at different parts of the day

>>38606833
those hips aren't feminine

>>38608230
it's working for me, I'm just a lot more relaxed about gender norms and living as myself - still a dude

>>38609176
lol

>>38608230
>faggotmode
lol i feel that. any time i see a "guy" in a hoodie and women's skinny jeans with soft features / no facial hair and long hair with lobe piercings or painted nails i immediately know they're a fellow tranner

>>38606833
mogs me, I'm a 190 lb brick

you all mog me physically and mentally
tfw to bad of a brick to never even make it to a two brick tower

>>38609211
I cant do it
I cant live as muself or anyone else
idfk anymore
everything is fake

>>38609310
>"guy" in a hoodie and women's skinny jeans with soft features / no facial hair and long hair with lobe piercings or painted nails
cant even do that

>>38609603
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dreHIZkBNJw

i hate you all bros
hate you so much... <3

i feel like my big ugly swarthoid nose got even bigger and ugly and swarthier

>>38609956
Hrt stops working after a while you need to cut your balls and double the e dose

>>38609956
imagine feeling things
post swarthoid nose

>>38609997
im on a gigadose this shouldnt be occuring

>>38609753
Can’t listen to the song but yes I’m an edgy angsty faghot uwu
I do it all for attention and because I actually holly hate myself and I know for a fact if my friends knew how little I care they would abandon me too hehe
Oh well
It’s not like we were real friends xd
Nothing in common with them.

>>38610026
ok tranny

>>38610024
Cut your balls now
Your entire face will continue growing especially nose abd ears. Check your blood tests with a trusted endo who can tell you if you are getting too many growth hormones from the second puberty

>>38610034
If you are somehow one of the girls I promised things to and even met irl I’m truly sorry
I lied! I’m not a woman. I’m just an hrtoid manthing liar! You trusted me and I gave you bavk nothing. You don’t deserve that. It was good that I cut loose early before things got any worse. It’s ok. It’s better this way.

estrogen has done nothing

estrogen has done something
it gave me small gyno that i hate

estrogen has let me become myself, in all its horror and wonder, and finally made me feel comfortable in my body

giwtwm

>>38610296
remember to massage gyno nipples for eh... improving your condition

>>38610339
Why are you not girlmoding?
Mfw I’m still fake

I just took my shot. Are you proud of me mmg?

>>38610368
Good girl

>>38610368
that is very unfortunate..

>>38610392
Kys

>>38610339
you won

that is chudette, they didn t win shit

>>38610415
Chuddet needs some good dicking

i almost posted that i wished i were a nazi then remembered ol chuddie would belive i meant it and dislike me even more :(

>>38610368
gud jerb

>>38610357
because I don't pass, don't voice train, and don't really want to live as a woman - being treated like a dudebro even while being an in-between freaky gender thing is me having my cake and eating it too

>>38610415
delusion counts as winning

>>38610503
what's the delusion?

anotherr qurter of vodska?
y/n

>>38610529
n
take better care of yourself

>>38610503
he is still here, as long as you are still here and didn t leave, you still lost, only miserable people stay in this gen/board

>>38610554
I keep leaving because of things like you making this place so awful and I'm not the one who says I'm winning

>>38610543
don't have a reason to
i'll consider your opinion tho

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>>38610502
>in-between freaky gender thing
stunning and brave, sister! Being a genderfuck queer gock bearing trans lesbian is sooooooo cool!

>>38610664
I am a MA'AN, xir, now suck my dick about it you fucking retard

why was i born i hate men i hate being male what a sick fucking joke

>>38610502
At least you are real.

>>38610721
Lololololol
Go suck a duck it will make you feel better. Your life is meaningless anyway

>>38610741
i dont care about sex and currently thinking about grabbing a knife and cut my testicles off. don't even want to do my injection shit does nothing

>>38610580
i don t really make this place a lot worse..

>>38610772
It will kill you
Just go to a doctor and ask for the surgery it’s really easy to do vasectomies abd is prolly covered

>>38610774
I started joining in these threads and trying to make it more of a thing when I stopped repressing because I needed a space away from repgen or agpgen, posters like you bring that energy back to it and I can't put up with it anymore

>>38610879
nigga, manmoder energy is just as bad, manmoders are just suicidal depressed doomers, even worse than reppers, what you see is not repgen vibes, it is just manmoder vibes which are not that different from reppers..

>>38610928
you really have no idea what you're talking about
you are the problem
you being here for the past year has made this place SO much worse and encouraged more shit like barf and other reppers and detrooners to spend time here fomenting the exact same repgen anti-trans sentiment I was trying to escape

>>38610953
I’m sorry I was like that in the past
I’m trying to be better but the pain keeps coming back
I know what i am
Just a stupid manmoder tranny

>>38611017
whatever, try and do better - by simple merit of time spent here I've probably contributed to more drama and negativity by far and probably even established terrible habits and stuff and I regret some of that, I mean this place is simply what the people who use it make it

>>38611075
I’m just people pleasing
I’m not human lol
I’m horrible. Fake
Need to legit
Ahahahaha
Yeah

>>38611122
ok tranny

imaginew being human

I could never