couple months before covid lockdowns started

>>38723107
as much as I want to believe that's true no shot you haven't bathed in like 4 years anon

new year’s eve

>>38723133
now THAT I believe, and you're very sexy for it anon

>>38723155
i’m on the verge of suicide so not really

>>38723161
oh I'm really sorry to hear that anon. I really hope you find the help you need. I know it's a really tough time for a lot of people and being trans isn't super easy right now. I do hope you'd consider all the possible good that can happen and the love out there before you take your own life.

>>38723171
i just don’t know where to start. i feel entirely hopeless. i hate the way i am. how do i even feel better?

sorry, didn’t mean to dump this in your thread

>>38723176
Well usually family and friends are the best place to start but I know thats not always an option for everyone. I think the most important thing is to start with anyone around in your life that shows you the positives that life can have or that makes you feel good. if you're close enough to talk to them about how you feel you should

>>38723179
I'd rather help you find what you're looking for than oogle smelly girls on /LGBT/ anon, I do that like every day

>>38723185
thank you for taking the time to talk to me anon. i really appreciate it. i have plenty of people close to me but i feel scared of them seeing me like this. i feel scared to tell them how bad it truly is. how hopeless i feel, how i haven’t even washed my own body in weeks. i want to talk to someone who’ll keep me accountable and will let me tell them these things without feeling disgusted by how depressed i feel

>>38723214
Anyone that truly cares for you won't judge and will understand that it's a tough time for you and frankly for everyone. if you don't want to tell them you haven't bathed you don't have to but you should reach out and at least tell them you're having a rough time. it's not a burden, they won't judge. they love you and want to help. Everyone's cross to bear gets a little lighter when we help each other.

>>38723234
thank you op, i feel a little better talking about this anonymously. when was your last shower. does anyone ask you that?

i genuinely must've gone a year or more without showering a few times while repping because i just didn't care but now my bf makes me shower every 3-4 days
it's kinda hard because i never built up the habit of it

>>38723257
is this op? sorry

>>38723240
I shower daily actually lol. While I love smelly girls I am in a really good space mentally and in my life.

As far as talking to folks goes anon please try and reach out to anyone close in your life that you can okay? It'll be worth it

>>38723279
i will, i promise anon
wouldn’t that make you feel all grossed out? being clean and cuddling with someone with greasy hair and smelly stuff

>>38723285
that's the appeal for me honestly. It's complicated to explain but basically I'm a clean guy with a sensitive nose so smelly girls are hot because it's like uncomfortable for me

>>38723300
does it feel humiliating to you or is it something you like? i understand if the uncomfortable feeling makes you feel horny but what about when you just wanna be cuddled and loved and stuff

>>38723319
It's definitely a bit of a humiliation kink for sure, the like "oh she stinks but I can't do anything about it" aspect. it's just always a base level hot even when just cuddling so that's the appeal for me. I won't mind if she stinks 24/7

>>38723339
i hope you’re able to find your dream stinky girl anon
can i ask where you’re from?

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>>38723043
Idk, a few days ago I think? I definitely stink and need to shower a little later :(

I've been high for the past month, so I can't really remember my showering habits.

>>38723342
I'm from the US in the Midwest! So it's an uphill battle for sure lol

>>38723353
this is a long shot here but what’s ur discord?

>>38723361
cosycody if you want to add me

>>38723260
nah i'm answering OP's question

>>38723043
It was about seven months ago

>>38723510
absolutely hot if true

>>38723043
Saturday (today is Tuesday)

I seldom shower more than once or twice a week. I usually just shower before a date, sex, or if I had a high-activity day.

>>38723043
10 minutes ago

>>38723973
If we go out for a date could I convince you to skip the shower?

>>38724440
Absolutely

>>38725179
Literally the perfect woman

>>38723043
this morning

Yesterday because I’m not a fucking degenerate

about two weeks ago, just been busy and forget i guess

>>38725905
Hot anon, very hot

2-3 days ago.
but i sweat alot last while i was sleeping.
more than i usually do. i think im sick or almost died or something. slept for over 12 hours.
my butt doesnt smell much at all because its been getting used every night.
my pits have a little starting. and my neck and hair goat soaked in that sick sweat smell.
i might take one in a day or 2, i am just so unmovitvated.

every time i go to the bank to get money the atm doesnt work and im nocturnal.
so i havent had cash on me since last year. lul.
but i have money. i just cant get cash. and i'm not paying $5 to rajeesh to use his atm.

i just want to get some food and some beauty products
oh i have to get gas too. but the place i like is 10 cents off if its in cash... again cash..

oh my portfolio is down 15% this week.. thats like 30grand gone..

my life is over.


i should probably kms.
my neck is craving some weight.
i just think it'd feel good to sleep again.

how do i get a stinky tranny gf as a hormone abuser (back and forth from e to t but not in a weird repper way) transphobic (i dont believe in words) stinky weirdo "twinkoid?;:

Last night, because they fucking demand I do...

>>38723043
yesterday, like at 5pm or something. meant to shower this morning but tried to get an extra half hour of sleep and ended up not re-setting my alarm and rushing to class

>>38726344
/biz/tard? in my /lgbt/?!