>>41084505
no mass murder :(

least misogynistic repper award goes to

Criminalize repping

>>41084721
gincel

really need to stop drinking, blacking out way too easily nowadays.
>>41084505
>no mass murder
oh so you don't want to fix it

>>41084721
i haven't been given a reason to like women in over 30 years.

>>41084505
>QOTT
Work camps. Work them to death. That way they don't have time to think about how sad they are and they can be of use to the people. They won't procreate or start families anyway so this is the best way.

>>41084505
repping doesnt get easier i think im gonna cave
i think you should too

>>41085375
You gon end up roping when you see the ugly male in a dress in the mirror.

>>41084721
Me before I stopped repping

>>41085375
sex with larry

>>41085375
this wasn t me, fuck off, i have no issues repping

being a submissive male repper is hell. i can't be a man because i'm submissive and i can't be a woman because i'm male

>>41085554
So you end up living as a lonely incel. Like so many other men. Stop whining like a bitch.

>>41085572
isn't the point of this thread to whine like a bitch?

>>41085600
How is whining here every day for hours at a time gonna make things better for you?

stop being niggers

i've ordered everything to start hrt but my resting heart rate is 130bpm now and i have no idea what to do

>>41085679
you wasted your money

>>41085679
Slow breathe for 10 mins itll drop. your body is just a feedback loop

>>41085554
use grindr

>>41085679
just take it, start small and make it a habit. Baby steps... Look into voice training to start with.
If you're a hon, good luck coping with being a freak man with breasts.

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>>41084505
>You cannot use mind control or mass murder

It's not dictator then
This thread is suck

>>41085554
so real twin

>>41084505
roving pinkpiller gangs going door to door
the future is female (for reppers)

>>41084505
should i take hrt as a 6'4 submissive male repper

>>41084135
>>41084092
This anon has a point

>>41084256
I'm convinced none of you are real gays or trans then

>>41086046
yes, and then you should become my tall bottom that I rail out regularly

>>41086285
are you a man or a repper?

>>41086275
>t. ransbian freakshow

>>41086290
a man

>>41086299
Isn't the problem all so apparent though? You think you can just berate others and gaslight them until they have the sexuality you want them to have. Consent might as well not exist. /lgbt/ itself is the cause for repression and people mistakenly thinking they're gay or trans because they're low self esteem people bullied into believing so by complete fucking psychos.

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need to become a transbian freakshow with a repper

All we can do is approximate our ideal selves as best we can. Settle for what we can get externally, but know that internally we can cultivate the highest approximation of our ideal selves by meditating on loving kindness

>>41086275
i'm a submissive male repper and i like men only. i don't refer to myself as gay though

>>41084505
>how do you solve the Repper Question?
I'm a dictator, so I destigmatize being trans and provide greater support for early transitioners. Since I also have unlimited money and resources, I invest heavily in biomedical research. I have unlimited time, so eventually I'll be able to guide society to the point where we've got full body swaps, organic or cybernetic, and nobody would ever have to worry about gender again.

I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

>>41085496
>>41085638
wtf that aint me
anyway yes im transitioning because i found love her name is lune she is so wonderful and inspiring

I literally can't be dominate as a man and I also can't be submissive either
I think i'm just gonna become asexual and just give up on intimacy or love
kms

let's say a demon comes up to you and offers you a deal.
>you can look exactly how you want to for 2 hours per day. whichever form you want to transform into, you'll do so instantly and without effort. this applies to clothing, voice, height, pretty much anything.
>however, it's just a very realistic hallucination. nobody will see you become someone else, only you notice anything is off.
>the catch is that you will need to give up any other forms of coping (drugs, crossdressing, agp goon sessions, etc), this must be the only thing that relieves the repper pain. failure to follow the contract will add 2 inches to your bideltoid and remove 2 from your hips, increase the size of your brow bone and make you start balding. the effects are permanent.
do you accept?

>>41086964
no that would just make the other 22 hours of the day worse

let's say an angel comes up to you and kills you for being a demon

>>41086854
you can wish all you want it won't make it happen

>>41084505
>QOTT
manhattan project but for body modification technology

>>41086964
yea in that situation i would e-whore for money and pay for all kinds of transitioning treatments for the 22 hour body

>>41086964
The deal makes more sense if it's like 14 hours a week.

i'm a dominant male stuck in a submissive male's body

choking reppers until they beg for hrt

>>41087106
what if i like being choked?

>>41087076
can I rape you

>>41087150
it's not really rape if you ask permission

>>41087178
okay, I'm gonna rape you then

>>41087131
I would only choke you if you took hrt then

>>41084505
take your HRT, retards

>>41086488
hiii

>>41086888
Can you just be neither dominant nor submissive? I feel like that’s the most normal thing to be

>>41087535
You mean asexual or switch?

>>41086964
why on earth would i accept this

softly holding reppers >>>>>>>

>>41087710
i don't think this will ever happen to me

>>41087739
:(

>>41087710
only in my dreams
>>41084505
i'd say make it a disability, but people would abuse it.

>>41087710
please please please

>>41087830
i will hold reppers softly for 5 mins max

sorry i insulted you to a homelesss crackhead
Starri
sorry your alcoholic mother
beat you till you were almost fucking 18
sorry she drowned you in cold showers
sorry everyone laughed when you defended yourself against your mother"s crackhead pet

>>41087535
Not in today's LGBT

does being submissive mean you're a woman?

>>41088121
what does this mean and why are you posting it in multiple threads

I’m literally not a female
I’m not repressing anything
It was all fake
I’m straight cis and male
Thank you porn!

NEVER TAKE HRT
NEVER TAKE HRT
NEVER TAKE HRT
NEVER TAKE HRT
NEVER TAKE HRT
NEVER TAKE HRT

i want to take hrt

I wish HRT would work for me

>>41084505
How do I make myself not want to be a bimbo tranny pornstar every day? It has taken over my mind. I’m don’t even really watch porn but I just see some passing trans girl who has that look and the thoughts come back hard.

>>41088983
you will become a disgusting freak and everyone in the world will hate you forever. its very stupid

>>41084505
Enshrine trans rights and access to trans healthcare to be legally protected. Maybe even make HRT over the counter, IDK.
Educate people on what being trans is from a young age.
Crush anti trans political dissidents in an authoritarian way. Censor them. Make sure media makes fun of them whenever they're mentioned, so they look like extremist idiots to the public, like flat-earthers.
But also make sure to promote it as a medical condition and, if one transitions late enough, a sympathetic tragedy, not some cool gender thing that can take down society by looking freaky or whatever.
Basically do everything possible to destigmatize trans people and make it easy to transition.
Then kids won't decide they need to rep or just not even know what gender dysphoria is or that transition is the treatment.
And existing reppers will realize that being trans isn't so bad, and life can even be okay if people are welcoming to non-passing hons.

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Ive wished to be a girl since I was 5 years old
More than 25 years
I keep myself busy and distracted but it's never completely gone away
And there's absolutely nothing I can do about it

die die die die mothrfucker die

tfw see an old picture of myself at 14

literally besides my skin texture getting worse and maybe looking slightly more tired, i dont look any different to then. its weird how you think you must have looked so babyfaced and cute then but i just look back and remember how i felt ugly and old looking then and feel the exact same now at 30 just with the wishful thinking it was any different 15 years ago

>>41089077
i'm already that and everyone already does...

>>41089838
then how is chemically castrating yourself going to fix it?

its understandable to be desperate when you feel you have nothing going for you, but desperate actions will only dig you deeper.

its like being a drug addict, the only way to escape is extremely painful, takes a long time, has very little reward other than to just not feel as bad.

idk i think we are fucked, successful people are masculine men or feminine women and thats all. theres some leeway here but if you are like a 30 year old man with no experience being a man who has never liked being a man then you are just fucked like honestly

>>41089902
i mean if hes already fucked then there is nothing against taking hrt cant get worse anyway
heck even larry caved

>>41089714
My cheeks hollowed out and I developed bags under my eyes. And a brow ridge. Head shape and jaw is the same though.

1. normalise, encorouge and make accessible pre-pubertal transition for anyone interested
2. create a queer separatist society with a new gender system containing 5 gender classes; 3 for trans people and 2 for cisgays. trans women who either are women within the current gender system or would benefit society and themselves by being so are assigned into a gender which essentially mimics womanhood but allows them to have egalitarian relations with similar trans women and relations with trans men only when both post op to prevent you told me you were differenting (relationships with cis men are allowed only if they are post-op, fully stealth and willing to be excommunicated). reppers, gigahons, gigapoons etc get the 5th gender, which forbids any sexual relationships, enforces fully head to toe body/face coverings and requires social isolation, but gives them the expectation of providing philosophical and spiritual guidance like a gay shaman.

>>41090152
st4t relationships and society more broadly would be transpatriarchal and gender roles enforced by a 'gender taliban'

i swear my oath to the queer taliban and become a repper monk full of wisdom

lol all through high school and middle school i wanted to wear make up like girls did but i felt like i wasnt a gay enough boy so i wasnt allowed omg kms

>>41089006
Trooning because I’m horny

>>41090538
did anyone else try to fake being gay as a teenager, i did like the ridiculous vocal fry and stuff on purpose because i was trying to give myself permission to be feminine and i wasnt allowed to be like that as a straight boy im so retarded

I always coped in middle and high school that I would become skinny and have a twink femboy body but i was too depressed from repping that I never lost weight and now I'm still a fat ugly repper

>>41090646
literally 100% me

>>41090646
I've been wondering whether 22% bf or 11-12% bf is better for having a cute twink face.....

yikes. sleeping really bad. woke few times.dreamt multiple times about troonin. fuk, why?

>>41091296
why are you here if you can be a cute twink

>>41091296
definitely 22%
t. twink killed myself by anamaxxing

>>41084505
compulsory lucid dreaming classes

>>41090646
literally me except i was skinny but ugly man face i thought i could somehow change or fix

I really think I'm going to fucking kill myself
should I like leave a letter or tell any of my friends/people I used to know, or just like go into a forest so no one finds my corpse

>>41089933
>cant get worse anyway
Oh it can get worse. As a man you can be invisible. Taking HRT won't turn you into a woman. It will turn you into a freak that sticks out.

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>>41084505
Nearly every day I have thoughts about trooning to become a “shemale”. This has gone on for years. How do I stop? How do I get rid of this AGAMP desire? Cooming is the only way to taper it down and even then it is not enoughx

>>41089933
>cant get worse anywway
common words said before things get worse

>>41092663
Look in the mirror. Really look. See yourself. See your body. See how unfeminine it is. Come to realization that even if you tried you wouldn't be hot.

>>41088991
yeah, unfortunately it's pointless for most. It only helps if you're already feminine

>>41092688
I go out dressed. With mones and some FFS I’d be good. I’m 5’4”. But please and I mean this, keep telling me how to rep. I need more ways.

>>41092663
same im 6'1" my face has been unfixably manly since i was 20. i just hate myself so much why did my face have to turn so fucking ugly. passing trannies really dont know how good they have it, how lucky they got.

time for my 4 am shower and cry

>>41092938
Why do you need to rep?

>>41093021
Because I’m just absolutely terrified of having uproot my life. Conservative job environment. The awkwardness of telling all my friends many of whom I’ve known my entire life. Telling my mom. The costs. The general social environment. I’ve made these excuses for so long and I think I’ve just kind of burnt them into my head. But the feeling inside gets stronger every day.

imagine being that retarded
>b-but telling my mom!

>>41092513
This is a personal decision no one can tell you.

I ponder this myself a lot. Do I pretend I died in an accident? Do I go out in flames and makes those around me feel like shit out of petty spite at the world? Do I just do it and not leave a note or anything?

I think in the end though, a simple "I'm sorry, it's too much, thank you for everything" is how I'd go about it, but even that would leave them with a million questions. But I don't a 5000 word essay would help with that either, they'd still have questions.

I do hope you find some comfort to avoid this though.

>>41085624
It isn't.

No one here is implying otherwise, so that's a stupid post

>>41093053
Well, then get the fuck outta there. You have the choice to either torture yourself for life or gtfo-ing and becoming the person you want to be. So what if you have to leave them behind? It's your life and not theirs. You and only you yourself have a right to your happiness

>>41092981
You don’t think FFS would help? And while height can hurt proportions are more important. Plus you can make longer legs look good. Alaskahotmess is like 6 ft and she’s hot. Started off as a straight CD too.

dont think people understand the point of this general

go be a hon somewhere else

>>41093220
>dump your relationships to go be a lonely freak. It's your life after all, this will surely make you happy

>>41093223
it would but its expensive

>>41093278
Then stop whining like a little bitch about how you can't transition. Just take it. If you're not brave enough to start a new life then you can at least muster the fortitude to suffer in silence.

>>41088121
This paints a very vivid picture in my mind

babydollanon i miss u
where r u

I met an old trans acquaintance on the bus... Got a lecture on internalised transphobia because I'm detrans now. Trannies are always so vitriolic when you deviate from their worldview

>>41090538
I was always really worried people would think im gay. I was pretty worried that i was gay, but luckily I ended up being bisexual. In hindsight it seems like everyone knew but me I was in pure denial. It didn't help that all the gay kids at school were annoying freaks.

>>41092938
My favorite ways to rep are ready mtf posts, and listening to metal. Also just having a normal functional life is a good way to distract from the mind virus
>>41093053
I get it, but if youre 5'4 people already kind of expect this from you

>>41093725
I try all those things. It still bleeds through :(. Something will happen that will trigger the thoughts. Always.
>if you’re 5’4 people already kind of expect this
Kek true

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how it feels to be a repper around pretty women

friday 5pm. time to start drinking myself into oblivion

paradoxically somehow the worse things get socially for trans people the less scary the idea of transitioning feels to me

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>>41095282
I identify as a woman when I drink so the repping hurts less

>>41095760
That's weird, do you have a martyr fantasy or something? For me, all this shit started happening as soon as I considered taking HRT which is spooking me back into the rep closet.

>>41084505
I used my money to buy a golden gun and a robot from boston dynamic to reenact the ending of Mice and Men

>>41095781
>do you have a martyr fantasy or something?
maybe a little, but it's not that I don't think. I already got spooked pretty bad earlier this year and now with everything going on I'm starting to feel nothing

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the only way i could possibly ever pass is moving to the west and pretending i'm 40 so that people feel sad for me

>>41093881
Average heteronormative couple right there

Why is being a man so much more when I'm not sober?
I hate being a man when sober as well, but i want to be a woman so much more when I'm drunk or high

>>41097394
*so much worse
I'm drunk rn if it wasn't clear

>>41084505
You explain to people what it means.
ngl, ive been in here for years and i STILL dont know the definition not even the urban one. and even if i ask, the answer is always a vague one that make no sense what so ever.

>>41097394
kinda interesting because I feel the opposite. whenever I'm drunk/high I'm mostly just chilling or I've resigned to my fate. I love to get shitfaced and talk in my annoying badly voicetrained manner
>>41097463
don't think anyone will be able to give you a real answer outside of feeling pain b/c gender and doing very little to fix it

My brain really occupies the worst kind of middle ground

>>41084505
every single time i try to quit being a bitchass faggot i randomly get a dm by a transbian i still have a crush on and she keeps me in check T_T

>>41097894
humblebrag hon

>>41084505
I think I am going to just full on femmaxx, I'm getting a lot of positive reception in that direction with my current appearance, may as well just turn up the dial before I can't. Haircut, eyebrows, makeup on berdshadow, and skincaremaxxing, wgmi. I am gonna be a giga trap

>>41099339
6'4 linebacker btw

>>41099359
cope it up, people are telling me this unsolicited. In non-tranny spaces

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any other meta attracted agps regret not having a gay encounter in their 20's? I would have liked to suck one penis before I became old and crusty.

>>41099339
have fun with twinkdeath :3

>>41099621
Its me

women joking with me about trooning me out is NOT helping me.

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Is this achievable on HRT?

it's so lonely being a submissive male repper

The way I'm attracted to guys it's like I have nothing in common with men or women. It really drives me crazy.

nobody around today
been super zoned out as of late but think that's because i got basically no sleep a couple nights back because of a black out, may actually be time to retire from drinking
really feel like it's spiraling which is poorly timed with the everything else happening in the us. unlucky

Im afraid of women

>>41102778
same
when I have to be around them it makes me feel 100X more like a disgusting ogre in comparison

Pretty darn drunk.
AMA

>>41103066
whatcha drinking?

>>41102337
It's a fate worse than death. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

>>41103081
White Claw.
It is law, or so I've heard.

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Anyone else getting really angry with the world and people?

>>41103119
Been there, done that. Now I've simply given up on them.

>>41103119
>angry
No, more like disappointed
>the world and its people
Sometimes, but ultimately with myself.

>>41103104
interesting, i've received conflicting reports that there are no laws at all around those
get to do anything fun or just the usual depressed drinking

>>41103119
Don't have any energy left to get angry whether it's trivial or things that actually matter in life. More emptiness than anything else.

>>41103142
I mean, when I do it it's ultimately just depressed drinking, but that might be me.
Other people could enjoy themselves more thoroughly. I myself feel enjoyment, then misery, then, if I really push myself, nothingness.

>tfw browsing twitter
>random tranny with onlyfans
>passing perfectly, full time girl moding
>look inside
>not on hrt

its literally all just genetics guys, some men are really out there looking 90% like women just because of their genes whereas we think about coping with hrt which does nothing but give you gyno and break your dick. its so pathetic.

>>41103066
are you doing anything fun while drunk?
watch anime or something

>>41103119
It mostly just depresses me, frustration sometimes too but I don't really feel anger

>>41103119
stopped feeling it years ago, i just want to get money and a few friends so we can be left alone

>>41103556
Just watching youtube videos desu.
I could watch some anime tho. Do you have any recommendations?

>>41103600
give Moyashimon a try

>>41103312
link her shes probably busted as fuck

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>>41103617
okay

>>41103627
good enough genetics to make starting worth it, but yeah no she definitely doesn't pass yet
>t. NTA

>>41103637
doesnt matter looks better than me on testosterone than i would if i castrated myself 10 years ago

>>41103614
I can give it a try.
Is it weird? I like weird.
>>41103627
Cute, but that's part genetics and part age. Make of that what you will.
Fuck. That makes me kinda sad.

>>41103658
they are 24, ive looked like a monster since 20

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>>41103658
it's quite weird and very kino
there are some bizarrely out of place themes in it later on that might resonate with you
also it's literally about fermenting alcohol

>>41097394
i act more girly when drunk sometimes

>>41102900
yeah i feel like a disgusting predetor monster.

i wanna be a woman so badly lmfaooooo kms

>>41103731
same

>>41097394
yep. drinking causes to be emotional and sob to music videoclips from like 1965-1995. ket causes feeling of being trapped strong desire to get free. literal feel of woman trapped in man body.100 ug lsd after two days with no sleep with ket nep , speed, i got too fem vibes, got weird as sassy bubbly coke snorting latina in my head as some version of me... wasnt enough so in evening i dropped 400ug i tried to ascend into goddesshood lol.
>>41103701
increases meta attraction too

really sad that im not attractive enough to cope with meaningless sex

>>41103691
OK. Will give a shot (no pun intended). Thanks for the rec.
>>41103701
Same.

>>41103701
tfw i get drunk with my friends and start acting like a girl

>>41099621
I regret basically not doing anything in my 20s, especially because 8 was trans and out then
Turns out being a hon just isolates you

What is a woman?

>>41104199
what I wish I was

>>41104201
No you don't. Imagine you have a hole that bleeds and can get pregnant. You think you want to be a woman but you don't.

>>41104209
>Imagine you have a hole that bleeds and can get pregnant.
nta but i'd wager a good 70% of the gen here would want to get pregnant, and there hasn't been a single woman in human history who liked having a period

>>41104209
ill take periods over body hair and balding and smelling bad and having the bone structure of an orc

>>41104225
I've read this board for a while now and I know most of you wouldn't be here without lesbians and pornography. I think the goal of most posters on the board is to look attractive not to be a woman.

>>41104237
when attractive == woman
and you want to be attractive, that's dysphoria

>>41104199
furniture

>>41104209
Oh no, a few days of discomfort a month, and a completely preventable thing that a lot of people here want anyway

You could've mentioned things about being unable to travel to certain places, having to spend a lot more time on your appearance, not being respected as much professionally, being physically weaker and a bunch of other things that most of us would take as a trade-off anyway, but you went straight for 2 things that most people don't care about.

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i know im not trans because I like how i look most of the time.

I fucking hate having a big dick and I hate that it's glorified

i should take my pills

and so should y'all

>>41105005
i know im not trans because this post made me angry and jealous

>>41099621
I did do those things in my 20s and I don't particularly look fondly on it. Never was a generally horny person though and mostly prefer kissing and cuddling, which I do regret never doing with a boyfriend. Also too old and crusty now, and gay guys are boring and gross.

>>41105140
frfr worst part is I used to be a lot bigger before hrt

>>41105140
And it's upsetting that you feel that way. I just want to be attracted to guys.

>>41105282
>I just want to be attracted to guys.
Now this is a feel I can get behind

>>41105282
if you meant attractive, most chasers probably prefer a hung troon given porn addiction

>>41084505
What do I do if I used to like a guy but now I don't like him anymore but want to transition him into a woman? I only like guys so we wouldn't be a couple.

>>41105398
Maybe stop being a porn-brained tard, dunno.

>>41105464
That could help but now that the idea is in my head it won't stop for a few months. I didn't get the idea from porn but rather from reading SFW yaoi.

>>41105333
That's the problem.

some woman hacked my reddit account and was sexting and sending nudes to random people wtf

>>41105494
What stage of anime brainrot is this?

>>41105494
hons all on the right, definitely a viscous cliquey group

>>41105494
The one in the front left could've been a Chad, the one in the back left i think is a real woman, the one in the front right is a turbohon, and the one in the far back is what I would probably look like

>should see a doctor about something
>don't want to discuss my breasts during the check up

>>41105589
they're all trans

i feel like repping throughout all of my childhood and not making any social connection because my fear of being seen as male by everyone ruined my life forever, now i have no personality or traits at all other then being a depressed dysphoric repper. im not human i dont talk to anyone ever and i cant think of what to even say to anything

>>41106457
lol same

never dated anyone never had friends because theres no point when they would see me as something i dont want to be

>>41106457
>>41106595
yeah, when you can't live as yourself you're not alive at all

>>41105593
had a tumor scare after a gyno breast exam it was the best week of my life

happy college football saturday
i hate how touch starved i've felt as of late. spent all morning daydreaming about how nice it'd be to cuddling with a guy and laying my head on his chest and how that'll never happen. feels bad

>>41106627
jeez... How do you even explain that? Surely they'd worry about your thyroid or something if you don't admit you're a troon.
I might have a blood clot or something in my leg but the doctors I've seen always lift up my shirt so I'm just ignoring it. I've been getting a warm feeling in one area for a while, not painful but a sudden warmth

>>41106774
just use grindr, fags have no standards

>>41106781
idk the guys i've met on there seem much more interested in having me suck their dicck and leave immediately

>>41106774
autumn gives me the bf feels more than any other season. Really sucks and gays suck too.

>>41106595
>>41106619
all i can is mirror people online by using comments i have already seen before, i have yet to form a single personal relationship with anyone or be remembered past the moment someone finishes to read something i said

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tfw straight detrans repper
I'll never date anyone

>>41106944
same hun, same

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never been able to figure out if i actually have dysphoria or if im just ugly, i just need another 10 years to figure it out

>>41107137
why not both?

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I have this face structure but the mid version, native american-ish

i have envy at this one mtf girl

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>>41107635
I look like this

>>41103855
I NEVER ACT LIKE A GIRL!!
yhesuz wept ppl, get real and strong shoot the capital T with be, know what I'm sayin'?
[remembers that it forgot to shoot up E2 this week]

>>41104209
periods would suck but still be 100% worth it and being able to get pregnant would be a gift from God

>>41105494
mogs me. next question

Chasers act so fucking gross

>>41110035
porn brained weirdos acting like gross porn brained weirdos? Yea that'll do it

>>41110035
The chaser at the bar keeps making eye contact with me. I think he can tell

i want to be a futa but also want to be a normal cis woman at the same time how am i this unsure about my own body

>>41104209
When I was very young and dumb I used to tell my parents I wanted to have five kids when I grew up. They thought I meant being a father but no, I always wanted to be the mom.

taking hrt is so scary

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have you guys ever told anyone irl about these issues? i'm taking them to the grave.

>>41112505
I learned to keep my mouth shut about it at an early age, everyone has probably forgotten by now. I'll never share this with anyone again.

>>41112505
I heard about gay conversion camps when I was like 8 and even though trans wasn't something I was really aware of back then, I did have the ability to connect the dots and assumed voicing the wish to be a girl would land me in a similar situation, so I decided to never, ever speak of it.

>>41112505
Its an open secret with my friends thanks to my alcoholism. They probably think I pornbrained myself

man i love being high and listening to steely dan
>>41112505
i told a hookup because i was blackout and for whatever reason felt the need to. have never talked to him again

>>41112320
Socially coming out is more scary

i don't like sounding melodramatic but i really do feel like i'm in hell

I wish I got to at least try being a tranny when I had the chance

>>41112996
i literally told my friends i want to be a woman on multiple occasions while drunk

>>41112996
>>41113884
scary
have they ever said anything about it?

>>41112505
I’ve worn a full face of makeup around my friends once and nobody mentioned it, I’ve also gotten some comments asking if “I want to do a genderfluid type thing” and I just don’t respond

>>41113899
Theyre very good friends and basically were willing to accept whatever outcome

crying again.

>>41114051
I want to but I can't

>>41084505
can i still be a repper if i started hrt as a minor but don’t plan on social trooning ever? or is that just stolen valor from the real repchads?

>>41114599
you can be anything you want (except female)

I've been repping since I was 17 and I'm 24 now. I'm retarded and still repping but have an important question. If I lose weight while on E, will my breast development and fat redistribution get fucked up because I'm on a calorie deficit and not eating as much?

>>41114614
probably best to ask /hrtgen/ instead of the thread where nobody is on hrt, but i really don't see why they should be fucked up if your levels are good the entire time

>>41114614
same but i've been repping since i was 14 and i'm 24 now
it's odd being able to remember a decade ago, and how even then I felt the same way
also about your question, sorry idk lol

>>41114614
Yes if you get underweight. Get to your target weight and maintain ASAP.

>>41114632
>the thread where nobody is on hrt
Anon lately it seems like most people here are on HRT and it's only us hopeless old grandpas who are holding out.

>>41114599
fuck you no
go be happy retard

>>41114636
they're a vocal and obnoxious minority who need to GTFO

hey a babydollanons love you

>>41114599
please stop baiting in the thread where we go to be miserable in peace

>>41114614
No, breast development is unrelated to your weight. Breasts will be bigger or smaller depending on your current weight but that does not change their normal size. Fat men have breasts, they don't when they're thin.
There's no point transitioning if you're fat with no intention to lose weight as passive redistribution rates are so low. Male fat will stay male forever basically, you only burn an incredibly small amount passively that would then be redistributed. So, you should be losing weight and ideally shouldn't start hrt at all until you're a healthy weight.
Research weight cycling for troons.

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>>41112505
I told my ex friends. That's why they're no longer my friends.

>>41113847
I was trans for half my 20s and only regret it. It's not worth it unless you pass or are at least cute with a support network.

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>>41112505
i told my mom that i have crossdressed and am agp. at one point i wanted to get on hrt but she refused and now i basically just say it was a phase/obsession and im over it (which is pretty much true)

i want to die

lovebombing reppers until they transition

>>41115479
it will never happen

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whats the line between being a person who fantasizes about being other things and a repper? i think me being a woman would make me way happier but i know i have responsibilities in life and forget about it the next day, i have no strong feelings about transitioning or my body except that one time i went as she/her to my friends online before just going back to he/they, my brain has tried going "you'll never be a real women/mother now be sad" when i'm being stupid to make me do stupid things and i always went "wow thats an odd thought" instead of being saddened by it, can i call myself a repper or is that stolen valor for true dysphorics

>>41115304
AGP isnt real stop caring about it wtf

its literally the VACCINES CAUSE AUTISM of trans

>>41115304
This is exactly what happened with me and my mom. Told her I secretly crossdressed. Wanted HRT but she refused. Later told her I was over it. Except I ended up transitioning 2 years later anyway.

it's so humiliating being a submissive male repper. i'll never be a real man

>>41115617
It's hard to believe anything is really honest. I think a lot of people are changed because of the degree of sexual demoralization their subject to.

>>41115926
>>41115917
Case in point

I am not repressing anything anymore
just pbsessing over if I was ever trans
hrt took me to the ends of the earth and back
im glad for it
but i gotta grow up and give up on fantasies of freedom
im alive not thanks to them
thus i move on
I hope I can
yeah...im lonely in this. no new chapters
no new living. Just sient resignation. a small death so that the rest of me can live
im sorry the most to that name i choose. buried only in my memory. Goodbye to you then.

submissive male reppers are the lowest of the low. we're the scum of the earth

>>41114614
>>41114633
Is 24 the Magic repper age or something. I do feel like all the excitement in life is gone after repping for the last decade and reaching my mid 20s.

>>41117291
i stopped repping at 24 now am happy

>>41117291
24 is when my life fell apart instead desu.

>>41117291
god i wish i was 24 again

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the world turning on trannies makes it so much easier to rep

>>41117345
>i stopped repping at 24
same, though I went on to detrans and resumed repping

Can repping cause aphasia?

>>41118427
repping causes brain damage so maybe

i want to be a cis woman but i also am agamp and sometimes think having a dick is hot but other times feel like a gross moid for using my dick

what did i do to deserve this

I love cock

What does it mean that I wanna get fucked by older hairy MEN in a wig, lipstick, makeup, but I am repulsed by thoughts of having female physical features and presenting as a (yuck) woman?

tldr I want penis in my faggot (virgin with men) mouth

I wanna be treated like shit, my pathetic mouth for men to put their dicks in and call me a pathetic tranny and not a real man, but only in sex

>>41120121
I have a weird fetish

I wish I was one of the most prominent transphobic voices on Twitter and then exposed for sucking cock and crossdressing

tfw still no bf to dote on who'll tell me it'll all be okay
>>41120121
idk friend sounds like you should go try that

>>41120203
omg i want a vid of me doing that to end up outed by it like alex jones with that bumper showing his open browser tabs
it would be the ultimate humiliation

>>41105494
5 and 6 are my freaking girlfriends

help me

>>41120643
sent ;)

>>41120840
what did you send me

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>>41120864
a gift from one repper to another

>>41120950
>he was going to get srs without ever doing hrt
i KNEEL

>>41117431
literally me but it was 23 and i turned 24 during it all falling apart

>>41120950
i don't think that will help

>>41117497
it really doesn't for me, now I'm just extra stressed out all the time
it was easier when people weren't talking about trannies constantly and I could just disassociate into my fantasies in peace

>>41121195
yeah repping was a million times easier before this
like I was able to just insulate myself from trans spaces before and then would go long enough without thinking about why I felt bad and was able to convince myself I was just depressed with a fetish
now every fucking day i have to hear about it and be reminded why i'm repping

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>>41120994
How long's your fall apart been? Ten years and counting for me.

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How is your healthy repression going?
Captcha vhrt2k

>>41117497
i picked a bad time to start estrogen

>>41117291
24 is the age i completely lost my mind and decided to troon (which failed)

>>41121195
Same

next hread: >>41121761

>>41121301
uhhh, like a year, i turned 24 this year

>>41121868
Are we all 24?

>>41121900
maybe.......

>>41121868
Whoo boy, anon you better try and get yourself together or you'll end up as a sad wreck like me. One little stumble's not a big deal.

>>41122997
i'll try, thanks