>>39477028Are you in love with anybody?
>>39480546>Are you in love with anybody?Yes, but he's straight and doesn't love me.
>>39480546I don't love nobody sis.
Did you ever get a big boner in your pants?
*fluffing the pillows. Lighting a candle. Vacuuming the rugs*Gotta get ready. We'll have company soon!
>>39482919*ding dong*
old >>39480537
I went to every goodwill in CT over a 3 day weekend and stayed in a halfway house connected to some hospital to keep costs down. Literally from the moment they opened to the moment they closed all three days. Been to all of the GWs in new england over the last 2 years and planning more. I'm very cool and have lots of friends
>>39483037Shitshitshitshitshit. I put the trash outside behind the back door and throw my clothes under the bed. COMING!
>>39483078did you get the guinness there too?
>>39483078I need to be your friend fr but I'm in California, I've also purchased enough thrift store stuff to start my own thrift store lol
>>39483078congrats on buying a bunch of junk you don't need :)I feel my best when I have nothing, an empty apartment feels so clean
>>39483111Yeah I wait outside bars with the empty bottles from the recycling bin and have all the Irish guys spit into them on the way out. Then I just top off with rainwater. Tastes about the same and I love it so
>>39483111I had to look at it again to find the Guinness, like looking for Waldo. Jeez tex you sure sounds irish your eyes went right to the booze lol
>>39480546i'm not sure :/
>>39483136texanon's ghost will haunt the bars when he dies
>>39483128I like to be oppressed by my belongings. My dad used to pile all my shit on my bed whenever I didn't clean my room and I would just burrow in there and fall asleep. Been chasing that high ever since>>39483112Abandon commiefornia and come live with me on the beast coast. I ask only that you trim the pubes and shave your hole
>>39483158she needs to stop drinking and fall in love, alcohol is bullshit
>>39480546Love and hate in the same breath? Yes Just love? No
>>39483177people always say that but i feel a lot of people replace their addiction with a boyfriend and when that ends they just take up their addiction again, love is just a temporary cure
i am not that bad of a person, you would understand my perspective and how good kind i am if you were in my shoes, i literally always feel sorry for others, i would say too much, i doubt most other people think too much abt others since they are so horrible self absorbed, i cannot be the problem and i am being honest
>>39483233What is the last materially positive thing you've done in the world?
>>39483233i'll believe you when you write out a schedule for yourself of things you will get done in the day (chores, exercise, job search, etc.) and show it to us
>>39483233idk why it’s so much fun to make you have breakdowns but it is you should try and market this skill
Just a lil nightcap to ward off bad dreams
>>39483246a few hours ago i was thinking abt kms so i won t hurt people in the future, that counts right? i avoid doing good deeds to others on purpose even if i feel like helping them bc they have been horrible to me and deserve nothing good and not only that might even look for ways to sabotage them>>39483253can t really job search sadly for the next months at least, this feels me with anxiety and dread desu>>39483274in your silly little mind you think that what you do is justice but that is a subjective human concept, there is no evil or good and i am far from evil, more unfortunate really, also i only get mad nowadays when it comes to my looks bc looks are everything
if larry set up a booth in the center of his village and let people verbally abuse him until he cried for 10 bani a pop he’d become the richest man in northwestern romania in weeks
>>39483299i don’t think it’s justice i think it’s fun
>>39483299You should try volunteering somewhere. They have corners they can shove you in where you wont be overwhelmed by people AND you'll be contributing to society!
>>39483173no can do I'm a top, meeting someone in a few hours bro bro, but ty for the offer
>>39483276I like that glass, where’d you get it?
>>39483214Love is the only cure, loving yourself finally the ultimate goal.
>>39483315Not worth 10 shekels if he cries the second you mention his wack ass grill. I love him tho
>>39483343I mean. I'll give you one guess. This >>39483078 is meThey're p neat. You can look through the windows and they have portraits inside
>>39483315i can beg for mercy quite effectively but that rate is way too low>>39483337i can t help people that had/have/will have sex and i am actively going to try to ruin their life if i can so basically the vast majority of the population
>>39483379Go work at a dog kennel then. Unless you're gonna fuck them of course
>>39483136i am genetically irish on me mum's side i think since she has an irish/scottish surname. but i know euros are autistic about that and will refuse to believe anyone is ethnically european unless they were born there so it's whatevs.
>>39483379Oooh! Or maybe volunteer in the terminal kids ward and be kinda an angel of mercy. Ticks all your boxes and eventually you'll get put down by the government which works out for everyone
>>39483396what are you on your dad's side?
>>39483396idc what euros say, I can cosplay as Irish even if we also have swedish, German, Scottish and English in my family dna sandwich. That's the great thing about being American we can be whatever we want babes
>>39483415idk probably some sort of anglo. he always said we were german growing up but his surname (and mine) is english/scots so it's up in the air. but since we all have hazel/gray eyes probably celtic.
>>39483384>>39483400both those creatures live better lives than me so no, i don t think it is possible for anyone to suffer as much as me
>>39483421I wore a "fuck me I'm irish" shirt to Boston for paddy's day this year. Some frat guy shouted from across the street "hell yeah bro, I'd fuck you" and I've been living off that for a month nowJokes on him. I'm Belgian/Norwegian/Greek. Moron didn't even notice lol
>>39483374they're silent film stars from the 20's
Just ate motherfucker burgers with the family, chilling in bed now, life is good
>>39483437lmao he was probably Finnish and Moldovan and the jokes on you
>>39483426you never have talked with your grandparents about your ancestry?
>>39483447>motherfucker burgers with the familyunfortunate implications
Hi
>>39483442Yes I know. They're my glasses, I have a phone with access to the internet, AND I'm pretentious. Some of us attend silent movies at local theaters with live accompaniment, pleb
>>39483426do you wash behind your ears?
>>39480546No, not yetWhat about you, Anon?
gotta go love u fags
>>39483475sorry your deaf i wasn't trying to make fun of you
I love my gaygen friends <3
>>39483472Yeah yeah i am an esl what can i say? I'm tired of google translator
>>39483471no lol i've never met my mother's parents (i think they all died before i was born) and my father's mother pretty much abandoned him, she was a bluegrass musician and never cared much for family ig. my father's father married someone else (who we consider our true grandmother) but they're both deceased now sadly and no ancestry never really came up cause i assume our family probably came to america too long ago for it to matter.
i hate how everything is all abt looks and nothing else
>>39483495My deaf? Oof g. Hate to see a nigga swing and miss
Why are musicians either the best people you'll know in your life or absolute assholes
>>39483488yes but i do not shampoo so even if i wash it does smell a bit musky once sweat and sebum and stuff build up in the day but your body is supposed to have a little musk to it that is natural.
>>39483520maybe not deaf but still problematicusually only bad boys get sent away to halfway houses
how to cope with the fact that looks mostly decide all your life and fate and you have little to no control over it otherwise, not like you had control over other shit like being born smart or whatever either but looks really matter the most and i got a shitty hand in that
>>39483537increase your charisma and intelligence.
Me and anonymous rn
>>39483508damn tex sounds like you never really never felt paternal or maternal family love
>>39483545>iwn have thiswhy live.
>>39483535>sent awayI paid 15 good american dollars per night for the privilege of a shared bathroom and a room with a padlock latch, thankyouverymuch
>>39483544A catwich hehe
>>39483559oh so it's like a halfway house designed for consumer tourism not to recover from drugs or other troubles?
>>39483551well maybe yeah my parents were quite absent or ambivalent my whole life especially my dad since he was a contractor and worked overtime throughout my childhood (and he also was an adulterer so that's another reason why he was hardly around) and i was raised primarily by my siblings (one of which was super mean and psycho, my half-sister from my father's side and his previous wife who is a complete piece of garbage and you can tell that's why the half-sister was a psycho when she was younger but she's mature and a lot better now but not redeemed tho).
>>39483556you could always get a turkish beard implant
>>39483492Bye Anon!
>>39483587Little of this, little of that. It was a weird environment full of druggies. I use dispersed campsites now. Typically empty and those bitches are free
>>39483611i look terrible with facial hair. i once posted a pic of myself with peach fuzz and it was awful.
>>39483625lmfao do you still have it
>>39483544no one really cares abt intelligence, you could like invent something wow but they still won t give a shit abt you, plenty of ugly successful tech guys no one cares abt, just tolerate them bc they are usefullooks = personality and charisma, almost all charismatic people are hot, i wonder whyyou are literally your looks, your face must show if there is smth wrong with you genetically on some level idk desu, plenty of sick hot people with all types of disorders and plenty of healthy ugly people with no disorders, and it is not like being tall or strong where looks are useful and make sense, biology is weird since someone with 65 iq with all types of diseases/disorders can be extremely desirable from a reproduction point if they are hot, way more than a 300iq healthy ugly person, first will 100% reproduce and a lot, second might not even get the chance, the first one is worthless useless but looks good, second is very useful but ugly, still yea, biology makes no sense here
>>39483637yeah but now i feel self conscious lol.
>>39483639Ugly on the outside isn't nearly as bad as ugly on the inside
>>39483639lift and study the ugliness away. this is why /fitlit/ exists.
>>39483639Don't aspie about it bro, it is really not that deep..if your personality is good you are good.
What if I have good hygiene but a childhood predisposition for warts on my hands?
>>39483649>>39483667your looks are your personality and confidenceall the popular kids with good personalities in school were hot, all the loser wimpy ones with bad personalities were ugly, same at work and anywhere else, looks literally decide your life and fate and are everything, if you are ugly you will always be seen as an evil ugly wimpy loser even if you get rich successful bc people are wired to hate you and want to naturally select you out of the gene pool it doesn t matter what you do, this will always be the case, the same as if you are hot, you could be the biggest loser ever but if you are hot, you are still going to be perceived as a winner and people are wired to like you and want to keep you in the gene pool, it has nothing to do with hard work and/or talent intelligence, it is all mostly looks, people just don t want to accept this bc it is depressing and hard to grasp>>39483660>picrel
>>39483645aww can you describe it at least>>39483715it means you have hpv
>>39483599I'll be your daddy texy, i have plenty of love
>>39483758i'm not looking for a father.>>39483750okay well maybe i'll post it just this once for maybe 5 minutes.
>>39483750>hpvI got sick when I was a kid and had warts all over my body. Doctor rolls in this giant tank of liquid nitro and it takes over an hour to hit them all. The next day my skin literally sloughed off. Every couple years I get a new one somewhere on my hands. V annoying and makes me feel gross
>>39483772Im black doe
i just want a husband who will do cute couple things with me and play vidyagaymes and cuddle :'3
>>39483374Oh that was you? You must have a good eye for that kind of stuff.
>>39483818>the gay man's capital are looksLmao
>>39483818What even is picrel? is that an article someone wrote?
>>39483854By the looks of it, it's a Reddit comment.
>BFberg is putting me on a Bussy Improvement Plan (BIP) because apparently my "metrics" are worse than AI generated Link x Ganon at 1000x the labor costsIs this Trump's America?
>>39483854concern troll informing you that your life would be easier if you simply chose to stop being gay, as if you didn't already know that
>>39480546I wish I just had someone to crush on, or to think about
>>39483772damn i was looking at a game and missed it i’m going to have to imagine it i guess
>>39483865Of course it is>>39483896Like I need something to stoke my already carcinogenic internalized homophobia.
>>39483772why dont you just fraudmaxx and minox like everyone else
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNFoSMwfleQ
>>39483772oh nm i can see it on pc, i remember this pic and before now never even realized you had one in it haha
all of you are gonna end up alone in your late 30s and 40s and then become suicidalno exceptions
>>39484046It's ok. I'm alone already and always have been
>>39484046already am
>>39484046The thing is once you've actually been suicidal and recover from it, it's significantly harder to get in that headspace again because everything is a cakewalk in comparison
>>39484046im already suicidal
>>39484059>>39484077>>39484086already accepting defeat instead of turning your lives around and finding a hubby to settle with and have a cute gay marriagesad!
time to daydream about having a boyfriend who is bigger and stronger than me while trying to fall asleep
>>39484102some people are dead ends thats how it always has been and always will be
>>39484086I tried to express this view in college but I just sounded like an asshole pseud. I got asked how I was so chill all the time and my explanation was essentially that I burnt out on negative emotions when I was younger. Never pulled the trigger but a few late nights on the wrong side of the balcony fence really gives you time to think
I hate tender queers
what's this thread about?
>>39484120i do this tooneed an older, bigger and strong husband who will hold me while we sleep :3
>>39484102Lol more like content to be what I am atm. I never said the door was closed for good, just that I'm comfortable being alone for now. I would hope it's not permanent
>>39484086>it's significantly harder to get in that headspace again because everything is a cakewalk in comparisonI managed it through a series of unavoidable circumstances coming up in my life. A year or two ago I wouldn't have been able to imagine falling this low.
>>39484136why do you hate yourself, fag
>>39484156Cause I can
>>39484144the ideal relationship honestlyand feeling his deep voice in your chest when he calls you his good little boy and says goodnight and you can feel the warmth of his crotch on your ass ugh
>>39484166if you fart on me you're back out on the streets though
>>39484168i only fart after sex
>>39484177when else would i be sleeping with you?
>>39484166
Good evening ^-^How are you doing?
the ideal relationship is drinking heavily with your bf and then having drunken brawls and beating each other up. then waking up for work hungover and bruised.
>>39484193you're going to ruin that pretty face if you keep drinking so much
oh no i forgot the image.
>>39484166samei need thatmuch more than sex, i crave the intimate moments with that special someone
>>39484201my face is already ruined i've been binge drinking since like 2018.
>>39484193have you ever performed a stone cold stunner
>>39484214you don't know what ruined looks like lol
>>39484193Why can't we just drink and cuddle or something, beating the shit out my boyfriend or the reverse sounds awful.
https://youtu.be/DEaDj6TXiQQ
should I watch breaking bad, the battlestar reboot or babylon 5 next
>>39484224pussy.
god, if you're real, please give me the courage to kill myself
>>39484232babylon 5 so you can imagine shiza as molari with me (i do this whenever he posts)
>>39484232breaking bad that way you can watch better call saul (the superior show) with context.
Talking about drinking. I almost got myself killed today lol. I drank like half a bottle of wine in a long time and went out with my friend. I then tried to jump over a pillar got stuck halway there and then fell over. I almost hit a step with my head lol.
>>39484272i know i'm too far gone when someone talks about crazy stuff they do after a half bottle of wine when i usually down 2 bottles before i get drunk-drunk.
>>39484235I just think it's retarded, the only reason I would do anything like that is if it was my family and THEY needed it.
I've had a lot of whiskey tonight and the vibe is low here so I'm gonna over share rq. I was an extremely angry kid through middle school. Got suspended twice a year, every year starting in 2nd grade through freshmen year in hs. Never got abused physically but my dad was a powder keg, my mom is unmedicated bipolar, sister is BPD and brother is depressed. My parents divorced and remarried people that made them miserable. Literally constant screaming from the kitchen in both households. My stepmom would gaslight my dad into screaming at us while letting her kid totally off the hook for whatever he did. Even did his homework until college while getting me grounded for a week cuz i didnt say "good morning" once. My stepdad would hide our computers and toys until we could guess what chores he wanted done. You'd come up to him and ask where your computer went or what he wanted done and he would play dumb and you'd just have to start aimlessly cleaning shit until the computer would magically appear. Used to record me muttering death threats when I got locked in my room and play them in the living room for the family to laugh at. My older sister once kicked me in my broken ankle and pushed me down the stairs when I asked her to help me take the trash out. She picks up a single empty gallon of milk, I make some sort of shitty comment, and she let's loose then runs to the bathroom (the only room with a lock) and locks the door. Only times I've ever blacked out in my life were both cuz of her. Next thing I know my mom just slapped me in the face. Apparently I broke the door down and was strangling her. She and mom had the same mental illness. Just an endless negative spiral. She uses this to writes a letter with her therapist and get full-time custody with dad who was her doormat. I would get "pranked" by my siblings destroying one of the few things I loved or needling me til I flipped then running in front of mom and acting like I'm crazy and mad over nothing.
>>39484297I left the family and moved across the country. Never dated in hs or college and it feels to late now. 25 and I feel hollow and alone. Fleeting moments of happiness but mostly the endless grind. Blog over, gonna go on a late walk then pass out.Tldr. Life sucks and emotion comes and goes
I met him on the way to ChicagoWhere he was all aloneAnd so was I so I asked him for his nameHe smiled and looked at meI was surprised to seeThat a man like that was really into me
>>39484284I mean i was light drunk. Just happy and horny.
This chicken adobo is nasty
>>39484232I've been caught in a youtube loop of breaking bad and saul nostalgia clips for about a week. I don't think writing better character arcs for a television series is possible. Not to mention the acting and production. I don't think you could plan it either. Talent meeting like that had to be an accident.Just some music. Both series really did the southwest setting justice.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AI44gnaLxY
>>39484341Chicken jockey!
>>39484297All too similar to my situation, I feel you anon.
>>39484297I'm an only child with parents that are still marriedWould you say that most multi-sibling families are like this or is yours an exception
>>39484378i grew up with 4 siblings and yeah, siblings can be extremely shitty to each other growing up but anon's experience looks to be especially brutal and not something i'd expect from a normal family, exacerbated even more with clearly unfit parents.
>>39484416i didn't get to grow up with my siblings so i can't chime in on whether i think this is normal behavior or not
>>39484416What were your siblings like
>>39484353How would you describe your morality? I understand and follow the rules but I'm basically capable of anything and do whatever I want. I try and balance the scales with good acts but it's gonna catch me sooner or later. I'm not like a psycho murderer or anything, I'm just detached. Sometimes I get asked to do things by "friends" that are just trading on my soul. People I thought I was under the radar with and suddenly they need something done they aren't comfortable doing and they show what they really think of me. Dad and mom have both asked me to murder animals, didn't have to do it either time thank god. Once a coworker had me run a scam on a girl that he thought was stealing from his buddy. Idk how I get sniffed out desu.>>39484378Idk man. All I can say is things are better now but the damage is done. I'm not totally unique but I'm not like normal people. The distance sucks cuz it's inperceptable until you step on a landmine. Like when you're hanging out with friends and say or do something that crosses a line you didn't even know was there.
growing up is realizing that way more people than you'd think want to commit murder-suicides but just keep on trucking for the sake of friends/family
>>39484454I think it's just that dead look and obvious mental illnesses and high risk attitude that makes people think you'll do crazy shit and that you're self destructive. It doesn't really affect our morality just our ability to compartmentalize our actions.
>>39484351>Minecraft?
looksmaxxing is copebesides going from obese to normal weight, growing a big beard to hide a weak chin or curing acnee, i don t see how could work for people without those problems and improve looks beyond them>>39484245i cannot believe that anyone else is suicidal here besides me, heeey buddy, how is it going
because in the past I saw anti-asian racism herewhat would you do if your bf has recent finnish ancestry? finns are 5% eastern asian
anyway, what are some of you all suicidal abt?
>>39484546>looksmaxxing is copenothing subliminal audios cannot fix, I just drink water and listen to da noise and I become pretty after weeks :^
>>39484497you're not actually grown up, you're a psychopath. not even human, really. you're a machine that resembles a human and bleeds like one, but you'll never know love
>>39484587it is impossible for him to be a psychopath, a psychopath would never ever be here or feel the need to express that opinion either, he is just a normal person, normal people feel the need to be a bit homicidal from time to time>>39484581that is so nice sister
>>39484601shut up faggot
>>39484618i love you anon, i truly do
is river larry?
>>39484649he's a parasite
>>39484649no, who is larry?i am new here, i don't think i met him yet
>>39484655Don't worry about Larry. This real weirdo attention whore with crazy nasty teeth and a fucked up chin
?>>39484186
>>39484655larry is a self admitted repper (has tranny thoughts and feelings but represses them) that vents about mental health, acts like a bitch and acts for sympathy after being the most unlikable person ever
>>39484651So I should ignore them? Gotcha
>>39484667i am doing alright Marina, it is 7am here and i will soon go and buy some cheap chocolate cake, i haven t slept all night but it is ok, how are you doing?>>39484663you really had to do it..i still suck dick better than you, got compliments multiple times on it and that with very very limited experience.. i bet you sucked a 1000s and still don t know how to suck them well
>>39484682and asks for*
>>39484667Poorly. I'm venting to people I don't respect about crap I don't like thinking about. Hbu?
>>39484689Larry the more you talk the more I wanna fuck. Wyd next weekend?
>>39484682oh, i really hope i won't run into them then, they really sound like a nasty goblin!
Odds i bottom evens i top doubles i wait
>>39484713rotting just like always, desu i think in a month or two i should be able to go on grindr and have sex, dysphoria should be low enough by then, when i do my cardio it lowers bc of endorphins and it seems doable even now to some extent
>>39484754No way you top, right? Feel like we could get down to some strange aruff. I think you'd be down for damn near anything if I apply enough pressure
>>39484689That's good, and oh good morning! I hope you enjoy your cake and don't pass out, hehe.I am doing okay! I'm going to a birthday dinner at Olive Garden tomorrow and am excited for that. Thank you for asking.>>39484702I'm sorry about that. What's troubling you? Maybe something nice will happen to you later and will make you feel better. <3I'm okay, though, just winding down for the day and excited for tomorrow. :)
>>39484783i am vers i think but probably i won t care enough to bother cleaning, why do that when some other loser is eager to, 70% are bottoms anyways, so i would most likely just top
>>39484799I've been drinking a lot and up too late. I just need to sleep. I posted my dissertation earlier and it didn't make me feel better tbdesu>>39484802Could you at least fast day-of so I'm not swimming in it? Wouldn't mind a game of tag but I get to start, both of us wear masks, and you don't get to speak outside of squeaks
creeps
>>39484830I hope you get a good night's rest and feel better tomorrow. <3Sometimes it's easier to feel better after a "reset" if that makes sense.
>>39484799that sounds cool, have fun>>39484830stop it, get some help
>>39484864You can't keep us apart. The universe will work to bring us together at last and I will hilt thee. Til the morrow my fair maiden
baby don't hurt medon't hurt meno more
>>39484864Yes! Thank you!>>39484881https://youtu.be/JtA_WnBP_Co?si=H_M0-ZCJud03Or1n
throwing a sack of unwanted twinks into the river
you ever wake up the morning after a bender and read your gigi post history in horror? "did i really flirt with a tripfag"?
obsessed
>>39484910did you atleast remember to cut them up first? i don't want wanna bridge the shoot. i'm not allowed to climb down there. osha said.
>>39484910waste of valuable twinkie filling
>>39484914yes constantly but rather wondering why i posted cringe instead of flirting.
>>39484959all thay cream just bury inside them.like you have to tear it out.
Here's a nice picture for you
https://youtu.be/65IGHBCx-2I?si=UgpGOZZJu-Z5MCSV
Anyone got a gif of two arabs making out?
morning
punks are fucking retarded and i wish they'd nut up and kill themselves or shut the fuck up
fat is evil
>>39485192its not even a thing anymore>>39485201im very evil
>>39485217i agree
>39485217I disagree, also fuck you don't respond to me.
>there's a top shortage >Mfw my bottom friend gets hit up every time he opens Grindr where for me if I'm not open to 50yos or bears I'm lucky if the other person responds back after 2 messages
>>39485248Describe your friend
>>39485238girl>>39485238whatever>>39485238ur>>39485238a tranny
>39485261>said the actual fucking tranny who is still on estrogengo back to crying in a vocaroo about everyone hating you lol
>>39485270youre actually so bpd lmaoyes im on estrogen everyone knows im on estrogen and everyone fucking knows you are too love
Calling me BPD? Have you looked in the fucking mirror? lol, lmao even. And there's never been any proof I was ever on estrogen you're believing bait that people posted about me. I love ya shiza but do you really hear yourself sometimes?
buggy i would toss off a boat weighted down with bricks and shiza i would offer hand holding and hugs. buggard is a crack baby
>>39485302>Calling me BPD?yes love cuz everytime i talk to you you shift on me with 0 context lmao and that's textbook lol
Queerbaiting is not a real thing
I haven't shifted. You're a cunt and I hate you. That's how it's always been.
https://youtu.be/HYFDKk4K1tY?si=YN8d3W54y3UnvbhE
>>39485329okay luv im happy to be cunt
hole enforcer
hole patrol is in effect
When you cry about everyone hating you again I want you to remember that and think, "Oh maybe it is my fault nobody likes me"
>>39485388No one likes you
Buggy has BPD, ADHD, ocd, basically any tard condition that ends with d.
>>39485397also known as “donkey brains”
im the most hated and most beloved and you can't be either because you're a boring bitch with a single bit
and same
https://vocaroo.com/197PANN5Fbod
the problem is that you care, i don't and never will. i think you're a giant loser in the grand scheme of things and feel happy knowing you'll die alone.
>>39485430we all die alone luv
<3
>>39485429lmfao and you know what? she was right
>>39485507i rly was
>be me>work at university (staff)>explicitly say so on my Grindr bio>always ask student-aged people who message me if they study in the buildings I work at>"if you were my lecturer I'd turn up more to my lectures"AAAAAAAA they're trying to get me in trouble!!
>>39485533kys humblebrager, idc if you want to brag but be a man and have the balls to do it directly, this is such woman pussy shit, real men are direct and brag openly, only women do shit like this in a subtle way
>>39485525U preached that night
>>39485549But what if I want to be a Queen
>>39485555/mtfg/
>>39485559>day 24>still no timestamp
i wish i was hot and pleasant to look at
>>39485565Me too :<
wassup homos
>>39485579HiiiHow are you?
is there a time of day when the menthol is less here
who tf created everything and how from nothing became something and why it was designed in this shitty and horrible way with so much pointless suffering for no reason at all either, what is wrong with the universe
Larry's in his 'it's God's fault that I'm an ugly tranny" phase. Worst trip lineup of all time.
>>39485611i was thinking more abt life in a broader sense, "why am i an ugly tranny?" and "why are you such a loser?" are just not broad enough
I'm a sex haver and a life liver. Sorry I don't want to have philosophical discussions with the failed farm tranny at this juncture in my life.
I'm sorry if I did something wrong
>>39485621big broad beaver teeth
>>39485630>>39485636oh wow, go fuck yourself>>39485634well, you have a few chromosomes loose but that is not your fault so don t worry abt it
migraine :(((>>39485611me on the left
if you are a sex haver i want you to know that i am happy for you, being sexless sucks
>>39485646Okay <3>>39485648I'm sorry about your migraine. :cHow do you normally treat it?
>>39485656I would be happy with someone to cuddle and share a bond with
>>39485660>How do you normally treat it?medsi took them but they take at least an hour to kick in so it's just suffering until then
Worked on some music, had a nice calm moment with a cigarette, and did some star gazing. Important to remember that life can always be at least a little bit good even when it's bad.
>>39485666I hope they kick in soon so you feel better <3
Dont mistake my kindness for fakeness.
>>39485667That sounds nice and peaceful, and I agree! I appreciate the happy moments in life because they are special.
>>39485674Never, I appreciate kindness always ^-^
>>39485674Real spill>>39485682>I appreciate the happy moments in life because they are specialHelps so much to focus on this. Even the just ok moments are much better than what you could be having.
>>39485667https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELsYDJDcz_4&ab_channel=Assemblage23-Topic
>>39485701Thank you anon, this is cool. Reminds me of command and conquer in the best way possible.
Some of these exercises look insane. Maybe one day. https://youtu.be/DibFtkr6GlY?si=Sqj6VaKwqodWacnr
have you heard this song hyacinthhttps://youtu.be/3bLG1lBadTA?si=M0HCRQ3kp_xdKJ36
>>39485667sounds like a big fat cope
>>39485708in a different life i would have done gymnastics. it always looked fun. why are they all hairless
>>39485710No but I like it! Looks like they're touring with Turnover btw. Got to see them live, they're great too.
>>39485646this is what chatgpt thinks you look like
>>39485741Gymnast shave their body hair because it helps with performance, when you're doing a lot of floor exercises you don't want to have thick arm hair getting snagged on the mat. Also because it makes them look cute
>>39485719You say that like it's a bad thing, but learning to cope properly is important.
>>39485707You are welcome.https://youtu.be/H1mX8ptsmBM
>>39485754that explains the arms. not the chest>Also because it makes them look cuteit doesn't but ok
>>39485747i need to com mit suicide>>39485758so true, i stepped into dog shit while walking outside on the streets but i am grateful and happy bc it could have been big dino shit, thank god that dinos went extinct
david tibet is my only friend
>>39485754>Also because it makes them look cute>>39485767>it doesn't but okYes it does.
The good liberal people of the world tell us we all bleed red but if they saw you on the street covered in blood and begging for help they’d just walk past you. They really find poor people disgusting, they don’t care about addicts, and obese people and ethnic minorities all die and they wish it would happen sooner and they definitely won’t live in a neighborhood with more than a couple black families who grew up in a white suburb at worst.
>>39485789This person has his shift off and somehow still giving me female vibes, I think it’s the teeth whitening overkill maybe besides the hair that is.
>>39485789:/ ok
>>39480546
>>39485789Looks so much better than if a hairy guy were to try it. I was rooting for his pants to fall off watching it.
>>39485779I'm not saying you need to force yourself to view the bad moments as good moments. I'm saying that even if you have 99% bad moments, there's still some good moments you can enjoy. Should be more like "I stepped in dog shit, and that sucked, but now I'm back home and I washed it all off and I can just be content with feeling nice and clean for a little while."
i am so cunt tonight
>>39485806
>>39485747LMFAO
>>39485789>>39485821just came to the realization im not beating the yellow fever allegations cuz i think this guy would be even cuter if he was asian
>>39485807oh, i am covered in stinky dino poo for 99% of the day but that is ok bc 1% i am clean and i can enjoy being clean just for right after that to go back to being covered in dino poo for a 99x durationif anything you would be happier if you were covered in dino poo 100% of the time bc then you would at least get used to it and not know how it feels to be clean and what you are missing most of the time, this way is more cruel cause you are given just a little bit of water, just a few drops to remind you of how water tastes like and how good it feels but never enough to quench your thirst, seems like torture, i would rather just straight out be thirsty all the time
>>39485696Yes, sometimes its good to enjoy the simple things like access to food, clean water and healthcare. ^u^
>>39485837Nothing can ever be ok with you can it. Ok fine. Can you do me a favor and stick with one username for at least a week so I can filter the unending torrent of pity posting? Legit have not ever seen you post something that wasn't negative.
>>39485836How did you get yellow fever in Poland? Have you been travelling to South America or Africa?
>>39485861i was in outer space
>>39485836He's perfect as he is.
>shizer posting from the ISS
>>39485853ok, i will stick with this name, "Anonymous", you are welcome
>>39485871i mean yeah perfect top ofc and so on
>>39485876ISIS??? i dont fw that
>>39485878YES.
>>39485865There’s only yellow fever in Africa and South America sis. Why didn’t you get the vaccine before going?
I was abandoned by both parents and step parents with ten marriages between them. The ones that didn't neglect me were cruel and malicious. Two grandmothers sabotaged me irrevocably for life. I was left undefended, unprepared, defenseless and vulnerable to exploitation, and I was, endlessly. Every bit of goodwill I had was used against me. Then I became a cripple and sunk so far into poverty that no firm handshake with some employer was going to save me. My species will eventually eat me because I am socially worthless and have nothing to trade for the pretense of human dignity. The only goal I have to look forward to is saving up the money for an exit bag which is literally the best outcome since a long life just means more humiliation and degradation simply by being alive.I will die in a nightmare of exile few here could imagine, my few possessions stolen from my corpse which will burned more-or-less anonymously and littered out of town in a field like dumped trash while some church ladies mutter supernatural nonsense to make it appear like something other than refuse disposal, along with the remains of other john does once there are enough of us on the shelf to justify the gas money to make the trip.But at least I didn't step in dog shit today. Thanks.
>>39485903
>>39485881What? I mean yeah they're kind of mid I guess, but they're not that bad. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeQY9-fYYpA
Imagine you lied to the liquor store manager that Tex fucked up your order so he gets fired and shaved and thrown out onto the cold street naked.
https://youtu.be/M0lj3WX_5ps?si=DzbAwCjUbhe8jx7D
>>39485916he's regularly drunk on the job i dont think they would care
Imagine him and Hyacinth fucking…
>>39485907What hun?
>>39485921It's the lie that did him in. Too much liability.
>Then I became a crippleYou know what's crazy. I have a friend who is an actual paraplegic and he's 10x more joyful than you are. It's ok to sadpost sometimes, but it's literally every single time that I log on to this godforsaken website with you. Fix your shit.
>>39485942Do you have depression?
>>39485904you got the bad ending. at least you can kys. pretty good story writing for a disabled person.>>39485942kek, ya tell that subhuman to know its place and to stfu and be grateful, boss, fuck them
>>39485961>>39485961>>39485961New for yew
>>39485951Probably, but idc. We ball.
>>39485966yazed
