i want to disappear. not even in the "i'm afraid of suicide and just want to disappear" sense, although i guess you could say that. i want to experience every part of this process - how my body starts to shrink, parts fall off, my vision gets blurry, my thoughts stop making sense, memories start to fade. i stop perceiving the world around me and gradually disappear, as if i never existed. thinking about what will happen to my parents and my only friend, all this ceases to have meaning. I no longer know who "parents" and "friends" are, what the world that once surrounded me is. i'm incredibly pathetic and need to kill myself now.
>>38610292WHO is that and HOW do i contact her
>>38610299you can dm me on discord if you want its viegelmort but you probably mean girl on the pic or something like that and im an idiot
>>38610292i think about suicide every single hour of my life, but im still sticking by :)
>>38610292Dw anon, eventually it'll happen anyway. Getting there will probably be a lot less peaceful than we'd wish for, though.
>>38610292Yeah
