im getting more masculine
show us your gash
>>38595437learn to love what you actually are
>>38595437good or bad?
>>38595529very bad
I will never be feminine, I will never embody the traits I embody physically, mentally, I will never relate to other women. I'm tired of seething over whores, submissive women, bimbos. They always win cause they are willing to suck cock more, don't tell me they don't. While I have a mental blockage against being feminine. If someone is attracted to someone, they are attracted to them because of their sex, firstmost while I mentally don't fit my sex therefore no one can be attracted to me. I know that men don't love women, only women love men and this pulls the man in(and his love for her doesn't come from any other source than him liking the sexual services she provides him, the woman pulls the guy in, women are basically the feminine pull energy and get the male validation as an exchange), but I'm in so much mental anguish over being this way. To me it is unacceptable that a woman is sexually submissive, while most women are that, I can't accept it, I don't fit in, I don't relate to the "woman" identity, I'm not sexually attractive, what creates sexual attraction is polarity. I can't cause that. I'm a freak and a reject. I don't even wanna date, but it hurts. It hurts not being feminine so fucking much. The strong desire of a man towards the woman is basically a love confession in every romance book, I can't fit into this hetero dynamic. I'm so bitter over whores, they make me feel so powerless how easily they submit, they literally haunt me, the female sexuality haunts me, the female body haunts me, the female body from porn images and what it does in them haunts me, the sexual images women post online haunt me, I will never be that. I'm mogged by whores my whole life, like a stinky femcel.
>>38595555hrt
