does anyone else feel immensely dysphoric being affirmed simply because they do not resemble what they're being affirmed as. i want to peel my skin off
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>>38599703yea
>>38599703I pass but because of intense brainworms I feel like im super clockable and its just pitypass or woke allies humoring me>captcha GAYH0
>>38602742i dont pass and ive never passed but people kept projecting that onto me, even before i knew i was trans this caused insane dissonance
>>38599703fr. the number one thing stopping me from coming out is knowing how shameful and disgusted i'll feel if the people i care about feel like they have to pretend im really a girl
>>38602433nta, but I tried that during the first trump administration and I got gendered female and felt even worse because men's pants and shirts suck
yes
i dont pass, strangers rarely affirm me, when people affirm me it feels fake or creepy, every day i live on it gets harder. but if i were to stop then i wouldn't live