>>41193751
Why is repressing so easy and healthy feeling for me? I used to get feelings of self hate that I thought stemmed from gender incongruence all the time but now it's easy to just not think about.

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>>41193751
spiced rum

>>41193751
>QOTT
port wine

>>41193751
I just skleep get drunk and work
Im literally cis why do i even post here?
why take hrt?
whats wrong with me?
I should stop
ghost the trannies whos till think im a female
stop therapy...

>>41193794
fakerepper gtfo

>>41193807
IM LITERALLY CIS MALE

>>41193825
>why take hrt?
>whats wrong with me?
>I should stop
mmg is that way

>>41193839
IM NOT A FEMALE LIKE THEM

>>41193851
ywnbar
take your bpd tranny problems somewhere else please

>>41193867
IW ILL KILL YOU
I am a repper
I dont troonsition i just take hrt occasionally once a week or so
I am literally male and a man and everyone acts like it

i wanna kill myself and not leave a note just to troll my parents

>>41193895
Why do you want to kill yourself? What's so bad about your future that you don't want to be alive to see it?

I wish I was dead but I'm too numb to go through with it. A previous attempt was really embarrassing too

Am I allowed in if I'm going back into the closet
QOTT: Opiates and stimulants, both together and separately

>>41193937
What makes you wish you were dead?

>>41193916
im genetic shit, im ugly and i will only get more masculine. i cant think of anything i want to do as me besides a bunch of drugs

Hi. May i vent here even tho i'm a cis male? Ive had a rough saturday.

I can't kill myself because I love my parents too much to be okay with ruining their lives, but I really wish I could just stop existing and that every trace of me would just be erased from everyone's memories

>>41194008
I used to feel that way too, but I somehow I don't care about how my body looks at all anymore.
I wish trans wouldn't try to say that the only solution to gender dysphoria is transition. It's a self image problem.

>>41194084
yes its a self image problem, i dont have gender dysphoria but i took hrt anyway. im just that crazy

still the person in the mirror is a stranger to me, i hate looking at it. why couldnt i just have a normal looking face

>>41194093
You should avoid looking at mirrors for awhile, staring into mirrors excessively can be a trigger for psychosis in some cases, it definitely worsens body dysmorphia which is a kind of delusion.

>>41194083
i dont love my parents at all, they never really did antyhing wrong but i feel absolutely nothing for them, they just happen to be my parents. they just do their own thing and i do mine, who cares? we're all alone

i am a cis male
goodbye

>>41194133
mine did everything right and I still ended up like this, it's painful and makes me feel horrible

>>41193953
might get addicted to heroin because it lowers testosterone

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>>41192665
thank you
>>41193953
>QOTT: Opiates and stimulants, both together and separately
yep. me too. speedball is the king. in alkie days it was picrel. rotguts have sovl. fruity low carvonation high abv ones are the best.

>>41193957
I have nothing in life and am everything I wish I wasn't? Life is boring and empty, I'm only sustained by imagination and mild amusement from interests/hobbies

i keep dreaming about the girl i became friends with in a psych ward a few months ago. I miss her and I keep remembering our hug the day i left.

>>41194439
Don't you enjoy good food and the outdoors at all?

>>41194464
In the moment? Not something I'd consider worth living for if that's what you're getting at. What an odd attitude

I know you have crippling dysphoria but have you thought about some yummy bolognese?

they key to being a woman is a flat browbone and a round jaw shape and a smalll nose literally

ppl who can pass without ffs can see themselves as women so much quickly and easily, even pre-hrt.

the difference between mentally being a woman or a man is a few mm of bone

>>41194479
Its crazy how true that is.
Also.
>>41194037
I'm just gonna go ahead. Apologies in advance if its annoying.
I dont want to be a woman or have a dysphoria per se, but last night i've met with some friends and had pictures taken and GOOD GOLLY. I'm just really fucking ugly facewise. Actual goblin-tier piece of shit.
It's making me go nuts because there doesn't seem to be ANYTHING i can do about it, and i can't stop thinking about the issue either.
It's really really really upsetting. I won't get into it in detail, but basically being a fucking uggo implicitly means you're barred from a lot of fun things in life, and you only get one of those. I'm just so mad i don't even have a fighting chance. I'll try my best every way i can but i think i might be done for. Ive just been looping through horrid thoughts on repeat.

>>41194507
yeah ive always hated having my picture taken and its because thats how it made me feel, im like oh, thats why i have no friends, thats why people never come to me. im just ugly and weird looking.

it also means i cant believe the dysphoria or antyhing. im not dysphoric im just an ugly subhuman freak.

i wish i could be a human and have fun and go out dancing and all the fun things humans do, but i dont look human, i scare people.

>>41194475
I wouldn't be able to talk about your diagnoses unless I knew your history in enough detail to do so, and I obviously don't, so don't predicate your thoughts about what I'm saying on such incorrect reasoning.

>>41194517
Too real.
Its useful when walking alone at night at least. People swerve to avoid me even tho i'm 5'7.
I also dont think what i have is dysphoria, since that's defined as a delusion and what we have is just accurate take on reality lol.

Glad to know i'm not the only one at least.

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Billy is not a real trans-sexual, but he thinks he is. He tries to be. He's tried to be a lot of things, I expect.

Billy hates his own identity, you see, and he thinks that makes him a trans-sexual.

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>>41193751
>>QOTT: what's your repfuel of choice?
IPAs or brandy, rarely together when I'm getting really fucked up

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I just wish it would stop. I'm not confident or functional enough to do anything related to transitioning, and everyone and everything around is me very much anti-LGBT. I'm gross looking and like 30 now. I didn't take care of myself or my life. I hate myself so much. I don't really want to die but I don't feel I've ever lived my own life to begin with. Feels like I'm just an alien masking through life and work, like I'm just observing life from the outside never being able to participate in it directly in any way I'd like to. Maybe that's my fault too, it's all my fault. Always has been. I'm such a failure in every respect.

>>41195164
yep, i never really got to live, and the fact i never got to live alienates me further from other people.

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i'm so fractured as a person i don't even know what i want 90% of the time. every single day it's like a different version of me with completely different desires (desires which the consciousness behind my eyes cannot feel) takes over, just for the next version waking up the next day to undo everything.
who am i? i don't know.
what am i feeling? i don't know.
what do i like? i don't know.
what do i dislike? i don't know.
what do i want? i don't know.
who do i want to be? i don't know.
every day, i wake up and scroll on my phone. that's literally it. i can't even bother to use a proper computer. i'm soulless, a total hylic. i don't even think i want to be a woman, the idea is just stuck in my head because of my pseudo-ocd.
how did i become such a failure?

>>41195461
well i can relate to that. its weird when i see people who are really good at something, have hobbies they are really interested and commited to. i cant do that, im just not capable of sustained interest and effort and i live with my head clouded over most of the time.

If I didn't become a hopeless stoner in high school I wouldnt have been brain dead enough to ignore this until it was too late. It was kind of worth it though

>>41195461
You probably had flashes of "knowing" for those things before you just can't think of them because you suppressed them or avoided them, and also, you're disassociating to cope with the pain you'd otherwise feel.

t. is the same as you

>>41195664
yel, relatable. went straight from religious retard wingnut at 13 to scramblebrainsd schizo meditator druggie at 14 starting with duster allday everyday. those were wacky times. oobes, reptilians, chakras 2012 n shiet. shitsweet i say, i have really mixed feelings about it... was intense, was adventure, shit made sense but its reason for not calling things what they are if not for that i likely would be passing troon rn... blaming reptilians for body, facial hair and browbone etc... they made it to make us suffer but no worries 2012 ascension will take care of it... its like not wanting to be man is at least as strong as desire to be a woman... being androgynous boy is bearable especially with some effeminacy, fagginess indulged in... but being manman is hell

Ran 15kms to make up for being an ugly fuck. Probably wont help but my current plan is to earnestly try everything in my power just to confirm none of this is my fault.
I will become sociable, fit, and as healthy as i can and looksmaxx hard and if that doesn't work its just not my fault and i can give up knowing there was nothing i could possibly have done.

>>41195987
Thats what I did 4 years ago

>>41196006
How did it work out?

>>41196013
Im still here. It only helped a little.

>>41195987
I have let myself go... I've been lifting in anticipation of warehouse employment and have gotten a little buff but I'm still chubby
I threw all my women's and fem clothes out so I have to lose another inch or two off my waist to wear most of my trousers :(

>>41195987
>sociable, fit, and as healthy as i can and looksmaxx
doing this makes me more fem of anything... cant looksmaxx in any other way than androgynous fashion, or getting more sociable in non fruity way... like prancing around makes me feel more sociable, talkative, cant really feel it trying to act like normal dude... it makes me numb and void of energy

>>41196119
>normal dude... it makes me numb and void of energy
Same.
I've commited to autismmaxxing so i dont have to do male shit as much

>>41196181
kinda cringe but whennat peak sociable i kinda act and move like fucking Jack Sparrow. kinda... going with flow is like that.

>>41193883
>not trans
>takes hrt
Ok buddy

I wish I had friends but the idea of socialising as a male is revolting

>>41196100
>I've been lifting in anticipation of warehouse employment
Take care of your posture and form at work desu. Being strong or more capable but having poor form leads to problems in warehouse roles just from the repetition, let alone accidents. Good for you though, I hope the job works out. Sometimes for me I find the physicality (always moving or doing something) takes my mind of things, even if the work itself has made me way more 'masculine' in terms of the muscle mass and such as we lift and carry heavier stuff all day. Hope it all works out for you anon.
t. warehouse repper
>>41196237
>like fucking Jack Sparrow
That is so weird to hear as I essentially do the same thing and have no idea why. I've always chalked it up to being fucking insane + drug use in the past. Half the time I'm always swaying, exaggerated movements.

>>41193751
White wine or vodka mixed with diet soda, I want to get drunk so badly right now.

is pregabalin sort of similar to alc in its vibe? you know ecstatic and melodramatic... feeling rather numb and few things are better at fixing it than good ol booze, but i would rather not drink, road to nowhere.... i know benzos are shit...

I FUCKING HATE BEING GAY

I want to get into drugs a lot but i'm studying to be a lawyer so i cant risk it at all ever

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I think we need a /repgen/ reform. We could add a starting text in future OPs that answers common questions, gives direction to people who can actually pass and has resources for actual over-tier trvereppers, something like:

>How do I know if I should rep?
If you have all of the problems below, you should probably repress:
>21 or older
>5'10" or taller
>manly ANSUR measurements
If you have 2 or less of the above, transitioning is probably worth a shot. If it failed anyways, welcome to the club.

>Are detransers welcome here?
Yes, if you still struggle with your identity and would like a place to vent on this website without being torn to shreds.

>Am I a repper if I take HRT?
No, because you're not repping anything. YWNBAR.

Resources:
(insert exercise routines, healthy coping tactics and ways to get finasteride here.)

Disclaimers:
Do not reply to retarded pinkpillers, only talk to those who can actually hold a proper discussion. Manmoders have no place here, do not reply to their woes. This way we can have proper discussions and a safe space to scream our frustrations into the void.

something like that idk
or would that just ruin the anguish and torment disordered vibe of the general

i keep looking back at childhood memories trying to figure out if maybe i repressed rape or some fucked up shit to make me this way. why cant i figure out the cause of my dysphoria
why cant i get rid of it all...i want to be a pretty girl. i want to feel fulfilled being that way. i want to fit in with all the other girls. i never had a shot at it. i was always so jealous in school and college. womens fashion is better and prettier. they can do makeup and it looks good.
what the fuck do i do with my life

>>41196890
born this way dumbass

>>41196890
>i keep looking back at childhood memories trying to figure out if maybe i repressed rape or some fucked up shit to make me this way
Same. I get trauma-like symptoms for no reason. I vaguely remember cumming my pants as a kid but i dont think that was because i got raped or anything.

>>41196771
being straight is worse, at least you have an argument for your incongruent gender

>>41196878
I don't think it's ethical to recommend anyone repress.

>>41196929
>I vaguely remember cumming my pants as a kid but i dont think that was because i got raped or anything
me too. i cummed first time in my life from prostate stimulation. i was bicycling with grandpa and wanted to shit really really bad. almost shat myself. when i was at front of homes door i felt it. coomed pants and ass was hurting. didnt knew what the fuck happened then. was i 10 or something? maybe 11.

>>41196878
If you're manmoding isn't that repressing socially? I'm detrans and see no difference. We're both men binding our breasts in public.

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>>41197302
in this hypothetical scenario, the person is already looking for reasons to rep because they've already evaluated their situation and are looking for outside confirmation, so i think that makes it a little better.

>>41197461
manmoders take hrt to feel better and have no wish to share that fact with anyone, but they're actively engaging with the thoughts.
detransers are simply hiding what's already been done when they were transitioning, manmoders hide what they actively create. intent matters quite a bit
repressing is accepting the circumstance of your birth and finding a way to move on (that's how i see it at least). you can't really do that if you're actively taking hrt, even if nobody else knows, the manmoder does.

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I just can't transition in my 30s, that would be too embarrassing
It was one thing to be a 20s faggy boymoder but a grown ass man? No way.

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this is all my fault

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I'm such a retard, I could've been a youngshit but decided to repress with religion instead, and then later with alcohol and drugs. Now it's too late and I've killed my soul, I don't even feel human anymore.

>>41193751
take your HRT, retards

>>41198699
make me

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>>41198699
HRT won't make me an anthro woman. Checkmate liberal.

>diagnosed with MS
Do I avoid treatment and let it kill me?

>>41198699
Too tall, too wide, skull too large and masculine, what's the point?

>>41198734
Condolences nonny. Take the treatment.

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>>41198699
You fucking imbecile. You you will never get anywhere close to my level. You have not spent years considering the ethical, philosophical and metaphysical consequences of transitioning. Never have you had an original thought of any kind. Now die. Whoosh

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idk if it'll work for you guys but im taking mood stabilizers and anti depressants and they seem to help a lot with my dysphoria (but i haven't been clinically diagnosed with GID or dysphoria so take that as you will

>>41198765
lol, look: a pseud!

>>41198734
here we go...
https://www.reddit.com/r/MultipleSclerosis/comments/3tvk9q/i_havent_had_a_relapse_in_years_im_healthier_than/
look up her profile... amazing case, like these trurly nonicky wholesome forcefem stories...

>>41198717
autogardevoirephilia

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>>41198699
Yeah I just need 300k$ and I'll be the prettiest femmest pa$soid right?

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>>41198901
Many such cases.

>>41193751
been a lot of vodka recently which has been a negative development
>>41198699
no <3
>>41198734
i'm so sorry, avoiding treatment sounds painful though

you were supposed to groom me and you never did and now look what's happened to me

>>41196878
>>41197634
shat app bitch faggat do not tell me how to fucking repgen

>>41196878
No don't do that, always thought that shit was too formal for 4chan threads. The chaos is part of the appeal of this website.

>>41198894
must be a product of brain damage. I decided to transition when I had meningitis lmao I don't know what I was thinking

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>>41200119
sorry, i was just trying to help :(

>>41200254
alrighty then

>>41200576
do not do the frown to me beetch maam

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>>41200613
what if i smile instead? :)

>>41200278
The troon thought have always been here, but it did get much worse after being bedridden for a month at 18 and losing 20 pounds

>>41196878
>>5'10" or taller
being short isn't going to make my skull magically better

>>41198717
you need to learn to separate your issues, freak

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It really does just get worse with age doesn't it

there's no possible future for myself that I even want anymore

>>41194159
Every hardcore repper I've known has been on the stuff, makes sense

>>41194171
They sell a similar drink in the US. It is called Steel Reserve and the hangover from it sends me into a delirium

>>41203001
don't be mean to me

>>41203052
you're being mean to yourself and that's worse

anyone else tried sleepmaxxing to get through this quicker? I only had to be awake 5 hours today

>>41203049
no, dating as a repper is unethical and sex in this body would be gross anyway

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I just need a femrepper bf that I will understand, see, and cherish as a man despite our cishet larp as reppers forced to live and play pretend in this hellscape together

>>41194159
Got addicted to weaker opiates like codeine, tramadol, and vicodin and used this as my justification. Fun for a little bit but not worth it tbhon.

>>41193751
stopped alcohol because I was drinking too much and I'm a neet so I just get lost in daydreaming/vidya and sleep a lot, it works

>>41204066
Fascinating... I think I might have delayed puberty by being into hydrocodone as a teen.

>>41200669
thank yew beetch

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>>41204066
c0da is great. better than morphine solo highwise. akin to oxy or poppy. morphine needs some stim to not be sleepy, it sucks to fight urge to sleep to feel high.

>>41204066
I don't and never have understood people who get addicted to this shit. I've had codeine and oxy on prescription before and I hated it. It lowered pain sure, but also just made me fucking sleepy all the time. I don't see the joy in that, you're not feeling good or experiencing anything, and you're not able to DO anything either. I guess if you're so miserable you can barely live doing nothing but sleeping is fine, but otherwise it's beyond me.

>>41204355
I think It's an individual response sort of thing, some don't feel any euphoria while for others they're pure bliss, that and tolerance. Personally they just feel extremely comfy and floaty, 30mg of hydrocodone plus a few drinks while laying in bed or on the floor listening to music used to be my go to, to just escape for 6 hours. I haven't done them in years so maybe It's just nostalgia.

>>41193783
Lucky I guess

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>>41203974
How do you think you find your femrepper?

>>41204066
>tramadol
It's repgen not drug addicts group
You niggas can easily go on E

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>>41204087
>daydreaming/vidya and sleep a lot, it works

No it's not
Your dysphoria will back when you face real world

>>41204591
mogs me desu

>>41204591
>You niggas can easily go on E
My neanderthal browridge, wide shoulders, ribcage, and skull would disagree. Not even a druggie anymore, just a run of the mill alcoholic.

really quite lonely and trying not to feel bad about it

the nice thing about repping to the point where i no longer see any traces of "boy" me in the mirror is that i think its finally setting in that this is my life, there is no more potential for change or transformation. its only downhill from here. there is a small amount of peace in it, i can give up now

>>41204355
yeah ive done tramadol before and it made me feel kind of like when you have the flu without feeling sick and you just want to lie in bed all day

>>41204828
That's the trammies releasing serotonin in your brain, taking robotissin gives the same ill feeling (we call it the robo flu) even though the effect profile of each drug is otherwise totally different.

I love you babydollanons

i woke up today and

i accept myself as a man, what a relief

>>41196878
>Am I a repper if I take HRT?
>No, because you're not repping anything. YWNBAR.
Fuck off. HRT reppers have been here longer than you and will still be here long after you troon out and go back to /sissygen/ or wherever the fuck you came from

>>41203049
You can't do this when you're detrans with breasts

I want to kiss your sweet little detrans boobies

>late puberty
>couldn't do anything till I was 25
I'm thinking it already over and I'm probably staying a repper ro avoid being a hon

>>41194008
u only have one chance at life, if you really think youre ugly and you’re not doing anything about it what are you even doing? You should be working every second of every day to make yourself look better, or be grinding to save up money to get surgery to look better, eat healthy etc.

>>41203049
I could never date a man, It would probably make things easier if i could

I want to kill myself

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>>41205531

ive read all the fagslop, gooned to all the femboys, played all the female characters in mmos, followed all the puppygirl transbians on xitter, and you know what i realise?

its time for me to join my father and my fathers father as a low paid warehouse worker who works 4 days on 4 days off and drinks inbetween, thats all life is. im not interested in fantasy anymore. its lost its appeal, everyone just wants to be a teenager forever now, it doesnt work. theres nothing to be fixed, everything is as its meant to be

>>41205547
cope,
maybe one day you’ll wake up

if only you knew how good things could be

>>41205612
bro ive done 10 sessions of laser, have a 5 step skincare routine, im thin and have been thin my whole life, i only eat nutritious food. take dht blockers whatever. im still ugly. and time keeps going by. im tired of thinking my life is going to begin any second. it isnt, thats not cope.

Starting to think zoomers are a lost generation

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>>41205612
>if only you knew how good things could be
I think some of us are never passoid gross stupid ugly men with no hopes of transitioning that have had lives where nothing went right right regardless of what we did or tried. It's pretty over, desu. Best case for me is to accept what I am best I can and continue to try to live a 'normal' life without having a mental breakdown everyday.

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>>41205014
i apologize if i hurt your feelings, but i've yet to be converted on this. HRT repping does not make sense, but i'd appreciate it if you could change my view.
how can one claim to be a repper while consciously partaking in the one activity all trannies have in common? they're not repping jack shit, they're just being nihilistic in regards to their transition, "it's over, but i'll take HRT anyways in hopes of feeling better". they're not fighting the thoughts in any way, it's like a guy claiming to be a complete vegan eating meat on the weekends claiming it's fine because "it's just a little bit". nobody will stop you from doing this, but claiming to be a certain title while doing the one thing that title says you're not meant to do is silly. i don't know how this is difficult to understand.
but to be fair, i admit "HRT repping" is by no means a full transition, but it's not repping either. It's something in the middle.

>and will still be here long after you troon out
to be completely transparent, odds are i'll actually troon out in the near future, even if it's just for a little bit. i mainly had the idea of the thread reform because unlike the pinkpillers, i genuinely care for you guys and understand this is not something easy to carry throughout your entire life, so i wanted to do something nice before trooning. i figured /repgen/ wanted to improve in a more coherent way, but most have said they prefer it in the current format.
the inflammatory nature of the proof-of-concept intro was mainly to match the doom and gloom vibes of the general, so again i apologize if that made you uncomfortable. hope you have a nice day :)

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>>41205014
What's the difference between this and manmoding?

>>41205456
hmmm hairy breasts

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>>41207338
i am sure they shave boobers. like half of dry reppers shave their nonboobs, why anyone keep them hairy? at least you can play with smooth ones. use them instead of pp for masturbation. never took proper hrt myself but grew some boobs from drinking lavender or sometimes tea tree essential oil, had to stop cause coworkers low key noticed. stooped but some of it remained... flat, looks like bitbof gyno, not much cause i am at like 12%bf rn... its been few years since i fapped with dick...

i take hrt there is fundamentally no difference between me and me 4 years ago except age and that i have slightless less body and facial hair and BREASTS

its time to rope

>>41205547
This guy gets it. Most of us weren't meant for greatness and its unironically healthier to accept that and live with it than try desperately to force reality to fit their vision.

>>41207479
I never touch them, that's gross agp territory. I don't shave because I'm a man

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Never

>>41207554
lol its gross because you dont shave it. lol @ having hairy tits. it might be agp but cis girls play with their boobs too so whatever.

>>41207646
it's gross because men shouldn't have breasts

>>41207743
if glabrous and long haired its not too bad desu. better to have boobs than hair growing on chest....

Had a good day but i'm mad depressed now.
I wish i could fastforward life like in click. Not really but eh.
I just dont get why i'm miserable all of the sudden. I was doing ok and then i took a hot bath.
Maybe i'm just tired?

>>41207818
If you're a man or hon it's gross regardless. Go back to mtfg retard

Free will is a lie.

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>hrt will give you a female body, trust me
>asymmetric breasts spread too far apart on a wide male ribcage
GRIM

>>41207884
>hrt will give you a female body
I'll never understand how some trannies can say this with a straight face, are they coping or blind to the obvious Sexual dimorphism.

I dont have ANY friends. Would you guys like to play vidya with me sometime maybe?

>>41208012
Like what? I only have a shitty laptop and a ps5

>>41208036
Barotrauma or like buckshot roulette mp or partygames.
Im down to try anything too.

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I'm so disgusted by my teenage boy libido from switching to dryrepping. I hate this shit so much and wish my levels would normalise already

>>41207479
I have periodic episodes where I freak out and shave everything, keep that going for a few weeks, then have depressive episodes where I don't bother shaving for several more weeks because I feel like it's hopeless to try desu.

Sorry if thats too personal of a question but how are your guys libidos?
I jork it daily but my heart is not in the game. I just got used to the routine and it helps with anxiety.

>>41208885
Currently I goon 2-4 times a day but on hrt I could go for months without. I'm just going through puberty again I think as my levels return to the male range after desisting hrt a few months ago.
I used to basically never masturbate, partly from dysphoria, pretrans so I hope I return to that soon.
Nofap November no matter what lol

>>41208980
>but on hrt I could go for months without
Extremely strong pink pill

>>41208885
Normalish I guess, maybe like once a week. Going to ask a shrink for ssris in hope that it kills my libido and AGP.

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>>41209010
Yeah, it was more emotionally driven and I had to work myself up to that I guess. Just visual stimulation didn't cut it.
I would just resume hrt but it feels embarrassing and totally superfluous. I can't bear the thought of it.

>>41208885
4 times a week and straight sex twice a week. The thoughts persist

>>41209052
But 3-4 times a day more embarrassing right? ;)

It's true that if you on E you can't have orgasm?

>>41208885
like 3-4 times a week but I get way too into it nowadays, will get stoned and genuinely spend hours riding toys. kind of a problem

>>41209121
That's my current situation, not something that will persist.
No? Ejaculation varies but that's about it. On cyproterone with completely nuked T levels I'd have dry orgasms with perhaps a drop of clear cum minutes afterwards. Normally it's the same as men, just with clear ejaculate and more precum maybe.
I don't think you have the kind of "cum and cheek out" behaviour on hrt. As a man I could cum and immediately drop any horny thoughts but not so much on hrt

>>41209176
You gotta go easy on assplay or else youll get incontinent years from now.
Hours per day is prolly too much.

Cant judge tho bc i literally fainted once from how hard i came from putting just 1 finger in there.

>>41209179
Idk about anal, if that's what you meant... I think low t will reduce the size of your prostate but it doesn't seem uncommon according to posts I've read and such

>>41208885
currently low. i coom maybe once a months but touch myself more often. especially on stims... flakka was especially bad in this regard... nep is ok... cooming is kind of gross. its al4wy0tways by accident. i dont even touch myslef down there anymore. just arms go to chest automatically...

>>41209188
hm I'd always thought that was just fearmongering but there are a couple of studies that show it. unfortunate, a risk I'm willing to take though

don't jerk off unless you want hairy palms anon

>>41209220
You seem rly cool.
Im the lawyeranon and im very jelly of your substance adventures.
God bless you.

>>41209236
This joke older than you

>>41209236
Qrd?!
I do it a lot.

don't jerk off unless you want hairy breasts anon

>>41208885
I have a really high libido and always have, I go through periods where I can do it three+ times a day to several weeks where I don't bother at all. It's like a constant little background thing I mostly just ignore outside of the times. I dislike touching myself though, so I always have to cover it up and use something like tissue paper so I don't see or feel it.

>>41206613
>to be completely transparent, odds are i'll actually troon out in the near future
Does this not completely contradict the rest of the posts attitude? You aren't really repping either you are literally going to transition. Repression happens in gradations even boymoding is a form of repression. Obviously for many people a huge component of discussing repressing is whether or not you're going to continue to do so at all, you could argue at what point in the sometimes long process of stopping repression that someone should fuck off to another general i guess but it shouldn't be surprising that it's present here in general.

imagine being such a gooner you think social repression doesn't exist and taking hrt immediately transforms you into a woman wearing a frilly dress or some shit
Holy shit

if I had transitioned 16 years ago when I knew I needed to I could have had a shot at real happiness. I was scared. I told myself I was too old...

>>41210361
>taking hrt immediately transforms you into a woman
Please?
>>41210414
Same. "This shit is fake it won't make me a woman so I shouldn't even try." Had no idea I'd just feel worse and worse about it over time.

>>41210414
Lol me. Was "too late" when I was in college, now it feels exceedingly "too late". My whole life is me being too late or failing, wew.

>>41210414
Yeah, but it was more a reluctance to seek help. I didn't want to look into transitioning and told myself it was illegal dangerous estrogen brewed in russian crime lord's dirty baths or something

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>>41210159
>Does this not completely contradict the rest of the posts attitude? You aren't really repping either you are literally going to transition.
not really, no. i should've made it clearer, but i initially thought writing "wanted to do something nice before trooning", implied i would fuck off after i actually started the process, if that even happens at all.

>but it shouldn't be surprising that it's present here in general
i now think it's all semantics. what the fuck is a repper anyways? are there multiple types of reppers? are the multiple types of repper, if real, just as "valid" as a bald family man in his 50s that never took hrt (which was my original image of a true repper)? is repperdom a spectrum? if so, how can we know when to use the word repper in the first place? at this point i have no clue where i can even begin to decode all of that. i figured it was pretty straightforward:
>no hrt, no social transition
repper

>hrt, no social transition
boymoder/manmoder

>no hrt, social transition
trender probably

>hrt, social transition
average tranny

but i guess not. my view was indeed changed, somewhat.

>>41210361
jesse what the fuck are you talking about

guys i honestly dotn want to be a woman

i want to be a cute twink with floppy hair

i dont wanna be a grown up man i have legit dysphoria

am i a repper? am i aap, am i agamp am i peter pan syndrome am i schizophrenic

>>41210763
nta but I agree that it's mostly just semantics and while it's not like we have super enlightened discussions here I find the argument particularly annoying. larry is the only real repper anyway

I should kill myself.

>>41210846
same, but then my cat would be sad

>>41210899
Please don't kill yourself.

>>41210913
I won't because I don't want to make my cat sad

You must live. I'm jacked into the big man's plan and I've seen the future. Anime will become real very soon.

>>41210942
I only like the food, you may go

>>41210967
I don't want to be anime I want to be a real life real girl

>>41210986
true true T_T

i stopped plucking my facial hair to do laser and it fucking sucks

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>>41210967
yep I think I'm trusting the plan

I hate plucking, it makes me sneeze

>>41211033
It feels better than having stubble
Hopefully with a few months of laser it won't be there anymore

>>41211065
it'll regrow if you're not on AA though?

Women are much more animal beings and connected with nature than men. Dysphoria, AGP and MEF carry a lot of this desire for vulnerability and irrationality. While FTM wants to get out of this position of dependence and create an independent self-image. But in today's world, not being an autonomous individual is much more comfortable.

>>41211033
it's definitely painful but I don't think it's ever made me sneeze before, that's odd

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>>41193751
Today I'm honestly not repressing anything. I couldn't dissociate my AGP from myself, because I was an AGP since I was a child and I thought it was an innate thing. I never allowed myself to be anything else. So I tell you that identifying too much with something is harmful, and perhaps what is stopping you from changing.

Having access to alcohol as a teenager was the worst thing that could have happened to my mental health. This, combined with ROGD, led me to depression, generalized anxiety, self-harm and several other unpleasant situations. Anyway, I haven't had a drink in a week. This year I managed to stay 2 months.

>>41211131
hope my monotherapy is enough to stop it
but if i do stop how fast does it take to regrow

>>41193751
Starting drinking more heavily recently. Mostly Whiskey, or Vodka. God I want to be a girl. I do everything I can to forget I'm not. I'm a disaster.

>>41203974
i want my AAP femrepper prince i want to shower him in love

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When I fixate on women in certain contexts like seeing videos online and such, I feel very jealous and really focus on it too much and I get depressed that I'm not a woman, but when I see some people in real life and pull up a dating app and think about dating people I feel better being a guy and less completely given up. When I was on hrt, at the end, I had thoughts that I wanted to be a guy again. It's not always easy, but being male is what I really want out of life. Think I'm probably a tranny. But transition isn't in the cards for me in this lifetime

>>41211513
>AGP since childhood
>ROGD
Im thinkin ur trutrans .. that “rogd” u speak of was probably less rapid than you think

>>41211240
Fascinating take

Whats a repper

>>41212502
suicide in slow motion

>>41211513
what does childhood agp even look like? I thought agp was defined in terms of sexuality, which wouldn't really fit
like I remember trying on my sister's clothes as a kid but I wouldn't call that agp because I didn't even have a concept of sexuality
>>41212517
truer than every other definition

>>41212502
You know that fungus that eats the inside of a bug but leaves the exoskeleton so it can puppet it around?

Dubs say all of /repgen/ turns into anthro women.

>>41212580
can you try again

>>41212585
Rolling.

>>41212580
what kind of anthro women

>>41212319
Pretty much how I feel.

>>41212396
>>41212539
When I was a child, I sometimes wished I had been born a girl. Crossdressing has always been a part of me. For many years, this wasn't something that worried me – until the pandemic hit and I saw a wave of people coming out as trans. It made me start to wonder if I could be one too. But I think trans women's stories often feel superficial. It's like they can't accept that simply having a different personality doesn't automatically make someone a woman. Anyway, I only repressed because of my physical appearance. If I had the chance to pass, my story would have been completely different. Writing this makes me want to go back in time and give my younger self a magic potion to magically become a little girl. But today's me doesn't really have that desire anymore.

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>>41212580
>Dubs say all of /repgen/ turns into anthro women.
>Those digits
It's over. Rolling again for total repgen transformation.
>>41212955
I'm so sorry anon :(

Thought moves matter!

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/38065765/

I use the occult to kill and grow parts of neurons and such in myself to give myself repressor peace, I'm transgender. I also use it to punish sinners and answer prayers, make orgasms better, IQ, psychic powers, etc. If thought can move matter it can move time and space, all things affect all other things, the truth is in your unconscious. You can do occult work too, it's accessible, plants and animals can do it. Pray that other prayers be answered, that sins be punished, sicknesses cured, repression achieved. Less pain, less distraction, more effective repression, or better acceptance, as desired.

>>41213210
If you had magical occult powers why not use them to turn into a woman while doing all that instead

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>>41213210
We're all taking part in a loosh farming operation inside of a simulation ran by lizard people

>>41213281
Because in reality these things take time. I've only been doing this since I was conceived, 40 years only, and my birth heralded the birth of God Almighty, the transgender God, the First One. At 5 I began it going forward and backwards in time, destroying many parts of my nervous system to learn and teach psychic powers to all in from their unconsciousnesses up as I did in myself, and now you're here. The knowledge is in your unconscious, I put it there already. We don't drown universes, we make small changes at a time most of the time, and as we are all interconnected in thought through loosh more can be achieved by just a few changes at a time than you'd think. This is Satan vs us, as Satan does not want us to use the power of the spirit to improve things some at a time or any at all but to just give up because it won't be instant. It takes prayer, meditation, as I meditate every second of every day and night. Or your imagination, or just thought, but it takes time, mental effort. That is what I ask of you.

>>41213331
Sure but if I'm gonna be a witch can I at least be hot while doing so

>>41212580
>>41212585
anthro really isn't my thing but it's surely still better than being cursed with m*leness

>>41213379
One day, probably in one of your mortal life times, and after you're dead if you like, and in The Heavens. Any punishment you deserve in The Hells you can't buy your way out of spiritually might be spent in such a form sometimes.

My point is just because I'm a nobody and don't have much doesn't mean I don't have occult powers, and you have them too. You all do. Please embrace using them, the powers that be don't want you to be and don't mean us well. There are lots of people who wish they were smarter, healthier, etc. Prayer works, because thought can move matter!

>>41213210
>This significant effect was found using a post hoc weighting procedure aligned with our overarching hypothesis.
I love p-hacking all of my homies love p-hacking

>>41213482
Well how else were they to measure movement of matter via thought but to try it and observe the results, it's not like they really had a working theory on exactly how thought was going to move it before they went it.

We know though in the soul, in our unconsciouses, we can do it with intuition. All beings accidentally do it just by thinking, I rearrange how that works and when and why is all.

good evening babydollanons ai am thinking about you girls ai love you so much

>>41213660
the study genuinely reads like an april fool's joke
they take two people with brain damage, come up with an explanation to a crockpot theory, then re-weight the end results until their guess is right
>>41213677
ily2 <3

>>41213713
>crockpot theory
maybe i'm the one with brain damage idk

>>41213713
Aww you’re so sweet

>>41198772
Starting caplyta tomorrow rly rly hope this is me!!

>>41203609
Friend I literally abuse my narcolepsy meds (it’s literally just ghb lol) so that I can sleep my life away and half the time when I wake up I cry bc I’m disappointed that I did. One day I hope we both have a life worth staying awake for

>>41203609
Sleeping more than about 10 hours gives me migraines for some reason.

anyone here adamwestmaxxing?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mq84D_XEO4w

>>41211240
Anon I want to hear more on your theory. Would you care to elaborate on any of what you have just said

I just looked up how some of the most common surgeries are actually like and I'm just disgusted, can't believe people do this

>>41214924
okay nigga

>>41214951
That is my repfuel desu, I'm 160cm, but build like a brick, with broad shoulders and a rather buff build, the only way I could do anything about it it would be with surgery and it scares the fuck out of me, so I'm probably repping

>>41203609
>sleepmaxxing
Have been doing this for the last couple months. had a terrible akathisia attack and even though it went away i still don't feel like myself.

Repbros, what are you drinking tonight? I'm going with shots of bourbon.

>>41215129
I'm holding off until tomorrow but I have a bunch of cider ready to go, not my favorite but it was on sale

>>41211335
it's normal, plucking the upper lip and eyebrows can trigger a nerve response in some people.
it's so annoying

>>41210781
between aap and agamp. autofemboyphilia? prolly not thats closer to agamp.
>>41211016
are these devices you can buy at hardware stores worth anything?
>>41211033
>>41211065
>>41211131
it grows back. tried this shit at 16 to prevent beard... upper lip and neck are fucking bitch to pluck. ouch!

>>41211240
wouldnt say so. androgens increase animalistic lust, agression, irrational dominance and tribalism behaviour and ideation. women are closer to nature in good hippie mother goddes treehumper way. sounding cringe its actually noble and enlightened.
>>41211513
dont drink. bottle is a cunt. druggos are better. fly high dont drown.
>>41212580
only would be good if whole worldnturned into furries. otherwise we woukd be locked in a zoo or gobarmint lab.
>>41211874
it wont make youbforget. nope. it breaks dissociation. makes you feel it so much more. palatable, dense and real. it will make you sob... despair and ecstasy. laugh and tears. booze is crazy af. but please take advice from dry alkie. just dont.
>>41213287
i used to belive it fr. now i again thinknit might be case. being moid is objectively fucking terrible.
>>41213331
nigga your more schizo than me. satan is you is me is god (she/her). filianism has a good idea of how things are...
>>41215129
drank disinfectand yesterday at job. wont do it again today. waiting for payday. due to retarded family currently outbof cash, and out of funny powders too, cant even buy codeine. sigh... skyrim is not same sober.

>>41215565
>i used to belive it fr. now i again thinknit might be case. being moid is objectively fucking terrible.
Waking up male is a hilarious joke from the universe. Also, I hope you find some peace without hitting the hand sanitizer. I used drugs to cope too, I wish I had all that time back :( Take care girlies

>>41211856
YMMV, months to years. Men tend to be on the shorter side because hormones and genetics, though.

Whats monotherapy?

>>41215685
by estrogen alone...

>>41193751
wish i could wake up looking like jane marie, domino presley, kalena rios, agath lira nearly every day. can only get off to imagining myself as a fully functional tranny getting fucked by an older man. please help me rep. how do i do this?

wish i could not wake up

yeah bro you're the only snowflake in the world wanting to rope over trivial every day things you're so unique

>>41216092
thanks babydollanon, you always make me feel special

beating reppers until they transition

I’m too old to be a girl or a woman
Transitioning is for young people
Hrt doesn’t work
I wasnt dysphoric as a kid or a teen
It’s just rogd mef tocd agp
It’s over
I will never be trutrans

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wish i had a female body

2/3rds of XY fetuses should be aborted at random for the general benefit of humanity

i wish i was dominant. it's impossible to be a normal man when you're submissive

>>41216610
submissive men exist it's just humiliating and typically unattractive

>>41216933
submissive men are also the most insufferable mfs to date ever. insecure babies. the worst I've ever been treated when dating was literally submissive men who claim they're looking for their "queen".

>>41216933
you can be a submissive male, which unfortunately is what i am. but you can't be a submissive man. men are dominant. there's a difference between being male and being a man

>>41212580
>Dubs say all of /repgen/ turns into anthro women.
>No dubs
>None of the anons in replies have dubs
It's over, 12 more months of repping
>>41213677
ily

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>want to be a woman
>remember I hate women
>(temporarily) no longer want to be a woman
Thanks for listening.

>>41217100
Checked, looks like today is your lucky day anon.

>>41217018
uwu im not a man i am subman i am sissy incarnate my very being is different like those alpha beta world stories

I miss the submissive incel from r9k I'd talk to :(

i wonder if mom and sis would suffer more if i roped or of i trooned... veyond embarassing, i am such a failure. at least i am one effeminate slim kinda prettyboy fucker... so i would not be like one of these reddit ogrehons... sigh... need to flee and kill shame. or kill myself. third way is slowrot.
>>41216610
yep its terrible, more so when school aged, not that bad as working adult...
>>41217115
your mom is a woman dumbo

>>41217605
don't you have tits too? just leave this general

when i go outside literally everyone i see is ugly and old, this is all a delusion. im obsessed with beauty not realising its all fake and everything on the internet isnt real

submissive hrt reppers are the most persecuted and misunderstood posters in this gen

I have never seen a woman the same height or taller than me.

>>41193751
Turning 26 soon. Still haven’t transitioned. Known I’ve wanted to be a man since I was 12. I wouldn’t recommend it, the thoughts haven’t gone away and it is too late now. (Also in Florida.)

being a dom/top hrt repper just means you feel like a rapehon and fit better in the masc gender role

dom top hrt reppers belong with submissive hrt reppers

>>41218246
submissive hrt reppers belong to men

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>>41217969
really smal ones, pointy and flat, more like gyno, had smaller gyno before too... just not sensitive... still have to press pillow to chest to sleep usually.

i want to cry

>>41218231
but doesn't that make it easier to have a normal relationship and act like a man and even enjoy it? it's kind of difficult for me to understand why a dom top would want to be a woman

>>41218266
Is the pillow thing have anything ti do with gyno? Ive always just done that

>>41218307
What do women act like?

>>41218307
You only want to be a woman because you're a bottom? I have dysphoria.

>>41218205
Why too late?

>>41218324
women act like submissive males

NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER

I feel like an animal trapped in a snare

>>41218316
puts pressure on where boobs should be i think.other pillow or blanket between legs make you not feel dick or something. i also used to sleep on back wrapped tightly in blanket, with top being at chest level, wrapping around armpits to back...

>>41218384
I do all that as well, thought it was normal

>>41218324
in bed? generally they are not dom tops
>>41218326
well yeah. my dysphoria is about being a male submissive bottom

>>41218435
>in bed? generally they are not dom tops
Well, I am repressing in part because of that.

>>41218411
pitting stuff between kegs sure, but with chest it feels empty in bad way if i dont...

>>41218231
dom top tranny wife...

>>41218534
well i understand perfectly why there are cis f chasers. if i was foid i would love to get dxicked by a twinkhon hihi

>>41218246
>dom top
>hrt
lies

>>41218568
god i wish that were me
i need a pussy so bad

I miss having bangs. I felt better about myself with bangs but men can't have bangs

>>41218620
I would have bangs like lars ulrich but unfortunately I have a hairline like lars ulrich

I’m so disgusting
I dont look female
I don’t think like a woman
I dont act like a woman
I answer to my legal name not the name I choose for myself
I dont see myself as female
My dydphoria is mild
And yet I want to be a woman but I only want it now as an adult and I don’t have transness since puberty
I’m a fake troon
Disgusting
Help

>>41218341
I feel like I won’t pass and I already went through the entire female development process. My family is also MAGA transphobes and I’m too much of a pussy to face all the things they would say and do to me.

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>>41218642
twink death is brutal

make it stop make the pain stop

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>>41218534
fairytale liberals made up

>>41218620
men can why not... i had them at ages 16 to like 19... now i have it long all over as i never cut it.. but yeah they do hide brow nicely, but had near no brow back then...
>>41218647
not even stuff like hating hair growing in wrong places during puberty and/or dissociation and numbness starting then? hard to belive...
>>41218660
>My family is also MAGA transphobes and I’m too much of a pussy to face all the things they would say and do to me.
sames except they are not MAGA (different country) need to flee to troon, i am too pussy to do it otherway.

>>41218785
dom top muscle tranny wife......

>>41218787
the same reason men can't wear skirts? It's a feminine hair style

>>41218801
not even nearly at same level... would never rosk going outside wearing skirt but bangs were no problemo

>>41218787
Hair growth is natural doesn’t matter how I feel about it
I can’t remember anyway
I was cis af

>>41218620
I have bangs, it's not that strange to get a shag, or pageboy cut with eyebrow level bangs as a guy. As long as you don't mind keeping your hair on the shorter side.

>>41218851
i had it shoulder lenghtish sometimes bit shorter sometimes bit longer. whatever. as long as you dont have pink braids it does not draw too much attention. its not like people will think your fag/troon from having bangs alone.

>>41218797
hey

>>41218931
Yeah I got way more shit directed towards me when I had nipple length hair without bangs than I ever did with a pageboy haircut.

>>41218851
>>41218931
I got gendered female with them, you're full of shit

>>41219010
hi can you date a fat ugly retarded repper

>>41219062
me too but never got called faggot or something cause of them lol

>>41219062
>I got gendered female with them
Giwtwm, I've never been gendered female with them, ever. At most people assume I'm a few years younger.

>>41219118
you're arguing it's not feminine? What a retard

Its been 4 years since anyone said I looked female

i've never been gendered as female by randoms except for cleaners trying to stop me from going into the male bathrooms, which has happened like 5+ times at this point

>>41219153
grim... people will gender you f just to avoid trouble if you present usually. Every old person would gender me female when I was trans with bangs, 50/50 with anyone else

the last time I visited a hospital I walked in on the cleaner working in the bathroom and paused for a second about to ask if it was okay to use the restroom
the guy saw my long hair, frowned, and told me it was the men's but when I laughed and explained myself in the deepest voice I could manage he was relieved and smiled
that kills me

>>41218266
Bro where are your hips

3 years ago I was at a bar and I didn't notice the men's room women's room signs. I ended up using the women's room all night and no one stopped me

When I was trans I would always use the men's restroom, I can't imagine how humiliating it would be if some woman rightfully started giving off

>>41219217
It's more of a bowl cut really, hides my browbone but isn't enough to hide the slavic genes.

apparently the only repper to never get gendered female. grim

I can't even imagine even being able to even look feminine at all let alone be misgendered for a woman.
T. Gross masculine balding repper kill me

>>41217605
>i wonder if mom and sis would suffer more if i roped or of i trooned... veyond embarassing...need to flee and kill shame. or kill myself. third way is slowrot.
I know that feel. I like your posts even if we aren't too similar, I always feel like I can relate, even coping with the drug use, lol. Hope things work out for you anon

I don't want to be a scrote anymore.

>>41219729
>Hope things work out for you anon
you too. take care. as for hair avoid fays, fatty fish is bad in particular. flavonoids are good as theyndecrease sebum. tea is good, pepper (black( is excellent for that purpose.