It's the end, you know it and I know it so..Qott: why are you still here?
>>38720792 (OP)Because I'm in leftist city in Europe, and it's actually getting better each year
>>38720792 (OP)entirely off topic from the depression posting, but holy shit that pic made me laugh
>>38720812What will you do when the new right wing government takes over soon?
how are my favorite trannies in the whole wide world doing tonight?
my cis gf just jumped on top of me and held my wrists down and said “no orange cheese puff man is gonna take my kitten away from me :)” and then she licked my face loli’m just trying to find comfort in the fact that my girlfriend would fight tooth and nail for me if it came to it. i am scared but i feel loved and protected and that’s what’s been keeping me going.
>>38721107ropefuel for lonely latehons like me :(
>>38720823The "right wing" already did in Finland, and they don't give a flying fuck about trannies. The right wing in nordic context is about fucking up anyone who isn't a top 5% earner and importing pajeets and SEAniggers so they can have a proper slave class. So yeah I'm having issues as is every middle class finn, but it has nothing to do with me being a tranny.
>>38721498idk they still might come for us if they ever happen to need a new villain that's not the jobless or immigrants. but they seem to be fine with just destroying all of our welfare state type structures for the time being.
theres an intervello about feet...
>>38720792 (OP)>Qott: why are you still here?this is where i belong
>>38720792 (OP)>Qottjust to suffer....
everytime i fucking shoot my E i end up leaving a huge puddle of it on my leg. going to shoot for the third time this morning to make sure i get a full dose... i am so retarded
>>38722239so retarded that i actually slipped and pierced my finger all the way through with a needle uwu while dealing with nausea from a hangover.... back to pukingdont think i can handle living anymore
>>38722239out of interest what are you using?
>>38723156https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPRh537QyVo [Embed]
i always look for the benzo bag when she posts a vid. it's like where's waldo
>>38723247can you peer into the bloodstream?
I finally understand the appeal of sounding/urethra insertion. I've been watching a bunch of sounding porn and it's so hot, especially when it's partnered content and they're using the same sounding rod at the same time
>>38723282n**i post
>>38720792 (OP)> why are you still here?My business covers my bills and I keep convincing myself that today’s the day I get back into a flurry of work on it despite rotting for the past three months
>>38720792 (OP)Did transition improve your life?
>>38720792 (OP)i added a cute girl.. i told myself I wouldn't be that clingy this time but im failing really hardhow do i cure clinginess, girliest. probably BPDemon roon
>>38720792 (OP)i've been cuming blood for about two months now and its getting worse, every time i masturbate to check if anything changed it looks bloodier
>>38725361this happened to me for a while, what comes out when you do it?
>>38725361babe im no scientist but that sounds bad
>>38725603are you the new maiq?
>>38725603its a larp dude they've been here for months>>38725361I told you to go to a hospital month ago, pls get an infection already
>>38725626no im a man
>>38725634its not larp, i'm khornate, i just never trip outside of wanting to be annoying
I for one am glad I was born male. I've always disliked it throughout my life because I have never really related much to boys growing up and really related to girls. And there was always this barrier with boy girl friendships I felt like where it felt like we couldn't truly be friends because they felt like I wouldn't like certain girly things or they were more reserved and witheld things for whatever reason maybe because they didnt trust boys. At some point I felt suicidal that was born male and wish I never was born at all. But after getting over my tranny feelings and finally meeting great friends who I really connect with who are more open to men I feel like I can finally be myself. And if I was born a girl I likely couldn't ever have the deep romantic relationships that men can have with women. And unlike most men I actually love and really relate to women so I just naturally make friends with them. So I can have some of the deepest relationships that's possible between two people. And I'm thankful for that.
>>38725854oh senpai u should get that checked outI told someone who said the exact same thing months ago to go to a hospital abt it, ssorry thought u were them
You know what'd be hot? An alpha cis male who's an expert at making trans girls and asserts his dominance over countless trans girls by performing orchiectomies on them and preserving their balls in jars as a sort of hunting trophy.
>>38725972fucking senpai kill me fml
>>38725982wait until you see what word gets replaced with desu
>>38725995oh I know its like my thing desuI just forgor abt fampaisrsly tho go to a hospital abt that it doesnt sound healthy, unless hospitals are basically a lifetime of debt then idk bribe a vet or something
>>38725972I'm the og pissing blood anon! nobody can compete!
>>38725980powers probably does stuff like that
>>38725980only hot conceptually desu
my self esteem is in the gutter but I could not imagine wanting to be in a harem or any kind of relationship with a hierarchy
>>38720792 (OP)Strayan here, things are getting better here, and quickly.
>>38726341start your own, follow our queen footsteps
>>38726711no
>>38727030mogs me hardcore
genuinely at the end of my fucking rope tonight. I asked a passoid for advice and she recommended i get on HRT when i already have been for fucking over a year. what if i actually do it this time? it would be so fucking easy and the besy part is my rotting corpse will do some property damage to my shit landlord>>38726711she is so much prettier than I will ever be
>>38727925one year isn't a lot of time, and some of us are just unlucky no matter how early you get int. unlucky one
oh god it's so hard to lose weight im 5'3 and im on seroquel i need to eat like 1200 calories a day and i get so hungry my lungs are fucked from smoking weed and tobacco every day since i was 14 and i have no aerobic capacity i can only jog like 300 feet before i feel like i'm going to pass out wtf do i do im like 170 pounds kill me
>>38728366glp-1it will kill your appetite and eliminate food noise.
>>38728366higher volume lower caloric density food anon, potatoes and rice are your best friends, get away from meat, sugar and any fats you may add when cooking because of the high caloric density cook with everything else and you won't even notice how you dropped 900cal off your diet without going hungry, ends up 500g of shit with 1/10th the caloric density is much more fulfilling when you can eat as much as you want
>>38728552what if i eat rice and sauted veggies with like a sauce or smth on top . idk if i can really live off rice and potatoes. ill try i guess.>>38728541too expensive. i guess there's some sites that compound semaglutide for like 200$ a month. that's still pricy. is there like a lena for semaglutide
My hair curls a lotDespite not getting a cut in nearly 10 years now, it still barely crosses my shoulders It's close to my ass when it's wet though
>>3872264022g needle to inject and 18g needle to draw. i think when im pushing down on the plunger its coming out of my skin a bitwas sick all day potentially because of piercing my finger while having a hangover lol. immune system overloarded. feel better now thankfully
>>38726314>This sexual fantasy is hot but only as a sexual fantasy.Really? You think?Teasing aside, it would be hot to live in an all AMAB world where the weakest 50-80% of males were forced to transition by their superiors. Would love to live in a world where the norm was cis husband + trans wife, or cis husband + trans wives (or wealthy cis man + trans harem)
>ban on 18y/o trans care went throughoh, a foot in the door towards a ban to all adult trans care, how neat
how do I have sex without feeling so terrible the whole time. it's made me avoid it and I fear it's affecting relationship.
The time is now! I finally have my dream of a lazy life!
>>38728673anon i don't mean ONLY rice and potatoes, but at sub 80cal per 100g of potatoes, and sub 150 for rice they should be the core of your dietRice cultures are based anon, join us
>>38729902radiochan is a moron
>>38729431maybe too thick idk? i use 25g for both and a little does come out but i think most goes in. How often do you dose? guides say EV should be every 5 days but im feeling like i should do 4 or 3 maybe also this is completely unrel
>>38729620this is hot but still kys this is degen and life ruining
bro like
I should be allowed to look like this
>>38731020do you hate yourself? why do you keep reposting that
she spoke to me today is a good day
>>38720792 (OP)fuck going into the night without a fight, that’s why. It’d only take a handful of people to do real damage
>>38730903radio did all of this?
>>38731331transbian obsessed with some other girlie amazing
I cut my fingey while cooking ;----; bbfgfdgbgfb
>185cm tall>19yo>47 foot sizeat this point it's just easier to kms, isn't it?
>>38732553you have other options that aren't death or perfect transition
>>38732570Probably so but I don't wanna end up as a hon
>>38732751you can be nb or a fem cis man too, or manmode on hrt
sheen wake up breakfast is ready
>>38720792 (OP)Waiting for the mod turnover. Then we'll be back.
>>38732774>nbit is a meme though. nobody takes nb people seriously except trannies>fem cis manIt's impossible when you are old >manmode on hrtthe only meaningful option besides repping desu
>>38732774>nbMeme>fem cis manDon't want to look like a faggot>manmode on hrtCan't wear women's clothes
>>38720792 (OP)hey goona where those percs i need my percs
>>38727030the moggening>>38721628cringe
>>38733185Supply is low rn
>>38733185>did opis 7 years ago>quit 6 years agoHonestly I loved it and it was one of the best times of my life but I decided to quit while I was ahead. Still get thoughts of going back though.
>>38733230nah dont.. waste of moniesget some clicker games on steam or something
>>38733270https://neal.fun/stimulation-clicker/This one is free
>>38733143>Don't want to look like a faggotand you'd rather look like a straight up dude? lmao bail
why are my bones so frail? :(
Do you think trooning out worth it if Im never gonna pass?
i've gotten 10 sessions of laser and i still have a bunch of hair on my chin, do i just start getting electrolysis i swear this shit wont go away.. im pale as fuck with dark hair so it really sucks
>>38734583the four candy bar dinners
i hope we're all having a good spring festival
>>38735316you too naz
>>38734790have you asked the laser provider about it?
Since my thread went nowhere and I'm currently in the middle of a manic need to devour information to grapple my fears.Between Rossi and Di Maggio who do you choose for FFS? Or is the answer neither. I have 30k USD, so i can't go to the fancy California doctors.
>>38735838facialmeme
>>38735376it's going alright so fartired and scared, but that's every day
>>38735981It's worth messaging them i guess I just don't know if 30k will cut it for EU
Im like the hedgehogs dilemma but not the normal oneconceptually bouba but in practicality, im kiki
>>38735665kinda, she always asks me if i'm seeing reduction and during my last one i told her that i'm not really seeing any anymore and she said something about growth cycles and how sometimes that'll happen. i'll probably get one more session and ask about it before switching to electrolysis i think
>>38735838We have a good FFS surgeon in Australia, Dr Alan Breidahl, who fits in that price range. Also there's a couple good ones in Mexico, like Malagon. Facialteam have raised their prices close to what the Cali docs charge now (not that they can justify it imo).
>>38736390I'll look into this Dr Alan, thanks.Do you know anyone personally who had work with him done? I'm looking for type 3 hence why I started with Di Maggio since he's quite well known for it.
>>38736430My partner :) very good and natural outcome. His training is in cleft palate reconstruction, so jaws & noses are what he does best, and he tends to prefer subtler results.
https://voca.ro/15OStOa1YTNY
>>38736341good luck nonny
>>38736451Everyone has always told me that I look a lot like my mother and I do want to preserve that. I'm more just looking to eliminate signs of puberty than a full facial reconstruction so subtler does have value.
>>38736481thank you :) do you (or does anyone else) know if i should get electrolysis between laser sessions (if i continue getting laser)? this shit is really killing me honestly lol...
>gf went to bed n I can sneak onto 4chan without her noticinghi guys
>>38737055LMAO
>>38737530?
Just because I felt ok on hrt and feel suicidal again off it doesn't mean it was right for me. Hrt gave me a life purpose, like the issues in my life were because of being male. But now that I realize that I like being male and I literally have nothinf, my life is just really sad in general so it makes sense why I would be depressed. I want to end living but when I tried before I just couldn't do it. I'm forced to try and make my life happier even if I dont believe I ever will, because the alternative is so completely miserable. I just need to find love, and once I find love nothing in this world will matter and I can truly be happy.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!Why did I have to be trans??!! Why do I have to be lumped in with trannies??? Why did I have to be a trans lesbian?! I'm not one of these retarded dudes who think they're a woman I am one! I can't relate to ANY other trans people beyond the hatred of being male, least of all trans lesbians! Why did I have to be born this way? Why couldn't I be cis???!!! Male or female I don't care anymore! I know I'm a girl but FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I associate with the lesbian label far more than the trans label by miles, yet people will ONLY EVER SEE ME AS A FUCKING TRANS WOMAN!! It's not the first thing about me, I'm so many things before a trans person and yet to others its going to be my DEFINING FUCKING FEATURE!! And thanks to morons and propaganda from the right and terfs, the people that others will think are "like me" are going to be AGPs. I get NO sexual gratification from being a woman beyond just feeling pretty and in my own body, which makes feeling attracted to women sexually a whole lot easier. But NOOOO I'm a fetish-y freak! And voicing this opinion is so taboo, I have to resort to this fucking place I hate and try to avoid just to get it off my chest or I get chastised for "internalized transphobia" and "being reductive". And NOWWW, I have to face this fucking administration knowing that I'm going to be targeted and will lose so much opportunity because of something I'M NOT!! WHY THE FUCK DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME??!!!!I'm so afraid of being caught now, so afraid of being seen as a trans woman that I destroyed all of my HRT. Dropped it all in a bottle and filled it with water, let all of my pills dissolve and dumped it behind my house so that I wouldn't take any more of it and develop femininely further. I'm miserable like this but at least I don't get seen as such as weirdo... At least I don't stick out anymore...
I was suicidal and took hrt then found love and everything worked out OK.
>>38737817you could be the person with big tits instead
Tits
>>38737838what on earth would that solve? I'm so incredibly neutral about my boobs beyond the shame i feel for having them
>>38737817Lol, you're not special for feeling ghos way. Literally every tranny believes they're trutrans, I feel similarly (I am a woman in a sea of trannies) but I'm sticking to HRT because I'm a real woman and testosterone does not belong in my bodyGonna be tough to convince people you're a woman when those T levels kick up bitch!
I'd rather suffer and die young being myself then live another 50 or 60 years as a man. I mean I'm worries for the future too but I worked so hard to finally get on hrt I can't quit now
Boobs
big shameful breasts, must be punished. so shameful
big beautiful breasts, must be loved. so gorgeous
>>38737871I'm not trying to convince people I'm a woman anymore.
>>38720792 (OP)Trannybros and trannysisters... I'm sorry. Don't blame me, I voted for that hot black chick.
>>38737895Then gtfo of the thread, moidCaptcha: agpmo
maybe if they were bigger you wouldn't feel ashamed?
Massive breast
>>38737914Woman inside, man outside. Would love to be woman outside, but society fucking sucks. Man outside is suit of armor that shields the woman on the inside.Or at least, that's a way to rationalize it. I know I'm not a man, I just need everyone to believe I am.
Why if I feel so suicidal can I not just end it. I dont want to live. I want to die. But I just cant make it happen. I cant bring myself to do it
No chest
>>38737973Sounds a lil cowardly desu
>>38737984I am a scared little girl who cries herself to sleep. I am a coward through and through.
>>38737993Scheisse just like me forreal
>>38737993Never too late. These days we need soldiers more than ever.
>>38737993Honestly I've always thought of myself as a massive coward, I'll run from fights I cower when ppl get too loud....but even I couldn't just roll over and let life fuck me like this. I realize how insane this sounds coming from one trans person to another (ex)tranny but find your fucking balls holy shit
this is the breast case scenario
>>38738013i thought you used to fight all the time
>>38720792 (OP)38C
>>38738230When I was a man I did, ever since transitioning I have been trying to avoid fights because I am not strong anymore
>>38720792 (OP)34H
>>38721498Tampere or helsinki?
>>38737992I never ruled anything. I wasn't a king. I never had an empire.
>>38738320never had a lover, never had soul. never had a good time. never got gold
should i do some weed b4 sleep or no>>38738271doubtful
whatever happened to maiqi miss him
>>38738445you should detrans vro
>>38738515why
prob stupid question. i have a vial of estrogen but no syringes, could i just rub the oil into my skin?
>>38738630that would be a waste
>>38738646drink it then? im really scared im going to masculinize if i don't take it
>>38738458this guy?
>>38738690just hold onto it, it's useless unless you use it as intendedjust get some syringes in the morning
>>38738611because you asked a few days ago
I keep thinking about being a girl. Am I trans?
>>38738770if i should detrans? i didn't ask that
>>38738787does it happen while you're wanking?
>>38738794Yes. Sometimes I am jacking off to a girl and then at the last minute my brain wishes I was her instead of fucking her.
>>38738851lol
I wish I was a strong independent black woman
the old switchagoon
>>38738851hmm, i remember feeling this constant, suffocating, all-consuming jealousy towards girls i wanted to be to the point where if i couldn't be them i wanted to die. not saying this to discourage or invalidate your experience, if you want to transition go for it, but if it's something that's going to ruin your life make sure you don't have any other choice.
>>38739285like I know this sounds like a bit but I'm serious
If I move out my mom might take herself out, she was gonna do it when my sister moved out if I didn't call the cops and have her detained for a few daysI can't start HRT unless I move out though, which makes me want to take myself out
just got this book. very good read. i got my internship position too. my resume is going to look amazing
https://strawpoll.com/XmZRQGLPwgdPoll for the fine folks of /mtfg/
>>38739402physically recoiled from the book.sorry just seems like it would have a bunch of maps and words from the left in this chart.
>>38739852what does it say about me if im obsessed with basically 80% of this list?from chanelle to howitzers
>>38740052tism
>>38740058kekaccurate
>>38739402you need a gently fucking bae
>>38739852Why are men obsessed with japan and women obsessed with italy?
>>38739852>words better known by women>its 70% about clothesat least i'm passing there, what the fuck is neodymium and aileron thoalso male side with fucking SHEMALE
>>38740657anime, clothescaptcha dad4dp
can it just be a fetish i watched a lot of sissy hypno, forced fem shit when i was younger so did i groom myself?
>>38740685Sometimes i wonder about this too. My mom sexually abused me as a kid and it made me feel really bad so i decided to try to be gay when i was like 12 by refusing to engage with any sexual thoughts about fenales and only with males. By the time i was an adult i was totally uninterested in pussy and wonder if i groomed myself with what i did.
>>38740657its mostly french words in the women category, not italian words
>>38740700my mom traumatized me too i was scared of her, and the first vag i saw was blue waffle as a little boy which was disturbing
>>38740733based
I will join a polycule if it means America falls to the Red Guards
>>38738630you can buy packs of syringes on Amazon and many pharmacies will give a few to you if you ask>>38740894just gain after don't think about it too much be safe
feeling bad and anxious
realistically, how can i help my gf with her dysphoria?unfortunately long distance so i cant do much more than use words>>38740709 →she could have made this thread to give you an ideaif it matters she hasnt started hrt yet>>38740894i dunno but good luck anon
>>38741153not really anything you can do>>38741149same
>>38721498why would they bother making anything worse here? the tranny gatekeeping here is worse than anywhere in the US and we get less care than if like half the trans stuff gets removed from the US insurances lol.
My boobs have grown a lot recently since I finally started injections and I keep whacking them on doorways and stuff ouchie
>>38742258>>38742268go away nomi
>>38740673aileron is what planes got on their wings i think. air crash investigations is basically true crime adjacent imo lol.i've heard like 90% of both columns but i don't think i could give an accurate description of almost any of them without hearing them in context. some technology or machine thing for guy things and some tailoring or clothing thing for women.>>38741149it really do be like that.
>>38742277Who's nomi
>>38742309blessed ignorancedo not seek the answer to your question
>>38742321It's just a fat ass schizoid nigger it ain't that deep
do u girls think canada will let me claim asylum if i stage a hate crime against myself and then file a police report (inevitably won’t go anywhere)
I miss the thunderdome days.
>>38743412no
>>38743412the police already have enough fake hate crimes to deal with
>>38743660ye that’s why they won’t take mine seriously and then i go to canada and claim asylum considering ill also be a somewhat public local figure soon
im finna do a whole cambrian explosion on this hoe
I wish I could approach ftms but it feels like, like I wouldn't approach a cis guy let him make the first move, but I feel like trying to expect an ftm to do that I'll just wind up sitting around forever
IM EVOLVIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGG
bro
>>38743899the clam girls as it were
>>38743690why's that>>38743899not as cool as munna>>38743923vagina dood
>>38743554thunderdome is such a freaking bad movie compared to mad max 2 and even 1 lol. the first 20 minutes are great and it just gets worse and worse and farts on your face and then its over. they completely assassinate max's character as well. he doesnt kill a giant brute trying to execute him because hes retarded? why would max care. they tried to make it like the goonies which sucks and the special effects and stunts are WAY less cool than 2 to the point its depressing if you watch them back to back. unironically furiosa is better than 3
>>38744040Never watched em. I was refering to the Thunderdome VC channel on Navys mtfg discord where people would be moved into when drama was popping off. I rememeber like 20 people screaming into their mics at pring.Deranged times
>>38744172you've seen road warrior at least, right? if not you have to watch it today because its the best movie of all tiem
>>38744189I'll keep it in mind. I already watch a movie today (the popes exorcist)
>>38744189>road warrior>best movie of all tiembased
>>38737817>I'm so afraid of being caught now, so afraid of being seen as a trans woman that I destroyed all of my HRT. Congrats, that's what they wanted you to do. Hopefully your dysphoria is manageable enough.
>>38743891waiting for cis guys to approach seems to be a forever wait too or maybe i'm just too ugly idk.
just gave myself my first injection :D5 mg I think? 20mg/mL ... .4 mL = 5mg?is 5 mg estradiol once a week a hon dose? I just switched from pills to injection and I used to be on 4 mg 2x per day (??). Dr started low because idklol... wait ... hrrnngghhh?
>>38745306I'm a retard and I can't do math.I just gave myself a double dose? 20mg/mL... 4mL... is 8mg.derp
My stylist asked me if she could take a pic of me wearing the outfit she picked out for me to post online as an example of her work. Did I make it, sisters?
>>38745306>>38745651a great go-to to remember the math here is to always divide the amount you have by the amount you want, ie, divide the mass in milligrams by the volume in milliliters. so if you want a dose of 5mg and your vial is 20mg per ml, 5/20 = 0.25ml. likewise, if you wanted to do a dose of 8mg, 8/20 = 0.4, or, 0.40 - exactly at the '40' mark on a one milliliter syringe. so you gave yourself 8mg ! if you're injecting estrodiol valerate, that will probably last you 6 - 8 days. the half life is pretty short though, around 5 days - i've found that some people hold it in longer than others, so, you know. it's no big deal. pic unrel
5mg/7days on valerate isn't a crazy bad dose but a lot of people will say it is because ymmv. if you feel emotionally like dogwater at the end of your cycle, consider going to 6mg a week instead. can vouch for the 5-6mg dose personally. some people recommend 6/mg every 5 days because that's the half-life of valerate, but that shit is nutso to me cause you'll be sitting at a fairly high trough at the end of your cycle but i guess that's normal i don't know i like ending the week at a good 250 - 350 range rather than 400 - 600 that's too high and feels like it will overload your receptors but that's probably psuedoscience i'm no doctor lol
>>38746597oh... that's waaaaay easier than what I was trying to do. and yeah, that's what I'm taking. I'll get my levels checked start of March... Only been on this 7 days so far (injected today and last Thursday) and I did feel a bit garbage this week, but I think that's because on Monday I got friendzoned on what I thought was a second date and then drank & smoked too much. I'm pretty sure my liver is not good. I drank 3 tall can beer and one glass of red wine and I was out of action the next day. I blame the spiro idk.... Does anyone here have recs for FFS? I don't visit here or post much because I find some of the negativity a bit too much for me to handle. :3
the pharmacist gave me my injection last Thursday.
>>38745273You need to find a guy that likes you already, and then be somewhat aggressive in making him know you want him. Cis guys coming from the straight world don't know how this works, and they're unsure how to approach a trans girl but if you show them some affection and tenderness, they'll fall for you.
>>38746792god i wish this were true lol
you and your bf are at the hospital because you are getting srs. "i'm so nervous." you say. "don't be. you're gonna pull through this. i know that for a fact." you kiss him and go into the operation. you come out successfully and run out to tell your bf but he's not there. you find a little teddy bear with a card shaped like a card. "hey babe. sorry I couldn't be there for you after your operation. but, i will always be in your groin. forever. " you ask one of the nurses "where's the boy i was with before my operation?" the nurse replies, "didn't they tell you who the donor was?"
will artists ever get bored of drawing us exclusively in the most fetishistically clocky ways? its just a tucute version of YWNBAW
>>38748034unlimited curses upon the "artist"
>>38748034i think it's good of them to do desu, i like accurate representation
once again being threatened to be thrown outlife is grand :/
>>38748077>thrown outfrom whereif its your parents place, how old are you?
>>38748077what happened this time :(
Are you a clock twinkhon or a passoid?
>>3874809624living with my two cousins not my parentsalthough if i stayed and didn't move out at 18 like i did I'd probably not be so financially destitute that I'd need to couch surf
>>38748137why are they threatening to kick you out?
>>38748100my cousin is tired of me not being able to replace him as this kids parent i guessidk he's mad at the kid and taking it out on me like he doeslike he's mad he has to parent
>>38748070accurate for some reddit tucute that just started transitioning maybe im just tired of "representation" being the most clocky shit 9/10 with those types as if thats all there is to women who are trans
>>38740673i think some magnets are made out of neodymium idk
>>38748201its the body/face hair that really annoys me desulike i understand drawing a trans woman with a more masculine frame as long as its not a caricature like this but the angry shaving posture and arm hair just icks me
>>38748201it's better than when an artist draws a woman and arbitrarily call it a transwoman
>>38748201>>38748241>>38748300i really liked the tranny in the last season of harley quinn. she looked female, had an angular face/body, slight tranny voice, and was treated as a woman by the cast. first time ive really seen myself in a character.>b-but im a youngshit and i pass perfectlyok you can identify with cis characters or like infertile women>b-but im an oldshit and i discovered i was trans while watching sissy hypnoplenty of oldshit representationfinally, a high-effort midshit tranny character whose entire point in the show isnt being a tranny
Everyone stops talking to me
>>38748496is this a complaint or an instructionif the former me 2 :'((if latter sorry)
i really need better ways to deal with constant panic attacks
>>38748709It’s a complaint
>>38748201>bouhouhou>bouhou>bou fucking hou
Why is mtfg dying? I barely post here anymore because it's so dead.
>>38749197after so many years the spell is wearing thin i guessidk my life steadily falling apart again is what keeps me away
mtfg is dead but if anyone could give me their opinion that would be coollooking at FFS in august or early next year; do i opt for the chin reduction/mandible contouring or am i better off leaving it as is? i'm leaning towards yes but i'm waiting to hear back on an updated quote cause my insurance prob wont cover it alleyes blacked out cause im already getting a forehead reduction
>>38749384did it get worse recently?
>>38749584always and forever
>>3874919780% of the users here got permabanned
So, I am only really friends with afab lesbians and a couple of guys. I don’t know any other trans women irl.How do I stop feeling like an outsider when I know my experiences just don’t line up with anyone I actually know?It feels so isolating.I want to make friends with more trans women but I’ve almost never gotten along with any I meet.
>>38746792no one likes me tho or if they do they live on another continent and don't really know me other than through discord or whatever.
>>38749737ime other trans people have completely different experiences too and sometimes cis ppls experiences end up being more similar. like a socially ostracized cis person with body img problems probably understands better than a trans person who never really had any obstacles in life related to their looks.
there's no point of transition at 23
>>38749682ig it can only get worse until it gets better...uh oh....
>>38727030for real i am IMPRESSED by her strength, yall b making fun of her when she haz moar courage than u ever did in ur pathetic youngshirt trooner life
>>38749917is there ever?
is it possible that being a virgin who have never dated anybody isnt my fault and im just unlucky or in the wrong place?i feel so sad lately and im so afraid to die such a virgin loser
>>38750265same but it's not that bad really. imagine ppl who only have had one or two quick dalliances and gotten herpes or hiv from being impatient, and going with the wrong partner.
>>38749814Are you still in E Europe? You were always so nice and sweet to talk to, genuinely a caring person and you don't know how valuable that really is. It's more valuable than being the prettiest or the best looking. I think you would be able to find love in a better environment again.
I should buy some cute ass loafers
>>38750361thank u for the kind words i'm still in europe yeah. living with my parents again because i'm broke and can't find work so yeh maybe if i manage to get out of here some day somehow things will get better but it's not looking too hot rn.
>>38750407Sorry to hear that. Are there any dating apps available for you? I know some of the lgbt apps are available in parts of e europe like Poland for example, but not in others. You'd make a good partner imo. And I thought you were very attractive when I saw your unsee that time. Your hair looked lovely, but I've always had a thing for your color
My voice is too bro-y, if I did voice training I'd probably just end up sounding like a butch les or that stereotypical mtf nasal voice
https://youtu.be/EdO6IgFpwtE?si=0F--M6pXWJDdxNg4 [Embed]The comments on this yotube video are depeessing. People are so blindlt hateful
>>38748034unlimited genocide upon the first world
Why is this happening
>>38749522you look cute i love the hair
>>38751081bridget is a BOY
I feel threatened by the existence of trannies.
>>38749710Is that true? Why?
gg mods for killing mtfg
So I've got a dilemma here:I reckon I've got severe adhd and struggle with functioning day to day (another part of this is depression and being a transfem, around 8 months on hrt)Wondering if was to get medicated what people would recommend? Stopped smoking weed as of 3 months ago, live in UK
if andro queers went for having equal and moderate levels of t/e instead of eliminating bother would they end up looking like a hon or would it androgynize
can't wait to see what the telehealth initial consult to the gatekeeping department is going to be like. only will have been like 9 months since they cut me off from prescription hrt by simply refusing to see me after i moved to this god forsaken shithole country.>>38752764look up what extra T does to cis women.
sometimes i look at the person im seeingand i think to myself>i could emotionally destroy this person with the right combination of words in the right tone at the right time, and just absolutely burn the bridge i have with them completely, and maybe probably give them trust issues after the factand likei dont have any real reason to do it and i dont think i ever willbut the ability to do it is there and it bothers mei think about it a lot and it scares me
need gf
>>38753908i can be gf if you can be gf
>>38753979i am not gf
>>38753428intrusive thoughts are pretty normal afaik. i always think about jumping onto train tracks as the train is coming or out of moving cars but as long as i'm not acting upon them it's fine i think.>>38753908need a bf at least for one night to fix brain ty.
>>38749522heeeelp>>38751102thanks it looks like shit here :/
tig notaros so cool and funywish i could be like her
first time posting hi im starting hormones this year :Dnext week im getting my hair done and bangs cut so excited and nervous ha ha ha
>>38755562jade?
>>38755593thats a pretty name but its not mine
>>38755633oh sorry, your fit just reminded me of them. do you normally dress like that? like, around other people?
>>38755703implying i touch grass? lolyes this is how i dress when i go outi dont have to leave the house daily though - which is nice for my skin. laser's not on insurance yet...
>>38752666Vyvanse
>>38720792 (OP)>why are you still here?i dont know anon. i really dont know.it's been 5 years since i transitioned, im developing psychosis from the stress of stealthing and the drugs i need to take just to get through my days. maybe something will take me soon. maybe ill finally have relief from this life.
Why doesn't Monster make decaf drinksI'd kill to be able to drink Zero Ultra all day without the caffeine
>>38757478i think the caffeine is the point
>>38757500Cruel world
When I post my ass people talk to meWhen I post my heart people ignore me
>>38758263Post ass
>>38758269Whatever
>>38755562rlly want those bangs i hate this forehead :q
I can't really tell if I looked better more fem (on hrt) or masc. Doesn't really matter though. Im never going back on hrt ever again
Honestly now that I'm detrooned I probably would trip here if people actually posted here but unfortunately janny issue.
>>38758348I like your hair.bangs are overrated imo.
>>38758506>I like your hair.nah!!
>>38758263hearts r scary to look athave you ever seen a heart
>>38758296:( you never showed me your heart or your ass
i miss having a boyfriendor a friendor anyone
WE ARE NOW ENTERING THE NICE ZONEPLEASE BE NICE TO EACHOTHERₚₗₛ
>>38759032it's ok I know I'm ugly lol.
>>38759044Understatement
>>38759044I didn't mean it like thatsorry
>>38759059I'm almost 40 lmao
>>38759032solt hru
>>3875908840 years to work on your looks and this is where you ended up
>>38759103>>38759032AHEM
>>38759107Kill yourself faggot
>>387591031 year HRT :< whatever bro
>>38759163Could've kept repressing instead of ruining optics for innocent people
>>38759189post proof you're not a hon
>>38759210Could've started caring about looks before you traumatized the thread with your unshaved moid jumpscare
>>38759189Okay here's your last (You)... I present masc in the vast majority of public situations. I hope you're kinder to yourself~ <3
Glad to see this place finally died
wait a secondthat zone wasnt very nice at all
>>38759118thats not very nice of u frenIm gonna spank u for being naughty>>38759258you sound angry and hostile fren, is giving testosterone desue
>>38759466You're giving mental retardation
>>38759352have no one to be silly with now
>>38759352not yetstill clinging to life bc of ghosts
>>38759475I am metal retart fren but you're not ebing very niceI may very well have to scrape your dickskin off with my teeth if you dont wise up an stard being nice young mister >>:(((((((
>>38759487Make friends with people who aren’t lunatics attached to mtfg
>>38759546I hope you kill yourself
frens?
>>38759555god wont let me die fren he has tasked me with mking the world a nicer plaec one naughty person at a time, my sins will be immesurable but I will make evryone hapy :Dbut first we sufer :(((
>>38759549cant even make friends in mtfg homie
>>38759577Kill your family
>>38759586I have no famliy fren they died in aa fire :D
>>38759614Kill your family
i just want connection but but everyone on the 5g and im on the the lan know im saying g?
>>38759621my fren Im sory but they kentucky fucking dead son they gone idk whaat u wan from me :((((
>>38759644Kill yourself
>>38759640nah this valid fr
>>38759647not yet fren I must make naugtys like u regret being mean fren I am very buusy rigt now i will evetully but I have work to do now
>>38759666Kill yourself
>>38759673im sory fren I have told u already I canot I am simply to busy right now I asure u I plan to just as soon as my promise is kept but right now i m very busy I hope u understan fren i will see u soon :3
>>38759711You need to kill yourself
>>38759726I need some avocado n cream cheese dip fo these doritos senpai u feel me :100 :fire :fire :100 :ok
>>38759746I feel like you cut your limbs off
Any sort of attention feels good at some point compared to none, I understand sui bait now.
>>38759757I got most of em leftones that matter :smirk
>>38759837You need to stab yourself in the neck
>>38759851but then how would I eat tasty fajitas?
>>38759879Kill yourself
Please give me attention im gay
>>38759909hey found something to keep me occupied so heres your last (you)I'll miss u fren ;~;
>>38759948me too what's your favourite kind of dick
>>38760014Curved with foreskin still gripping to the head but its color peeking out
>>38759032like this?
>>38760140me on the right
>>38759996hi fren
>>38760140omg yey
whats up frens
watching the live action cowboy bebop show. it's bad. hbu
>>38761256just woke up and watching t1 vs genGits p good
>>38761287what's that? I'm about to go to bed I think
>>38761338korean league of legends league