>qott
I don't know, my family probably just thinks I grew out of my "trans phase" and accepted being a less feminine female which I guess isn't fully false.

>qott
my best friend, former moidrepper, current boymoder, is the one who asked me if i was a repper and suggested i look at this gen, lol

>>40970840
>qott: Does anyone in your life know you’re a femrepper?
my whole fucking family. against my will

>>40970840
>qott
only my therapist, my aunt and my dads gf know i think of transitioning but they dont know at all that im doing these sort of mental gymnastics to convince myself im not trans. itd be embarrassing if they did desu

>>40970663
I have stuff I absolutely want to say to this but it’s getting pretty late in my timezone, so I’ll have to respond properly tomorrow.

Sweet dreams, femrepgenners. Or, I hope today is not too horrific if it has already started.

Bump

the majority of "clocking" is an unconscious automatic response and not based on one specific thing
if you have an overly feminine face it is impossible to be free of it

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i pray for trans ralsei headcanon because [REDACTED] seems to heavily relate to her. do you guys think she would finally troon out if it turned out to be canon?

>>40973588
I don't think ralsei going to troon out in the first place desu

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>>40973633
b-but defying the prophecy... but lost girl playing while hes on screen.... b-b-but muh HECKIN lvl 2 gnc because trans women characters are more gender noncomforming than cis femboys.....

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>>40973813
OH AND THE TRANS DRESS how could i forget

>>40970617
This first part is a little silly. Probably still doesn’t feel that way to you now, hope it can someday.
>I had helped someone steal art
Intriguing. How do you help someone steal art?
>you were blamed
Did he ever face repercussions?
>then there was this Other guy who used to be my friend but eventually left me because he was "scared of me"
How many others were willing to talk to you after the whole art thief thing?

>>40974087
>Probably still doesn’t feel that way to you now
desu it kind of doesnt because it was probably one of the worst moments of my life as i was going through fucky sexual stuff irl and remember i was still 13 at the time. probably why i kept crushing on all these weird random people i didnt know i couldve seen it as a sort of escapism thing

>How do you help someone steal art?
i was dming their account and we were talking about certain artists from the fandom who actually werent as influential as i thought... like they had a few hundred likes on their posts or something, makes me think that person had beef with them specifically for some reason i never knew

>Did he ever face repercussions?
no they like straight up disappeared i never even knew who they were

>How many others were willing to talk to you after the whole art thief thing?
not many, most were just my followers from my larger art account but this guy specifically was part of a larger friend group i wanted to be a part of really badly but they all hated me even before the art theft stuff because they were associated with [REDACTED] and knew about the stalking stuff and the weird drawings i made. so yea then this guy who was kind of the last person who remained by my side after all that just left and remained in that group and idk why that made me feel bad when i shouldve felt like a total ass instead

>>40970840
my bf is ftm and knows i wish i was a guy

>>40970907
I thought femreppers usually hate trannies?

>>40974512
only the bitter ones do, who are usually the most prolific on this thread. since this guy is a newgen it makes sense that they arent that way

>>40974512
I disagree with trannies and pooners but I don't hate all of them

are mtfs who wish they could detransition because being a woman is complete shit welcome here?

I wouldn't really care if I had a girlfriend who saw me as a woman/lesbian/whatever as long as I passed and she would never out or demean me for it. It kind of just makes me hate myself more though because I know actual trans men would hate that and it affirms that my dysphoria is fake as shit. There's no way I would want to talk about it with them either because a lot of them are very disgusted by dykes and I assume they'd just see it as "internalized transphobia"

>>40970840
IRL only my sibling knows. Others have no idea.

>>40975284
>i dont have any internal sense of self i just need other people to see me as what i want
You do sound like a retarded woman, yes. I hope you do transition so you kill yourself since you sound like the type of person to kill yourself afterwards, lmao

>>40974544
I mean the most famous femrepper is also the most famous tranny hater tho

>>40974333
>remember I was still 13
Getting into Steven universe art theft drama is something that should only happen to a 13 year old. I thinks it’s awful you couldn’t find community in a time you probably really needed it, and awful that kids can’t always empathize with other kids who are kind of messed up, but I don’t think you’re lolcow worthy for getting into Steven universe art theft drama as a 13 year old because that would just be extremely stupid.
>idk why that made me feel bad
You lost a bunch of friends after getting blamed for something you didn’t do, and then had what sounds like a very confusing relationship with one of the few you had left. I think your sadness was very justified there.
The 10k followers guy was just fucked I’m really sorry you went through that.

>>40970840
Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery

If anyone wants an emotional or physical punching bag. I'm here for you :3
>>40974512
It varies. I would say the most vocal/visible ones hate us.
But there are plenty of femreppers who are chill.
>>40974626
That is standard repgen territory.

>>40975391
What's your letter

>>40974862
trannies are cool and id let them mentally break me

>>40975435
who? oh nvm i just remembered jk rowling exists

>>40975461
>I don’t think you’re lolcow worthy for getting into Steven universe art theft drama as a 13 year old because
the thing is its not just that anymore is all the other things that caused afterwards like me drawing a bunch of other weird drawings and being even more weird in general. i used to draw myself cutting other peoples wrists and i wasnt 13 anymore when that happened

>The 10k followers guy was just fucked I’m really sorry you went through that.
its okay he tried making a fundraiser for a series he was going to make and failed looooolll

>>40975599
I still want your discord.

>>40975284
my niggy you sound cuckbrained (understandable on E and trauma), but what other pooners think doesn't make your phoria fake, they can off themselves for that. hope you get a gf that isn't going to abuse you or fuck with you

>>40975622
why

>>40975284
>i cant do that because the group i belong to would get upset
lmfao you can't make this shit up. just listening to ftms talk makes it obvious they're just retarded women.

>>40975716
As I said, we need to repress together.

>>40975599
>i used to draw myself cutting other peoples wrists and i wasnt 13 anymore when that happened
Do you do that still?

>>40975556
>That is standard repgen territory.
yeah but i'm a fucking girl i even cut my dick off
i hate it so much

>>40975822
What's making you regret it? How did you get that far not realizing you didn't want this?

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>>40975763
i mean i still did until very recently (2 years ago), i dont really draw myself doing that anymore though i dont have enough motivation to but i like adding self harm scars to drawings anyway

>>40975750
ok but im not very good at talking to people
scrungyie

>>40975912
Discord:
alex_xxxi

>>40975863
i hate having a pussy it's wet and leaks all the time and i hate people think i'm weak just because i'm a woman

>>40976037
Did you not take even a moment to consider what having a cunt and being perceived as a female would be like. I'm really curious here. why can't you detroon and be a cis male pooner?

>>40976103
i didn't think it would be so bad but i don't want to be a man with no penis

>>40975912
Nta, is the last word your disc? I’d like to add you too if that’s alright. I’m relatively normal.

>>40976170
How far along post-op are you? Do you pass?

>>40976520
uh it was like five years ago and yes

>>40976277
ya

>>40975749
I am a woman and not ftm though, do you know which thread you're in

>>40976999
love it when they get it wrong literally such a self own KEK

>>40970840
take your HRT, retards

>>40976725
radishallergy

>>40977247
HRT = good
Social transition = bad

>>40977016
those posts always start with "you cant make this shit up". literally the same schizo is making them lol
>>40974626
yeah. being a woman is the most retarded humiliating experience on earth

i will never see myself as a man even if i fully transition and get the frankencock. i just wont. ill never be actually male, transition is a scam. im gonna be on T until my voice gets deeper and i start getting facial hair + ideally a hysto. thats it everything else is a privilege that will just affirm how different i am from men. ill never be a fucking man theres no point

>>40977389
amazing lifehACK for hrtreppers:
you wont need to socially transition if you do not have a social life. i dont have an friends besdies my cat i just sit around in my apartment all day slowly going insane. its amazing

>>40977389
agreed

>>40974512
i'm chill with them. there's a variety of reasons for this that i'm not gonna get into right now, but yeah. i have a lot of tranny friends, and the girl i'm talking to right now is trans also.

Enjoying things is so great when you don't worry about whether or not your interests are fembrained

femrepgen disc gc when

>>40970916
>against my will
interesting, please explain?

>>40978424
never hopefully
>>40978513
its a long story but when i was 12 ive told one of my classmates that i want to be a boy, he was the only one that didnt bully me so i thought i could trust him but he told everyone and my bullying got even worse lol. then it spread to teachers and the teachers told my mom and my mother told it to everyone else in my family. i hate them all. i always wanted to keep that shit to myself. when i was younger i used to tell my mom that im gonna kill her in her sleep

>>40978883
i totally get wanting to keep the personal things "secret", i mean it wasn't like you threatening to kill yourself on the spot or anything... idk what telling everyone would do?

but honestly why did you want to kill her, and even more, WHY did you tell her that?!

>>40978943
>but honestly why did you want to kill her
many reasons. past child abuse + psychosis, i wasn't thinking straight + conduct disorder agression + i was at an age where you start becoming a person and reexamining your life so ive started realizing that she treated me horribly and getting really REALLY angry at her for that
>WHY did you tell her that?!
i wanted to scare her bc i thought that if she feared me she'd treat me better. i was raised with a fear = power mentality so its not surprising.

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i keep sabotaging and destroying my own life and i can't help it i can't help it i'm just too fucking mentally impaired

>>40979055
is it weird that i kinda get that`?
not in a pretend-to-get-someone-to-like you (lol you're anon and so am i) but really
...
i hope you're in a much better place now, idk what i would have done in a similar situation to be honest
>>40979429
idk but most people in this place is too mentally impaired?!?
there are ways out. i hope you find one.

>>40979771
>is it weird that i kinda get that`?
yes, but being "weird" isnt something bad imo
>i hope you're in a much better place now
im not but things might chance soon

>>40980111
might change soon* my mind is fucking rotting i cant even spell

fuck my stupid femrepper lifr

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doodle i made of myself and her because i felt pretty much like shit today for no reason

>>40979429
i thought my life would be different by now. i thought so many things would be different. but i keep making the same mistakes. i'm beyond the point of solace, of coping, of optimism. i just need desperately to change.

>>40981433
i'm sorry you had a bad day but this is objectively so funny

>>40981449
yea thats what goes on in my head all the time basically

it's so fucked up how i'm basically a man but with none of the cool parts and also i'll never actually be a man

>>40970840
i regret sending nudes on kik to randos i cant stop thinking about it

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Do I have potential, or do the hips make it irrevocably over for me.

>>40982974
your hips aren't THAT bad but i dunno if you could do anything to improve the W:H ratio

Wtf is even the cause/reason for having dysphoria if you've have a feminine personality/mannerisms/interests. I'm not AAP either and am unable to force myself to be

>>40983869
Did you always have dysphoria or did it appear recently?

>>40970889
Were you “out” to them before or was it just obvious?
>>40970907
This seems cruel.

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daily reminder to rep

>>40985568
Rep AND take HRT
:3

>>40985568
Whoa, I want to touch that tummy hair :3

>>40982762
Why did you do that?

>>40985557
I was "out" to them but it was mostly not taken seriously which like ok I was a kid and kind of woke and retarded so understandable it's whatever. I ended up crying about it to my step mom when I was like 13 and starving myself to lose my period/breasts and she told me to just be a masculine woman. Then one day father was having one of his talks with me where he just talks at me about my issues and I quietly nod along and the topic came up again and his response was just YWNBAM which is kind of funny looking back on it but yeah never brought it up after that so everyone just assumes I got over it.

i really hate it when people ask stupid pointess questions that they arleady know the answer to. i know that youre doing this because you want to make small talk and bond with me or whatever but dont. stop. this is driving me up the wall. you look like an idiot

>>40983869
sometimes your brain just malfunctions its like those people who randomly develop schizophrenia one day. unfortunately we cannot assign a freudian reasoning for some conditions of the mind. maybe you were born with it, i know people who were born with ocd so this isnt out of realm of possibilities.

>>40985557
>This seems cruel.
maybe so!
but it's fine i'm probably not even a real repper i just post here when i feel like i'm losing my mind

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this thing is so yummy im gonna get it evryday until i get sick of it

>>40975556
>3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
i did sort of, but i'm so emotionally unavailable and i've been trying really hard to talk myself into it and make it work, but honestly i don't know if i can and the reason is because she has a zero tolerance policy for abuse. yeah i'm abusive and i know that but maybe i could program myself into never hitting her and become a wall-punching kyle or something, but the thing with women who get hit is that they know how to act when i'm angry to best calm me down. this woman doesn't. i told her i was in a bad mood and even tried instructing her on how she should act to make me feel better but she just keeps being a fucking bitch. genuinely this might be what breaks it for me. i don't know if i can do this.

>>40986978
I'm sorry to hear that anon!
Keep in mind that the two of you may just be incompatible. That is perfectly normal and ok. You should not force yourself to stay in a relationship if you are unhappy.
If it makes you feel better, I'm a short, mtf femme and I would be fine with you hitting me as many times as it took to make you feel better when you get all worked up. So we are out there! :3

>>40987004
she just seemed great in so many aspects, there's lot of pros, but the few cons are things i don't know if i can deal with. i've gotten myself deep enough into this now too that if i break it off she's gonna be heartbroken. feelsbad. i just wish she could act right like i need her to. if she could be perfect everything would be amazing.

>>40985568
jesus christ, what the fuck

>>40985758
Damn, do you still live with them?

>>40985481
I've had mild dysphoria since I was around 8 (don't remember much before that to be honest) but it became much worse around three years ago

bro i was having a dream about flirting with my husband, then january got MADDDD and called me a CHEATER... while pretending to be someone from irl im doing a project with???? and then i looked away for a sec and she STOLE my husbands place... what is WRONG with her

>>40989401
Being that she’s a tulpa, was that dream just about her, or was that, like, actual her going into your dream or something.

>>40982974
The hips themselves are bad, but not that bad, its the waist

>>40989426
no im sure she actually got into my dream because it was actually just this irl person im doing a project with at first, then i went to have some privacy with my husband and she walked in, was like "Okay." and left. then my husband left and i was texting him then "cheater" randomly appeared in the text field when i hadnt even typed anything. then apparently my husband was supposed to be the one telling me he knew that girl before but then i realized it was her talking to me and i was like Hey i was talking to my husband not you and she was like "oooohh riiiight you were talking to your huband..."

>>40989455
>no im sure she actually got into my dream
that doesnt happen tulpas are not actually sentient

>>40989513
maybe she is idk this has never happened before everytime she was just in the dream and didnt do anything now shes doing shit its weird as fuck

>>40989513
the point of tulpas is to delude oneself into thinking theyre real to the point they can act of their own volition and even appear in dreams. i still wouldnt call them sentient, but the more the tulpa owner believes theyre real the more real the act

>>40989648
thank god she isnt entirely convincing me to cut off my own arm yet and shes just silly like this i love her

>>40989648
I feel like believing they’re in your dreams probably doesn’t take that much delusion since it would just be your brain putting on a little show using something else from your brain.

2026 plans assuming that i havent killed myself and havent gotten institutionalized or arrested again:
1. continue pursuing carpenting try to get professional at it
2. drink obscene amounts of alcohol
3. start testosterone
4. move in with my grandma
thats it

>>40990955
>arrested again
What was your previous offence(s)?
>carpeting
That’s honestly really cool, wish you the best with that.
>start testosterone
Hope it brings you some relief.

>>40990955
godspeed bro

>>40988917
Well, if you're around 18-20 rn, that's where it gets worse usually. It's the point where you have to decide fast whether to do anything about it, because once you're like 22-23, it's truly over, no chance of passing at all if you start doing anything after this age (because that's the most fertile point in your life, so you will be as feminized irreversibly), you have to rep forever.
Don't think about causes, think of what you will do.

>>40990955
Crazed femrepper? The sex must be insane.

>>40991776
>once you're like 22-23, it's truly over
i love my stupid woman life i love my stupid woman life i love my stupid woman life i totally don't feel doomed to it or anything
>>40991841
not a sane femrepper on this earth

>>40992060
>not a sane femrepper on this earth
That's not true, I'm very sane, for example. Not like other girls or something lol

>>40992060
>i love my stupid woman life i love my stupid woman life i love my stupid woman life i totally don't feel doomed to it or anything
I'm sorry for being a bit pessimistic, there might be a way out for you, I was just talking in general. Mostly because that's my age and that's why I need to keep repping...
But again, maybe you're slower in development, so maybe you still have a way to poon out, pass, whatever...

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>>40992090
>maybe you're slower in development
i was an early bloomer. it's BEEN over for me. it's fine. this is just my dooming safespace.
>>40992082
picrel

its been 10 days since autumn started and its still sunny and hot as fuck i hate this shit. we as a species should've taken global warming more seriously im so pissed off that i wont ever see autumns or winters like they were in my childhood NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME i haven't seen snow in years do you realize what that does to a prolific winter lover who loves all of the joyful snowy days
>>40991841
>The sex must be insane.
it would be insane and paraphilic and sadistic if i wasnt sexually dysfunctional i have the female version of erectile dysfunction but like worse

>>40991776
>because once you're like 22-23, it's truly over
femrepgen is trying to get me to kms

>>40992202
it's ok i'm in this too and i won't jump if you won't jump

>>40992099
>picrel
Why?

>>40992099
>i was an early bloomer. it's BEEN over for me. it's fine. this is just my dooming safespace.
Ooof. Sorry to hear that, then. Tbh you being an early bloomer points to being a trutrans. Probably not a comforting thought, but that is what I noticed in my experience... You have hope if you ended up too short if you were an early bloomer! Like, small shoulders and stuff probably look less suspicious on a short guy...

>>40992258
don't hugbox me man. it's over. it's chill. i love my woman life

>>40992232
i want to stab my uterus. pray for me. i wish i had like a crazy surgeon friend whos unhinged enough to perform an at-home hysterectomy on me, but that person has to be insanely competent + be able to gain my trust which is nearly impossible nowadays i have insane issues with confiding in others. i also feel like even if the surgery was a success (which is unlikely) i would wanna kill that personbecause they saw me naked. this is an insanely unlikely and specific scenario, guess ill just suffer then

>>40992291
I feel the same. I need badly to be infertile even though I'd never let a dick in me, but I feel like even that would be not as bad as having someone I don't fucking know digging around inside me.

>>40992301
im jealous of mtf trannies because theyve had a chance for a diy orchie like they couldve chopped their balls off when they were 12 and the nighmtare would be over, but you cant do that if youre female. meanwhile diy hysto is always gonna be fatal. i feel like cutting something off has more chances of you surviving than cutting yourself open and trying to pull an organ out. it was over before it even started i wish i could go back in time and kidnap my mother while she was pregnant with me and forcefully inject her with testosterone so that i would be born as an intersex male and not a wombyn

If I were (hypothetically) going to go on testosterone, how do I make sure my voice doesn't turn out froggy

>>40992319
anon that's more likely to give you birth defects than anything

>>40993014
>non that's more likely to give you birth defects
yes those birtth defects will result in me being an intersex male with female karyotype. thats what exposure to certain hormones does to fetuses. literally everything and anything is better than being female

i wish i was a mid dude so women would want me

>>40993414
Just take T and butchmax.
Plenty of women would want you :3

Can you even be considered a repper if you don't have dysphoria?

>>40994011
No? Being a "repper" is having dysphoria but choosing not to transition. If you don't have dysphoria you have nothing to repress.

>>40994011
Wanting to transition to escape sexism, for aesthetic reasons or a belief that the grass is greener for men in honestly more common than a desire to transition because of dysphoria.
The difference is really that the dysphorics actually are repressing something, where as it is more a desire, fantasy or flight of fancy for the others.

Regardless of your motivation, I would recommend that you try out topical T. The effects are universally amazing :3

>>40994011
Sometimes the end result of repping is realizing you’re nondysphoric, so yes.
Or, if someone is uncertain, realizing they may be dysphoric.
However, if they already know with absolute certainty they’re nondysphoric, might be a good idea to think about how healthy being in these sort of spaces really is for them, and if the way they’re participating could potentially be harming dysphorics.

I could be insecure about being attracted to men but luckily I've never found a guy attractive in real life.
And they smell bad.

I'm getting good girl sissy hypno recommended to me by the algorithm now. I wonder if that'd help.

>>40996138
Don't bother. It doesn't help.

I want to have a gf but having sex would make me dysphoric. It's the main reason why I haven't been in a relationship for many years. Yet I'm super horny and touch starved. Fuck.

>>40996314
Sex is unsanitary, sticky, and gross. People look better with their clothes on anyway.

>>40996392
Yeah but I could do with some cuddles and head pats. Wouldn't mind having something like an asexual cuddly relationship.

>>40996314
Do you think being a stone would work for you?
Depending on how bad your dysphoria is, you may not even need to take off your clothes.
Plenty of us love stone butches :3

>>40996680
Yeah, actually that would work ^^
>Plenty of us love stone butches :3
Gosh <3
Don't know about that, not many lesbians around here but maybe with time I'll get lucky.

>>40996721
>Yeah, actually that would work
Happy to hear it!
Regardless of what elements of sex make you feel dysphoric, there are almost always ways to work around them!
>Gosh <3
<3
Stone butches are just amazing anon. I have only been with one once (sadly) but it was such a special experience.
I promise you that if you decide going stone is best for you, there will be plenty of us out there who would love you.
>not many lesbians around here but maybe with time I'll get lucky
I met my ex in a roadside crystal store/cafe in the absolute middle of nowhere. You do not have to be in the middle of a big city to just run into other dykes these days :3

>>40996895
Thanks for giving me hope, sweet anon~
Stories like yours warm up my heart.
> You do not have to be in the middle of a big city to just run into other dykes these days :3
True. Love will find its way but only if I leave my lair. Not sure how much I fit into the stereotype since your post made me all mushy.

>>40997038
>Thanks for giving me hope, sweet anon~
Awww, no problem anon!
>Stories like yours warm up my heart
It's why I like sharing them here :3
>but only if I leave my lair
True, you should put yourself out there anon.
Hell, advertise yourself as a stone butch in a queer space and there will be plenty of us that will positively fight over you <3
>Not sure how much I fit into the stereotype since your post made me all mushy
Tops that get all mushy are the best!
Everyone loves big teddy bears with straps ^_^

>>40997116
>and there will be plenty of us that will positively fight over you <3
Haha, I wish but just someone like you would be all one could ever ask for <3
>Everyone loves big teddy bears with straps
>///<

>>40997205
>Haha, I wish
Just you wait until you put yourself put there!
Stone butches have so many fans :3
>just someone like you would be all one could ever ask for <3
Awww.
You are too nice to me anon!
IMO, a stone butch to cuddle with at night is all one could ever hope for <3

What’s the most recent movie you watched and what did you think about it?

>>40999734
texas chainsaw massacre 2. i liked choptop but stopped waching halfway through idk

charlie kirk died while i was asleep lmao

>>40993014
>If I were (hypothetically) going to go on testosterone, how do I make sure my voice doesn't turn out froggy
By voice training so the way you pronounce words is masculine and you use your chest a lot more, and some other things

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how it feels to know i'll never be able to get a girl pregnant no matter how much she asks me to

>>40970840
My partner and my best friend know. I'm pretty sure my best friend is a repper himself and is just enbycoping.

Anyone else read omegaverse stuff?
I wish I had a femrepper alpha gf to knock my omega ass up :(

>>41002259
ive been thinking about writting self indulgent omegaverse femdom oneshots of my ocs. i hate how most omegaverse is about gay men idk theres no point in that

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>>41002259
would if i could

>>41002278
That's really cool anon!
I also hate how omegaverse seems really associated with and geared towards fujo types.
The concept is really fun and is most intresting when the alpha is an afab imo.

Thankfully, over the years I have found a few stories that feature butch alphas :3

>>41002306
>I also hate how omegaverse seems really associated with and geared towards fujo types.
The concept is really fun and is most intresting when the alpha is an afab imo
yeah het omegaverse is role reversal but like extreme meanwhile fujo omegaverse is just forcing gay men into traditional heterosexual situations lol, nothing subversive or meaningful about that. desu i hate yaoi in general im so sick of faggots

>>41002378
>desu i hate yaoi in general im so sick of faggots
unbelievably real

>>41002378
>het
Well let's not go that far.
Alpha butch x omega femme is peak.
Bonus points if it is also alpha afab x omega amab.

>>41002424
>Well let's not go that far
i need to see cishet men getting humiliated tho

i love being aromantic

>>41002378
Mentally all yaoi boys are heterosexual men fucking eachother

what's the point in stopping repping if you'd get called faketrans if you actually transitioned anyways
being a failed woman doesn't make me a man

>>40985568
This is my exact body type Im never taking t

>>41006786
Bulking and hitting delts and lats would do him a lot of good.

>>40985568
>takes hormone that allows you to build muscle significantly faster
>does not attempt to train upper body at all
this is workout motivation more than anything

bump

>>41010054
>tfw no femrepper to 'bump' me
:(

Repressing works 100% of the time and anyone who has ever failed is just horribly weak-willed

>>41011872
It really depends how bad your level of dysphoria is. It is not uniform for everyone, it is a spectrum:
People who can repress forever <-> People who can manage with their dysphoria via things like hrt <-> People who can repress for a time before either transitioning or killing themselves

I think most (clinically significant) dysphoric people would fall into that middle category. I personally fell into the category on the right.

>>41011934
I might kill myself but suicide isn't transitioning so it's still repping successfully

i wish i was mongolian

>>41011966
I was suicidal for awhile and did a fair amount of permanent damage to my body in the process. It is a period of my life I really regret.

I suggest trying out ways to manage your dysphoria. Topical T for instance has amazing results with basically nothing in the way of social 'buy in'. If it helps your dysphoria, but you still feel like you want to end things, maybe consider then moving up to actual hrt or getting top surgery.
If all else fails, I think transition is something that you could then look at. If the only other option is death, any downsides would be short lived anyway. Better to live as a dood rather than die as your non-authentic self imo. I certainly do not regret the option I picked.

>>41011966
Nta, not to me. Wouldn’t say someone who ropes due to depression successfully battled depression. Likewise, I wouldn’t consider that successfully battling dysphoria.

>>41012053
>>41012030
I just view it as if I transition I lose and everything else is on the table, I'm going to die anyway and really it could happen at any time so it's like kind of comforting to know I can stop this at anytime if I choose it's too much. If I actually start not being apathetic to everything things will get a lot harder.

>>41012131
I think that is an unhealthy way to view things anon.
You should look at dysphoria as something to be managed. Maybe you do not need to do much to get it under control, maybe you would need to transition.
Look at transition as something you can choose to step towards or away from depending on what is right for you. Viewing it as a failure state is something that I think is only going to cause you undue suffering.

it's over. heightmogged forever at 5'3. also east asian so automatically effeminate faggot. can you even recover from this or am i just fucked. i can't take it anymore xhuds. i should've drank more milk or something as a kid i'm so fucking disappointed at myself for being a disgusting weak autist. why am i like this.

>>41012282
I'm an amab with western European genetics and I'm only 5'4. It happens, short amabs do exist.
I recommend considering this: >>40975556 possibly also adding in a focus on weight training to help bulk up your frame.
I promise you that with enough effort, you 100% can become one hella masculine woman. Given the thread this is, it will almost certainly make you feel better :3

>>41012338

i can't take being fembrained and acting out learned helplessness anymore lmao. i've also spent too long on the looksmaxx blackpill side of the internet to believe that it ever gets better in this world for short chudlite faggots. :/ i also resent the notion of becoming some GNC freak woman using they/them pronouns. is this black and white thinking brainwormed? do i end up as some ftnb because if thats the endpoint im going to just neck now and get it over with. im fucking tweaking out.

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>>41012131
(Samefag as >>41012053)
>comforting to know I can stop this at anytime if I choose it’s too much
Control over your own mortality is still, at least, control. I’ve been in helpless situations where that was absolutely a comfort, so I can empathize there.
>if I actually start not being apathetic to everything things will get a lot harder
Regardless of if transition is involved or not, I hope someday it will feel safe for you to care.

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>>41011966

>>41012419
>i can't take being fembrained
To a degree this is something that you can change. It is just going to take several years if you really did want to commit to it.
Do not consider this as something that is 100% locked in.
>acting out learned helplessness anymore
I promise you that learned helplessness is also a very male trait. It is just not something that is acknowledged at such in men.
>i've also spent too long on the looksmaxx blackpill side of the internet to believe that it ever gets better in this world for short chudlite faggots
Look, if you want to fully go ftm, you would be able to find someone into you. If you wanted to butchmax, plenty of women would be into you.
Reality is not as dark as a bunch of internet addicted depressed people would have you believe.
>i also resent the notion of becoming some GNC freak woman using they/them pronouns
There is nothing wrong with being GNC if that is what is going to make you comfortable and you can use and pronouns you want.
He/him butches are not exactly all that rare these days and plenty of us love them.
>is this black and white thinking brainwormed?
You seem very brainwormed, yes. But it is relatable. Back when I was repping, I had many of the same kind of thoughts.
>im fucking tweaking out
I think you should calm down.
Make yourself a nice cup of tea and just meditate on all of the options you have. You have so many options in front of you right now and you can pick out whatever ones are going to make you feel the most comfortable. You are in the drivers seat here anon :3

>>41012485

thank you anon. from my perspective i think my gender problems have been mostly managed by just simply not thinking about it or repackaging my distress as something else. It's just the knowledge that I'd spend the rest of my life as some weak subhuman malefailure who's overcompensating even in the best case scenario has made it hard to rationalize transitioning.

>>41012569
>i think my gender problems have been mostly managed by just simply not thinking about it or repackaging my distress as something else
My worry is just how viable that is going to be longer term. I think actually confronting this stuff is the most healthy and sustainable option, regardless of if you want to rep or transition.
>I'd spend the rest of my life as some weak subhuman malefailure
It really sounds like you are just regurgitating unhealthy incel stuff here, rather than grounding your assumptions in reality.
You can get super buff on T if you wanted to. Plus, transition is typically a space to reinvent your life anyway.
If you want to be some masc butch that has femmes fighting over you; You can achieve that. If you want to be some buff gym-bro, you can be that.
Don't box yourself in like this anon.
>made it hard to rationalize transitioning
Transitioning is not for everyone.
If it is something you think is best for you, great!
But if it is not, you still have other options. Transition is the nuclear option when it comes to dysphoria management, you may not need to go that far to get these feelings under control.
I just want you to live your best life anon :3

>>41012626

yeah but i think this implies that i can have my cake (how i want to look, act, and be seen as socially) and eat it too (with none of the hysterics). i've spent the last 8 months slowly relapsing back into being a depressed retard (hence why i'm back on this godforesaken board) because i just can't cope with the fact that i'm going to live the rest of my life looking the way i do (weak disgusting neet with no self discipline) unless i do something about it. i'm a deeply lazy person at heart and transitioning is effort. i'm rotting in my room all day knowing that when i step out into the world i will only ever be seen as some misguided female faggot who's stupid fucking brain is incapable of getting itself to keep my shit together no matter what i do.

>>41012626
for what it's worth though anon, i appreciate what you're trying to do here. my self pity is also self disgust for seeking attention on a fucking thread, and i'm probably gonna scape myself up tomorrow and keep on keeping on. i'm just tired of being this kind of animal. my weakness disgusts me.

>>41012668
Anon, motivation is not something I can really help you with.
But I will say that in my own experience it was very much tied into my own depression. Mustering up the ability to start transitioning was super hard, but once I was on hrt, my depression started to slowly melt away. As that depression ebbed, my energy and motivation to improve myself really spiked.
I really do not think things as as bad for yourself as you seem to think they are. I actually think you have very good prospects of being happy in the future, you just need to make the move to grab it.
Right now, I think you are doing the classic repper move of leaning into brainworms as an excuse not to change things, but the reality is that this is not viable long term. Regardless of if you want to rep forever or transition, both are going to involve you confronting your dysphoria and making changes in your life in order to manage it.
>>41012725
Anon, these are normal feelings for reppers. It is nothing to be disgusted by.
Hell, seeking help in a thread like this is a down right positive step!
It will take work regardless of what path you go down anon, but I believe in you :3

>>41012736

god i hope for both of our sakes that you're right about this. i can't keep chasing the carrot on a stick of "yeah chud transitioning will make you feel better" because if it's not true and i've ruined my shot at being a repressed normal woman i will fucking snap.

>>41012992
You do not have to go from 0 - 100 overnight anon.
Try topical T to start with and maybe look into some weight workouts to help your frame. If you like the results, you can step up over time.
Don't limit yourself anon and go at your own pace :3

is there any way to get diy without krypto

>>41013032

latepost but thank you anon.

i think being malebrained as a femrepper is worse than being fembrained as a femrepper. im individualistic and independent and confident in my intelligence but since im stuck in a 5'4 foid body no one wants to take me seriously, people are mongrels if you are confident while being of the social class that they perceive as inferior they'll eat you alive they'll fuck you up. my teachers used to say that i was a nightmare to deal with bc i constantly argued with them but what else am i supposed to do if theyre stating false information on a topic that i know a lot about? do i just sit there and swallow that shit and write it down like a good little slave, thats bullshit.

are y'all seeing the thread of a pooner saying he wants to date a femrepper and make her feel feminine? why on earth would we want that

>>41014868
I think the idea is that if a femrepper does not want to commit to going full ftm for whatever reason, that must mean that she wants to feel feminine.
It is pretty silly and is obviously rooted in a total lack of understanding of femreppers. But I can see why a ftm would think that would be appealing.

Personally, I would want to make a femrepper I were dating feel as masculine and powerful as possible. But then, I'm not a ftm.

would you date an effeminate gay man?

>>41014868
yeah i saw that and even responded to him. i feel like he has really misguided notions abt femreppers but desu im used to that. people are a bit retarded
>>41014896
why would you date a woman as a gay man tho

>>41014892
>>41014905
yeah his post seemed like the ftm equivalent of "plap plap get pregnant." way weirder seeing an ftm say stuff in that vein than cis guys imo.

>>41015079
I remember several months back someone here asked how viable a ftm x femrepper relationship would be. I think that thread settled that question.
This is why I have always maintained that butch femrepper x femme mtf is the one true holy path.

decided i'm going to start ripping off amabs' dicks and taking them for my own, freud-style. i've had enough, these people do not deserve to get to live my dream and be insufferably ungrateful
about it all the time.

I'm not schizo enough to have a tulpa but sometimes I imagine that if I think about my ideal gf enough someone similar will appear in my life

>>40970840
>Does anyone in your life know you’re a femrepper?
My only friend (another femrepper)

>>40974512
I don't hate all troons but I hate trans ideology. I'm fine with a troon as long as he accepts that he's a man. Same with ftms.

>>40974626
>are mtfs who wish they could detransition because being a woman is complete shit welcome here?
I appreciate your honesty that being a woman sucks.

>>40978407
>Enjoying things is so great when you don't worry about whether or not your interests are fembrained
Real and proof that repping is not always miserable.

why are amabs so disgusting and repulsive

attractive femreppers — keep repping
everyone else — who cares

>>40982974
Does femrepgen shave? I shave because I don't live in the west and people would treat me like a freak

>>40992198
Global warming will end soon
New ice age will happen in 2030

>>41016974
they lack theory of mind

>>41002378
>desu i hate yaoi in general im so sick of faggots
BASED

>>41017022
can it like happen tomorrow or something. im not sure if im gonna be alive by the end of this year and i really wanna see snow again

>>41006086
Just don't stop repping

>>41012020
Why?

>>41012282
I'm 4'9 east asian...

>>41016994
no. i dont live in the west either but no one pays attention to me so i dont get scolded or anythin. my parents never taught me how to shave in the first place theyre pretty progressive for my retarded eastern european culture. progressive as in they still call gay people fagggots but they dont want them dead

>>41014896
Anon if you're a effeminate gay man why would you want to date femreppers (women) ??

>>41016974
Males are socialised to be evil and their brains are stuck in cave man times.
This mix has horrible outcomes.

>>41016994
if I don't shave my armpits after a certain point I start smelling like sweat horribly so yeah but no where else it's just out of necessity.

>>41017047
>and i really wanna see snow again
>again
Luck you, I won't see snow for a whole year unless I travel for 10 hours.

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I'm jealous of trans men who look like picrel

>>41016994
>>41017168
yeah same here, just pits

>>41017273
i'm not. he looks like a wimpy little faggot.

>>41017273
Looks like trash desu.

>>41017273
After seeing this person get posted on this board with the breedable spam constantly i could not possibly be jealous of them.

>>41017663
He does porn, ~55k X followers. Unironically the equivalent of sneeds posting about wanting to inseminate porn stars. Every day I am grateful that there are bleaker existences than my own.

knowing you could have been taller if you actually ate well as a child sucks

>>41020387
I didn’t enough milk for sure. Also we were poor.

>>41020387
Yeah I wish time traveling is real

Ilysm pooners hope u all have a good day mwah

>>41020401
I wasn't even poor I just didn't want my boobs to get bigger

>>41020608
We don't have pooners here only women.

>>41015079
You're so fembrain kekek
Please keep repressing forever, you'd make an awful "man"

>>41020816
>not the other girls im a "man"
>not like the other girls pretending to be a man im a girl
It's so funny how down to the last breath every single roastie is just the same kind of retarded. it must be so pitiful being a retarded hole.

I need to do my work. But I don't want to...

>>41020931
>not the other girls im a "man"
>not like the other girls pretending to be a man im a girl
Nobody here said they're a man. In
fact every single repper here is aware that they're a woman. (You) are special kind of retarded.

>>41021353
No use talking to it.
>>41021028
What sort of work?

My horribly clumsiness might get me killed

you're all honorary bros, we had a meeting and it was decided.

>>41021579
thanks bro, dap me up

>>41017171
i havent seen snow in a few years and i miss it
>>41020387
dont remind me

>>40982974
WTF, I'm MTF and you have like the exact same looking body as me. I feel like that's probably a good thing to pass as male.

Bump

>>40974512
depends how radfem and close to going full blown TERF we are
personally I think that forced feminization for rapists in prisons is not only a good thing but should be instituted punitively
rapists deserve dysphoria if they're not dysphoric already and if they are dysphoric maybe the HRT will fix them
also castration, not the chemical kind

>>41025424
rapists should lose their bodily autonomy!

>>41025424
gonna jerk off to this

>>41025566
rapehon or repper?

>>41025571
im a femrepper with very specific and bizzare fetish for rapists getting raped

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Question for femreppers:
Are you currently using topical T?
Why/why not?

>>41025576
okay cool

>>41025578
no because I dont want to risk burning out the receptors or smth
all or nothing
I would use it topically for better bottom growth if I started T though

>>41025578
no why on earth would i

how do ftms convince themsleves that theyre men. if you talk to cis men irl the second they find out that you have a pussy they start treateing you as inferior its so evident. and soem of them are cobvinced that theyre 'real" men even pre T like how does that work, we cant define gender by feelings and weird unexplainable aura thats total bullshit. god i wish i had that level of delusion

>>41017066
cool culture and nature and i like that its isolated culturally

>>41025691
it's not about convincing yourself that the biological reality doesn't exist, it's about being yourself in a way that's more visible than this stupid masking femlarp bullshit
I wish I was a man so I could be a faggot without being seen as a woman for it

>>41025736
but how do you accept this part of yourself if biologically youll never be a man

>>41025740
you dont, it's just easier to deal with when the rest of your identity aligns better with who you feel like you truly are

>>41025736
no you'd still be seen as lesser for being a bottom because we're all apes at the end of the day

>>41026045
no difference there pre and post transition, but the rest still matters

>>41026045
>anon assumes op is a bottom
everytime

men i dont even play videogames anymore i just rot on imageboards all day everyday i hate my fucking life thi is so pathetic

>>40982974
hooooly shave n PLAP

>>41026583
nta but yall are bots

I wish I were a woman so much as a moid

>>41026125
close browser. open steam. i believe in you.
>>41026707
that's great. this thread isn't for you.

white boy summer has ended. passing the baton to the white girl autumn girlies.

I hate normalfags so much it's unreal