QOTT: Why aren’t you lifting weights?>>39417287
need bf uwu
>>39419762The furry or thorny?
>>39419763if the other thread survives...
>>39419826Probably won’t
>>39419682>>39419707I had an ingrown hair in my belly button when I was 15. Ended up going to a doctor about it and he managed to grab hold of the hair with tweezers.He pulled about a 6 inch hair out. It was the weirdest sensation I've ever felt.
>>39419753I think I might go to my local fruit stand and get strawberries for my mom. ^-^What about you?>>39419762Mask stuff is appealing to me. I don't know why. <.<He has a nice body too.
>>39419846hot
Anyone else find John bernthal hot?
>>39419846Same except it got infected and I had a huge buildup directly under the skin that popped open in my sleep. I woke up, took a shit out of my bellybutton in the shower, then ducktaped some papertowel over it, and fell back asleep. My dad was horrified when I told him to drive me to the hospital in the morning
>>39419876/he reminds me of a trailer trash dickhead I used to know.
>>39419876in TWD, yeah
I want what they have
>>39419878i dont believe this tranny story...i had a pus boil once, the infection hurt a lot
>>39419878>popped open in my sleepDid you wake up to it snapping open...?>took a shit out of my bellybutton in the showerDid you actually shit out of it? That's going to lead to sepsis.
>>39419876isn't he like 5'5
>>39419846>>39419878https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yGUMvykCMs
>>39419895Unfortunate >>39419897Idk why I find him hot in action, pics are not justice>>39419929I don't know but most guys I find hot tend to be shorter (or average where I'm from)
Henlo
>>39419955i like the idea of a shorter guy especially since they can look more built but i'm really tall and i don't want to stand out even more with the height difference
>>39419948>aussie accentEWWWW
>>39419977sauce
I like accents :>
>>39419977lol so wtf is this ear ring. and why does he act like he's never used a towel before
>>39420005Mine is retarded
tfw no asian twink to ask me to pull his guts outhttps://x.com/lihaijun8688/status/1896185690813239692https://x.com/lihaijun8688/status/1891627723761553825
can’t watch sports but the Mexican softball daddy phenotype really resonates with me.
>>39419920I woke cuz of the smell. And it wasn't a literal shit I don't think. That's just the easiest was to describe expressing whatever garbage was brewing beneath my skin. Whole thing felt surreal but I was 16 so back to bed I went
The only bottoms that come on to me are insane flightly flakes.
>>39420028>I woke cuz of the smell.Did it smell like feces? Surgeons do a "sniff test" to check for perforations in the bowels. If you smell shit, then the intestines have been breached.>That's just the easiest was to describe expressing whatever garbage was brewing beneath my skin. Could you push shit out of your abdomen by flexing your belly muscles? That's also a sign.
>>39420019DAN! Friend! Brother! can you record me song? knocking on heavens door? only the vocals, ill do guitar, collab
>>39420043did u go? got some drugs? how much money spent/wasted?
>>39420065yes lmao but I’m at work till 9p. aheyheyhey
What's a good/cheap/safe lube to get in bulk? Analgen recommends some kind of toxic farm animal lube
Lol
>>39420098depends what you're using it for
>>39420111Well it's not for my bicycle
>>39420098things can’t be good and cheap except mcchickens
I want pb and honey so bad
>>39420097well im going to sleep but ill check the threads, tomorrow, or somesuch, the archive will have it>>39420098silicone is expensivexlube is stringy try both
>>39420125I always have bread, peanut butter and honey on hand. Come through
>>39420140Thank you but I'm dieting
i told him to squeak in my hole. and he just looked at me like i was crazy. why are men so dense
>>39420145unless you have loose skin then its over
>>39420145Ruined
>>39420002@Aro0412 or @ookami_amen
>>39420146Honey is okay though, I keep it on hand so I don't buy sweets.
>>39420153Just do cardio
>>39420149She has a bf bro give it up
>>39420149holedmghttps://x.com/i/status/1907535375486079465
>>39420160I use allulose if I add sweetener to anythingHoney is very good though
>>39420156Unfortunately there’s no video of him doing anal :(
>>39419990What's wrong with an Aussie accent?
>>39420192everything
>>39420145if right is after then he died his hair and put on makeup lol, left must be after>>39420077just alcoholll
im so gay for you
>>39420192gross accent vile people
>>39420016Wtf are these people doing damn it
>>39420203*pins you against the wall**kisses you deeply*
i like aussie accents
>>39420009You have a Russian accent?
>>39420243Me too c:
>>39420227*runs away crying*
They cut the trees on my road and now people walking by can see me naked. I should sue someone
>>39420203For me? (ʃƪ＾u＾)
im going to sleep see yall on the other side o fthe day>>394202433rded
Honestly... speedrunning is kinda retarded, it's entertaining, but retarded
>>39420135atta boy
>>39420275Close the curtains man wtf
>>39420271>texts: "see you at home, honey"
>>39420298No. I pay tons to have this place. It is my right to be naked in my own home
thinking about getting back into gymnastics, haven't done it in years though
>>39420320>thinkingdont hurt youself
>>39420310You must live somewhere rural. Country people be like I'm just going to be naked all day in my front yard, and if someone sees me they're peeping Tom pervert! Call the 911s
>>39420325Well it's their yard isn't it but I'm inside
>>39420299*buys one-way greyhound ticket*
>>39420243Fourthing
It may be corny, but I hear wedding bells
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKMM14qvkwgi hear my pussy meowing
>>39420337*drives to chick fil a**gets stuck in a really long line*
>>39420370>chik fil adont they hate us
>>39420146Oh and good luck with the diet
is it just normal not to be able to really relate to anyone as you get older? you're really just on your own.huh?
>>39420370I'm going to get korean food my lil bim bim bap. See u later
>>39420380yea, but it's so tasty
why the FUCK is walmart exclusive to america? why can't my poor european ass have those amazing prices?!
>>39420335Maybe I can finally see you nude if I walk by your house lol. You just out here showing it to the tree trimmers but not your buds, It really do be like that though
>>39420398yep that’s why we have families
>>39420407the prices aren't that good considering the quality...
>>39420341No thats just tinnitus love>>39420407Walmart is Asda
Leaving, when I come back I know I'm going to meet my blonde twink boyfriend In this very thread!>>39420407You haven't lived until you've smell the California Walmart at 1:00 a.m.
>>39420398Not normal. Gotta work on your socialising
>>39420445stop chasing kids creep
interdimensional squeak reverberating throughout the fabric of space and time itself >.<
>>39420457I socialize and have "friends", but I only relate to them on very specific things, they're all one-dimensional relationships, outside of those specific areas (same music interest, met in college, ex-roommates, fashion connections, etc.) we don't really have anything in common i've come to realize. Even when it comes to my own family I don't have anything in common with my parents or siblings. Yeah we love each other but if we're blood-related we wouldn't even have a relationship. It's weird..
>>39420493if we weren't*
I want a short man :3
>>39420192I think it's hot>>39420259Yes>>39420397Thank you it's going well
i still don't actually believe that timur isn't just larping
>>39420503short men live for less
short men make less money
i am going to get taco bell and not be ashamed of it bc i am hungry and do not have the energy to prepare food twice in one day
>>39420544Doesn't matter when he's my housewife>>39420539lmaohttps://www.nbcnews.com/science/science-news/shorter-men-live-longer-hawaii-study-finds-n101971
>>39420529Waste of thoughts
>>39420544is 6 figs enough?
>>39420559>study is based on japsuseless for europeans
>>39419826>>39419833What was the other thread?
you don't have to be a gigi regular, there are other boards and generals which is so freeing
>>39420104I hope he gets help soon
how do i get hot guys to want to have sex with me
>>39420579Da i go to ftmg I'm ftm, I go to chasergen I'm chaser or mtf, gg is full of toxic judgesmen I bet gg thinks gay guys only should go to gay bars too
>>39420600Are you a trannie?
>>39420579t. Freshie now he posts in bigen
>>39420600arent you the one who bullies fem gays for being themselves
>>39420605No>>39420636No
excuse me I WANT TO GET CUMMED IN!!!
>>39420642oh it's the other one then
need a bum chum to take my cum cum
I'm against bullying
so it's ok to wear panties then
if you're cute and not gross? hell yeah
god why do i find fat bitches so hot?!
people still wear masks out because the government psyoped them into a permanent fear.. it’s so sad
>>39420718who did you vote for in the past election
i want to wear anons panties as a face mask
>>39420741th- that's not allowed.
>>39420732I didn’t vote I don’t consent to the two party system
>>39420754be good grill and give me your panties
>>39420051I mean this was nearly a decade ago and I'm not dead yet. So prob not sepsis
cant believe you nasty homos are erping on a sunday shame on you
we need that gay guy, to lead our country, forgot his name, starts with butt
buy local buy American yeehaw
>>39420791i'm male, and no! >.<the only one who gets to inhale my panties is my bf
>>39420726debbie post
GG is nice today.
Sam Star should win Rupaul's drag race but Rupaul is racist. Onya is gross I don't care what anyone else says. We should not award ghetto culture.
squeak squeak!
>>39420824They like upsets these days no one thought Nymphia was winning. I think she can.
What happens if I stop jerking off? Will my balls explode or get cancer or anything?
>>39420691yeah
>>39420862it’ll go straight to your thighs and then you’ll blow up
>>39420862I rarely fap
>>39420862it puts me in the mood for rape but ymmv
>>39420810gtfo
>>39420817ZIGGER ALERT!!!
>>39420908Don't say this again
>>39420876You're cum denied and covk caged because i said so
>>39420908Ukraine lost
My hair is long, I have to cut it before summer
>>39420862Your cock gets smaller sis.
>>39420921You wish, my cock too big for any cage
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpYLq7WVt1s
Would you take a stinky nap with Tex or Shiza?
>>39420951i cage your puny pathetic putinsky cock for glorious America, then i pee on it
>>39420965I choose none
>>39420980You ger none of my below-average man body, slayerfag
>>39420965Definitely shiza, yes ya i would
>>39419763No gyms nearby and weights are expensive.
>>39421025USA only like brown men
>>39420920Or what?
Unintentionally hilarious. Makes the point that the whole trans thing is just a thin veneer of makeup with your real body underneath.
>>39421031You will see
As a fag, what's worse?>Autistic gay spergs who castrate themselves instead of just being homoOr>fujos who try and bring all the masculinity of a wet paper bag into gay spaces then make everything about themselvesBoth groups show up as a minority and take over like a cancer. Damn near all the energy around gay causes are taken up by trannies for the last 10 yearsGod emperor trump plz save gaygen!!! 5000% tariffs on estrogen and coding books
>>39421028come see what happen to russian swines who talks big timmy i slap you back to reality Dickless
>>39421062Wtf are you waffling about now bitrooner
>>39421078That's not Thatcher/boomer
>>39421078He's bisexual. He's a boomer. And he looks like Laura Loomer!
>>39421091How can you tell? He sounds like a woman. >>39421092lol mein gott is that why xhe doesn't post pics?
>>39421047I have no idea what you're talking about, but birds are funny
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWFUINOIjuM
>>39421107Post is too short
need a mature but not too mature taller than me bi bottom bf
I saw a fem boy with the ass of a girl. It was a perfect white girl ass. Suffering is not being balls deep in that ass, you wouldn't understand you're bottoms
https://youtu.be/KEHCk6Jn2e0?si=E9onsqWkhUVwyhasdJ5kl
>>39421144How does it feel that Trump is making your makeup even more expensive?
I'm leaving forever
>>39421202good, we hate communists here
>>39420862use it or lose it
>>39421202You're a bitch
>>39421227>>39421213Just say it, say the word I hate so much, faggots
the 'ole bussy and chain
>>39421161Is makeup imported from china?
Calling him a zigger faggot whilst I'm balls deep in him then holding his girly wrists in a vice grip so it technically scratches the rape urge.
I wish there were social gay spaces not dominated by troons. Best I can find is an orgy and it's hard to talk with your mouth full
>>39421239Duh
>go to taco bell>order nacho and cheese w an extra cheese to make sure i don't run out>checkout guy throws in an extra pack of chips>tfw now have to ration the cheesereeeeeeee
>>39421144My lady...
>>39421107That and the spaghettio stains that have permanently set in to his maw.
>>39421256daddy PLEASE do this to me
>>39421264Just melt some cheese at home
>>39421263I guess it makes sense, because almost everything is made in china. I just never thought about it. Someone posted a webm of Chinese workers making dildos for the Western market, these little old ladies making these giant black rubber dicks. They must think westerners are complete freaks.
>>39421282no i don't want to mess it up
>>39421272lol
Make sissy gay and on meth again. Straight sober sissy is meh
>>39421294How? Just melt some decent sharp cheddar as a base, then add pepper jack and gorgonzola to tase.
If the roman empire was so fucking cool then why did they randomly die out?
>>39421256I'm offended and arousedI'm leaving now
>>39421161I don't wear makeup anymore, I have a permanent 5 o'clock shadow game running because it's literally makeup for men but it grows out of my face for free >>39421266UwuSurely some of the bottoms itt must be Morgan Wallen fans. Unless theyre all Yuropoors now... https://youtu.be/ESKKTjYhMI0?si=4zEIrkxPwD3N8uRE
>>39421355All empires die, America is going to be the shortest lived empire in history.
>>39421364I thought you were trans, but it turns out you were just like a middle-aged straight Dad having a gay episode lol. Come on put the dress on again. Let's relive the old days
>>39421355The collapse of the Roman Empire was due to a number of factors such as an inconsistent slave economy, Visigoth raiders, overnjisoksmfnjdjsslfiisks terrotory jndnmmm. dbbhuduikkooiiuhhj Abrahambidjkdkdkq moralfagging pederasty
>>39421393uh
>>39421330>SoberI'm literally drunk and high rn but I never smoked meth. Believe it or not being str8 is awful, I can't fucking stand women but I can't ever go back to being a homo now that I know the truth. I journeyed to the underworld and returned with forbidden knowledge, and now I feel like Mickey mouse making magic brooms >>39421382My gay phase was actually a majority of my life and about 90% in my teens and twenties, but I am both disappointed and unsurprised that my stalkers are STILL SEETHING ABOUT ME years later
>>39421430That's the spirit luv, the old sissy magic. I'm not a stalker as much as a fan. When beagle and the other gay deads were trolling you all the time I defended you. I just thought it was kind of disappointing that you have all people would become a straight guy with a girlfriend, just didn't see that coming. But I guess it makes sense because most trans women hate gay men on a deep level and want to be lesbians. I'm probably not making a good impression here but rock out with your cock out.
>>39421430go ahead, show me your favorite jd vance meme
I hate when the unenlightened talk about how they're enlightened
NEED an iron deficient bf with cold extremities that I can warm with my genital heat
>>39421499Debbie is banned and can’t reply to this right now
is it faggy to watch magic knight rayearth>>39421512wouldn't cold hands feel uncomfortable on an overwarm penis?
>>39421528You can't ban the enlightened
>>39421528Look at what you have done
>>39421533it's only gay if you don't say good game afterwards.
>>39421540I was already thinking about posting to find out what sissy's newest psychotic episode is
>>39421547>brown on the rightew
the enlightened one? how pathetic.
>>39421564Go away Baku we have had enough reunions tonight
>>39421459Well, the more straight I became the more I learned about women and, through what they do to them, about men. I can safely say in as sympathetic a way as possible since I am a victim of child sexual abuse, that I haven't yet met a gay man who wasn't a victim of same sex childhood abuse or some kind of narcissist (or both) or a gynophobic prison-gay incel. Gynophobic gays can be very fem, and honestly I think a lot of trannies are in this category of incel who becomes so gynophobic that he begins worshiping the concept of womanhood and so wants to become or approximate what he perceives as the divine. A lot of gay men are just terrified of woman-as-romantic-interest because women are psychos and the games they play are frightening. It can scare you gay, it can also elicit an "if you can't beat em join em" response. I chose to ride the tiger but I find myself subconsciously fucking with roastoids left and right and like, making them sperg out and friendzone them, laughing at them the whole time, I'm avenging myself and all mankind by unleashing the full force of my unbridled masculine energy. And it's a fascinating social experiment. I already just can't even talk about women completely honestly to anyone who isn't a Chad pussy slayer because nobody else gets it >>39421462Ok owo
>>39421567don't try to compare me to that filth
Oh she's back. Hi sis.
breeding femboys.
>>39421568You can't talk about anything honestly irl because your honest thoughts are psychotic and you know it
>>39421665What a meaningless statement. What do you want me to speak honestly about?
>>39421533>Zeroth law of thermodynamics – If two thermodynamic systems are each in thermal equilibrium with a third, then they are in thermal equilibrium with each other. My hot balls. Their cold feet. Our lukewarm cuddling.
>>39421681the fucking 90 dollar games on the switch 2 holy fucking shit
>>39421699Nintoddlers get what they deserve
>>39421681I just mean that you don't present yourself honestly to anyone irl. You pointed out that you can't talk about women with anyone who isn't an epic red pilled alpha male but the reality is that almost all of your thoughts amount to that kind of detached internet brainrot.
>>39421706everyone will raise prices now, nigtendo is the apple of gayming
>>39421681>>39421714Anyway I don't care about rehashing the usual. What deep dark truth did you learn in the underworld? Something about the aliens?
>>39421687sounds really comfy desu
>>39421742One of the many things I bring to the table
enlighten my nuts, they're heavy with cum
>>39421568Fascinating read.
>>39421736I mean just that dating a girl set off a series of dominoes that culminated in realizing my father is a pathological narcissist pedophile who molested me and my siblings. Granted I learned a lot about male/female interactions along the way and realizing that heterosexual "love" as envisioned by 80s/90s romantic comedies doesn't exist and can't be made to exist, that any woman who isn't a virgin operates along instinct/enotion-driven lines that make her basically a cave-lady barely distinguishable from her hinter gatherer ancestors 100,000 years ago, that all the words they say are bullshit, papier machet to hide that they are all homophobic, they all instinctively follow the most primitive mating instincts lampooned by popular culture as ludicrously inaccurate, that they only ever look out for number one because evolutionarily that's how they have always survived, manipulate men to do what your tiny frail body can't. I know I shouldn't hate them for acting according to their nature, but as a vaguely self-loathing gay I always somewhat idealized hetero relationships as more wholesome than gay ones but at least in current year the hypersexuality, cheating, and psychotic behavior is identical to gay culture at its drug-fueled worst >>39421721I only play indy PC games
>>39421830no matter how much you try to convince yourself that you're straight, once a bottom, always a bottom. that's why you're here in the first place. cock will have it's grip on you until the day you die, faggot.
its* grip
>>39421830I don't agree with most of your beliefs about women, since there are many women who don't fit into that mold. I don't care about arguing against hardwired incel brainwashing though.What I am wondering is why you chose to "go straight" when you have come to the conclusion that straight dating is as bad as gay dating. Is it literally just that a girl approached you before a guy did?
>>39421568i brought this up in a previous thread but even if being molested as a child is what makes many of us gay, what is the solution? of course many of us would prefer to hop in a time machine and protect ourselve from a lifetime of mental illness and abnormality but that's not an option. living as a fake straight is a nonoption too and cruel to yourself and whatever women you might trick into a relationship
>dating and fucking women made me realize my daddy molesting me Oh God it's another one of these! The loony troon who decides her father touched her weewee when he has no recollection of it, because it's easier to sperg on Dad then admit he's autistic.
>i hate women because i was raped by a manthe old standby
After going to a normal bar, again, I am of the firm opinion that all Russians and Eastern Europeans belong in the gas chamber. They must be gassed immediately.
>>39421922>Why yes, I have no memory of such rape occurring but my online psychotherapist/vegan nutritionist gave me permission to believe it happened. Zher says dad probably tooled me, and that's why I'm psychotic
>>39421896meds slayer
>>39421883I agreed to go out with her almost as a joke because I didn't find her attractive and I'd posted about her on here. When I was dating my imaginary girlfriend who lived inside her body I was so much happier than doing gay shit and it felt more natural, like I felt balanced. Then I found out that girl never existed and a psycho whore was wearing her face like a mask, but after finding out I was molested I just can't blget back into gay shit, if I go back to being gay then the pedophile wins. He did it less to get off than to destroy me, prevent me from ever becoming a real man, because he's a psycho piece of shit who was molested himself. Anyway, figuring out this female dating shit and starting a family and buying a farm or at least house and just erasing the pedophile from my family tree and taking the false future he dangled in front of me away from him and making it real and mine is my life goal at the moment. Success and happiness are the best revenge against a narcissist
clippy is the OG gangsta
>no bf to give mutual footrubs withcrying
>>39421922it’s pretty common for the mom to know and do nothing so it would make a little sense if one were to develop a hatred for women after that
>>39421923Very brave of you to repeat US State department propaganda! Really taking a stand on that one lol
>>39421976idk it makes more sense to hate men bc they're the ones actually raping kids
>>39421960>Then I found out that girl never existed and a psycho whore was wearing her face like a maskI've never read anything more relatable in my life.
well i changed my briefs because all the pre that dripped into was starting to feel gross
Sometimes I feel like the only one who had a picturesque movie-like childhood during the summer which I spent cuddling and giving kisses to my summer camp counselor who became my boyfriend. If I could relive those years with him forever I would. Nothing has ever given me the same sensations as being with him. Sex didn't matter with him when I was that young, he wasn't interested in that. The bond we had was like nothing else I've experienced. That bond broke when I became an adult because I was going off to college and wanted to be with other guys my age and try things out and he was always more into women. I just wish I could relive those years with him forever when everything felt perfect. It sucks that people deal with abusive pedophiles, especially when it's their other father, yikes. I can't relate.
>>39421960You can be gay without being a pedophile sis, and I'm pretty sure that your dad heavily discouraged you from being gay so if anything being straight is letting the pedo win. Do you feel more personal fulfillment being with a woman? Are you making yourself happy or are you doing it for her, or your parents, or just to prove to yourself that you can? Do you want kids? Are you going to pretend to be a good Christian just to not make waves?
>>39421989sure but kids aren’t logical
>>39421977I guess you are American.
>>39422008Stop taking hrt. That sounds absolutely dreadful to be walking around with your dick leaking like that. Can't they create a medication so that you guys stop leaking dick goo everywhere you go? Doesn't sound sanitary
>>39422009>abusive pedophilesyou mean pedophiles??
To people who have kissed both, do guys or girls kiss better? On a technical level.
>>39421882lmao
>>39421976My mom almost figured it out once but she prides herself on being a traditional wife and idk if she would survive accepting what he did to us so idk if I even want her to know>>39421989I consider my father a gay pedophile because he prefers molesting boys and gave up my half sister to her mom because presumably he didn't want to molest her. He may have turned my youngest brother into a narcissist by raping him, with hindsight. I don't want to do greentexts about how I worked this out, it's not pleasant.Anyway I feel even more sympathy with bottoms now than before I knew because I always used to think it was weird I was a fem bottom and yet I never got molested like all the other girls, I felt like they had an excuse and I didn't. But once I knew I was just like them, I no longer felt like it was especially my fault, like I "chose" to be gay. I'm still friends with gay bottoms whomst I've friendzoned, I can't really be homophobic at this point I'm just pedophobic
>>39422019Yes. Are you aware of that my country has placed sanctions on Russia for the last 10 years keeping them in a state of poverty? Or that my country staged a coup in Ukraine in 2014, and installed this Jewish actor as president? Or that we started the war by sending us vice president Kamala Harris to Europe to brag about inducting Ukraine into NATO? Show me where on the black dildo that Russia hurt you
>>39422046yeah idk dads suck but there's not much u can do but accept what they did and move oni do struggle with whether or not i should keep interacting with him considering that i don't really emotionally get anything out of the relationship aside from hurt with the occasional moment of decent (when i conform exactly to what he wants)your dad sounds really shitty though, i hope he dies painfully and slowly
>>39422046So basically instead of thinking that all bottoms are women, you now think that all bottoms are molested, and both conclusions were because you felt that way about yourself.
>>39422029i just mean adults who abuse children, some call them pedos, others call them child molesters, others call them child abusers...
If my kid comes to me when he's 35 and decides that I'm molested him because he's a complete retard, I'm sending him to heaven.
>>39422081ok but phrasing it that way while romanticizing your relationship with a pedophile makes it sound like you think he's a non-abusive pedophile which isn't a thing bc all pedophiles are by the nature of what they do, abusive>>39422084why do you care how other people process their issuesmaybe you should be the kind of dad who doesn't molest your kids, then it won't be an issue
>>39422046I'm sorry that happened to you, that must be scary to have to deal with resurfaced memories of child molestation by your own father.
>>39422051Russia is not in poverty. I don't care about Ukraine. All of them are scum. All refugees and foreigners should be made swear loyalty to the globohomo world order. Even within the EU.I don't think you get it. If you don't hate Russia and all these ex-Soviet shitholes then you hate yourself. I don't if you understand, but merely associating yourself with these people will make them violent towards you.
>>39422038the possessive denotation of "it" (cock) shall not include an apostrophe unless referring to "it is". as in, "it's a huge cock."
>>39422046Idk if this is the right path sis. If you're trying to prove to your father, that you're better than him then you lost. If you try to prove to yourself that you can be straight, you also lost. You're good enough as is sis. It's not easy to let go of the past and move on, but if you know you are doing what makes you happy, I'm glad for you sis.
>>39422100my ex isn't a pedophile though, he was 19 and I was 6, he was still a kid himself, and there was no abusive nature to our relationship despite what you may imagine
Imagine telling your wife and the mother of your kids that you spent your twenties taking as many cum enemas as you possibly could, but it's okay because you're straight now. Heartbreaking.
time to go to sleep so i can wake up for another wonderful day of group therapy KMSmaybe i'll be able to hunt gore magala>>39422123>he was 19 and I was 6bruheven if you meant 16, it's still exploitative by the nature of the power difference especially because he was your counselor and in a position of power over you>>39422128hot
>>39422100You should process your issues by accurately identifying the source of your problems. If you have no reliable recollection of your dad molesting you, but you've hit your 30s and you take no personal accountability for where your life is, and you already blame your parents for a lot of your problems, what should a reasonable observer make from that? Having phantom memories of being molested because you think it gives you a way out is just digging your feet deeper into the hole.
>>39422123Your fixation with this one specific sexual experience is unhealthy sis.
There's this one weird trick to getting over mommy daddy issues it's called not giving a fuck about them and getting adopted by your bf's family
>>39422105Like, I don't think you people understand Russian, Middle Eastern, etc. "homophobia". They don't hate you for being "gay". Talking with you, being friendly with you, etc. makes them gay. They will violently beat you up, kill you, etc. for making them "gay" in this way.
>>39422105I've known these people since I was in the 7th grade, and a large Eastern European population propped up in the area where I was living at that time. I welcome them as friends. I had a lot more common with them than I did with the kids that were interested in black culture, rap music, American culture. These kids were like my saviors, and I finally had friends. I don't give a shit about some woke corporate promoted globohomo suicide cult, I want no part of it.
>>39422161Not scaring away healthy potential partners with your shattered mental state challenge
>>39422105Based I can't wait for total globohomo victory in 2028 we just have to survive until 2026
>>39422011>You can be gay without being a pedophile sis,I know>and I'm pretty sure that your dad heavily discouraged you from being gay so if anything being straight is letting the pedo win. He discouraged me from being gay because he's a narcissist, he wanted to shame me and erode my self-esteem while gaslighting me into an adult incestuous gay relationship. He shot himself in the foot by overplaying his hand but narcissists often do because they believe themselves to be infallible.>Do you feel more personal fulfillment being with a woman? Are you making yourself happy or are you doing it for her, or your parents, or just to prove to yourself that you can? Do you want kids? I think the only thing I can think of that will make me happy is starting a family against the odds and giving my kids everything I didn't have. Believe me, I'm aware that I'm trading hedonism for responsibility, at least to an extent. >Are you going to pretend to be a good Christian just to not make waves?My genuine faith is my only constant, and I can rationalize what happened to me within the constrictions of my personal faith. That doesn't mean I have to adhere to what a non-christian thinks Christian doctrine is. I never saw "thou shalt not puff dank nugs" in the Bible, for example. Spiritual incongruities turn on roastoids after all
>>39422133I meant 6 and it wasn't exploitative in anyway. People have such weird outdated views on adult/child relationships due to their paranoia and own child abuse experiences I guess. Our relationship was very healthy. It wasn't even sexual until I was around 17. It was just sweet and romantic but I get how gays want to sexualize everything and think of it as abuse situation or something but that wasn't the case at all. Most of the time we just wrote each other letters and talked via email and over webcam. We still do to this day. I wish all of you could experience this sort of relationship. Most of you seem like you've been in really shitty relationships your whole life.
Um guys... is this part of the plan
>>39422180https://youtu.be/9_DSE3FSalM?si=hqGp8ZhVGlWSBBvW
I don't remember being raped or sexually molested.
>>39422201Yes. I voted for this sis.
>>39422175>I don't give a shit about some woke corporate promoted globohomo suicide cult, I want no part of it.That's just the globohomo being the standard in America! It doesn't work like that in Europe. If those Russians are homofriendly in America, then they have been brainwashed in the Western ideology.
I had narcisstic parents, so I was raped psychologically. I was an anxiety ridden doormat until I learned how to serve cunt.
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>>39422178You just have to work on un shattering it, mostly by making yourself go outside.>>39422181>he wanted to shame me and erode my self-esteem while gaslighting me into an adult incestuous gay relationshipOk I'm not trying to twist the knife or anything but could you give me an example of something that he did to you. I can't tell how much of what you are saying is your purple writing and idk if this was 5d chess stuff or like he molested you molested you.>Believe me, I'm aware that I'm trading hedonism for responsibility, at least to an extent.My current plan is to get gay married and adopt kids, why can't hedonism and responsibility be the same thing?>My genuine faithOk but like what do you actually believe in?Are you Christian or do you believe in esoteric spirit world stuff?
>>39422209Larp
narcissism is such an overused term these days it borders on meaningless
i want a whiteboy boyfriend
>>39422226shut up bitch
>>39422226people really are more narcissistic today than they were in the past
>>39422226what if someone is genuinely narcissistic and behaves like it to the point it feels like they're reading out of a handbook or some shit
>>39422123Lol the ages change every time
>>39422228he has to be uncircumcised for me sis
>>39422240no it doesn't he was 19 and I was around 5-6 ( I was on the cusp of turning 6) but anyway I find it weird how people can't see how such a relationship can be healthy, that's what bothers me the most, maybe I should write a book
>>39422202>>39422218The jews aren't even jews the great white hope's vp is an Indian lady the human brownification project has been completed https://youtu.be/oIscL-Bjsq4
>>39422220>You just have to work on un shattering it, mostly by making yourself go outside.I agree. Once my health stops ruining all my plans my next goal is to start putting myself out there and hope something good will happen to me since I've got nothing left to lose anyway
time 4 sleep 4 real>>39422264maybe you should kill yourself
>>39422222Nice quints. My dad is also a narcissist, but unlike your dad he's a complete failure of narcissist. He's accomplished nothing. One of his sons is dead because he was a bad father. For all the things I could say about him, I don't need to invent being molested by him. It's the one thing he didn't do. I think you can argue in favor of the outcome that you want, but that isn't progress for your personal situation. if it happened it happened if it didn't then you're only going to make it worse by pretending it did.
I'm gonna buy the switch cause I'm afraid my other hobbies will scare bottoms away on a first date.
>>39422224What's larp? I've drunk and done amphetamine with several Russians in a private setting and they all have told me the root of their homophobia:Associating with you in any way makes them a faggot.This explains a lot if you are used to Western "homophobia" and are subjected to Muslims and Slavs.
>>39422264>maybe I should write a bookYeah you should. Upload your first draft here tips.fbi.gov
>>39422270after you m'lady
>>39422277bottoms won't respect a nintendo adult
>>39422068I do often find myself wishing he would just spontaneously die and rid the world of his negative influence >>39422069Whatever shartbaser, you're a sophist>>39422101I mean I even find it weird that I felt relief. Not many people really understand what clinical narcissism means, but realizing who my dad is and what he did and why explained a lot about various things in my life I blamed and hated myself for, not just being gay. I don't want to get bogged down in details but he spared no effort to impede my life, waste my youth, sap my self-confidence, prolong my poverty. I can't hate myself for this shit anymore because it's not my fault, the sexual degeneracy isn't my fault, I still have to take ownership of myself and be my own parent in order to salvage the smoldering wreckage of my life, but there's a timeline in which I died of AIDS or overdose before 25 so I'ma make lemonade out of my lemons >>39422111See above. I don't give a shit about what he thinks, he's dead to me. The father I loved doesn't exist either and never did. I find it odd that this realization hurt less than realizing that my literally retarded girlfriend never existed.
>>39422239one thing i noticed with narcs is they literally never apologize for any hurt they caused
>>39422266Gump is deporting college students for criticizing a foreign country that is in the midst of an ethnic cleansing and genocide. That should be the number one issue, and yes you should care that all of these American pornography companies have ties to the Zionist movement and israel. While they are making billions of dollars from pornography and getting American kids on sex hormones, they don't allow either in israel.
>>39422267Putting yourself out there a bit can improve your health too, unless you have an infectious illness or something lol. I don't necessarily mean dating, just interacting with people over a hobby or getting sunlight can make you feel better.
>>39422300people are responsible for their own hurt unless it's physical
>>39422278Did the russians blow your back out? Tea
>relationship started when I was 6 and he was 19. He was just a kid>got sexual when I was 17 (meaning he was 30)So you straight up got groomed into sucking dusty cock? also my whole ass it just suddenly got sexual the second it was legal
>>39422292Most bottoms like playing Nintendo though. I mostly play multiplayer pc games, but I don't think they're good for connecting on a date.
>>39422310I didn't mean dating either, more like odd jobs and helping out the community. Meeting a nice guy in the process would just be one of those good things that could maybe happen
>>39422128Women are like mushrooms, feed em shit and keep em in the dark >>39422123>my ex isn't a pedophile though, he was 19 and I was 6, he was still a kid himselfLmao am I being trawled >>39422215You have to unlearn certain servile instincts. You're always trying to be diplomatic and defuse tension because you're expecting and preempting and trying to defuse a blow up. Just trying not to have to hear screaming or get hit, that psychologically conditions you.
>>39422352>Women are like mushrooms, feed em shit and keep em in the dark I feel terrible for whatever woman you manage to tie down.
>>39422293>you're a sophistNo uAnswer >>39422220>>39422307It is a big issue we just can't do anything about it except wait for the courts to block shit. This tariff thing will probably eventually see a lawsuit that will challenge their constitutionality. We are in a bit of a no taxation without representation situation for actual citizens. I don't care about porn or Israel.>>39422343I was going to say, yea, working is a good way to stay on your feet and interact with people. I hope that things go well for you :)
It's weird how gays are okay with all the sick shit they do together but when a decent adult man has a non-sexual consensual relationship with a child they instantly go to the usual dumb trajectory of opinions of things they been brainwashed to believe by the media machine. "You were abuseedddd, he's a pedoopphile". Gays really are just shitty people in general is what i've come to realize. They can never look at their own shit but are full of disgusting opinions about others. I can see why Sissy doesn't want to call herself gay or be apart of such a fallen group of people.
>>39422373I'm sorry that you're a pedophile anon it's not our fault
Have you ever accidentally smelled your best friend's balls or dick?
>>39422318The cognitive dissonance related to your contrarianism must be hard to bear.Well, I understand. America is the Ground Zero of globohomo, in Europe we still have to deal with homophobia, etc.
>>39422220>Ok I'm not trying to twist the knife or anything but could you give me an example of something that he did to youOne time when we lived in a three story building with the kids rooms on the second floor and the parents bedroom on the third floor, whole mom was out working as a cocktail waitress (slay), he brought all of us upstairs to his unlit bedroom to watch fireworks, something wed done before because he had a view over the Mississippi. We lined up against the windows and he made us drop our pants and beat us with a belt while humming a tune (there were no fireworks). This was one thing I remembered my whole life and somehow just never thought was sus until I started down this narcissism rabbit hole and recontextualized it. Between you and me I think he thinks he is the reincarnation of Aleister Crowley and that is horrifying. So my siblings and I have a lot of the psychological damage of ex cult members >Are you Christian or do you believe in esoteric spirit world stuff?Yes>>39422239This >>39422300This
>>39422365You should never feel bad for any woman, they feed off sympathy like ticks
>>39422412this but with bottoms
>>39422401How old were you all when this happened? He just hit you with a belt and didn't touch any of you sexually?
How can you not remember being fucking molested?
>>39422389I have no cognitive dissonance, in Americans are illiterate who frequently use that term incorrectly. Dissonance refers to being mentally troubled by holding contrary opinions, not the state of holding contrary opinion simultaneously. I am not troubled. I can be gay and traditional at the same time.
debaser is fucking evil
>>394223119my ex use to model, had a career doing it, he doesn't anymore became he made enough money to retire, to this day he looks really good.. so I wouldn't say he was dusty at 30, at 30 he was in his prime, even better looking than he was at 19, even at 37 he still looks really attractive but has gotten a bit of a dad bod
>>39422391Yeah okay then no one should ever associate with you because you will blame them and conjure up some victimhood story because it 'works best for you'. You remind me of my mother. End of conversation.
>>39422461can you explain how you came to that conclusion from what i said
>>39422382you don't make any sense, but your posts never do
>>39422472you mean and
Wish I were attractive enough to model
selling your body for money ain't it sis. I'd only sell my body for 1 man. Not everybody.
>>39422417*ahem* Bottoms are women.>>39422424I think I was 9 or 10, I don't remember him ever touching us sexually but several comments over the years were pretty pedophilic in hindsight, and there's some specific things I don't want to discuss that prove it beyond a doubt related to what made my mom almost basically kinda sorta figure it out. Basically, you won't change my mind on this, also because he kind of accidentally admitted it to me after I realized it, the way narcissists work is not overt but he tried to covertly use my knowledge of his molestation of me to break my will which constituted a confession in my view.
>>39422512modeling is not selling your body, it's selling a brand, it's selling the clothing that your wearing
selling my body for a crumb of cock
why cant life be like my bl manga
>>39422521right sis. right.
It’s much easier to be gay than straight. To be straight you have to go through all these hoops and tests and then you still get rejected 99% of the time even with ugly women. To be gay all you have to do is message a guy and you’ll be having sex in under an hour.
>>39422529cause you not the main character sis. you not even a side character. You a tree.
>>39422543in good bl the side characters get spinoffs with their own lovers and all the trees are climbed by cute boys
I want a new thread immediately
>>39422538i don't relate to most gays on here at all, they all seem very stupid
>>39422538Cope
im glad im gay, i cannot imagine living my entire life without feeling what it's like to get cummed in by a strong violent top
>>39422516The proving it beyond a doubt stuff is the stuff that most matters and I get that it is something you don't want to talk about but I still don't really know what happened to you, which is fine. You believing in the spirit world and imagining jordan peterson dragons just makes me suspicious about why you are trying to add fuel to the "gays are molested" meme
>>39422602>BELIEVE ALL VICTIMS>unless they do not agree with me politically
>>39422516Turned my name off to shitpost on /pol/>>39422432Well I might have repressed it but if you want to know the full truth, even though I'll be called a schizo, I think he used some kind of boomer new age esoteric MKULTRA method to block our memory of it. That's why some of my evidence comes from dreams and, events that might have been dreams or might have been memories of sleepwalking in childhood. I believe in the metaphysical and that's because I've witnessed it first hand, I used to think I'd seen all kinds of supernatural entities but in the context of my father, it's possible that the only thing I witnessed was some metaphysical paranormal psychic activity manipulating memories, emotions, and sometimes inducing hallucinations. Like, did I see a ghost those times I thought I did or was it a psychic projection into my third eye by a narcissistic pedophile with a lifelong obsession with the occult? Was I molested by a gay demon in the first house I lived in at Athens, or was it the pedophile astral projecting to try and scare me into dropping out and moving back home? Ive been too lazy to do the spiritual work to answer that but his psychic assaults on me trigger my spiritual development for defensive purposes in a kind of arms race. And because he fancies himself Aleister Crowley he sprinkled some truth in with his bullshit when discussing the occult >>39422538This is extremely true. A 3/10 gay will have an easier time getting laid than an 8/10 str8oid
>>39422538sex is easier, but relationships are just as hard. whatever i guess
>Was I molested by a gay demon in the first house I lived in at Athens, or was it the pedophile astral projecting to try and scare meat least im not this crazy
>>39422625When have I said believe all victims?>>39422628>some of my evidence comes from dreams and, events that might have been dreams or might have been memories of sleepwalking in childhoodOh look I'm completely vindicated as usual
>>39422625debaser has pedo tendencies himself, he already said before that him and his alleged boyfriend want to adopt black kids specifically for some reason, as if that's really what a black child needs to be be raised by two white extra large gay men
sissyspacek would have been prescribed a lobotomy back in the day
imagine being a legitimate csa victim and having to listen to this insane fabricated shit
>>39422628if you had simply embraced your gayness you wouldn't have become insane -_-
>>39422644Please don't defend my pedophile father, he would happily eat you like Hannibal lector
I’m so glad our real mom is back (Sissy) I kinda hate our step mom (shiza).
>>39422449Your reply makes no sense since I said your dissonance must be hard to bear, meaning the anxiety caused by holding contradictory views,you fucking retard.But I see you are compartmentalizing well.
>>39422644>>39422659>>39422673>>39422679This is the stuff I'm willing to talk about, obviously the stronger evidence is more disgusting
The other night I had a dream where I was in like the squid games or something and a bunch of us had to run through like a swamp filled with lions as crocodiles were approaching us from behind and there was spooky music and then I woke up because it was a dream and not real>>39422683I'm not defending your father, you are probably right that he is the reason that you are as fucked up as you are. He sounds like a lunatic if he believes in occult shit and he probably indoctrinated you into believing it since you were a child which is actually worse than him actually molesting you probably but like, you should stop believing in the cult shit because you are spiritually the same as a csa victim who becomes an offender
i almost feel bad for the magas in my family, but at the same time LOL, their stocks are really hurting and this could cost them thousands in losses. they literally voted for this. i don't have any positions so it literally has little effect on me.
squeeeeak
oops i thought it said 270, not 370
man i finally got to use my dick sucking factories being reshored idea and the thread got deleted
mooooom, jannies killed the thread again :(
>>39423017no free samples at the dick sucking factory, it all cums out of your pay
monkey smashes heaven
>>39423056https://youtu.be/EHC9HE7vazI
anon with the problem from the thread before it got deleted here, thinking about what one of you said rn, something about him not being as enthusiastic about the relationship, i'm starting.to realise the signs of that. think this relationship is cooked but ill just keep going along until he breaks up with me. i love him alot..
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