Darkest hour editionold >>39476702thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A52--FKUQgUQOTT: What are you gonna fuckin' do about it?
why wont my wife pull my hair and call me her tranny faggot. no i have not said anything, but i shouldn't have to and she should just know
Real thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmSXB_lGlms
>>39487803ew
>>39487794>pull my hair and call me her tranny faggotneed this like you wouldn't believe (but I'm bald)
>>39487794Do you watch sissy hypno
any true fag worth their salt doesn't need "hypno" to be a limp-clittied beta sissy
>>39488018whomst amongus hasnt
>>39488042I never did, in fact its existence was a factor in my self-cringe-induced repression
anyone elses skin permanently ruined by rosacea or just me
>>39487794is she straight and do you look like a man?
>>39488110shes bi and yes
>>39488104damn brother you missed some good nut busts
>>39488135I really didn't, the whole idea still grosses me out along with anything else in that awful boomer sissy transvestite style
>>39488106>rosacea>eczema>psoriasisit never began
>>39488148meh, it give me fond memories of being a teenager. dont watch it anymore tho, lost its shine
i need srs :(
>>39488160my face is only acne and rosacea but both of them are so intense my entire face is rendered red most of the time, full of scars, and my nose is bright red 99% of the time
>>39488162it's just my personal hangups, not really judging - I used to fap to dismembered anime girls and choking chicks while imagining I was them lol
i need to get srs so another woman can out her pp in it
wut if she pees in ur peen >~<
>>39488225>>39488175I need srs so I can have a cock and a pussy
this is me and is why i deserve nothing good in life
>>39488349how i feel listening to other transbians talk about thinks im interested in
>>39488355its how i feel listening to anyone talk about anything. im genuinely stupid and it hurts so much
>>39488349i look like that and say that
>>39488355it seems like every one of them is some sort of autistic savant meanwhile i can barely string a sentence together with my long covid addled brain
>>39488423are you sure you're not just a normie? you can be trans and not autistic
i'm very autistic but also deeply retarded
>>39488349sometimes I wonder if I had admitted I was trans and done something before I turned into an ogre like this my ex could have ever seen me as a girl and not hurt me so badly>>39488605same retardestie
>>39488123
im just a failed normalfag
>>39488123>she's bioh nonononono
not all bi women are evil
>>39488744lol
>>39488744me when i lie
im bi
>>39488349stop posting my pics
you are all coping and retarded, manmoding is such a retarded thing to do, you either plan to go and live as a woman stealth and pass or at least as a tranny hon full time at some point or you fully rep
im just a man takin my meds leave me alone
im stuff
I've got stuff to do ;)
>>39489485>t. feels like a 12 year old girl inside but is 36
>>39489548im not chudette, also im like mentally a liberal wine mom stuck in a late 20’s male body
>>39489548sounds based desu
I don't type that way, I literally never said I feel like a 12 year old girl inside, I said I have the emotional maturity of and am basically still a 14 year old despite my age and world-weary cynicism because I really just never grew up and refuse to act my age, and I'm 35
>>39489755they really must love having to deal with you at your job
job?
>>39489844it's an uncanny thing actuallybecause I'm so blunt and kind of enthusiastically playful or informal (sometimes even crass) with everything but also so meticulous about understanding things and communicating with excruciating specificity, I seem to have once again ended up taking on a kind of team leadership/mentorship role and being the "adult" in the room on some matters (or at least the voice of reason) where I end up with a lot of people coming to me to help solve problems and learn - and I know for sure some people can't stand me and do it anyway lol but some people seem absolutely enamored by my attitude
what the hell is ADDmy friends say i should act my agewhat's my age again, what's my age againnnn
if i acted my age i'd be dead
>>39489858he got a job from connections if you can believe it, it extended his rope date by a few years before the office coffee machine replaces him
arent you unemployed
i must have been the 2nd boymoder narcaned on this boardhe should have just let me lie there is that so much to ask.
unemployed and thriving
not suicidal but want to be dead
>>39490190don't kys yourself, b*ymoder
>>39490220just hate me I shouldn't be here anyways it's ok
>>39490275yeah fuck off to bmg you poser but don't an hero
unless you really really want to then maybe an hero
how am i supposed to jork it with these socio-economic circumstances rn
spilling your precious vital essence... in this economy?
saw a woman of a comparable height and her hands were much smaller than mine
2pm it's time to DRINK
>>39490405I started drinking a little before noon today lol
it's weird having very feminine skin but also a masculine face
>>39490405the conditions in which we find ourselves in are driving me to do the same
opened grindr again award
is the hrt working right? i have been on 4 years on it>>39490539
nope nope nope gonna starve myself, never eating again
>>39490604if you started estrogen you could look like chuddy in three years
>>39490607thiiiiiis
>>39490607i have the opposite problem, i am so anorexic and skinny, i should try eating more>>39490614that is very grim
>>39490604goblin phenotype
bvilt like rodger from american dad
gobs me
>>39490625>>39490631so too narrow incel upper body proportionsit is over, how am i supposed to find a wife to impregnate now when i don t have chad proportions, it is over for rodgercels
>>39490607I'm going to try and get fat instead, I hope I feminize
>>39490641same, i hope that if i get fatter hrt will put the fate in all the foid places
>>39490649are you on estrogen
>>39490614
im on yasstrogen and slayirolactone
I'm on winasteride and mlgprogesterone
oh i forgot i started progenerativeAItrone as well
Hi mmg, how are you doing today? Got some xans and my friends are dropping off an 8th later.
ingesting lab chemicals and jacking off to gay porn
>>39490604puke emoji
how do I stop being neurotic
why do i have such dysgenic goblin genetics, i genuinely think it has to do with my tranny brain and/or mental illness, like i look both ugly but not like a proper men in a way either, like something just looks off besides being ugly, like smth at development failed, and the body is narrow weird proportionated too>>39490826
>>39490920
>>39490920embrace schizophrenia
>>39490604I mightve had a completely failed transition at 18 but at least I don't look like this.
>>39490604Dw brother i got fat too :(((
god how does the hair not drive you nuts I love how smooth I am now
>>39491102how do you have the puffiest nips in the universe wtf
>>39491133tanner stage iv is just kind of like that
>>39491102PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP SEX SEX SEX
>>39491102gross
>>39491102Did you get your ink before or after they'd have to go anywhere near you manboobs?
whats an easy way for an ugly and annoying manmoder to get rich
>>39491133I have the best tits in the thread, just a weird angle maybe. they are for sure puffier after the tanning bed tho>>39491257>manboobsI have d or e cup, most people just assume i am ftm
went to a transbian orgy last night, there were even a few afabs there. Topped one, sucked a few gocks, still made it home to sleep before midnight. First thing in the morning I put on my running shoes and crushed 8 miles on the road, shadowboxing and sprinting some of the way. The pain of training contains the seed of victory's delight. In June, I will bathe in my opponents' blood once again. Every day, I concentrate all of my willpower towards destroying them. I'm training twice a day during the week now, and my body is pretty much in fight shape already with 2 months to go. Stacking wins and taking names until I get my first belt. There is nothing I will not sacrifice, for my life is already forfeit.
>>39491369>>39491347fuck off
>>39491347you don't actually believe that do you
>>39491347>I have d or e cupI literally did not ask faggot.
im so MALEBRAINED i just sit there and think about penises and balls and God and Satan and Miku and Teto until my dick blows up like the Tsar Bomba
>>39491386Believe what ? maybe chudette has better tits but thats it
>>39491347the head on nip looks good that side profile is oof, ill chip in for the ba
>>39491631Hmmmm if anything i will get fat transfer if the top doesn’t fill out in a year or two, rn the side boob is filling out
>>39490604Jfc, get on hrt. Your body could actually be decent.
>>39491369Based asf
>>39491347Chuddy and bee both better i think. Yours are nice though, no doubt
I'm 6'2'' 149 lbs of pure masculinity and manliness
Xe's a meat doctorPut latehon in the potMade it hotThen I chopped herI was floating in the air helicopter (cocaine!)Put the butter in the potThen hot sauceYeah, a lot of manmoders wanna talk softAll shock with somebody else gock pop
>>39491940and im 5'8 169lbs of big feminine thighs and gropable butt :/
>>39491763i don t have it anymore
>>39492031wrong reply
>>39485902>>39491997this fucked me up
>>39492013:/ it is what it is
>>39491940im 6’2” 160 and dont understand what 11 pounds i could even lose
>>39491788>beeHahahahaha
>>39492158twists your nips
I'm 6'0 190 lbs of veiny estrogenized skin and cellulite with an awkward male bone structure weighted down by feminine fat distribution
>>39492147Hmm I don't know.. I just lost it cause of my ADHD medsGoing to start eating soon me thinkings
>>39492158ya ur nips look way more normal here
being 5'8 sucks, im not tall enough to be a dommy mommy and not short enough to be small and pickable
>>39492236do you actually want to be a dommy mom
>>39492236Beong 6'2'' sucks cause I don't want to be a dommy mommy. Neither do I want to be a subby wubby so atleast that is a blessing
>>39492268not really no
>>39492306what do you want anon, advocate for yourself
sometimes I just want a girl to touch me and tell me I'm pretty while I finger her and eat her out or have gentle piv sex and sometimes I wanna suck off a guy and get dicked and full of cum
realest shit itt
>>39491113After years on e the hair is fine and soft so it doesn’t bother me at all. i think i am aap too so it is kind of hot to have during sex especially since i am a chaser so it makes my gf look even more twinky and feminine, the contrast is hot etc
>>39492326idk maybe I just want to be able to wear dresses without looking so big and ugly
>>39492177pics
>>39492448>adriana lima has left the chat
>>39491113everytime i think about shaving i get a debilitating sense that im agp and a fetishist and that makes me feel bad so i dont shave and just ignore the hair like always> inb chudette calls for the blanchardist jihad
>>39492472too late, stop hurting yourself over a gay old bigot, you faggot
>>39492467well she's rich and cis i can't compete with her
POSTING MY TEETH HERE FOR YOU TO ENJOY, AREN T THEY SO FUCKING FRICKING PRETTY? I CANNOT FIX THEM EITHER!!! WHAT A JOY AND HAPPINESS!! YIPIEEEEE!!
>>39492452lolhttps://unsee cc/album#20BlktsXUcnY
>>39492158Yeah, I can tell you haven't seen hers.>>39492236I'm 5'10 and strong. I'll pick you up and make you feel small bbg
>>39492562nice gock!
>>39492573Really, bee? last time she posted they looked like a b or c cup. i hope she’s grown since then
>>39492498Baby its not a competition…. realistically chasers are bi men and like us to be clocky…. and hetero men won’t date transexuals…. so if you were a passable youngshit with a cock your dating prospects would actually be worse!
>>39492562hot lets sword fight
>>39492640why do you type and have takes like a sissy boomer? you're fucking awful, no wonder you're so racist and support gatekeeping
>>39492552why can't you fix them? fucked up jaw or what
>>39492640who gaf about moids
would u unicorn for a cis het couple
>>39492689Yes, but the guy is always ugly, so i always passed on offers.
>>39492689god yes, scratch both itches at once
>>39492702ruff
woof!
>>39492661ya, the jaw, no money for that
>>39492653>sissy boomerYou would know….>>39492673Oops i forgot about the gynephiles…. yeah good luck lol
>>39492788nah your attitude is 1:1 sissy boomer shit, you're a piece of shit pickme with the most regressive and anti-humanitarian takes on everything
I'm such an epic l33t oldag why won't girls date me l0lzors
Remember when murph was adamant nothing would happen under trump
I feel bad about myself being feminine when I see chuddy, somehow he's just disgusting to me
>>39492895lmao
>>39492907t. murph the "d or e cup" """ftm""" LOL
>>39492852What did i say that was bad? being visibly trans and hot is easier in the dating world than passing (unless you want a closet fag lol)
I wish I was a girl instead of a twinkish waif.
gonna get a buzz cut again
>>39492895>nothing would happenI said trannies wouldnt get sent to the gas chambers- we all knew the deportations etc were likely and possible>>39492935I am not ftm
>>39492981I've been considering it hard.
>>39492989you LITERALLY and REPEATEDLY said nothing was going to happen, and got MAD at us for talking about what was already happening and told us to stop and literally just not care about itfuck you, you're not just brain-damaged and incoherent you're fucking dishonest
>>39492981>>39493001I might do the same because I still have a big bald spot and the shedding only recently stopped again, it's coming back in with some coverage but it's weird and way shorter/thinner than the stuff around it for now still
>>39493027I don't have bald spots I just don't think my long hair suits me, I always end up wearing beanies everywhere anyway.
>>39492158my dick gon blown on up
>>39493011I said ‘nothing is gonna happen’ regarding hrt being criminilized and the trannies being sent to camps! context nigga….
lolnoyou're so disingenuous and fucking stupid it actually hurts, please end your life
chuddy checked
i want to kill someone and bring them back and kill them again hundreds of thousands of times until all they remember is an endless cycle of pain and punishment and suffering i want to do it on stagei want him to be naked and covered in bloodi want the crowd to cheer me onforever
fuck thinking about killing people is making my cute little girlpenis feel funny ehehe~imagine taking selfies dripping in the blood of the wickedi am the angel of justicei am the director Jesus by bloodline chosen
>>39492788what you mean good luck
>>39492512
>>39493305ignore it, it's a blanchardist and a pickme that has internalized terf rhetoric and doesn't believe in human rights
>>39493001>>39493027I only want to do it so I can fit in more
is there an alternative to bras? like an undershirt that does the same thing? I don't feel comfortable wearing a bra
>>39493671sports brabinderfree ball it
>>39493678Binding is great but it hurts
>>39493709just wear a bra
>>39493372i'm going to do it
>>39493718No thats weird I want a flat chest.
>>39493744then don't take titty pills you retard
>>39493770No it helped alleviate my dysphoria I just don't want to be visibly trans.
>>39493709people can totally see the outline of the sports bra under my t-shirts and stuff unless I have a looser layer on and I'm just over it, I never even tried binding
>>39493778
>>39493790Titmogs me, I have A cups so I imagine it would be even more uncomfortable for someone with larger teats. Its important to get a binder that actually fits and I've actually found ftms to be very supportive in this regard.
>>39493778this is an understandable anxiety but one you may have to get over, or at least embrace and deal with, eventually
>>39493808What is there to not get, being seen as visibly trans is a humiliation ritual for someone with my genetics. It just feels better to have more female second sex characteristics.>>39493837I will literally never, fakemoders gtfo! -->
im getting mogged by chudette i need to kill myself now
>>39493850what you said was fucking retarded thats all
>>39493790JUST FUCKING KYS YOU UGGO FUCKING UGLOID UGGO EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
>>39493869I honestly don't get it, some people can transition just not socially. There is nothing wrong with that.
>>39493850being visibly trans and still presenting definitively as a man are not mutually exclusive
>>39493911I think being visibly trans defeats the whole purpose of presenting definitely as a man though like, if people just know you're trans anyway whats the point?
>>39493947you can't seriously be pretending you don't understand the difference between being visibly trans while presenting as a woman and being visibly trans while presenting as a man, can you? manmode is not repression or hiding what you are, you can if you want but it's not the point - I am a man, and I admit and am open about the fact that I'm a tranny and have dysphoria, but still feel like and present as a man with masculine pronouns and everybody identifies me as one and treats me like one so it works out for me (despite also being visibly trans)
>>39493970So you look like a transwoman?
manmoding is not a thing
>>39493989what? are you really that fucking stupid? read what I said, I look like a man and people recognize me as one, but I obviously have some feminized traits too that I'm not going to bend over backward hidingdamn you're dumb
>>39493990shut the fuck up you're not a thing, faggot
>>39494002I think if I saw a guy with boobs and soft skin I would assume they're a transwoman. I don't think this is a controversial opinion.
>>39494018well, people still default to he/him with me and I've got a very masculine voice and demeanor along with my build so I'm obviously not trying to pass off as or ask people to treat me like a woman - how do you not see the difference?
>>39494034I was just under the assumption that MANmoders looked like MEN not transwomen tbdesu. Perhaps you should go to boymodergen I'm sure they'd love to have a heccin valid xerson like you.
>>39494072I look like a fucking MAN not a BOY, asshole, stop fucking with me and read before replying
>>39494084I do not believe you.
being clocky doesnt meant u look boyish
>>39494013you're mad because I understand the transfeminized subject relationship with our cissexist society
>>39494113If you look like a transwoman you are not a manmoder.
there are a few true manmoders here but they don't post themselves much
>>39494146Proud to be a trvemanmoder chudcel.
>>39494160I'm not proud, this life sucks
have I ever told you how much I hate men
>>39494097>>39494118fuck you stop invalidating my identity it is MA'AN, let's take this outside I will SHOW you a boymoder>>39494118thank you, the point is I'm not cispassing in either direction and I'm also obviously AMAB and socially speaking a man so how the fuck am I anything but the truest of manmoder
>>39493790oh she's actually kinda cute ugh now im jealousunlike you, im a real permaturbogigamanogremonstermoderapemode all day every day
>>39494190so true mestie
>>39494196it's like the face of a Republican senator and the dress code of a emo twink
>>39493372Looks male to me
>>39493305Good luck as in its harder to date cis women than men when u are a trans woman>>39493398My wife says u are mean and jealous and a poopy head (i’m sorry…..)
>>39493671X small lululemon workout tank or a similar nylon/poly compression top
>>39494216the filename makes this a hundred times funnier
>>39494285is there anything for men?
>>39494244you comprehend the horror
>>39494298See >>39494285
>>39494196
>>39494356what cartoon this u seem to love it
>>39494356shut up anthyposter I'm a ma'an
why is my dick so girthful I don't want this
>>39494393hormones lol
tfw pencildick
they call me pindick cus you rarely hear it drop
should I tell my therapist about 4chan?
>>39494477RULES 1 & 2 NEWFAG
>>39494486what?
>>39494196At any point in the thread you could be speaking to someone like this so it's important to not argue with retards itt.>>39494190Plenty of times Alice, take your pills now>>39494178It could be alot worse. At least you don't have aids.
>>39494500omg
>>39494511>someone like thissomeone like WHAT, exactly?
>>39494512please explain
>>39494511wdym I did my injection yesterday
>>39494583I do mine on fridays :3c right before the weekend when parties are going on.
I do mine on thursdays, right before literally nothing is going on
wednesday’s so i have something to look forward for on tuesday
how do you live in portland and don't have a trans gf. Imagine being this much of a shut in
>>39494711I am (emotionally) D A M A G E D by girls from my past and in no position to be trying to even make friends let alone date or hook up or anythingalso I'm bald
>immediately assumed I was talking about herlol if the shoe fits ig
>>39494737you're not even a manmoder (the way everyone except you understands the term)can you fuck off already?
>>39494737trannies fw bald men, e.g. NorthernLion, you just have to wake up at 5am and spend 90 minutes on a stationary bike every morning
>>39494749him* and who else lives in tranny mecca itt but methy>>39494751HOW AM I NOT A MANMODERI CANNOT HIDE MY BODY BEING CHANGED BY HORMONES AND I STILL PRESENT AS A MAN
also I didn't assume you meant exclusively me I just responded because yes I am a shut in in portland, fuck you
>>39494764you literally pass!!!!
>>39494776LOL NO I DON'T nobody reads me as a woman irl and I am fucking bald
wish I could date vampy desu
liking men makes you a damaged good
>>39494807I like men sexually
>>39494831bath in salt to purify yourself
>>39494807i like the idea of liking men
>>39494874agp
>yes I'll date rapist maggots>no I don't see any problem with thisexplain to me how attraction to men isn't a mental illness
>>39494861fuck off transbian
men are gross but sometimes I think it might be nice to let one do things to me
complements from men just hit different ok
>>39494896insulting me won't make me less correct
>>39494928by being a transbian you're just being a man, actual women have to deal with terrible men because we don't have a choice, you don't have to do anything
>>39494948> actual women> wewhat thread u think u in
nobody can ever explain how I'm not a mandmoder therefore I am the realestmoder
>>39494948>you just GOTTA date men and keep perpetuating patriarchy, it's the only way I swearthis is just rape apology rethoric if anything and misgendering me won't make me less correct
>>39495010sexual attraction isn't patriarchical wtf???
>>39495006manMONDer*https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Modified_Newtonian_dynamicsalthough I don't strictly hold with the basicest and most easily disproven implementations of MOND the general idea is appealing
>>39495022you're so malebrainedgo die in a war or something lol
I have the urge to exercise until it fucking hurts, and the urge to cut my arm open.I think I'm going to do both
>>39495031fuck you physics is cool go die in a fire or something you uncurious amoeba
men bring misogynists towards me makes me hard
gross, why are you itt if you're a woman
if you think you're a woman*
>>39495019heterosexuality is a tool that only helps patriarchy maintain itself, keep it up>>39495057because this is the older women general
im only a woman for mef reasons
>thinkkys
>>39495100seconded
>>39495089but I'm a MAN
>>39494287why
footjob vs thighjob
>>39494793Come cuddle with me then:)
this might be the only good gen left standing
>>39495032don't cut, faggot, that's gay
>>39495226you won't marry me though :/
vampy probably deserve better than anyone itt
>>39495265what about me
>>39495271idk who are you
>>39494552Fight club.. NOW, WATCH IT NOWOnly then will anyone take you seriosly
first rule of the fight club is: god being a man is miserable why cant i just be a woman and be happy i hate this body so much it's unrealsecond rule: credit card companies bad
>>39495348real, some of palahniuk's pop shit is repper-coded af
>>39494552newfag
>>39495348>credit card companies badYou might be onto something here
>>39495403it's 100% correct
>>39495401Newfags belong onto the soup
>>39494477i did when i had one
I feel so awful
>>39495235Im sorry, but I really need to cut. it's one of the only things keeping me alive rn.
I can only cut when I'm drunk
>>39495603I miss fluoride brain.. sighh
>toking off my bong while the homeless chick outside shoots something in between her toesmust be portland
>>39495603fucking don'tt. has scars from 20 years ago
nuke the pnw
>me trying to suck dick
>>39495704I don't think I'll be alive for that long, so it won't matter.
>>39494552Tourist
i ordered some kai eyebrow razors when drunkthey are sharp as helli don't even cut
>>39495693We need to end the war on homelessness with guns desu
>>39496319