>>38720792
Because I'm in leftist city in Europe, and it's actually getting better each year

>>38720792
entirely off topic from the depression posting, but holy shit that pic made me laugh

>>38720812
What will you do when the new right wing government takes over soon?

how are my favorite trannies in the whole wide world doing tonight?

my cis gf just jumped on top of me and held my wrists down and said “no orange cheese puff man is gonna take my kitten away from me :)” and then she licked my face lol

i’m just trying to find comfort in the fact that my girlfriend would fight tooth and nail for me if it came to it. i am scared but i feel loved and protected and that’s what’s been keeping me going.

>>38721107
ropefuel for lonely latehons like me :(

>>38720823
The "right wing" already did in Finland, and they don't give a flying fuck about trannies. The right wing in nordic context is about fucking up anyone who isn't a top 5% earner and importing pajeets and SEAniggers so they can have a proper slave class. So yeah I'm having issues as is every middle class finn, but it has nothing to do with me being a tranny.

>>38721498
idk they still might come for us if they ever happen to need a new villain that's not the jobless or immigrants. but they seem to be fine with just destroying all of our welfare state type structures for the time being.

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>>38720792
>Qott: why are you still here?
this is where i belong

>>38720792
>Qott
just to suffer....

everytime i fucking shoot my E i end up leaving a huge puddle of it on my leg. going to shoot for the third time this morning to make sure i get a full dose... i am so retarded

>>38722239
so retarded that i actually slipped and pierced my finger all the way through with a needle uwu

while dealing with nausea from a hangover.... back to puking

dont think i can handle living anymore

>>38722239
out of interest what are you using?

>>38723156
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPRh537QyVo

i always look for the benzo bag when she posts a vid. it's like where's waldo

>>38723247
can you peer into the bloodstream?

I finally understand the appeal of sounding/urethra insertion. I've been watching a bunch of sounding porn and it's so hot, especially when it's partnered content and they're using the same sounding rod at the same time

>>38723282
n**i post

>>38720792
> why are you still here?
My business covers my bills and I keep convincing myself that today’s the day I get back into a flurry of work on it despite rotting for the past three months

>>38720792
Did transition improve your life?

>>38720792
i added a cute girl.. i told myself I wouldn't be that clingy this time but im failing really hard

how do i cure clinginess, girlies

t. probably BPDemon roon

>>38720792
i've been cuming blood for about two months now and its getting worse, every time i masturbate to check if anything changed it looks bloodier

>>38725361
this happened to me for a while, what comes out when you do it?

>>38725361
babe im no scientist but that sounds bad

>>38725603
are you the new maiq?

>>38725603
its a larp dude they've been here for months

>>38725361
I told you to go to a hospital month ago, pls get an infection already

>>38725626
no im a man

>>38725634
its not larp, i'm khornate, i just never trip outside of wanting to be annoying

I for one am glad I was born male. I've always disliked it throughout my life because I have never really related much to boys growing up and really related to girls. And there was always this barrier with boy girl friendships I felt like where it felt like we couldn't truly be friends because they felt like I wouldn't like certain girly things or they were more reserved and witheld things for whatever reason maybe because they didnt trust boys. At some point I felt suicidal that was born male and wish I never was born at all. But after getting over my tranny feelings and finally meeting great friends who I really connect with who are more open to men I feel like I can finally be myself. And if I was born a girl I likely couldn't ever have the deep romantic relationships that men can have with women. And unlike most men I actually love and really relate to women so I just naturally make friends with them. So I can have some of the deepest relationships that's possible between two people. And I'm thankful for that.

>>38725854
oh senpai u should get that checked out
I told someone who said the exact same thing months ago to go to a hospital abt it, ssorry thought u were them

You know what'd be hot? An alpha cis male who's an expert at making trans girls and asserts his dominance over countless trans girls by performing orchiectomies on them and preserving their balls in jars as a sort of hunting trophy.

>>38725972
fucking senpai kill me fml

>>38725982
wait until you see what word gets replaced with desu

>>38725995
oh I know its like my thing desu
I just forgor abt fampai
srsly tho go to a hospital abt that it doesnt sound healthy, unless hospitals are basically a lifetime of debt then idk bribe a vet or something

>>38725972
I'm the og pissing blood anon! nobody can compete!

>>38725980
powers probably does stuff like that

>>38725980
only hot conceptually desu

my self esteem is in the gutter but I could not imagine wanting to be in a harem or any kind of relationship with a hierarchy

>>38720792
Strayan here, things are getting better here, and quickly.

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>>38726341
start your own, follow our queen footsteps

>>38726711
no

>>38727030
mogs me hardcore

genuinely at the end of my fucking rope tonight. I asked a passoid for advice and she recommended i get on HRT when i already have been for fucking over a year. what if i actually do it this time? it would be so fucking easy and the besy part is my rotting corpse will do some property damage to my shit landlord
>>38726711
she is so much prettier than I will ever be

>>38727925
one year isn't a lot of time, and some of us are just unlucky no matter how early you get in
t. unlucky one

oh god it's so hard to lose weight im 5'3 and im on seroquel i need to eat like 1200 calories a day and i get so hungry my lungs are fucked from smoking weed and tobacco every day since i was 14 and i have no aerobic capacity i can only jog like 300 feet before i feel like i'm going to pass out wtf do i do im like 170 pounds kill me

>>38728366
glp-1
it will kill your appetite and eliminate food noise.

>>38728366
higher volume lower caloric density food anon, potatoes and rice are your best friends, get away from meat, sugar and any fats you may add when cooking because of the high caloric density
cook with everything else and you won't even notice how you dropped 900cal off your diet without going hungry, ends up 500g of shit with 1/10th the caloric density is much more fulfilling when you can eat as much as you want

>>38728552

what if i eat rice and sauted veggies with like a sauce or smth on top . idk if i can really live off rice and potatoes. ill try i guess.

>>38728541

too expensive. i guess there's some sites that compound semaglutide for like 200$ a month. that's still pricy. is there like a lena for semaglutide

My hair curls a lot
Despite not getting a cut in nearly 10 years now, it still barely crosses my shoulders
It's close to my ass when it's wet though

>>38722640
22g needle to inject and 18g needle to draw. i think when im pushing down on the plunger its coming out of my skin a bit

was sick all day potentially because of piercing my finger while having a hangover lol. immune system overloarded. feel better now thankfully

>>38726314
>This sexual fantasy is hot but only as a sexual fantasy.
Really? You think?

Teasing aside, it would be hot to live in an all AMAB world where the weakest 50-80% of males were forced to transition by their superiors. Would love to live in a world where the norm was cis husband + trans wife, or cis husband + trans wives (or wealthy cis man + trans harem)

>ban on 18y/o trans care went through
oh, a foot in the door towards a ban to all adult trans care, how neat

how do I have sex without feeling so terrible the whole time. it's made me avoid it and I fear it's affecting relationship.

The time is now! I finally have my dream of a lazy life!

>>38728673
anon i don't mean ONLY rice and potatoes, but at sub 80cal per 100g of potatoes, and sub 150 for rice they should be the core of your diet
Rice cultures are based anon, join us

>>38729902
radiochan is a moron

>>38729431
maybe too thick idk? i use 25g for both and a little does come out but i think most goes in. How often do you dose? guides say EV should be every 5 days but im feeling like i should do 4 or 3 maybe also this is completely unrel

>>38729620
this is hot but still kys this is degen and life ruining

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bro like

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I should be allowed to look like this

>>38731020
do you hate yourself? why do you keep reposting that

she spoke to me
today is a good day

>>38720792
fuck going into the night without a fight, that’s why. It’d only take a handful of people to do real damage

>>38730903
radio did all of this?

>>38731331
transbian obsessed with some other girlie amazing

I cut my fingey while cooking ;----; bbfgfdgbgfb

>185cm tall
>19yo
>47 foot size
at this point it's just easier to kms, isn't it?

>>38732553
you have other options that aren't death or perfect transition

>>38732570
Probably so but I don't wanna end up as a hon

>>38732751
you can be nb or a fem cis man too, or manmode on hrt

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sheen wake up breakfast is ready

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>>38720792
Waiting for the mod turnover. Then we'll be back.

>>38732774
>nb
it is a meme though. nobody takes nb people seriously except trannies

>fem cis man
It's impossible when you are old

>manmode on hrt
the only meaningful option besides repping desu

>>38732774
>nb
Meme
>fem cis man
Don't want to look like a faggot
>manmode on hrt
Can't wear women's clothes

>>38720792
hey goona where those percs i need my percs

>>38727030
the moggening
>>38721628
cringe

>>38733185
Supply is low rn

>>38733185
>did opis 7 years ago
>quit 6 years ago
Honestly I loved it and it was one of the best times of my life but I decided to quit while I was ahead. Still get thoughts of going back though.

>>38733230
nah dont.. waste of monies
get some clicker games on steam or something

>>38733270
https://neal.fun/stimulation-clicker/
This one is free

>>38733143
>Don't want to look like a faggot
and you'd rather look like a straight up dude? lmao bail

why are my bones so frail? :(

Do you think trooning out worth it if Im never gonna pass?

i've gotten 10 sessions of laser and i still have a bunch of hair on my chin, do i just start getting electrolysis i swear this shit wont go away.. im pale as fuck with dark hair so it really sucks

>>38734583
the four candy bar dinners

i hope we're all having a good spring festival

>>38735316
you too naz

>>38734790
have you asked the laser provider about it?

Since my thread went nowhere and I'm currently in the middle of a manic need to devour information to grapple my fears.

Between Rossi and Di Maggio who do you choose for FFS? Or is the answer neither. I have 30k USD, so i can't go to the fancy California doctors.

>>38735838
facialmeme

>>38735376
it's going alright so far
tired and scared, but that's every day

>>38735981
It's worth messaging them i guess I just don't know if 30k will cut it for EU

Im like the hedgehogs dilemma but not the normal one
conceptually bouba but in practicality, im kiki

>>38735665
kinda, she always asks me if i'm seeing reduction and during my last one i told her that i'm not really seeing any anymore and she said something about growth cycles and how sometimes that'll happen. i'll probably get one more session and ask about it before switching to electrolysis i think

>>38735838
We have a good FFS surgeon in Australia, Dr Alan Breidahl, who fits in that price range. Also there's a couple good ones in Mexico, like Malagon. Facialteam have raised their prices close to what the Cali docs charge now (not that they can justify it imo).

>>38736390
I'll look into this Dr Alan, thanks.
Do you know anyone personally who had work with him done? I'm looking for type 3 hence why I started with Di Maggio since he's quite well known for it.

>>38736430
My partner :) very good and natural outcome. His training is in cleft palate reconstruction, so jaws & noses are what he does best, and he tends to prefer subtler results.

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>>38736341
good luck nonny

>>38736451
Everyone has always told me that I look a lot like my mother and I do want to preserve that. I'm more just looking to eliminate signs of puberty than a full facial reconstruction so subtler does have value.

>>38736481
thank you :) do you (or does anyone else) know if i should get electrolysis between laser sessions (if i continue getting laser)? this shit is really killing me honestly lol...

>gf went to bed n I can sneak onto 4chan without her noticing
hi guys

>>38737055
LMAO

>>38737530
?

Just because I felt ok on hrt and feel suicidal again off it doesn't mean it was right for me. Hrt gave me a life purpose, like the issues in my life were because of being male. But now that I realize that I like being male and I literally have nothinf, my life is just really sad in general so it makes sense why I would be depressed. I want to end living but when I tried before I just couldn't do it. I'm forced to try and make my life happier even if I dont believe I ever will, because the alternative is so completely miserable. I just need to find love, and once I find love nothing in this world will matter and I can truly be happy.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Why did I have to be trans??!! Why do I have to be lumped in with trannies??? Why did I have to be a trans lesbian?! I'm not one of these retarded dudes who think they're a woman I am one! I can't relate to ANY other trans people beyond the hatred of being male, least of all trans lesbians! Why did I have to be born this way? Why couldn't I be cis???!!! Male or female I don't care anymore! I know I'm a girl but FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I associate with the lesbian label far more than the trans label by miles, yet people will ONLY EVER SEE ME AS A FUCKING TRANS WOMAN!! It's not the first thing about me, I'm so many things before a trans person and yet to others its going to be my DEFINING FUCKING FEATURE!! And thanks to morons and propaganda from the right and terfs, the people that others will think are "like me" are going to be AGPs. I get NO sexual gratification from being a woman beyond just feeling pretty and in my own body, which makes feeling attracted to women sexually a whole lot easier. But NOOOO I'm a fetish-y freak! And voicing this opinion is so taboo, I have to resort to this fucking place I hate and try to avoid just to get it off my chest or I get chastised for "internalized transphobia" and "being reductive".
And NOWWW, I have to face this fucking administration knowing that I'm going to be targeted and will lose so much opportunity because of something I'M NOT!! WHY THE FUCK DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME??!!!!
I'm so afraid of being caught now, so afraid of being seen as a trans woman that I destroyed all of my HRT. Dropped it all in a bottle and filled it with water, let all of my pills dissolve and dumped it behind my house so that I wouldn't take any more of it and develop femininely further. I'm miserable like this but at least I don't get seen as such as weirdo... At least I don't stick out anymore...

I was suicidal and took hrt then found love and everything worked out OK.

>>38737817
you could be the person with big tits instead

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Tits

>>38737838
what on earth would that solve? I'm so incredibly neutral about my boobs beyond the shame i feel for having them

>>38737817
Lol, you're not special for feeling ghos way. Literally every tranny believes they're trutrans, I feel similarly (I am a woman in a sea of trannies) but I'm sticking to HRT because I'm a real woman and testosterone does not belong in my body
Gonna be tough to convince people you're a woman when those T levels kick up bitch!

I'd rather suffer and die young being myself then live another 50 or 60 years as a man. I mean I'm worries for the future too but I worked so hard to finally get on hrt I can't quit now

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Boobs

big shameful breasts, must be punished. so shameful

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big beautiful breasts, must be loved. so gorgeous

>>38737871
I'm not trying to convince people I'm a woman anymore.

>>38720792
Trannybros and trannysisters... I'm sorry. Don't blame me, I voted for that hot black chick.

>>38737895
Then gtfo of the thread, moid
Captcha: agpmo

maybe if they were bigger you wouldn't feel ashamed?

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Massive breast

>>38737914
Woman inside, man outside. Would love to be woman outside, but society fucking sucks. Man outside is suit of armor that shields the woman on the inside.

Or at least, that's a way to rationalize it.
I know I'm not a man, I just need everyone to believe I am.

Why if I feel so suicidal can I not just end it. I dont want to live. I want to die. But I just cant make it happen. I cant bring myself to do it

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No chest

>>38737973
Sounds a lil cowardly desu

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>>38737817
I just love to watch your world burn
no empire lasts forever, no king rules forever

>>38737984
I am a scared little girl who cries herself to sleep. I am a coward through and through.

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>>38737993
Scheisse just like me forreal

>>38737993

Never too late. These days we need soldiers more than ever.

>>38737993
Honestly I've always thought of myself as a massive coward, I'll run from fights I cower when ppl get too loud....but even I couldn't just roll over and let life fuck me like this. I realize how insane this sounds coming from one trans person to another (ex)tranny but find your fucking balls holy shit

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this is the breast case scenario

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this is the breast case scenario

>>38738013
i thought you used to fight all the time

>>38720792

38C

>>38738230
When I was a man I did, ever since transitioning I have been trying to avoid fights because I am not strong anymore

>>38720792
34H

>>38721498
Tampere or helsinki?

>>38737992
I never ruled anything. I wasn't a king. I never had an empire.

>>38738320
never had a lover, never had soul. never had a good time. never got gold

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>>38738320
exactly

;)

should i do some weed b4 sleep or no

>>38738271
doubtful

>>38738429
eyes of a silly billy

whatever happened to maiq
i miss him

>>38738445
you should detrans vro

>>38738515
why

prob stupid question. i have a vial of estrogen but no syringes, could i just rub the oil into my skin?

>>38738630
that would be a waste

>>38738646
drink it then? im really scared im going to masculinize if i don't take it

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>>38738458
this guy?

>>38738690
just hold onto it, it's useless unless you use it as intended
just get some syringes in the morning

>>38738611
because you asked a few days ago

I keep thinking about being a girl. Am I trans?

>>38738770
if i should detrans? i didn't ask that

>>38738787
does it happen while you're wanking?

>>38738794
Yes. Sometimes I am jacking off to a girl and then at the last minute my brain wishes I was her instead of fucking her.

>>38738851
lol

I wish I was a strong independent black woman

the old switchagoon

>>38738851
hmm, i remember feeling this constant, suffocating, all-consuming jealousy towards girls i wanted to be to the point where if i couldn't be them i wanted to die. not saying this to discourage or invalidate your experience, if you want to transition go for it, but if it's something that's going to ruin your life make sure you don't have any other choice.

>>38739285
like I know this sounds like a bit but I'm serious

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If I move out my mom might take herself out, she was gonna do it when my sister moved out if I didn't call the cops and have her detained for a few days
I can't start HRT unless I move out though, which makes me want to take myself out

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just got this book. very good read.

i got my internship position too. my resume is going to look amazing