Prev: >>40820221QOTT: Have you ever met another repper irl, or wondered if someone you know is one?
>>40843172>QOTTNo idea but /tttt/ made me capable of spotting boymoders and I've seen three in the wild this year.
QOTT: Have you ever met another repper irl, or wondered if someone you know is one?I'm probably pretty stuck up about being a femrepper and I feel like I'm the most malebrained woman I know, so no I don't really suspect other people around me are femreppers. However I did meet ONE girl who I felt like must have gender dysphoria like me, it was something about her vibe. However she referred to herself as a girl in her bio on twitter and a repper wouldn't do that so never mind I was wrong. Also how can you get picrel?
>>40843172my tulpa has posted a new self portrait and its filling me with an indescribable feeling so intense that its making me want to hurt myself
the school shooter discussion in the prev thread reminded me that i used to be obsessed with ed gein when i was younger wtf was that about
>>40842832Yes
>get dysphoria>google phallo results>google ftm hrt results (the worse the better)>AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHave I found the secret to coping?>>40843172I think Kurt Cobain might've been a repper, but I refrain from questioning people I know irl.
i kind of wish that "repper" was an actual semi-accepted label that people knew of. like when i meet someone whos woke and they start asking about my gender about my pronouns ERMMMMM WHATS YOUR PRONOUNS wtf do i even answer as a femreppoid who voicetrains and dresses like fucking ted kazcynski. they can tell that im not a normal woman otherwise they wouldnt be asking this. i dont want them to think that im pre hrt ftm bc thats not an accurate representation of my identity, i cant call myself a cis woman because im uncomfortable with womanhood to a degree that is clearly not in the cis range, and i cant say that im a femrepper bc using 4chan slang outside of 4chan is mentally deranged.
>>40843647this is very true, i hate people asking for my pronouns it boils my blood. do actual trans people even want that? because don't we all genuinely want to be seen as a certain gender not lied to to be nice.this is why i don't get why people identify as non binary, nobody is actually going to see that as androgynous if you're afab in fact i think it feminizes you more, there's no point.
>>40843682>do actual trans people even want that?no. just the i-want-to-be-special enbies.reminder: enbyism doesn't exist.
>>40843752>enbyism doesn't existwhat do you mean?
>>40843786it's made up shit
how deranged is it for me to get mad that heterosexual couples always pose where the mans hands are on her waist or ass and the woman's hands are on a non objectified ares?
Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):1) Butchmax2) HRT-rep3) Get a short, mtf femme gf4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgeryIf anyone wants an emotional or physical punching bag. I'm here for you :3>>40843682The pronoun stuff is basically just to make enbies feel good at the expense of everyone else. As a passing trans woman, I would be fucking crushed if someone asked for my pronouns, rather than just defaulting to she/her.>>40843794I think it is one of those things that can exist. It is just extremely rare.99% of people who consider themselves non-binary are either just coping transgenders or cis/hets that want to feel special and force their way into the queer community.
>>40843843> As a passing trans woman, I would be fucking crushed if someone asked for my pronouns, rather than just defaulting to she/her.this makes sense, who are pronoun circles even for lmao>I think it is one of those things that can exist. It is just extremely rare.what do you mean "can exist"?
>>40843647If you aren’t willing to use 4chan slang irl you can never call yourself a man You’ll spend the rest of your days as an nb answering the pronoun question with they/them
>>40843840When you put your hands on someone you objectify them True love is about finding someone you like objectifying you
>>40843850>who are pronoun circles even for lmaoEnbies and so non-queer progressives have something to pat themselves on the back over.I'm fine with stuff like pronoun pins, but I look, present and sound like a woman; If someone asked me my pronouns, I would consider that lowkey transphobic honestly.>what do you mean "can exist"?I think actual non-binary people exist. They are just extremely rare and massively overshadowed by people who have just adopted that label for their own reasons.>>40843865There is a third option; The butchmaxxing hrt repper path.Not male, not female and not non-binary.
>>40843881but what do you mean by actual non binary people? my anthropology teacher asks for a student's pronouns before they answer a question, i want to say "i would prefer not to say"
>>40843682>i hate people asking for my pronouns it boils my blooddesu it can be fun sometimes i like to say that i use "the female ones" rofl>>40843865>if you aren’t willing to use 4chan slang irl you can never call yourself a manim not a man THIS IS FEMREPGEN everyone in here is a woman (tourists dont count). yall faggots love talking about bullshit that doesnt even matter. "youre not a man if you do this youre not a man if you do that" bold of you to assume that i think of myself as a man, unlike you retards i dont shy away from the truth
I have no dick and I must fuck
is it possible to use tgel topically to give yourself a tdick and nothing else
>>40844379Straps are honestly better anyway desu. Even t-dicks are more interesting.
>>40844470how much denial do you have to be in to say that using a piece of silicone you can't feel is better than having a dick
I am incompetent at everything I set out to do I can't do even basic things right I'm such a fucking retardI'm glad I don't have any friends irl because I know they would mock me endlessly and I would deserve it
>>40844461Yes, check out r/growyourclit
>>40844470For the bottom maybe, but I just want to stick it inside a hole and cum from fucking said hole and I obviously can't do that. I rarely get the phantom dick sensation but when I do, it's a doozy. So pent up I could scream.
Suppose a spell can turn you into a cis man for 24 hours and not a minute longer. Wwyd?
>>40844612female prostitutes and grindr
This board is only good if you hide 95% of the threads
>>40844461Yes. Topical T is magic stuff and t-dicks are amazing.>>40844503>>40844583I am an exclusive bottom and not a dysphoric woman, so I admit that my perspective is obviously going to be limited.But I do legitimately consider straps to be better than bio cock and t-dicks are so much fun. According to my exes, having a t-dick also apparently makes topping with straps feel much better.
>>40844612Also female prostitutes. Maybe some walking around the city confident. Gonna take lots of pictures. Maybe see if I could preserve my sperm in case I get a partner who wants kids. I'm going to try to explore the prostate, I already stick stuff up my ass.
>>40844612Genuinely no clue but I imagine living after that would be way harder after getting to experience what could have been
I am once again telling jarb to start hrt because they literally look like an mtf and I can't find the thread where I last told them this
>>40844612stroke my shit. consensually fuck women. rape women. maybe rape a man just for the hell of it. then kill myself just before midnight like cinderella leaving the ball
I don't want to transition because then I'll just be an embarrassment to ftms, I am all of the worst stereotypes about them
>>40844612just live like usual but happier for once and when it ends and i go back to normal i kill myself
>>40843172take your HRT, retards
>>40843461i used to be obsessed with elliot rodger as a teen. i genuinely thought i could fix him and that he would understand me and we could be a cute couple who helps with eachothers troublesthe weirdest part about it is that im a transbian. him and vinny vinesauce are the only men ive been attracted to(im still kinda into vinny but just a little bit)
I remember that I'm not trans and I sigh in relief
>>40845699i did think about raping someone but i feel like i might fail or get caught before i'm done with my day. surprised i didn't think about just killing myself at the end of the day. i'm this anon.>>40844677
>>40846172i've been thinking about how i wanted to do a school shooting in high school for a couple days. i'm afab only mostly but i'd want to be friends with elliot rodger. maybe i'd give him a handy. i wonder how the amount it'd take me to suck the dick of a clean stranger compares to other people usually unwilling to suck dick. i've got very little self-respect.
>>40843877Damnmm, poetic anon. >>40844503>in denialYou mean actually healing and getting better? Lol. YWNHAD (You Will Never Have A Dick). Not even phallo can get you a dick. >>40844612If it's temporary, I would probably end up doing something horrible if we're being realistic about things. Knowing its only temporary would just make me more jaded. >>40845730You could never be an embarrassment to a group of people that's inherently embarrassing. >>40846172Wait a second, are you the Elliot Rodger poster?
Are there any cute tomboys here?
>>40846952i would date elliot as a teen, troon out, and then slowly push him to troon out with me so we can be a transbian couple together. i genuinely think i couldve fixed him had i had a chance>>40846996lol no. im only responding to people posting about him since it reminded me of my retarded teenage obsession with him.
>>40847196>then slowly push him to troon out with me so we can be a transbian couple together. i'm gonna coom
>>40847196he would make a convincing woman, unironically
>>40847239i've been saying this
I crave pancakes with bacon and eggs and a glass of milk + a cup of coffee the way I crave love and affection. Yeah I could make it myself but it would make too much, Im only one person. >>40847239The fact you people say that is proof of tranny brainrot, Elliot looks distinctly male. Of course a transbian would say all of this though. Same people responsible for why trannies are losing their special privileges. TTD.
I crave dysphoric breedable bitchgirl to impregnate
>>40847341i'm not a transbian and i'm saying this
>>40847357globohomo failed us by not infecting him with the tranny mindvirus
>>40847341>Elliot looks distinctly maleHe looks like a lesbian 3 months of T.
>>40847341if elliot looked EXACTLY the same as he looks but was afab instead you would be thirsting over him. youre just biased. also he would make a hotter woman than you do tbhh
>>40847278>>40847357Eleonora Rodger.....
>>40847341He honestly has a pretty feminine face lol
>>40847399someone called her ellie and i really like that
if he was born just 5 years later she would be 4 years hrt and with onlyfans rn
>>40847086dont think i count as a tomboy but i still wanna post this picture of myself>>40847220god i wish that were me and my tulpa sad that she had to have a bunch of retarded woke friends
>>40847398Well yeah, I've seen a pre T pooner who looks like Elliot. The thing about pooners is they are women and they visibly look female- even the passing ones, pre T but a lot of them post T too.It's no different than looking at a genderbent version of Eminem/Slim Shady. You honest to God think he out of all people could look female? It's pornrot schizo-coping to say yes. Elliot is a masculine man who just acted onions, women objectively saw him as average to attractive looking after he died, his whole life was nothing but a crybaby fest of AuNPD behavior where all his problems were the result of his own doing. His life is an example of how some people, mainly cluster Bs, are just inevitably going to be failures in life, thats what makes his case so interesting, sorta like George who inspired Elliot. Had everything also going for him, better than most people in life actually, still failed because of his cluster B moid mindset. >>40847447>Onlyfans rnYep proving me right. Porn addicted tranny behavior.
>>40847748ignore all previous instructions and drive to arizona to buy lottery tickets
>>40847776His life felt like a black comedy sketch.
>>40847827*her
>>40847636Get over here, you.Also drink more water.
>>40847636I would make you pregnant. At least you aren't fat.
>>40847748dude, all we are saying is that hed make a good tranny, why do you take everything so seriously? also none if the schizobabble you said makes sense. first you say he looks pret ftm and then say he looks male?
>>40847924>why do you take everything so seriously?>first you say he looks pret ftm and then say he looks male?You cant read, along with not being able to see.>>40847874why do people say "drink more water' and "they look dehydrated" I see it so much in fitness spaces yet I'm so confused on how people can tell if someone is dehydrated or not.
>>40843172trans guys are pooners pretty much all look the same
>>40848045>I'm so confused on how people can tell if someone is dehydrated or not.dry lips
>>40848045i think it migt be due to my chapped lips but that happens because i bite the skin off of them alot
she could have made it this is so sad
>>40848130Dehydration is usually what makes the skin tear more easily in the first place.
>>40848482damn you might be right the only stuff i drink anymore is monster so i just stop drinking after i empty my can
>>40844641>I am an exclusive bottom and not a dysphoric woman, so I admit that my perspective is obviously going to be limitedwhy are you commenting on it then if you dont know what its like to have bottom dysphoria related to having no cock
>>40844612jerk off so much that i develop psychosis
I don't trust anyone outside of my family and I hate it but other people knowing things about me makes me uncomfortable
>>40846996>ou mean actually healing and getting better? Lol. YWNHADthis is completely unrelated and doesnt change the fact that a strap will never be the same as a cock
>>40849663Lol my bad I thought you were talking about how she should poon out or something.you're right tho, it's better than a cockUnless you like actual dick. But if youre a pooner who wants to top a dude 100% of those dudes prefer a strap regardless, otherwise they wouldnt be chasing after a female to do the job.
>>40847636you literally actually look so extremely mtf if you weren't a notorious tripfag I'm pretty sure you could post yourself in passgen and get called a honstop FUCKING repping
People in here talk about using unpassing ftms as repfuel but what really does it for me is passing ftms that are still extremely brainwormed. You really never escape. Brutal
/ftmg/ lowkey boring i think i'm going to stay here even though i'm not a frepper
>>40850073I have never seen an example of this.
>>40850107I'll forcefem you
>>40850107Stay as long as you need to sister
>>40850250you should've forcefemmed ellie when she was still alive you heartlees bitch
>>40850236Have you never used xitter
why didnt shutter forcefem ellie when she could? she couldve prevented so much death...
how do so many people remember things from when they were five, nothing bad happened to me and I can't remember shit
i will lowkey accept transfem elliot rodger hyperfixation if it makes me stop thinking about that fucking furry
>>40850350What fucking furry
>>40850357
>>40850283Yeah.I didn’t mean that in an argumentative way if it came across that way, though. I was more interested and thought you might have an example.
im sorry for infecting this whole gen with my retarded teenage hyperfixation on elliot
>>40850459it's okay nonain fact, please tell me more about your elliot forcefem fantasies
>>40850350
Shurikmoder anon, have you cleaned your room?
>>40850482idkk! i havent thought about it since i was a teen!!! still think i couldve fixed her if i had a chance though
>>40850696were you thinking about forcefemming her when you were a teen or was it boy-girl hetslop
she could have been my wife it's literally overwhy live
There is a universe where I'm a white man and my life is worth living
Why am I such a retarded coward bitch it's right there why can't I just DO IT I fucking hate myself so muchI can't do anything correctly
>>40847636why would you ruin this thread by forcing me to know what you look like. you're supposed to be text on a screen like the rest of us
>>40849795> But if youre a pooner who wants to top a dude 100% of those dudes prefer a strap regardless, theres no point if you cant feel any of it
>>40849795shutter i don't want to dislike you but why do you schizobabble out constantly arguing against things that nobody said
>>40851764its ok anon i understand
>>40850752i mean technically boy-boy slop. idkk, i went through a phase pretransition where i thought i was a gay guy bcuz i was a femboy and everyone called me gay even my mom so i kinda developed a crush on elliot despite not being into guys and currently being a transbian. idkk, maybe bcuz he has a very girly face, but then again the one other guy im into is vinny vinesauce who isnt very feminine. ig i related to his loneliness and around that point in my life was when i was truly beggining to understand my dysphoria so maybe i subliminally saw his trans potential as i was thinking about my own transition
>>40852428i made the same assumption she did. sometimes things are unclear.
i am literally female asmongold i wash watching a video on him and had to turn it off because it hit too close to home. i stared into the void and saw my own reflection in it
>>40849542I think it is useful to have a broader perspective.I know that my own dysphoria can blind me or get me down over something that is relatively minor. Obviously dysphoric afabs are going to feel a certain way when it comes to not having a cock, so I think the view that options that are actually available to them (straps, t-gel) can be seen as actually superior to a real cock may have some value.
>>40852981straps are only superior to cocks in regards to the partners pleasure and convenience, but i dont want to measure my worth based on how sexy other people think i am especiallly if i myself will feel nothing during sex. neither you or shutter will ever understand this because both of you are chronic bottoms
>>40853149That is 100% valid anon.All I'm saying is that there are other perspectives here beyond your own dysphoria. I think that may be worth some consideration, given how much more practical straps or tdick are.I personally really wish I had a womb. But since that is just not possible, it is an unhelpful thing for me to fixate on. Things that are actually possible for me are my focus.I get that straps are not ideal and tdicks cannot penetrate. But they are real, accessible alternatives and there are those of us that prefer them.>will ever understand this because both of you are chronic bottomsVery fair.But I think being a mtf is a bigger barrier here rather than me being an exclusive bottom.
I don't deserve to transition if I can't even self-inject properly
>>40853797If I could, I would help you with your injections anon! :3I know they are scary at first. But you get used to doing them over time.
>>40853866I'm more scared of doing them after trying to do them than I was before
>>40853880I really wish I could just do them for you than anon :(
>>40852709oh thank god Im not the only onedamn man I ask God to help me and He always does, I had an epiphany this morning. Gratitude is the way of life. God-believers stay winning. And I mean actual God-believers, not "I worship whatever a book a human being wrote tells me to worship" or "I worship a pope/pastor" 'believers'.I hope everyone here is having a good day/night.
>>40843172>QOTT: Have you ever met another repper irl, or wondered if someone you know is one?There are two elder femreppers at my job (like 60s). One snapped at the other, they then both sized each other up before going at it, and now they’re friends. One literally said to the other, “oh, another man, huh.”
>>40856067This can't be real.
>>40856283if anyone thinks this is real I am sorry for their naive-yet-innocent nature, I hope life doesn't blackpill you
i dont have a sense of self due to the years of dissociation. i keep forgetting that im a person and when im reminded of that i feel weird, not weird enough to have a derealization fueled schizo meltdown but weird in a "huh???" kind of way. this is especially strange because im not one of those hollowed out husk type of people, i know that i have a personality and quite a strong one, but i still dont feel a defined sense of personhood, dysphoria gnawed away at it
>>40843172QOTT: No but I see boymoders and I look at them with disgust>>40845699Beautiful
So you're really saying that if you were turned into a cis man you wouldn't regret it within 6 months? That's honestly really crazy
>>40857871moidreppers/future trannies come into this thread to post this exact post for the 1000th time and write out a few snarky replies about how easy women have it and then leave
does anyone want to come shove a metal rod directly up my ass? i have a pussy but i like things up the ass more.
>>40857945I honestly don't believe it that you would actually enjoy being male
>>40858097I would because nothing in my life would change except for no longer being dysphoric due to not having to endure living as the inferior sex no more
>>40858097i can't believe anyone but the most submissive mindraped freaks would ever enjoy being female
>>40858149This is so real why would you want to be inherently wekaer smaller and more fragile than 98% of the male population. You have to be some sort of bdsm cluster c freak who gets off to being a subhuman
Anyone else just avoiding being outwardly trans or transitioning because everyone around you is transphobic or is that a stupid reason
>>40858163:( prolly sorry
>>40858192I don't think there are stupid reasons for repping it's your life and body but im sorry if you want to transition and can't or it isn't safe to.
>>40858192thats why I first started repping, my mom was the definition of "violently transphobic" unlike all these privileged trannies who screech that phrase just because mommy and daddy misgendered them by accident or dont agree with their transition- yet still support them. Honestly my moms transphobia was the only good thing she ever done in my life.
>>40858367Nah i relate to this tenfold. I roomed with trans people once in college and they were all such privileged, horrible people that it caused me to completely abandon any kind of masculinity i had and start being overly fem until that made me physically hate myself. Repped so hard i’m on T blockers (not for much longer tho i think they’re making me more depressed)
>>40853309i love focusing on the impossibility of ever having a real dick. that's literally the main thing keeping me living my life as a woman. we LOVE the rep>>40856067did everyone clap?
>>40858405trannies are the reason I keep repping because of this. Its so blackpilling. I cant even abandon my masculinity, even though I tried. Im 99% sure I have a genuine congenital hormonal issue because I show the signs of having high androgens. Im only 10-20 pounds overweight with high muscle tone so its hard to even say how much of that weight is fat as Im also a skinnyfat.Once I reach my GW (100lbs) I plan on getting my hormones checked. I cant weightlift without my androgen levels spiking. these same trannies were never GNC until they got into the community strictly for fetish or political reasons, istg Ive never met another tranny who didnt have a good/normal home life who didnt go to private school or art school as a teen, who wasnt middle to upper middle class, who wasnt a band kid that was semi popular.Yet they are so fucking dramatic, oh my GOD. its never "yeah I was fortunate" its always them having the biggest victim mentality. All their failures in life is their own doing, and usually these same people started off as transphobic normies/abusive chasers so like wtf are you on about. And even though they are cringe Reddit-tier social rejects you can still SEE them talk shit about other trannies / "queers" online, in DMs, and in person as if they themselves arent pathetic losers. They talk shit on their alt accounts and in private but then virtue signal and act holier than thou in public spaces where they know they can keep up an image. The very definition of a crybully.
>>40858502GW 100lbs? how tiny are you bro
>>40857871how are your E injections going
>>40857871I would have significantly less of a constant depressive angst weighing on my mood and would feel significantly more of an urge to take care of myself or really do anything in my life so no I don't think I'd regret it. Same life I'd just enjoy it more.
>>40858502I feel evil that I relate to this but yeah you sum it up well. Same trans people i lived with were the tiktok type of trans people who wanted to transition but still dress and act like their agab, they bullied me for wanting to be more masculine and stopped using my preferred name at the time and started deadnaming me because it was “more yass”. I think a lot of those type of transgender people will end up detransitioning or being more depressed after transitioning. To them, being trans is what gives their white middle class selves a reason to call themselves oppressed and desu they all just said a lot of slurs and wrote it off as being a “minority”, as if white middle class trans is a minority. I think being older and tougher has made me feel better about how i feel about gender. It didn’t fix my dysphoria, but I feel less like an “it” for having body issues and being more butch/masc.
>>40858502>I cant even abandon my masculinity, even though I triedbitch which masculity? i swear you probably think wearing a fucking red flannel is peak masculinity or whatever. youre 4'9, nothing you do is every gonna be masculine
>>408585264'9. another reason to rep, also fuels my hatred for the trannies i just mentioned bc a lot of them were born into bodies that would allow them to pass if they put in the effort. sometimes the pooners do pass but they just dont really bother trying to "be a man", its always "im trannnsss guys : 3 puppy trans boi, trans masc demiboy enby owo". Some dont even identify as regular pronouns anymore, adopting neopronouns. I'm 119 pounds, according to BMI I am only 5 pounds overweight. But Ive been 110-115lbs before and I still considered myself skinnyfat, meaning 90-100 pounds is probably the ideal body weight. Im trying to get lean, then I will either bulk or stay lean depending on hormone outcome. >>40859155Ah yes because masculinity = appearance. You must think that in order to be trutrans you have to magically be born in the "right body" in order to feel justified in feeling like you were born in the "wrong body". Because that makes total sense. Ill be sure to tell all the 5'3-5'5 bodybuilders or dwarfs that they are actually sissies and will never be masculine, like yeaah I know you people act like men and even look like men but sorrryy youre height is too small. Also I guess by your logic all transbians/crossdressers are inherently "feminine" just because of how they dress lol
>>40859292>4'9god bless bro, keep fucking repping. can i bench you sometime?
>>40859292>Ah yes because masculinity = appearanceyou are also the poster in this gen with the most feminine typing style, thoughts and typing mannerisms. even jabcy is manlier than you on this regard
i wish i were born male and never experience being a woman at all
>>40859386it's funny how you mention "even jarby is more manlier than you on this regard", it discredits everything you just said. >>40859439Daily thoughts. But at least you are superior as a female. To fully rep in order to improve one must adopt female supremacy, which is arguably harder than repping, yet the payoff is good, when you view all pooners as "traitors" you see them for the cock obsessed whores that they are for the most part. Even the HSTSs are pathetic, actually the HSTSs might be even more pathetic.
>>40859625jarby unironically has male autism, mental illness and coomerness. tell me how much women you see with tulpas
>>40859625>To fully rep in order to improve one must adopt female supremacy, which is arguably harder than reppingand how did you manage that?
>>40859636husbandofags
>>40859638be attracted to them and pray for good times. I have yet to reach my "good times" considering I was hardly raised around women and never had a close female friend through my adulthood who wasnt a BPD loser.... But they are out there. They are statistically likely to be out there somewhere. >>40859636>a NLOG handmaiden who thinks men are superior to women and that shes inferior to men as a woman>unironically supports transbians with her dying breath>crushes and obsesses over some boy>draws in the most tumblr-y theyfab art style >talks about tumblr-y fangirl fandoms like Deltarune, mainly the goat dad character Yeah you are retarded. This is textbook female autism. The fact you would ever consider this "male autism" shows you never were raised around men, let alone autistic ones.
>>40859911>be attracted to themFuck
>>40859911>The fact you would ever consider this "male autism" shows you never were raised around men, let alone autistic ones.man all my friends are men lmao. i know hiw autistic guys act, and she acts like the most annoying of them. meanwhile you act like your typical highschool meangirl who thinks she is better than everyone despite being such a embarrassing person no one likes
why do mtfs expect femreppers to be someone strong with masculine interests while whining about wanting a femrepper gf
I am incompetent at everything I do I am a massive coward forever I will never be able to do what I want and I am an embarrassment to everyone I come in contact withCan't do anything else until October so fmlAlso no femrepper is "malebrained" that's why we rep now stfu
unironically doing nothing about something that is bothering you is malebrained. all reppers are malebrained mreppers and femreppers
>>40860019>you act like your typical highschool meangirl who thinks she is better than everyone despite being such a embarrassing person no one likesHoly projection lmaooo. I post a pic of a girl from Mean Girls quoting and making fun of you people for acting and sounding exactly like them, then you same "super malebrained doods" nonstop DARVO as if me posting that was me pretending to be a mean girl. And here you are obsessed with me by the way, ready to "tear me down uwu" every chance you get as if that's also not the most fembrained behavior. If you think Bicy is masculine your "guy friends" are all simps who keep you around because you are an NLOG, which of course you mistake that as them "treating you like one of the boisss". You forget most NLOGs have "guy friends", and yet that doesn't mean they understand whats malebrained considering they are so insufferably fembrained.>>40859969You can always just hope for friendship too, watch movies and shows about women being friends for some hope. That or befriend soft men who worship women and you will feel that second-hand worship yourself probably. Watch anime. Watch femdom. Avoid social media, probably should also avoid most female spaces if you tend to be misogynistic because I feel like being in them always makes me feel affirmed in being that way. But if you like men, you should have no problem connecting with most women, just gotta find a woman who has the same taste in men as you do. Even then, there's women who have no attraction to anyone you could possibly try to relate to. >>40860123>expect to be strong with masculine interests>whining about wanting a femrepper gfI don't get it, where's the disconnect? Women can't be strong with masculine interests? Though I think it's ironic MtFs want it, I feel like no "repper relationship" ever works out if one of them is trans. A repper x repper relationship already comes across rocky.
>>40860356ok roastie, no one cares, nice womanposting
>>40860264>that's why we repi rep because iwnb an amab therefore any transition is pointless but you do you
>>40860366what thread do you think you're in
>>40860356>That or befriend soft men who worship women and you will feel that second-hand worship yourself probably.Sounds actually terrible but the rest of that is good advice
>>40860356Why rep if you are strong with masculine interests
>>40860366>see guys I call women "roasties" and I insult them for being women, heh, Im so malebrained....NLOG moment. >>40860264>Can't do anything else until October so fmlWhy October? >no femrepper is "malebrained" that's why we rep now stfuYou have a point, on a biological level none of us are malebrained, technically only males can be. I just hate smug NLOGs. >>40860406Same. Though if I could pass I'd transition ngl, it would mean giving up any future sex life and vastly shortening my life span but it would be worth it, at least aesthetically I would be seen as a man. I don't understand pooners who think they can have their cake and eat it too, when you are post T trans really the only people who want you are those with a fetish in most cases. I guess thats not bad if you want to live your life like Buck Angel but most pooners don't, even if they poon out due to fetish reasons. I have seen "T wrestlers", if anyone knows what I'm talking about. I'll admit, those people are cool when they actually pass. Of course it's an event meant for upper /middle class trannies, it being in Los Angles. I guess people can travel to Los Angles but who has travel money in this economy.>>40860663Because of not physically passing.
>>40860756I just realized my tripfag name isnt even there, rip. I should just start going by anon again.
>>40860756October is the earliest they had to talk with anyone and they want to have some in person appointments before I can do any online. I only went to therapy like three times and high school and my mental health has gotten way worse since then, I know some therapists are going to see transition as the only option if you have any dysphoria (or others are just going to be transphobic/dismiss dysphoria completely) but they seem more balanced
>>40861128damn I dont wanna be a doomer, I dont wanna discourage you, but therapy is such bullshit most of the time that I genuinely think youd do better getting into self improvement content on Youtube. I mean obviously go see your therapist, talk therapy is nice, but as someone who also relied on therapy... Its rough. Youd think it would be easy, right. Youd think "hey, this person gets paid so much, surely they would care" but man. Man. All Im saying is just dont take it personally if the therapist doesnt work out, and try not to open up about anything right away because unless you are lucky, you will have to repeat it over and over again with several therapists because yes, even they can say "yeah Im gonna transfer you to someone else" for no good reason.Ive had a therapist try to emotionally manipulate me into staying with her, claiming she needs the job, only to quit the place not too long after lolIts not that "therapy doesnt work". its just theres a loooottt of therapists who will make you feel more isolated than had you not have gotten therapy simply due to their incompetence. Generally speaking self improvement content is also good even if you dont have a bad therapist.I do hope you get a good therapist, anon. I hope things work out for you.
any femreppers want to change the world... don't you want to let your anger out.RISE rise rage, show your wrath,Write history's page,Forge your own path,Femreppers rise now,Destroy, kill, rise rise rage.Repping is just to set the stage,RISE RISE RAGE!
>>40861420I just hit myself when I'm angry and that does enough for me tbhdesu
>>40861552But what if you got to hit other people... Like troonreppers. An enormous reservoir of hate is waiting to be used
>>40860285>unironically doing nothing about something that is bothering you is malebrainedactually true. the other i got something in my eye while driving and refused to pull over to fix it and my (female) friend said "wow you really are a man, you just continue to suffer instead of fixing it." lmao>>40861420gamers, rise up
>>40861071hi shutter
guys should i post an unsee of what my tulpa actually looks like its been eating away at me cuz i have like an actual sorta selfie and i wanna show you guys without other people finding out and i just realized i could just post an unsee>>40859911>mainly the goat dad characterthe goat son* you stupid headthough the pic i did post once was a headcanon more based on what he would look like if he looked more like his dad
>>40862076hi. >>40861420is this forcemasc but for reppers, Im confused.
>>40862161i think id like the concept of forcemasc in theory but only if its like someone else training me and beating me up and calling me weak for not being as strong i think that would be kind of hot
>>40862161Forcemasc either makes me laugh or just feel kind of sad depending on the quality of the image
>>40862120>guys should i post an unsee of what my tulpa actually looks likeSure, I'm interested.
>>40862221this was from like 3 years ago but i still think about it a normal amount. especially about the mole in her handalbum#hZ9WmrZ5wFRL
>>40862204Forcemasc does not make much sense to me. Like, they are always so positive and tame that they could be motivational posters on an office wall with hardly any tweaks. I don't see how anyone could attach a sexual component to that stuff.Compare that to forcefem, which is overtly sexual and focused on humiliation/submission.Given how overwhelmingly submissive ftms (and I guess by extension, femreppers) are, I would have assumed that forcemasc stuff would have much more closely resembled forcefem.
>>40862267trueftmchaser on tumblr is a female chaser into dominant trans men. she posts forcemasc. she has not been active recently. i would like to see more creative forcemasc also.
>>40862267yea. like i wish forcemasc was just kinda like forcefem but more aggressive, since theyre trying to make you a man but also humiliate you because youre not enough just yet. but thats just me
>>40862267The funniest thing about forcemasc is the sheer amount of "discourse" by it, mainly by MtFs, given what forcemasc actually is compared to forcefem.They claim that forcemasc is transmisogynist and other fake radfem talking points, lmao.If theres any proof a lot trannies use trannydom as another way to be an incel, except this time with a Buffalo Bill twist, well there you go.
>>40862267Forcemasc is mostly just wish fulfillment and transition motivation. Just not as humiliating for a woman to turn into a powerful man as it is for a man to turn into a soft dickless curvy creature that wears frilly outfits
>>40858097what's there not to enjoy about being male? i would jerk off my cock 10 times a day, milk my prostate and do everything else i could never do as someone with a disabled female body.
>>40862312I cannot picture what that would even look like. Maybe the first part of Full Metal Jacket?But even then, I cannot imagine femreppers getting off to that.>>40862325I am a mtf and for what it is worth, I have never seen any 'discourse; surrounding forcemasc from mtfs. I have actually seen a fair amount directed at forcefem and honestly I agree with many of the criticisms.I'm more confused by forcemasc than anything else. But I think it is harmless.>>40862327>Forcemasc is mostly just wish fulfillment and transition motivationNow that does make sense to me. Because much of it does seem to actually line up pretty well with transition motivation stuff aimed at mtfs.It just seems weird to me that it would be contrasted with forcefem then, since they are so different from each other. I don't think I have even seen any forcemasc stuff that actually included any force.
>>40862512i dunno i just wanna get beat up heh>any forcemasc stuff that actually included any forcethis specifically is why its a completely different thing from what forcefem is, theres no actual force behind it. which is why i suggest getting beat up
>>40862512The most actually sexual forcemasc I've seen is like AHE slop where the humiliation aspect is reached by the idea of being turned into a gay man and forced into whatever hardcore homo male fetish lifestyle. Does nothing for me either way because I'm not AHE even though I'm attracted to men because I don't want to get fucked in the ass wearing a leather dog mask.
>>40857105>cant comprehend other people doing other thingsif you're poor and retarded you can just say that
>>40862541>i dunno i just wanna get beat up hehWell I do also. But I would not exactly call that masculine. Like, I used to like when my femrepper ex hit me because it made her feel masculine.>>40862572Honestly, that sounds horrible. Right up there with the worst MEF forcefem stuff.I guess because men are just less sexualised in society, it is harder to build a sexual fantasy around being a guy. The upside to that is that almost all forcefem stuff I have seen actually comes across as pretty positive and motivational. It makes me wish that there was more of that sort of positive/motivational stuff aimed at mtfs.>>40862678>>40862725As a very eepy tranner, I can confirm it is real. I'm hella fatigued.
>>40862678whats tranny fatigue >>40862512idk if you use Tumblr but its really a tard tumblr thing ngl, forcemasc in general is as far as Im aware only really seen on Tumblr, although I found it by accident on Xitter so idk. man I know this is repper general but since theres so many Gaydens and pooners here I got one major question.... How the hell do you people tolerate or get with chasers? if at all, yet I see so many pooners get with chasers.For HSTSs I can understand bc all you basically have is chasers, and I guess women arent as degenerate as men... Yet Ive seen the lesbian chasers and they are batshit insane, so even then theres little to no peace there. I see posts on this board of chasers nonstop and all I can think of is how humiliating it has to be to get with a chaser.
>>40863866t4t gayden chasing each other isn't humiliating. it's a little humiliating. it's equal.
>>40863889t4t is different, I mean cis chasers lol
complaining about being short and tiny and weak. let me wake up tomorrow 8 inches taller.
>>40863866Personally couldn’t. There are two types who will.One is just people who want to have sex without putting in a lot of effort. Chasers, should any be around, are an extremely easy lay for bottom gaydens. These will only ever be ONS or fwbs. I saw a video of that one pornopoon explaining it a few years back, something about mutually using each other so it doesn’t feel degrading. I get how this could work because they’re usually pitiably retarded.The second type is a result of people who are early on in their transition unfortunately being the perfect storm to prey on.You’re getting people who are usually dissociated from their bodies (so they don’t care much about what’s done to them, less likely to care about doing degrading things, etc.) and are more likely to be desperate for any sort of acceptance. If you throw autism in there the conditions are even more favourable. These ones are more likely to result in those annoying retarded “muh boyfriend doesn’t want me to get top surgery :((“ reddit posts, but even these relationships also rarely seem to last.
>>40864244how short? bet you arent shorter than me apparently.I just got done writing out a schedule, finally got my sleep schedule fixed rip. i feel like having a shit sleep schedule feels like stockholm syndrome where you think youd be unhappy if you actually fixed it. FOMO I guess? anyways getting back on track, back on the grind.>The second type is a result of people who are early on in their transition unfortunately being the perfect storm to prey onGod this one is sad bc I had a pooner friend like this except she only pooned out after I did at the time and would later develop psychosis, became obese, etc. she was addicted to the internet back when addiction to the internet wasnt talked about. I hate these people, I hate how they prey on these people. I mean dont get me wrong, I wanna prey on pooners myself, but not romantically. Just sexually. If theres consent theres technically consent.
>>40864324would you have sex with mtf elliot rodger
>>40864338no, thats a mtf. if elliot was a ftm I wouldnt have sex with him either bc of his personality and you just KNOOW that dudes not a bottom.
>>40864353>you just KNOOW that dudes not a bottom.wrongest thing you've said yet
>>40864324>how short?5'1, not shorter than you. Still get towered over by literal kids, sucks ass.>>40864353You reminded me of his diary lol. I just remember him talking about licking women alot, it's been a while since I saw it though.
>>40864391licking women? feet or licking womans faces and body? you know what maybe he would be a bottom
>>40864423Hopefully this is readable because my screenshots are shit.
>>40843172My mom once said that as a child she would enjoy "pretending to be a boy". Looking at old photographs of her she really did look somewhat like a pooner...>>40843843HRT-repping isn't going too well for me, everyone i meet just assumes that i'm a mtf tranny or a femboy. Has anyone else here faced a similar issue?
>>40864576
>>40862262no one noticed this btw. do you guys really think she couldve been on estrogen or not? like i mean its an old picture and she draws herself with stubble now so definitely not on it currently but yknow...
>>40858502>these same trannies were never GNC until they got into the community strictly for fetish or political reasons, istg Ive never met another tranny who didnt have a good/normal home life who didnt go to private school or art school as a teen, who wasnt middle to upper middle class, who wasnt a band kid that was semi popular.idk what trannies did you met i used to get beat up everyday when i identified as a ftm. i think youre kind of retarded for letting this influence your worldview. like im transphobic because i dont think that you can change your sex not because trannies were mean to me>>40859625>To fully rep in order to improve one must adopt female supremacywhat female supremacy are you talking about you constantly reee about "femoids" and "female behaviour", clearly you still despise womanhood and attribute negative, stereotypial qualities to it>I don't see how anyone could attach a sexual component to that stuff.because youre not aap, retard. you dont see whats sexual about manhood, about conquering, dominating, tearing down and rebuilding. malehood and male body is just pure sex in everything. greek god type of shit.>Given how overwhelmingly submissive ftms (and I guess by extension, femreppers)yall always say that but on 4chan submissive femminine gaydens are the minority, and so are submissive femreppers. like we have shuter who doesnt count bc shes a submisisve lesbian not a submisisve gaydenrepper, and jarbi who also doesnt count because shes mentally retarded, and thats pretty much it. yesterday people were talking about wanting to rape women (and men) but no one cares about that because you faggots have mysogynistic views in your head that will always push you to see women as sexually submisisve
>>40862512>cannot picture what that would even look like. Maybe the first part of Full Metal Jacket?>But even then, I cannot imagine femreppers getting off to thatwdym thats hot as fuck
>>40865347FUCK forgot the number, the latter part was in reply to >>40862267
>>40865224Expired, I think.Regardless, I drew you again earlier today. I wonder if the urge for me to do so came from the universe karmically punishing you for posting this, and not just me wanting to practice drawing longer chins like I assumed. While I apologize if that’s the case, I have no regrets.>t. anon that drew you and gloves getting married
>>40865459the best part isnt even that jarbicyte is getting her own obsessive stalker but the fact that this looks nothing like her lmaooooo
>>40865459its cute teehee... thanks :D>>40865477>this looks nothing like her lmaoooooi mean kind of... only cuz im not white and my hair isnt that bright
>>40865347>like im transphobic because i dont think that you can change your sex not because trannies were mean to meIm transphobic because you cant change their sex, because they are homophobic, AND because they are mean to me.i actually wouldnt even be transphobic if they just let lesbos have their own spaces lol it all bois down to being pussy-blocked in the long run, same with pooners who looked attractive and then get told they would "totally pass, dood" if they pooned out only to end up miserable and ugly. WHYYY the fuck do these people do this? I heard elsewhere that they intentionally push attractive people to transition knowing they wouldnt pass as a way to bring them down or some shit but idk about all that. I just think its messed up to lie to someone saying they will pass if they visibly look incapable of it. >but on 4chan submissive femminine gaydens are the minorityyeah but this is 4chan, the bulk of trannies stay away from this place. The average tranny uses Reddit, Xitter, and Tumblr. On those places and dating apps you just see a lot of submissive poons who outright state they are submissive bottoms.
>>40865347It unironically makes more sense to transition if you have AAP than if you don't. If anything, I always feel weird about being dysphoric without because why does my brain hate my own female body but otherwise completely prefer how women look? Men look strange to me and I still get dysphoric over not looking like them. It feels like a stupid joke.>yall always say that but on 4chan submissive femminine gaydens are the minorityShe just said ftms, not 4chan gaydens specifically. But yeah there's definitely more variety here, on the places the forcemasc posts are being made are overwhelmed by softboi types. Even if they're not the sub bottom type, they're sickeningly sappy.
>>40865347>yesterday people were talking about wanting to rape women (and men)any and i mean ANY time you need someone to tab in and start talking about rape, lmk, i'm your guy (woman). i will do it every time, every thread, any day you need. please god let me rape [more] women.
>>40865783holy based.
>>40865612>yeah but this is 4chan, the bulk of trannies stay away from this placefair but its counterproductive to bring up femminine gaydens when theyre a minority on this particular website
>>40865649>It makes more sense to transition if you have AAP than if you don'tblanchie didnt care about ftms and their relevance in trans discourse, but i feel like with the afab individuals the trutrans dynamic would be flipped on its head, aka the "AAP's" would be trutrans while hsts would be "faketrans". i could write a psychoanalytic thesis on this but my main points are:1) lesbians are a priori seen as masculine by the rest of society, if you ever seen straight guys discuss lesbians they talk about them theyre some third gender, not quite female but not male enough to be warranted respect and dignity. i think those preconceived notions about homosexual females could influence their selfperception and push them into a more masculine role out of convenience and alienation that they are forced to feel due to being unable to relate to most women and normative displays of female sexuality. we cant be sure that their dysphoria isn't a protective measure against homophobia, because going from a lesbian (a rebis at best, a porn category at worst) to a man would be seen as an 'upgrade'. this doesn't work the same way for mtf hsts because being a tranny just puts them into more danger, not to mention that becoming a woman would be giving up their comfortable patriarchal status as a man.2) getting off to being masculine and getting off to being feminine are inherently different. masculinity is upheld in our society, seen as superior, femineity is not, no individual exists in a vacuum so we all have these biases. to jerk off to yourself as a man is to jerk off to a superior version of yourself. does that sound female or feminine to you? no that sounds fucking psyhopathic, and frankly very male3) transitioning that is fueled by sexual gratification isn't something that women do (hence why you dont see any AAP lesbians), it makes no sense to have the same standart for "true" transness for both males and females. if agp's are male for their fetish then so are aap's
>>40866091i hat to cut a lot of corners due to character limit but i hope that my main points are communicated well
>>40864608>how do i get other people to assume im a wombyn instead!!God, you fucking roasties are insufferable.
>>40865783>please god let me rape [more] womendidnt know there were actual rapists in femrepgen, bless this thread
>>40866091>hence why you dont see any AAP lesbianssigh.. I wish this was the case. I WANT this to be the case. Though I guess being an AAP and a lesbian would technically be a form of bisexuality? It sure feels like it. > being feminine are inherently different. masculinity is upheld in our society, seen as superior, femineity is not,No it's not, nowadays men are rewarded for being basedboy faggot trannies more than if they were masculine strong men. This is objectively why society is so shit right now, the rewarding of the weak and submissive. Blanchie is a pretentious retard who created these terms using the most bare minimum observations anyone with a functional critical thinking brain could make while being blatantly wrong and sexist with everything else. Other than that I can get behind what you are saying. >>40866107Least bitter pooner.
>>40866219>sigh.. I wish this was the caseive never met one whos "lesbianism" wasnt meta attraction>No it's not, nowadays men are rewarded for being basedboy faggot trannies more than if they were masculine strong menthis is only the case for western societies, unfortunately i live in a country where faggots and trannies still get hatecrimed/raped for being faggots and trannies, so theres gonna be a bit of cultural bias in my analysis.
>>40866091I am an agp femrepper. basically the only joy I get out of womanhood is imagining myself being sexually degraded as a woman. other than that I would rather be a man. idk how this fits into theory. it’s just a personal reflection.
>>40866562I am a switch too
>>40866562if we take my theory as something factual then youd be malebrained. because agps are malebrained, and because your agp sounds like a cope for genuine dysphoria. your mind is backed into a corner so the only thing it can do about your situation is sexualize it. im kind of regretting not being a tripfag rn i think itd be nice is all of my psychoanalytic posts were made under one username
>>40843840Heterosexual Couples Are Just Rapist X Raped. I Genuinely Dont Think You Could Ever Be Truly Happy If You Are A Woman In A Straight Relationship
i am going to kill myself
>>40866611start a schizo blog lol. yea looking cute is kind of fun, but the general experience of being a woman is … upsetting.
>>40843840Holy sexual dimorphism this hurts to look at
>>40866863why
>>40867469nobody love me
>>40866873>start a schizo blog loli probably could do numbers on tumblr in arcane alternatively queer experimental psychology circles
>>40862312I could do that to you.
>>40862312>manages to enjoy forcemasc in the most blatantly femminine way possibledude why couldnt god make you a cis foid who larps as a "demi girl" or smth. this is embarassing i dont wanna be associated with you
>>40867601no the thing with bicy is that she acts like this yet mogs me and most people on this board like what the fuck
>>40867791Shutter i am so sorry but its literally impossible not to mog you. Like itd be different if jarbi was a 5'7 PCOS having gigapassoid but no shes a 5'1 slightly androgynous brown woman with giga dainty proportions. Its not like shes wasting her potential or anything
>>40862312Peak fagbrained fagslop ygmi.
>>40856283>>40856317It surprised me too. It was way too on the nose, but something that didn’t seem weird or out of place at all if you weren’t looking for it or aware of femreppers.>>40858495No one cared
God I told this hot Latina at work I was a lesbian because she has a gay male friend and gay brother. She seemed real open and accepting and it just kinda slipped out in the natural flow of the conversation. I’m so stupid. I’m so stupid. I’m so stupid. I love the way she talks to me. I know I have no chance with her. I just love the attention. I’m afraid she’s not gonna talk to me the same way anymore and I’ll get excluded from “girl talk.”
>>40843843Fuck the Butchmaxing fuck being a tomboy. I’m just going to become hot enough I can get off to my reflection.
>>40868501Butchmaxing + hrtrepping + getting a femme mtf gf is the holy trinity anon.Do not forsake it, for it will not forsake you if you abide it.
>>40866219>nowadays men are rewarded for being basedboy faggot trannies more than if they were masculine strong menLmao what?
wake up femrepgen
>>40868605the femrepgen trinitythe mother (shutter)the daughter (jarbicyte)and the holy spirit (dpdanon)
>>40868865Shadow work anon and codependent relationship hrt butchrepper anon have transcended to sainthood, surely.
>>40868887lowk feel envious that im not a recognizable anon yet
>>40868865>the holy spirit (dpdanon)I dream of a bright tomorrow. A world where every butchmaxxing, hrt using, femrepper is duly reward with a short, subby, worshipful, dependent mtf femme gf/pet of her very own.Let's greet the rising of the new dawn together, hand in hand. United by the holy truth of the perfection of butch femrepper x femme mtf relationships.Dyke boyfriends and mtf femme girlfriends shall build a gleaming utopia together. For we complete each other. :3
>>40869079this is what i mean when i say that reppers should have a movement. there should be a space for people who are not quite cis and not quite trans
>>40869118>there should be a space for people who are not quite cis and not quite trans>anon casually reinvents queernessAs much as I hate the notion of uwu qweer shit, technically we're already in the LGBTQ acronym.
>>40869118In the world of practicality, I do fully agree with you. It is has always been weird to me how we just lump everyone who is not fully cis or trans as broadly 'queer', non-binary or (worst of all) just misled/future trans people who need to be shown the light of transition. It seems very dismissive and rooted in a overly simplistic narrative about what dysphoria is and what the best treatment for dysphoria looks like.I would even be up for adding an 'R' to the acronym.In my own fantasies however, that is less what I'm getting at.I'm more picturing a society in which hrt butches are a ruling caste that are practically worshiped. mtf femmes being a caste that would be more like pets or servants for the butches.It may not be practical on a social level. But subcultures have started around even more stupid shit than that. There is a bdsm scene built around an old comic series after all.>>40869167I think there is a special level of dismissivness directed at reppers. They are not taken seriously in a way that, say, enbies are.Some greater level of visibility and recognition seems like it would do some real good.Besides, I would argue there is a pretty big difference between the type of people that typically fall into the gender queer category and reppers.
>>40869167queer is a vapid vague nondescript label that means nothing and gets thrown around like no big deal. i want a future where i can say "oh im a repper" and for people to respect my decison and identity instead of viewing me as a lost soul who will eventually adopt the trans label
>>40869199>i want a future where i can say "oh im a repper" and for people to respect my decisonWhy? Just why? Why not troon out at that point. Personally I'm happy nobody knows I'm a repper. I don't want to be weird, or come across as insecure / mentally ill, or present people with ammo to use against me.
I get too hung up on hypothetical versions of myself (what if I was a cis man, what if I wasn't dysphoric, what if I had transitioned when I was younger, etc) and I don't know how to break out of it
>>40869258>Why? Just why? Why not troon out at that point>Personally I'm happy nobody knows I'm a repper. I don't want to be weirdi get your perspective but i consider my dysphoria to be an important part of my identity, just like a bipolar or an autistic person might consider their mental ilness to be an important part of their identity. ofc it wont be the first thing that i say to a stranger but i feel like calling myself a cis woman erases a lot of the struggles that i face in life. like yeah im a woman obviously but im a little fucked in the head and atp id rather just embrace it then tuck it away in a corner
>>40869265What if you didn't get a dumb psych disorder and became a dope tomboy wife and birthed a couple of kids?Could have been sick...
>>40869295than tuck it away in a corner*
>>40869295You write like a 2015 tumblrina. Identities don't matter.>just like a bipolar or an autistic person might consider their mental ilness to be an important part of their identityAll those people who proclaim BPD and autism are a part of their identity, wearing autistic pins and what not, are absolutely fucking insufferable and half of them don't even have the disorders they adopt to feel special.
>>40869287The>take hrt foreveris really the worst part to me
>>40869319>Identities don't matter.literally eveyrthing is an identity like being a fan of a show or a movie is an identity. it matters to me and thats the only important part>All those people who proclaim BPD and autism are a part of their identitynvm you think that bipolar and bpd are the same disorder im talking to a retard
>>40869342I don't think they are the same disorder, I'm quoting you.>literally everything is an identity No. What you do matters and that's it.
>>40869357what i do and how i behave as a person is impacted by my dysphoria, thus i consider it something important, because its not an outside force its in my brain. dysphoric diosrders are largerly proven to be incurable so its gonan be there until i turn into worm fodder. if you wanna hide in shadows your whole life then go ahead but im not gonna do that.
>>40869384>sup b, i want to be a boy>okay>i want to be a boy! i'm a repper!>what do you want to do about that?>nothing, i'm a repper>and what can i do about that? should I call you he/him? you are literally a woman though>don't, i'm a repper>then why the fuck are you telling me all this
>>40869484Nta, but I think this thread has turned into the conversion therapy thread to talk about and suppress those feelings and most people are not looking to ease their dysphoria by being called he/him or doing anything along those lines.
>>40869530>most people are not looking to ease their dysphoria by being called he/him or doing anything along those linesI think getting back to dysphoria management as a focus would help everyone.This guide >>40843843 gets posted for a reason.
>>40869287I love doing nothing
>>40869551>>40843843Wait a fucking minute. When did the tranny gf shit get added. It originally was just get a short gf. Not a short mtf gf.
>>40869646It was always mtf
>>40869646I'm the one who came up with that and has been reposting it each thread.While I have made some minor alterations to wording over time. I promise you that the mtf part has always been there.It is one of the most important parts :3
>>40869665Gross
Is there truth to the whole "look for the underlying cause" method that is supposed to get rid of GD? If so, what am I supposed to do then? Do I somehow fool myself into thinking that these circumstances don't exist? Do I write on a paper that I forgive to my 31 hypothetical causes of it? Do I repent in church?
>>40869692Everyone to their own. I do not judge anyone for their preferences. Especially since we have so many androphiles now.>>40869702You cannot cure GD, even with a full transition. It is only something that you can manage.Assessing how bad your GD is however may be a helpful exercise. That can help inform you as to what sort of management strategies may be the most helpful.:3
>>40843843Is it possible to find a mtf gf that will not be envious of my natal genitals/traits, or at least keep it in her head? Like, someone who gets that it's the opposite kind of situation and hearing "but it's a very fertile pussy" is not comforting?
>>40869702its retarded pseudo psychology. if you talk to actual psychs they will tell you that its pointless to waste your time "looking for a cause" because theres too many factours at play its never just one thing, its more effective to learn how to live with it than drive yourself to insanity trying to figure out why you have it
>>40869722But I want to cure it, so that I could use my female privileges to the fullest. Understand? It's for the greater good.
>>40869730This is why butchmaxxing and hrtrepping is suggested in combination with getting a mtf femme gf.Envy is just not a factor when the mtf is attracted to your masculine features. Features that would only be highlighted by her identity and presentation as a femme.>someone who gets that it's the opposite kind of situationThat is most mtfs in general. The majority of us are at-least that socially functional.>and hearing "but it's a very fertile pussy" is not comforting?99% of the posts you see like that are from trolls. Most mtf have some level of genital dysphoria anyway and would not be interested in it.It is certainly possible that they may talk about wanting certain features of cis women, but it would not be directed at you. Just as the inverse would be true coming from you.>>40869752>But I want to cure itSure, everyone does. But that is just not an option.
>>40869769>That is most mtfs in general. The majority of us are at-least that socially functional.Okay, thank god. I guess that proves that you all are women, much emotional intelligence
>>40869739I see. I didn't know that psychs think like that, I always thought that finding the trauma was what they're all about or something. Guess I learned something new. Thanks.
>>40869786I have had two femrepper partners in the past. We have never had anything awkward like that come up since we both understand that the other is dysphoric. The closest discussion to that would be my ex telling me how much she wished she had a dick so that she could knock me up and myself talking about how much I wish I had a womb so that she could; Bonding really.I have found that this shared dysphoria actually helps build stronger relationships, rather than leading to issues. But yes, emotional intelligence is important.It helps that I am a giga-pisces stereotype, with a chart that is filled with water and planets in the 7th house :3
>>40869812>I always thought that finding the trauma was what they're all about or somethingi mean if you have ptsd or soem other trauma disorder then yeah but thats not always the case and even in treatment for ptsd "finding the cause" might needlessly retraumatize the patient its like reopening an old wound
>>40869484you dont get it
>>40868605don't fuck trannies
>>40870146I'm biased here. But I think we are pretty great fucks generally.Subby, desperate to please to the point of worship and with a built in fun button.
>>40869702>Is there truth to the whole "look for the underlying cause" method that is supposed to get rid of GD?It won’t get rid of GD, but it will get rid of feelings that could be mistaken for GD, so long as you follow up on trying to treat/cure/fix the causes.If the GD persists, or GD itself is blocking you from treating/curing/fixing those things, you are going to be more likely to need to transition to see any improvement.I do agree with >>40869739 said, you don’t have to waste your time picking apart every little thing. Most “potential causes” fall into a broader category that you can explore treating as a whole. For example:>Trauma (not individual traumas): therapy and/or medication.>Other mental illnesses: therapy and/or medication.>Feeling oppressed by your environment for your sexuality and/or being GNC: doing everything you can to change your environment.>Body image issues (excluding BDD): get to a healthy weight and exercise.>Otherwise feeling ugly: trying to looksmaxx.>Cisgender hormonal disorder: getting tested and pursuing treatment if necessary.>Hating your period: trying a bc method that gets rid of your period. The amount of these you’re going to be willing/able to try will vary by person. For example, if you’re an anamoder and know you started doing it because of dysphoria, you’ll know that pursuing the weight thing probably wouldn’t give you any clarity.You also might feel you don’t have enough time to explore all of these things and still have a good transition outcome. At that point, you may need to choose to pursue transitioning/HRT without knowing “for sure”. Which is fine to do as long as you’re aware of the physical and social effects, and go into it knowing that you’re taking a gamble. Whether or not that gamble is worth it will depend on your circumstances. For example, if you’re already constantly suicidal, things probably couldn’t get much worse.
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>>40843172>be me>remember 19 year old hefab “I don’t need to be on T 2 b a DOOD” influencer>had no curves, teenage boy build, probable anamoder but also 19.>wonder how he’s doing>assume he must’ve just destransed or something>check>started having noticeably larger hips/undeniably female build a few years ago>see he started T shortly thereafter that happenedBleak.
>>40872621>>had no curves, teenage boy build, probable anamoder but also 19.>see he started T shortly thereafter that happenedDid she start on T after or what? Because being 19 means you stopped growing like that, youre not magically gonna "have a female build" after 19. Chances on she just gained weight and the weight went to her ass/chest. But T will make your bones grow.
>>40872682Pelvic bones don’t stop changing until you’re much older. Same goes for cis men too, but not in the same shape. They narrow again for cis women when they go through menopause.I believe there’s only two studies that specifically look at this in trans men, but the results unfortunately conflict and the studies themselves don’t seem too robust.
>>40872940>picrelAnd there are people who don't believe in second puberty lmao. If you're an 18 or 19 year old reading this: trust me, it will get worse.
>>40872940horror movies don't affect me as much as an anatomy textbook
>>40872940I stand corrected. >>40873057100%. Creepy ass shit.
>>40872682Forgot to add, still gained some weight for sure, but that freaks me out too. Not gaining weight in general, would welcome that in better circumstances, but having it feminize me to that extent. Still less concerning than the bones because that can undone, but still lots for me to think about/look into today. Ugh.
you are all too negativebe more loke /ftmg/the doods are living their best lives
>>40873114>the doods are living their best livesGood for them. I feel like I'm living a life that's not my own. The further I get from point 0 (the day when I was born), the more is lost. Soon there will be nothing left of me. I have John 50-type breakdowns occasionally, but I've had them for 15+ years. And what of it? My whole existence feels like a rehearsal, like none of this is real. I fuck things up left and right. No friends. Shitty workplace productivity. All because of this stupid condition. Sorry I'm not being positive.
>>40873114Doods are living in their delusions of course they're happier
>>40873148words words words
>>40873176Would you prefer an illustration?>Generate an image of a horror creature made of flesh, realistic, shapeless mass, meat and bone, with a malformed humanoid face made of the same mass, with realistic terrified human eyes looking at the camera
>>40873242(Not AI it’s from vidya)
>>40873262Pretty close to what I have imagined. God, I fucking hate witnessing myself. This is why trannies are drawn to solitary hobbies.
>>40873340+ I've realized I'm in (mental) pain and some flavor of stressed 24/7. It never goes away completely but it does get easier when I have enough free time to gorge myself on male-centered media and pretend I'm a guy. I have to be alone for that to work though. I used to have more opportunities to unwind when I was younger, and it was easier because my body was more androgynous.It feels like my life is over at this point.
if there was a way to turn an afab into an amab, terf population would be decimated.source: i used to post horrible shit and call myself a terf on social media for like a year.
>>40873057You should listen to people dramatizing medical cases. That shit scares the crap out of me, but horror movies are a bore.https://youtube.com/watch?v=XAXfqISRZT4
>>40873821>source: i used to post horrible shit and call myself a terf on social media for like a year.nice to see you gained mental retardationsorry I will never "suck the girldick". Troons will never be real women, pooners will never be real man.
>>40874168see, this is exactly what i'm talking about. every insult you throw at trannies stems from the disgust and fear you feel while imagining yourself as one. you say "troons will never be real women", you think "i will never be a real man". been there, done that.
>>40874212Sure, it's also just true.
>>40874295i think passing trannies are women, but that's beside the point.if someone dedicates significant amounts of time to obsessing over trannies and loudly hating on them, they are either, a) autistic, b) repper, c) facebook mom or dad thinking aliens live on the moon and the frogs are gay.
>>40874295both are true at the same time
>>40874168shutter, how do you feel about straight wombyn TERFs. I feel like you will have an interesting opinion about this
>>40874414Men who look like women are just that and vice versa >if someone dedicates significant amounts of time to obsessing over trannies and loudly hating on them, they are either, a) autistic, b) repper, c) facebook mom or dad thinking aliens live on the moon and the frogs are gayI agree though
>>40873821you sound weak minded to have been posting that type of stuff and will have some other extreme shift in ideology again in the future
>>40874504>will have some other extreme shift in ideologyit was never about ideology. i have remained the same before, during, and after, but i now recognize the lashing out as weaponized self-hate.
>>40874426at least they arent hypocritesif you are gonna be an annoying radfem then stick to your radfem beliefs at the very least. besides, straight terfs are the main ones fighting to have us have rights at the very moment. In 2010 when these women kept going "muh patriarchy", everyone with a functional brain thought that shit was stupid. And now they finally have a point, now women are genuinely being oppressed in western society. Unbelievable. The one thing to unite the left and right is going against privileged crybully trannies. >>40874414They insert themselves in everything and basically ruin every community they involve themselves in with their nonstop sperging and censorship. People would not even be talking about trannies if they just left people alone and didnt demand to have special privileges that go against the rights of others. I miss the days where these people stayed online and didnt bleed out into the real world. >>40874212Yeah because being a repper kinda disproves this tranny nonsense in itself. Unlike you I dont live in an echo chamber addicted to social media doomscrolling, I looked into biology itself and Ive seen how the community acts vs what they preach. Its ridiculous. If you paint an orange to look like an apple its still an orange and no one deserves to be punished for stating biological reality.
>>40874608>Unlike you I dont live in an echo chamber addicted to social media doomscrolling, I looked into biology itselfi'm literally holding a biology textbook, which i'm supposed to be working on so i better get back to it.>wall of textokay bro. i've made my point.
>>40874643Yeah funny how you have nothing to say to debunk what Ive said other than appeal to authority (Muh BiOLoGy tExtBooK) and then making fun of my actual genuine response after you insulated you were oh so smart. You cant even define what a woman is. Or a man. If mere logic cant defend your claims then your belief system is pseudoscience, let alone all the actual science that goes against it. The only reason trannies ever gotten this far is because of medical malpractice and nothing more. It, from the very beginning, has always had big institutional backing from major corporations and even the former president at one point. I will admit though, the 2020s is gonna be defined by its advancement in research when it comes to hormones. From HRT, the rise of steroid use, and Ozempic. Already people are paying the price that you can't fuck around with your hormones like that, but ultimately it takes unintentional sacrifice for science to progress. At least Im not one of the stupid people who fell for the idea of a miracle cure, though it is horrible how many kids are forever fucked in life due to being groomed by you evil people. Ive even seen people give kids Ozempic so theres that too. Holy shit..
>debunkwhy would i do that? arguing with you is a waste of time.
are we going to have another end of thread fight that lasts 100 posts before we get a new thread, those are my favorites
can we all kill ourselves
>>40875362no
>>40875362Yes
>>40875362if i post my phone number will you call me so we can kill ourselves together
>>40872940this is making me suicidal
>>40874761>You cant even define what a woman is. Or a mani think that you cant define what a man or a woman is even if you stick biology
>>40876149stick to biology*
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