QOTT: what are your hobbies?last thread: >>40883421
>>40915039>Transitioning is the most humiliating thing ever>who would want to be this?ex-repper troon here, it's true, all of it.but if you're lucky and troon semi-succesfully it is much better than repping>>40914407you should share your experience of being AMAB with dysphoria and doing T with people outside of /repgen/ so that other trannies in denial see it and realize that there's no way out>my sense of self could still change if the physical changes make me chadyou do realize that there's a lot of reppers who are successful as men yet the tranny thoughts never leave, right?>>40919575please be honest about your situation with your wife, she deserves a partner who isn't cursed by trannybrainI see so many married reppers on reddit talk about their relationships falling aprt, it's horrible
transitioning is giga humiliating but when i think about repressing and how looking in the mirror would send the worst stabbing dread through me im glad it isnt that bad anymore. fuck all normies
>>40920566take your HRT, retards
>>40920566qott: not really doing anything interesting as of late, mostly gaming and reading. really into sports because I'm malebrained>>40920616idk if I'm just stupid but looking in the mirror doesn't make me feel that bad all things considered. I do avoid it when possible but it's not that dramatic. like it's not going to get better but my shit feels mild enough I can probably just continue to tank it>>40920629no <3
>>40920629pinkpillers should crowdfund my ffs if they want me to take my pills so bad
Billion and be a public person Than maybe troon out
>>40920629Too expensive for me
>>40920566>what are your hobbies?I like music playing guitar etc. I use it as an escape from myself it doesnt always work but it usually does. Think i can rep to the grave if i just keep listening to music and playing it. Atm really trying to knuckle down on the music theory so I really understand what Im doing...
>>40920566WoW
realistically my options are social suicide or suicide suicide
>>40920966from my experience, social suicide is easier to do than a suicide suicide>t. repper who couldn't off himself and eventually decided to troom
>>40920998difficult to get the other perspective though, so who can say for sure
>>40920998both are still scary
>>40920566>QOTT: what are your hobbies?drinking and dreaming
I just want a body that isn't disgusting to be in
>old ugly virgin with crimson chin and humanized shrek face >ocassionally fantasize about finding a cabin in the middle of nowhere where I can dress up and have a (patient and understanding) dom fuck my brains out for a week straight I'M BECOMING A SUSAN'S PALACE BOOMERHON FUUUUUUUU
I dont know why people only do dating through apps. It's so easy to just talk to someone in public and strike up a conversation or just open a conversation with someone you meet out in the wild. I mean not everyone you meet is single or whatever but it's so easy you may as well do it
>>40920566>what are your hobbies?doomscrolling and sometimes videogames
fucken shit... woke up all bubbly and happy expressive n shiet but at work saw reflection at mirror with hair tied and got down... drunk on disinfectant again as out of rc stimms. prolly will drink lavender oil again. fuuuu... what to do? again grow boobers from lavender oil? hard. to resist... didnt drank for like a year... fuck... maternal grandapa ded. paternals distant... cant get it out of brains... reeee.... sis will/would get it... not strong enough to handle...maube it will work, grandma is demented, and... mom maybe willnunderstand but need to fllee ...