Former Glory EditionPREVIOUS: >>40810204QOTT: are you living a life you won’t regret?
>>40838812Yes
>>40838812>qotti have no idea. i achieved my dreams but it's all so empty. the amount of people i lost along the way. and the isolation from up at the top of the hierarchy i climbed. it makes me feel stupid. time to go continue my work
>>40838812I regret every day of it. Just laying in bed doing nothing and leeching off my family.Should be applying for a job, but everything I could apply to is an hour and 30 minutes away by walking, and I'm weak and couldn't reach that far without extending it by falling down. Can't use a car either bc im a coward and my learner's permit expired before I got the driving hours needed for a license.
>>40838812>QOTTevery day I spend in this body and my fucked up brain is another regretu can't polish a turd y'know?I hate everything almost as much as I love everything well everything except me I've never even liked myself heck tolerated would be a strong word
>>40838812I have regrets i would in hindsight have done everything different cant change the pastwish i would stop thinking about it
Do trannies like MirrorMask? I saw it and thought this thread would like it.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=re-6eOhrejE
it would be nice to be incorporealall I really wanna do is watch the world move forwardsmaybe take a little look backwards too
>>40838812only regrets wish I could turn around one last timex.com/wishuwerereaI
>>40838812my whole life is regrets tbqhI'm currently compiling a file of screenshots where all my old thread enemies gush about me and say I'm cute and beautifulso then I can look at it and stop being a menhera dork ...not that I look pretty now tho, that was a long time ago, now I actually look ugly as sin and gross tbqh
>>40839168you can do that go sit under a tree for a decade and tadagive up life and its trappingsgo monk modethen write your manifesto after a decade of sitting under a treeid read it
>>40838812Yes but being trans has made my life significantly more difficult. If I was born a woman I wouldn't have to do all this extra shit, it would be my god given right. but still, I know I have it better than most people and I know I'm luckier than most. I'm happy I have ambition that I can actualize on. It fills the void that would grow if I wasn't. It also lets me feel better than people which is convenient for when I'm dealing with people irl or online. It's a nice peace of mind.
happy birthday naz :3
>>40838812>>qottyes, so farI had a long coversation with a dude I knew from middle school. He doesn't care that I'm trans, and calls me dude. It doesn't bother me because he knows that if it did bother me I would tell him. I love my dumb trans life
hey yall. can you take back wren? hes in chasergen shitting up the place
>>40839540no that's the containment thread
>>40839540hey yall can you get the fuck off the lgbt board for lgbt people you fetishising creeps
chasoid limbs tumbling around in a dryer
It feels like a betrayal when the doctor who hondoses you is himself a trans man.>>40838812I think so.
So I want to jump into this canal because idk what other options I have other than a noose. Is hypothermia a bad death? Idk I’m kind of afraid now
>>40838812>QOTTMy life has plenty of regrets all overI should've tried to find a way to claw my way out when I was 9, instead of repping for 20 years
>>40839425thanks anonlittle bit of happyim still depressed but my dad wants to see me I guessbeen awhile almost thought he forgot about me with the new family and allalthough I wouldn't mind seeing my step bro he's always been real nice to me
>officially reached the point where I can't even focus on watching TV shows anymoreI'm so tired of my brain running at 100% all the time, it's getting to the point where I want to just sleep all day so I can get a break :/
oh good mums been looking at my bank account againim so independent yes mum i spent 33k on drugs last yearno mum i dont sell drugs or whore myself out for money those people just give me gifts and all that cash i deposit is from the gambling i totally do
>>40840513>33khow many marijuanas is that?
>>40840583not enough
How do you reply without sounding mad?
>>40840736this is a trivial, obvious, point, you cannot include everybody into something and also let the same people choose who is includedso what
>>40840783the moment soros gives 4chan lgbt or some other organization like the embassy of israel does for japan patronizes this community I will admit this is wrong. but so far it seems to me that the LGtv+ community is being played as useful idiots!
>>40840823in english please
>>40840836Original Question (OP):“When did you realize that inclusion and freedom of speech/association don’t actually work together?”Reply 1:“Isn’t that just giving up on critical thinking?”Reply 2:“Not really an argument. What rules do you think are needed for a space to be inclusive, and how much does that look like strict moderation?”Reply 3:“?” (confusion / dismissal)Reply 4:“Freedom of thought means letting people share unpopular or even offensive ideas. If you start limiting that, you’re killing the spirit of open discussion.”Reply 5:“Can you explain that more clearly?”Reply 6 (summary attempt):Inclusion means protecting people from hostile speech so they feel safe.Absolute free speech means letting people say anything, even hostile things.These two goals often clash.The debate is about whether they’re really incompatible or whether moderation can balance both.Reply 7 (dismissive):“lol, come back after you learn English.”Reply 8 (reaction to summary):“That’s actually a solid explanation. But you can’t dismiss the issue with a joke or ironic comment—it doesn’t actually answer the argument.”Reply 9:“Just so you know, people like you are the reason I’ll never accept the other side of this debate and always vote against them.”Reply 10:“How do you reply without sounding angry?”Reply 11:“It’s pretty simple: you can’t include literally everyone while also letting everyone decide who’s included. Those two ideas contradict each other.”Reply 12:“Look at how outside groups (like corporations or governments) sometimes endorse communities. It makes it seem like those communities are being used as pawns.”
>>40840878esl robot
>>40840889not an argument. I will vote against you if you keep dismissing, etc.
>>40840897oh fuck oh no the esl robot is going to vote against me
>>40840932very glad we can acknowledge it doesn't matter a series of individual votes don't actually ever matter so even if I vote and attempt to push back against you it won't even matter. So I can continue to be transphobic and it wont matter right?
>>40840958can you escape your own fate robot? you want something you give something
>>40840968Oh trust me I give. if you wanna know I tried the hardest than any transphobe in this board.>attempt one: Okay if you download this FOSS thing I will respect your pronouns>banned>attempt two: Okay if you install this plugin that helps people I will respect your pronouns>banned>Attempt 3: OKay if you let me hang around to understand your language even after I said "biological women" I will respect your pronouns>banned>Attempt 4: OKAY IF YOU LET ME CALL YOU THEY/THEM until I have known you I will respect your pronouns, similar to japanese honorifics>bannedYou faggots want to ask everything from the world and never ever give backI even asked "okay how willing are you to say hi or bless you" and you said "erm I cant do that! I am autistic!" you faggots are the ones that cant give and go around trying to police etiquette when you cant go out of your comfort zone to give that away.and yes, I am drunk and going off you, but all these complaints are applicable to you and everyone else.
buying an aeron changed my life i no longer have to contort my body in weird positions in order to sit comfortably
I've heard that chest development is highly related to genetics, My mom has a natural K bra size and my sister has very big boobs. I've started to add more core workouts and I'm eating well, What am I in for?
>>40841053you're blaming me for what other people did?I'll use your pronouns if you use mine funny little esl robot
>>40840736>>40840823>>40840878>>40840897>>40840958good morning saars
>>40841069disappointment. always disappointment
>>40841080okay keep using that cope like stereotypes didnt exist and werent almost 50/50 right retard.in fact, please do point out a single discord community where this isn't true. I genuinely dare you
>>40841107stereotypes aren't based in reality they're based on perception through the lens of societies>a single discord community where this isn't trueall of them
>>40841141>stereotypes aren't based in realityI haven't read what have you typed away, but here is my mexican friend making a cactus farm. sorry but they are 10000% true for the average or at least the lower low functioning people in society.If most of your stereotypes are negative then you are a genuine shit community, and if they are not like, let's say, mexicans, then the lower less high functioning people aren't that bad.The less high functioning stereotype of trannies it's genuinely horrible sex pervs, and please don't try to defend them and that people wouldn't change them for indonesians or mexicans.
>>40841182making cactus farms is not a mexican stereotypeeven if it was, 50% of mexicans do not have cactus farmsdrink some water roboto
>>40841141>>a single discord community where this isn't true>all of themI|s this why hontrapoints called /lgbt/ male brained and a bunch of communities ban /ttt/?please do redirect me to a community where| I can say all of this. how many do you have? 2? Specifically related to boards?
>>40841203enjoying cactus is a mexican stereotype. I am mexican and I get hyped when someone put a hat on them as they grow with said hats on. there is like one with a trucker hat on less than a mile away from me.you are just mexican and retarded.
>>40841092One of the first things my sister told me when I came out to her as trans was a big speech about not using my looks to make my mark in the world, it came off to me as concerning.I can deal with disappointment, I'm built for it.
>>40841214pick any discord "community">>40841238>enjoying cactus is a mexican stereotypeI enjoy a cactus with a hat on too though and I'm not mexican, I think a high proportion of my people enjoy such things
>>40841271>pick any discord "community"You know you are lying and full of shit. Most "leftie" or "trans" communities would let you make these types of comments. You are genuinely invited to post a discord server where this happens that isn't directly related to Imageboards>>40841271>I enjoy a cactus with a hat on too though and I'm not mexican, I think a high proportion of my people enjoy such thingsBecause all of you are too retarded for such things it seems. are you south african?
>>40841301*Because all of you are too retarded for such things and come up with them it seems. are you south african?
>>40841301*wouldn't let you
>>40841301I thought we were talking about discords where stereotypes are true 50% of the time? I think you'd get banned from a lot of discords for trying to get people to install something
>>40841342You would get banned from most discords for going against the wave in this language.except here.Do you understand why this place is an exception to most places?I would even say like 90% of discord places just because they fear backlash from trannies.
>>40841313it's often difficult to take an insult like "retard" to heart when the person levying it against you has to correct their post twicehats on cacti are enjoyable in lots of places, even places with no cacti
>inb4 waaaaa we are actually super oppressed online actually!come on.
>>40838812what's up with MTFs and saying "this is so me" and "me" after a picture of a anime girl meme it is a very interesting pattern i have noticed (i am mtf trans lol) are we just stereotypes
>>40841357I think you vastly overestimate how much power trans people have, and it's not really suspiring that you'd get banned from a trans discord if you use such slurs4chan is structurally different to discord, it's by default anonymous, and the posters generally have no power over the mods, discords often have a much more friendly relationship between the user base and the moderators which means they can lobby to get rid of people that don't fit in
>>40841365Okay but you arent actually driven to such things culturally or genetically and you prioritize other things.Like how Indian people with schizophrenia are actually happy and enjoy their lives where anywhere else is hell.Do you understand that aspect?And no I don't care you are caring or not you said that I have had to correct my post twice. I am asking you, is most of the LGBT+ community like you and they would be welcoming of transphobes to change their mind or whatnot to convince them when that is genuinely not the case for a people that has experienced your communities?>inb4 LGBT communities don't exist! acceptable and non acceptable trends are not an actual thing that are mostly incompatible to the imageboard culture!Okay, again, which leftie/trannie server or circle would I be able to have this discussion or replies outside of here?.
>>40841398I am in multiple discords where I call the mods niggers. They don't mind as long as they are either image-board adjacent or rightoids. How do you explain that without degrading leftoid or tranny servers?
alright so I have to be as appealing to cis women as I am to you. Alright, was that so hard to say?
>>40841431I don't think anybody is driven to enjoy hats on cacti geneticallyand yes, I was definitely driven to enjoy hats on cacti through cultural forces, there are no cacti around me, I came across them through society, through culture>is most of the LGBT+ community like you and they would be welcoming of transphobes to change their mindthere is no "community", I don't know where people get the idea that there is, there are a ton of different kinds of people with nothing in common that happen to also be transyou haven't experienced trans "communities" you've just been in some discords apparentlyas to whether most people are like me, it's all down to time and place, a vanishingly small amount of people would enjoy being woken up in the middle of the night and asked to explain themselves to a stranger that came to their house, but the same person might be absolutely willing to talk to a bigot somewhere else, like in a formal debate, or a message boardif you're crashing a party it's not surprising if people aren't in the mood, I don't think most trans people come to this thread to debate, we're mostly here to shitpost and be around other trans women>>40841457what needs explaining?
>>40841377I think it comes from trying to fill the void of dysphoria, as silly as it may seem. If you live with dysphoria long enough it becomes part of your identity and in treating one lose it.
>>40841509>there are a ton of different kinds of people with nothing in common that happen to also be transPlease do make a list of rightoid transgender people and I will believe you.Please stop. You are not fooling anyone.
>>40841539blaire whitecaitlyn jennerbuck angelnicole sinclairebrianna wuscott newgentdanielle rose cox
>>40841457Judging by your language you're just a chudhon so fuck off you ugly piece of shit. Hate makes you ugly and you are full of it. Stay in your shithole servers.
>>40841581>brianna wuI didn't read the rest of the post but do you know that """"""""""""""chick""""""""""""" hates imageboards right?
>>40841595so?
>>40841598are you retarded? I can't socialize with them. that's the main issue.Again, where can I talk like this and about this but here?Literally, link the places.
>>40841647why would you want to socialise with brianna wu? why would you want to socialise with any trans people?
>>40841590I am in most servers related to here and /mlp/ and /trash/. you cannot ask for a better ally from here.I still hate most of you.
>>40841661Depends on your answer. Does it matter if a single person hates trans people or not?
>>40841667>mlpwe don't want you
>>40838812Rn, i regret not making the most of my life. On my phone all day, but where im heading, College starting next month, in the city, with an apartment. Its in the right direction, will i regret parts in the future, yes, its not a straight path, i do regret how i spend the currenf present momentAnd part of me regrets transitioning cuz i feel like ill never be a women, but i think id regret not doing it, and i regret not transing sooner
>>40839039MirrorMask sounds like the kind of manipulation i do, mirroring people instead of being myself, like im wearing a mask
>>40841727I mean that’s what tranniez do doe. Trannies are just homosexual men mirroring stereotypes of women. Theyre like skinwalkers trying to be something they’re not. Its kinda scary and creepy
>>40841053Drunk? Jealous, i wanna drink
>>40841069Core is good for breast growth? Also i think thats true, i come from a lean family and im lean
>>40841590Damn wait i might be a chudhon(Honestly put the word hon after any word and you have my attention)Should i just embrace being queer and trans? I have a bad taste in my mouth of leftie queer culture cuz the guy who runs the discord for the trans "commjnity" in my home town is a groomer
>>40841861if you can avoid transition then avoid itif you can live as a cis person live as a cis persononly if you're going to be forever miserable and potentially suicidal otherwise would I recommend transitioneverybody will hate you as a trannyit will be harder to get a job, rent a place, make friends, walk down the street, it's no joke
did anyone else here start at 22
>>40842035start what
>tranny make up tutorial>cover my face in fucking orange lipstick. what?>literally look worseshould i kms
>>40842050hrt
>>40842060cool
>>40842083but did anyone else here start at 22 though
>>40842089maybe
>>40842092oh ok
>>40842110you’re welcome. just here to help
This place dead af. Mahabre-tier shit
>>40842601Yes
>>40842601Yeah because you killed it Pedro now gtfo retard
I gotta stop going to this place.
our housemate just served me raw chicken everyone elses was cookedmaybe i will die soon theres hope yet
>>40843617I mean yeh, looks good from the lil thumbnail, right?>>40843660what did you do to them to get them to murder you?
G'day Saars, I take my morning needful ban now please. No, without Ginger and no sugar, it weakens the sixth saaringan.Arigatou gozaimasu
>>40843693um apparently im not pulling my weight thats what we were talking about earlieri had a bit of an argument ig
>>40843714that's no reason to serve you fresh salmonella ...
>>40843695In all seriousness, Nick, why do you still come here daily?
not replying but looks cute ngl
>>40843695stop talking like a poltard
>>40844061cry harder saren
>>40844079saren from mass effect? confused
thinking about adopting an Italian accent so i can yassify my voice more, the few words I know sound sassy af already the intonation works very well on resonance thnk it's the vowelsits always in the vowels >>40843787no idea actually every couple days I get the itchbeen running low on dem ',p ranges tho, ain't worth it anymore desu >>40843803arigato>>40844061ok kween my apologies *kneels*now do the mince
>>40844156https://youtu.be/9bfjTDS_Qmw
>>40844213pretty song but the first few seconds sound like my phone alarm and jumpscared me
>>40844236lol owned
>>40844244meanie :(
webp files are so annoying
>>40844276trvkeI resorted to screencapping webp images
>>40844258sorry. maybe this hopeful music for hopeless people will cheer you up. bitch!!!!https://youtu.be/Q76nFGfs-uE>>40844276they are efficiently both small sized and high quality. the problem is their incompatibility
>>40844288My download folder on my phone is littered with them and I hate it so much. Im going to transfer them all to my desktop and convert them.>>40844299yeah they don't work on a couple sites
>>40844299that did cheer me up u lil bitch >_>okay don't want to overstay my welcome gotta go, wishing ur nice daythings and nightstuffs
Kat have u read nana
>nananuh but the synopsis sounds sketchy, issue topic
were you born a girl or did you wish to be a girli hope you never lived as a man
Fuck yeah, I'm doing it now. Thanks for grooming me, now I'm gonna suck cocks and look pretty at the same time. Fuck yeah
>>40844420imagine living or having relationships as a man, that'd be a lil weird doncha think?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eaNYNkrlll4
>>40844574i kissed a girl once as a boy her name was harriot i was like 8
It feels good seeing that this place is finally almost dead
It feels good seeing mono win
protip: affectionfarm lonely people. Some of them WILL treat you like a woman, and call you pretty, etc. so long as you give them the attention they seek.hardest part is managing their clinginess, but that's the price you have to pay.
>>40844822>gone for years>still the same drama with the same fucking peoplePleaseGo outsideGet a hobby
>>40844885ur jealous
cucked echoes
>>40844632I guess that's not too badthere used to be this old trip that was old even back when I was younger, and she would talk about things like how the soul of her dead gf possessed her...the things repping will do to a girl tbqh
>>40840223happy birthdayI turned 30 last weekGetting old
おはようtoday I have to actually go outsideits so over..also my glasses broke because the small pin that holds the uhh thing that goes over the ear and the main glasses part fell offso I had to find the pin and fix itblehhttps://youtu.be/oqzjdj6deWMsong I enjoyed recently
cut-off age is troon out is 25 btw. If your face isn't rounded and you have a strong jawline just give up
>>40845060those pins and screws are tiny, made for faeries tbqhare you a fairy?
>>40838812I have a few regrets but generally most things I've done I do not regret. most things I regret are choices that hurt other people, though the biggest one is not telling the man I love how I feel about him back when I had the chance
>>40845242you just gotta have a careful hand :Dput the side thingy folded on top of the other and the pin holes in place -> tape it there so it stays there -> carefully insert pin so that it drops down -> use a knife to screw it in place
I'm super anxious designnew job orientation soonidk what to even expect
They stole my blood for scientific experiments ;n;
>>40845019yeah i remember that one probably haunts one for life
>>40845019CFH
>>40844574I've only been in one serious relationship, if she ever leaves me(again) I'll spend my life single, the only reason I accepted her proposal was that she accepted me for what I am, I am afraid of other people desu
>>40845705oof. laffy taffy
>>40843695>>40844156>they just look like knock-off icky's>but it's totes not a trend
>>40846322>ickypls she didn't even voicetrain don't do me like that I had bangs like that in'23 before I even knew of that person was your morning coffee a lil bit too *bitter* perhaps?
>>40846286>afraid of other peoplepeople are scary
been dumpster divin looking for some ye olde inspo and came across this...dayum I don't remember the wicked witch of the west hugboxxing so hard instead of telling me I didn't deserve to liveppl don't quite hugbox thread enemies like they used to huh>>40845433be careful not to scratch up the glasses, maybe get like a set of watch maker tools>>40845964>>40846222oh yeh, I wonder what happened to her... she wasn't too bad I guessI wonder how old she must be now and if she's doing well tbqh...>>40846286that's the catholic way, once married it's for life tbqh
nigga i ain't readin all that shit
can a trans and a chaser be friends
>>40847151Go back to /cg/
troone was the mass shooter in minnesota church shooting today. prepare for /pol/ tourists
>>40847284only 2 were killed the shooting. troones cant shoot for shit
>>40847315only 2 were killed in the shooting. troones cant shoot for shit. also, who cares? look at this gen. theres nothing left. I can’t type for shit either*
Tranny shooter vid / manifestohttps://preservetube.com/watch?v=5sOoD6ZPU9E
is bbc real
>routine psychometric test for work>several questions about being transI feel like a fraud for answering negative to that but I don't want to get fired, forgive me tttt
>>40847440ngl I would dip at this point if i was trans in the US twitter/media hatemachine is in full force pretty worrying...
>>40841799to build up support in my body, also I just like working out.
My classes seem lots easier this semester. Big relief ngl i was starting to think I might be retarded for a bit there!How're yall dolls today? :^)
>>40849079they're actually letting you around teenagers?
>>40849120Blah blah
>>40848652I'm not in the US I'm in California
>>40849079I'm ok, it's hot out today. what are you studying?
>>40849079hey that's amazing, what kind of classes? I love learningI might take a bunch of health related extra curriculars to pad my cv tbqh
>>40847440Damn. What a retard.
>>40849289It's a perfect 55f here today ugh it's nice. Prob 101f next week tho that's how it is here >>40849305You definitely should! Never too old to learn! I'm dual majoring in CS and CIT. Sounds hard but I already have a degree so dont have to do all the math science etc stuff.
>>40849489isn't ai and ia(Indian Americans) taking all the CS jobs?
>>40846807hello, how have you been? >pici kinna miss that era of 4chan. these days, it feels empty and artificial here. i find myself often wondering if the thing behind the post is even human. do you think there is a sentient being behind this post?
>>40849489what is cit? oh that's really awesome, msc or phd I guess or going back to the start?sometimes I think about just getting serious and picking up an md but restarting sounds like hell tbqh>>40849587I took ai courses years ago and it was half women compared to the cs major that had like 1 woman and then she quit and changed to ai>>40849626yeh true, these days even the trolls seem depressed or on ssri's nglold mtfg was painful but felt alive I guesshow have you been? did you used to post a lot in the olden days too?
>>40849587Yea, but I'm not going to work it's just something that interests me.>>40849832Cit is like for network engineering or whatever. Servers and that sorta thing. It will just be two other bachelor's degrees when I'm done so I'll have 3 total. May do a masters after I haven't decided yet. Restarting isn't hell it's been really nice after the first semester. You definitely should do it.
>>40849832>old mtfg was painful but felt alive I guesswhy return to a thread that causes you pain?>did you used to post a lot in the olden days tooi suppose you could say
>>40849832oh, right. i also wanted to ask, did you have dinner yet? or make anything to eat for today?
>>40850026maybe, iunno, for me it's a bsc, an msc and ma, maybe I'll review my options after I wrap up the lab placement I have been putting offhow is it being around teens in class tho? and doing exams and getting homework graded by teaching assistants?>>40850098>why return to a thread that causes you pain?to remind myself of certain things I guess...like I get a lot of positive attention wherever I go, and have some fans I guess, but I feel like I left something in the past and now I might need it>i suppose you could saymysterious...>>40850122no, well... just some some stale bread toasted in the oven with cheese, a tomato slice and some seasoning, hbu?
>>40838812>QOTT: pic relidk, i'm moving to the big city tomorrow for the first time in my life to a better paying job. hoping to make friends, find a bf, do things, have fun. i do carry a lot of regret, but at least now i'm mixing things up.
>>40849832relatable pic
>>40850264nothing yet, i am in the middle of cooking dinner. >some stale bread toasted in the oven with cheese, a tomato slice and some seasoningvery grim...>I feel like I left something in the past and now I might need itvery enigmatic what was the last nightmare you can recall about?
ew
>>40850264It's all like graded online now, basically nothing is manually graded these days. Bein around teens is whatever I sit by myself in the back and the dudes are all omega autists so nobody tries to talk. >>40850639Jd Vance?
>>40850744>the dudes are all omega autists so nobody tries to talkwelcome to tech-related courses, unc. if you wanted to get ran threw by d1 athletes, you should’ve picked sports management, physical education, or anything else but tech
>>40850826That was a bonus not a complaint silly anon. Are you autistic by chance?
>>40850899no, I just have very stinky feet. teehee
>>40850928Would be cuter if you were!
>>40850402prepare yourself before you enter frownyface>>40850514well, it was one of those vague nightmares about forgetting to take something with me and then I forgot it ...so, what's for dinner?>>40850744oh yeh, I guess that's fine then, I'd do it if there was a second covid that forced us online for another few yearsstill 3 bachelors is pretty intense, you'll be a total tech expert!
Bluh my brain is making me frustrated tonight for no real reason
>>40851035Yes I am a genius
>>40851124aw carol, do you have a pet or a degree or career? or are you a housewife?what are the things that frustrate your brain?>>40851356I think so, being a polymath is difficult y'know
>>40851456No, I'm mtfgs best known NEET>what are the things that frustrate your brain?intrusive thoughts, tho in this case its because I can't concentrate because I haven't drunk enough water all day so am v dehydrated
>>40851472you are dehydrated and I need to piss. i think we have something in common
>>40851472oh carol, you still have time you're still young, what do you want to do in life? what do you think about all day?>>40851472>>40851490wow it fits perfectly... it's fate...
>>40851456Too kind. I don't even get straight As
>>40851528Study religion and talk to people I am close to a lot.>wow it fits perfectly... it's fate...x.x
>>40851555lets be honest, not sure anyone reads transcripts, you're amazing cos you do the work of learning>>40851577I see!>>40851578ohhh which religion is the best one carol?
it hurts
>>40851035>then I forgot ityou seem to be quite the amnesiac>so, what's for dinner?catfish and pasta. here is some useless information about me: i was having a really great and relaxing time my little domain all to myself, but at a certain hour, people are back home and there is nothing more i hate than when people bother me cooking, more so when there is anyone around. but i appreciate others because i actually dont like being on my own for very long periods of time. it is simply a foible and idiosyncrasy of mine to be left alone to my devices when i am invested in a task. losing cadence makes me pissy. >>40851982thinking does that; maybe you should stop.
>>40851578i dont know how people can talk about religion. thinking about it makes the blood boil. cant fathom people willingly talking about it without getting in heated discourse.
is moonrunes poster eve? k/\t is gonna go mental if so >)
>>40851744I don't know yet>>40852030why get angry over simple discussions?
This is actually psychotic lol they seem to think that you’re always going to be the person you were at age 5?
I want to cum from my gock sigh
I want 2 hurt myself>>40852374wow little kids who are socialized male express make socialization? as if that makes someone a man or a boy rather than their sexboys who like stereotypically feminine things are still boys the same way feminine men are still men, even if they wear makeup or get surgery to feminize their appearance, they're still mendumb post
>>40852511how did Sébastien get him pregnant?
>>40852374You’re a psychotic crossdressing chudhon that still can’t empathize with cis women? Embarrassing. Let me explainIn their perspective, the tranny back then was their son who grew up doing masculine things. It seems unfathomable that someone who spent years doing regular boy things would turn out to be a tranny. Its also hard to let go of those memories because that person was your sonMy mom’s phone wallpaper is still a family picture with me before my transition. Not our recent family pictures. She can’t let go and I completely understand that. She grew up in a different generation and most of her memories with me was before my transition
Just shaved my arms and legs, suicide postponed we're so back
>>40852565holding hands
>>40852598glad I was a sensitive depressive who never asked for boys toys so my mom doesn't suffer like this.
>>40852511>>40852642hey poopge. getting gud at that drawing thing i see. do you do commissions or requests?
bored does anyone know any good gel pens
>>40852641https://files.catbox.moe/z7bl9j.jpegHell yeah
>>40852718no lol I'm not that goodjust had my work orientation today and I just am having a tough time even though it's not challenging on paper, I'm just an invalid mentally
>>40852737drehgriffel nr. 1
>>40852857how long can you work before they cut off your fraudulent disability benefits
Hi I just want to understand why its wrong to rape a sissy? Like I would really enjoy raping a sissy and my penis would enjoy raping a sissie's ass so why is it bad?
>>4085316620 hours per week is the limit, nothing fraudulent though
Why is it bad to rape a sissy if it would make my penis really happy?
>>40853360>>40853567It's only bad if it's not done to me
>>40853567shut up dad
>>40853399there's a point where you use up your trial credits and they cut you off and yeah you are just lazy
Spectral Analysis of Anomalous Resonance Patterns of Social Substrate /mtfg/ - Observation Cycle Ω-7Quantum-Linguistic Decoherence Events DetectedManifestation α: Entity-designation "Kat" exhibits asymmetric hostility vectors exclusively toward Entity "Navy," while maintaining benevolent resonance frequencies with peripheral consciousness-nodes. Deletion-cascade phenomena suppressed for 36 temporal intervals—statistically improbable deviation from baseline entropy.Manifestation β: Entity "Valentine" displays recursive, subliminal engagement algorithms targeting Entity "Kat." Subliminal emotional transmissions escalate to direct substrate penetration via catbox.moe message. Post-transmission: immediate interaction deactivation observed.Manifestation γ: Codename "Song"—unidentified consciousness-vector initiates probabilistic contact through low-entropy YouTube links. Musical substrate exhibits thematic convergence patterns. Demonstrates immunity to Kat-induced deletion-cascade phenomenon affecting all other responding nodes (3-day participation cessation standard).Critical Convergence Event:Entity "kirakishou"—nomenclature derives from fictional construct exhibiting corporeal dissociation and isolation-induced psychic fragmentation. Behavioral matrix centers on temporal melancholia and sycophantic adaptive personality-masking protocols.Entity "きらき" (onomatopoeic: kirakira/"sparkling")—demonstrates identical participation algorithms to Codename "Song." Syntax-pattern analysis reveals 99.7% congruence. Core thematic obsession: existential void-states, reality-questioning matrices. Exhibits severe dissociative decoherence patterns matching Ghost in the Shell analogical fixations.Hypothesis: きらき represents manifestation-variant of consciousness-node [REDACTED], operating through differentiated substrate-interfaces.Confidence Interval: 87.3%Further Observation required, high potential for systemic node-decoherence.
>>40853682someone posted a link to their dick pic too
how do i cut myself with my non dominant hand. i got a tattoo on my left arm so i can't cut it anymore
>>40853815hold the razor with your other hand and do the same thing you do with your other havewhy are monodextrous people so fucking stupid
>>40853682meds
>>40852737do a good picture
ugh why am I still awake its almost 4:30am
>>40853682is this the stuff I miss out on when I'm eeping? waow insomnia is blessing me with truly enlightening /x/ posting real SHODAN hours kek >Quantum-Linguistic Decoherenceis this even a real term lmoagod I fucking hate AI>>40853795was it pooge?>>40853859id like some of those these ppl must be getting real bangers
who was it that brushed their ween with a toothbrush?
>>40854106your sleep schedule is messed up bc of you messing your sleep schedule up
>>40854145peej
>>40854175I've seen the weej of peej
I'm trying to tell you guys you gotta squat and spread your busscheeks when you feel a fart coming. It has nothing to do with being a "fartfag" - it just feels incredible to cannonball blast a fart out your bussy. Don't knock it till you try it, it feels amazing
>>40854193>>40853859shut up blob
>>40854145>>40854175since the gen is pretty much over, lets talk about payge’s mentally ill antics for the 69th time. yeah, paege uses a toothbrush to brush his pp. not sure if he still does it though. someone made a funny drawing of it once
>>40854193why do you think descrbing it as cannonball blasting would make it sound appealing. seek help you retard
>>40854210my favourite paige drawing I think was done by parrot or emo, it was of her getting a call from her dad that had a gift for her (robot toy) but in her mind it was his willyfunniest shit I've ever seen
>>40853682https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6f-ZE0hq5E
>>40853838i just ended cutting my upper left arm up and sitting in a bath of my own bloody water
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3I6yksz4Wg
>>40854246
>>40854524penis>>40854502still very metal rock on sister
You can't even be like god i hope paige gets raped fuck that retard because he would like that :/
Why do youse pretend that you're women like? Bit daft.
I like paige and I'm glad she gets better every day
>>40854576>paige getting betterlmao
>>40854545i didnt calm down enough so i just took 90mg of dxm bc hydroxyzine does fucking nothing
>>40854595what's that? idk anything about chemicals
i hate you guys.
>>40854576at drawing, yeah. everything else? haha
>>40854625Nevertheless, she persisted
>>40854609dxm is cough meds. hydroxyzine is an antihistamine used for anxiety
>>40854682do you have a cough?
i love jiu jitsui think i can become really good at it if i keep practicing for a few years.i really want to live up to whatever potential i have
>>40854767shouldve done bjj instead. more practical. i would say freestyle wrestling but those aren’t commercially popular despite how practical it is
>>40854767it's the year of the snake.
>>40854805it is bjj. im gonna start up muay thai at the same place p. soonwrestling is really cool but my body type is better suited for bjj really. my limbs are really long and going chest to chest is basically always bad for me. leg traps are my line. i dont really care about practicality at all i just have technique obsession>>40854815i like orochimaru hes just like me fr
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>>40854700no it gets you high. its not helping me tho. i wish i were dead
>>40854874awww scoob I don't think we're getting out of this one
>>40854880were cooked raggy
>>40854878why?
>>40854894i'm just a worthless piece of shit loser leech diease who will never amount to anything and will die alone
>>40854874
>>40854911what's wrong with that?
>>40854576she's a retarded neo nazi self hating chud
>>40854949what do you think she's still a neo nazi?
>>40854941uh it's not an enjoyable life to live..?
>>40854880lol
maybe the real neo nazis were the friends we made along the way
>>40854966calling someone a neo nazi is just a left wing version of saying someone is racist. painge is racist but there’s nothing wrong with being racist. sh*tskins are barely human and cause problems very very often
>>40854974why though? nothing is worth anything inherently. we all die alone, there is nothing we can be that we will see as having made it
>>40855008>calling someone a neo nazi is just a left wing version of saying someone is racistas a left winger I think the left wing version of calling somebody a racist is to call them a racistthank you for your race science expertise but I don't partake
cute feet! must sniff!
>Donald Trump is a fascist, so I'm going to kill innocent kidstrannys honestly be like this
>>40855518i hope that they will put him in a male jail
I truly do not understand people who say they are not racist. Like at a bare minimum, are they just forgetting the entire country of India exists? I just... I just don't get it. HOW
I keep waiting up because I roll on my side and then my boobs hurts from pressing against my armnothing is ever easy sob
>>40856354tape those floppy flapjacks
>>40856286we have better explanations for cultural practises and averages than "bc they brown"
cis women who i get close with obsess over me and my transition in an unhealthy way but other trans women can’t stand me and seethe at me any idea as to why this is, chat? both reactions make me uncomfortableim a semipassoid if it matters
>>40856464need more details about what these people say to you
>>40856286why are chuds so incensed with India suddenly. Its really weird
>>40856533the other trans women just make passive aggressive comments to me and try to take me down a peg. usually about me being weird or awkward. occasionally some cis women will do this toomost cis women just want to talk about trans and lgbt shit 24/7 if they somehow pick up context clues in our convos that i’m trans or i tell them. i dont tell anyone anymore though bc i dont like it being the thing that defines me
oh I missed a Grace post. hope she's doing alright
>>40856588https://youtu.be/bq0HeSP_U68?si=HECa-bFdIYRtDPy2part meme part based on reality 60-70% of women (polymatter video, gov census) can't work because it is literally too dangerous to go outside the scam caller meme did the rest, 90% of crypto scams and bots are from there, that's why we have the 2 min wait timer and email authentication here now, /biz/ was 90% Indian bot posts it is a pretty awful place to be born in
i got caught before i could do more now i have to listen to the oh poor u speech aids in africa etc
>>40856594maybe you are weird or awkward and it's not an insult just people thinking out loudtrans people are a novelty, people will want to talk about it to you, just a universal annoyance>>40856696tasty
>>40856763ugh, i try to tell these cis people that i dont want to talk about it and they act like i just hit them with the worst insult. people are so god damn noseyand the other trans women will also sneer and side eye me too. and sometimes straight up insult me. i worked with this one girl who didnt pass but wouldnt get on hormones and she resented the fuck out of me bc i passed 9.5/10 times and most people didnt even realize she was trans. sometimes i wonder if people, trans and cis are weird about me bc i do pass
>>40856862cis fragility, you make them think for a second about what they're doing and whether they've committed the sin of not being correctly woke, and then instead of accepting maybe they did a microaggression they shift the blame onto you, you must have done something wrongidk about how trans people treat you, but from the way you talk you kind of sound like you're bragging here so yeah non-passing troons will have their noses put out of joint
unironically listening to bon iver
How come it's bad to rape a sissy if it would make my penis super happy and lots of sissies want to get their ass raped by a penis?
>>40857122who says it’s bad
why do people always make me feel guilty for cutting its never a good reaction it stopped bleeding a lil bit ago itll be fine
>>40857465why ur palm thothat's gotta be the worst place to cut yourself at least scars on your arms are a "fuck you" to everyone who sees them, reminding them how mental health institutions have failed us and how society demonized usshibawri is so goated for taking that statement to the extreme. society can fuck itself and being guilt tripped for SH is fucking pathetic behavior BUT WHY THE PALM DOE
>>40857522its the place the first promise was made left palmi was going to mark up my arms too around where the other significant cuts are but i got caught by my housemate and it took forever to stop bleedingoh well theres always tomorrow
>>40838812I still need to voice train it's the only thing holding me back from completely passing and I hate it. Once that's done I guess I wouldn't regret anything at all.
>>40857975Kid was probably raped there like that one ftm shooter. We should ban religious schools.
>>40857465>WhY dO pEoPlE aLwAyS mAke Me FeEl GuIlTy FoR cUtTiNg>NeVeR a GoOd ReAcTiOnWhy would it be a good reaction?"Oh wow anon, ur so cool cutting yourself. Can I be your friend? I feel so bad for you" Is that reaction you want?Be real, only ppl who would give you praise over that are ppl who want to take advantage of you, find pleasure in seeing ppl hurting themselves or ppl who are twisted in the headI've done it too but it wasn't bc I wanna look cool, i was in a bad place and felt that was the only way to feel better, FUCKING dislike the ppl who bost cutting themselves to "look cool", get off the internet
>>40858242Kinda looks live eve
>>40858242Stfu retard we know a tranny did it
>>40858229>cutting to look coolno id prefer indifference i dont want people to care i do it to myself i can take care of it myself it shouldnt suddenly be someone elses problemoh i know it takes someone sick in the head to not carei dont cut to be cool nowadays i cut to remember the broken promisesnot like im going to harm anyone else again creating more promises
>>40858341Wow sounds so productive, cutting bc you want to remember the broken promises.Glad to see you want to be miserable bc u find comfort in that.Tbh just write musik, your posts already sound like lyrics to songs
>>40857465this looks really bad pls go to the doctor and stop pls
>>40857465ughhhh nice giwtwmhow do you work up the courage to cut that deep
>>40858390yeah its kinda my existence i wake up think about the past get hi go to work daydream about the past go home pretend my life isnt shit while getting hi do my chores think some more about the pastim doing something wrong and all the experiences i have should have solved it by now but im super fried eggs in the brain puzzle too hard>>40858457Itll b fine>>40858550ive done worse this ones going to suck tho i keep opening it back up when i move my hand
>remember to be good people>proceeds to gun down innocent childrenwhat did he mean by this?
Good morning mtfgLast night I was very anxious and so it sucked, plus I had unnerving bad dreams. But now I'm awake and stuff and I feel mostly okay :Dhope youre all having good days
lowkey i'm squirtin liquid brown out my buss
>>40858743100% have been white.. makes you think..
>>40858861Heh i touched a nerve there
>>40858793sheeeeeeeeeit
>>40858959Cope
>>40858959
>>40858721oh hi carol, don't forget to have breakfast and take a variety of over 10 supplements>>40858959what not passing does to a person, unless they're ftm then you could say t is a mass murder stimulant>>40859329castrate whitey tbqh
>>40859329Heh i touched a nerve there. Sorry you're permastuck as a gross brown, that's unlucky!
>>40859356
Honestly what the fuck is wrong with you freaks? Why do you enjoy murdering children?
>>40859434basically, passing saves lives tbqh
>>40859480i don’t enjoy this
I mean on some lowkey type shit, we don't 100% know those children didn't deserve it. I'm waiting until all stones are unturned and I encourage you to do the same
>>40859423Y u mad
>>40859535stfu retard
>>40859535dude wtf
I was curious, so I crunched some numbers.Here's a total list of school shootings in the time period of 2019 to current. "School shooting" in this context I have defined as:1. A shooting2. By an individual or individuals3. Targeting staff and children of a school4. With the intent to cause a mass casualty event.This filters out chaff like gang related or one off violence which happened to take place near a school or on school grounds, we are specifically talking about attacks on schools themselves.Nathaniel Berhow (cisgender), 2019: Santa Clarita, California, 2 killed, 3 injured.Alec McKinney (transgender) and Devon Erickson (cisgender). 2019: Denver, Colorado, 1 killed, 8 injured.Ethan Crumbley (cisgender) 2021: Oxford, Michigan, 4 killed, 7 injured.Salvador Ramos (cisgender) 2022: Uvalde, Texas, 21 killed, 17 injured.Audrey/Aiden Hale (transgender) 2023: Nashville, Tennessee, 6 killed (3 children, 3 adults).Dylan Butler (transgender/nonbinary) 2024: Perry, Iowa, 1 killed, 6 injured.Colt Gray (cisgender) 2024: Winder, Georgia, 4 killed, 9 injured.Tracy Haynes Jr (cisgender) 2025: Wilmer-Hutchins, Texas, 0 killed, 5 injured.Robert/Robin Westman (transgender) 2025: Minneapolis, Minnesota, 2 killed, 17 injured.There are 10 school shooters responsible for 9 school shootings in this time frame, of those, 4/10 shooters are transgender and 4/9 shootings involve transgenders.If we take statistics on the population of transgender individuals over the age of 13 at face value, we get a 0.6% share of the population. This means that, from 2019 to now, transgenders are overrepresented by a factor of 66.7 as school shooters, and overrepresented by a factor of 74 in school shooting events.
>>40860143>time period of 6 yearsim so glad school shootings only began in 2019 and not earlier
>>40858645do you drink or do drugs firstI've only gone that deep like once and it was on my thighI'm too much of a bitch to cut that deep right off the bat
>>40860179>trendie isn't aware he's a trendielol
>>40860492this is like 95%+ of all trannys though, it's just most will never ever realise or admit to it
>>40860262The trend is more for 2013 or so, do the numbers again from there
>>40860591
>>40860609Including ftm and nonbinary gets you to 7% of the US population so you should redo your numbers if you want us to take the nb shooters too
>>40860143why is 2019 the cutoff?