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It's the end, you know it and I know it so..
Qott: why are you still here?
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>>38720792 (OP)
Because I'm in leftist city in Europe, and it's actually getting better each year
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>>38720792 (OP)
entirely off topic from the depression posting, but holy shit that pic made me laugh
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>>38720812
What will you do when the new right wing government takes over soon?
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how are my favorite trannies in the whole wide world doing tonight?
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my cis gf just jumped on top of me and held my wrists down and said “no orange cheese puff man is gonna take my kitten away from me :)” and then she licked my face lol

i’m just trying to find comfort in the fact that my girlfriend would fight tooth and nail for me if it came to it. i am scared but i feel loved and protected and that’s what’s been keeping me going.
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>>38721107
ropefuel for lonely latehons like me :(
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>>38720823
The "right wing" already did in Finland, and they don't give a flying fuck about trannies. The right wing in nordic context is about fucking up anyone who isn't a top 5% earner and importing pajeets and SEAniggers so they can have a proper slave class. So yeah I'm having issues as is every middle class finn, but it has nothing to do with me being a tranny.
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>>38721498
idk they still might come for us if they ever happen to need a new villain that's not the jobless or immigrants. but they seem to be fine with just destroying all of our welfare state type structures for the time being.
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theres an intervello about feet...
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>>38720792 (OP)
>Qott: why are you still here?
this is where i belong
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>>38720792 (OP)
>Qott
just to suffer....
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everytime i fucking shoot my E i end up leaving a huge puddle of it on my leg. going to shoot for the third time this morning to make sure i get a full dose... i am so retarded
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>>38722239
so retarded that i actually slipped and pierced my finger all the way through with a needle uwu

while dealing with nausea from a hangover.... back to puking

dont think i can handle living anymore
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>>38722239
out of interest what are you using?
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>>38723156
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPRh537QyVo [Embed]
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i always look for the benzo bag when she posts a vid. it's like where's waldo
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>>38723247
can you peer into the bloodstream?
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I finally understand the appeal of sounding/urethra insertion. I've been watching a bunch of sounding porn and it's so hot, especially when it's partnered content and they're using the same sounding rod at the same time
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>>38723282
n**i post
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>>38720792 (OP)
> why are you still here?
My business covers my bills and I keep convincing myself that today’s the day I get back into a flurry of work on it despite rotting for the past three months
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>>38720792 (OP)
Did transition improve your life?
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>>38720792 (OP)
i added a cute girl.. i told myself I wouldn't be that clingy this time but im failing really hard

how do i cure clinginess, girlies

t. probably BPDemon roon
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>>38720792 (OP)
i've been cuming blood for about two months now and its getting worse, every time i masturbate to check if anything changed it looks bloodier
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>>38725361
this happened to me for a while, what comes out when you do it?
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>>38725361
babe im no scientist but that sounds bad
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>>38725603
are you the new maiq?
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>>38725603
its a larp dude they've been here for months

>>38725361
I told you to go to a hospital month ago, pls get an infection already
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>>38725626
no im a man
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>>38725634
its not larp, i'm khornate, i just never trip outside of wanting to be annoying
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I for one am glad I was born male. I've always disliked it throughout my life because I have never really related much to boys growing up and really related to girls. And there was always this barrier with boy girl friendships I felt like where it felt like we couldn't truly be friends because they felt like I wouldn't like certain girly things or they were more reserved and witheld things for whatever reason maybe because they didnt trust boys. At some point I felt suicidal that was born male and wish I never was born at all. But after getting over my tranny feelings and finally meeting great friends who I really connect with who are more open to men I feel like I can finally be myself. And if I was born a girl I likely couldn't ever have the deep romantic relationships that men can have with women. And unlike most men I actually love and really relate to women so I just naturally make friends with them. So I can have some of the deepest relationships that's possible between two people. And I'm thankful for that.
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>>38725854
oh senpai u should get that checked out
I told someone who said the exact same thing months ago to go to a hospital abt it, ssorry thought u were them
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You know what'd be hot? An alpha cis male who's an expert at making trans girls and asserts his dominance over countless trans girls by performing orchiectomies on them and preserving their balls in jars as a sort of hunting trophy.
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>>38725972
fucking senpai kill me fml
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>>38725982
wait until you see what word gets replaced with desu
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>>38725995
oh I know its like my thing desu
I just forgor abt fampai
srsly tho go to a hospital abt that it doesnt sound healthy, unless hospitals are basically a lifetime of debt then idk bribe a vet or something
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>>38725972
I'm the og pissing blood anon! nobody can compete!
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>>38725980
powers probably does stuff like that
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>>38725980
only hot conceptually desu
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my self esteem is in the gutter but I could not imagine wanting to be in a harem or any kind of relationship with a hierarchy
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>>38720792 (OP)
Strayan here, things are getting better here, and quickly.
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>>38726341
start your own, follow our queen footsteps
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>>38726711
no
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>>38727030
mogs me hardcore
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genuinely at the end of my fucking rope tonight. I asked a passoid for advice and she recommended i get on HRT when i already have been for fucking over a year. what if i actually do it this time? it would be so fucking easy and the besy part is my rotting corpse will do some property damage to my shit landlord
>>38726711
she is so much prettier than I will ever be
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>>38727925
one year isn't a lot of time, and some of us are just unlucky no matter how early you get in
t. unlucky one
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oh god it's so hard to lose weight im 5'3 and im on seroquel i need to eat like 1200 calories a day and i get so hungry my lungs are fucked from smoking weed and tobacco every day since i was 14 and i have no aerobic capacity i can only jog like 300 feet before i feel like i'm going to pass out wtf do i do im like 170 pounds kill me
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>>38728366
glp-1
it will kill your appetite and eliminate food noise.
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>>38728366
higher volume lower caloric density food anon, potatoes and rice are your best friends, get away from meat, sugar and any fats you may add when cooking because of the high caloric density
cook with everything else and you won't even notice how you dropped 900cal off your diet without going hungry, ends up 500g of shit with 1/10th the caloric density is much more fulfilling when you can eat as much as you want
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>>38728552

what if i eat rice and sauted veggies with like a sauce or smth on top . idk if i can really live off rice and potatoes. ill try i guess.

>>38728541

too expensive. i guess there's some sites that compound semaglutide for like 200$ a month. that's still pricy. is there like a lena for semaglutide
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My hair curls a lot
Despite not getting a cut in nearly 10 years now, it still barely crosses my shoulders
It's close to my ass when it's wet though
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>>38722640
22g needle to inject and 18g needle to draw. i think when im pushing down on the plunger its coming out of my skin a bit

was sick all day potentially because of piercing my finger while having a hangover lol. immune system overloarded. feel better now thankfully
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>>38726314
>This sexual fantasy is hot but only as a sexual fantasy.
Really? You think?

Teasing aside, it would be hot to live in an all AMAB world where the weakest 50-80% of males were forced to transition by their superiors. Would love to live in a world where the norm was cis husband + trans wife, or cis husband + trans wives (or wealthy cis man + trans harem)
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>ban on 18y/o trans care went through
oh, a foot in the door towards a ban to all adult trans care, how neat
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how do I have sex without feeling so terrible the whole time. it's made me avoid it and I fear it's affecting relationship.
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The time is now! I finally have my dream of a lazy life!
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>>38728673
anon i don't mean ONLY rice and potatoes, but at sub 80cal per 100g of potatoes, and sub 150 for rice they should be the core of your diet
Rice cultures are based anon, join us
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>>38729902
radiochan is a moron
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>>38729431
maybe too thick idk? i use 25g for both and a little does come out but i think most goes in. How often do you dose? guides say EV should be every 5 days but im feeling like i should do 4 or 3 maybe also this is completely unrel
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>>38729620
this is hot but still kys this is degen and life ruining
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bro like
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I should be allowed to look like this
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>>38731020
do you hate yourself? why do you keep reposting that
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she spoke to me
today is a good day
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>>38720792 (OP)
fuck going into the night without a fight, that’s why. It’d only take a handful of people to do real damage
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>>38730903
radio did all of this?
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>>38731331
transbian obsessed with some other girlie amazing
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I cut my fingey while cooking ;----; bbfgfdgbgfb
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>185cm tall
>19yo
>47 foot size
at this point it's just easier to kms, isn't it?
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>>38732553
you have other options that aren't death or perfect transition
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>>38732570
Probably so but I don't wanna end up as a hon
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>>38732751
you can be nb or a fem cis man too, or manmode on hrt
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sheen wake up breakfast is ready
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>>38720792 (OP)
Waiting for the mod turnover. Then we'll be back.
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>>38732774
>nb
it is a meme though. nobody takes nb people seriously except trannies

>fem cis man
It's impossible when you are old

>manmode on hrt
the only meaningful option besides repping desu
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>>38732774
>nb
Meme
>fem cis man
Don't want to look like a faggot
>manmode on hrt
Can't wear women's clothes
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>>38720792 (OP)
hey goona where those percs i need my percs
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>>38727030
the moggening
>>38721628
cringe
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>>38733185
Supply is low rn
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>>38733185
>did opis 7 years ago
>quit 6 years ago
Honestly I loved it and it was one of the best times of my life but I decided to quit while I was ahead. Still get thoughts of going back though.
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>>38733230
nah dont.. waste of monies
get some clicker games on steam or something
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>>38733270
https://neal.fun/stimulation-clicker/
This one is free
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>>38733143
>Don't want to look like a faggot
and you'd rather look like a straight up dude? lmao bail
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why are my bones so frail? :(
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Do you think trooning out worth it if Im never gonna pass?
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i've gotten 10 sessions of laser and i still have a bunch of hair on my chin, do i just start getting electrolysis i swear this shit wont go away.. im pale as fuck with dark hair so it really sucks
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>>38734583
the four candy bar dinners
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i hope we're all having a good spring festival
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>>38735316
you too naz
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>>38734790
have you asked the laser provider about it?
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Since my thread went nowhere and I'm currently in the middle of a manic need to devour information to grapple my fears.

Between Rossi and Di Maggio who do you choose for FFS? Or is the answer neither. I have 30k USD, so i can't go to the fancy California doctors.
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>>38735838
facialmeme
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>>38735376
it's going alright so far
tired and scared, but that's every day
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>>38735981
It's worth messaging them i guess I just don't know if 30k will cut it for EU
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Im like the hedgehogs dilemma but not the normal one
conceptually bouba but in practicality, im kiki
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>>38735665
kinda, she always asks me if i'm seeing reduction and during my last one i told her that i'm not really seeing any anymore and she said something about growth cycles and how sometimes that'll happen. i'll probably get one more session and ask about it before switching to electrolysis i think
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>>38735838
We have a good FFS surgeon in Australia, Dr Alan Breidahl, who fits in that price range. Also there's a couple good ones in Mexico, like Malagon. Facialteam have raised their prices close to what the Cali docs charge now (not that they can justify it imo).
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>>38736390
I'll look into this Dr Alan, thanks.
Do you know anyone personally who had work with him done? I'm looking for type 3 hence why I started with Di Maggio since he's quite well known for it.
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>>38736430
My partner :) very good and natural outcome. His training is in cleft palate reconstruction, so jaws & noses are what he does best, and he tends to prefer subtler results.
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>>38736341
good luck nonny
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>>38736451
Everyone has always told me that I look a lot like my mother and I do want to preserve that. I'm more just looking to eliminate signs of puberty than a full facial reconstruction so subtler does have value.
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>>38736481
thank you :) do you (or does anyone else) know if i should get electrolysis between laser sessions (if i continue getting laser)? this shit is really killing me honestly lol...
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>gf went to bed n I can sneak onto 4chan without her noticing
hi guys
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>>38737055
LMAO
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>>38737530
?
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Just because I felt ok on hrt and feel suicidal again off it doesn't mean it was right for me. Hrt gave me a life purpose, like the issues in my life were because of being male. But now that I realize that I like being male and I literally have nothinf, my life is just really sad in general so it makes sense why I would be depressed. I want to end living but when I tried before I just couldn't do it. I'm forced to try and make my life happier even if I dont believe I ever will, because the alternative is so completely miserable. I just need to find love, and once I find love nothing in this world will matter and I can truly be happy.
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AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Why did I have to be trans??!! Why do I have to be lumped in with trannies??? Why did I have to be a trans lesbian?! I'm not one of these retarded dudes who think they're a woman I am one! I can't relate to ANY other trans people beyond the hatred of being male, least of all trans lesbians! Why did I have to be born this way? Why couldn't I be cis???!!! Male or female I don't care anymore! I know I'm a girl but FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I associate with the lesbian label far more than the trans label by miles, yet people will ONLY EVER SEE ME AS A FUCKING TRANS WOMAN!! It's not the first thing about me, I'm so many things before a trans person and yet to others its going to be my DEFINING FUCKING FEATURE!! And thanks to morons and propaganda from the right and terfs, the people that others will think are "like me" are going to be AGPs. I get NO sexual gratification from being a woman beyond just feeling pretty and in my own body, which makes feeling attracted to women sexually a whole lot easier. But NOOOO I'm a fetish-y freak! And voicing this opinion is so taboo, I have to resort to this fucking place I hate and try to avoid just to get it off my chest or I get chastised for "internalized transphobia" and "being reductive".
And NOWWW, I have to face this fucking administration knowing that I'm going to be targeted and will lose so much opportunity because of something I'M NOT!! WHY THE FUCK DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME??!!!!
I'm so afraid of being caught now, so afraid of being seen as a trans woman that I destroyed all of my HRT. Dropped it all in a bottle and filled it with water, let all of my pills dissolve and dumped it behind my house so that I wouldn't take any more of it and develop femininely further. I'm miserable like this but at least I don't get seen as such as weirdo... At least I don't stick out anymore...
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I was suicidal and took hrt then found love and everything worked out OK.
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>>38737817
you could be the person with big tits instead
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>>38737838
what on earth would that solve? I'm so incredibly neutral about my boobs beyond the shame i feel for having them
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>>38737817
Lol, you're not special for feeling ghos way. Literally every tranny believes they're trutrans, I feel similarly (I am a woman in a sea of trannies) but I'm sticking to HRT because I'm a real woman and testosterone does not belong in my body
Gonna be tough to convince people you're a woman when those T levels kick up bitch!
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I'd rather suffer and die young being myself then live another 50 or 60 years as a man. I mean I'm worries for the future too but I worked so hard to finally get on hrt I can't quit now
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big shameful breasts, must be punished. so shameful
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big beautiful breasts, must be loved. so gorgeous
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>>38737871
I'm not trying to convince people I'm a woman anymore.
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>>38720792 (OP)
Trannybros and trannysisters... I'm sorry. Don't blame me, I voted for that hot black chick.
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>>38737895
Then gtfo of the thread, moid
Captcha: agpmo
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maybe if they were bigger you wouldn't feel ashamed?
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>>38737914
Woman inside, man outside. Would love to be woman outside, but society fucking sucks. Man outside is suit of armor that shields the woman on the inside.

Or at least, that's a way to rationalize it.
I know I'm not a man, I just need everyone to believe I am.
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Why if I feel so suicidal can I not just end it. I dont want to live. I want to die. But I just cant make it happen. I cant bring myself to do it
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No chest
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>>38737973
Sounds a lil cowardly desu
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>>38737984
I am a scared little girl who cries herself to sleep. I am a coward through and through.
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>>38737993
Scheisse just like me forreal
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>>38737993

Never too late. These days we need soldiers more than ever.
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>>38737993
Honestly I've always thought of myself as a massive coward, I'll run from fights I cower when ppl get too loud....but even I couldn't just roll over and let life fuck me like this. I realize how insane this sounds coming from one trans person to another (ex)tranny but find your fucking balls holy shit
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>>38738013
i thought you used to fight all the time
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>>38720792 (OP)

38C
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>>38738230
When I was a man I did, ever since transitioning I have been trying to avoid fights because I am not strong anymore
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>>38720792 (OP)
34H
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>>38721498
Tampere or helsinki?
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>>38737992
I never ruled anything. I wasn't a king. I never had an empire.
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>>38738320
never had a lover, never had soul. never had a good time. never got gold
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should i do some weed b4 sleep or no

>>38738271
doubtful
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whatever happened to maiq
i miss him
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>>38738445
you should detrans vro
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>>38738515
why
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prob stupid question. i have a vial of estrogen but no syringes, could i just rub the oil into my skin?
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>>38738630
that would be a waste
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>>38738646
drink it then? im really scared im going to masculinize if i don't take it
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>>38738458
this guy?
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>>38738690
just hold onto it, it's useless unless you use it as intended
just get some syringes in the morning
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>>38738611
because you asked a few days ago
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I keep thinking about being a girl. Am I trans?
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>>38738770
if i should detrans? i didn't ask that
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>>38738787
does it happen while you're wanking?
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>>38738794
Yes. Sometimes I am jacking off to a girl and then at the last minute my brain wishes I was her instead of fucking her.
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>>38738851
lol
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I wish I was a strong independent black woman
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the old switchagoon
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>>38738851
hmm, i remember feeling this constant, suffocating, all-consuming jealousy towards girls i wanted to be to the point where if i couldn't be them i wanted to die. not saying this to discourage or invalidate your experience, if you want to transition go for it, but if it's something that's going to ruin your life make sure you don't have any other choice.
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>>38739285
like I know this sounds like a bit but I'm serious
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If I move out my mom might take herself out, she was gonna do it when my sister moved out if I didn't call the cops and have her detained for a few days
I can't start HRT unless I move out though, which makes me want to take myself out
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just got this book. very good read.

i got my internship position too. my resume is going to look amazing
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https://strawpoll.com/XmZRQGLPwgd
Poll for the fine folks of /mtfg/
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>>38739402
physically recoiled from the book.
sorry just seems like it would have a bunch of maps and words from the left in this chart.
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>>38739852
what does it say about me if im obsessed with basically 80% of this list?
from chanelle to howitzers
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>>38740052
tism
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>>38740058
kek
accurate
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>>38739402
you need a gently fucking bae
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>>38739852
Why are men obsessed with japan and women obsessed with italy?
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>>38739852
>words better known by women
>its 70% about clothes
at least i'm passing there, what the fuck is neodymium and aileron tho

also male side with fucking SHEMALE
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>>38740657
anime, clothes

captcha dad4dp
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can it just be a fetish i watched a lot of sissy hypno, forced fem shit when i was younger so did i groom myself?
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>>38740685
Sometimes i wonder about this too. My mom sexually abused me as a kid and it made me feel really bad so i decided to try to be gay when i was like 12 by refusing to engage with any sexual thoughts about fenales and only with males. By the time i was an adult i was totally uninterested in pussy and wonder if i groomed myself with what i did.
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>>38740657
its mostly french words in the women category, not italian words
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>>38740700
my mom traumatized me too i was scared of her, and the first vag i saw was blue waffle as a little boy which was disturbing
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>>38740733
based
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I will join a polycule if it means America falls to the Red Guards
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>>38738630
you can buy packs of syringes on Amazon and many pharmacies will give a few to you if you ask
>>38740894
just gain after don't think about it too much be safe
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feeling bad and anxious
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realistically, how can i help my gf with her dysphoria?
unfortunately long distance so i cant do much more than use words
>>38740709 →
she could have made this thread to give you an idea
if it matters she hasnt started hrt yet

>>38740894
i dunno but good luck anon
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>>38741153
not really anything you can do

>>38741149
same
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>>38721498
why would they bother making anything worse here? the tranny gatekeeping here is worse than anywhere in the US and we get less care than if like half the trans stuff gets removed from the US insurances lol.
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My boobs have grown a lot recently since I finally started injections and I keep whacking them on doorways and stuff ouchie
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>>38742258
>>38742268
go away nomi
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>>38740673
aileron is what planes got on their wings i think. air crash investigations is basically true crime adjacent imo lol.

i've heard like 90% of both columns but i don't think i could give an accurate description of almost any of them without hearing them in context. some technology or machine thing for guy things and some tailoring or clothing thing for women.

>>38741149
it really do be like that.
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>>38742277
Who's nomi
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>>38742309
blessed ignorance
do not seek the answer to your question
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>>38742321
It's just a fat ass schizoid nigger it ain't that deep
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do u girls think canada will let me claim asylum if i stage a hate crime against myself and then file a police report (inevitably won’t go anywhere)
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I miss the thunderdome days.
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>>38743412
no
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>>38743412
the police already have enough fake hate crimes to deal with
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>>38743660
ye that’s why they won’t take mine seriously and then i go to canada and claim asylum considering ill also be a somewhat public local figure soon
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im finna do a whole cambrian explosion on this hoe
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I wish I could approach ftms but it feels like, like I wouldn't approach a cis guy let him make the first move, but I feel like trying to expect an ftm to do that I'll just wind up sitting around forever
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IM EVOLVIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGG
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bro
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>>38743899
the clam girls as it were
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>>38743690
why's that

>>38743899
not as cool as munna

>>38743923
vagina dood
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>>38743554
thunderdome is such a freaking bad movie compared to mad max 2 and even 1 lol. the first 20 minutes are great and it just gets worse and worse and farts on your face and then its over. they completely assassinate max's character as well. he doesnt kill a giant brute trying to execute him because hes retarded? why would max care. they tried to make it like the goonies which sucks and the special effects and stunts are WAY less cool than 2 to the point its depressing if you watch them back to back. unironically furiosa is better than 3
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>>38744040
Never watched em. I was refering to the Thunderdome VC channel on Navys mtfg discord where people would be moved into when drama was popping off. I rememeber like 20 people screaming into their mics at pring.

Deranged times
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>>38744172
you've seen road warrior at least, right? if not you have to watch it today because its the best movie of all tiem
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>>38744189
I'll keep it in mind. I already watch a movie today (the popes exorcist)
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>>38744189
>road warrior
>best movie of all tiem
based
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>>38737817

>I'm so afraid of being caught now, so afraid of being seen as a trans woman that I destroyed all of my HRT.

Congrats, that's what they wanted you to do. Hopefully your dysphoria is manageable enough.
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>>38743891
waiting for cis guys to approach seems to be a forever wait too or maybe i'm just too ugly idk.
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just gave myself my first injection :D

5 mg I think? 20mg/mL ... .4 mL = 5mg?

is 5 mg estradiol once a week a hon dose? I just switched from pills to injection and I used to be on 4 mg 2x per day (??). Dr started low because idklol

... wait ... hrrnngghhh?
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>>38745306
I'm a retard and I can't do math.

I just gave myself a double dose? 20mg/mL... 4mL... is 8mg.

derp
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My stylist asked me if she could take a pic of me wearing the outfit she picked out for me to post online as an example of her work. Did I make it, sisters?
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>>38745306
>>38745651
a great go-to to remember the math here is to always divide the amount you have by the amount you want, ie, divide the mass in milligrams by the volume in milliliters. so if you want a dose of 5mg and your vial is 20mg per ml, 5/20 = 0.25ml. likewise, if you wanted to do a dose of 8mg, 8/20 = 0.4, or, 0.40 - exactly at the '40' mark on a one milliliter syringe. so you gave yourself 8mg ! if you're injecting estrodiol valerate, that will probably last you 6 - 8 days. the half life is pretty short though, around 5 days - i've found that some people hold it in longer than others, so, you know. it's no big deal. pic unrel
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5mg/7days on valerate isn't a crazy bad dose but a lot of people will say it is because ymmv. if you feel emotionally like dogwater at the end of your cycle, consider going to 6mg a week instead. can vouch for the 5-6mg dose personally. some people recommend 6/mg every 5 days because that's the half-life of valerate, but that shit is nutso to me cause you'll be sitting at a fairly high trough at the end of your cycle but i guess that's normal i don't know i like ending the week at a good 250 - 350 range rather than 400 - 600 that's too high and feels like it will overload your receptors but that's probably psuedoscience i'm no doctor lol
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>>38746597
oh... that's waaaaay easier than what I was trying to do. and yeah, that's what I'm taking. I'll get my levels checked start of March... Only been on this 7 days so far (injected today and last Thursday) and I did feel a bit garbage this week, but I think that's because on Monday I got friendzoned on what I thought was a second date and then drank & smoked too much.

I'm pretty sure my liver is not good. I drank 3 tall can beer and one glass of red wine and I was out of action the next day. I blame the spiro idk.

... Does anyone here have recs for FFS? I don't visit here or post much because I find some of the negativity a bit too much for me to handle. :3
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the pharmacist gave me my injection last Thursday.
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>>38745273
You need to find a guy that likes you already, and then be somewhat aggressive in making him know you want him. Cis guys coming from the straight world don't know how this works, and they're unsure how to approach a trans girl but if you show them some affection and tenderness, they'll fall for you.
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>>38746792
god i wish this were true lol
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you and your bf are at the hospital because you are getting srs. "i'm so nervous." you say. "don't be. you're gonna pull through this. i know that for a fact." you kiss him and go into the operation. you come out successfully and run out to tell your bf but he's not there. you find a little teddy bear with a card shaped like a card. "hey babe. sorry I couldn't be there for you after your operation. but, i will always be in your groin. forever. " you ask one of the nurses "where's the boy i was with before my operation?" the nurse replies, "didn't they tell you who the donor was?"
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will artists ever get bored of drawing us exclusively in the most fetishistically clocky ways?

its just a tucute version of YWNBAW
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>>38748034
unlimited curses upon the "artist"
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>>38748034
i think it's good of them to do desu, i like accurate representation
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once again being threatened to be thrown out
life is grand :/
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>>38748077
>thrown out
from where
if its your parents place, how old are you?
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>>38748077
what happened this time :(
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Are you a clock twinkhon or a passoid?
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>>38748096
24
living with my two cousins not my parents
although if i stayed and didn't move out at 18 like i did I'd probably not be so financially destitute that I'd need to couch surf
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>>38748137
why are they threatening to kick you out?
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>>38748100
my cousin is tired of me not being able to replace him as this kids parent i guess
idk he's mad at the kid and taking it out on me like he does
like he's mad he has to parent
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>>38748070
accurate for some reddit tucute that just started transitioning maybe

im just tired of "representation" being the most clocky shit 9/10 with those types as if thats all there is to women who are trans
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>>38740673

i think some magnets are made out of neodymium idk
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>>38748201
its the body/face hair that really annoys me desu
like i understand drawing a trans woman with a more masculine frame as long as its not a caricature like this but the angry shaving posture and arm hair just icks me
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>>38748201
it's better than when an artist draws a woman and arbitrarily call it a transwoman
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>>38748201
>>38748241
>>38748300
i really liked the tranny in the last season of harley quinn. she looked female, had an angular face/body, slight tranny voice, and was treated as a woman by the cast. first time ive really seen myself in a character.

>b-but im a youngshit and i pass perfectly
ok you can identify with cis characters or like infertile women
>b-but im an oldshit and i discovered i was trans while watching sissy hypno
plenty of oldshit representation

finally, a high-effort midshit tranny character whose entire point in the show isnt being a tranny
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Everyone stops talking to me
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>>38748496
is this a complaint or an instruction
if the former me 2 :'(

(if latter sorry)
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i really need better ways to deal with constant panic attacks
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>>38748709
It’s a complaint
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>>38748201
>bouhouhou
>bouhou
>bou fucking hou
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Why is mtfg dying? I barely post here anymore because it's so dead.
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>>38749197
after so many years the spell is wearing thin i guess
idk my life steadily falling apart again is what keeps me away
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mtfg is dead but if anyone could give me their opinion that would be cool
looking at FFS in august or early next year; do i opt for the chin reduction/mandible contouring or am i better off leaving it as is? i'm leaning towards yes but i'm waiting to hear back on an updated quote cause my insurance prob wont cover it all
eyes blacked out cause im already getting a forehead reduction
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>>38749384
did it get worse recently?
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>>38749584
always and forever
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>>38749197
80% of the users here got permabanned
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So, I am only really friends with afab lesbians and a couple of guys. I don’t know any other trans women irl.
How do I stop feeling like an outsider when I know my experiences just don’t line up with anyone I actually know?
It feels so isolating.
I want to make friends with more trans women but I’ve almost never gotten along with any I meet.
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>>38746792
no one likes me tho or if they do they live on another continent and don't really know me other than through discord or whatever.
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>>38749737
ime other trans people have completely different experiences too and sometimes cis ppls experiences end up being more similar. like a socially ostracized cis person with body img problems probably understands better than a trans person who never really had any obstacles in life related to their looks.
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there's no point of transition at 23
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>>38749682
ig it can only get worse until it gets better...uh oh....
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>>38727030
for real i am IMPRESSED by her strength, yall b making fun of her when she haz moar courage than u ever did in ur pathetic youngshirt trooner life
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>>38749917
is there ever?
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is it possible that being a virgin who have never dated anybody isnt my fault and im just unlucky or in the wrong place?

i feel so sad lately and im so afraid to die such a virgin loser
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>>38750265
same but it's not that bad really. imagine ppl who only have had one or two quick dalliances and gotten herpes or hiv from being impatient, and going with the wrong partner.
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>>38749814
Are you still in E Europe? You were always so nice and sweet to talk to, genuinely a caring person and you don't know how valuable that really is. It's more valuable than being the prettiest or the best looking. I think you would be able to find love in a better environment again.
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I should buy some cute ass loafers
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>>38750361
thank u for the kind words i'm still in europe yeah. living with my parents again because i'm broke and can't find work so yeh maybe if i manage to get out of here some day somehow things will get better but it's not looking too hot rn.
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>>38750407
Sorry to hear that. Are there any dating apps available for you? I know some of the lgbt apps are available in parts of e europe like Poland for example, but not in others.

You'd make a good partner imo. And I thought you were very attractive when I saw your unsee that time. Your hair looked lovely, but I've always had a thing for your color
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My voice is too bro-y, if I did voice training I'd probably just end up sounding like a butch les or that stereotypical mtf nasal voice
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https://youtu.be/EdO6IgFpwtE?si=0F--M6pXWJDdxNg4 [Embed]
The comments on this yotube video are depeessing. People are so blindlt hateful
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>>38748034
unlimited genocide upon the first world
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Why is this happening
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>>38749522
you look cute i love the hair
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>>38751081
bridget is a BOY
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I feel threatened by the existence of trannies.
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>>38749710
Is that true? Why?
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gg mods for killing mtfg
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So I've got a dilemma here:
I reckon I've got severe adhd and struggle with functioning day to day (another part of this is depression and being a transfem, around 8 months on hrt)
Wondering if was to get medicated what people would recommend? Stopped smoking weed as of 3 months ago, live in UK
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if andro queers went for having equal and moderate levels of t/e instead of eliminating bother would they end up looking like a hon or would it androgynize
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can't wait to see what the telehealth initial consult to the gatekeeping department is going to be like. only will have been like 9 months since they cut me off from prescription hrt by simply refusing to see me after i moved to this god forsaken shithole country.

>>38752764
look up what extra T does to cis women.
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sometimes i look at the person im seeing
and i think to myself
>i could emotionally destroy this person with the right combination of words in the right tone at the right time, and just absolutely burn the bridge i have with them completely, and maybe probably give them trust issues after the fact
and like
i dont have any real reason to do it and i dont think i ever will
but the ability to do it is there and it bothers me
i think about it a lot and it scares me
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need gf
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>>38753908
i can be gf if you can be gf
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>>38753979
i am not gf
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>>38753428
intrusive thoughts are pretty normal afaik. i always think about jumping onto train tracks as the train is coming or out of moving cars but as long as i'm not acting upon them it's fine i think.

>>38753908
need a bf at least for one night to fix brain ty.
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>>38749522
heeeelp

>>38751102
thanks it looks like shit here :/
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tig notaros so cool and funy
wish i could be like her
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first time posting hi im starting hormones this year :D
next week im getting my hair done and bangs cut so excited and nervous ha ha ha
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>>38755562
jade?
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>>38755593
thats a pretty name but its not mine
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>>38755633
oh sorry, your fit just reminded me of them. do you normally dress like that? like, around other people?
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>>38755703
implying i touch grass? lol
yes this is how i dress when i go out
i dont have to leave the house daily though - which is nice for my skin. laser's not on insurance yet...
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>>38752666
Vyvanse
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>>38720792 (OP)
>why are you still here?
i dont know anon. i really dont know.
it's been 5 years since i transitioned, im developing psychosis from the stress of stealthing and the drugs i need to take just to get through my days. maybe something will take me soon. maybe ill finally have relief from this life.
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Why doesn't Monster make decaf drinks
I'd kill to be able to drink Zero Ultra all day without the caffeine
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>>38757478
i think the caffeine is the point
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>>38757500
Cruel world
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When I post my ass people talk to me
When I post my heart people ignore me
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>>38758263
Post ass
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>>38758269
Whatever
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>>38755562
rlly want those bangs i hate this forehead :q
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I can't really tell if I looked better more fem (on hrt) or masc. Doesn't really matter though. Im never going back on hrt ever again
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Honestly now that I'm detrooned I probably would trip here if people actually posted here but unfortunately janny issue.
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>>38758348
I like your hair.

bangs are overrated imo.
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>>38758506
>I like your hair.

nah!!
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>>38758263
hearts r scary to look at
have you ever seen a heart
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>>38758296
:( you never showed me your heart or your ass
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i miss having a boyfriend
or a friend
or anyone
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WE ARE NOW ENTERING THE NICE ZONE
PLEASE BE NICE TO EACHOTHER
ₚₗₛ
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>>38759032
it's ok I know I'm ugly lol.
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>>38759044
Understatement
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>>38759044
I didn't mean it like that
sorry
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>>38759059
I'm almost 40 lmao
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>>38759032
solt hru
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>>38759088
40 years to work on your looks and this is where you ended up
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>>38759103
>>38759032
AHEM
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>>38759107
Kill yourself faggot
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>>38759103
1 year HRT :<

whatever bro
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>>38759163
Could've kept repressing instead of ruining optics for innocent people
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>>38759189
post proof you're not a hon
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>>38759210
Could've started caring about looks before you traumatized the thread with your unshaved moid jumpscare
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>>38759189
Okay here's your last (You)... I present masc in the vast majority of public situations. I hope you're kinder to yourself~ <3
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Glad to see this place finally died
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wait a second
that zone wasnt very nice at all
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>>38759118
thats not very nice of u fren
Im gonna spank u for being naughty

>>38759258
you sound angry and hostile fren, is giving testosterone desue
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>>38759466
You're giving mental retardation
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>>38759352
have no one to be silly with now
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>>38759352
not yet
still clinging to life bc of ghosts
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>>38759475
I am metal retart fren but you're not ebing very nice
I may very well have to scrape your dickskin off with my teeth if you dont wise up an stard being nice young mister >>:(((((((
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>>38759487
Make friends with people who aren’t lunatics attached to mtfg
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>>38759546
I hope you kill yourself
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frens?
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>>38759555
god wont let me die fren he has tasked me with mking the world a nicer plaec one naughty person at a time, my sins will be immesurable but I will make evryone hapy :D
but first we sufer :(((
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>>38759549
cant even make friends in mtfg homie
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>>38759577
Kill your family
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>>38759586
I have no famliy fren they died in aa fire :D
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>>38759614
Kill your family
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i just want connection but but everyone on the 5g and im on the the lan know im saying g?
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>>38759621
my fren Im sory but they kentucky fucking dead son they gone idk whaat u wan from me :((((
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>>38759644
Kill yourself
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>>38759640
nah this valid fr
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>>38759647
not yet fren I must make naugtys like u regret being mean fren I am very buusy rigt now i will evetully but I have work to do now
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>>38759666
Kill yourself
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>>38759673
im sory fren I have told u already I canot I am simply to busy right now I asure u I plan to just as soon as my promise is kept but right now i m very busy I hope u understan fren i will see u soon :3
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>>38759711
You need to kill yourself
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>>38759726
I need some avocado n cream cheese dip fo these doritos senpai u feel me :100 :fire :fire :100 :ok
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>>38759746
I feel like you cut your limbs off
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Any sort of attention feels good at some point compared to none, I understand sui bait now.
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>>38759757
I got most of em left
ones that matter :smirk
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>>38759837
You need to stab yourself in the neck
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>>38759851
but then how would I eat tasty fajitas?
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>>38759879
Kill yourself
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Please give me attention im gay
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>>38759909
hey found something to keep me occupied so heres your last (you)
I'll miss u fren ;~;
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>>38759948
me too what's your favourite kind of dick
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>>38760014
Curved with foreskin still gripping to the head but its color peeking out
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>>38759032
like this?
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>>38760140
me on the right
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>>38759996
hi fren
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>>38760140
omg yey
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whats up frens
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watching the live action cowboy bebop show. it's bad.

hbu
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>>38761256
just woke up and watching t1 vs genG
its p good
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>>38761287
what's that? I'm about to go to bed I think
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>>38761338
korean league of legends league



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