Is it possible for a cishet guy like me to be spiritually female? I have an athletic-ish build and am ultimately male presenting. But I still dress and present kinda soft. I have some feminine mannerisms like tilting my head, crossing my arms, touching my neck, touching my lips, etc. I enjoy cooking and listening to girly pop music like CharliXcX and Marina. I also get the feeling I have a higher social intelligence than most cishet guys, one that’s on par with women. I tend to get along with women better too, not that I don’t have any male friends. I also have plenty of Queer friends. But I know I’m straight and cis. I’ve never felt dysphroic about my body. I’ve always been comfortable with my genitalia. I thought I might be gay for a while due to my personality. I can find some fem guys cute, but I’ve never really lusted after them. More importantly, I’ve never been in absolute agony over how beautiful a man is, like I have with some women. My fantasies about falling in love are always with a woman partner. Maybe there’s some spiritual or scientific explanation for this, but I haven’t found it.
>>39410973Post digit ratio
>>39410990Is that really necessary?
>>39410973Yeah I’m the same way. two separate lesbian friends have called me a lesbian trapped in the body of a straight male.I’m very athletic too
>>39410973It sounds like you were properly ensouled (your mother had an orgasm when you were conceived), which is rare for most men.
>>39411020>crystalscience
>>39411009We need to know your prenatal estrogen to see if we can call you fembrained.
>>39411097Here they are in mono with some lines to help you.
>>39410973Don’t be sad OP, straight women love men who are flamboyant just enough that they suspect he might be gay.
>>39411173bro is gigagrug the high-T destroyer
>>39411276What does that even mean?
>>39411294basically your digit ratio indicates you had high natal T
>>39411308Strange, I’m not autistic.
>>39411173You're just too malebrained to conform to societal expectations of what a man should be.
>>39411330I think a more likely explanation is that I had a bad relationship with my father from adolescence onward. It wasn’t early enough to turn me gay, but the lack of positive male role model made me subconsciously hate men and resent myself for being a cishet man. So now I have to adopt a softer presentation because I view cishet male behavior/sexuality as inherently evil.
>>39411018mine
>>39411416Am I just weird? How can I apparently be High-T and fruity? I’m fem-brained through and through. Even the straight sex I have is kinda gay.
>>39411391I mean I don't know the circumstances regarding the bad relationship with your father, but I feel like that would just make me more scared to act outside of the norm.
>>39411391>but the lack of positive male role model made me subconsciously hate men and resent myself for being a cishet man.SAME
>>39411446What do you mean?>>39411502Yeah, my mom generally made me feel safe and I think that’s why I view women better. At least now I’ve developed a positive vision of the man I want to be.
>>39411607same. i was an only child too so my mom was the only person i could really trust for my entire childhood
>>39411634My dad was present, just emotionally distant, sometimes terrifyingly angry, sometimes verbally abusive, but never physically abusive.
