i have given up on ever finding lovei'm too fucked in the head (read: ugly but gaslit into believing it's just mental illness) to believe i deserve anyone's attraction so i can't seek it outi have never had a relationship of any kind or even been on a datei am almost 24 and anyone my age expects their partner to know what they are doing and be emotionally mature but i am completely fucking lostwith every passing year i get uglier and uglier, i'm not even sure hrt is working any moremen treat me like a bro (not that i don't invite it) and women treat me as a curiosity like a deformed petthe idea of anyone being genuinely interested in me and wanting to pursue a romantic relationship is terrifying to me, i think if anyone tried i would just panic and try to get out of the situation as quickly as possiblei hate the idea of having sex and i am extremely uncomfortable taking my clothes off in front of peopleall i want is to give someone affection and to receive it and to slowly fall in love with themi will never be the person someone wants to spend the rest of their life withi will die aloneunlovedforgotten
>>38600243Why is your joint so thin, joints deserve to be nice and thick and fat, stop starting your joints of weed
damn that’s crazy
>>38600243Quit smoking weed you dummy
>>38600265i am bad at rolling and i am a cheapskate so i try to make it last as long as possible
>>38600297My friend, I have a tip for you that will help.Find a long, thin object, a bic pen will work fine.Wet the paper and wrap it around the pen and roll it in your palms until it dries.Then take a small filter and fold it in a zigzag pattern and slide it into the joint after sliding it off the pen a little.Then you can scoop the weed into it and push it down with a smaller, thinner oject, like a sucker stick or something.This is how I make the prettiest little joints known to man
>>38600277give me one good reason>>38600323i find that way harder how are you supposed to scoop it out the grinder
>>38600336Okay I can also answer this. Take the open end without the filter and run it along the grinder, like you use it as a little scoop, and then tilt the joint up to make it fall to the bottomI can't roll for shit either and I usually get weed all over me but this makes the fattest fuckin' doinkers you'll ever smoke. Trust me you won't be able to go back
>>38600243>literally pushed away every guy who tried to get close to her>i will die alone!geez i wonder why
>>38600354i think ima just stick to normal rolling i rolled a few bangers the past few daysprobably gonna get a q this weekend but idk i might kill myself instead>>38600381no guy has ever tried to get close to me
Bagel I think you are an incredibly beautiful person, even in your “bad” pictures I’ve never seen anything other than a very pretty woman. But I know convincing you won’t be that easy, maybe just assuring you that you aren’t ugly is a good first step for building some kind of confidence in you. Either way, you appear to be in a bit of a pit, a pit where you both overemphasize the importance of a relationship in your life and overestimate how difficult finding one is, you’re creating unnecessary hurdles for yourself. Relax and be patient, work on yourself, you’re very pretty and seem very kind, and i honestly believe that you will find love. Honest truth, no huggboxing, no gaslighting
>>38600527i don't want a relationship just for a relationship i feel a need to show people affection but i can't, and i know finding one is easy for normal people but the whole point is i'm too fucked in the head for it to be possible regardless of whether i'm ugly or not
i just wish someone could hold me without shivering with revulsion
>>38600243were you sexually abused?
>>38601620not to my knowledge but it seems highly likely
>>38601642>it seems highly likelyhow long have you felt this way?
>>38600243sad reality of entering yr twenties
>Camwhoring or "hook-up" postkys
>>38600243i was imagining sexual scenarios while looking at your picture before i realized that was actually you. your not ugly
>>38600243why do you keep making these posts? I think you fell in love with me and are constantly making these threads in hopes you get my attention because the idea of a transbian making out with you turns you on.
