be me, age 9-12>start having erotic fantasies about being a woman, transforming into a girl, sailor moon outfit transformations>begin dating men online, cybering with dudes, exploring gay chatrooms,>enjoy lesbian and gay erotica>scared/repulsed by vagina, turned on by cock.>not attracted to men, don't have crushes on men, think boys stink, dream of one day marrying one of my girlfriends.>want to transition but scared of rejection and decide best course of action is to repress>gay thoughts begin to emerge and intensify in high school, sometimes feel completely gay, come out, then days or weeks later feel attracted to women again and undo it or say i was just bisexual.>trans thoughts become less dominant> only fuck women in my early 20s, series of girlfriends, tranny and gay thoughts both continue, come out to all my girlfriends>decide I am done with relationships, don't believe in love, and am enby and queer>trans thoughts continue, being cis is boring, not attracted to anything except TG and sissifcation fantasies, no sex for 4 years, just gay porn and sissy hypno.>troon out as a lateshit>suddenly enjoy life and become a normal mostly straight woman.So have I offended the gods and am I going to get genocided or did I just figure myself out? this shit was weird. Also how come estrogen makes it so I keep taking cocks up my ass.
>>38598805you figured yourself out anon
>>38598805meta-attracted AGP
>>38599061imagine unironically agreeing with blanchard
>>38598805You are literally me wtf. I haven’t trooned yet tho…too scared…
>>38600348Jump on in, the water's fine. being myself was very liberating.
