Gay(e) editionwe're all just sensitive peopleQOTT: Don't you know how sweet and wonderful life can be?prev: >>41272745
I could've been a youngshit
life can be sweet and wonderful with drugs until I come down from the high
>>41282058then why aren't you?
couldve been xx
whats peggy doing in mmg
>>41282075I was afraid to troon outI trooned out at 19 but it's over
I never would've been a youngshit. It was over before it started
you're a weak person for fixating on the past
I'm a weak person for manmoding too
surely horizontal striped womens briefs will make my hips seem wider
injected in a moment of weaknessi am forever a slave to sunk costnext week ill detransition for real
will my chest get any smaller if i stop taking estrogen
>>41282162didn't want it bad enough, you actually couldn't have been a youngshitthere's no parallel universe where you're a youngshitit's like this in every possible world
>>41282306get his ass
>>41282300no, breast growth is like the one thing that isn't reversible
>>41282353not true, breast tissue does atrophy significantly when you stop, plus you can take SERMS which will atrophy them even more. they're never "gone" but they can be small to the point of looking like a normal male chestofc it all depends on how big your mreasts are now, like if you have D cups you'll be able to knock em down a bit but you should temper your expectations
>>41282306maybe if I had known what I would've become
>>41282372oh thank fucking godi have disgusting cone nipples that are just barely big enough that i need to bind i cant wait to be normal again
why do the chinks think somebody will buy this
I should just kill myself
>>41282414nah those are hard fr
detransitioners aren't manmoders
>>41282414all it takes is one goofy mf
i kinda like these
>>41282461they're too cute. they dont deserve to be sullied with my disgusting body
>>41282482its ok to go overboard with comfort clothing nona
>>41282453and yet they are trver moders than you
>>41282507I'm more man than any moder here
>>41282507if you aint injectin' you aint modin'
what is the next step up from the moder hoodie? something just slightly more fem leaning
>>41282579oversized tee
>>41282587only really with shorts idk if i should show my thighs they are a little sus
didn’t get any train pics on the way back, my phone was too close to death :( i didn’t even get to listen to music on my drive home since it died on the last train. also i love my friends dearly but i don’t think they see me as a woman and doubt they ever will
3 years on estrogen and all the wasted years feel like a bad dream but i still see them on my body. life is a nightmare and also im ugly and also im gay and also i need ffs and also i want a cigarette and also i love driving in reverse with my hand on the back of the other seat like a manly man
>>41282912what if i was in the other seat
>>41282261ok tranny
>>41282934i would get embarrassed and reverse with my mirrors
>>41282954sorry
>>41282967that’s okay im horrifically ugly
me too, nona
jesus christ will embrace me and bring me into his kingdom
taking off my bra, braiding my hair before bed, and dreaming someone some day will look at me and see a woman
why dont i have a hot muslim man holding me in his arms right now
that's so specific
i love brown men and im racist
average tttt user
racism is bad actually
racism is badi love having gay sex with white and black men EQUALLY
>>41283289i agree but i do acknowledge that even on this board there’s so many racists who haven’t unpacked their racism despite being gay
>>41283289im not racist per se j just think that the geographies we socially construct as nations should maintain their ethnic identities such that i can fuck more brown men who arent halal americans
like what happened to west african niggas in robes jj0n2g
i'm too chudded for the libs but i'm too bleeding-heart for the chudsi'm doomed to a life of isolation as a die-hard leftist who simply can't stop saying the N word
suicide is always an option
>>41283395chudded out libs getting attacked by the left are why we have trump
can i tell you a secret
>>41283460
>>41283496keep manmoding so you can make threads on tttt about it
>>41283576I want someone to tell me what to do
so bad at attentionwhoring he has to link it in here lmao
i wish i were more attractive but not enough to do anything about it
i don't put effort into my appearance because i would still look like a man anyway
>>41282940haha you owned melike i dont fucking know im irrevocably trans and im trying to find other ways to cope since transitioning isnt an option for me
this is a cry for help.
>>41283810have you tried gooning? sissy captions make me feel like a woman
im so fancy
am i the only truemoder here?
>>41283833no one will ever love him like i will
>>41283911i am the truest moder i will probably kill myself by the end of the year because i am a man
theres nothing in this world for me
>>41283933what that means
>>41284010need him i cant stand to see him considering anyone else in one of his biweekly impulses
>>41284029
>>41284057sorrythe melancholy starts to melt as the days get colder and the ground smells like hope again i still think about the time when he basically force fed me the fish and a shitload of other snacks which he made me pay for of course but we sat on a bench together and his fingers brushed mine so it was worth it
why do i keep replying to psyop posts specifically formulated to make me kill myself
>>41284087aw dang it i havent felt another man’s touch in years so its okay. it’s not but who cares lying is good for all of us. also never pay for snacks again. wth he should do that
the ppl here are so cruel but i cant find anyone else on the internet or irl thats actually dysphoric
yup, it's binge eatin tiem
amazing news for anamoders yep we can’t stop winning
i wish i had a bf to do my injection for me that would be so cute if i wasn't an ugly balding man who grows facial hair
if haven't gotten laser yet you're not a moder, just a fetishist
we poor doe
then grind harderif you want to be a woman then fucking work for it
they would burn me for being an ugly rapehon moid
that’s so lame doe
i'm gay and my dick is small
>>41284420if it was a fetish i would probably have more actual motivation to forward my transition and take steps to actualize what i want and not just languish and rot in my shame and despair and imposter syndrome hoping that something will suddenly change maybe
>>41284470not how that works but go ahead and twist the knife again i know how good it feels
>>41284470sounds like a fetish to me
happy holidays to those who celebrate
>>41284781ah of course
>>41284804i wish i was cisf working in hrfrappe and fruit day would be so much fun
i cant stop thinking about his hands. why does he have to be a hetero :/
>>41282493NTA but no it is notcute things, clothes thata re nice andespecially plushies are wasted on meI cry for my blahaj every time I hug him for he is wasted on me...he was needed by a real girl not me...
>>41282493nta but you're wrong, cute clothes shouldn't be defiled by uglies
im a fetishist because I only got face laser not body laser and I only shave and epilate
i hate my body
same but its body dysmorphia less than gender dysphoriafatty ha!
>>41285153mogs me unironically
>>41285153this is pretty much what i look like
bloodborne is very feminine
>>41285293hot
every morning i check my ribcage:iliac ratio and every morning im reminded that i will never be a woman.
>>41286017shut the fuck up
>>41286028fuck you
>>41286038loser
>>41286066yes
well i can’t switch it off let’s keep it going since this episode is gonna last a few days i found a way to punish myself the longer i stay alive
i look like someones closeted gay dad
my hair has always given more out of shape shawn michaels than woman :(
living is the best form of self harm
>>41286910i don't believe that. disingenuous
>>41285745I need to emulate it, silksong is giving me the itch again with its bloodborne to hollow knight's dark souls
I don't want to become an old man
>>41287013I was an old man before I started hrt
just saw myself on video and i needed to rewatch it to recognize myself
>>41287080i look like this and say this.
>>41287211now I'm an old man with boobs
looks like conversion therapy is back on the menu, boys
60% chance the people calling themselves old men are like 28
im 32 im definitly an old man
I'm 25, which means it's over
>>41287693>>41287695you’re not even middle aged!!
>>41287676you don't understand, 28 is old! my life is already over, there's no point in trying now.
>>41287676I'm 36 years old
should i drink my monster?
yes pls drink a bit :3
ok then i have no choicei wish i had a caretaker 24/7
>first day as a nurse>they assigned me to a women's hospitalgod wants to see me fail
>>41287847free female socialization
>>41287733picrel>>41287743still not middle aged>>41287847good luck nona! i’ve been considering trying to get into nursing, because idk wtf to do with my life and something that fairly unambiguously helps people is exactly what i want out of a job
I should get my chest removed and just become a chaser
>>41282041I found out my neighbour is a manmoder but is considering starting hormones. She's cute, well read, still man-ish but has potential. We've fooled around before and that got me thinking maybe because I want her to start HRT I sometimes let her feel me up and grab my boobies so she knows what she's in for and can't resist the urge to get curvy and soft and feminine.I'm considering this as a long term investment. wht do?
>>41287930>a manmoder but is considering starting hormonesthat's not what that means fuck off
>>41287930if she hasn’t started hormones she’s not a manmoder, she’s a repper
>reppermuch like most of you here
>>41287941come on realistically how long can manmoding really last
>>41287965forever nigga that's what we're here for
im not a manmoder
i wonder what would have happened if i had told my psychologist my parents obligated me to go to when i was 15yo that i had gender dysphoria
>>41287965over 5 years for me, so far>>41287977then FUCK OFF
>>41287963retard
>>41287965what does that even have to do with my reply?
t should only include transexuals
>>41288046you're a fakemoder too>>41288053mad cuz it's true
i chose this body
>no i haven't gotten laser>no i don't own feminine clothes>no i don't voice train>B-BUT I'M ON HORMONESreppers all of you
you male doe
>>41288263go away
trvke doe
>>41288180which am I, a fakemoder or a repper? kys idiot
this site should allow emojis
i should be a youngshit
>>41288357why? does the truth hurt your feefees?
>>41288398holy shit you're fucking stupid, die
maybe if i lose lots of weight and get ffs and still manmode i will be happy
>>41288263what is manmoding if not hrt repping?
>>41288263trvke
>>41288263drink bleach dude
>>41288263based>what do you mean if i don't even try i wont pass and i will be a "manmoder" forever???
>>41288565yea desu if you arent like actively transitioning are you even trans
guess that means i can’t say “fuck my tranny life” :/
literally kill yourself
why did reddit tourists choose to destroy this general specifically
>>41288902meds
this book sucks :/
>>41288902i’ve been on this board for 4 years, stop blaming everything on redditors
>4 years hereoof
i'd kill myself if was posting on mmg for 4 years lmao
yamete kudasai
>>41288988get to it
looking at it that way maybe you guys are right and i really should leave
whites hate msg because it gives food flavor and whites hate flavor
>>41288958dubs and I'll drop it
what about spicy whites or is it only mayo ass cracka whites
weak trollsI miss the old internet so badly
>>41288988i’ve only been on mmg for like 3-4 weeks, i’ve just been on the board in general for 4 years. that’s why i’m annoyed i keep getting called a redditor tourist
>>41289141i don't troll, i don't bait, i don't speak ironically, I mean what I say with the utmost sincerity
>>41289154redditor tourist
i looove giving snacks to my girl cats while their brother starves
first time is funny, second time is fucking annoying no?
>>41289174damn that’s fucked up. i’m gonna kill myself because of this
>>41289196no
>>41289197yes please cut a bit
>>41289197god I wish
bump
it’s great that one of my cats is a male, means i can save big on cat food
>>41289218suicide (Yours)
im built like this
>>41289256fakemoder
I WANT FRIENDS I WANT TO GO OUTI WANT TO DO THINGS I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE
>>41289310wya
had sleep paralysis a bit a go and unironically had a nightmare that Israel was causing my sleep paralysis by attacking my brain with satellite signalsi need to stop looking at the internet bro
>>41289323manchester
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9RjZFP5jEs
sometimes i dont shave for months and pretend im a big hairy ngmi man
lump under my right nipple, lets hope it’s breast cancer that i can ignore and let kill me
since it's getting colder i'm not gonna shave my legs again until march
same but also my arms back and chest
i never shaved my legs for visibility reasons, in fact i’m always mortified people will notice and give me shit about it. i just like the feeling
>>41289349israel doing all that seems like bit of a stretch, wouldn't put it past zog though, fits their mo.
a lion doesn't concern herself with crippling dysphoria
i would be a woman if not for my massive man jaw
