A real man(not an amab but an actual capital m Man) can never be one a womanIt is impossibleOnce a man always a manTransition is just shifting some secondary crap to look the thing you always areWomen naturally want to look like women and men like menHrt isn’t magic or changes anything but aligning your outer shell with who youAlready are. Despite this some are unlucky and transition late. That’s circumstance and changes nothing about who you areBut the crux of it isYou cannot change who you areOnly how you look it how your hormones are or how you feel about things aBut who you are is inescapableNature over nurtureAnd you cannot grow to be anything but yourself.ThusI’m dead. It never begun. There was nothing to wish for or dream of or become.It’s all pointless. Acceptance
>>40959716First day of the rest of your life. Now you know youll always be a man, try and be the best happiest man you can. Good luck.
>>40961509Won’t be long
>>40959716Congrats for accepting reality, and yes it does suck.
your supposed to figure this out before trooning and being good with that because being an approximation is still nice
>>40962469There is nothing to approximateYou either are or aren’t There is nothing else. Hey, transitioning. All that are processes of being not of becoming.
>>40959716inb4 OP is the most dysphoric trutrans transsexual and this is their final self-harm cope.Normal people don't "wish for" or "dream of" becoming a woman.Listen I'm not saying you're not totally and nearly absolutely fucked, but you don't need to make it worse like this.Why don't you try just sitting still and every time you notice tension in your body, try releasing that tension. See if the tension returns then release it again. And repeat.If you aren't able to get loosey-goosey limber and relaxed within 5 minutes, consider this:you're psychologically running in a state of constant stress with a trigger that's stuck on the on state.
>>40962594Factually wrong on multiple accounsI am not a tranny, never was, nor dysphoric, never wasI am caffeinated CONSTANTLY and I like that way, otherwise id be in bed and sleepingI am PSYCHOLOGICALLY sane. Maybe socially insane but I mask well enoughas I said there was nothing to wish or dream for. I was a man and am a man and what youa re insinuating is perpetual torture on someone by inducing ocd and other worse issuesThere is no need to THINK about what you areYou either are or aren't, people should be able to realize this VERY early on in their lives.Actual trans people can tell they are trans without anyone telling them and they seek or at least are affected by this since early ageThe only stimulant or trigger being their existence as such.So no.
>>40962616Then why did you post "I'm dead. It never begun." next to an image of a distorted crying skeleton ghostie thing.You know that gives off the impression that you're somehow upset at the idea of not being trans right? What do you expect people to do.Why aren't you glad you're finally sure of yourself as yourself?
>>40962632processes processingits bait tooI am glad i was a bit rushed to make the thread when i did but now I have time to thing it through and yeah its all fine still.Double checking myself so to say.>the bait mentionedyes yes we are all a bit dramatic right? None of it is real though. Just mindless prose atp. There was a silly idea of my lonely gooned out freak ass brain to become a tranny but ofc thats impossible and I guess some of that was still there when i wrote this. You cannt become anything other than what you are. Call it what you want. its reality. Actual trans people dotn make these kinds of threadsSorry for the wrong impressions.
>>40962632There's very much this thing where people imply they're faketrans as bait to get people to be like "no ur valid hon :)" because we hate feeling invalidated and don't want to invalidate others but some people actually just aren't really trans. It's like what >>40962056 says, except I'm not implying OP is a detransitioner.
>>40962660hi OP hereNo I dont want to be validated
>>40962669Alright then
hi OP hereI'm a big dumb faggot who should be raped and beaten.
>>40962709ehhhhh not reallyi am dumb as fuck that is truewhats up did my thread hurt you?lolreality check bitch
