boymoder general boymoder general boymoder general boymoder general boymoder general um uh i mayb relapsing edition qott1 how are you doing? i love u btw qott2 what kind of music do u like qott3 what's the best pastry u eve had qott4 what's the quirkiest think abt u qott 5 what's ue favouriti hobby. I'm genuine interest yeah ur all doing great i love u all. i think abt the anons of this thread all the time to keep me going. i love u all ur doing great. lord knows i will do anything for boymoder je pense la dernier thread reached the bump limit
>>39319066>qott1 how are you doing? i love u btwi'm doing better, i started tapering off my risperidone myself and then my sertraline >.< i think i'm feeling better because of that and i might have been developing a movement disorder from risperidonelove u too btw>qott2 what kind of music do u likei like metal but have started listening to some types of electronic music since someone i met on this board is sharing some of it with me>qott3 what's the best pastry u eve hadsosidge in puff pastree from my nana ^.^>qott4 what's the quirkiest think abt ui've been described as "feral" and i feel like that describes me, there are too many specifics to list x3>qott 5 what's ue favouriti hobby. I'm genuine interesti just started getting into rhythm games (flash flash revolution). i'm not sure if that's a genuine interest or i'm just interested in it because someone i'm talking to is >w< (it's the first time i've had interest in something in a while)
>>39319160also i'm going to bed soon, sorry if anyone thought i was interesting enough to talk to. i'll be back in the morning >~<>>39319066>um uh i mayb relapsing editionpls don't relapse ;w;if u must drink then limit the amount
>>39319066NEW threadNEW bun
>>39319066>um uh i mayb relapsing editionSTAY STRONG BMG OP! I BELIEVE IN YOU!
>>39319327>had a really fuckign good blackberry cobbler with vanilla ice creamu have inspired me
happy opening day boymoders!!!!!! will you watch any baseball today?
>>39319066>um uh i mayb relapsing editiondont do that nona :/
>>39319066doing BAD!LOVE folkLOVE pain au chocolatthinking of getting top surgery to perma twinkmodeand i love writing but i havent done any in months :(
>>393190661. im skipping school rn and just wandering the neighborhood so im pretty good but if i get in trouble thatd suck. ily22. my music taste is really bad and all i listen to is whatever spotify gives me in those for you playlists3. umm idk i dont remember anything but now i want to go to this pie shop near me. they have a good quiche i want4. i cant tell if im really boring or really interesting but id probably say im apparently incapable of conversing normally according to my friends. that or i just dont remember anything but im still really smart ig.5. none ;-; i do nothing ever i really need to get a hobby, id probably be less depressed. but vidya igalso dont relapse thats bad :( but i cant really talk since im gonna go shoplift cough syrup later today
>>39319066>how are you doing? i love u btw I'm just doomscrolling on 4chan and sitting in discord vc with a friend contemplating if i should go lay in bed and rot or keep rotting behind my pc.>qott2 what kind of music do u like I listen to anything except for rap and metal, been listening a lot of classic rock lately >qott3 what's the best pastry u eve hadi dont know >.<>qott4 what's the quirkiest think abt u ermmm idk im just boring to be around haha>qott 5 what's ue favouriti hobby. I'm genuine interest I like to just do whatever, i enjoy going out in nature or to the city with friend unless when im going through expressive episodes like rn, and i like to game, read, watch movies etc etc :3
>>39322202adding this because i forgot to type it, but please be safe!
>>39322177what syrup is on the menu? dxm or..?
>>39322238dxm yeah, im gonna get grape delysm bc im scared to ruin orange flavored for myself. i cant stand grape flavor anymore but it was never that good and always reminded me of medicine
>>39322263you ever had a syrup w/ a lot of sorbitol? i'm too lazy to distill, but my friend says it's totally fine to just drink it as is
>>39319066>qott1ugh im swamped with schoolwork and im too mentally slow to get myself to do it even tho ik its easy>qott2ive been listening to crash by charli lately and ik its objectively her worst album and its too basic and pop or whatever but my attention deficit brain likes it a lot>qott3idk vro>qott4i have a really big wingspan (not comical but has given me permanently insecurities abt everything)>qott5desu when im interested in it i love reading. i really struggle to find anything that I like but when i do i love it, sometimes fiction but i really like reading articles and substacks and all kinds of semi-academic nonfictionim so stressed out about everything i need to get on hrt i can’t cope snymore
>>39322269not sure but i dont think so ive only drank delysm, also yeah i could distill but im lazy too plus poli is like plastic or whatever anyway and i wouldnt be drinking it if i really cared about my health
>>39321562I only watch if the Jays get in the playoffs, or if I'm at a bar or something
i bought life is strange 2... i hope its good it was cheap at least...
>>39324023are the other games any good? i only ever played first life is strange, which was a formative experience for me desu
>>39324553i only played the first one and the "prequel"? before the storm. the first one i liked a lot and before the storm was like, yeah, kinda nice but below LiS original level
>>39324627i should give before the storm a chance one day...
>>39324651i think its nice its not as good as LiS but its nice if you like the seriesalso i started playing just the first episode of Life is Stranger 2 yesterday and god i wish i were born in a small city in the pacific northwest ;-; its so pretty and comfy im falling for american propaganda again.....
i just got approval from my psychiatrist ti taper off my meds c: i'm hoping that wil allow for me to feel more emotions, and feel the mental health changes of hrt
>>39319066Yuh
>>39319066just kind of started faggotmoding more often ngl>qott 2i am obsessed with clipping.>qott 5making music but im also studying it academically so idk it it really counts as a hobby atp so other than that probably browse this fuckin place???
>>39319066how do people get boyfriends as boymoders. like you have to be lying about one of those things>qott1i am existing. new job isn't terrible.>qott2i like everything but country, but my favorites are experimental rap and electronic :>>3i haven't had anything that stands out enough in my mind>53d modelling but video game also. although i'm very addicted to deadlock rn so i haven't been spending my free time on much else
>>39325008qt
>>39319291>shiny bun boymoder :3
>>39322263Omg anonn those syrups are poison please just get the pure DXM hbr online.. you can literally buy it on AmazonOr do ketamine like an adult baka
>>39325008i want to have gay (manxman) sex with you
>>39325008cute
>>39326043omg... RARE BUN :oWe have all been blessed with good luck! Everyone go out and do something, quickly!
>>39326696>sparkly bun has been here...
>>39326776Don't hunt bun! Whaddaya think you are, some kinda... wolfmoder?
>>39326894he just wanted to find a bunny friend...
>>39327749*hops into ur lap* uwu
>>39319066i am doing good1. i am doing well2. i like jazz3. i like cannolis4. i am a boymoder who is post op5. i used to like computers but now think i am getting more into cooking
>>39325394>how do people get boyfriends as boymoders. like you have to be lying about one of those thingsbi guys probably
anyone who calls themselves a "boymoder" is a pedophile and a danger to children
most of the time i feel like a bad person, and bad friend to the people in my life, but ive been thinking today maybe thats not true. maybe im a good person and good friend who is just dealt a shitty hand in life..
>>39319066>qott1 how are you doing?bad. i have an unbearable toothache that makes me wanna kms, and my dentist couldnt find anything wrong with it. it might be a hurt nerve..>qott2 what kind of music do u likeshoegaze, post punk, post hardcore, dnb/trance/breakcore/ambient/jungle>qott3 what's the best pastry u eve had8am tesco pain au chocolat>qott4 what's the quirkiest think abt uidk probably that i keep my phone in greyscale >qott 5 what's ue favouriti hobby. I'm genuine interestprobaby gaming. do do play a lot of games and a decent amount of old/obscure games.
gngn moding..
>>39330350>eated too much
>>39331221hes a GLUTTON
>>39326311ty for caring thats nice of you, i want poli tho bc i like being high for as long as possible and i dont wanna redosealso >>39322306 idrc about my healthi do kinda care about my brain but i think delysm will just kill my liver and stomach compared to hbr right?
>>39330350SALAD BINGE
i should voicetrain...
>>39319066i opened this thread on my break at work to ask something but i forgot what i was gonna say so i'm just gonna answer qott instead>qott1 how are you doing? i love u btw hiii life is horrid i love u too person who creates boymoder generals>qott2 what kind of music do u like black metal and tranny electronic>qott3 what's the best pastry u eve had uhhh thing in picrel probably. we call it poale-n brau. it's filled with sweet cottage cheese and raisins. if you don't like raisins grow up this is genuinely the best thing>qott4 what's the quirkiest think abt u i've had testicular torsion on two separate occasions as a child and could've been a youngshit but instead i got medical help and my body morphed in grotesque ways>qott 5 what's ue favouriti hobby. I'm genuine interestright now i'm really getting into brewing bathtub hormones and diy-ing electrolysis. cooking is cool too i guess
do boymoders like to go meow meow?
>>39335305meow meow mrrp meow :3
>>39335305Yes, it is known:3
my boobs are starting to get noticeable but im not ready for girlmoding yet SOS SOS SOS
>>39336113*black 'BOY' hoodie descends from the heavens*
>>39336349i will suffer an heatstroke i live in a tropical place ;______;we only get a few months of "cold" around june july and august
>>39336374Oh gosh... are they okay with tranners there? Here most people don't care
>>39336429uhhhh kinda? i live like in one of the best cities of my country and also in a good neighbourhood here but still its not a nordic country level of society lol
>>39327863>4. i am a boymoder who is post opwhathow
>>39335487>>39335947:3
eepy
>>39331979Ya know i looked online just now and i didn't actually know that delsym even had a dxm-only formulation. Stores around here only carry the multidrug formulations. Still not optimal but deff not as "poisonous" as i made it out to be, mbGood luck surfing the aether anon stay safe
>>39319066>qott1 how are you doing? i love u btwTireddd, but I got a lot done today and I'm heading home for a good sleep>qott2 what kind of music do u likeProbably electro-swing, it sounds very nice>qott3 what's the best pastry u eve hadOmg this cold apricot pie from some bakery one time it was sweet and delicious and amazing and I still think about it sometimes even though it was years ago>qott4 what's the quirkiest think abt uI'm always tired but I don't like sleeping? Idk I'm pretty normie>qott 5 what's ue favouriti hobby. I'm genuine interest Haven't had much time for hobbies lately because I've been too busy...
another day another boymode
>>39341386Is boymoder4boymoder a thing?Sounds like it should be a thing
>>39341392in the last thread there was a boymoder poster that posted pics with her boymoder gf so yeah it exists....
>>39341392idk it would be cute if 2 boymoders would try to girlmode together
>>39341953Omg yes that would be adorable!I can see it now, them approaching each other with uncertainty>"Hey, i was wondering if we could try something a bit different..."Omg cuuuuute
>>39341392>>39341966look... >>39197825
>>39341982Cuuuuute
>>39337805i had surger ybut am too scared to dress like a girlif you're asking what my doctors thought they didn't realize i wasn't just dressing like a tomboy
is it fembrained to rent a flute and practice until your hands hurt?
>>39342677flute is elf girl coded so yeah its fembrained
>>39335305as a certified skinwalker i’m very good at making noises of things i’ve heard
>>39344026that's just autism nonna
>>39344433>trips and dubsi was making a joke but i guess you must be right
>>39343612okay thanks. i really need to play less because i'm getting RSI or something in my left hand
would any boymoders want to watch baseball together,,,, i really want a boymoder baseball friend,,,
>>39345948wya
desu i bought some rope to hang myself a couple days ago but I wasn't able to get myself to pass out by pulling the rope up
>>39348034dont do that nona, why are you thinking about these things, its posible to life to get better
I went to a rennaisance fair today. It was fun but one of the cis girls in my friend group (all of them think I am a cis man) had this corset blouse combo where her chest was kinda pushed up but the blouse was loose enough you could see nearly everything sometimes. God I wish I could do that.All of the other women there were also attractive and I want nothing more to join them in their period clothing. They were all so pretty... Next year I'll try to girlmode there I think
>>39347219midwest, i am a reds fan btw
gn........
ahhhhhhhhh bmg is corruptednicee
>>39350156it's like in the thaumcraft mod for Minecraft where they had corruption and then for some reason they made it so it would ruin entire biomes
>>39348753i look like that :/
I got kicked out of the mens toilet again, two men blocked me from entering and forced me to use the womens toilet :(Why is the world so cruel?
boymoder general :Ddoes it still count as boymoding if you stay indoors? do i need to be visible to other people to be boymoding?
i'm the most boiish moder ever :3
>>39351649if a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound??
>>39352142If a trans woman goes for a run alone and nobody notices, does she still have an advantage?
>>39351220its time for girlmoding....
>>39350221i remember a modpack many many years ago like 10 years ago that was like you're in a glass dome in a planet and the planet was being affected by corruption and you had to save it by doing some questsi miss being a child/teenager and playing minecraft :s
never girlmode
>>39349067iwn get a boymoder baseball friend,,,,
>>39354951on the football (soccer) threads on /sp/ there are some lgbts, maybe there are some on the /mlb/ thread?
does anyone know how to find a boymoder to boyremove? there aren't any in my area...
>>39357051use that boymoders map
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqgmrDE4p40just cried to ts. i dont wanna boymode anymore
>>39357347there is a map of boymoders? does it update in real time where you are?
nightnight........
bmg bump!
>>39357362>just cried to ts. i dont wanna boymode anymoreyou can just girlmode rose you have hte looks for it u just need confidence
i love this pic so much i wish i had a doll passoid friend irl </3
drinking beer.... feeling like this...
i just ate too much cheese bread and now i will exceed my daily calories limit and i wont be thin and model like body anymore
>>39364889I'm gonna cry did the bunny break its leg
>>39364941poor boy he's grinding too hard..
they let me out the psych ward
boymoder 4 boymoder <3>qott1 how are you doing? i love u btwabsolutely awful i was panicking the whole day bc too warm for hoodie and tits were fully visible in the button down and bra i chose like a dumbass>qott2 what kind of music do u likeit's kinda all over the place so I'll just mention that i really enjoyed GNX which is out of character for me>qott3 what's the best pastry u eve hadi went to Denmark and ate like 8 pastries in one day they were so good>qott4 what's the quirkiest think abt ui start squawking at people sometimes>qott 5 what's ue favouriti hobby. I'm genuine interestreverse engineering stuff and hardware hacking. i need to get back to that more. (im not much good at it but)
we're gonna be reorganized :O
Why boymoders does more at board?
we're back!!!!
>>39372293wahoo!
>>39319066>qott1i'm okie. i'm gonna be 2 yrs hrt soon (two weeks) and idk how to feel abt it. i'm also turning 20 in a few months so it just feels like time is passing by rly fast and it's a lil sad... i need to do more and rot less but i love being on the board too much>qott2indie stuff, esp if it's emotional (and faggoty i mean erm). idk if i have autism but i basically only listen to a few bands (my lastfm charts are always terrible). one of them is coming out with a new album, forever howlong, soon tho which im rly excited for. the singles (esp the newest one) are rly good and i like them a lot>qott3hm. honestly idk but i've had some rlyyy good soft and warm croissants from a few hotels i've been to before. but i'm a slut for croissants so likeeee maybe the bar is lower>qott4honestly nothing desu im pretty devoid of personality. probably my obsession with pokemon? i have like thousands of hrs combined in all the games (1.2k hrs in sword alone).... i just rly like shiny hunting its like a zen thing for me. i got a shiny rayquaza in ultra sun recently which was cool>qott5shiny hunting. i like singing too (before i did proper voice training i used to "train" by matching my pitch to fiona apple songs as much as possible, esp to shameika and criminal) but i'm rly bad at it so it doesn't rly count lol>>39357442yah it's called tagmap and i met my boymoder gf off there. the biggest tag to join/search through is the boymoder network one (they used to have their own map but migrated to tagmap bc of storage costs). it's not super duper active but ppl join pretty often and you can find where boymoders placed their markers already and link up with the ones closest to you through the websiteanyway anons how are you all? it's like 5 am here and im too excited for the nintendo presentation in 4 hrs to sleep T~T wish we had better threads rn - i could rly use a vocaroo thread (they're my fave. but not even r9k has one up rn kmsss)
>>39373872so cute
thinking of buying a camera and making vlogs or smth..
>>39376457i was thinking of buying a camera to take aesthetic photos to make a beautiful instagram feed lolyou would record vlogs about your transition or life in general
>>39377613just life in general .. ive had a pretty interesting one i think..
>>39377695>ive had a pretty interesting one i think..giwtwm
>>39377860u just have to do it nonna
>>39377959im a depressed neet rn my life is always the same anyway you should record vlogs if u think it would be fun ^^
>>39376457i would love watching vlogs of a boymoder slowly working her way into full time girlmoding
>>39378470same!!!!
>>39335947i want a yapping cat boymoder
HIIIIII BOYMODERS!!!!!!!
>>39380447hiiii how u doing?
hello boymoders1. terrible ;-;2. bleeps and bloops, clinks and clanks3. pasticcioti 4. i love building facades5. film? i guess?
>>39379351ok well i'm too shy to do that so somebody else has to. do we have to elect someone or something like that?
gngn boybobbers......
>>39378470got any recs or links for those so i could watch too? it sounds like it would fix me
bump
>>39383275no i'm just saying i wish that were a thing. i wish i had links!
>>39380336>she's meowing her little heart out as loud as she can at you>you can barely hear her quiet, soft, tiny voice
>>39385389i think im going to do it
>>39385670i would love to watch that! i just want boymoder friends irl but i don't have any so i like the idea of some approximation of that, i think it'd make me feel better about myself. like if there were a boymoder streamer or youtuber i would be such a devout follower. it fills the same need as reading all the blogposts here or talking to op and asking her how she's doing
>>39386239im op >.<
>>39380821>bleeps and bloops, clinks and clanksyou gotta give some examples cause i’m so close to understanding but i just can’t fully comprehend what you mean by this
>>39362769still looking for my doll friend...
>>39386456oh hi bmg op! i hope you're doing well! how have you been? also yeah you should totally make boymoder vlogs... or girlmoder vlogs since you said you mostly girlmode, right?
>>39386525there is nothing more sacred than the bond between a brainwormed boymoder and a doll a few years older than her who went through the same thing and wants to vicariously help her younger self. unfortunately our community is divided and we have lost this wonderful tradition, but i vow to embrace it fully when i pass and start girlmoding fully. i will save the future boymoders
>>39386845T_T im dead that's a great comic nonnai had a little breakdown and went to the psych ward where they were like how do u want to be helped and i was just like idk then i left the next day.. been very anxious.. gonna go swimming tn :3the short term disability people want me to get another form filled out but I got no way to get it filled out im so so nervous lmao yeah idk if I girlmode or boymode desu i have no idea if i passive been thinking a lot abt trauma and shit and its just kinda sinking in for me like oh i actually have quite a severe mental illnessi think ill get a cheap camcorder or smth since I want to start leaving my phone at homehow u doin nonna
>>39386863this is totally true and the fact i dont have a doll friend to call me dumb is almost like a hate crime
>>39385670pls pls pls do it.....
how do i get a silly bunny boymoder gf?
>>39329094i have spent a week in complete isolation meditating over this (You) and it still doesn't make sense. where are these guys.
>>39389803bi guys are usually on the closet unfortunately since people are mean and don't care they're bi, they will just call them fags anyway. my high school crush was bi and he only came out after going to college bc it was a more progressive placeso yeah maybe you would need to look at these places, maybe some dating app helps?
>>39388768i will :) ill try recording shit im doing and see what comes outi just went swimming the pool has hours for transgender people shit was amazing
>>39386845that image made me so happy btw ill be thinking abt it for a while
>>39386908>then i left the next day..oh wow... i guess i knew the mental health system is awful but that's really depressing :( sorry you couldn't get more help than that....sorry things aren't going very well right now but i'm really proud of you for trying so hard! ^^ also swimming is so cool! i really miss swimming... i used to love it before i started taking estrogen even if it did make me feel pretty bad about my body, it's just so fun. i'm happy you got a chance to go! do you have any plans for the immediate future? anything you're trying to work on lately? also i would really love to watch bmg op vlogs if you ever end up making them!>how u doin nonnahmmmm i'm doing better. i've gotten my confidence back a little bit. i started talking with my friends again and i've been spending some more time with people irl which is nice. i've had a big project to work on with some people so it's been a good excuse to help get outside and socialize. also it gives me something productive to focus on! i'm sure i'll break down again soon enough and cry over how everyone hates me but for now things are back to normal and i feel a lot less lonely which is nice! oh also i'm getting ready for some big stuff planned this summer since i'm a college student and i'll have a while to do nothing. i think i'm going to take a trip with some friends that i'm not out to so i'm trying to figure out how to hide my conetits and stuff from them. we'll see how it goes! besides that i've also just been doing what all boymoders do and questioning why i'm even bothering to wait to girlmode but still not doing anything regardless...>>39390832umm i feel like i should clarify i didn't make this myself i just edited the original comic i hope you don't think i drew it myself... i'm still glad you like it though! i spent a whole 5 minutes making it just for you! :>
>>39387428do you do any activities where you could meet a doll friend to call you dumb? you need to try, nona! work hard! i believe in you! i actually don't really know where cool girlmoders hang out so idk what to recommend, but i think that's probably the first step
Boymoders, have you ever had a job interview as a "boy" who looks like a woman in man's clothes? how did it go
>>39321562No Sports is anti transgender so everyone is boycotting sports until trump is out Wake up
>>39392476yeah they hired me and everyone kept trying to take care of me and when a new guy joined they'd hit on me and then I'd hear them laughing about it in the office when they told the new guy I was a boy.. after like 5 months they had a really loud conversation about transsexuals and sex changes and i just kept my mouth shut for all of it.. couple months later the place was closed by the government :P
umm i got called my (closetted boymoding) girlfriend's girlfriend by every single one of her coworkers in full boymode.. im like genuinely disgusting and don't pass.. im just confused because a lot of her work friends are guys that were chuckling and looking at us for a bit.. so im scared.. is this bad?? should I never go back to her work?
gnmoding...
hello :3
>>39395203What the f is that????????
>>39322177dont do dxm i quit already, this is what dxm did to my friend https://youtu.be/SvQgxBwitbE?si=C-BKM-Q5UkvsEism
>>39395203CUTE IMAGE X3Hello, how are you? I have a headache urgh >:c This bun duo made me feel better though
>>39396060i have been having crazy flu tho :<really bedridden from monday. starting to feel better tho :3
>>39396212B... but flu season is OVER! ;~;*coddles you with soup and vitamins*
>>39396398>spicy chicken soup:3
>>39396411I want some! :3My dream of growing hot peppers is finished I think... they require 8 hours of sunlight and hot temperatures ;~;
>>39396426own greenhoyse one day? :3
>>39396426oops forgot picalso greenhouse not hoyse :3
>>39391434not really :/ i dont live in a big city and rn im not in college, maybe when i go to it that will change...
these boymoders are so cute!
>>39397720not me i'm ugly
>>39397765you are probably really cute! i like boymoder girls
>>39397812ty i wish but im a twink with hrt boobs
>>39397949if you have boobs you are a girl??i wish i could see them
desu my schizo belief is that the ai boymoders are the cia trying to make boymoder culture popular again im complicit by posting in these thread
>>39396608I would be so happy :3c I will dream...>>39397988You are being brainwashed by our boyops!!!~X3
>>39397988Why would they want to make it popular?
>>39398129NTA, but 1. Reduces the amount of socially transitioning people 2. Makes boymoding into a cute thing, rather than a product of oppression 3. Makes data on trans people harder to collect, and makes us look as an even smaller minority, thus erasing us quietly
>>39386485ill be honest. i dont have a specific taste in music. some days i feel like listening to literal ambient drone, other days funk, or post punk or noise. its my nothing answer
i would like to know if boymoders are generally attracted to men or women??
>>39398907their opinion doesn't matter, they serve straight men with big dicks
>>39398534brapcore or brapstyle?
>>39398907im overwhelmingly attracted to men. like 99%-1% for me. bisexuality pretty much evaporated for me a long time ago
>>39398923hi brapanon. probably brapcore.
>>39398913>>39398924that's what i was thinking.. the estrogen would make their little girly brains want a strong man
>>39398931yeah I kinda figured... with your diet..
gonna blogpost bc i forgot to before i did replyingbut im trying to schedule consultation for ffs, i filled out the form and i havent gotten a response in the over a week since i submitted it. im wondering if i should just call to do it now. :/ its my saving grace + just actually thinspoing properly >>39398940my diet? what do i eat thats brap heavy??? >>39398935i mean i was gay before estrogen.
i wonder if there are any boymoders on this thread that want to have sex with girls
>>39398907this would be me >>39398924i find girls pretty and can even think of like kissing them but i have no desire of being in a relationship with them or having sexual relations with them. i kinda just think they're pretty and would kiss at max, but relationships only with guys p.p
>>39398907guys by farive done stuff with both but can only fall in love with guys so
>>39398907like 95% men/women
>>39399871i meant 95/5 ;-;
i hate the size of my skull i hate the size of my skull i hate the size of my skull i hate having a high hairline i hate having a high hairline i hate>>39385670>>39386239>>39386456>>39386845this interaction (and that comic edit) is amazing, it’s refreshing to see real people interact with each other on here >>39386908we’re all parasocially invested in your journey bmg op, i think of you pretty much every time i see a unique picture of a bunny. hope things get better for you>>39398534mood quite honestly >>39398907men, women mog me and make me feel like a skinwalker>>39398959oh, actual ffs, how exciting and stressful. is it covered or did you save for it yourself?i’m convinced fatmaxxing is a myth that only benefits those with godlike genetics or pio. i miss being thin but i’m still early enough that i don’t want to risk inhibiting breast growth.
>>39400003>oh, actual ffs, how exciting and stressful. is it covered or did you save for it yourself?it should be covered by my insurance. i just need them to get back to me so i can at least schedule the consult. >i’m convinced fatmaxxing is a myth that only benefits those with godlike genetics or pio. i miss being thin but i’m still early enough that i don’t want to risk inhibiting breast growth.i feel that. i dont wanna ever gain weight tho. breasts are whatever if i have them or not. i just wanna be pretty and wear nice clothes. make art and reduce my dysphoria.
>>39398935(kicking my feet and twirling my hair) you think my brain is girly?>>39399008me!!!!! is that ok? is that alright to want that? i like men too but a lot of them are mean to me so i feel more comfortable around women
>>39400033>i just wanna be pretty and wear nice clothes. make art and reduce my dysphoria.you have no idea how badly i wish i was half as based as you
>>39400003>this interaction (and that comic edit) is amazingyay! i win bmg ^^
>>39400140your brain sounds girly... but you will need to learn to like men for that to be complete
>>39400003
>>39400933
doing another edible at 1 30 am
>>39402513going eeppy nona...
I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCHwhy did i have to be born i dont deserve to be alive its too embarassing i hate it so muc h
>>39403393hai ^~^/
>>39403565hewwo! ^~^
h-hewwo? '~'
>>39403269mood
>>39404257You caught me right when I was going to sleep ;~;*hugs*
>>39406487
>>39406615*picks you up like a little pet, flops you on your back, belly rubs*How's your day going? I just watched The Doors, the oliver stone movie about jim morrison... it was pretty cool, that must've been an exciting time to be alive
>>39406686still a bit under the weather :<but getting stronger! :3
>>39406698*coddles you with soup and blankets*Hey, you're too sick for a gaming party! You need garlic and vitamin C and zinc and fluids...
>>39406871yos :3
>>39406982Hehe... I guess everyone else is snoozemoding too :3
i wonder what the ai boymoder posters are like irl. are you really boymoders? you strike me as being very young. are you like 16?
thank god its getting colder here where i live so soon ill be able to wear hoodies and hide myself and not to care about showing my male skin to the world
>>39407700old enough >:3
>>39407700*BIG SHY*I... I am an adult, though...
for the record i look and behave like this
>>39409474Cute b'newie!Zip zip zip... ehehe
>>39409474WHEEYAHOOYIPPEEWHEEWAHOOYAY
>>39409474
>>39410626
>>39409474zoomies!!
i dont say the n word because it sounds dumb in my accent
bunnis r cute c:
i need a bf how do i get a bf
>>39414306bf = bunnyfriend
>>39414306You just kidnap one of the street, they are free
is this one of those tranny split off gens where everyone's in the closet?
>>39414876no we just post about bunnies here
>>39414903For real tho, is it? :3
hello boybunnies!!do you like being pet?
>>39414924idk i dont consider myself in the closet
>>39414932Yes!! >_<
>>39414949Is boymode not transgirls that stay in the closet as boys? or is it transboys that finally transitioned?
>>39414992i only boymode at work so it doesnt count as in the closet..
>>39415098That is very cool but can one of you just explain what that means? I'm being so genuine, just looking to be more educated these kind of stuff
>>39415108it means i take estrogen and present as a boy.. ig..
>>39415142Thank you, i think i get it now. Sorry for nagging your gen
>>39415151no its ok its my fault...
>>39415163i forgive you
day 10 of trying to make a boymoder baseball friend
>>39415368a... are the jays gonna do well this year? :3c
>>39415440i dont think they are supposed to win their division but they have a couple good players i think
>>39415108boymoders are like young transgirls who are (usually) starting their transitions and dont feel confident enough to girlmode yet so they just take hrt but dress and present themselves like boys
>>39414932please pet me ;-;
>>39415576*pat pat*
>>39415576This is you
guys is this real?
>>39414609love them but thats not what im looking for today..>>39414694i dont have enough strenght to do that and im pretty sure they would run even if i got themwe need statemandated boyfriends ;-;
>>39400153thank u nona but i am not anything to aspire to. im still a complete autistic trainwreck after everything
another day of boymoding
there's a passoid above me posting here pretending she's a boymoder !!!
>>39417026bmg is 50% passoids and 50% manmoders so we even out to be 100% boymoders
i am wondering when two boymoders get together how do they have sex
>>39417705kisses and cuddles
>>39418051and dirty straight gaysex
>>39417705frot, fucking not much different
how would i go about making out with and cuddling and hugging another boymoder?
>>39418472ask her.... >>39367850 she got onei dont remember if they met here or /frengen/
>>39418503wtf not fair >:((( ive tried before but nobody lives in my bum ass state
need bf (boyfriend)
>>39419638boy(moder)friend?
>>39419680i could use a rl boymoderfriend but im not attracted to girls if we're talking about more than just boymoderfriends.....
How do you guys stay patient for HRT changes?I'm less than a month in and I can't stop thinking about this. It's gotten to the point where it's distracting me from doing work like my university coursework and internship applications. Maybe it's because I'm out to no one but one friendly cis relative who lives far away, so I have no one to talk to about this, and I just lurk this board endlessly.
>>39420944eventually u just kinda stop caring about itread some books go outside have fun in a forest go for walks
>>39421076Yeah, I guess that's the inevitable end result, isn't it? Have to stop being obsessive over it a little bit. I just have to do it.
>>39420944coping and crying
>>39354532one time i was in a modded tekkit server and id just joined and everyone had those flowers that gave those points that let u get any item and i griefed them all..suckers..>>39373951>i'm also turning 20 in a few months so it just feels like time is passing by rly fast and it's a lil sad... i need to do more and rot less but i love being on the board too muchwhats ur daily life like nonna>>39391420>also swimming is so cool! i really miss swimming... i used to love it before i started taking estrogen even if it did make me feel pretty bad about my body, it's just so fun. i'm happy you got a chance to go!theres a swimming pool here that has hours just for trans ppl it was so nice!! i swam for like 2 hrs straight>do you have any plans for the immediate future? anything you're trying to work on lately? also i would really love to watch bmg op vlogs if you ever end up making them!atm i was just getting over my little mental breakdown. ive been coming to terms w cptsd and shit like that.. its like i can imagine horrible stuff happening to other people but not myself? like even though i can kinda say yeah ive been through horrible shit its not in my mind.. other than that my bestie ghosted me for a week and got srs then showed back up again im so happy shes ok. honestly everything just kinda worked out :3 i ordered a bunch of ikea stuff and im gonna plant all my seeds for the summer this week :B>big stuff planned this summer since i'm a college student and i'll have a while to do nothingcome visit meim glad ur doing better w ur friends nonna. u remind me of myself.. whats the project if u dont mind me asking?
>>39420944escapism, the first few months feel excruciatingly slowthen you hit a point where you blink and boom 2 years boymoding
>>39422536thats why you gotta set an alarm for yourself. put a reminder in your phone or something, set so that it will go off 2 years after you initially started HRT, to remind yourself that, hey, you've reached the end of what hormone therapy can change, time to figure out a game plan for surgeries to fix any problems that are still there.
>>39422553hrt keeps on making changes after 2 years lmao
>>39422581By that point, the changes are mostly done, and besides, that's all that's required for FFS / VFS. It's still valid to set a deadline of 2 years imo.
>>39422598i dont care enough to get myself in to headspace id have to be in to understand what ur saying i would suggest stop trying to minmax ur life
>>39422413i'm glad you're doing better! i hope things keep going well and i'd love to read your blogposts if you feel like updating me and the rest of the parasocial nonas in this gen! :> what kind of seeds are you planting? is that, like, literal? are you doing gardening or are you just making plans for the summer?>whats the project if u dont mind me asking?i'm a computer science tranny so it's a video game that we're making over the course of several weeks. it's the most fun i've had in any of my classes because i really like making video games, but it makes me a little sad thinking about how i'll probably never succeed in that industry... i might try, though! i want to be a cool indie game dev that people talk about and admire. i want to see a game i make end up in one of those "post your favorite games and guess each other's letters" threads... that'll be how i know i made it :)
gn......
What do I have to consider when adopting a pet boymoder?
>>39425854do you have ample space for her to hide in should she get overwhelmed?do you have any mirrors which could cause her distress?do you have enough hoodies for her to be covered at all times while being able to wash them at least once a week?are you willing to grant her a device connected to the internet for self enrichment activities for at least one hour a day?are your washrooms explicitly gender neutral?can you keep any medication, firearms, sharp objects, or other similarly dangerous items locked up or out of reach?
>>39425854put her to sleep please
>>39426007If your boymoder is scared, they might beavermode and build a dam at the door to their room>>39415368We need a baseballmoder
>>39426535will she hit a home run?
this isliterally me
>>39419638Wya?
>>39426872LOOK AT HER LITTLE HAT SHE'S SO PRECIOUS EEE
>>39426007i need someone to think about me this way...
>>39426872And yes, I hope she does hit a home run... I'm waving my little "BOYMODE" pennant and eating a ballpark hot dog :d
>>39428150third world shithole.....
>>39429115*da da da dadda daa!!*
>>39429035like a child or like a pet?
>>39429577>mustard onlyPatrician taste! A true ballpark gourmand!
>>39429577>100+ degrees>wearing a thick hoodieyup real boymoding hours
>>39428062even the freckles... its me and thats why i will never pass
i need to make friends... i need to be less socially awkward... i need to work up the courage to talk to the cool passoid in my class... i want to stop being alone....
>>39429584either one! ^^
>>39432012>i need to work up the courage to talk to the cool passoid in my classgiwtwm where can i find passoids to be my friends ;---;please go talk to the dolls you're living what i wish i could live dont screw it pls ;-;
>>39432012>>39432033how are you two so mentally tough? anytime i see a passoid i crashout and get filled with an overwhelming desire to scrape my face off with a rake
i took 40 seroquel pills. i can feel my blood flowing
>>39432400i hope this is just a joke, please go to the doctor if you're being for real nona... i think all boymoders are my sisters and i want you all to be safe and cherished
>>39432033>where can i find passoids to be my friendsi am in my third year of university and she is the first passoid i've encountered the entire time!>please go talk to the dollsi've had a few conversations with her! it feels like she's trying to be extra nice to me and i think it's because she knows i'm a boymoder. i'm pretty stereotypical with the hoodies and long, well-kept hair. and also we passed by each other like a year ago when i was going into my hrt clinic and she was walking out. i remember it because at the time i thought to myself "wow she's really pretty maybe i can look like her one day if i try really hard," but i have no clue if she even remembers it. even if she doesn't, i'm still 99% sure she knows i'm a boymoder. but i'm just too socially awkward to go any further than being an acquaintance though... like i get so scared talking to anybody, let alone someone that probably knows my deepest secret. how am i just supposed to walk up to her and ask to hang out? how are you supposed to be friends with someone? what if i got the totally wrong impression and she doesn't even think i'm a boymoder and just some weird guy? it's all so terrifying...>>39432380>how are you two so mentally tough?i'm definitely not, just look at the way i talk about social interaction... but i think i just have a hopeful outlook on life. it's one of my best traits! i'm just happy for her and if anything it helps me feel a little better about myself like maybe one day i'll pass the way she does. like yeah i know i don't pass, but i'd rather one of us does than neither of us. i used to be a lot worse about that kind of thing but getting off 4chan has made me a lot better about it. i really only come around here for this thread anymore and my life is so much better because of it
>>39432650ask her about her vagina and inform her about ur own gential status
>>39433724no, thanks...
>>39431233i look like this btw
>>39435448cute...
>>39426872omg,,, the baseballmoder,,,
>>39432650so basedyou should talk to her, she probably knows about you and she can help you and guide you through girldmoding.....
>>39432400what dosage nonnadesu i love the way seroquel makes me feel
i wish i could girlmode
>>39437244what should i say to her?
>>39437690what's stopping you?
>>39437868the fact i look like a boy
need new thread... too lazy to make one.... goodbye boymoders....
>>39438961goodbye :c
>>39438961making one rn
>>39439037>>39439037>>39439037new one post a bunny pic there please
