>>38686812
tenma :)

monster is so good

>>38686812
evil to not exist

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burger night

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>>38686974
>ruining what could be a decent burger with a gross slimy undercooked egg

>>38686863
tenma :)

>>38686812
and no. im not happy. i want to die. very depressed tonight.

>>38687010
God's divine light does not shine for those who reject his gifts.

>>38687010
is your name Katherine Janeway?

I want to kiss him and to make him feel special :(

>>38687267
don't misgender me pls :(

work anxiety has such a bad stranglehold on me that I forgot that I quit and had a small pit of dread open up inside me when I saw the time and thought that I had work tomorrow
don't get a call center job at a large company, legitimately the worst work I'd ever done in my life, not even accounting for the thousands of "sir"s I had to hear every day

>>38687438
what's up with that

Need transbian foot gf

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these hoes aint intuit
she turbo taxing to be around

>>38686812
QOTT

I'm happy, but tonight i'm feeling pretty sad. that's okay though, i'm gonna have a nice cry and get back to things when i feel better. It's really lonely to be trans sometimes. I'm very very blessed to have many wonderful friends, but I feel exhausted. I want to find something real, but all i have is an endless line of men that want a dirty little secret with the fetish of their choice.

I'm content centering my life around friendship, but sometimes the lack of companionship hits.

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Why can't I just look like Jade

>>38686812
dr tenma

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>>38686812
>qott
i think first i would need to pass then i would need to find social circles and employment and start living a normal life.
or as normal as it could be.

currently at 0/3 and i hate being alive so much it's unreal.

i like raw egg in my ramen the risk of samonella is so low

can u guys give me a quick rundown on the s4s board, it looks funny i might fuck off there so sell it to me good

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLRL3gRcpPQ

>>38689315
>>38689308
cant stop winning bae

meant to take a 2 hour nap at 8pm but ended up sleeping for 5 and a half hours and theres no one awake to talk to me and im not tired enought to go back to sleep.....

>>38689314
is nice board

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>>38686812
how did you know i'm tenma kin?

i don't think happiness is a constantly attainable state. but when i finish something i'm proud of, i'm happy. i've done that once or twice lately. i'd like to do it more.

when i take care of myself successfully im happy... that ones a lot harder.

being alive is so embarrassing

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>>38686812
>QOTT
no :(
>what would it take for you to be?
im not even sure

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JckUHeDfh6A

>>38689461
how was today?

>>38689514
hung out / got stoned with a really flamboyant stranger
so not a bad day, smoking alot of weed
watching people do acid

so bitter about everything

>>38689564
grats

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEjYvJK2GR0

Life is good fellow trannys. Now if I could just get some sleep :')

>>38689711
>bluggly

>>38689830
I'm not blobby that's snew, though she does lie about being a ftm so I doubt she'd say fellow trannys. I'm someone much worse.

>>38689873
>much worse

no can do

>>38689711
how is it good????

fucking fantastic

oh god, i hope so

I want to lick transbian feet

Should I become a tranny solely to profit off of OnlyFans?

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It's so over

>>38691317
erm, yeah sure why not?

It's been awhile since I posted here. What does /mtfg/ think of this pic of me?

>>38691723

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hi chatters! has laguna appeared yet?
>>38686812
>QOTT: Are you happy? If no, what would it take for you to be?
need bf
in all seriousness idk

>wake up
>turd in the washing machine
going back to bed this doesn't count as waking up i want a do over

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>>38691962
what the fuck are your roommates crazy or smth

The western ruling class has no idea what it looks like when someone is competent at their job

>>38692027
They have kids and sometimes the kids shit their pants and don't have the decency to clean their shit out b4 throwing it in the wash. Thankfully I do my laundry separate from everybody else's

what is a bottom safe diet? can i eat pub food?

>>38692059
thats fuckin wild lmao. genuinely awful.

>>38692071
Just another month of this shit and I'll be free

>>38686812
put /mtfg/ into the subject not name field pls bread bakers

>>38692063
yeah just take a load of psyllium husk or alternative 5g twice a day or so and you'll be fine

>>38692059
you'd think it'd just dissolve that's wack

>>38692137
>yeah just take a load of psyllium husk
??? okay i took the mushrooms i guess it’ll make the date more enjoyable idk how it helps with bottoming tho

>>38691613
pretty whatever gender

>>38692152
you're silly

>>38692152
Just don't eat until after the bottoming, and use a butt douche right before if you're really worried.

>>38692172
kinda hard to just not eat on a date since most dates are food based

it’s what you eat the day before that really matters

>>38692180
Go out after, that's what gf and I do

>>38692238
what if you get railed so hard you can't sit down in the restaurant

>>38692254
stop sleeping with your dad

>>38692266
I'm not paige ffs

>>38692172
but we’re going to pub and i wanna eat onion rings!
what’s the crafting recipe for douche?

>>38692302
just use some ipa

>>38692254
The top will think it's hot, at least i always do when this happens.

>>38692302
Buy douche from Walgreens rite aid or cvs. I'd avoid the onion rings and have a salad. Get the rings to go and eat them after.

>>38692344
this anon knows their shit

>>38692344
then you're broadcasting you think you're getting lucky which isn't very prim

>>38686812
>qott
no... other than the obvious "being born a cis woman" i think im just incredibly lonely and i want someone i can love and who loves me

oh god i’m gonna disappoint him so hard

>>38692847
why do you think that

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>>38692930
manvoice

>>38692456
Gay bottoms have to make a few sacrifices based on which thing is more important to them. 1. Looking chaste 2. No shit dick

so eepy

>>38693006
>gay bottoms
>chaste
nobody would believe it

bored a bit, any chatter

>>38693618
not much going on desu

Someone make frengen im too shy

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just saw some photos of my mom from her mid 20s and she looked exactly the same as i did wtf

>>38693756
>genetics
i wish i looked like my mum though instead of my dad

>ask salt about the new women’s only pub down the street
>”it’s serving fish”

>>38693768
my dad has a much rounder face than my mom and i've been malding abt my face shape for years idk how to process this.

>>38693794
salt is bvsed

>>38692944
use your customer service voice

>>38693917
wtf terrible advice, that would be such a turn off. nobody wants to go on a date with someone who’s using the fake work voice, it would make it so awkward

>>38693984
have you heard mef's customer service voice though?

>>38686812
>Trans women have woman brains (Video): https://rentry.org/mtfgbrain
dang that guy, pretty cool vid too

>>38693995
I haven't
>>38692944
mef post customer voice

>>38686812
Trannies driving for Uber, good or bad idea? I'm a boymoder who looks like a woman but uses male name btw

back in june i added someone off frengen and today they sent me a selfie and i realized it was that girl who went to my new years party with her boyfriend what do i do now

>>38694580
the probability of that happening seems incredibly low how do you think it happened? did you add them from frengen because you knew they lived close?

my boyfriend has started calling me mom

>>38694619
well i thought they did but they were like "actually i live in nyc but im FROM sf" and today she messaged me out of the blue and was like "im moving back to sf" and i was like "oh cool we should hang out" and then selfie was sent lol
shes kind of scary though i dont think she likes me very much

>>38694642
nip that in the bud immediately

>>38694665
they probably wouldn't be sending you selfies if they didn't like you
how did she attend the party if she was in a different state?

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>>38694668

>>38694703
you're going to be doing his washing as he regresses to a toddler

>>38694744
now that I will definitely nip, no baby shit for me

i had a dream about val last night

>>38695133
nightmare then?

>>38686812
Can I get FFS in germany without medical prescription?

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>>38695133

There's too many scam job listings nowadays, I fucking hate this capitalist hellscape, just let me earn my pennies and barely afford rent, food, and bills you fucking evil scamming filipino fucks
Why is it always the fucking Philippines, it's never John Utah trying to scam me

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dingles

How do I make FtM friend love me :(

>>38695696
I thought it was the indians

>>38696211
love cannot be compelled

Imagine if onions really did feminize you like the grifters say it did
No HRT needed, just slather your meals in onions sauce

i can only make a high pitch woman voice but i want a deep one

>>38696436
just don't talk

A geniune question - why did you personally decide to transition?

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>>38686812
hi tenma *flatlines*

>>38696586
I'm retarded

>>38696467
but but but

>>38696586
Living my false self while dreaming of what I could be left me hollow. I'd rather face all the struggles of transitioning than wither away.

>>38696669
quiet you

>>38696586
the effects of testosterone made me want to kms myself
tho i might've been too late and ill kill myself anyway in a couple years, who knows

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I know a transgirl who looks like him. I'd never tell her because I know it would upset her, but they have the same jaw, cheek bones,and hair isn't too different either. it's uncanny.

>>38696738
you're not cool

>>38696738
what is it

>>38696683
you are actually so mean

>>38696856
that sounds nice, enjoy

>Trump issues an executive order that mandates all transwomen are sent to mens prisons and that all rape protections are removed for transwomen prisoners.
>Trump rescinds the 1965 equal opportunities act
>Trump makes it impossible for transpeople to update their passports
Radiochan is a fucking moron

>>38696586
was gonna kms because of what puberty did to my body and social life thought i would give it a try since i had nothing to lose

Being a prison bitch would be pretty hot, ngl. Imagine your man standing up and protecting you when the other inmates threaten and catcall you and spending 23hours a day with him in your cell.

>>38697372
thats not how it works coombrain

>>38696767
its tough love

>finally get an email back about a job application
>they invite me to a zoom meeting for an "interview"
>it's a fucking webinar for a pyramid scheme
What if I just blew up
Popped like a balloon, exploded into a pile of confetti, fucking died
That'd be funny I think
Fuck this gay earth

>>38697398
The nightmare never ends

>>38697384
if you dont talk to me you dont love me

>>38697403
I just need a job that ISN'T customer service
If I have to work another job where I spend all day getting yelled at by customers over their personal issues and having to fuck them over in the interests of corporate overlords, I'll unironically end things permanently
Why is this so hard

>>38697410
just use body language

>>38697372
ive had this thought too but there wouldnt be much protection from catcalling as i understand just if they touch you. and you will have to take violent anal sex without lube every night and probably get a lot of head trauma from being slapped and hair pulled and hitting the wall,. unfortunately i am very turned on after having typed this

>>38697467
oml

>>38694057
https://voca.ro/1cDekq4PuC0A

>>38697480
I have to imagine that violent anal sex only happens if you fight it. If you're compliant, there's no need for force. Also, I think he'll enjoy lubricated sex as much as you do. I think you can use spit and precum as alternatives for lube, but maybe I'm just naive about all this.

i havent been here in a long time

>ufufu
>edie
>kayla
>elena
>sheen

what happened to these trips?

>>38697647
ufufu is doing ok i think
edie is alright, still posts once in a blue moon
kayla is still around, more on /b/ than here though
elena idk
sheen idk but i hope nothing bad has happened

>>38697872
two gay birds twitting and such

https://youtu.be/k5XvY0NAp6o

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zAKqQ-N-uk

hey marie dude idk what this means but i had a dream and just stay away from lab equipment and labs ok?

I just wanna wear a skirt and some leggings :(

>>38700647
so do it

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>>38686812
sigh should i detroon

>>38696586
wanted to see if i was one of the 0.00001% who can become cute, so far not working out will rope soon

>>38700938
I will when I move out (and shave my legs)

it’s hard to get by, just upon a smile

haven't been to this pit in years, any good news? anyone having a good go of things?

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>>38701861

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>>38701220
why would you?
i don't think there's anything to be gained by that if you got the dysphoria brain worm.

>>38701861
today has been pretty good at least. something about barely sleeping and powering through the day with caffeine keeps the bad thoughts away.

hold on, i'm not like making this post as a troll or like a fake thing like i'm not trying to be gross and this is the only anonymous forum where i can ask questions

when you go to the bathroom and like, wipe, do you kinda put your finger in your butt with the toilet paper? like just a little bit?? i thought everyone did that but im just now realizing that maybe they dont???

>>38701861
I'm out there trying, it's not easy. trains is a hard job.

>>38701887
what is this comic and why does it feel nostalgic why do i remember it from somewhere

>>38702178
no i have never done that anon ur weird im being serious here not joking i thought you were trolling

>>38702496
because it’s you, friend

>>38686812
>QOTT
No. Better transportation (no car lol fuck me), better job, electrolysis/laser for my face, losing weight, living in not rural fuckland, all would go a long way to me actually being happy.

>>38702505
wait what? so you just wipe the surface??? you dont like go in even a tiny tiny bit? like just a tiny bit?

>>38702696
please stop doing this " " dont you see that what youre doing is "" ""

i really miss icy

Is there a specific brand of dilators I should get or are they all equally good?

>>38703348
the surgeon should tell you no?

>>38703387
I'm not mtf, i figured you all would know

>>38703415
me neither

I just found out the term agp curls I think it's over.

>>38697574
legendary

fearful :(

>>38704521
hello naz how is stuff right now?

>>38704548
just woke up and already plagued by anxiety
it's overwhelming
got coffee and cigarettes to help me calm down but idk
ill never feel ok or safe
this is as close as i get

>>38704663
how's the weather?

>>38704673
it's pretty nice out
cold enough the snow isn't melting but warm enough that its pleasant to go out
with a jacket at least

i wish i had onlyfans

>>38704803
I wish I was 18 again

>>38705139
how did you know

>>38705155
I have psychic abilities

>>38705806
pls take ur meds

soo, idk where else to ask this
but on /passgen/ someone told me that i should get a septum piercing
i got some fake ones to test out
does it help/work?
should i get it?
https://unsee cc/album#ExOXmPCWCEcK

>>38706655
I think it looks cool, right one moreso than the left, but it's also really overdone and kind of basic
I don't think it helps anything you're already pretty and don't need the accessory but if you like it I'd say go for it
I quite like the clean plain look but that's my bias

>>38706894
they said i should get it cause it can help with my midface/philtrum being a little longer. which i feel has been a big issue for me

>>38706937
they're kinda insane, the midface philtrum phrenology stuff is about 98% brainworms made manifest, I would take everything they say with a grain of salt, I wouldn't really say it changes what any proportions look like but I don't see any problems with proportions to begin with

>>38706984
oh i already knew my midface was an issue before. my midface is pretty long. like even before transition my dad mentioned it (didnt know term, but how the center of my face is long)

i added another pic to the unsee though, how i look without the barbells

>>38707023
I don't think it's a problem, you look like plenty of scottish and irish women I've seen
also you have betty davis eyes

>>38707081
well thanks for the confidence
i def still think its an issue though, lol

>>38688340
because she's a stylized 3d model and not a real person

>>38707254
I've seen 30-something y/o latina women at walmart that look exactly like her

>>38707644
my shit is sim desu

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>become tranny
>now want to be gay boy

Can't have shit in my stupid chungus life

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Hi guys I'm 35 years old and obsessed with much younger people on 4chan
I like pretending that I commit suicide for attention 5 times a day
My balls and dick are sweaty
Anyone interested?

>don't take medication
>unmotivated and depressed
>take medication
>motivated but anxiety-riddled
>even if I solve all of these somehow I still have dysphoria
Unjust world

>>38708056
I bet mono was loving those sweaty man balls

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>>38708077
I wasn't supposed to share these pics but pic related is the aftermath when Mono rammed her dick powerfully into Kat's male anus. Kat experienced a powerful sissygasm and hit her head against the wall.

>>38708106
bro has some big ass hands

just want to clarify that its not me posting any of this shit about kat and also idrc about pretrans and early hrt pics of me being posted can anyone who has any kind of weird beef with me move on im
over it at this point

why have i started sexually fantasizing about fuccking masculine men in the ass or making them suck my pp

i hate myself

:(

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlqCMvyS8Es

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuTncjIhwPQ

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>>38686812
how do i look gals

>>38709216
you look like a woman that enjoys musica electronica

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>>38709273
idk what that is

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yknow i know im also like this and i like a lot of trannies but talking to trannies over discord vc is sometimes so difficult because they basically only talk about themselves why do we do this like im just hanging out and someone joins and then if i start talking its like nothing im saying is being heard at all cuz they just keep going om abt their own thing and like i kinda do that but like damn its kinda aggravating and i just cant
how the fuck do ftms tolerate us like genuinely

>>38709216
ive seen a ftm look just like you but they were fatter and uglier and looked like they didnt even take t, anyways ur hot hi

I've had so much anxiety about passing as of late. I feel like only hanging out with trans people and mega-leftists during my university years has seriously skewed my perception of how well I pass. I gave up on voice training fairly early on and I never learned anything beyond basic makeup because I "passed anyway" and now I'm in a situation where I still get misgendered despite 5 years of HRT? It doesn't happen that often, but every time it does happen my brain permanently files it under "EVIDENCE THAT NO ONE SEES YOU AS A WOMAN EVER!!!!" I'm just spiralling, I'm sorry, had to get this out.

>>38709563
>I gave up on voice training fairly early on and I never learned anything beyond basic makeup
ok so if you fix these you will be fine girl calm down drink some cold water, put in some earbuds read a book vibe tf out

>>38709501
yeah I fucking feel this way frankly that there hasn't been a mass terfening of ftms is crazy

>waited too long to transition to update my ID
How neat

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3ZEMQyILcY
this song reminded me of lia

>>38697872
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VdeUZJ2cUGc

https://youtu.be/-e3QyNXWj6g
this song. it didn't remind me of anyone but tracker music is awesome

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5FEe3Dkx3dM

i'm so happy there's no embarrassing pictures of me and nobody knows my deadname

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>>38708240
what's the appeal of fucking men?

>>38709643
only women can really be terfs so i guess it makes sense. if a man does what terfs do they're just a dime a dozen conservative.

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Cant believe mr trump banned gender. Its over

>>38710928
maybe it'll be unbanned in 4 years

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>>38710944
Welp. Cant beat the system, cant beat dysphoria. Nothing really changes

>>38710928
its too late for us but he will save and spare many lives by putting a hold on this i hope

>>38710967
No need to be so down about it lol. Lifes good. Things dont hurt so bad.

>>38710985
am doing my very best anon

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>>38710993

>>38711005
no doxxing pls

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>>38711010
Things will make sense some day

can a psychiatrist help me?

>>38711018
this is what i want to believe frendel

>>38710985
speak for yourself

>>38711199
https://youtu.be/DB8v0nYvGrE?si=6YMxaqo6OTYHjrJ4

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it's so hard to try and pursue things that might make my life better like ffs when it all feels completely pointless. like i'm still gonna be miserably lonely, gatekept and unemployed so what difference would it make, why bother yknow. possible improvement to social passing when you have no social life. maybe that money is better spent on future bills since i might never get another paycheck.

>>38711018
that pic is too real. except i don't have a cat to talk to.

>>38711311
holy felt.
i realised at least recently that part of the reason i have no friends is because im a whiny bitch so i’m trying to fix that. but i still have no social exposure and cannot interact with normies to save my life. maybe just be over. australian too kek

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I just measured myself and I'm 164 cm (5'5"). I was 167 cm (5'6") six months ago. I thought height loss on HRT was a meme??

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>>38711419
yeah maybe looking better would improve self confidence and thay would help socially and i wouldn't feel so out of place around normal people living normal lives? maybe i'd be less miserable to be around if there was one less thing for me to whine about. idk. there's no guarantee ffs will even help tho and might just make things worse so it's easy to put off.

i wish i was still aussie. the weather was nice, i wasn't gatekept and i had a job.

>>38711543
cant say it’s fun here
meeting internet people here is so rare.

>>38711603
yeah there's barely any people there and even then it's like 25% odds they are in your state. but hey at least there are local events and conventions in all the major hubs.

i miss when mtfg was active

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Dogshit website lolol

>>38711816
did u deletuah ur discord

>>38711841
i like it here, ive been coming here since i was 14

Is Amelia a clocky name

>>38712282
a little bit

>>38712700
Such good drawings did you trace that

>>38712700
elaborate, how is it a clocky name

>>38712769
it’s giving transgender

>>38712799
HOW

>>38712282
depends how common it was when and where you were born. probably fine tho seems like a name that's always been around.

i'm at the bottom, it’s a long way down (:

>>38712817
every name is clocky, cis people don't use them

>>38713184
kill yself

natty ice

>>38713235
i'm in the grave, i'm in the underground (: (i try)
to beat my demons but i only drown (: (i cry)

>>38713264
freak

>>38686812
erm babe? u accidentally put the thread subject in the name field :/

how do i tell if a compliment from a stranger is underhanded or just hugboxxing?
i was just outside and this one woman said that i look cute... like, i feel like it was more hugboxxing because she was smiling in a seemingly genuine way...

>keep having dreams about having a kid and being pregnant
>wake up incredibly upset every time and feel like I got really shitty sleep
What is happening to me

>>38715055
it’s called bambi sleep when that happens

>>38715104
Isn't that sissy hypno stuff

>mom found the tranny pills during winter break
>says she won't help pay for college or let me back home when the spring semester ends
Soooooooooo what's a decent job for a drop out tranny? Currently working retail for reference

>>38715129
trucker

>>38715204
Don't they spend like weeks at a time away from home? Sounds kinda miserable but I guess most jobs are in one way or another

I keep thinking about having a kid and now I'm starting to sweat and shake what is going on what the fuck is happening to me

>>38715233
steal one from the pooner

>>38715228
yeah but you get to drive a cool big truck

>>38715240
God I want to I've thought about it before I'd take the 6 year old he's so adorable and he says I remind him of one of his moms and that really warms my heart uggggh

>>38715244
I don't wanna drive a big truck though :(
I'm interested in being an electrologist but the way to start seems kind of vague

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>>38715256
i think u can do it, i bleev in u

>>38715252
thanks for your honesty lol

>>38715272
Pooner went on a trip to new york once and I was in charge of watching the 6 year old and he hugged me and sat on my lap while I read him stories and fell asleep on me and I'm gonna be honest when pooner came back from NY I cried hard

>>38715270
Thank you fren
My state doesn't actually have a licensing requirement but I know there's national orgs out there so I could try getting with one of them, or I could just ask some electrologists near me and see if they're willing to take an apprentice

I feel like I'm gonna throw up what the fuck is wrong with me
Like I've always wanted a kid but the want has never been this bad before

>>38715392
nervous pregnancy

>>38715422
But im a tranny

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how are you doing
still holding up

ok :(
good talk hav a nice night

>>38686812
due to trump's rulings i'm off estrogen and it's really uncomfortable (I don't have balls)
ths is so horrible but idk what to do to get comfortable with living like this for the next four years

>>38716828
ive not been following that closely, why are u off hrt?

>>38716835
he said we are all male and it's not allowed to get hrt now the pharmacy won't let me have more

>>38716872
like for real? all gender affirming hrt is off the table?

>>38716882
idk but i can't get more

>>38716926
that sounds bad, whats ur plan?

>>38715930
>>38716644
Hi!

currently helping an ftm order back alley testosterone
what are the chances they'll depoon and blame me

>>38716945
idk i guess that's it for hrt
it's just really annoying to be stuck like this

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>>38716946
too little too late desu :'(
(but hi hope you are ok)

>>38716966
theres always diy, or are you really going to just lie down and die?

>>38716966
surely theres something you can do

serious question
why does smoking weed help with dysphoria
actually it helps with a lot of things but I'm mostly interested in why I feel so much less dysphoric when I'm high
I don't want to have to use weed so often to keep the thoughts at bay

>>38716828
>next four years
it'll be much longer than that
unfortunately transphobia helped to win the election and now that we've gotten rid of a bunch of rights, the rest of the country is following suit. if you're actively trans, there is a good chance that you will be dead within the next 10 years, whether it's from suicide or being murdered by fascists

for anyone in the united states that's thinking about transitioning. don't.

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>>38717213
idk about you but it made me think/care less and thus have less anxiety and stress in my head. alcohol kinda works the same but you gotta be more wasted.

>>38716828
do diy like everyone else who's being gatekept by retard politics?

>>38717281
okay but i am post op so i am stuck
>>38717003
>>38717016
what am i supposed to do?
>>38717303
i don't want to risk being raped in a male prison?

>>38717303
I'm an ex-alcoholic, booze is not an option
weed actually makes me think/care more about other shit going on in my life. I got super high over the weekend and I ended up cleaning so much shit around the house. it's making me engage with everything else in my life that's stressful, and ignoring the dumb tranny thoughts

>>38717309
>okay but i am post op so i am stuck
you will likely be dead within a decade

>>38717351
i am not wanting to die though i would be happy with estrogen

>>38717368
yeah but what you want doesn't actually matter anymore

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>>38717309
estrogen isn't nearly illegal enough to land you in jail assuming anyone even cares to work out what it is beyond "not drugs" and "not explosives". and that's assuming they open your package and don't believe it's essential oils or whatever your diy labels it as.
>male prison
that's where trannies have gone for the vast majority of human history and still do in almost every country yet we persist.

>>38717309
diy you idiot
its so easy to get

>>38717375
it would be really sad for me to die
>>38717378
i have a vagina male prison would not be good for me
>>38717388
i thought it was bitcoin based and i don't know anything about how to get that

>>38717446
its so easy a normie can figure it out
are you seriously going to let your body rot and die slowly instead of spending 20 to 30 minutes it would take to learn how to buy die using coinbase? you nav9gated the med system enough to get srs but are unwilling to learn this because its too complicated?? how does that even make sense to you

>>38717484
i always thought there were legal issues with bitcoin too

>>38717587
Do you want hrt or not? Get over yourself

uh oh i'm manic today
anyone have tips for what to do?

>>38717684
just try to stay happy :3

>>38717825
i'm in a decent mood but i feel like i have a lot of unstable energy that can't really be directed towards anything useful. like i'm very unfocused

>>38717933
do something fun

>>38718034
like what? woodcarving?

>>38718095
nothing with knives
idk ur hobby ig

yeah

>>38718034
i'll have to see what i can do

eating pizza, like a g

>>38717446
You can buy HRT with plain money. I always said DIY was a shit description because it sounds nefarious and more complex than it actually is. All you're doing is skipping the prescription phase of the medication and purchasing it directly from a supplier. This is perfectly legal because HRT medication doesn't compose of any scheduled drugs, so private sale is unrestricted. Might not remain the case as the politics change but that's just baseless speculation.

>>38717587
it's not hard

>>38718801
Small correction actually, TRT for FTMs is a scheduled drug because it's literally a steroid. That might require bitcoin since it's more nebulous. Obviously irrelevant to us though.

>>38716872
I don’t understand, the pharmacy just told you to get fucked even though you have a prescription? Where do you get your HRT from because I’ve been getting mine prescribed through planned parenthood

>>38718954
my gynecologist prescribes it but i'm guessing she won't be able to see me now

>>38719009
>post srs
>only bans going for HRT are at the state level and a federal judge struck down Florida’s as being unconstitutional
>most that Trump has done is prevent us from getting documents changed which most people would have done before getting srs
Something about this doesn’t add up, if you’re not just bullshitting then you need to call your doctor and tell them that the pharmacist is being a cunt because there’s no reason they should be denying you your prescription

>>38719009
trump's federal ruling does not mean doctors will no longer see you anon. at worst, it means they'll now longer receive federal funding while seeing transgender patients, which doesn't stop them from seeing someone with either private insurance or paying out of pocket. i still get my scripts & see doctors fine & im on state healthcare, so i'm not even sure many of them will budge at all. if you have a vagina you can still see your gyno, and if you can't, you'll be able to find one who you -can- see.

hth a gynecologist prescribe estrogen is wacky as hell, you don't have a pcp?

>>38719071
I'm post op so it doesn't count as a real vagina. And they can't have anything to do with transgender people if they get any federal or state funds. Or at least that's what I read they're doing out of fear. haven't been to the doctor since then.
wouldn't surprise me if the pharmacy got scared too
>>38719047
idk if it's a "real" policy but everyone is terrified to hell of talking to us at this point so it's kind of de facto
>>38719085
post op and she offered

>>38719092
100% consider going to planned parenthood, getting your doctor to switch pharmacies, or learning bitcoin to order estrogen. its easy to get backups in situations like this

>>38719136
idk it seems like everyone hates us now and it's hard to get any energy to do anything any more

>>38719159
understand, it is hard to find when you're depressed about the political climate. for me, i'd rather go down fighting as myself than laying down with no blowback at all, but it is your perogative & situation. if you don't get anything in your system eventually you'll get osteoporosis. i hope this does not happen to you any time soon

>>38719434
i think i will risk it

want a man to cover my face in my cum after he fucks me

>>38719573
you should go to planned parenthood. i went to cvs and the pharmacist was rude to me. that was all

i don't know if i'm going to be able to sleep tonight i don't have quetiapine i've been taking like 300mg a night to sleep im only prescribed 100mg

>>38719796
dumbass

opi time. that's how I get to sleep every night

Anya won

crazy how yorshka still dumps her old pics

>>38719796
i remember i had to take half a seroquel in the morning in high school
and i felt really awful because i had this literature teacher who would always just watch my eyes get heavy in the front row of his class first thing in the morning
and i wanted to fight the sleepiness because he was a really nice guy but that stuff was like horse tranquilizer to me

i went to the psych ward months ago and i asked to be admitted because i hadn't slept in a week it felt like i was on meth. the social worker got annoyed at me and told me i'm bpd not bipolar 2. i told him i'd kill myself if i went back home. he told me that's just another symptom of bpd. like no feeling like this sucks balls. my heart beats so fast my mind races a million miles an hour.

Non-dysphorics will accuse you of "internalized transphobia" and "transgender alienation" for not wanting to associate with men like this. Not that trump would just ignore us if they didnt exist, but dang if they arent trying their best with intentional hypervisibility to lead an abuser to prey. But yass queen we got to argue about 1%er troons being able to play in professional sports

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>>38719942
im redacted

someone please encourage me not to smoke weed while my friend does

making popcorn to avoid drug relapse

>>38720293
aight lilsis