>idea of being perceived as a woman terrifies me
I wish I didn't have gigantic caveman feet so I could wear shoes like that. I have nice legs too, they'd look really good on me. I hate being trans. I wish I was cis. I don't even care which one, I just don't want to be this weird freak.
>>38599992>Perceives you as a woman
>>38599992did you go to prom elfmoder?I went with my gf at the time, I wish I wasn't repressing. Someday I'll have to delete all those pictures, which makes me kind of sad.
>>38600055please don’t do that.>>38600066no… i was LOOSER. my greatest regret. a moral stain on my character.
>>38600113>no… i was LOOSER. my greatest regret. a moral stain on my character.you didn't even just go with your friends or something?wait were you boymoding in high school at the time? I forget how young you transitioned atanyway prom isn't that big of a deal, you can get married in a dress and that sounds way better
>>38600134no v_v i tried to convince my friends but they might have been even BIGGER LOOSERSi started hrt when i started uniit’s not about missing the experience of prom, it’s about how only the WORST , most DEFECTIVE people don’t go to prom
How do you even do this MEF? It's the same schtick every time and it never doesn't work. How do you get all this attention?
>>38600264oh yeah lol your friends were losersdid none of them have gfs? Even my repressing tranny ass and faggot nerd friends could get dates for prom
>>38600266>How do you get all this attention?be a stupid sexy enigma>>38600279no. over the course of high school my 4 friends had a combined total of 1 gf
why is no one trying to be my gender-specialized therapist rn…? rude! >:(
because you don't listen to advice
>>38600338>be a stupid sexy enigmaI can't do that. Guys have dicks and I want to suck them. I didn't choose to be born like this y'know. >>38601577VERY THIS
>>38601577boymoders r dumb pls re explain>>38601599>Guys have dicks and I want to suck them.and that doesn’t get you attention?
>>38599992yes this is how I know I’m not actually trans, even though I hate being male it also just feels safer and easier
>>38601632>and that doesn’t get you attention?I want more. I want six boyfriends who play DnD with me all morning and then run a train on me in the afternoon before I cook them dinner in a brainless trance. I really don't think I'm asking for too much here.
>>38601644definitely think is litmus testi’ve had dysphoria since childhood, yet trying to be a woman gives me more dysphoria>>38601665u cud pretend he stuffed animals r ur boyfrens, like i do
>>38601677>u cud pretend he stuffed animals r ur boyfrens, like i doStuffed animals can't play DnD.
>>38601700just continue to lose ur grip on reality silly. plus dnd is all about playing pretend anyways!
effective strategy to make me enjoy girlmoding?
>>38601882just do that
>>38601888should i (continue to) yerk off in girlmode? would that also help? it kinda makes the whole thing feel bad and gross
>>38601957no, just use a nicotine patch every time you girlmode
>>38601974do u think u cud force fem a cis man by girling him up and sticking patches all over him?
>>38602047yes actually
>>38602056how do i find a man to do this to?
>>38602137dating apps I guessor just do the nicotine patch thing yourself
>>38602140it’s not hot if i do it to myself
>>38602181yeah I get ityou could probably find a chaser here who'd do it, or even just one who tells you to do it on discord
>>38602181does it need to be hot
>>38599992most brainfucked bdd trip on the whole board...
>>38602333ya? duh>>38602370kys i don’t want to hear it
>>38601700>>38601706i want to play the great toy heist pathfinder module with my stuffies as props ;_;
>>38602465dream
I went to homecoming with my friend and got a boner :(
>>38602445>kys i don’t want to hear ityour brain has been absolutely devoured by wormsplease just move to a new city and force urself to girlmode day 1
>>38599992So, give up the terrorism.
>>38600036Stop practicing. Take up new and more balanced pass times. Giving up porn, sorry, cutting back substantially on porn ,alcohol, drugs, -addictions- helped restore my sanity and fuels me enough to work a construction landscaping gig. Food for thought.
>>38603453>Giving up porn, sorry, cutting back substantially on porn ,alcohol, drugs, -addictions-I'm addicted to spearmint gum and boysmell nonny. My passtimes are haircair, makeup, cooking, and hanging out with friends. I'm like the straightest person on earth other than the tranny thing.
>>38603404i know i can’t bring myself to do that
>go to therapy you fucking troon
>>38605730if i had that kind of money i would just get ffs
>>38599992I must be really dumb, because I've always perceived you as a woman who needs a man to fix all of her problems, give you all the attention, love, lust, and genuine companionship. >man who always wanted to give you that
>>38605850cringe
never being able to be seen as a woman fill my heart with so much sadness and hatred. i think its killing me
