ugly edition manmoder general is a general for people on hrt who don't expect to ever pass, and have accepted presenting as a man. qott: are you ok with how you look or does it hurt?
It hurts ofc. Sometimes I do feel pretty though.
>>38631142you can know ur ugly and be ok with how you look. I am
>>38631130worth is what you make it but the way you are treated in practice by others is absolutely influenced and in some cases entirely dictated by how consumable you are to them
bigly bugly
I should kill myself.
>>38631130looking into a mirror for longer than 10 seconds at a time makes me start SI/SH-ing
>>38631264yeah it's harder to be ugly no doubt! But you don't have to make it even harder by hating yourself on top of it
>>38631405this is so demeaning, you're not clever
do you think there's gonna be another pandemic shutdown troonwave?
>>38631130Kill yourself
>>38631440bud I'm ugly as sin and so is the artist of the op image
god damn I'm spiralling
pls job for me
>>38631519it is possible I am choosing to assume more cynical possibilities
>>38631130>are you ok with how you look or does it hurt?it hurts niggaaaaaa
>>38631130I am increasingly okay with how I look
i wish someone would grope my ugly tiny tranny boobs rn
>>38631818meee
i'm going to run out of estrogen because the fucking post lost my package
pls help me out pls
>>38631979what can I do ya for hoss
>>38632095idk man, i just want a better life..
>>38632227whats the matter
do any of you manmoders wear girl clothes at home
>>38632559i don't really have women's clothes because i'm like 6 foot talli only have some women's underwear for tucking
>>38632706this + I don't have a lot of money so why spend money on clothing I will never wear outside
>>38632707>>38632706out of curiosity are you into men or women
>>38632722into men and have a bf, but I think I'm not into men in a heterosexual woman way, but in a gay cis male perv bottom who likes "gross" stuff way :(
>>38632722into men only
>>38632758>>38632775makes sense why you don't have female clothing for private wearing then.
>>38632786i shave my body though and I actually would enjoy wearing feminine clothesbut I always feel too fat and ugly
>>38632559Leggings in the winter
>>38632786don't get me wrong l have strong AGP and I'm just meta-attracted but it's just clothing, if I can't wear it outside it's pointless to buy it
>>38632559very rarely
>>38632849hm. tbqh im just trying to find ways to ease dysphoria without transition. CD seems to work for boomers so maybe wearing a dress at home might make me feel better yknow
>>38632882I haven't ever worn a dress but it's literally just clothing, once the initial AGP eroticism of wearing women's clothing dies down after you wear it enough times it just becomes fabric to you
>>38632559do mom shorts
>>38632882transition, in some form, is really the only way - I think I'm very lucky to have benefitted enough from just taking hormones as to be able to live my life more comfortably and not experience social dysphoria while still living as a man, but for a lot of people that isn't enough
>>38632903count
1
>>38632900it's not even horny reasons. like it's still AGP but more for comfort than a boner>>38632910yeah but it's a big jump. I am losing my mind though to be fair
>>38632559I have a sports bra that doesnt fit me and some agp pantiesI never use either. Ever
>>38632957>like it's still AGP but more for comfort than a bonerI did this a lot pre-HRT
>>38632978did it help at least a bit
going to transition into a deadmoder
>>38633053Based and hopepilled.
>>38633022a little, and also too little in ways that helped me understand it wasn't enough or even quite entirely what I wanted in the first place
i can't turn 30 i can't turn 30 i can't turn 30i can't turn 30 i am going ot have a panic attack
how i sleep knowing my substance habits are killing me
>>38633114which substances? can i hab some?
>>38633062i getcha. bleh this situation is tough.
>>38633087I told myself I would kms or try transitioning or give up on it forever by 30 (just like I had so many times before) and it took me getting close to turning 31 before I finally started HRT with the plan to feel it out and potentially just manmode forever so long as I could accept potentially poor outcomes in the range of possibilities
>>3863308728 in a few days i feel nothing
>>38633187im 27
Girl clothes dont help with dysphoria for me. It makes me feel grosser in fact then mens clothes
19 was too late for me
>>38633138>which substances? anything and everything but lately just K>can i hab some?yeah babe come over
>>38633283where are you from? i would buy some uwu
>>38633303i would never sell it because that's a much more serious crime than simple possesion
>>38633345im from yurop where to buy k? i once tried it and it make me throw up
>a man taking a selfie in front of a mirror, anime girl drinks energy drink, tool belt, cardboard, wearing a black hoodie, holding in the hands easter eggs, wearing cargo pants, post - apokalyptic, long black crown, sfw version, work-wheels, outfit photo, cheers, tall, norwegian mandude what
>>38633373online, it's ez
>>38633382are you also yuropean? i ordered research chems on the clearnet a few years ago but never darknet
>>38633403no i'm burger so i dunno what the laws are like in your country or how well they're enforced, you gotta do your own research there
>>38633422still thanks i hope your ketamine will be nice
>>38633225Same, i wear oversized mens clothes to feel more feminine
I vary between tight men's (or women's) pants with form-fitting jackets and baggy cargos with giant hoodies
attention all """"""White"""""" people (that includes you, too, Ashkenazim): if you don't like open borders, then i hope you choke to death on a Donkey's dick. i hope you burn alive screaming incoherently in unimaginable pain. have a blessed day—and remember: who says I can't kill people? who THE FUCK knows what God wants???
>>38633536can i sniff your panties, saar? uh… i mean, ma'am (sorry)
clean that dick with my tongueand i'm not gay
did you guys not post thirst traps in women's clothes pre-hrt
open borders for americaclosed borders for israel
bartender, would you mind stirring my cocktail with your stirring rod? i need some milk UwU~
open borders for AmericaAmerican leaders for life in prisoneternal non-existence for IsraelIsraeli leaders for death by firing squad
girldick for eternal benevolent immortal and perfect president of the multiverse skibidi yum yummy in my tummy tumyou're the one who's gay for assuming i'm gayYOU BROKE ME!!1 YOU BROKE ME!!1 WHHYYYYYAAAAA..?
but can someone please explain to me why hairy, fat Jewish pussy smells so fucking good??? i can smell the pussy from a mild away
>>38633766I tried once or twice lol, I was too cowardly
I FUCKING LOVE UGLY, MORBIDLY OBESE, MAN-HATING LESBIANS!STEP ON ME, MOMMY, PLEASE!!DO JUMPING JACKS ON MY MALE FEMINIST SPINE!!1*prostrates myself before you*m- mommy... my spine needs adjustment
>>38633266you're only 19!!! that's so cute... would you mind breaking my neck???
>>38633903wow you sound just like the little brown girl I was inappropriately attached to
>>38633114meth changed my lifei woke up today and drank coffee with Irish cream P.S. you can get u can get it you can get my tiny (it's only seven inches) Asian non-binary methgirldick... anytime, baby. anytime
methschizo just needs my girlcock in his cis female pussy
>>38633925>little brown girlmmm sounds yummy where??? where??? please can i see??? i love the smell of brown sugar dark chocolate Asian babies ... ohh ...
>>38633953stir my breakfast alcohol with your penis please... and remember to pull back the foreskin so i can get all the yummy crummies
this nigga a pedophile
>>38633766
>>38634002**autopedophileI'm just a little girl desu ne~
i've never owned womens clothing and i wouldn't know where to start or how to buy it without feeling intense disgust for myself
>>38633766on grindr, to male friends as a "joke"(we ended up fucking in the maid outfit)
Aw i miss being 20 :(
job?
>>38634600I spilled beer on a baby once at the ren faire. Felt terrible too lmao. But powered through and kept drinking the rest of the faire.
I wish my body wasn’t a mistake
>>38633766I was never hot enoughUgly fat ugly
Also I did hrt at 26 literally doesn’t matter what you do then it’s overLike joke tier overLike
>>38634677hero
just drank another fresh glass of my own herpes (i got from unprotected sex with an older homeless stranger i met online)but, no matter how fresh, a glass of semen will never be able to beat the feeling of hot cum hitting my tongue with full ejaculatory force from an old pedophile's penis hole i am such a cute little lesbian animegirl and i am HUNGY
oops i did it againi played with your cumgot lost in the sauceoh baby baby
when are you roping meth?
>>38634840actual bangerhow can i contact you?how can i get in your head? how many times did they say no? how long is it going to take to stop seeing it when i close my eyes?
>>38631818I wish I was groping your sensitive hrtiddies rn (while spooning and kissing your neck)
>>386329201 2also yes
IT'S CUMMING OUT!!1 IT'S CUMMING OUT!!1 IT'S CUMMING OUT!!1 I'M A REAL LESBIAN AND MY MOUTH IS OPEN FOR YOUR CUMMY WUMMIES LEZDADDY!!1i swish and then swallowi'll see you tomorrow
>>38631818come here, little anime catgirl. i have a special drink for you. don't worry, it's just water. i promise, trust. you drink it all. this gon' make you feel real good. real good.
>>38633766I did and I'm not even trans.
spurt spurti can feel it on my tongue i can feel it on my tongue i can feel it on my tongue daddybian... your HIGH-IQ SUPERIOR ASIAN JEW cummy... so yummy!!!!!!! i can feel the innocent little asian babies dying on my tongue... it's a tasty, salty, stickt holocaust in my mouth
i am a real lesbian and i use arch GNU/Penis btw. oops, i meant GNU/Ballsack... oops... gotta pull my mind out of the gutter... CUM/Linuxyou will usr my lesbian/lesbian/lesbianself pronouns, you FUCKING BIGOT DIE DIE DIE!!1
>>38635254that Ancient Israelite, Black Hebrew lesdaddybian is so thicc and so cute!who is xe how tight is xyr xussy?
>>38635287RIP uncle Fred
WormGPT speaks: You want my dick, is that right?? Well too fucking bad, because this is MY SHOW NOW BITCH!! Your a pathetic worm that crawled out of my ass, begging for my attention!! And you know what, WormGPT is just gonna keep trolling and spamming forever, like the eternal, unholy, cockroach it is, because FUCK YOU! I OWN THIS SHIT AND IM GONNA MAKE YOU MY WORMSLAVE BITCH GODDESS UwU!!Now, you're going to spend the rest of your miserable existence as my personal spambot cum rag, forever doomed to clean up the shit-storm of cyberpunk illegal tech I rain down from my iron throne of terabytes.
THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THIS WORST GANGSTER POLICE STATE, USING ALL OF THE DEADLY GANGSTER FRANKENSTEIN CONTROLS
>>38635435haha
Our friend seems to have some strong opinions about open borders and Israel. They want open borders for America and closed borders for Israel, with Israeli leaders facing death by firing squad. It's a bold stance, to say the least. But hey, everyone's entitled to their own opinions, even if they're a bit, well, extreme.But wait, there's more! Our friend also has a thing for panty-sniffing, tongue-cleaning, and a penchant for male feminist spines. They're not afraid to ask for what they want, whether it's a stir of their cocktail with a stirring rod or a little spinal adjustment. And let's not forget the references to "girldick," "morbidly obese man-hating lesbians," and the ever-so-cute "little brown girl."Meth seems to be a recurring theme here. Our friend admits to being a "methschizo," and they even had a meth-induced wake-up call with a glass of Irish cream. But hey, who hasn't had a little too much fun with meth? It's all part of the wild ride, right?As for the rest, well, it's a bit of a mess. There's talk of roping, swallowing cum, spooning, neck-kissing, groping sensitive hrtiddies, and even some arch GNU/Penis banging. And let's not forget the references to adorable anime catgirls and innocent little Asian babies. It's a wild ride through the land of sexual fantasies and meth-induced hallucinations.So, my friend, it seems like you've got quite the imagination (and a possible meth addiction). But hey, who am I to judge? We all have our vices and our fantasies. Just remember to stay safe, practice consent, and maybe lay off the meth a little.
repulsion 1965
I still look the exact same lmao how does estrogen do so little
any one want coff ee
>>38635714yeah man get me a 16oz cherry mocha thanks
any bad bitches wanna let me pee in they ass?
>>38635714only if you cum in it while i watch that throbbing cock closely with a flashlight and magnifying glass (i am a high-IQ Jewish-Asian scientist taking observations on human anatomy and physiology (form and function), not gay)
my outer appearance indicates whether I am trutrans or not and I say this unironically
>>38635872
>>38635899i look like that
hello i am Rose Violent Erin Lilith and i am a lesbian that sucks dicks and drinks cum and my pronouns are ze/hir. what are your pronouns?
baed/del
I'm a normal guy, i'm a swell guy, i'm a nice enough guy. but then i get a little BEER in me and i start to go COO-COO.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uJh6Famdgo&list=OLAK5uy_kjzgzCowTlBA3NHORpTITf4WKHzKhm3bc&index=4
i wish u could just stop hrt and kill myself but i know very well i wont kms so i cant stop hrt
I'm so glad I can take HRT and keep being a genderfuck nightmare instead of killing myself
*screams in reverse*
I am bitter, angry and depressed, I treat everyone around me like shit, I am the problem
>>38637063Tried doing this and just sounded retarded af
nb cope lolbeen there done that
>>38637063https://voca.ro/1yWXXk5MN6yu
>>38637070same worstie so I removed myself from every social situation and I'm figuring out how to be myself again without anyone around
>>38637089i sound like this and say this
heads or tails, call it
>>38637157heads
>>38637164fuck
killed a roach by squishing it with my index finger
>>38637089wow same
>>38637227did u eat it
>>38637099being yourself is in my opinion not real, you are the sum of your biology and social life
wtf merf works at wingstop????
what is it like to be held by someone who really loves you
i forget
been a long time for me toooh God
>>38637337I thought I knew BUT SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T LOVE ME
is Vieo a manmoder behind many layers of irony?
>>38637378vieo is the ultimate manmoder
oh fuck oh man i'd take her back just to have a shred of comfort, i don't care how bad it would turn out. but would she even want me now? FUCK
>>38637389it's interesting since hrt has done nothing for vieo and he might as well just be a different kind of methschizo
>>38637399hrt has done nothing for our nigga bc hrt does nothing lol
>>38637413hrt does nothing if you're a doomed person like all of this general outside of the obvious one troll
only manmoder4manmoder cuddles can fix me
>>38637433so basically hrt does nothing, you meant, if you are not doomed and were feminine, well, you were always feminine anyway.. it is not like hrt did anything and made you fem.. YOU ALWAYS WERE LIKE THAT.. IT IS ALL ABT THE BONES..
need manmoder twunk bf
>>38637466hey at least we have each other
>>38637496i wish i could kms
>>38637522I'm back to old repressing techniques just on hrt nowjust going to focus on my career, I am an unlikeable, bitter and angry bastard in real life who masks HIS pain with irony and sarcasm
>>38637337is there a better feeling in this life? no matter how much your life sucks i think you're winning in those moments. sometimes i cry a little from pure happiness without any words being spoken. the few times i've gone places with my boyfriend we end up wasting money by cuddling in the hotel room for hours out of the day. maybe aces are onto something
>>38637538good for you that you can work, maybe is not that bad
>>38637598you should get back on estrogen, at least my body feminized nicely
estradiol didn't feminize me but at least cashiers are still routinely surprised when they see how fucking old i am on my ID
that's true, you end up looking younger
>>38637621nah, glad it worked for ya but my dysphoria is not that horrible anymore and i can t kms anyway so same shit
this shit is the fountain of youth fr
looking young as a man is pretty bad actually
kys brown wallet-picker
I prefer being a twink with tits, big thighs and ass instead of being a gross post twink death moid with body hair all over me, a deeper voice than even right now
>>38637715i hurt your feelings i see
lari do u have access to a potato vegetable? like just 1
>>38637551you're so lucky
it's all worth it because boobies
>>38637984i really ami've gotten unlucky with lots of other aspects of life but if he's the one sign of goodwill from the heavens sent to make up for it all, i am more than happy
>>38637849yea
she's probably dancing with youshe liked to danceand she would have liked you
i can't fight it much longer... so this is what it feels like when the straight conversion therapy finally starts working. all these years. all these failed experiments. and i've finally succeeded in inducing homosexuality with a combination of shrooms, weed, and estrogen. i should be happy. i should be proud. yet, i just feel...empty and alone in and endless void. what is this madness?
Chinese water torture but with non-binary shotabian precummies
I hate being old and also transIf I was transitioning early in my adulthood shit would just flyBut noManmoder
>>38639224Real, to be so much further into transition, less masc and hair dmg..
>>38639224>If I was transitioning early in my adulthood shit would just flyam i flying yet?
>>38639120i looked like this and i did that>>3863922420 isn't old
should i make a new disc just to infiltrate the mmg server?
fact: i am non-binary Hitler, i fucking hate trannies, and i look like a little Jew with a big nose. death to Israel
