>Be me>Thinks muscly asian guy on Instagram is hot>"Must be a fluke whatever">Male classmate takes off shirt and i genuinely get flustered, stayed pokerface so no one notices>Remember all the times this has happened before but i also definitely like women>Bi awakening>Immediately remember that i live in a hyperconservative christian household and that my parents will disown me if they ever know, the very same parents that i rely on to survive until i get out of college>Go to christian private school and get reminded everyday that the whole place will turn on me if they find out>Remember the tribe of like five 6'5 black basketball players who i know will jump me if they catch wind>Realize that nothing is genuine and all the people ive known after so long will all turn on me if they ever see my true self, as long as the genuine threat of permanent disfigurement or death from the tribals>doomed to eternally hide who I am like a winter mouse hiding from the hungry eyes of the owl in endless anxiety and desperation to survive>Realize how it feels to have the entire world out to get me>mfw
>>38601718Pretty bad rap, but at least you're bisexual. Sucks that you can't do anything with men without risking your wellbeing, but you might end up with a girl anyway.
