i dropped school for 1 year because of social anxiety, already have been fired from many jobs because of my ism, i look so fucking old for my age because of all the trauma i have been going through, i have a personality disorder, i never really had a childhood all i remember was me being beaten almost to death as a little kid for very tiny things, i never had a father therefore never had someone to look up to, i had my step father but he's the reason of my trauma, i had my mother but she never acted like a parent (rather a nuisance and one of the main reasons of all of my trauma) so i never really had a parental figure all of my life, i am pretty suicidal, people think i am retarded and treat me and talk to me as if i was retarded because of my autism, i wanna take all of the people that hurted me down with me to hell for all the suffering i have been gone through, there's no innocense left in me, i am bisexual btw
>>38595604yeah ive been through something similar, may god help us both anon
