Prev: >>40876908QOTT: favorite fantasy creature?
>>40916994I would say mermaid as I was to be one of them, but it's griffins desu
>>40916994>QOTT: favorite fantasy creature?it alternates depending on my self perception. rn its vampires but like the monstrous nosferatu type vampires if you know what i mean, not posh white dudes in suits
>>40917021I want to be a mermaid so badly, it would be so perfect ;-;
>>40916994>qottscalie girls. lamias. dragon girls. what have you.
Answering my own QOTT, not sure if it counts but I want to be some part-cat creature. I've been obsessed with cats for a very long time and used to larp warrior cats as a kid and copy feline mannerisms I think I deserve it.
>>40917021>>40917073this just reminded me of the fact that i used to do those shitty youtube mermaid spells as a kid to see if i could turn into one>>40917414wait this is so real of you nona. i get it.
>>40916968Then get rid of it.
>>40916994take your HRT, retards
>>40916994selkiehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Selkie
dragon or succubus. i want a woman to kill me.
>>40917927i've thought about starting to shave it but i feel like if anything that will draw more attention to it from the growing back in
>>40916994Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):1) Butchmax2) HRT-rep3) Get a short, mtf femme gf4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgeryIf anyone wants an emotional or physical punching bag. I'm here for you :3
>>40918480Possibly. You can get at-home sugaring kits (these last forever if you’re just doing the stache), or just get electrolysis if you want to be a woman. Can speak from experience that sugaring will not impact its ability to grow back long-term, if you’re worried about the impact should you ever decide to transition.
>>40916994FALIN MENTIONED PEAK PEAK PEAK FUCK I WANT HER TO USE ME (this used to be my wallpaper)
>>40916994do you guys have any discord server about mtf reppers. i feel if i join a normal trans mtf discord i would be an impostor since i never started my transition (and probably never will out of fear)
>>40919325and this one ^w^
>>40919332>Goes to ftm repper general to ask about mtf repper discords
>>40919371sorry i have dyslexia
>>40919402It's okay
>>40919371idk wich is wich lol
>>40919402this is not me wtf
>>40919573Now you know
I want to hug all femreppers :3
I think male repper and female repper relationship could work. Not nearly as bad as it seems. If both people are mature, and do their best to build up the other's self esteem and be there for one another it could be ok. Not like it needs to work though. Plenty of straight people who aren't dysphoric to have relationships with
>>40919611not really. i dont get it. so femreppers are ftm who aren't going to transition?
>>40919730Women with gender dysphoria. Same as repgen but opposite way.
>>40919619Zero chance of that working. Too much mutual envy.The only relationship pairing with a repper that can be healthy is femrepper x mtf.
>>40919619i need an aap gf though
>>40919829you can stop shilling yourself now
Can you mental retards stop bumping the bait general
>>40919619and when they plap, they could make tranny babies with 400% dysphoria of every sex trait
has anyone else experienced a dramatic shift in the way their sexuality manifests along the years? as a tween/young teen, i used to get aroused reading fanfiction, mostly gay stuff. i think my first time experiencing arousal was probably reading fanfiction.somewhere along the way i stopped reading ranfiction and started looking at visual material instead. now i get turned on the most by female bodies and get embarrassingly horny when i see pics of naked women, but i also like male bodies in certain circumstances. it's weird because when i was reading fanfiction, i was virtually incapable of being attracted to irl men and was also latently gynephilic but didn't realize it. i wonder how testosterone would play into this.still virgin for life though
i wish the thread mtf would fuck me. anyway hope everyone's having a good one
>>40922058Sorry anon, I'm an exclusive bottom. Besides, even if dysphoria were not an issue, hrt has ensured that I cannot really fuck anyone at this point.But I promise I would make an amazing fucktoy if you ever felt like topping :3
>>40922092sorry for the confusion*i wish the thread mtf would have sex with mei don't bottom
i always assume 2 things:1) the person who im talking to is a retard2) the person who im talking to hates me and NEVER has my best interests in mind and will do everything in their power to hurt and belittle me
>>40922103Well, that is much more my wheelhouse anon.You ever used a strap that can shoot cum before? I bet you would love them :3>>40922105I think it is best to assume the best in people :)
>>40922105i don't know how people wake up every day and live like this
>>40922121>I think it is best to assume the best in people :)no its better to be on guard>>40922122its not a conscious choice. when people continiously treat you like shit and betray your trust your brain starts axsuming that everyone is like that
>>40922121i hope you get pregnant. please have my child
>>40922141Well if you fuck me hard enough and pump me full of enough cum...who knows what might happen? :3
>>40922141No, mine.>taking turns on sapphic flag anon (gently)
>>40922156i will rip your throat out with my teeth. you don't understand how badly i need her
>>40922156>>40922158Awww, I'm flattered <3But there is plenty of me to go around. Feel free to either take turns or just take opposite ends at the same time :3Besides, I would also really like to give you both nice massages and cook some yummy meals for you both!
>>40922166i want you so bad it makes me want to kill myself
>>40922180sorry. i think i'm just having a bad day. i'm gonna close tab. i'll see you guys.
>>40922180Don't hurt yourself anon!You seem really nice. I bet you will be able to get your own mtf gf in no time!Just stay positive, I care about you :3
>>40916994Don't have one I guess since nothing immediately comes to mind.>>40908096Gaiman yeah. Books of Blood is Clive Barker, Hellraiser and Candyman were both based on stories in it, Midnight Meat Train as well. Valis actually isn't sci-fi. It's about schizophrenic man and is partially autobiography and largely about insanity, suicide and religion. >>40918480Nah, learning to manage your feelings and accepting how little feelings mean is the best, followed by AGP cope, followed by androgyny cope. >>40922105First one is often true of people. I assume it typically too, but I don't assume people hate me if they can see me. If they can't then maybe they do, maybe they don't.. I'm not really concerned. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯How often do you encounter the former that you assume it? Is it an insecurity thing?
>>40922121Assuming the best is a good way to get blindsided, best to just accept that it could go either way and wait to see what's even there. >>40922122Same way you do except they feel differently.>>40922134This doesn't entirely make sense to me, if I know a coin has 2 sides logically then no matter how many times I get heads in a row, I know tails can be a possibility so I can't expect to never get it. Based on that alone any feelings my brain might have that say otherwise will be clearly stupid to me, which means I can ignore them, which means that I'm now defaulting to "suspend judgment, assess situation" rather than assuming the worst.
two slices of pizza + ice tea
>>40922643>How often do you encounter the former that you assume it? Is it an insecurity thing?its a trauma thing ive been bullied all my life for being a minority so im extremely vigilant. like i bite first to not be bitten. im also not a very good person and most people tend to stay away from me/find me repulsive when they find out about my desires and what i did. and i smell bad lmao. its just more logical in my case to assume that people dont like me until proven otherwise
>>40922826Yummy
>>40922853>and i smell bad lmao.90% of your problem desu
I hope everyone here is having a great day!Please remember that your special and people care about you :3
i spent a hour and ahlaf polishing a rock it wasnt worth it
>>40923133hygerine is hard to keep up with when you constantly zone out
>>40923737>tfw no femrepper I can help with life
i think incels were right when they said that only cis men can be truecels because you can be a transbian or a ftm or a tranny or a femrepper and not shower and drink moldwater and still have people who desire you carnally
>>40923793>who desire you carnallyI like helping people. I just tend to get on well with femreppers.I never said I wanted to do anything sexual. Just help with her life :3
lily's the best
>>40923813>I never said I wanted to do anything sexual. Just help with her life :3you post a lot about finding us attractive so i just naturally made that assumption
>>40923854I am into femreppers. Very much so. I'm not going to lie to you.But if I were going to talk about sex stuff, I would be upfront with that.I legitimately just like helping people. It is how I'm wired. I'm only really happy when I'm making someone else happy. When I'm not making someone else happy, I tend to very quickly enter a depressive spiral.There does not need to be any sexual component to that. I really would like to hug, help and cook for many of the femreppers here because that is something that would make me happy. It is nothing deeper or less innocent than that :3
>>40923928>I legitimately just like helping people. It is how I'm wired. I'm only really happy when I'm making someone else happyim a really pessimistic and jaded person so when i encounter people like you i always suspect some ulterior motive idk. its probably not good or healhy
>>40923996In fairness anon, there probably are not all that many people like me. I think I'm wired like this because of my overwhelming dpd and my specific combination of traumas. I could imagine people who may attempt to present themselves as selfless as a way to disarm you.But with me, it is just 100% genuine. Helping people really is what makes me happy. Hell, before I transitioned I even worked as an aged care nurse. It actually makes it hard for me to make new friends or to get into new relationships, because I can be so overwhelming and some people think that there must be some ulterior motive at play.For whatever reason, the two femreppers I have had relationships with have been the only two people to ever really 'get me', if that makes sense. It is one of the reasons why those relationships were so happy.So I don't fault you for being suspicious anon. But with me, I am the real deal :3
>>40924192>why do you want to help femreppers specifically?I tend to get on well with femreppers for whatever reason. I think they are just the most receptive to the idea of some weird, short, soft, feminine and sensitive mtf who wants to help them.My past two relationships were the best relationships of my life and they were both with femreppers.>bird syndromeBroken bird syndrome tends to be more self focused from my understanding. It also tends to have an end point, with interest lost once the bird is no longer broken.I think mine is rooted in my dependent personality disorder. It is external for me. I can only feel happiness by making someone else happy. There is also no end point with me, if I ever get married, I would be just as committed to making my partner happy 30 years from now as I would be the day we got married.>im really surprised there arent more like you in these threadsI think there may be some 'broken bird' type mtfs who could have some interest in femreppers. But that interest would typically take the form of 'saving' them from repping and encouraging transition.I do not want to 'fix' anyone like that. I would rather like to help someone where they are at, rather than impose something on them. It is why I post about dysphoria management (rather than transition) here: >>40918705 in each thread.>seems like an easy to invest in and manipulate populationI'm not attempting to manipulate anyone. Where you see people who could be manipulated, I see people who are in need of help. I would like to provide that help to whatever extent I can :3
